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00:00:02Where are you?
00:00:05Hey, baby.
00:00:07There you are.
00:00:08Stand up.
00:00:15How much do you love me?
00:00:22Vanessa, no!
00:00:24No!
00:00:25No!
00:00:25No!
00:00:27Your life's blood flows through my veins
00:00:33For all time, we will remain
00:00:41Like a vice that will not end
00:00:47You and me until the end
00:00:54I heard you singing
00:00:58It's prettier every time
00:01:02It's my mother's lullaby
00:01:14Do you really think I'm well enough to go back out there in the world?
00:01:17Two young men died, Vanessa
00:01:21Merely a third
00:01:24Nothing will ever change that fact
00:01:26But your brain was sick then
00:01:29It's not sick now, right?
00:01:33No
00:01:35Shall we?
00:01:37Yeah
00:01:38It's going to be difficult
00:01:40Adjusting to life in the outside world
00:01:42But you have to concentrate on your health
00:01:51Remember
00:01:52Remember, I'm here
00:01:53If you need anything
00:01:58Anything?
00:02:02Thanks for letting me out early, Doc
00:02:22I'm going to work
00:02:27Hey, come on let's go
00:02:29Hey, do you want to see Katie?
00:02:31Come on
00:02:32I'm not going anymore
00:02:36Honey, we agreed you'd give it a try
00:02:38They've already held your scholarship for a whole semester
00:02:41This is your shot, kiddo
00:02:42Come on
00:02:43I don't care about gymnastics anymore
00:02:56What would you want?
00:02:58I don't care
00:03:00Oh, I do anything for me right baby?
00:03:05This is my baby
00:03:06This is my baby
00:03:09Yeah
00:03:10How much do you love me?
00:03:12How much do you love me?
00:03:15I've never been able to watch those.
00:03:19Excuse me?
00:03:21Horror movies.
00:03:22I can't watch them.
00:03:23It's a little wimp.
00:03:25I love them.
00:03:29That dude kind of looks like me.
00:03:33You're right.
00:03:36Have you ever been strangled?
00:03:43Let's go.
00:03:57Time's off, Lisa Carmichael.
00:04:03Just make sure you fill those out by the end of the month.
00:04:07Thanks.
00:04:08Next.
00:04:14Hi, Jim.
00:04:15Hey, what can I do for you?
00:04:17Hey.
00:04:19I need to ask for a little favor, Jim.
00:04:22Jimmy, can I call you Jimmy?
00:04:24Sure.
00:04:26So, I've been feeling a little out of place,
00:04:29starting the semester in January and all.
00:04:31And I feel like everybody knows everybody,
00:04:34and I hardly know where I'm going.
00:04:39Do you think maybe you could show me around?
00:04:42I'd be happy to.
00:04:46You're very sweet, Jimmy.
00:04:49Also, I know a bunch of gymnastics girls
00:04:51are switching rooms this semester.
00:04:54Do you think maybe you could put me in a room
00:04:56with my girlfriend, Lisa?
00:05:01I'd really owe you.
00:05:08We'll see what I can do.
00:05:12You should be darn proud of this scholarship.
00:05:15You know that.
00:05:16Darn proud?
00:05:17Yes.
00:05:18All the hard work you put in, you and your mother.
00:05:22Yeah.
00:05:24Doesn't mean anything without her.
00:05:29Your mother would never want you to give up on your dreams.
00:05:32Especially because of her.
00:05:33Okay.
00:05:34I'm in the car, aren't I?
00:05:35Do we have to keep on talking about this?
00:05:36Seriously, Dad.
00:05:38Please.
00:05:41Honey, I know I haven't been there enough for you
00:05:43these past few months.
00:05:44So I guess we do have to keep on talking about it.
00:05:51When they told me your mother only had a few months left,
00:05:53I couldn't.
00:05:55I couldn't believe it.
00:05:57I thought if anyone could beat it, it'd be her.
00:06:00She was always so strong.
00:06:04Dad, I felt like I lost you both.
00:06:10I know, Ani.
00:06:12I'm sorry.
00:06:14But you didn't.
00:06:15And you never will.
00:06:19You hear me?
00:06:40Honey.
00:06:40Oh my god, honey.
00:06:41You're good, honey.
00:06:42Yeah.
00:06:42Right?
00:06:54Katie?
00:06:56Hi.
00:06:58You must be Lisa.
00:06:59I'm Vanessa.
00:07:02Uh, where's Katie?
00:07:06Who's Katie?
00:07:07My roommate, Katie Williams.
00:07:10Uh, I'm your roommate.
00:07:11According to the office.
00:07:13Oh, I took that bed.
00:07:15I hope that's okay.
00:07:18Uh, yeah.
00:07:22Okay.
00:07:26What?
00:07:27Did you pack the whole house in this?
00:07:33Oh, well, you're not Katie.
00:07:36Nope.
00:07:36Sorry to disappoint.
00:07:39I'm Vanessa.
00:07:41The roommate.
00:07:43Matt Carmichael.
00:07:43The dad.
00:07:47I'm sorry, have we met before?
00:07:49Uh, no.
00:07:50I'm from Oregon.
00:07:51Oh.
00:07:56Wow.
00:07:57Lisa, check it out.
00:07:58I mean, there's four walls, a window, and a ceiling.
00:08:00I mean, I like it.
00:08:01You know what, Dad?
00:08:02I think I'm going to walk you out.
00:08:04Okay?
00:08:05Okay.
00:08:05Let's go.
00:08:06All right.
00:08:06Come on.
00:08:07I can't stay with her.
00:08:10Okay, we'll see how it goes.
00:08:11Dad, I don't want to just see how it goes.
00:08:13Please, I want to go home.
00:08:15Lisa.
00:08:15Katie and I had this all put out.
00:08:17It just doesn't feel right.
00:08:18You know who would understand?
00:08:19Mom.
00:08:20You know who would understand?
00:08:25Okay, you know what I'm going to do?
00:08:26I'm going to pick you up on Friday, and we're going to have a fun weekend.
00:08:30Why are you doing this?
00:08:32Because this is the right thing for you, Lisa.
00:08:34You've got to trust me with this.
00:08:37And you know how much I love you, right?
00:08:39Dad, I don't want to go home.
00:08:41Please.
00:08:42That's okay.
00:08:42Please.
00:08:45Please.
00:08:46Please.
00:08:48Please.
00:08:49Please.
00:08:50Please.
00:08:50Please.
00:08:51Please.
00:08:51Please.
00:08:52Please.
00:08:56Please.
00:09:08At least we have our own bathroom.
00:09:10I thought we were going to have to share it with a bunch of random skanks.
00:09:14Yeah.
00:09:15Lucky us.
00:09:24What are those?
00:09:26Supplements.
00:09:27What kind?
00:09:29Calcium, magnesium, phosphorus, vitamin A, mega-3s.
00:09:35Gymnastics is pretty hardcore, huh?
00:09:39How do you know I do gymnastics?
00:09:42Um, your bag?
00:09:46Oh, right.
00:09:48So, um, what are you here for, Vanessa?
00:09:51I am an undecided freshman.
00:09:55Wait, how old are you?
00:09:5725.
00:09:58And you're, you're a freshman?
00:10:01I've been traveling around and having fun.
00:10:05Right.
00:10:07Okay, well, I gotta get to practice, but I'll see you around, I guess.
00:10:11Okay.
00:10:35Well, I gotta get to practice, but I'll see you around, I guess.
00:10:59all gymnasts fear injury confidence is our armor self-doubt is fatal
00:11:06most gymnasts are superstitious they believe certain items can protect them or bring luck
00:11:37it is so good to see you i was worried you weren't gonna come what happened with our
00:11:41room i i thought we were gonna be together i don't know i just found out it sucks yeah i
00:11:47know
00:11:49hey are you okay lisa yeah i don't know this is all just a lot you know
00:11:57i don't know if i can do this listen we'll do it together okay okay
00:12:05oh my god you will not believe the roommate they gave me we should complain what loser did they stick
00:12:11you with um hey sasha oops sorry sasha i'm not complaining so is that good or i mean it's
00:12:23what they told us run pack now and everything right right sounds like you guys are all set
00:12:29then i mean we didn't really have a choice yeah you said that katie okay is your roommate really
00:12:34that heinous let me think she's 25 a freshman probably thinks texting's a sport other than that
00:12:44uh vanessa uh hi wait you mean texting isn't a sport
00:12:56wow it is so exciting in here do you want to get some grub
00:13:01grub um you know what i was actually gonna go with them
00:13:06okay yeah i guess i'll just see you back in the room then okay bye
00:13:19awkward
00:13:24you know what vanessa you should come with us yeah we should all eat together why not
00:13:35traveling with a band that sounds like fun that was amazing maybe at least four years before we
00:13:40get to do anything exciting right why it's like being in prison here is that why the food sucks
00:13:48we are gymnastic prison 30 hours a week plus classes lucky they give us time to eat i'm sure you
00:13:54guys could skip once in a while what's the worst thing that could happen you have no idea we're just
00:14:04maybe she doesn't crash and burn
00:14:26hey what's wrong nothing i'm fine what's wrong with sasha someone needs to slap that
00:14:34bitch yeah no you're right she's she just got bitter because i was the one that dropped the
00:14:42scholarship got it yeah yeah what was she saying about you crashing and burning oh my god well
00:14:48technically if my gpa drops low 3.5 or if i don't perform up to expectation then they could take
00:14:55my
00:14:55scholarship away you know what sasha would probably celebrate i mean katie seems okay
00:15:01though it wouldn't hurt if she actually stood up for you once in a while really i don't know i
00:15:06i like
00:15:06katie i think she's cool we actually we started doing gymnastics together in fourth grade and i was
00:15:11trying to get the office to let us switch rooms so that we could be together you know what i'm
00:15:15sorry
00:15:15this is not your fault at all no there's no need to apologize i like honesty life's too short for
00:15:22fake bs
00:15:25yeah no vanessa
00:15:29i lost my mom last summer cancer
00:15:38so that's that's why i came to school later than everyone else i'm so sorry alisa
00:15:46i lost my mom too
00:15:50recently no i was little i had to go live with my grandmother
00:15:55why didn't your dad take you in because he's a selfish prick didn't want me it's okay i worked it
00:16:01out in therapy
00:16:05the last couple of weeks i would bring her breakfast every single day
00:16:14and one day
00:16:17i went to bring the tray in i thought that she was sleeping and my arm brushed against her
00:16:29it was so cold
00:16:33here you need a hug i'm here
00:16:42i'm sorry
00:16:44shh i'm sorry when you lose your mom there's a hole that never fills her up
00:16:53you're hurting
00:16:57you're friends now come here
00:17:00you're friends now
00:17:11happy
00:17:14you're friends now
00:17:18you're looking at her
00:17:38You're wasting your potential
00:17:40She wasn't even that bad
00:17:43Kennedy Conner, you're up
00:18:00All right
00:18:03Now that's what I want to see from the rest of you
00:18:07All right, Lisa Carmichael, show us what you got
00:18:10Come on, let's go
00:18:12Come on
00:18:36Nicely done
00:18:37Thanks
00:18:38Cynthia was impressed with you
00:18:40Really? How could you tell?
00:18:41Yeah, it was obvious
00:18:42I bailed in some lineups
00:18:43Okay, don't jinx me
00:18:46Serious
00:18:47Hey, look, are you so mad about the whole room thing?
00:18:49Because I don't like it either
00:18:50I mean, Sasha's a total meat freak
00:18:52OCD
00:18:54No, I mean, it's not your fault
00:18:56Besides, I like Vanessa
00:18:56She's cool
00:18:58Good
00:18:59Yeah
00:18:59You want to hang out later?
00:19:00Yeah, of course
00:19:01All right, I'll touch you up to my last class, okay?
00:19:03Okay, bye
00:19:04See ya
00:19:11Are you stalking me?
00:19:14Okay, were you sitting there a minute ago?
00:19:16No, I appeared out of thin air
00:19:20Shakespeare died 400 years ago, and yet we're still obsessing over him
00:19:26Why do you think that is?
00:19:29Anybody?
00:19:30So where do you go next?
00:19:32Uh, history
00:19:33No way, me too
00:19:34What?
00:19:35History of Civil War and Reconstruction
00:19:37Yeah
00:19:38Well, maybe we can study together
00:19:41Or you could do all the work, and I could copy you
00:19:48So how was your first week?
00:19:50All right, I guess
00:19:51All right
00:19:53I'll take it
00:19:54It's better than it's terrible, Dad
00:19:58Competition's fierce
00:19:58And so are you
00:20:00I don't know, Dad
00:20:01Some of the other girls are really, really good
00:20:03Like, Kennedy is totally killing it
00:20:06Hang in there, honey
00:20:06Remember what your mom always said
00:20:08You're not competing against the other girls
00:20:10You're just doing the best that you can do
00:20:12Yeah, well, sounded a lot better coming from her
00:20:16Yeah
00:20:19Dad, do you remember when she used to videotape all my routines?
00:20:21So that I could see what I was doing wrong
00:20:23And then fix it?
00:20:25Of course
00:20:25Still watch them
00:20:27Really?
00:20:32Oh
00:20:33Sorry, I gotta take this
00:20:34Now remember, I'm picking you up bright and early tomorrow
00:20:37Okay, yeah
00:20:38Bye, love you
00:20:39Bye
00:20:43I could video your practices, you know
00:20:44I didn't even realize you were there
00:20:47Um, thanks, but that's okay
00:20:50I'm actually really good
00:20:52I've done other sports, even gymnastics
00:20:55You should think about it
00:20:58What are you doing?
00:21:02This is gonna be my next tattoo
00:21:05Do you want me to draw one on you?
00:21:08No, they distract the judges
00:21:11Only if they can see them
00:21:18Yeah, sure, why not, right?
00:21:23Katie was supposed to text me to hang out
00:21:25But, um, she still hasn't
00:21:29She's probably too busy kissing Sasha's ass
00:21:33You know you're so much more mature than the other girls your age
00:21:37Do you mean that?
00:21:40That's why I like you
00:21:45There
00:21:48What do you think?
00:21:49She's beautiful
00:21:54Vanessa, my mom, was a ballerina
00:21:58No way
00:21:58Yeah
00:22:00Yeah, I love it
00:22:02That's so crazy
00:22:03It's just
00:22:05Seemed fitting somehow
00:22:08Yeah
00:22:20My mom was always there
00:22:23Every practice
00:22:26Every competition
00:22:27She helped me prepare
00:22:28Even after she got sick
00:22:31Being a ballerina, she got it
00:22:32She got having to be perfect all the time
00:22:35The jealousy
00:22:37The backstabbing
00:22:39Well, doesn't your dad understand you?
00:22:43Well, he wouldn't have made me come if he did
00:22:46Wait, he made you come here?
00:22:49Yeah, I mean, he figured that it was the best thing for me
00:22:53He teaches high school earth science
00:22:55So he's all about that mind over matter, you know?
00:22:58Well, he probably wanted to get you out of the house
00:23:00So he could get laid again
00:23:03Okay, that is gross
00:23:05It's true
00:23:05He has sex
00:23:07Okay, don't ever say that to me ever again
00:23:09Stop
00:23:10Well, if you haven't realized this yet
00:23:13I have no filter
00:23:14Yeah, I know, Vanessa
00:23:16You're crazy
00:23:18Seriously
00:23:32Wait
00:23:33You know, I kind of like it without everyone here
00:23:35It's peaceful
00:23:37Oh, we can't all go running home to daddy
00:23:39Katie, right?
00:23:40Sasha?
00:23:42May I?
00:23:42Oh, hey, Vanessa
00:23:43I said, true
00:23:45I'm guessing quinoa is the secret to being a future Olympian
00:23:49Yeah, right
00:23:50College is our last hurrah
00:23:52We beat that 16
00:23:54But not Lisa, right?
00:23:56What, was she brag about how much better she is than us?
00:23:58No, I mean, she said you guys were good
00:23:59Just not scholarship level
00:24:04I could have misunderstood
00:24:05Well, Lisa is lucky to be here
00:24:08Really?
00:24:08She was in a bad accident last year
00:24:10Lost her edge
00:24:11She was having panic attacks, Sasha
00:24:13That could have been us
00:24:14Yeah, okay
00:24:14But we don't go around talking a big game, do we?
00:24:17Well, it's a good thing she has her head on, right?
00:24:20I mean, most people
00:24:21When they lose someone important to them
00:24:22They try and hurt themselves
00:24:27I'm sorry
00:24:28It's none of my business
00:24:32Did she?
00:24:39I don't know
00:24:41Lisa's a really private person
00:24:42She wouldn't always tell me everything
00:24:45She was pretty messed up, though
00:24:47That's why she missed first semester
00:24:50Got really bad
00:24:55Vanessa's really cool, actually
00:24:57She lost her mom, too
00:24:58So she kind of knows what I've been going through
00:25:01Which is nice
00:25:03She's also a January start
00:25:05So we're kind of lost together in a way
00:25:08I guess you could say
00:25:09She's actually going to start videotaping my routines
00:25:15What?
00:25:16Oh, hey
00:25:16If I didn't know any better
00:25:17I would say that this college thing
00:25:19Is going pretty well for you
00:25:21Okay, Dad, it's only been weeks
00:25:22You don't have to say
00:25:23I told you so just yet
00:25:24Me?
00:25:25Have I ever said
00:25:26I told you so?
00:25:28I don't know
00:25:29Really?
00:25:30All right, all right, all right, all right
00:25:32Anyways, it's kind of been nice
00:25:33Because, I don't know
00:25:34Katie's been acting kind of weird
00:25:36She's kind of ignoring me
00:25:37That doesn't sound like Katie
00:25:39Yeah, well, I mean, I get it
00:25:40She's in a room with Sasha
00:25:41And Sasha hates me
00:25:43Lisa, I've been thinking, um
00:25:46You know, uh
00:25:47Maybe on Sunday
00:25:49We could go see Sophia
00:25:51Sophia?
00:25:53Yeah, if you want
00:25:56I haven't seen her since the funeral
00:25:59Yeah, well, look
00:26:00You know, we don't have to
00:26:01It was just, uh
00:26:01No, no, Dad
00:26:02Dad, I want to
00:26:03She, um
00:26:04She makes me feel closer to Mom
00:26:07Yeah, no, I'd love to see Sophia
00:26:33So, what do you feel like doing now?
00:26:37We just did it
00:26:39We can do it again
00:26:42Yeah?
00:26:43Mm-hmm
00:26:43Yeah
00:26:46What are these?
00:26:51Addy's
00:26:51Good if you got ADD
00:26:55Two kinds of amphetamines I like
00:26:59It's fun
00:27:02Where were we?
00:27:04Right here
00:27:05She's so much like Anna
00:27:08Yeah, she is
00:27:14Your mother
00:27:16Is such an angel
00:27:18Yeah
00:27:19I know
00:27:24She was my best friend
00:27:25Did I ever tell you that?
00:27:28Yeah, we just talked about that
00:27:30Remember, Sophia?
00:27:32Remember?
00:27:36They gave me some pills and
00:27:38Maybe it's time to rest, Sophia
00:27:40Yeah
00:27:41What?
00:27:42I said maybe it's time to rest
00:27:47Oh, right, right, right, rest
00:27:55They made some terrible mistakes
00:28:02You need to hold on to who you are, Lisa
00:28:08Don't you ever let that slip away
00:28:12Lisa's doing the best she can
00:28:13And she's doing great
00:28:19We should go
00:28:25You are so pretty
00:28:27You come back and see me, won't you?
00:28:29Yeah, of course, Sophia
00:28:36Dad, it makes me sad thinking of her in that place
00:28:38It's the best assisted living home in the state
00:28:40Your mom made sure of that
00:28:42It's a good day for her
00:28:44She's where she needs to be
00:28:48Hey, Dad
00:28:51Did you and Mom ever worry that I get like that?
00:28:56Like, after my accident in the gym
00:28:58Honey
00:29:00Sophia has paranoid schizophrenia
00:29:02You had anxiety after a terrible accident
00:29:05It's apples and oranges
00:29:06Well, what about the summer
00:29:08When I couldn't get out of bed?
00:29:10You had a traumatic year
00:29:12And you were bound to get depressed
00:29:14We both were
00:29:16It's going to take time, honey
00:29:18It's going to take time for us
00:29:19To put the pieces back together
00:29:22Yeah, yeah, if that's even possible
00:29:28Your life's blood flows through my veins
00:29:33For all time
00:29:36We will remain
00:29:41Like a vice that will not bend
00:29:47You and me
00:29:49Until the end
00:29:54That's beautiful
00:29:57How was your weekend?
00:29:59It was okay
00:29:59I watched Katie and Sasha practice
00:30:02Yeah?
00:30:03I know they're snotty bitches
00:30:05But they're actually really amazing
00:30:09Better than me?
00:30:11No, not at all
00:30:15I mean, maybe a little less shaky on the beam
00:30:17But wait
00:30:20Shaky?
00:30:20What do you mean shaky on the beam?
00:30:23Oh my god
00:30:24I forget I even said anything
00:30:26Honestly
00:30:28When I'm playing a guitar
00:30:29I just get in my own head
00:30:30And I say weird stuff
00:30:33Yeah
00:30:35Okay
00:30:41Um
00:30:54Hey
00:30:55How was your weekend?
00:30:58Vanessa said she saw you guys
00:31:00Yeah, yeah
00:31:01We, uh, hung out a little
00:31:03So what?
00:31:04Do you have time for everybody but me?
00:31:07What are you talking about?
00:31:10Okay, let's go Katie
00:31:30I'm glad you decided to join us for the weekend, Vanessa
00:31:32We can't have you stuck on campus
00:31:34Yeah, Vanessa
00:31:34Why would you want to hang out with a bunch of young, hot dudes when you could kick it at
00:31:38Matt Carmichael's house?
00:31:39Oh my, oh my
00:31:40Okay
00:32:01So have you always lived in Melbourne?
00:32:02Uh, since Lisa was born
00:32:07Do you have, um, family or friends in Washington, Vanessa?
00:32:12Just you two
00:32:15Ugh
00:32:18My mother loves to dance, too
00:32:20Well, don't show too much interest in those photographs
00:32:22I'm liable to haul out our home videos
00:32:25I love home videos, Mr. Carmichael
00:32:27Okay, Dad, no
00:32:28I know what you're thinking
00:32:29We're not showing Vanessa home videos
00:32:30No
00:32:35They're nice
00:32:38They love each other
00:32:40They're making me feel very welcome here
00:32:44But can't I have this one night where I feel like I'm part of the family?
00:32:51Um, hello?
00:32:52Uh, it's, it's me, Vanessa
00:32:54I'm sorry, is everything okay?
00:32:57Uh, yeah, I was just, uh, I just got a phone call
00:32:59Okay
00:33:01Sorry to interrupt
00:33:14I pretend she's my mom
00:33:17Like her soul got captured somehow
00:33:22Can I see that?
00:33:24Yeah
00:33:26The music's actually from Swan Lake
00:33:29It was her favorite, favorite ballet
00:33:32That's the scrunchie from it
00:33:33She actually gave me that scrunchie from the show
00:33:36And promised that it would bring me good luck
00:33:41I used to wear it every competition
00:33:42But now I just keep it under my pillow
00:33:45And have to touch it for good luck
00:33:55Do you ever wonder what it was like for your mom?
00:33:59What do you mean?
00:34:01What it's like to die
00:34:04Just to drift away from all the pain and pressure
00:34:11I used to think that I'd never be able to live without her
00:34:16She's waiting for you up there
00:34:19Mine too
00:34:20Wouldn't it be so great if we could go see them now?
00:34:26Yeah, it would be so great
00:34:33Good night, Nessa
00:34:41I tried to stay quiet about this, but
00:34:46What?
00:34:47What is it?
00:34:49They were talking so bad about you
00:34:53No, I knew it
00:34:54I knew it
00:34:56Nessa, what were they saying?
00:34:58That you'd fall apart if Cynthia put you in a lineup
00:35:01What?
00:35:02Why?
00:35:03They're the ones who said it, not me
00:35:05I don't know
00:35:06Why would I?
00:35:08Sasha said something about you being scared
00:35:11Of having another accident
00:35:13No, I'm not
00:35:16Sasha's such a bitter bitch
00:35:18She just had to tell you about my accident, didn't she?
00:35:22Katie did
00:35:23What?
00:35:26No, Nessa
00:35:27Katie doesn't talk bad about me
00:35:31Does she?
00:35:32I mean, not as bad as Sasha
00:35:34But
00:35:35Vanessa, what exactly did Katie say?
00:35:38Lisa, I really don't want to do this, okay?
00:35:41I like all of you guys
00:35:42Tell me, please
00:35:45Katie doesn't think you should be here
00:35:47What?
00:35:48Are you kidding me?
00:35:49She was the one that told me to come
00:35:50Yeah, well now she thinks you're going to crack
00:35:51Because you don't have your mom
00:35:53And you're going to flip out again
00:35:56I could help you
00:35:58We can prove them wrong
00:36:03Okay
00:36:06You okay?
00:36:08Yeah
00:36:09Okay
00:36:10Come here
00:36:15Girls can be so mean
00:36:18Yeah, they can be
00:36:28Lainey, my old coach actually gave me this
00:36:30After my accident
00:36:31I guess it was a way of helping build up confidence
00:36:34You know, before going back with them
00:36:36She's good
00:36:38It's cool, huh?
00:36:40Alright
00:36:43And action
00:37:03Was that a little wobbly?
00:37:05You did the exact same thing when the coach was shaking her head
00:37:09What?
00:37:10She was shaking her head?
00:37:11When?
00:37:13Never mind
00:37:14Uh, forget I said anything
00:37:17You want to take it from the tap?
00:37:19Yeah
00:37:19Yeah, sure
00:37:35Was that a little wobbly?
00:37:37You did the exact same thing when the coach was shaking her head
00:37:51Come on, Lisa
00:37:53They were talking so bad about you
00:38:07Katie doesn't think you should be here
00:38:11She's a disaster
00:38:12I don't know what's going on with you, Lisa
00:38:13But fix it before the Infra Squad
00:38:16I'm about to start making decisions
00:38:26Vanessa, are you sure you haven't seen it?
00:38:28Yes, I'm sure
00:38:30You're going to be late
00:38:31I had it under my pillow
00:38:33I have to touch it for good luck
00:38:34Are you seriously going to miss your first meet over a hair scrunchie?
00:38:42No, you're right
00:38:55You got this
00:39:01Next up, Lisa Carmichael
00:39:13Come on, Lisa
00:39:14You can do it
00:39:27You can do it
00:39:28You can do it
00:39:35You can do it
00:39:35You can do it
00:39:35You can do it
00:39:36You can do it
00:39:36You can do it
00:39:37You can do it
00:39:39You can do it
00:39:40You can do it
00:40:01What a surprise.
00:40:03Good thing it's only in Trisquad.
00:40:07Come on, Lisa.
00:40:27Hey, honey, wanna grab something to eat, you know, we can talk?
00:40:31I just wanna call into bed, Dad.
00:40:34Our history papers, they're due Friday and we haven't finished them.
00:40:37Excuse me, I'm trying to have a conversation with my daughter here.
00:40:41You don't have to be rude to her, Dad.
00:40:42She's the one trying to help.
00:40:46Come on, Vanessa, let's go.
00:40:55I'm sorry, my dad was so rude.
00:40:57I could die.
00:40:58Would you?
00:40:59Kill yourself?
00:41:00No.
00:41:01Suicide's way too selfish.
00:41:03Well, I guess.
00:41:05I mean, what about the ones that mess up really bad and they kill themselves to save their
00:41:09parents the shame?
00:41:11I wouldn't call that selfish, would you?
00:41:13Vanessa, what are you talking about?
00:41:15I'm just saying they're the ones who let their parents down.
00:41:18If they die, they spare everyone the humiliation and there's nothing selfish about that.
00:41:48Well, wouldn't you remember if you knocked it on the floor?
00:41:51Well, I had it out to show Vanessa, so maybe.
00:41:55Can't you just glue her back on or something?
00:41:57Honey, I haven't found her yet.
00:41:59Hey, Mr. Carmichael.
00:42:00Lisa has to go to practice now, so, bye-bye.
00:42:13Do you want to be here, Lisa?
00:42:16To be honest, I didn't really at first, but now I do.
00:42:21Well, you're not showing it.
00:42:22You started off strong.
00:42:23I had you pegged for two lineups.
00:42:25I can get back on track, Coach.
00:42:27I can.
00:42:28And I will.
00:42:29When?
00:42:30Now.
00:42:36Hey.
00:42:37Hey.
00:42:38Hey.
00:42:38Hey, look, Lisa, can we talk, please?
00:42:40Why, Katie?
00:42:40Are you tired of talking behind my back?
00:42:43Lisa!
00:42:45Lisa, come on!
00:42:50You just need some more practice.
00:42:56You really should stop going home on weekends.
00:42:58My dad's all alone, Vanessa.
00:43:00That's not on you.
00:43:02He's the one who forced you to come here.
00:43:04Do you remember?
00:43:06Yeah.
00:43:07No, you're right.
00:43:07I'll tell him not to pick me up this weekend.
00:43:10Okay.
00:43:14Thanks, Ellie.
00:43:15So that's gonna work just like that.
00:43:22Ted, why didn't you tell me you were coming?
00:43:25Well, I left you a few messages.
00:43:27I didn't get any.
00:43:28Really?
00:43:29No.
00:43:30Well, I'm here now.
00:43:31I figure if you're too busy to come home, you'd at least have Sunday brunch.
00:43:34Of course.
00:43:35Yeah.
00:43:36We're going for brunch, okay?
00:43:40Okay.
00:43:42What?
00:43:44I mean, we were just getting started, but whatever.
00:43:48How much time do you need, honey?
00:43:49Two hours?
00:43:52Longer?
00:43:54Fine.
00:43:55We'll make it dinner.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Well, we actually have to study the footage.
00:44:02Okay.
00:44:03You know what, Dad?
00:44:04I really can't afford the time.
00:44:05I'm sorry you had to drive all the way over here.
00:44:11You didn't know I was coming.
00:44:13We'll try it another time.
00:44:15Okay.
00:44:19Bye.
00:44:20Bye.
00:44:21Love you.
00:44:28Hey.
00:44:29Ah.
00:44:30Is it that bad, Matt?
00:44:32Lainey, thanks for seeing me on such short notice.
00:44:34Well, I haven't stopped caring about Lisa just because I don't coach her anymore.
00:44:37Okay.
00:44:38Grab a seat.
00:44:40Yeah.
00:44:40College is stressful, Matt.
00:44:42Especially for freshmen that are away from home for the first time, without their support
00:44:46system.
00:44:47And student athletes have to juggle their practice with their classes.
00:44:50No, it's more than that, Lainey.
00:44:52The girl controls Lisa.
00:44:54Look, I all but forced her to go.
00:44:55She didn't want to do it.
00:44:57She was so vulnerable, and...
00:45:00You know, what if I made a terrible mistake?
00:45:03Look, Matt, maybe you could have used a lighter touch.
00:45:07But you thought that sticking with the gymnastics would be what was best for her.
00:45:10We both did.
00:45:12Lainey, would you come see her with me?
00:45:22Oh, still got that fighting spirit, I see.
00:45:26Lainey, you came to see me.
00:45:28Oh, I missed you.
00:45:29I missed you too.
00:45:30How are you?
00:45:31I'm good.
00:45:32Vanessa, this is Lainey, my old coach.
00:45:35Vanessa and I already know each other.
00:45:37What?
00:45:37You do?
00:45:39How you doing, Vanessa?
00:45:40I'm good.
00:45:41It's great to see you.
00:45:42Vanessa was one of my volunteers at regionals last summer.
00:45:45Oh.
00:45:46Let me know if you want to be our videographer again this summer.
00:45:49I will.
00:45:50I'm getting better.
00:45:51Yeah, she is.
00:45:52She's videotaping all my routines.
00:45:54That's great.
00:45:55Aw.
00:45:56I missed you so much.
00:45:57I can't believe you're here, Lainey.
00:46:12Look, I don't know why she didn't mention it.
00:46:14She probably didn't remember you guys.
00:46:16There were lots of other gymnasts there.
00:46:18Plenty of other dads.
00:46:19No.
00:46:19No, Lainey.
00:46:20This means something.
00:46:22What does it mean, Matt?
00:46:24I don't know.
00:46:25I don't know.
00:46:25I don't have a clue.
00:46:26Well, you asked for my perspective.
00:46:28I think Lisa's stressed, but she's coping.
00:46:31I've spoken with her about not overexerting herself.
00:46:34And as for Vanessa, I believe that she is supportive of Lisa.
00:46:38She obviously cares about her.
00:46:40She's spending her own time helping her.
00:46:41She doesn't let her out of her sight.
00:46:45Matt, listen.
00:46:46Lisa has left the nest.
00:46:48What she needs now is to spread her wings.
00:46:51And you need to let her do that.
00:47:07Two whole pounds.
00:47:11Yeah.
00:47:17Is it really noticeable?
00:47:19Do you want me to lie?
00:47:23You know, a lot of athletes keep their weight down on drugs.
00:47:28Vanessa, we're not allowed to use drugs.
00:47:30Okay.
00:47:30Why don't you tell that to every other human being here?
00:47:36What are these?
00:47:37Addies.
00:47:40Adderall.
00:47:42Prescription.
00:47:42They help you focus.
00:47:43They're also really great for metabolism.
00:47:45Vanessa, no one takes these.
00:47:46I don't know what you're talking about.
00:47:47Sasha does.
00:47:50Don't tell her I told you.
00:47:51What?
00:47:53Well, she could get kicked out, Vanessa.
00:47:57Yeah, well, so could you.
00:47:58The way you're going.
00:48:01Hmm?
00:48:03Fine.
00:48:09Mm-hmm.
00:48:13Hmm.
00:48:23Oh, my God.
00:48:46Okay, one week.
00:48:48Just to see what it does.
00:48:53One week.
00:49:20Great.
00:49:26We have Kennedy, and Kayla, Sasha, Kaylee, Samira,
00:49:41and Lisa.
00:49:49Well done, girls.
00:49:50You've all worked really hard.
00:49:52It's paying off.
00:49:53Now, we're going to work harder.
00:49:56Dad, I'm not rambling.
00:49:57I'm just excited.
00:49:58I didn't even think I'd get a one-line-up, and now I'm on two.
00:50:00Cynthia says I might even start on Mars.
00:50:02Oh, how's everything at home?
00:50:04Everything's fine.
00:50:05Look, you're talking awfully fast.
00:50:06I'm just super stoked.
00:50:08I thought you'd be.
00:50:09Is that a tattoo?
00:50:11It's a temporary tattoo.
00:50:13Dad, just freaking relax already.
00:50:20Next up for the black team, Lisa Carmichael.
00:50:28Just think about your mom when you're out there.
00:50:37Thank you, Lisa Carmichael.
00:51:27You're practically vibrating.
00:51:32Your pupils are dilated.
00:51:34Lisa, on Sunday?
00:51:35I just did fantastic out there, and you're really accusing me?
00:51:38I'm not accusing you.
00:51:38You're the one who forced me to come here, Dad.
00:51:40I'm down.
00:51:41You're making a scene.
00:51:42I'm the one making a scene?
00:51:43Are you kidding me?
00:51:44Okay.
00:51:46Sleepy head, it's time for a nap.
00:51:48Lisa?
00:51:48What you're going to do is embarrass me.
00:51:50Then don't come at all.
00:52:10You need to take the edge off.
00:52:11No.
00:52:12No more pills.
00:52:13No.
00:52:13Lisa, you have to sleep.
00:52:15Besides, they're benzos.
00:52:16They're not even on the prohibited substance list.
00:52:20Look.
00:52:24See?
00:52:34When are you going to start listening to me?
00:52:36Don't worry.
00:52:37I'll wake you up before English.
00:52:41Wakey-wake, you sleepyhead.
00:52:49What time is it?
00:52:51You missed English.
00:52:53Again?
00:52:54I fell asleep at your desk, and I had to put you to bed.
00:52:58What about my ass?
00:53:00I finished it.
00:53:02You finished it?
00:53:03I mean, it was either that, or he was going to dock you for being late.
00:53:08Here.
00:53:10Pull yourself together.
00:53:14Open.
00:53:28So, why do you care about me so much?
00:53:32Because you're like the little sister I never had.
00:53:43What's wrong?
00:53:44I'm getting these really fluttery feelings in my chest.
00:53:48You're fine.
00:53:49Just keep him having a heart attack.
00:53:50No?
00:53:52You sure?
00:53:55Okay.
00:53:56Here.
00:53:58Give me your hand.
00:54:02These will help you relax.
00:54:04Just don't take him until after practice, or you'll crash too soon.
00:54:07You're fine.
00:54:08I promise.
00:54:10It's normal.
00:54:11Really?
00:54:12Mm-hmm.
00:54:13Yes, sir.
00:54:14No.
00:54:25Nope.
00:54:48I hope it was okay to call Mr. Carmichael.
00:54:51No, no, you did the right thing by telling me.
00:54:54Thanks, Katie.
00:54:55Sure thing.
00:54:55Call me any time.
00:54:57Okay, I will.
00:54:57Bye.
00:54:58Bye.
00:55:12Hey, Dylan.
00:55:13You have to make some kind of payment.
00:55:15I can't keep pushing this deadline for you.
00:55:17Yeah, you can.
00:55:19Vanessa.
00:55:20I'd be so grateful.
00:55:23How grateful?
00:55:23I'm grateful enough to maybe invite my innocent little roomie Lisa over to your house for a private party.
00:55:29You can invite some friends and it could get interesting.
00:55:33Well, you know I like interesting.
00:55:37Do you got my candy?
00:55:39Do you got my candy?
00:55:57Do you want to get your candy?
00:56:07I'm at it.
00:56:11Ooh, cash outs.
00:56:13You moved Vanessa into my daughter's room, didn't you?
00:56:15I have no idea what you're talking about, man.
00:56:19One phone call, and I can have you expelled and arrested.
00:56:22Oh, yeah, for what?
00:56:23I don't know.
00:56:24Passing out prescription pills to undergrads?
00:56:26What do you think?
00:56:30Look, man, Vanessa wanted the switch with Lisa's room.
00:56:35I don't know why.
00:56:37So fix it.
00:56:38Move Lisa into a new room.
00:56:39I can't at this point.
00:56:41Lisa would have to make the request herself.
00:56:49Do you have access to student transcripts here?
00:56:52Yeah.
00:56:53Good.
00:56:54Go to work.
00:56:56Go.
00:56:57Go to work.
00:57:06Wakey-wakey, sleepyhead.
00:57:14Where's Lisa?
00:57:15She's busy.
00:57:16You're giving my daughter pills, aren't you?
00:57:18That's ridiculous.
00:57:19What the hell do you want with her?
00:57:20Do you really have no idea how to care for a daughter without a wife, do you?
00:57:25Is that why you sent her away?
00:57:27How?
00:57:28You know, changing rooms isn't a crime, but sexual assault could ruin a career.
00:57:34Dad?
00:57:35Dad, what are you doing here?
00:57:37Get your stuff.
00:57:37You're coming home this weekend.
00:57:38But, I...
00:57:39No butts.
00:57:39Get your stuff.
00:57:55Oh, you're a penne pasta?
00:57:57Spaghetti meatballs for you.
00:57:58Oh, terrific.
00:58:00Born apetite.
00:58:00Enjoy.
00:58:00Wow.
00:58:02Look at this, right?
00:58:03It looks awesome.
00:58:04I know.
00:58:08Dad, I loved your Saturday nights here with Mom.
00:58:12It made things feel normal on this, you know?
00:58:15I miss it.
00:58:17Yeah, me too.
00:58:18It was a nice tradition.
00:58:20Yeah.
00:58:21You know, honey, it doesn't have to stop just because Mom's not here.
00:58:27Yeah.
00:58:28No, you're right.
00:58:31Just, I don't know, I wish I felt better.
00:58:34Upset stomach?
00:58:35Yeah, no, I haven't felt great all day.
00:58:37I don't know what else.
00:58:38Hmm.
00:58:42Oh, oh my God.
00:58:44Lisa, honey.
00:58:45Oh.
00:58:46Hey, okay.
00:58:48Uh, honey.
00:58:50Honey.
00:58:52Uh, okay.
00:59:10Yeah, Vanessa, what's wrong with me?
00:59:12My chest is fluttering more than ever.
00:59:15And my head feels like it's going to explode.
00:59:18I don't know what's going on.
00:59:19I'm going to feel so dizzy when it, what's wrong with me?
00:59:22Withdrawal.
00:59:22You need your pills.
00:59:24You have to come back now or it'll get worse.
00:59:27Just take the number 60 bus.
00:59:28It comes right here.
00:59:36Lisa.
00:59:38Honey?
00:59:39Lisa.
00:59:41Lisa.
00:59:42What?
00:59:43What?
01:00:03I don't have to drink that, Ray.
01:00:07No, silly.
01:00:09We're not vampires.
01:00:13Give me your hand.
01:00:32Your life's blood flows through my veins.
01:00:37For all time, we will remain like a vice that will not bend.
01:00:52You and me until the end.
01:01:00You and me until the end.
01:01:29What is wrong with you?
01:01:34Time to take this basket case out of the line-up and be done with it.
01:01:45And so you have to think about them in like different levels of intoxication.
01:01:50Hey, Vanessa, are you sure about this series?
01:01:52Yes, you're in college. It's about time we have some real fun.
01:01:57Well, Frank's crazy like that, man. Like, when I first met him, I thought...
01:02:00You are so uptight. Parties are fun.
01:02:04Frank just never shows his drunk. It's insane.
01:02:08What is that? Candy. It'll help you loosen up.
01:02:15Seriously? Fine. Fine.
01:02:21Hi.
01:02:26Sarah!
01:02:27In the country!
01:02:29Woo!
01:02:39She's actually crazy.
01:02:41She's right over there.
01:02:42No, it's two nuts.
01:02:44Vanessa, I feel terrible. I don't know how many...
01:02:47You just need a little pick-em-up.
01:02:48Hey, it's her.
01:02:49Hey, party girl.
01:02:51What?
01:02:51It's a nice video.
01:02:54What are you talking about?
01:02:56Give me this.
01:02:58This looks good.
01:02:59This is all fun.
01:03:00What is it, Vanessa?
01:03:01It's you.
01:03:05So where's the next party?
01:03:08It's good.
01:03:10What?
01:03:11What?
01:03:11Who posted this?
01:03:12I don't know.
01:03:13You don't know?
01:03:13Which one of you idiots posted this?
01:03:16Chill.
01:03:16We just thought online.
01:03:17I don't know who posted it.
01:03:18Chill?
01:03:20Yo!
01:03:21Yo-hoo.
01:03:24Bitch!
01:03:25It's more like that one.
01:03:26Shh.
01:03:29She felt bullied, Matt.
01:03:31Hey, that's probably why she took off on you.
01:03:33You forced her to go home just like you forced her to go there.
01:03:38I don't sugarcoat.
01:03:39You know that.
01:03:41Why do you think I keep coming to you?
01:03:46Do I even want to know what that is?
01:03:48I know some transcripts.
01:03:49Oh, come on.
01:03:50You know that's confidential.
01:03:51How on earth did you-
01:03:52Never mind how, Laney.
01:03:53Look, Lisa's not stupid.
01:03:55If I can show her concrete proof that Vanessa isn't who she says she is,
01:03:59maybe she'll believe her.
01:04:01Okay.
01:04:02Let's take a look.
01:04:05GED granted in Oregon.
01:04:14Hold on.
01:04:15Looks like she went to school here in Ridgewood for a couple of months.
01:04:19Exactly.
01:04:20And she told me she didn't know anyone in Washington.
01:04:25A 40-something man asking questions about a young woman who is not his daughter?
01:04:31Won't get you far.
01:04:34We're going together.
01:04:37Thank you and we'll see you next class.
01:04:40You two?
01:04:43Stay.
01:04:50She failed us.
01:04:52Both for cheating.
01:04:54My GPA is totally screwed.
01:04:57And I don't even care.
01:04:59No, not after the video.
01:05:01It's totally my fault, Lisa.
01:05:03I should have stayed sober the other night.
01:05:05No.
01:05:06No, I'm doing a great job in destroying my life.
01:05:09All now.
01:05:12Hey.
01:05:12Hey.
01:05:13Look at me.
01:05:14I'm going to find out which one of Jim's stupid friends took that video.
01:05:19And I'm going to destroy him.
01:05:23Or I could just destroy myself.
01:05:28That's another solution.
01:05:32One my mother chose.
01:05:34What?
01:05:37Your mom committed suicide?
01:05:42You never told me that, Vanessa.
01:05:46You never asked.
01:05:53I'm sorry.
01:05:54You should be.
01:05:55I'm so selfish, okay?
01:05:56I'm sorry.
01:05:56You are!
01:05:57I know!
01:05:57I know, okay?
01:05:58I hate myself!
01:05:59Can't you stop!
01:06:01I want to die!
01:06:04Hey.
01:06:07I know.
01:06:10She would understand.
01:06:13Your mom.
01:06:16That you needed to be with her right now.
01:06:19I know.
01:06:21I know.
01:06:22She wouldn't be mad at you for doing it.
01:06:25Okay?
01:06:38What is it you wish to know about Vanessa?
01:06:41Well, is there anything you can tell us?
01:06:42Well, that's a rather vague request.
01:06:44You say Vanessa is currently enrolled at SWU.
01:06:48Are you one of her instructors?
01:06:49Look, I apologize if I was vague, Mrs. Overbury.
01:06:54I am a teacher, but not at SWU.
01:06:56Vanessa is my daughter's roommate.
01:06:58I see.
01:06:59Vanessa exercises an unhealthy amount of control over Lisa.
01:07:03We're both very concerned.
01:07:05I coach Lisa in high school.
01:07:07Gymnastics.
01:07:08There was a situation.
01:07:10What kind of situation?
01:07:13A male student she was involved with attempted to take his own life.
01:07:20His mother was convinced that Vanessa played a role.
01:07:26Did she?
01:07:28I really don't know.
01:07:29Look, can you put me in contact with this boy's mother, the one who tried to kill himself?
01:07:32No, I'm...
01:07:33Please, Mrs. Overbury.
01:07:37Lisa lost her mother, and I'm doing the best I can, but I desperately need help.
01:07:41And it sounds like this boy's mother knows exactly what I'm going through.
01:07:45Please.
01:07:52Hey, Jim Jim.
01:07:55Hey.
01:07:57So listen, I'm gonna need another extension.
01:08:00My parents are still not back.
01:08:01I can't.
01:08:03Of course you can.
01:08:04No, Vanessa, I can't.
01:08:07If they trace this back to me, I could lose my job.
01:08:10Well, you'll lose it a lot faster if you see a video of you giving drugs to a minor.
01:08:15What are you talking about?
01:08:23Ooh.
01:08:25This doesn't look too professional, does it?
01:08:28You wouldn't do that.
01:08:29Is that a challenge?
01:08:34Please, it's one more time. They're not even gonna notice.
01:08:36You're crazy.
01:08:43Hey, I didn't mean that.
01:08:46Hey, Vanessa, look at me.
01:08:47Hey.
01:08:48Come on.
01:08:50I didn't mean that.
01:08:52Okay.
01:08:53Hey.
01:08:53All right.
01:08:55Yeah?
01:08:55Mm-hmm.
01:08:56Yeah?
01:09:00Oops.
01:09:04Bye.
01:09:16Okay.
01:09:26Come on.
01:09:27Lisa.
01:09:30You okay?
01:09:40Is there something you want to tell me, Lisa?
01:09:47Okay.
01:09:47Well, there's been rumors circulating, and in light of this video...
01:09:54You're gonna report for drug testing, 8 a.m. sharp, tomorrow morning.
01:09:59Okay.
01:10:05Okay.
01:10:07Okay.
01:10:09What did he do?
01:10:14This is crazy.
01:10:15Let's go.
01:10:45Oh.
01:10:52Miss Stewart?
01:10:54Matt, call me Maddie.
01:10:57Thanks for coming to see me, Maddie.
01:10:58I couldn't live with myself if I didn't.
01:11:01Like a vice that will not bend
01:11:07You and me until the end
01:11:18You should really tell your dad
01:11:21before the school does
01:11:24and before he sees that video.
01:11:27Yeah.
01:11:29I don't know what to say.
01:11:31My son, Chris, was a little depressed
01:11:33when he met Vanessa.
01:11:35His girlfriend had just broken up with him.
01:11:37He was grappling with his father's drinking problem
01:11:40and our divorce, which I was too.
01:11:43At first, I thought Vanessa would be a good thing for him.
01:11:46You know, pull him out of his head.
01:11:48But that didn't last very long.
01:11:52It started with little things.
01:11:54She'd convince him to skip track practice.
01:11:58Soon it was alcohol and drugs.
01:12:01Vanessa became obsessed with Chris.
01:12:03She had to be with him every moment.
01:12:08Right up until the minute when she convinced him
01:12:10to slit his wrists.
01:12:12My God.
01:12:14Is he...
01:12:15Oh, he's good.
01:12:17Look, I know exactly what you're doing.
01:12:19You're trying to find something to show your daughter.
01:12:22Some kind of proof
01:12:23to break her from the spell she's under.
01:12:28Take it from me.
01:12:30Don't wait for a smoking gun.
01:12:32Vanessa gets into kids' heads.
01:12:34Your daughter probably won't believe you
01:12:35no matter what you can prove.
01:12:37Take her as far away from Vanessa as you possibly can.
01:12:40By force, if necessary.
01:12:43That's what I wish I'd done.
01:12:46Sometimes it's easier if you write things down.
01:12:52Here.
01:12:55Just tell him how sorry you are.
01:13:01How you would rather die than disappoint him.
01:13:04Your life's blood flows through my veins.
01:13:11For all time, we will remain.
01:13:19Tell him you love him.
01:13:26Like a vice that will not bend
01:13:31You and me
01:13:35Until the end
01:13:39I mean, why would Vanessa do all this?
01:13:41I had the same questions.
01:13:43I needed answers.
01:13:45So I did some digging.
01:13:47Everything is in here.
01:13:48Luckily, I don't need it anymore.
01:13:49It's all yours.
01:13:51Vanessa's mom killed herself.
01:13:53So maybe it all stems from that.
01:13:55She was a ballerina.
01:13:57What was your name?
01:13:59Sonia Redland?
01:14:03What is it?
01:14:05I can't hear you.
01:14:06I can't hear you.
01:14:07I can't hear you.
01:14:08I can't hear you.
01:14:10Kahna.
01:14:40I'll see you next time.
01:14:45Hello?
01:14:46Katie, it's Matt.
01:14:47Are you at the dorm?
01:14:47Yeah.
01:14:48Look, I don't have time to explain, but I need you to go to Lisa's room and you need
01:14:50to get her for me.
01:14:55Lisa!
01:14:56Lisa!
01:14:57Answer!
01:14:57Your dad's on the phone.
01:14:58He says it's an emergency.
01:15:00Hello?
01:15:01Lisa?
01:15:04I can hear them, Mr. Carmichael, but they won't answer.
01:15:06Katie, find someone with the key.
01:15:08I'm on my way.
01:15:11It's time to go.
01:15:17Matt, so what did you find out?
01:15:19Lainey, look, it's worse than I thought.
01:15:21I think I know what to do, but I'm gonna need your help.
01:15:269-1-1.
01:15:27What's your emergency?
01:15:28Here.
01:15:30We're gonna show them how amazing you are.
01:15:39What?
01:15:40What's going on, Vanessa?
01:15:42Just trust me, Lisa.
01:15:46Okay.
01:15:47We're gonna show everyone you belong on the team.
01:15:52So, so pretty.
01:16:00So you don't get cold.
01:16:04You got this.
01:16:12And action.
01:16:18Be careful.
01:16:22Be careful.
01:16:23You don't wanna fall.
01:16:25Oh, they're so special.
01:16:29Your dad's gonna love this.
01:16:35Lisa!
01:16:35Stop!
01:16:37You're just in time for the show.
01:16:43I wouldn't come too close if I were you.
01:16:46Lisa, stay on that line, okay, honey?
01:16:47Just stay on that line.
01:16:48Just focus on that, all right?
01:16:49Shut up.
01:16:50Don't you move.
01:16:52No, please.
01:16:52Please let her down.
01:16:53She's all you talk about.
01:16:55Let her down.
01:16:57I'm your daughter, too.
01:16:59I know you are.
01:16:59Shh, shh, shh, shh.
01:17:00I'm your daughter.
01:17:01And I love you.
01:17:02I love you.
01:17:04No.
01:17:05You don't.
01:17:08You don't know a thing about me.
01:17:11Look, I thought about you every day.
01:17:13Shut up!
01:17:16It's okay, honey.
01:17:17Go for it.
01:17:17Now it's time.
01:17:18You watch.
01:17:19You wanna see this?
01:17:21Easy.
01:17:21Ha, ha, ha, ha.
01:17:23Amanda, please.
01:17:25Please.
01:17:27What did you call me?
01:17:30What did you call me?
01:17:31Amanda.
01:17:32It's your name.
01:17:34Amanda is dead.
01:17:36You let her die.
01:17:37Look, you have every right to be angry.
01:17:39I can't imagine how much you've suffered, Amanda.
01:17:41But you don't know the full story.
01:17:47Lisa got everything.
01:17:48You had the perfect wife.
01:17:50You had the perfect house.
01:17:51You had the perfect daughter.
01:17:52What did I have?
01:17:52I had nothing.
01:17:53Your grandmother.
01:17:53She took you away from me.
01:17:54She changed your name.
01:17:55Can you stop crying to me?
01:17:58Stop.
01:17:59I've carried this with me.
01:18:00Everywhere I went.
01:18:01Ever since the day your grandmother took you away.
01:18:03But I never gave up hope.
01:18:06Never.
01:18:07It's true, Amanda.
01:18:13How are you here?
01:18:17You're dead.
01:18:19I tried to kill us, Amanda.
01:18:22I was sick.
01:18:25I couldn't be your mommy.
01:18:28Amanda, let her go, please.
01:18:30This has nothing to do with Lisa.
01:18:32Amanda, please.
01:18:33Please.
01:18:39No!
01:18:43No.
01:18:44Get away!
01:18:46Get away!
01:18:47Get away!
01:18:48Get away!
01:18:49Get away!
01:18:51Set her off!
01:18:53Got her!
01:18:54Go ahead!
01:18:55прим!
01:18:56Look at me!OWW
01:18:57-WITH!!!Runny!
01:18:57Breathe, breathe,
01:18:58breathe! Look at me!
01:19:01I got you!
01:19:02Look at me. You're okay.
01:19:03Just breathe. Breathe.
01:19:05Please look at me. It's okay. It's okay.
01:19:07It's okay.
01:19:08Oh, God.
01:19:08Oh, God.
01:19:10You okay? You okay?
01:19:11Look at me. Here you are. Look at me.
01:19:13You're okay. You're okay. You're okay.
01:19:15You're okay. I got you. You're okay.
01:19:18You're okay. I got you. I got you. I got you.
01:19:22I got you. I got you. I got you.
01:19:29As blood flows through my veins
01:19:34For all time
01:19:38We will remain
01:19:45You're okay, Lisa. You're okay.
01:19:48You're okay, honey. You're okay.
01:19:52I got you.
01:20:05I spoke to Cynthia.
01:20:08She says you can rejoin the team if you'd like.
01:20:15Listen, kiddo.
01:20:17I should have told you about Amanda a long time ago.
01:20:20And I'm sorry for that.
01:20:22Why didn't you, Dad?
01:20:23I didn't know how.
01:20:24I didn't know what to say to you.
01:20:27And I wanted to protect you.
01:20:29I wanted to protect you from everything.
01:20:35Dad, what's going to happen to her?
01:20:40I don't know.
01:20:43Amanda has a long road ahead of her.
01:20:47Well, I hope she gets the help she needs.
01:20:50But...
01:20:51I'm never going to see her ever again.
01:20:54But I know you have too.
01:21:01A letter for you.
01:21:02I don't know.
01:21:25Okay?
01:21:29Dearest Amanda,
01:21:32I am so sorry for how everything turned out.
01:21:37And I want you to know that I'm... I'm here for you.
01:21:42And when you're ready, I'd like to come visit
01:21:47and see if we can start again.
01:21:48Your dad. Always.