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Bullied by everyone but obsessed over by the school's golden boy, shy Evan becomes Mason's greatest weakness. As dark family secrets surface, love, jealousy, and heartbreak collide. Can two broken hearts save each other before it's too late?
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00:00:00I'll see you around, Evan.
00:00:01Yeah, maybe.
00:00:03Why is he?
00:00:07That's him, the kid whose mom got taken away.
00:00:19Mind if I sit here?
00:00:21You already did.
00:00:23You're Noah and Mercer's brother.
00:00:24I'm Evan.
00:00:25Right, sorry.
00:00:26I know Noah.
00:00:27Everyone knows Noah.
00:00:28Used to.
00:00:28I know people are talking.
00:00:30My dad left a long time ago.
00:00:32Not the same thing.
00:00:33But I remember what it felt like when people looked at me like I was broken.
00:00:37I just wanted to say, I'm sorry you're going through all this.
00:00:40Why do you care?
00:00:42I don't know yet.
00:00:43You don't have to do this.
00:00:45Sit here?
00:00:46Feel bad for me?
00:00:47Good, I don't.
00:00:48You should drink something.
00:00:49That sounded bossy.
00:00:51I am bossy.
00:00:52I'll see you around, Evan.
00:00:53Yeah, maybe.
00:00:56Why is he not talking?
00:00:58How was school?
00:00:58Quiet.
00:00:59Good quiet or bad quiet?
00:01:01I don't know.
00:01:03You don't have to know tonight.
00:01:25No wonder Noah's dad bailed.
00:01:26Imagine getting stuck with that little freak for a brother.
00:01:29Guy looks like he apologizes when someone steps on his foot.
00:01:34Ignore them.
00:01:36Mass?
00:01:48You said something about Evan Mercer?
00:01:49What's it to you?
00:01:51Try again.
00:01:51We're just talking.
00:01:53Then talk about somebody else.
00:01:54Why?
00:01:55Because he's Noah's brother?
00:01:57You don't talk to him.
00:01:58You don't mess with him.
00:02:07Whole school is acting like Mercer's under witness protection.
00:02:13Maybe people should mind their business.
00:02:16You don't do favors, Mace.
00:02:27What's this for?
00:02:29You look tired.
00:02:33You always notice.
00:02:44Hey, I'm new here.
00:02:45Mind if I sit?
00:02:45Take it emotionally?
00:02:46It's free.
00:02:48Because every other table looked like a social death trap.
00:02:54Okay.
00:02:54We can start with an easier one.
00:02:56What's edible here?
00:02:57Not that.
00:02:59Great.
00:02:59New school, mystery, reputation, terrible food.
00:03:02Good start.
00:03:05You're not even in my Spanish class.
00:03:07Now I am.
00:03:08You're not.
00:03:11What are you doing?
00:03:12You're not going to share?
00:03:14What?
00:03:22You know him?
00:03:23No.
00:03:24Then why do you look like that?
00:03:25Like what?
00:03:26Like somebody stole your car.
00:03:29This about Evan Mercer?
00:03:31No.
00:03:32Quick question.
00:03:33Will joining football make me annoying to you?
00:03:35Are you joining the football team?
00:03:37Probably.
00:03:37Why?
00:03:38No reason.
00:03:40I chose to sit here.
00:03:41Not because I had no other place.
00:03:43Know what?
00:03:44No.
00:03:45I can fix it.
00:03:47Maybe it depends on who's listening.
00:03:55Oh.
00:03:56Hi.
00:03:57Hi.
00:04:00You okay?
00:04:01Why does everybody keep asking me that?
00:04:03Because you never look okay.
00:04:06I'm fine.
00:04:07Why would I do that?
00:04:08Because I can fix it.
00:04:10Maybe it depends on who's listening.
00:04:14You got a pencil?
00:04:16You have pencils.
00:04:17I want one of yours.
00:04:22Thanks.
00:04:24Who do you sit with at lunch?
00:04:26Riley.
00:04:26Right.
00:04:27You know him?
00:04:28I know of him.
00:04:30You could sit with me instead.
00:04:32Why?
00:04:32Because I asked.
00:04:34That is not a reason.
00:04:36You're difficult.
00:04:37You make me nervous.
00:04:38I don't want to.
00:04:41There you are.
00:04:42I thought you ditched me.
00:04:43Captain.
00:04:44New boy.
00:04:45Evan.
00:04:46We still on for lunch?
00:04:47Yeah.
00:04:50See you around.
00:04:56You know, technically you're in my house voluntarily.
00:04:59You can stop sitting like I'm holding you sassage.
00:05:02That was tragic.
00:05:04I'm not good at this.
00:05:05At movies?
00:05:06At being at someone's house.
00:05:08At being normal.
00:05:09You don't have to be normal with me.
00:05:11So, honest question.
00:05:13That sounds dangerous.
00:05:14You inhale.
00:05:15What is that?
00:05:16Nothing.
00:05:16He watches you like you're isn't finished homework.
00:05:18That doesn't make sense.
00:05:20Exactly.
00:05:21I think he pities me.
00:05:22No.
00:05:23Then what?
00:05:24I don't know yet.
00:05:25You've got an eyelash.
00:05:27Where?
00:05:31Just here.
00:05:38Riley, you got company?
00:05:40Yeah, Nana.
00:05:41Just Evan.
00:05:42I should go.
00:05:43You don't have to.
00:05:44I think I want to.
00:05:48You coming to school tomorrow?
00:05:49I think that's how school works.
00:05:50Good.
00:05:51Didn't want things getting weird.
00:05:52They already are.
00:05:55Why him?
00:05:56Why do I keep thinking about him?
00:05:58He's not even nice to me.
00:05:59Or maybe he is.
00:06:01I don't know.
00:06:02This is stupid.
00:06:05Not bad.
00:06:07You too.
00:06:11Hydrate before you drop.
00:06:12If you fake effort.
00:06:13Leave now.
00:06:27Not bad.
00:06:29You too.
00:06:31You from Brookfield?
00:06:33Yeah.
00:06:35Rival kid.
00:06:36Great.
00:06:36Just what we needed.
00:06:39Position.
00:06:40Running back.
00:06:42Coach likes speed.
00:06:43You'll make it.
00:06:50You making friends here?
00:06:52A few.
00:06:54Anybody I know?
00:06:56Evan Mersel.
00:06:59Leave him alone.
00:07:01What?
00:07:02You heard me.
00:07:03No, I don't think I did because it sounded insane.
00:07:05There are others here.
00:07:06Make other friends.
00:07:07Why?
00:07:08Because I said so.
00:07:09Not good enough.
00:07:10Coach trusts me.
00:07:11I'll ruin your tryout.
00:07:17Fine.
00:07:18You win.
00:07:20For now.
00:07:21Who was that?
00:07:22Mason Hall.
00:07:23The quarterback?
00:07:24Yeah.
00:07:32Riley!
00:07:33Over here!
00:07:35Over here!
00:07:37Over here!
00:07:37Over here!
00:07:39Can I sit here?
00:07:41Apparently everybody asks after they decide.
00:07:48Rough day.
00:07:50No.
00:07:53Riley's trying out.
00:07:55Team's got him running around all week.
00:07:56He could still say hi.
00:07:59Did you do something?
00:08:00What do you think?
00:08:03I think I don't want to know.
00:08:05Okay.
00:08:05Sit with me after school.
00:08:07I have Cal class period.
00:08:08That wasn't a question.
00:08:09No.
00:08:20Who was that?
00:08:21Mason Hall.
00:08:22The quarterback?
00:08:23Yeah.
00:08:24Why is he waving at you?
00:08:25Why does that bother you?
00:08:26It doesn't.
00:08:27Actually, that's not true.
00:08:28It does.
00:08:29You don't even know him.
00:08:30I know his type.
00:08:31What type is that?
00:08:32Grabs what he wants.
00:08:33Calls it loyalty.
00:08:37What's going on?
00:08:41Hi.
00:08:42I'm Jude.
00:08:43Technically Julian, but only adults and government documents call me that.
00:08:48Hi.
00:08:48I figured since everyone loves meddling, I'd introduce myself before rumors spread.
00:08:53I'm Evan.
00:08:54I know.
00:08:54My brother Mason's clearly obsessed with you.
00:08:56You're Mason's brother?
00:08:57Unfortunately, in the legal sense, yes.
00:08:59I know how it feels having a famous brother change how people treat you.
00:09:03My brother used to be Noah Mercer.
00:09:05Exactly.
00:09:06See?
00:09:06Trauma bonding already.
00:09:08Oh, come on.
00:09:09You look like your house is on fire.
00:09:11My brother is talking to Evan.
00:09:14You met Jude.
00:09:16He's nice.
00:09:17He talks too much.
00:09:18You don't talk enough.
00:09:19Maybe it balances out.
00:09:25What is wrong with you?
00:09:29You need to stay away from Mason.
00:09:31You vanish on me, then reappear to give orders?
00:09:34I'm serious.
00:09:35So am I.
00:09:36Why?
00:09:36Evan?
00:09:37Just trust me.
00:09:40You haven't earned that.
00:09:45What's going on?
00:09:56What happened?
00:09:58Nothing.
00:09:59Riley cornered me today.
00:10:00Said I should stay away from Mason.
00:10:02And what did you say?
00:10:02I said he didn't get to tell me what to do.
00:10:04Good.
00:10:04You agree with him, though?
00:10:05Yes.
00:10:06Why?
00:10:07You're talking like him.
00:10:08I know.
00:10:10That's why I'm telling you to be careful.
00:10:12You glared at me in the cafeteria because I talked to your crush.
00:10:14I don't have a crush.
00:10:16You banned half the school from breathing near him.
00:10:18Riley told him to stay away from me.
00:10:20Maybe because Riley has eyes.
00:10:22What?
00:10:22You want honesty?
00:10:24Date a mirror.
00:10:25I don't know what I'm doing.
00:10:27That is the first signed thing you've said all week.
00:10:30Everybody leaves.
00:10:31Evan isn't everybody.
00:10:33But if you keep treating him like property, he'll become everybody.
00:10:54You didn't answer my message.
00:10:55I was thinking.
00:10:57About what?
00:10:59About whether you're going to tell me to stay away, too.
00:11:02No.
00:11:03No?
00:11:06What's this for?
00:11:07You look tired.
00:11:13What now?
00:11:14You don't pull Evan into closets.
00:11:15You don't own him.
00:11:16I know that.
00:11:18Do you?
00:11:20I like him.
00:11:21Yeah.
00:11:22I figured that out back at the diner.
00:11:24Then stop getting in the way.
00:11:25No.
00:11:26Because this isn't a race I entered.
00:11:27Evan's my friend.
00:11:28He was my friend before I knew what your deal was.
00:11:30And whatever this is with you, it's not normal.
00:11:32You want my honest opinion?
00:11:34You don't need a boyfriend.
00:11:35You need help.
00:11:36I'm trying.
00:11:38Help me.
00:11:39What?
00:11:39He trusts you.
00:11:40If you tell him I'm not.
00:11:41You blackmailed me off his lunch table and now you want references?
00:11:44I know.
00:11:48True.
00:11:48No threats.
00:11:49No controlling who I talk to.
00:11:50Fine.
00:11:51Temporary truce.
00:11:51Temporary.
00:11:53What's this for?
00:11:55You look tired.
00:11:56You always notice.
00:11:58You don't have to carry everything alone.
00:12:02I know.
00:12:05Get some sleep.
00:12:11Riley told me to stay away from you.
00:12:12I know.
00:12:13What did you say to him?
00:12:14Nothing he'd listen to.
00:12:16Then why are you here?
00:12:18Because you're still here.
00:12:26Happy birthday, Tragic Prince.
00:12:28Please never call me that again.
00:12:29Happy birthday.
00:12:31Why are you two acting normal?
00:12:32Temporary ceasefire.
00:12:33Don't get used to it.
00:12:34Great.
00:12:35Birthday to policy works.
00:12:36After school, we're taking him out.
00:12:37You are not.
00:12:38We are.
00:12:38You need at least one decent birthday memory this year.
00:12:41No.
00:12:42So, official birthday rule.
00:12:44Nobody gets to brood.
00:12:45That seems targeted.
00:12:47Because it is.
00:12:48Eat something.
00:12:50You all sound very bossy tonight.
00:12:52You're welcome.
00:12:53Be right back.
00:12:57You here alone?
00:12:58No.
00:12:59That's a shame.
00:13:00My friends are waiting.
00:13:01Then make it quick.
00:13:03He said no.
00:13:05And you are?
00:13:09Are you okay?
00:13:10You hit him.
00:13:11Yes.
00:13:12You shouldn't be around me.
00:13:14Why?
00:13:15Because I'm not good.
00:13:28Does it hurt?
00:13:30No.
00:13:31You're lying.
00:13:50What have you done?
00:13:53You stay away from him.
00:13:57You okay?
00:13:58Yeah.
00:14:06Hey.
00:14:07Can we talk?
00:14:07About what?
00:14:08The part where you disappear?
00:14:09Or the part where you reappear to control my life?
00:14:12About Mason.
00:14:13No.
00:14:14Evan, listen.
00:14:15Everything okay here?
00:14:17Fine.
00:14:17Not my problem.
00:14:20He's trouble.
00:14:23That is a rich sentence coming from you.
00:14:25I deserve that.
00:14:26Why are you avoiding me today?
00:14:28Because every time I get close to you, I make things worse.
00:14:31That isn't an answer.
00:14:32You make me want things I don't know how to hold without breaking.
00:14:38Maybe learn.
00:14:40Maybe.
00:14:43He's not going to learn overnight.
00:14:45What?
00:14:45Mason.
00:14:46He's been trying.
00:14:47Really trying.
00:14:48That's new.
00:14:50Why are you telling me this?
00:14:51Because someone has to tell him it was all worth it.
00:14:54He's never had a birthday party either.
00:14:56Just so you know.
00:14:58Spoiled.
00:14:59Ungrateful.
00:15:00Stupid little...
00:15:01You're drinking.
00:15:03Observant.
00:15:05You don't drink.
00:15:07Tonight I do.
00:15:09What happened?
00:15:10You were supposed to come straight home.
00:15:11Noah, it was my birthday.
00:15:12With Mason Hole.
00:15:13How do you know that?
00:15:15Because I drove past the diner.
00:15:17I saw him walk you to the door.
00:15:20He's a friend.
00:15:21A friend.
00:15:22Yes.
00:15:23You stood me up for a friend.
00:15:25I forgot.
00:15:26I'm sorry.
00:15:26I really am.
00:15:27Do you know what I do for you?
00:15:28I never asked you to.
00:15:30You don't have to ask.
00:15:31That's what makes it worse.
00:15:33Spoiled.
00:15:34Ungrateful.
00:15:35Stupid little...
00:15:39I'm going to bed.
00:15:40Don't follow me.
00:15:43I'm sorry.
00:15:44I'm sorry.
00:15:45I'm sorry.
00:15:48Hey.
00:15:49Hi.
00:15:49I made you toast.
00:15:50Burnt one side.
00:15:51Sorry.
00:15:52About last night, you said things.
00:15:54I know.
00:15:54You said them on purpose.
00:15:55I was drunk.
00:15:56You were honest.
00:15:57Evan, you can be scared for me.
00:15:59You can hate Mason.
00:16:00You can ground me if it makes you sleep better.
00:16:02But you don't get to call me ungrateful again.
00:16:04Ever.
00:16:06I love you.
00:16:08But I need some time.
00:16:12Maybe.
00:16:13But meaning it isn't the only thing that matters.
00:16:18You okay?
00:16:20No.
00:16:22Walk with me.
00:16:26Noah was drunk last night.
00:16:27He's never drunk.
00:16:29Never.
00:16:29Never.
00:16:30Was he angry?
00:16:31At me.
00:16:33Did he hurt you?
00:16:34Not the way you mean.
00:16:35Then which way?
00:16:40I know that look.
00:16:42The look people get when somebody who loves them used love as a weapon.
00:16:46He didn't mean it.
00:16:47Maybe.
00:16:48But meaning it isn't the only thing that matters.
00:16:53You're being weirdly gentle.
00:16:55Don't get used to it.
00:16:57You said that at my birthday.
00:16:58And I meant it.
00:17:00And I keep doing it anyway.
00:17:02Why?
00:17:02Because you're the only person who's ever made me want to be a person worth being gentle for.
00:17:10You okay?
00:17:11No.
00:17:11Want to talk about it?
00:17:12No.
00:17:12Want to play a video game and pretend life isn't happening?
00:17:14Yes.
00:17:18What did I miss?
00:17:20A weather system.
00:17:21Two storms collided.
00:17:23Something like that.
00:17:24Good.
00:17:44You eat dinner?
00:17:46Noah tried to make pasta.
00:17:47There were casualties.
00:17:50Yo, bro, over here.
00:17:53That is not what spaghetti is supposed to look like.
00:17:55It is the best version of itself.
00:17:57It's the worst version of every version.
00:17:58Oh, come on.
00:18:03Can I ask you something without you getting mad?
00:18:06Probably not.
00:18:07The Hall Kid.
00:18:08Mason.
00:18:09Mason, are you, is he, we're friends.
00:18:12Friends.
00:18:13For now.
00:18:16I'm trying.
00:18:17I noticed.
00:18:18If he hurts you, I'll tell you.
00:18:20You promise?
00:18:21I promise.
00:18:22Then okay.
00:18:23I'm still angry at you.
00:18:25I know.
00:18:26I deserve that.
00:18:29You okay?
00:18:30No.
00:18:31Evan?
00:18:31He won't look at me.
00:18:33Give him time.
00:18:34I said awful things.
00:18:35I know.
00:18:35You told me.
00:18:36I don't know how to fix it.
00:18:37You don't fix it.
00:18:38You just stay.
00:18:38That's terrifying.
00:18:39That's love.
00:18:41Always.
00:18:44You eat dinner?
00:18:45Noah tried to make pasta.
00:18:47There were casualties.
00:18:48Good night.
00:18:49Night.
00:18:52Was that a laugh?
00:18:53Go away.
00:18:54You laughed.
00:18:55You're in love.
00:18:55You're in love.
00:18:56I knew it.
00:18:59Evan, I need you to sit with that.
00:19:01I need you to feel bad about it.
00:19:02Not fix it.
00:19:03Just feel it.
00:19:06Hale.
00:19:06Quinn.
00:19:07Same drill.
00:19:08Together.
00:19:12I see you.
00:19:14I don't like you, but you're not the worst part of this team.
00:19:17You're playing better since you stopped being a nightmare.
00:19:19That's a compliment buried in an insult.
00:19:21That's my specialty.
00:19:25Evan.
00:19:26Dinner's ready.
00:19:27Not hungry.
00:19:28Please.
00:19:29Just sit.
00:19:30I'm tired.
00:19:30I know.
00:19:31You don't know.
00:19:32I was drunk.
00:19:33You were honest.
00:19:34Evan, I need you to sit with that.
00:19:35I need you to feel bad about it.
00:19:36Not fix it.
00:19:37Just feel it.
00:19:42Captainship decision is coming up.
00:19:44You've been steady.
00:19:45Don't blow it.
00:19:46I won't.
00:19:47You've been a different player this season.
00:19:49A different person, too.
00:19:52Whoever's behind that, keep him around.
00:19:57He said that?
00:19:58Word for word.
00:19:59Be still, my heart.
00:20:01My brother received praise without setting anything on fire.
00:20:03You can leave anytime, Jude.
00:20:05And miss the romance arc?
00:20:06Never.
00:20:11Enter, troubled brother.
00:20:14You're home late.
00:20:15Practice.
00:20:16There is dry cleaning to be picked up tomorrow.
00:20:18I left the slip on the counter.
00:20:20Mom.
00:20:20Yes?
00:20:21I'm doing better.
00:20:22Better at what?
00:20:23Just better.
00:20:26Pick up the dry cleaning.
00:20:30Enter, troubled brother.
00:20:32She never hears either of us.
00:20:33I thought if I was different, she might.
00:20:36You're not changing for her, right?
00:20:37Right?
00:20:38No.
00:20:38For me.
00:20:39Mostly.
00:20:41That's the right answer.
00:20:42Hey.
00:20:43Hmm?
00:20:43I never said this about when we were kids.
00:20:45I was a brat to you.
00:20:46When mom brought you home, I thought she was replacing me.
00:20:48So I made you pay for it.
00:20:49I remember all the affair.
00:20:50You remember that?
00:20:52Took you long enough?
00:20:53Sorry.
00:20:53Don't be sorry.
00:20:54Be different.
00:20:55I'm trying.
00:20:55Then I forgive you.
00:20:56You possessive disaster.
00:20:57How are you?
00:20:58Evan finally talked to me.
00:21:00That's good.
00:21:00He said he needs me to feel bad about it.
00:21:03He's right.
00:21:03I know.
00:21:04So feel it.
00:21:05I don't know how.
00:21:06You start by saying it out loud to yourself.
00:21:08I was wrong.
00:21:09I heard him.
00:21:10I was wrong.
00:21:11I heard him.
00:21:11Again.
00:21:12I was wrong.
00:21:13I heard him.
00:21:14How do you feel?
00:21:15Like shit.
00:21:16Good.
00:21:17That's the start.
00:21:18You're good at this.
00:21:19I've had practice.
00:21:20Thank you, Jude.
00:21:21Always.
00:21:21Now sleep.
00:21:22You too.
00:21:25Smash the lock with this.
00:21:26Anyone want to confess before I start handing out suspensions?
00:21:33Smash the lock with this.
00:21:34Anyone want to confess before I start handing out suspensions?
00:21:37Ross.
00:21:38You were in early.
00:21:39I came straight here.
00:21:40I swear.
00:21:41Then you have nothing to worry about.
00:21:43You didn't do that.
00:21:45Of course I didn't.
00:21:45Then somebody did.
00:21:48Coach thinks it was Ross.
00:21:55No.
00:21:57Hale.
00:21:58It was me.
00:22:00The lock.
00:22:01The wrench.
00:22:02I broke in.
00:22:02I was angry.
00:22:03I just...
00:22:03I needed to be on a field.
00:22:05You realize what you're saying?
00:22:06Yes.
00:22:07Captainship?
00:22:07The game?
00:22:08Yes.
00:22:08You came in here on your own.
00:22:09Caleb didn't do it.
00:22:10He shouldn't pay for me.
00:22:11I have to follow protocol.
00:22:13I know.
00:22:14You're suspended from the championship.
00:22:15I know.
00:22:16And from school.
00:22:17A week minimum.
00:22:18Okay.
00:22:20Get help, son.
00:22:21I will.
00:22:23You did something?
00:22:24Evan, I did something right for once.
00:22:30Evan, I was wrong.
00:22:33I was wrong.
00:22:33I hurt you.
00:22:34I know.
00:22:35I'm sorry.
00:22:36I know that too.
00:22:38But I'm not ready to be fine yet.
00:22:43I'll see you at school.
00:22:47Dinner?
00:22:48What's wrong?
00:22:50Mason got suspended.
00:22:52He broke into the field.
00:22:53He told the coach himself.
00:22:55Caleb was about to be punished for it.
00:22:57He confessed?
00:22:58He confessed.
00:23:00Huh.
00:23:01What?
00:23:02That's the kind of thing the boy I used to be would never have done.
00:23:07This is stupid.
00:23:08Mom didn't even come down.
00:23:10I know.
00:23:11Always waking up lost to last night's deeds.
00:23:13I only feel alive by breaking things.
00:23:15And I fear what I might do if I stay in that house.
00:23:18I hate this.
00:23:19Me too.
00:23:20Whenever you're ready.
00:23:23I'll see you at school.
00:23:25Promise?
00:23:25Promise.
00:23:45You can't be here.
00:23:47I know.
00:23:48I'm here anyway.
00:23:50Come on.
00:23:51Get it together.
00:23:54Tell me about the last time you felt safe.
00:23:56A diner.
00:23:57With my brother.
00:23:58And Evan.
00:23:59And a boy I don't even like.
00:24:01Why was that safe?
00:24:02Because nobody was scared of me.
00:24:03And were you scared of yourself?
00:24:06Always.
00:24:07That's where we start.
00:24:09Come on.
00:24:10Get it together.
00:24:16Not now.
00:24:17Not now.
00:24:18Hi.
00:24:19Hi.
00:24:20You look like shit.
00:24:21Yeah.
00:24:22You too.
00:24:23He's okay.
00:24:24As okay as he can be.
00:24:25Did he say anything?
00:24:26He said he didn't want you to wait for him.
00:24:28I'm waiting for him.
00:24:31Don't make it weird.
00:24:32I won't.
00:24:33I heard about Mason.
00:24:34Yeah.
00:24:35You okay?
00:24:35No.
00:24:36Yeah.
00:24:37Me neither actually.
00:24:38Why?
00:24:38I don't know.
00:24:39I keep thinking about how everything could have gone differently.
00:24:41That's a big sentence.
00:24:42I have a lot of regrets.
00:24:43Is this allowed?
00:24:45Sit down Caleb.
00:24:46This table got dramatic.
00:24:47I'm in.
00:24:48How do you feel about what you did to Evan?
00:24:50I isolated him.
00:24:51I told the whole team to ignore him.
00:24:52Why?
00:24:53Because I wanted him to myself.
00:24:54And how did that work for you?
00:24:57He was alone.
00:24:58And I was still alone.
00:24:59That's honest.
00:25:00It hurts.
00:25:01Good.
00:25:02That's where change starts.
00:25:03You got a girl?
00:25:04A boy.
00:25:06Cool.
00:25:09Look at you.
00:25:10Don't.
00:25:11You look like a mortgage.
00:25:13Thanks.
00:25:17First day at St. Anne's.
00:25:18You ready?
00:25:18I have no idea.
00:25:19That's fair.
00:25:21Are we sure about this?
00:25:22About what?
00:25:23The school.
00:25:24The money.
00:25:25All of it.
00:25:26Grandpa wired the tuition.
00:25:27It's done.
00:25:28That doesn't sound like grandpa.
00:25:29He likes the words Catholic school.
00:25:31He likes the words do not call me.
00:25:34Eat your toast, smart mouth.
00:25:35You got a girl?
00:25:36A boy.
00:25:38Cool.
00:25:39Is that cool?
00:25:40Should it not be?
00:25:41You're the first person here I've told.
00:25:43Well, now you've told someone.
00:25:44World didn't end.
00:25:45Apparently.
00:25:46What's his name?
00:25:47Evan.
00:25:47Evan got a friend?
00:25:48Several.
00:25:49Excellent.
00:25:52You text me if anything is weird.
00:25:53Define weird.
00:25:54Anything.
00:25:55I'll text you.
00:25:56Have a good day.
00:26:05Change doesn't happen all at once.
00:26:07It happens in the small moments.
00:26:10The moments you choose to stay instead of run.
00:26:13I'm staying.
00:26:19Mind if I sit?
00:26:21Sure.
00:26:22You're new?
00:26:23Yes.
00:26:23You don't talk much?
00:26:24Not really.
00:26:25Cool.
00:26:26Me neither.
00:26:42Evan.
00:26:44You said practice.
00:26:46Can we not do this here?
00:26:48Where do you do practice that smells like fabric softener?
00:26:55No.
00:26:55Since when?
00:26:57Since the beginning.
00:26:58Since when, Noah?
00:26:58Three years.
00:27:00Three years.
00:27:01I was going to tell you.
00:27:02When?
00:27:02When it was safe.
00:27:03Safe for who?
00:27:04The tuition.
00:27:05St. Anna's grandpa didn't send a dime, did he?
00:27:07No.
00:27:08You?
00:27:08Yes.
00:27:09Why didn't you tell me?
00:27:10Because you would have tried to share it.
00:27:11That's what brothers do.
00:27:12You shouldn't have to.
00:27:13That isn't your call.
00:27:14I need to walk.
00:27:15Evan!
00:27:22I miss you.
00:27:26I missed you.
00:27:27I missed you.
00:27:27Every day.
00:27:42I was going to find you.
00:27:44Eventually.
00:27:44I just wanted to be worth finding.
00:27:47And are you?
00:27:48Closer.
00:27:50Can we meet?
00:27:52Yes.
00:27:53Ten.
00:27:54The little place on fifth.
00:27:56I'll be there.
00:28:01Don't ruin this.
00:28:12Hi.
00:28:13Hi.
00:28:13Tea for him.
00:28:14You remembered.
00:28:15I remember everything about you.
00:28:17I missed you.
00:28:18I missed you.
00:28:19Every day.
00:28:20Don't do anything dramatic with that information.
00:28:22No promises.
00:28:23So what do you do all day?
00:28:25In there.
00:28:26Therapy.
00:28:26Eat.
00:28:27Sleep.
00:28:27Therapy again.
00:28:29Does it help?
00:28:30Some days.
00:28:31Today it did.
00:28:36Proud of me?
00:28:38Don't make it weird.
00:28:40Too late.
00:28:41Talk.
00:28:44I dropped out after mom went into rehab.
00:28:46I figured.
00:28:47I told you football kept me busy.
00:28:49I didn't want you to know I was working at a fast food counter.
00:28:52Why?
00:28:53Because I wanted you to think one of us still got to be normal.
00:28:58I wanted you to have private school.
00:29:00A chance.
00:29:01At what cost?
00:29:03Mine.
00:29:04That's not how this works.
00:29:05I know that now.
00:29:06Do you?
00:29:08I was so scared of losing you that I forgot you're still here.
00:29:11Together.
00:29:12Or it doesn't work.
00:29:14Together.
00:29:15Quit one job.
00:29:16Take a class.
00:29:17You need a life.
00:29:17Listen to you.
00:29:18Took years.
00:29:19Even.
00:29:20I'm sorry.
00:29:21I know.
00:29:22I'm still angry.
00:29:23I know.
00:29:24Good.
00:29:25I'll wait.
00:29:26I know.
00:29:26Better than I thought.
00:29:28How there?
00:29:30Proud of me?
00:29:32Don't make it weird.
00:29:34Too late.
00:29:35Saturday.
00:29:36Park.
00:29:37The bench by the fountain.
00:29:39I'll be there.
00:29:44Saturday.
00:29:48I tried to blackmail No Mercer in a fast food restaurant.
00:29:53You haven't moved in 20 minutes.
00:29:54That's not true.
00:29:55I blinked.
00:29:56Dramatic.
00:29:57He texted Mason.
00:29:59Who did?
00:29:59Evan.
00:30:01How do you know?
00:30:02Judy told me.
00:30:03You're still talking to Juded?
00:30:04He's a pest.
00:30:05He's relentless.
00:30:06Sounds familiar.
00:30:07You okay?
00:30:08No.
00:30:09Want to talk about it?
00:30:09No.
00:30:10I was awful to him.
00:30:11To Evan?
00:30:12To everyone.
00:30:12You weren't awful.
00:30:13I tried to blackmail No Mercer in a fast food restaurant.
00:30:17Okay.
00:30:17That one wasn't great.
00:30:18I want to apologize.
00:30:19Then do it.
00:30:20He won't want to hear it.
00:30:20Probably not.
00:30:21Do it anyway.
00:30:22You're a good person, Caleb.
00:30:23I'm an okay person who likes you for some reason.
00:30:27How did you get in?
00:30:29Claimed I'm your cousin.
00:30:30We don't even look similar.
00:30:31Staff didn't care.
00:30:32What do you want?
00:30:34I'm here to apologize.
00:30:36All the mistakes I made.
00:30:37Quite a few things.
00:30:39Far more than that.
00:30:40You look worn out.
00:30:41I'm exhausted.
00:30:42You alright?
00:30:42Not really.
00:30:44Trying to fix it?
00:30:45Yes.
00:30:46I still hold a grudge.
00:30:48I get it.
00:30:49But I get your words.
00:30:50That's enough for me.
00:30:51I need time.
00:30:53Take all you need.
00:30:54You owe others apologies too.
00:30:55I know.
00:30:56Two people.
00:30:58Thanks for hearing me out.
00:31:02Out.
00:31:02I'm not here for a-
00:31:04Snow White.
00:31:05Cinderella.
00:31:06Sleeping Beauty.
00:31:07You've never seen any of them?
00:31:09Childhood was never ours at home.
00:31:10Tonight you do.
00:31:11This is happening?
00:31:13This is happening.
00:31:16Hi.
00:31:17I have to go in.
00:31:19On a Friday?
00:31:20Have fun.
00:31:21Drive safely.
00:31:22You okay?
00:31:23Mom's worse.
00:31:24She takes it out on me.
00:31:26You can stay here whenever.
00:31:28I might take you up on that.
00:31:30He talks about you, you know?
00:31:32Mason?
00:31:32Always talking about you non-stop.
00:31:35Stop.
00:31:35Make me.
00:31:38Out.
00:31:39I'm not here for a fight.
00:31:40I don't care why you're here.
00:31:41Out.
00:31:42I came to apologize.
00:31:45You're kidding.
00:31:45No.
00:31:46You blackmailed me.
00:31:47I know.
00:31:48You yelled at my brother on my porch.
00:31:49I know.
00:31:50You un-
00:31:50Talk.
00:31:52I was a wreck.
00:31:53Dragging you, Evan, everyone down.
00:31:55I don't seek forgiveness.
00:31:57Only to confess to you.
00:31:59Okay.
00:32:00Okay?
00:32:00Okay.
00:32:01Heard.
00:32:03For what it's worth, Evan's a good person.
00:32:05I know.
00:32:05He deserves better than all of us.
00:32:07I know that too.
00:32:10Kid grew up.
00:32:11I am angry.
00:32:12I know.
00:32:13And I missed you.
00:32:18You can sit, Mason.
00:32:21You came.
00:32:22I said I would.
00:32:23People say things.
00:32:25I don't.
00:32:26Therapy is annoying.
00:32:28Is it working?
00:32:29That's the annoying part.
00:32:30I have something to say.
00:32:31Okay?
00:32:32Early last year, I told the football team to shun you.
00:32:35The whole school followed.
00:32:36I figured part of it.
00:32:38I told him to have you all to myself someday.
00:32:40You isolated me?
00:32:41Yes.
00:32:41For months?
00:32:42Yes.
00:32:42That's among the worst things done to me.
00:32:44I know.
00:32:45Why are you telling me now?
00:32:46Because my therapist said honesty was the start of being someone you could love back.
00:32:51That's not fair to put on me.
00:32:52I'm not asking you to love me back.
00:32:53I'm asking you to know what I did and decide what to do with it.
00:32:57I want to be angry.
00:32:58Be angry.
00:33:00I am angry.
00:33:01I know.
00:33:02And I missed you.
00:33:03Both can be true.
00:33:05Both are true.
00:33:05I need time.
00:33:06You can have all of it.
00:33:07And space.
00:33:08Whatever you need.
00:33:09And honesty.
00:33:10From now on.
00:33:11Always.
00:33:12Always.
00:33:13Then we can start.
00:33:15Start what?
00:33:16Whatever this is gonna be.
00:33:19Okay.
00:33:26Brave boy.
00:33:30You walked here?
00:33:31I needed the air.
00:33:32Come in.
00:33:41You look better.
00:33:43I look skinny.
00:33:44Skinny and better.
00:33:45I came to apologize.
00:33:47Oh.
00:33:47For everything.
00:33:48The team.
00:33:49Pulling you into my mess.
00:33:50Almost letting you take the fall for the lock.
00:33:52You didn't let me.
00:33:52I almost did.
00:33:53Almost is doing a lot of work in that sentence.
00:33:56I missed you.
00:33:57I'm right here.
00:33:57I know.
00:33:59That's what I missed.
00:34:01Sap.
00:34:01Don't tell anyone.
00:34:03Too late.
00:34:04Riley already knows you're a sap.
00:34:06You and Riley?
00:34:08We're a thing.
00:34:09A thing.
00:34:10A me and him kind of thing.
00:34:12He better treat you right.
00:34:13He's working on it.
00:34:14That's all anyone can do.
00:34:16He apologized to me.
00:34:18Mason?
00:34:19Mason?
00:34:20Yes.
00:34:21Show off.
00:34:22You should call him.
00:34:23You should.
00:34:25I won't.
00:34:26You will.
00:34:27I might.
00:34:29Brave boy.
00:34:31Hello.
00:34:31It's me.
00:34:32I'm sorry.
00:34:33I don't do that.
00:34:33Are we okay?
00:34:34We're not friends.
00:34:35Fair.
00:34:35But we're not enemies.
00:34:36That's more than I deserve.
00:34:37Probably.
00:34:38Take care of Caleb.
00:34:39I will.
00:34:40Take care of yourself too.
00:34:41You too.
00:34:43That went better than I prepared for.
00:34:44He likes you more than he wants to.
00:34:46He hates me less than he wants to.
00:34:49Stir clockwise.
00:34:51Clockwise.
00:34:53That is the same direction.
00:34:55Then commit to one.
00:35:00You brought a pie.
00:35:02The therapist said gestures matter.
00:35:03The therapist sounds tired.
00:35:04She is.
00:35:06Hale.
00:35:06Mercer.
00:35:07You brought pie.
00:35:08Yes.
00:35:09What kind?
00:35:09Apple.
00:35:10Acceptable.
00:35:11Truce achieved through baked goods.
00:35:12We should write this down.
00:35:14Sit.
00:35:15Before something burns.
00:35:17You go to therapy?
00:35:19Yes.
00:35:20Is it helping?
00:35:21Yes.
00:35:23Good.
00:35:27I'll help.
00:35:29That went better than I prepared for.
00:35:31He likes you more than he wants to.
00:35:32He hates me less than he wants to.
00:35:33Same thing.
00:35:34Can I tell you something honestly?
00:35:36Always.
00:35:37This is the first dinner in a year that has felt like a real one.
00:35:40For me too.
00:35:41Okay.
00:35:58I won't ruin this.
00:35:59I won't ruin this.
00:36:14Therapy day?
00:36:17Good luck.
00:36:18Hiding in a chapel.
00:36:20Glamour-y is.
00:36:22Trying to think about us.
00:36:24Take your time.
00:36:26Mason, I'm scared.
00:36:28Me too.
00:36:29I'm scared of everything.
00:36:31I'm just loud about it.
00:36:32We're okay.
00:36:38That was not a disaster.
00:36:40Not a disaster.
00:36:42He said we're okay.
00:36:43He said we're okay.
00:36:49This one stays.
00:36:54I won't ruin this.
00:37:00It's so boring hanging around.
00:37:02What?
00:37:05You're quiet today.
00:37:07Is that okay?
00:37:08It's nice.
00:37:11You did that on purpose.
00:37:13Did what?
00:37:14Slow down.
00:37:15I'd slow down for any reason if it meant more time with you.
00:37:19Stop.
00:37:21Make me.
00:37:23You sound like Jude.
00:37:24That is the worst thing you have ever said to me.
00:37:27I told my school counselor about you.
00:37:29Oh no.
00:37:31She asked if my friend was my boyfriend.
00:37:33And you said?
00:37:35I said he's complicated.
00:37:37Brutal.
00:37:38She said complicated isn't a relationship status.
00:37:41She's not wrong.
00:37:42What are we, Mason?
00:37:44Whatever you want us to be.
00:37:46That's a coward's answer.
00:37:47I want to be your boyfriend.
00:37:49I have wanted that for a year.
00:37:50I will say it as many times as you need.
00:37:52Not yet.
00:37:53But not no.
00:37:55I can work with not no.
00:37:57Don't make me regret this.
00:37:59Never.
00:38:06It's so boring hanging around.
00:38:08What?
00:38:09Oh no.
00:38:10Hi.
00:38:10Not Maya's idea.
00:38:11All his idea.
00:38:12Lies.
00:38:12You followed us.
00:38:15Pure coincidence.
00:38:17Jude.
00:38:18I want snacks.
00:38:19He's lonely.
00:38:20I'm fine alone.
00:38:21He isn't.
00:38:34For what?
00:38:36For dragging you along on a stakeout.
00:38:39You did not drag me.
00:38:40I drove.
00:38:41You let yourself be dragged.
00:38:44Admit it.
00:38:44You were curious.
00:38:46About my brother and your brother?
00:38:47Yes.
00:38:48That qualifies as legal supervision.
00:38:51You're the most rule-abiding person I've met.
00:38:54That was not a compliment.
00:39:02Jude.
00:39:03Yes?
00:39:04You know I'm older.
00:39:06Statistically true.
00:39:07By a lot.
00:39:08By a couple of years.
00:39:09By enough.
00:39:13You should focus on senior year.
00:39:16College.
00:39:17Friends your age.
00:39:19You think I don't know what I want?
00:39:21I think you don't know yet.
00:39:24Then teach me.
00:39:27That is exactly the wrong answer.
00:39:29Why?
00:39:34Good night, Jude.
00:39:41I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it.
00:39:43Okay.
00:39:52Hey.
00:39:53Hey.
00:39:54Couldn't sleep.
00:39:56Me neither.
00:39:58I've been thinking about something.
00:40:00Be my boyfriend.
00:40:01Officially.
00:40:01On purpose.
00:40:03In words.
00:40:05Yes.
00:40:06Yes.
00:40:07Yes, Mason.
00:40:08Yes.
00:40:09Like for real?
00:40:10I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it.
00:40:12Okay.
00:40:13Same.
00:40:14Good night, boyfriend.
00:40:17Good night, boyfriend.
00:40:24What did I just do?
00:40:28Mason and I are official.
00:40:33If he hurts you, I am still allowed to break him.
00:40:36Noted.
00:40:36You're not mad?
00:40:37No, kid.
00:40:38He's not the worst version of himself anymore.
00:40:40That counts.
00:40:42Get some sleep.
00:40:44I was wondering when you'd call.
00:40:46Your brother officially has a boyfriend.
00:40:47I know.
00:40:48He called me right after.
00:40:49Of course he did.
00:40:50Don't be jealous.
00:40:52Good night, Jed.
00:40:52Good night, Mr. Mercer.
00:40:55You're the first person here I've told.
00:40:57Well, now you've told someone.
00:40:58Well, it didn't end.
00:40:59Apparently.
00:41:01You look weird today.
00:41:03Thanks.
00:41:04Like glowing weird.
00:41:05Stop.
00:41:05You have a boyfriend.
00:41:10How?
00:41:11Glowing weird.
00:41:12I have a sister.
00:41:13I know the symptoms.
00:41:14Maybe.
00:41:15Tell him congrats on getting the school's most popular guy.
00:41:17You're in a uniform, too.
00:41:19I'm still less distant than you.
00:41:21His name is Mason.
00:41:22Mason.
00:41:23Strong name.
00:41:24He's complicated.
00:41:25Of course he is.
00:41:26He's also good.
00:41:26Now.
00:41:27You got to go?
00:41:28A boy.
00:41:30Cool.
00:41:31Is that cool?
00:41:32Should it not be?
00:41:34You're the first person here I've told.
00:41:35Well, now you've told someone.
00:41:36Well, it didn't end.
00:41:37Apparently.
00:41:38Mason and Evan are official.
00:41:39I know.
00:41:40How do you know everything before me?
00:41:41Evan told Riley.
00:41:42Riley told me.
00:41:43Network leak.
00:41:44Sorry.
00:41:44Want gossip back?
00:41:45Always.
00:41:46Riley and I are official, too.
00:41:47Wait.
00:41:48Wait.
00:41:48I don't do that in confidence.
00:41:49Use the word official.
00:41:50I will tell three people max.
00:41:52June.
00:41:52Fine.
00:41:52Zero people.
00:41:53I'm so happy for you.
00:41:54Yeah.
00:41:54Yes.
00:41:55You deserve a loud one.
00:41:56He's loud.
00:41:57Perfect.
00:42:06We are leaving immediately.
00:42:08You were being...
00:42:10This is weird.
00:42:12Yes.
00:42:15We agreed to do this.
00:42:17We agreed under emotional duress applied by my boyfriend.
00:42:20You wanted to come.
00:42:21I tolerated coming.
00:42:24First to lose buys ice cream.
00:42:25Deal.
00:42:33I am unfamiliar with the laws of physics.
00:42:35It's okay.
00:42:36It's not okay.
00:42:37I'll teach you.
00:42:37Oh, no.
00:42:39You are cute.
00:42:42This is unfair.
00:42:43What is?
00:42:44You.
00:42:46We are leaving immediately.
00:42:48You were being cute just five minutes ago.
00:42:49I'm never cute.
00:42:51This is rigged.
00:42:53You bowled three strikes, dude.
00:42:56And then I peaked.
00:42:57I mean, come on.
00:43:05We're really doing this.
00:43:07Doing what?
00:43:08Being normal.
00:43:10For tonight, I'll take you.
00:43:19I forgave her anyway.
00:43:21I know.
00:43:24Your son is here.
00:43:25Send him in.
00:43:26You wanted to see me.
00:43:28Yes.
00:43:28For what?
00:43:30I wanted to tell you I'm doing better.
00:43:32The home is still working out?
00:43:33The therapy is.
00:43:34And?
00:43:35I'm not asking to come back.
00:43:36Then what are you asking for?
00:43:38I'm asking if you'd like to know me.
00:43:40As a person.
00:43:41Now.
00:43:42Mason, I do not have time for this.
00:43:44Okay.
00:43:44Don't be dramatic.
00:43:45I'm not.
00:43:46Mom, I forgive you anyway.
00:43:54Hey.
00:43:55She said she didn't have time.
00:43:56Where to?
00:43:56Where are you?
00:43:57I don't know.
00:43:58Walking.
00:43:58Class ends in 20 minutes.
00:43:59Wait at the corner.
00:44:01Okay.
00:44:01Evan.
00:44:06I forgave her anyway.
00:44:08I know.
00:44:10That's supposed to feel good.
00:44:12It will.
00:44:13Eventually.
00:44:14What do I do until then?
00:44:15You let other people love you instead.
00:44:17That sounds like a self-help book.
00:44:20Good.
00:44:21Because I mean every word of it.
00:44:23I'm an excellent boyfriend.
00:44:25You really are.
00:44:26The best one I've ever had.
00:44:27I'm always here.
00:44:30I'm always here.
00:44:32That's what close friends are for.
00:44:38Hi, Mom.
00:44:39Hello, sweetheart.
00:44:41How are you?
00:44:42Good days and bad days.
00:44:43Today is a good day.
00:44:44That's great.
00:44:45Is your brother there?
00:44:47Yeah.
00:44:49Mom.
00:44:51Hi, baby.
00:44:52How are you?
00:44:53Better.
00:44:54You?
00:44:55Working.
00:44:56Always.
00:44:57Yeah.
00:44:58Noah.
00:44:59I'm proud of you.
00:45:00I don't know what to do with that.
00:45:02Just hear it.
00:45:03Okay.
00:45:04I love you, Noah.
00:45:06I love you, too.
00:45:10Mom?
00:45:11He's still there?
00:45:12He just left the kitchen.
00:45:14Good.
00:45:14I needed to say it before he could.
00:45:16You said the right thing.
00:45:18I'm trying.
00:45:23Hey.
00:45:24She said proud.
00:45:25I heard.
00:45:26Why does that hurt so much?
00:45:27You don't have to be strong right now.
00:45:28You sound like Jude.
00:45:30He stole that line from me.
00:45:35I don't know how to be okay.
00:45:37You don't have to be okay.
00:45:38You just have to stay.
00:45:42That's what close friends are for.
00:45:48There.
00:45:48Happy now?
00:45:49Worth it.
00:45:49That was definitely worth it.
00:45:52You two are cute.
00:45:56You did not even hesitate it.
00:45:57Should I have?
00:45:58A year ago, you would have looked at her like she'd thrown a knife.
00:46:00A year ago, I would have looked at you the same way.
00:46:03Romantic.
00:46:03Honest.
00:46:07Get a room.
00:46:10Already got one.
00:46:11Thanks.
00:46:15That could have gone badly.
00:46:16Could have.
00:46:17You weren't scared?
00:46:19I was scared.
00:46:20Then why?
00:46:21Because you were scared too.
00:46:22And I'd rather be scared with you than safe alone.
00:46:25Stop saying things like that.
00:46:26Make me.
00:46:29There.
00:46:29Happy now?
00:46:30Worth it.
00:46:30That was definitely worth it.
00:46:32You're blushing.
00:46:34Shut up.
00:46:34This face.
00:46:36I barely recognize it anymore.
00:46:39I don't have time for this.
00:46:42What am I even doing?
00:46:45Maybe.
00:46:46Maybe just one coal.
00:46:48Come on, Victoria.
00:46:49You can do this.
00:46:51Hello.
00:46:52I need help.
00:46:53I need to make an appointment.
00:46:55For therapy.
00:46:56Yes, for myself.
00:46:59I actually did it.
00:47:00Maybe I'm not too broken.
00:47:02One step.
00:47:03That's all it takes.
00:47:21Housewarming.
00:47:21Why is it the size of a small child?
00:47:23Because love is enormous.
00:47:27You sure you don't want to wait until you have a roommate?
00:47:29I'm sure.
00:47:29Rent's due the first of every month.
00:47:31I know.
00:47:32Therapy continues weekly.
00:47:33I know.
00:47:34Call if anything goes sideways.
00:47:35I will.
00:47:36Good luck, Hale.
00:47:38For everything.
00:47:45Housewarming.
00:47:45Why is it the size of a small child?
00:47:47Because love is enormous.
00:47:49You need a couch.
00:47:50I will get a couch.
00:47:51And curtains.
00:47:52I will get curtains.
00:47:53And a personality.
00:47:53I'm cutting you out of the will.
00:47:55You don't have a will.
00:47:55You have a house planned.
00:47:57He's not wrong.
00:47:58I have things to do.
00:48:00You have nothing to do.
00:48:02I have everything to do.
00:48:03None of it here.
00:48:04Your apartment's ugly.
00:48:05I love it.
00:48:06Get out.
00:48:06Going.
00:48:08Does it feel real?
00:48:09Almost.
00:48:10My brick wall.
00:48:11A great view.
00:48:13Stop.
00:48:14Make me.
00:48:16I'm proud of you.
00:48:18Why are you here?
00:48:19I don't know.
00:48:19That's honest.
00:48:20My son told me you forgave me.
00:48:22How did that make you feel?
00:48:24Like I didn't deserve it.
00:48:26Why?
00:48:27Because I've been a terrible mother.
00:48:28That's a start.
00:48:29I don't know how to do this.
00:48:30That's why you're here.
00:48:33See?
00:48:34Yeah.
00:48:35Looking at trade school night classes.
00:48:37Yeah?
00:48:38Mechanic program.
00:48:39Two nights a week.
00:48:40That's actually happening?
00:48:41If I quit one of the jobs,
00:48:43you're quitting one of the jobs.
00:48:45Apparently you outrank me now.
00:48:47I always have.
00:48:48It's tight.
00:48:48But I think I can do it.
00:48:50We can do it.
00:48:51Evan.
00:48:52I have a part-time job interview Friday.
00:48:53What?
00:48:54A law office.
00:48:54Answering phones.
00:48:55Filing.
00:48:56Evan.
00:48:56It's good money.
00:48:57And I want to.
00:48:57You're 16.
00:48:58I'm 17 in two months.
00:48:59You are a literal child.
00:49:00I am a person who is doing this.
00:49:02Okay.
00:49:03Okay.
00:49:04Okay.
00:49:05We do this together.
00:49:06Together.
00:49:08How was your week?
00:49:10Quiet.
00:49:11Did you reach out to your sons?
00:49:12No.
00:49:13Why not?
00:49:14I don't know what to say.
00:49:16You could start with I'm sorry.
00:49:18I'm not sure I have the right.
00:49:19That's not how it works.
00:49:20Apologies aren't about rights.
00:49:22They're about honesty.
00:49:24I hurt them.
00:49:25Yes.
00:49:25Both of them.
00:49:26Start with one.
00:49:27Write a letter.
00:49:28A letter?
00:49:29Yes.
00:49:29Just to Mason.
00:49:30Start there.
00:49:31Hey.
00:49:33Walk with me.
00:49:34Properly.
00:49:35You sure?
00:49:36I've never been more sure of anything in my life.
00:49:39See?
00:49:40Yeah.
00:49:41Will you eat actual food today or just coffee?
00:49:44I'll try.
00:49:47Because it is.
00:49:53You've got a boyfriend.
00:49:54Why does everyone always know within the first hour?
00:49:56Okay.
00:49:58You're hanging a Polaroid of him before you've hung your own clothes.
00:50:02Fair.
00:50:03Here at this school?
00:50:04Across town.
00:50:05Long distance.
00:50:06Short distance with traffic.
00:50:07You good?
00:50:08Better than good.
00:50:11I'm officially moved in.
00:50:13Pictures.
00:50:15Tell Dev I said hi.
00:50:16He says you sound made up.
00:50:17Tell him to come over and verify.
00:50:24You've been staring at that for an hour.
00:50:26I know.
00:50:27You want me to open it?
00:50:28No.
00:50:29You want me to leave?
00:50:30No.
00:50:31Then open it.
00:50:37Mason.
00:50:38I've never been a good parent to you.
00:50:40I want to try harder.
00:50:43I'll respect if you refuse.
00:50:45I am unreasonably yet truly proud of you.
00:50:47Mom.
00:50:48Wow.
00:50:49Yeah.
00:50:49Are you going to write back?
00:50:51I don't know.
00:50:52You don't have to decide now.
00:50:54I know.
00:50:56She's never said proud before.
00:50:58I know.
00:50:59Don't know how to deal with it.
00:51:01You needn't do anything.
00:51:02Why does forgiving feel so hard?
00:51:04Because it is.
00:51:09Mom is being weird again.
00:51:10Come in.
00:51:12You take notes like a war crime?
00:51:14Excuse me?
00:51:15That handwriting is criminal in its perfection.
00:51:17I'm Maya.
00:51:20Evan.
00:51:20Evan.
00:51:21Be my friend.
00:51:23Okay.
00:51:23Just like that?
00:51:24You said please?
00:51:25I like you.
00:51:26Boyfriend?
00:51:27Girlfriend?
00:51:28Person?
00:51:28No one?
00:51:28Boyfriend.
00:51:29On this campus?
00:51:30Off.
00:51:30That counts.
00:51:31That does not count.
00:51:32Anything that requires a bus counts.
00:51:37There is the smile.
00:51:39What's that?
00:51:40A letter.
00:51:40To Mason.
00:51:41Why not send it to him?
00:51:42What if he doesn't write back?
00:51:44Then he doesn't.
00:51:44But you'll have done your part.
00:51:46My other son.
00:51:47Jude.
00:51:48What about him?
00:51:48I don't know him.
00:51:49Whose fault is that?
00:51:51I'll write to him too.
00:51:52Good.
00:51:54Mom is being weird again.
00:51:56Come in.
00:51:57She asked about you.
00:51:59Define asked.
00:52:00She said your name without a sigh attached.
00:52:02Progress.
00:52:02She also asked if you were eating.
00:52:04What did you tell her?
00:52:05I told her you eat takeout in your apartment with your boyfriend like an adult.
00:52:08Subtle.
00:52:08Subtle.
00:52:09Did she write to you?
00:52:10No.
00:52:11I don't care.
00:52:12You do.
00:52:14Maybe.
00:52:15She's trying.
00:52:16With me at least.
00:52:17Good for her.
00:52:17Jude.
00:52:18I'm not ready.
00:52:19That's fair.
00:52:20Maybe someday.
00:52:22Someday.
00:52:23Yes.
00:52:24Tell me about your day.
00:52:29Mason.
00:52:30Mason.
00:52:30Almost done.
00:52:31You said that an hour ago.
00:52:32This time I mean it.
00:52:34Where are you going?
00:52:35Back to my dorm.
00:52:37Why?
00:52:37Because you don't notice when I'm in the room.
00:52:39Evan.
00:52:39I sat there for three hours, Mason.
00:52:41I have a midterm in two days.
00:52:43I know.
00:52:43Then why are we fighting?
00:52:44Because you said tonight was ours.
00:52:46And every week it's the same conversation.
00:52:49You're right.
00:52:50What?
00:52:50You're right.
00:52:51You can't just say I'm right and have the fight be over.
00:52:53Why not?
00:52:54Because I had a whole speech.
00:52:56Tell me the speech.
00:52:57I love you.
00:52:57I love you too.
00:52:58And I will not be the kind of boyfriend who waits in your living room while you become a doctor.
00:53:02Okay.
00:53:02I want to be in your life.
00:53:03Not on the side of it.
00:53:05You are not on the side of my life.
00:53:06You are the center.
00:53:07Then act like it.
00:53:08You're right.
00:53:09Stop saying I'm right.
00:53:10Then stop being right.
00:53:11One hour.
00:53:11From now.
00:53:12Phone in the drawer.
00:53:13Just us.
00:53:14Promise?
00:53:15Promise.
00:53:17That was our first real fight.
00:53:19It was a small one.
00:53:21We're getting better at this.
00:53:22Yes.
00:53:23Tell me about your day.
00:53:26What happened?
00:53:27I called Jude.
00:53:28How did it go?
00:53:30He didn't pick up.
00:53:31Did you leave a message?
00:53:33No.
00:53:33Why not?
00:53:34I didn't know what to say.
00:53:36You could say I'm sorry.
00:53:38I'll try again.
00:53:40Good.
00:53:41Where's Noah?
00:53:42Parking the car.
00:53:43He still drives that ancient thing?
00:53:48Baby.
00:53:49Hi, Mom.
00:53:52Where's Noah?
00:53:53Parking the car.
00:53:54He still drives that ancient thing?
00:53:56With great love.
00:54:01Noah.
00:54:06You both look so old.
00:54:08Thanks, Mom.
00:54:10You look good.
00:54:11Both of you.
00:54:12Tired.
00:54:13But good.
00:54:15I want to talk, Noah.
00:54:16About what?
00:54:18About what I did.
00:54:19You don't have to do this today.
00:54:21I do.
00:54:22I've been waiting to say this for a long time.
00:54:25I lost myself, Noah.
00:54:27And I let you carry what I should have carried.
00:54:30You especially.
00:54:30Mom.
00:54:31Let me say it.
00:54:32I'm sorry.
00:54:33For the drinking.
00:54:34The screaming.
00:54:36Making you the parent.
00:54:37I am so sorry.
00:54:39I know, Mom.
00:54:42You didn't ruin me.
00:54:43You did not cause any of this.
00:54:45I did.
00:54:46And I'm fixing it.
00:54:53We're going to be okay.
00:55:02We could have been friends.
00:55:04Maybe in another life.
00:55:06Did you forget your apartment was the other direction?
00:55:09Can we come in?
00:55:10Yeah, sure.
00:55:12He insisted on coming over.
00:55:14Iced coffee?
00:55:15Yeah, that'd be great.
00:55:17I'm graduating.
00:55:19Congratulations.
00:55:21I keep thinking about all the stuff I did.
00:55:23I was a nightmare.
00:55:25I want my moment.
00:55:27We both were.
00:55:29I'm sorry.
00:55:31Yes.
00:55:32Not because I'm off to college.
00:55:34I saw you as a problem, not a person.
00:55:40You already apologized.
00:55:41On the phone.
00:55:42Phone doesn't count.
00:55:43Riley.
00:55:43Just let me say it.
00:55:45I was awful to you.
00:55:46I blamed you so I wouldn't have to blame myself.
00:55:48I used Evan and Noah to turn everyone against you.
00:55:52Noah.
00:55:52I tried to use Noah.
00:55:58We could have been friends.
00:56:00Maybe in another life.
00:56:02Maybe in this one.
00:56:03Maybe.
00:56:06This is the most emotionally mature thing I have ever witnessed in this group.
00:56:11Don't make it weird.
00:56:14She wrote you.
00:56:15She wrote me.
00:56:16Did she wrote me?
00:56:19You've been staring at that for an hour.
00:56:21I know.
00:56:23You want me to open it?
00:56:24No.
00:56:25You want me to leave?
00:56:26No.
00:56:27Then open it.
00:56:30Mason.
00:56:31I've never been good at being your mom.
00:56:33But I want to try.
00:56:34If you don't want that, I understand.
00:56:35I have no right to be proud of you.
00:56:36But I am.
00:56:37Wow.
00:56:38Yeah.
00:56:39Are you going to write back?
00:56:40I don't know.
00:56:41She's never said proud before.
00:56:44You don't have to do anything.
00:56:46Why does forgiveness feel like work?
00:56:49Because it is.
00:56:58Mom wrote you a letter?
00:57:00Yeah.
00:57:00She wrote you?
00:57:01She wrote me.
00:57:02Did she wrote me?
00:57:04I don't know.
00:57:05Of course not.
00:57:06I'm sorry.
00:57:08It's fine.
00:57:11Can I come over?
00:57:13Yes.
00:57:13Just to sit on your couch?
00:57:15Yes.
00:57:16Not anything.
00:57:17I know.
00:57:19I've been seeing someone.
00:57:21A man?
00:57:22You came.
00:57:23I came.
00:57:25Come in?
00:57:27Water?
00:57:28No.
00:57:29You read the letter?
00:57:30Yes.
00:57:33Did you bring an answer?
00:57:35I brought myself.
00:57:38That is more than I deserve.
00:57:40Probably.
00:57:40I've been seeing someone.
00:57:42A man?
00:57:43A therapist.
00:57:45You said therapy never worked.
00:57:46I lied.
00:57:47I never went.
00:57:48She told me to write the letter.
00:57:50The therapist?
00:57:51What do you want?
00:57:52To be your mother.
00:57:54You haven't been.
00:57:55I know.
00:57:56But you're still my son.
00:57:57I won't pretend.
00:57:58I'm not asking you to.
00:57:59I won't forget.
00:57:59I'm not asking you to.
00:58:00Then what?
00:58:01Let me try.
00:58:03Once a month?
00:58:04Once a month.
00:58:04Coffee?
00:58:05A walk?
00:58:06Something small?
00:58:06Yes.
00:58:07Write to Jude 2?
00:58:07I already did.
00:58:08You did?
00:58:09Yesterday.
00:58:17I have to go.
00:58:19I know.
00:58:20Mom.
00:58:21Yes?
00:58:23Don't make me regret this.
00:58:25I will try not to.
00:58:27Congratulations, Riley.
00:58:28Thanks.
00:58:29I mean it.
00:58:30I am going to cry.
00:58:31I can truly come at someone's...
00:58:33She'll be here.
00:58:34She promised.
00:58:34I know.
00:58:35She's never missed anything.
00:58:36I'm not worried.
00:58:41Riley Quinn.
00:58:42Come on up.
00:58:44I have to go.
00:58:45I have to go.
00:58:57Hi, graduate.
00:59:00Hi.
00:59:05What are you doing here?
00:59:06Why would you drive all the way here?
00:59:07We're a quirky crew stuck together.
00:59:09Like it or not, you're one of us.
00:59:11You came too.
00:59:13It's 20 minutes, Riley.
00:59:14Don't make it a thing.
00:59:16Still, it's still something.
00:59:17You didn't have to.
00:59:20Stop it.
00:59:21We didn't say anything.
00:59:23You're being nice.
00:59:24It's weird.
00:59:25Stop.
00:59:26I refuse.
00:59:27Deal with it.
00:59:32Congratulations, Riley.
00:59:33Thanks.
00:59:33I mean it.
00:59:34I am going to cry.
00:59:35I can feel it coming.
00:59:36Someone stop me.
00:59:37Do not cry.
00:59:37Not here.
00:59:38Not now.
00:59:38You'll set me off too.
00:59:45We need a group name.
00:59:46A what?
00:59:47A group name.
00:59:47We are clearly a group.
00:59:48No, absolutely not.
00:59:50What about the disasters?
00:59:51That is too accurate.
00:59:52Painfully accurate.
00:59:53Let's call us the people who did not kill each other.
00:59:54The survivors?
00:59:56Too long for a hashtag.
00:59:57You're not getting a hashtag.
01:00:02What?
01:00:03When?
01:00:03Is she okay?
01:00:05Yeah.
01:00:06Last break.
01:00:08Yeah.
01:00:09Yeah.
01:00:09I'll come.
01:00:12What's wrong?
01:00:14My sister.
01:00:16Mom wants me home.
01:00:18Then go home.
01:00:19It's three states away, Riley.
01:00:21I'll come with you.
01:00:23Riley.
01:00:23What?
01:00:24You don't have to.
01:00:25Hey, it's fine.
01:00:27Let's just pack up.
01:00:28Go get dressed.
01:00:34That's different.
01:00:35No, it isn't.
01:00:36What time are we leaving?
01:00:37First flight tomorrow.
01:00:38Then we pack tonight.
01:00:43I'm here.
01:00:44I know.
01:00:45Whatever happens, I know.
01:00:50Don't.
01:00:51For becoming somebody who would do this.
01:00:53You did that.
01:00:54Not me.
01:00:55Both.
01:00:56We did it.
01:00:57You passed.
01:00:59Caleb, yes.
01:01:00I love you.
01:01:04You came.
01:01:05Of course I came.
01:01:09You must be Riley.
01:01:11Yes, ma'am.
01:01:13Caleb has told me about you.
01:01:16Surprise.
01:01:20Thank you for coming.
01:01:21Of course.
01:01:24Allie's stable.
01:01:25She's going to be okay.
01:01:27The scare was worse than the situation.
01:01:29Come see her.
01:01:31We'll be right here.
01:01:32Took you long enough.
01:01:33I drove very fast.
01:01:35You flew.
01:01:36Same energy.
01:01:37You must be Riley.
01:01:39Hi.
01:01:41You're cute.
01:01:43Oh.
01:01:44Allie.
01:01:44What?
01:01:45He is.
01:01:46Read the room.
01:01:47The room is fine.
01:01:48The room is happy.
01:01:49The room is allowed to compliment your boyfriend.
01:01:54You are the actual best.
01:01:55I know.
01:02:00She liked you.
01:02:02She's 14, Caleb.
01:02:03Her opinion doesn't count.
01:02:04In our house, her opinion is law.
01:02:06And I guess I passed the test.
01:02:08You passed.
01:02:09Caleb, yes.
01:02:10I love you.
01:02:11I know.
01:02:12That's not the right answer.
01:02:14I love you too.
01:02:16This is what I always wanted.
01:02:20We are never moving again.
01:02:22You said that about the last apartment.
01:02:24I meant it more this time.
01:02:25We have a window.
01:02:26We have a real window.
01:02:28With a real view.
01:02:29Of a real other building.
01:02:31A king's view.
01:02:32Stop.
01:02:37Second house warming.
01:02:38I brought snacks.
01:02:39You two never eat properly.
01:02:40You are an angel.
01:02:41I am aware.
01:02:42I've been told.
01:02:43You two officially moved in together.
01:02:45This is huge.
01:02:46Yeah.
01:02:50You came.
01:02:51I lied.
01:02:52I figured something would need fixing.
01:02:55Many things need fixing.
01:02:56Most things, actually.
01:03:03This is what I always wanted.
01:03:06Pooch on a floor?
01:03:08A room with all my favorite people in it.
01:03:11He has not named anyone.
01:03:12You are one of the favorite people.
01:03:14Vindicated.
01:03:23I'm proud of you both.
01:03:25Don't.
01:03:25Hear it.
01:03:28Okay.
01:03:35You are putting too much vanilla in.
01:03:36You cannot put too much vanilla in.
01:03:38Yes, you can.
01:03:39We can.
01:03:40Mason.
01:03:40It's scientifically proven.
01:03:41More vanilla eats more happiness.
01:03:43You and your fake science.
01:03:47That's him.
01:03:48Don't set off the fire alarm.
01:03:49No promises.
01:03:51Where is the cake?
01:03:52Pancakes first.
01:03:52I will accept this.
01:03:55You wrapped a thing?
01:03:57I wrapped wrapping.
01:03:58You hate wrapping.
01:03:59I do.
01:04:03Noah.
01:04:04It's not jewelry.
01:04:05It's a placeholder.
01:04:06A placeholder for what?
01:04:08For when you turn 21.
01:04:11You said wait until 20.
01:04:13I said come back at 20 and we talk.
01:04:15And?
01:04:16And I am asking you to wait one more year.
01:04:19Because I want to be the version of myself you actually deserve.
01:04:22I am almost there.
01:04:23Not quite.
01:04:24Noah.
01:04:25One more year.
01:04:26And then what?
01:04:27And then I take you on a real date.
01:04:29You are infuriating.
01:04:30I know.
01:04:31You make me wait years to get one date.
01:04:34I want it to be a real one.
01:04:36Promise?
01:04:38Promise.
01:04:45I am going to cry into pancake batter.
01:04:48Already in the batter, Mason.
01:04:49Then it is seasoned.
01:04:51Hi.
01:04:51Hi, Mom.
01:04:52Welcome home.
01:04:56Stop fidgeting.
01:04:57You are fidgeting.
01:04:58I am the older brother.
01:04:59I am allowed to fidget.
01:04:59That is not how this works.
01:05:01She's here.
01:05:06Hi.
01:05:07Hi, Mom.
01:05:07Welcome home.
01:05:11The grandparents really aren't coming back.
01:05:13They sold the place to me.
01:05:15You bought it?
01:05:16At a discount.
01:05:17They wanted it gone.
01:05:18You?
01:05:19With what money?
01:05:20I work.
01:05:23You bought a house.
01:05:24Slowly.
01:05:25For us.
01:05:26And me?
01:05:28For all of us.
01:05:29Now.
01:05:29Noah.
01:05:31Mom.
01:05:32I am sober nine months.
01:05:34We know.
01:05:35I will go to meetings four times a week.
01:05:37Okay.
01:05:38I will not bring a single drop of anything into this house.
01:05:41Okay.
01:05:41And if I slip.
01:05:42You will tell us.
01:05:44I will tell you.
01:05:45And we will help.
01:05:46You are too kind to me.
01:05:47No.
01:05:48Noah.
01:05:48We did this together.
01:05:49You.
01:05:50Me.
01:05:51Evan.
01:05:51We are still doing this.
01:05:53Together.
01:05:56How was it?
01:05:57Big.
01:05:58Good big or bad big?
01:05:59Good big.
01:05:59You crying?
01:06:00A little.
01:06:01Want me to come home?
01:06:02Yes.
01:06:03On my way.
01:06:04My mom was sober and home.
01:06:06My brother was my landlord.
01:06:07My boyfriend was coming home.
01:06:09So did I.
01:06:10Will you?
01:06:18Happy birthday.
01:06:19Hi.
01:06:19Yesterday was my birthday.
01:06:20It is still birthday week.
01:06:22That's not a real concept.
01:06:23It's for you.
01:06:23You're bad at flirting.
01:06:24I'm out of practice.
01:06:25By a few years?
01:06:26By many years.
01:06:27This is a real date.
01:06:28This is a real date.
01:06:30I waited a long time for this.
01:06:32I know.
01:06:35Are you going to make it worth it?
01:06:36I will spend my life trying.
01:06:39That is the worst pickup line I have ever heard.
01:06:42And?
01:06:43It worked.
01:06:44It worked, Noah.
01:06:49Let me.
01:06:49I have a part-time job.
01:06:50This is the first one.
01:06:51I get the first one.
01:06:52And the next one?
01:06:53The next one is yours.
01:06:55Promise?
01:06:56Promise.
01:06:56You waited a year.
01:06:58So did I.
01:06:59Will you?
01:07:02I am still scared.
01:07:03I know.
01:07:04I am still going to be scared.
01:07:06I know.
01:07:06But I am here.
01:07:08That is all I asked for.
01:07:13Was that worth waiting for?
01:07:14Was it worth it for you?
01:07:16Every second.
01:07:17Then it was worth it for me too.
01:07:22Recovering disaster.
01:07:24I will take it.
01:07:27Can you tell me the name of the muscle that elevates you?
01:07:29It's the scapula.
01:07:30The Leventer scapula.
01:07:31That kid is okay now.
01:07:33That kid made it.
01:07:34You good for Friday?
01:07:35Got plans.
01:07:36Boyfriend?
01:07:37Yeah.
01:07:39Today we are painting feelings.
01:07:42What if I don't have any feelings?
01:07:44Everyone has feelings.
01:07:45Some of us just paint them better.
01:07:50You memorize the play?
01:07:52Three times over.
01:07:53You'll be great.
01:07:54You are not going to come, are you?
01:07:56I am 100% going to come.
01:07:59You said football was for people with no inner life.
01:08:03Did I say that?
01:08:06Vertif.
01:08:07I was 20.
01:08:09A lot has changed.
01:08:11You are 22.
01:08:13Like what?
01:08:16I love you, for one.
01:08:18You loved me when you were 20.
01:08:20I loved you when I was 18.
01:08:22That long?
01:08:23That long.
01:08:24Why didn't you say it?
01:08:25I was a disaster.
01:08:27True.
01:08:30Recovering disaster.
01:08:31I will take it.
01:08:35Drive safe.
01:08:36I will.
01:08:37Love you.
01:08:37Love you too.
01:08:38Whoops.
01:08:39I'm early.
01:08:39Didn't mean to rush you.
01:08:40Yeah, you are, but it's all good.
01:08:42I'll just sit out in the hallway.
01:08:43No biggie.
01:08:43Take your time.
01:08:44Get in here, Mom.
01:08:45Don't be silly.
01:08:49You look well?
01:08:50I feel well.
01:08:51Med school?
01:08:52Last year.
01:08:57I had a son who is a doctor.
01:08:59You have a son who will be a doctor.
01:09:00Judah told me he saw you last week.
01:09:02He sees me every week.
01:09:03He told me.
01:09:04Mason, you have been kinder to me than I deserve.
01:09:07We agreed not to say that anymore.
01:09:09I forget.
01:09:10Try harder.
01:09:11Okay.
01:09:12I see your father sometimes.
01:09:13What?
01:09:14At a meeting.
01:09:15For survivors.
01:09:17You go to those?
01:09:18I do.
01:09:19Mom.
01:09:20He has not asked about you.
01:09:21I would not let him if he did.
01:09:23But he is sober.
01:09:24He is older.
01:09:26He looks like a tired stranger.
01:09:28I just thought you should know.
01:09:31You owe him nothing.
01:09:32No meeting.
01:09:32No forgiveness.
01:09:33Never.
01:09:34I know.
01:09:35But if you want to know how he looks these days, hit me up.
01:09:37I'll tell you everything.
01:09:38Okay.
01:09:41Drive safe.
01:09:42I will.
01:09:42Love you.
01:09:43Love you too.
01:09:45Don't ever let me forget that this is real.
01:09:48Never.
01:09:52What?
01:09:54Nothing.
01:09:55That is not nothing.
01:09:56I'm thinking.
01:09:57Dangerous.
01:10:02You are being weird.
01:10:03I have been thinking about you.
01:10:04That is also dangerous.
01:10:05I am 23.
01:10:06Yes.
01:10:07You are 22.
01:10:07I am.
01:10:08We have been together five years.
01:10:09Mason.
01:10:09I am not asking you to marry me right now.
01:10:11I'm asking you if one day, bigger apartment, me as a doctor, you as a lawyer, all of us
01:10:15in the same room because we won't let each other disappear.
01:10:17Yes or no, Evan?
01:10:18Are you proposing to propose?
01:10:20I am proposing to propose.
01:10:22Yes.
01:10:23Yes?
01:10:23Like for real?
01:10:24Yes.
01:10:25For real.
01:10:26I've been sure for years, Mason.
01:10:28I just, I had to ask.
01:10:30And I just answered.
01:10:32Yes.
01:10:33Yes.
01:10:33I am going to marry you one day.
01:10:36You are.
01:10:37On purpose.
01:10:37In words.
01:10:38In front of everyone.
01:10:40Yes.
01:10:40And we will be those people who are old together.
01:10:44Old and annoying.
01:10:45Old and annoying.
01:10:49Don't ever let me forget that this is real.
01:10:51Never.
01:10:55I am so happy for you.
01:10:56I know.
01:10:57You are sure.
01:10:59A toast.
01:11:00Quiet.
01:11:01To my boys.
01:11:02Mom.
01:11:02Both of them.
01:11:03To Noah, who held this family together when nobody asked him to.
01:11:07To Evan, who held his brother together when he could not do it himself.
01:11:11And to the people they brought home with them.
01:11:13Mason, Jude, Caleb, Riley.
01:11:15You are also my boys now.
01:11:17Stop.
01:11:18I am at a dinner table.
01:11:20She has not even gotten to the actual toast.
01:11:22The toast is to all of you.
01:11:24To being here.
01:11:25Together.
01:11:26Five years ago, I couldn't have imagined this room.
01:11:28Thank you for not giving up on me.
01:11:31Thank you for coming back.
01:11:32Okay, we are crying.
01:11:34Caleb, pass the rolls.
01:11:37You okay?
01:11:38I'm okay.
01:11:39Liar.
01:11:39I'm a lot of things.
01:11:41Good a lot of things?
01:11:42Yeah.
01:11:43Mason proposed to propose.
01:11:46What?
01:11:47He asked if one day he could ask.
01:11:49And I said yes.
01:11:53Evan, don't cry.
01:11:55I'm not crying.
01:11:56You are crying.
01:11:57I am not crying.
01:11:58I am so happy for you.
01:12:00I know.
01:12:01You are sure.
01:12:02Five years sure.
01:12:04Then I am sure too.
01:12:06He is still on probation.
01:12:08Forever.
01:12:09Forever.
01:12:10Deal.
01:12:15We were always staying for dinner.
01:12:17He invited himself two hours ago.
01:12:19It is a classic.
01:12:22How was the office?
01:12:24Long.
01:12:24We won the custody case.
01:12:26The little girl?
01:12:27She is going to her grandmother.
01:12:29Where she should be.
01:12:30You are a hero.
01:12:31I am a tired person who likes paperwork.
01:12:33Same thing.
01:12:34How were rounds?
01:12:35A kid threw up on me.
01:12:36Glamorous?
01:12:37I love it.
01:12:38I know.
01:12:40Diane sent leftovers.
01:12:41Mom is not allowed to send you to deliver leftovers.
01:12:44Noah is at the garage.
01:12:45I am the messenger.
01:12:46Have you set a date?
01:12:48Jude.
01:12:48You have been engaged for two years.
01:12:50Set a date.
01:12:51We will set a date.
01:12:52When?
01:12:53Eventually.
01:12:53That is the same answer mom uses about cleaning out the garage.
01:12:56Jude.
01:12:57I'm just saying.
01:12:58Tell me my fiance is not here annoying you.
01:13:01I am here annoying them.
01:13:02Sorry.
01:13:03He brought leftovers.
01:13:05Earn tolerance.
01:13:07Stay for dinner.
01:13:09We were always staying for dinner.
01:13:10He invited himself two hours ago.
01:13:12Are you happy?
01:13:14Hey yourself.
01:13:16This is nice.
01:13:17I love you.
01:13:18I know.
01:13:20You are impossible.
01:13:22That is why you love me.
01:13:39The city and these people who love you both.
01:13:41I now pronounce you married.
01:13:43Kiss the boy.
01:13:45We are gathered here to witness two people who have already decided.
01:13:51Today is just the paperwork.
01:13:55Mason.
01:13:56Vows.
01:13:57I told you the first time we sat at a lunch table that I did not know why I was
01:14:00there.
01:14:01I know now.
01:14:01I showed up because deep inside my messy, fractured self, I could one day become someone worthy of staying beside
01:14:07you.
01:14:07You made me realize sharing is never losing.
01:14:10You helped me break free from my own shackles.
01:14:12I will spend the rest of my life trying to be the man you already think I am.
01:14:17I love you.
01:14:18I am yours forever.
01:14:22Heaven.
01:14:22For most of my life, I thought love meant being chosen.
01:14:26You taught me it meant being seen.
01:14:27You've taught me so much, Mason.
01:14:29You tried to shield me, and I found my own strength.
01:14:32And when you changed, I learned to truly believe in it all.
01:14:35You said you wanted to be a person worth sitting across from.
01:14:37You have been.
01:14:38For a long time.
01:14:40I will sit across from you for the rest of my life.
01:14:42Then by the power of the state, the city, and these people who love you both, I now pronounce you
01:14:47married.
01:14:47Kiss the boy!
01:14:54We did it.
01:14:55You keep saying that.
01:14:56Because I can't believe it.