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Everything Now Season 1 Episode 3- Episode 3 - 1080p
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00:00Everything is different now.
00:12If you're lucky, at some point life will hand you a whole new chance.
00:18A whole new person.
00:30She doesn't see my past. Only the me I am now. The me I can be.
00:46Here are five things no one will tell you about falling in love for the first time.
00:52One, whether you mean to or not, you'll start to plan your entire day around their schedule.
00:58Meaning you'll become an expert at right place, right time.
01:03Hey.
01:05Hey.
01:07Two, you'll go to what some would call extreme lengths just to catch a glimpse of them.
01:16Aw, are you keen to see me?
01:18Uh, yeah.
01:20Oh my god, obsessed much?
01:22What?
01:24Meant to be keeping it a secret at work, but he can't take his eyes off me.
01:29Mm-hmm.
01:31Nice hat, by the way.
01:38Three, your universe will divide itself seamlessly into two categories.
01:43There is them.
01:47Mia! Hey!
01:49And then there is everything else.
01:54And everything else, whatever that may be, will start to feel not quite enough.
02:00Unless you can share it with them.
02:02Four, the hope will kill you long before the heartbreak does.
02:19And five, you are not as subtle as you think you are.
02:31Oh, mother of fuck!
02:33Are you alright?
02:35Fine.
02:37Wouldn't want a concussion to rob you of your game.
02:39Not a chance.
02:40That was my bitch.
02:41Okay, guys?
02:42Two teams.
02:43Captain to the left.
02:44Mia?
02:45What are you doing here?
02:46You know...
02:47Hey, hey, hey!
02:48What's up, sir?
02:49We spoke about this.
02:50You know you shouldn't be doing sports anymore.
02:52Doctor's orders.
02:53I'm not allowed to do PE.
02:54Come on, this is extracurricular.
02:55I'm sorry, Mia.
02:57Maybe next term, alright?
03:00Fine.
03:02No problem.
03:04Right!
03:05Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.
03:11Why does everyone think they know what's best for me?
03:16I know what's best for me.
03:40This is fucking ridiculous.
03:41Just wait!
03:43They can't stop us moving.
03:44Look, read the news.
03:46We have to wait to see if there's a distraction.
03:49More often than not, someone kicks off.
03:52Trust me.
03:56I can't eat any more of that!
03:58Seriously, I'm...
03:59I'm done!
04:01Calm down.
04:02I can't eat any more!
04:05Right-o.
04:06Where are we going?
04:08We've done the 20 minutes.
04:09Just want to get some fresh air.
04:11I think you know that's not going to wash.
04:13I just want to go for a fucking walk!
04:16What's the big deal?
04:17It's healthy!
04:18It's good for you!
04:19Yes, yes.
04:20Exercise is generally good for us.
04:23Come on, Dean.
04:24Sit down.
04:25But only in moderation.
04:26Even things we think of as healthy may be harmful if we allow ourselves to fixate on them to the point of obsession.
04:36And this need to move after eating, to not allow meals to settle.
04:44That's...
04:45That's a compulsion too.
04:47And you have to learn to sit with that anxiety.
04:50...with that anxiety.
04:51Minut.
04:53Oh, no.
04:54No.
04:56Ooh.
04:58Okay.
04:59Ooh.
05:00Oh, no.
05:01Okay.
05:02Mm-hmm.
05:04Mm-hmm.
05:05Okay.
05:07We're gonna go.
05:08Take him out.
05:09Oh, no...
05:10Wait.
05:11Wait.
05:12Now.
05:13Yeah.
05:14Three more.
05:15Oh, no.
05:16Yeah, guys, guys, guys, guys.
05:18Let's see.
05:22Jesus, Cam.
05:23Oh, my God!
05:30Well, decided I'll do some remodelling this time.
05:32You know, keep the ladies happy.
05:37What's up?
05:39What?
05:40Why does something have to be up?
05:43Come on.
05:46They won't let me join the netball team.
05:55You hate team sports? No, I don't.
05:57You literally said one time that you'd rather be part of a cult.
06:00Fine, but that was the old me.
06:03I want people to look at me and see someone different.
06:06Not just a sick girl like what's in your life.
06:09Like, how am I supposed to reinvent myself
06:11if I can't even play fucking netball?
06:13Is this a bucket list thing?
06:15It's a love thing.
06:16Yeah.
06:18Okay. All right.
06:24Reinvent yourself, yeah?
06:27Exactly.
06:28Okay.
06:29Yeah.
06:30There you go.
06:43Easy.
06:44Easy?
06:45Yeah, peasy.
06:46I'mma help you do it.
06:47Come on.
06:48Come out!
06:49Jake!
06:50Quiet!
06:51Now, Mia 2.0, what a recovering social recluse like yourself might not know is that we here
06:55at Westmere boasts an impressive selection of clubs and societies here we have a classic debaters.
07:08Our contribution to the EU was less than 140 million a week.
07:09You still expect us to believe that?
07:10Of course not.
07:11You wouldn't believe anything that hasn't been slapped onto a side of a butt.
07:12It's an original review.
07:13Thoughts?
07:14I'm bored but also angry.
07:15It's a no from me.
07:16You have to listen to what the people have said.
07:17I'm sorry.
07:18I am sorry for that.
07:19I'm sorry for that.
07:20I am sorry for that.
07:21Now, here we have the feminist society.
07:23So, we're all in agreement that it's absolutely key that the education system must make more
07:42of an effort to raise the aspiration of our young girls.
07:45But like, just to play devil's advocate, why do they always have to put the message into everything else?
07:51Is he always here?
07:53You're not even a feminist! Shut up!
07:57He's happy now and in!
08:13I don't know, Cam. Not sure any of these are really gonna...
08:16Gonna make her notice me.
08:17Oh, look what the Cam dragged in.
08:19What are you hot young things up to?
08:21Helping Mia reinvent herself.
08:22Oh, gosh, they do grow up so fast.
08:27What are you signing up for?
08:29Drama club. Of course, when you're classically trained as I, you don't really need such diversions.
08:35But we could all stand to give back once in a while.
08:38Oh, my God.
08:40That's how she writes her Rs.
08:43She's fucking amazing.
08:45Wow, that is, um, that is such a coincidence.
08:48I was just about to sign up for that.
08:50Hey!
08:51But wait, you hate drama and public speaking and regular speaking and people.
08:56Um...
08:57No, I love the theatre.
08:58I mean, Brett.
08:59What a fun guy.
09:00Okay, there's reinventing yourself and then there's acting like you've got a concussion.
09:03Oh, my God.
09:04All the fittest girls in our year go to drama club.
09:07Give me the pen.
09:08Shut up.
09:09Cam, thank you.
09:10This has been great, like, really great.
09:13Okay.
09:14Um, I mean, you're welcome.
09:19Uh-uh.
09:20Something is rotten in the state of Denmark.
09:22Ooh, that reminds me.
09:24I am so far behind on my geography course work.
09:26Gonna do it together later.
09:28Think your time is better spent in the shower?
09:30You smell like athlete's foot.
09:31Oh!
09:32Ah, Becca!
09:33Can we have a quick chat?
09:34Okay.
09:35To the left, to the left.
09:36Hey, come in, come in, come in.
09:37Take a portrait movie.
09:38Uh, sorry, Liz.
09:39I'm late to pick up my sister.
09:40Okay, I won't keep you.
09:41I was just wondering, how are you all getting on with finding donations for the raffle?
09:46It slipped your mind.
09:47I'm so sorry.
09:48Don't worry.
09:49I'll start it tonight.
09:50Not necessary.
09:51I can rope someone else in to help.
09:52Okay.
09:53Okay.
09:54Okay.
09:55To the left, to the left.
09:56Hey, come in, come in, come in.
09:57Take a portrait movie.
09:58Uh, sorry, Liz.
09:59I'm late to pick up my sister.
10:00Okay.
10:01I won't keep you.
10:02I was just wondering, how are you all getting on with finding donations for the raffle?
10:05It slipped your mind.
10:06I'm so sorry.
10:07Don't worry.
10:08I'll start it tonight.
10:09Sorry, I can rope someone else in to help.
10:11No, no, I can do it.
10:12It is okay to say no, sometimes.
10:15We don't want you burning yourself out, do we?
10:18I will make it up to you at the coffee morning.
10:20I will hold everyone hostage until they buy a ticket.
10:27Obviously, I can't condone that.
10:33Go.
10:34Go.
10:35Uh, Becca.
10:39You can't pour from an empty cup.
10:52Good.
10:53Well handled.
10:56Love changes everything.
10:59And unlike all the other changes, this one doesn't seem scary.
11:02Because, you know, this is a good thing.
11:04So now, you need more change.
11:06For the first time you want to grow up.
11:08You want to kick start this new life.
11:10Like, why do you still have all of this?
11:13This stuff belonged to a sad little girl who never even met Carly.
11:16You live in a post-Carly universe.
11:25Mia.
11:26What?
11:27Hey.
11:28I've been looking for this.
11:29What was this doing in that box on the landing?
11:31We spent too much time on electronics in this house.
11:34Hmm.
11:36Read a book.
11:37Go outside.
11:39What's going on in here, then?
11:41Mia's pawning all our fun.
11:43Just spring cleaning.
11:44Oh, wow.
11:46Marie Kondo's got nothing on you.
11:48This box is stuff to throw away and this one's for donations.
11:59Don't think I don't see you.
12:01How do you mean?
12:03You're glowing like a spring lamb on Valium.
12:07It's Theo, isn't it?
12:09For God's sake.
12:11Not Theo.
12:13Oh, come on.
12:14Tell me.
12:16You're way off, Mum.
12:17I'm hermit as ever.
12:18Oh, no.
12:19Ribbit.
12:20Oh, sweetheart.
12:22You love ribbit.
12:25And the books.
12:27Dad used to read you this every night.
12:33It's just stuff.
12:47He died quite not.
12:49When he died.
12:50God moves our lives.
12:52You're ruined.
12:54I love how bad he passed away.
13:11I know you're not my best.
13:13Am I really doing this?
13:43Hey.
13:50Hey.
13:51Hiya.
13:53Mia.
13:54Welcome to the Theatre of Screams.
13:57Alison, didn't know you liked the theatre.
14:00I'm just, you know, padding out the old head girl CV.
14:03Plus, it can hardly hurt to shine.
14:06Mrs Von Schildegard.
14:08Fucking legend.
14:10She isn't even married.
14:11She just felt like it.
14:20Children.
14:24We must begin by asking ourselves, what is theatre?
14:30You.
14:31Um, performance?
14:35My children, theatre is poetry.
14:40But what is poetry?
14:43Rhyming.
14:44Poetry is a verdict, my children.
14:48But what is a verdict?
14:50This could go on forever.
14:52The stage is at once a space where one may embody the other.
14:59Where we may nurture and craft our truth as our art.
15:09Which is why next week I wish you to prepare a monologue.
15:13It must speak to you, through you.
15:17It must show us, proudly, who you really are.
15:21Okay.
15:22No thank you.
15:23For now, children, it is time to break down those barriers right here.
15:28For this first exercise I'll need two volunteers.
15:31You.
15:32And you.
15:33What?
15:34But she didn't even...
15:35Acting is reacting.
15:36Learn to roll with the punches.
15:37Now.
15:38You'll be doing some improvisation.
15:39What we in the theatre call improv.
15:40Everything about this is terrible.
15:41You are having an argument.
15:43You are the guilty party.
15:44You are the one wronged.
15:45Remember, there are no mistakes.
15:46in improv.
16:01Only one rule.
16:03You cannot say no.
16:10Go on, Mia.
16:12Once more, into the breach.
16:16That's good.
16:20Action.
16:21Julius, I am sorry I murdered your mother.
16:26Yeah, right.
16:28Could you ever forgive me?
16:31Um, no.
16:37The one rule is that you can't say no.
16:39Look, sorry. No, it's fine.
16:42So, can you forgive me, Julius?
16:46Yes.
16:47Mia.
16:48Wait, what?
16:49No!
16:50Tis I.
16:51I faked my death.
16:54Oh, mother, thank goodness you're alive.
16:58What? She's not even in the scene.
17:00How could I leave my only child, dear sweet Julius,
17:06to deal alone with the likes of you?
17:09A second-rate assassin.
17:12Second-rate assassin?
17:14I'll show you second-rate assassin.
17:16This is a gun.
17:17Bang!
17:21I am slain.
17:24Bang!
17:27Bang!
17:28Good job.
17:29Oh, yeah.
17:30Um, ouch.
17:32And scene.
17:34Ladies, stirring work.
17:38Excellent performances from...
17:41most of you.
17:50Mia.
17:51Yeah?
17:52Mark my words.
17:53Next time, we are going to peel back those delicious layers.
17:56Like an onion.
17:57Hm?
17:58Jesus, take the wheel.
18:10Keira Knightley.
18:11What?
18:12That's our code word.
18:13Didn't I tell you?
18:14No, you did not.
18:16Well, we need to talk.
18:18Library, now.
18:19Carly.
18:20What about her?
18:21Carly.
18:22Who?
18:23Oh, don't play games here, Missy.
18:24Why didn't you tell me?
18:25Shh.
18:26I didn't know what to say or how to say.
18:28Oh, that's a pitiful excuse.
18:29You've known about every one of my crushes.
18:30I even told you about me and teenage Simba.
18:32It's not a crush.
18:33Well, what is it?
18:34Well, what is it?
18:35I'm in love.
18:36In?
18:37Yes.
18:38No.
18:39Yes.
18:40Oh, Mia!
18:41Quiet.
18:42I think about her every five seconds, sometimes three.
18:44Is that normal?
18:45I mean, I don't think that's normal.
18:46I don't think that's normal.
18:47I don't think that's normal.
18:48I don't think that's normal.
18:49I don't think that's normal.
18:50Why didn't you tell me?
18:51Why didn't you tell me?
18:52Shh.
18:53I didn't know what to say or how to say.
18:55Oh, that's a pitiful excuse.
18:56You know about every one of my crushes.
18:58I even told you about me and teenage Simba.
18:59It's not a crush.
19:00Well, what is it?
19:01Is that normal?
19:02I mean, I don't think that's normal.
19:03Well, not to worry.
19:05I know everything about love.
19:07I'm like a genius spiritual savoir, like Gwyneth Paltrow or something.
19:11And honey, let me tell you, you're playing this all wrong.
19:14I am?
19:15Yes.
19:16All this wannabe ingenue stuff.
19:18You're not an actor, Mia.
19:20Just be yourself.
19:21No, but myself got me hospitalized for seven months.
19:24Augment, then.
19:26Be yourself, but be sly about it.
19:29Be Katie Heron.
19:30Who?
19:31From Mean Girls.
19:33Mm-mm.
19:34Fucking amateur.
19:35OK.
19:36Katie Heron let Aaron Samuels tutor her.
19:39And it didn't matter that he didn't know any of the answers,
19:41just so long as she could stare at him or wide-eyed and dreamy.
19:45So what?
19:46I should ask Carly for help?
19:47Well, it works.
19:48Take me and G's guy.
19:49Gonna need a name eventually.
19:50No, we're going about our day, nothing major.
19:51Then I stroll over and I say, hey, how's Blue Cheese made?
19:52Where does the blue come from?
19:53Dirty minutes later, I'm in the store cupboard and he's tearing off my smock.
20:08How is Blue Cheese made?
20:10What?
20:11I don't know.
20:12Who fucking cares?
20:13The point is, this is your chance to bond with her.
20:16Ask her for help with your monologue.
20:17I don't have a monologue.
20:18Aha.
20:19Mmm.
20:20Seriously?
20:21Nobody knows love like us Williams.
20:25Study up.
20:27What lady is that which doth enrich the hand of yonder night?
20:54Oh, she doth teach the torches to burn bright.
21:01It seems she hangs upon the cheek of night, like a rich jewel in an Ethiop's ear.
21:13I can never be the same since you took off.
21:22You're all gonna wanna be the one.
21:26I'm sure you can have a phone call.
21:29I'm sure you are a girl.
21:30You can have many times more than I am.
21:32I've never been the same since you took off.
21:34I don't know, I understand.
21:36I've never been the same since I took off.
21:40You're all that I can think about
22:10Becca, you okay? I've got to run but can you iron Caleb's shirt before you go?
22:27Beauty too rich for use for us to dear please shut up so shows a snowy dog
22:34You're early I'm seizing the day
22:37Sit down I'll get started on breakfast. No, I ate already. Well, okay
22:43Really normally you need seven alarms and me banging your door down to pry you out of bed
22:48Phantom energy I guess
22:53Um and don't forget you've got dr. Nell this afternoon. He's got you in the diary for three. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Got it. I will be there
23:04Love you
23:07Love you
23:09Always
23:14Don't feel bad. It wasn't a big lie
23:16Just a little one to tie me over
23:19At least I'm still eating
23:21He wouldn't get it how long an entire meal really takes for me. I
23:26Just can't not now. I have a life
23:31I'm finally right place
23:33Right time
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29:38What can I get for you today, love?
29:40Nothing for me, thanks.
29:42Gareth?
29:43Gareth?
29:44No wonder Will didn't tell us.
29:46Actually, I'm looking for a friend.
29:50Think you know him? Will?
29:52Who?
29:53The guy you're hooking up with.
29:57Excuse me?
29:58He works here. He has purple hair.
30:03The shelf stacker?
30:05I'm not hooking up with him. I'm his manager.
30:07Oh, shit.
30:09Did he tell you we were?
30:11No, I think I've just got mixed up. Sorry.
30:13Wrong cheese guy.
30:19And the sixth thing no one will tell you about falling in love.
30:25Sometimes
30:27It's all in your head.
30:35Music
30:39Music
30:43Music
30:45Music
30:47Music
30:49Mia?
30:50Come into the kitchen please.
30:53Fuck.
30:59How's that hanging?
31:00You tell me.
31:02I got a call from Dr. Nell at 4pm,
31:04an hour after you were supposed to be there.
31:06I just got held up. School stuff.
31:08Treatment comes first. It comes first,
31:10second, third, all the way down.
31:12It's one more session.
31:14The point is that you have to start taking this seriously.
31:18I am. Really?
31:20Cos I think you're forgetting just how much time and money
31:24we put in so that you can keep seeing Dr. Nell.
31:26Not everyone is so lucky.
31:30OK, Al, tell her. Dad.
31:32Come on.
31:34Tell her what you told us.
31:36What?
31:38Tell me what?
31:40They know
31:42about you skipping breakfast.
31:44For God's sake, I still ate.
31:46I grabbed a couple of bananas.
31:48You're supposed to sit down and eat breakfast
31:50in a calm atmosphere. It is one morning, Dad.
31:52It's never just a morning for you.
31:54It's never just breakfast. It's never just food.
31:56It's an obligation. You can't just check in and out
31:58of recovery whenever you feel like it.
32:00Maybe she has a point.
32:02What?
32:03Isn't the fact that she was able to eat on the go
32:05a sign of how far she's come?
32:07Maybe a session a week is too many.
32:10We could maybe bring it down to a session every other week
32:12and see where we are.
32:13These people are experts.
32:15They know what's best.
32:16She should have a say.
32:18But not the only say.
32:19It's our job to keep her alive.
32:21OK.
32:22Let's just sit down as a family and stop being so dramatic.
32:26You weren't there.
32:27You didn't see.
32:28You don't know how bad it got.
32:29Hey!
32:31Why can't you just let me be happy?
32:35I did my time.
32:36I put the work in.
32:37I should be able to live my fucking life now.
32:39Yeah.
32:40Treatment makes me better.
32:41Guess what?
32:42It also makes me fucking miserable.
32:44Now, I would rather be happy than be well.
32:47And if you can't understand that,
32:48then you are the last people I should be speaking to.
32:50You know, I don't need anyone's permission.
32:54I give you a say, not the other way round!
33:02What did I tell you?
33:24That voice is still telling you to push harder,
33:40but your body can only take so much, Dean.
33:44You have to trust us when we say that right now
33:49any form of exercise is too dangerous.
33:56Because next time, you might not be so lucky.
34:12Mia.
34:15Don't.
34:17Please don't.
34:19Please don't.
34:22Please, feel the same way.
34:28No.
34:37Please don't.
34:45To be continued,
34:47later.
34:48MUSIC CONTINUES
35:13William?
35:15Oh, oh, sorry. I was just, um, looking up the best way to display nuts.
35:22Can I have a word?
35:35Have you been telling people we're fucking?
35:38What? No, absolutely not.
35:42Have people been saying that? I, I, um, I, what definitely hasn't come from me, I mean, what an outrageous thing.
35:49It's fine.
35:51Just, why lie about something like that?
35:56Um, well, I, I, I don't know.
35:59You can hardly blame a guy, can you?
36:05Just wouldn't have thought that you'd have to lie about it.
36:07I mean, look at you.
36:15I thought blokes would be banging down your door for it.
36:17Oh, um, that's, um, no, no, thank you.
36:21What?
36:22Very kind of you to, to offer, but it's, it's, it's a, it's a no from me.
36:26But I just thought that.
36:26Fresh out of the gym, rinse the fuck out of the shower, so clean, you could eat off me.
36:48In fact, I'd actively encourage it.
36:54I prefer my food without notes of Lynx Africa.
36:58All right, A, how dare you, and two, that actually looks like proper coursework, which is so not the deal.
37:05Let's go.
37:05Just give me two minutes.
37:09You're not still mad at me, are you?
37:11I was never mad at you.
37:13Okay, good, because I could not figure out what I did wrong.
37:15Good.
37:37Mm.
37:38Oh.
37:39Mm.
37:40Mm.
37:40Mm.
37:41Oh.
37:42Mm.
37:42Oh.
37:43Mm.
37:43Mm.
37:44Mm.
37:45What?
37:46Just let me finish this, OK?
37:47I'm really behind.
37:48Hmm, since when is Becca Lloyd behind on anything?
38:03Since she spends all her free lessons running after me or having fun with you.
38:07Whoa, OK.
38:08No need to air quote me.
38:10I only wanted to...
38:12What?!
38:13What do you want from me?!
38:19I...
38:22Sorry.
38:24Everything's just getting on top of me.
38:30This isn't supposed to make things harder for you, Bex.
38:35If it is, then maybe we should just...
38:36Yeah, we should stop.
38:40Oh.
38:41Isn't that what you're going to say?
38:45Uh...
38:47Well, I mean...
38:48Yeah, you were right.
38:49Lying to me and feel shit, and...
38:52Telling her the truth, or...
38:54Only spin her out for nothing, so...
38:57OK.
38:58I'll let you out.
39:12I'll let you out.
39:13What?
39:14No, I mean...
39:15What?
39:16I mean...
39:17Oh, you've got to do this.
39:19I have to be honest.
39:20It's like a lot of people...
39:21I'm so sorry.
39:23And you're supposed to be able to do this...
39:24So...
39:26What are they doing?
39:27Why are you doing the same thing?
39:29She stands out.
39:39She stands out.
39:41Get the dog.
39:44How are we feeling?
39:46Yeah, fine.
39:48How was your shift last night?
39:51Yeah, fine.
39:55Let us be about it.
39:59Remember the thing behind the thing.
40:25Who...
40:26There's that girl over there.
40:36She...
40:37She lights up the room.
40:46She stands out.
40:49Like a gem against the dark.
40:51No, she's beautiful.
41:03Too beautiful for anything in this world.
41:05Everyone else seems pale and flat compared to her.
41:15Maybe I can't even see them anymore.
41:20I'll watch her.
41:22I'll see where she goes, where she stands, what she likes.
41:26And maybe...
41:28Maybe next to her, maybe she'll look at me.
41:33Start to notice me.
41:36Or maybe she'll make me beautiful.
41:39Make me good.
41:40But really, I wouldn't mind.
41:44It's enough just to be near her.
41:48Had I ever really loved before?
41:51If I did, my eyes were liars then.
41:54Because I never knew true beauty until I saw you.
41:58Mia!
41:59Mia!
42:00No, what?
42:01Who'd have thought you had that in you?
42:03Wait.
42:04Was I good?
42:05That was truly something.
42:06Let's have another hand for Mia.
42:07APPLAUSE
42:08I thought you had that in you.
42:09Wait.
42:10Was I good?
42:11That was truly something.
42:12Let's have another hand for Mia!
42:13APPLAUSE
42:14OK, Miss Dame Judi Dench.
42:16What the fuck was that, please?
42:18I mean, Carly said you were good, but I wasn't expecting that.
42:22What?
42:23She said that?
42:24Yeah.
42:25I will never be unhappy again.
42:27I will never be unhappy again.
42:30I will never be unhappy again.
42:32I will never be unhappy again.
42:35I will never be unhappy again.
42:36She's been, like, properly singing her praises.
42:39Says she's really impressed with you, considering.
42:41Well, considering what?
42:43Well, all of it.
42:45Everything you've been through.
42:46The fact you just keep swimming.
42:53Oh, right.
42:54You never loved me.
42:56You only thought it pleasant to be in love with me.
42:58Oh, no, no.
43:00It's perfectly true to Walt.
43:02When I was at home with Papa, he told me his machine.
43:05How does she know?
43:06About everything.
43:07About me and everything.
43:10It's just rumour mill, I guess.
43:12But it's cool.
43:14Don't worry.
43:15It's a good thing.
43:17She just thinks you're fucking brave, you know?
43:20Brave.
43:21Brave.
43:22For the anorexic girl.
43:29Because that's all I'll ever be.
43:34I can't reinvent myself.
43:36Can't be new.
43:37Can't be different.
43:39Not with my illness is all they...
43:44All she will ever see.
43:48And you play with me just as I used to play with you.
43:52Dance.
43:54And when I came to live with you...
43:57What do you do when you can't trust yourself?
44:07Find the one person you can.
44:14Hi.
44:16Hi yourself.
44:18What you up to now?
44:20You got time?
44:21Time.
44:24For you?
44:25Always.
44:30And don't let go.
44:51Oh.
45:01Damn it.
45:02Damn it!
45:03No!
45:05Hey!
45:06I've been at the hospital for the last seven months.
45:07Well, you honed your skills.
45:08Fuck right off with that.
45:12Here?
45:14I quit drama club.
45:26I think maybe I need to stop trying to be a whole new person.
45:32Yeah.
45:34I'm not sure it's a fix.
45:36Or a plaster.
45:38Well, so I need to go back to being me.
45:40I'm sure as fuck hope so.
45:42I like her.
45:45Mm-hmm.
45:46Mm-hmm.
45:47Mm-hmm.
45:52Mm-hmm.
45:53Mm-hmm.
46:14Mm-hmm.
46:19Mm-hmm.
46:20Yeah.
46:21Yeah, yeah.
46:23I'm a very good man.
46:24Number seven.
46:25Love ruins everything.
46:26Number seven, love ruins everything.
46:56Many dreams, I guess we plan to live a life.
46:59Somehow we all ended working up a nine to five.
47:03If you don't fight to make it work, you only run away.
47:07If you can't face it, man, it hits you like a tidal wave.
47:12Those thoughts in your head, why you tell me you're not ready.
47:19Is that what you have?
47:22That life is lonely, you should know.
47:31You've always been ready, the highs and the lows.
47:38I've been with somebody.
47:52I've been with somebody.
48:15Falling in love
48:45Falling in love
50:24
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