00:00Dear Diary, so here I am, alive.
00:04Stefan saved me from killing myself.
00:06Now he's got me on suicide watch.
00:08He says it will be therapeutic for me to write down my feelings about the fact that I'm dying
00:12and there's nothing I can do about it.
00:15Deep thoughts, mortal coil, blah, blah, blah, my hand's tired.
00:21I'm just trying to make sure you don't slate your wrists.
00:23Well, this whole neurotic granny vibe doesn't exactly make me want to live.
00:27Do you really have nothing better to do than stand there all day and watch me write in cursive?
00:32I'm trying to make sure you don't kill yourself.
00:33And how are you going to do that?
00:34You know, since you're still having your little panic attacks.
00:37I'm fine.
00:38Yeah, of course.
00:39You are the picture of mental health Stefan after being locked for three months in a safe at the bottom
00:44of a quarry.
00:44I am dealing with it.
00:46I know.
00:47I mean, I heard you dealing with it earlier today in the library.
00:51It sounded like you freaked out and broke a chair, maybe even two.
00:54How are you supposed to help me stay alive if you can't even help yourself?
00:58So does this mean you want to live?
01:01No, it means that I can't work with people who can't give me 100%.