Yes this is a vent....I'm pretty much feeling exactly like this at the moment and I've been having a really hard time (yes I realize I'm always saying that but if you were in my shoes right now you would be saying the exact same thing) Theres only a few people who know whats going on and if you MUST know then ask me in an inbox (theres no garentie I'll tell you even then unless you actually a friend of mine on here)
