00:07My name is Rawson Crow, and I'm a painter.
00:10Well, I grew up in Plano, Texas, which is a suburb of Dallas.
00:15I did find it a bit creatively stifling at times.
00:18I moved to New York when I was 17, so I got out of there as fast as I could.
00:22I was a very quirky teenager.
00:25I was kind of always doing my own thing.
00:27So I wore a lot of, like, costumes to school and a lot of wigs.
00:31I had a huge wig collection in high school.
00:33I was definitely not necessarily accepted by all the kids in my school.
00:36My high school was very conservative.
00:38It was kind of like I was in my own world doing my own thing.
00:41You know, I've always been drawn to painting.
00:42I think it's a really, it's a very interesting art form.
00:45It's almost like requires a slowness to really view painting,
00:49and there's like a sexiness in that, which I was really drawn to.
00:53I remember selling my first painting.
00:55It was very exciting that somebody wanted what I had made.
00:59But I was also like, who knows?
01:00Maybe no one will ever buy another one of my paintings, and this is it.
01:03The artist's life is so full of ups and downs, and it's like nothing's guaranteed.
01:07And I'm going to be brave enough to do that,
01:09even though maybe it's not going to be as commercially viable.
01:12There's a huge part of it that's very much like a boys' club.
01:16It's just making it through those challenges and not giving up.
01:18It's the hardest thing.
01:19Well, I listen to a lot of rap music when I paint.
01:22I mean, rap music is all about building up their own image,
01:25how much they've accomplished in life and what odds they've overcome.
01:29That's inspiring to listen to.
01:31That's one trick.
01:33Some of the mistakes I've made come from not following my own instincts and not trusting myself.
01:41Mistakes can be good.
01:42I mean, I'm really pro-making bad paintings, if you're going to learn something from it.
01:47So, I don't know.
01:48I've never really been like, ah, I've made it.
01:50This is it.
01:51Because, you know, what does that mean?
01:53I don't know.
01:54Just be tough and go for it.
01:57Because what's the worst that's going to happen?