00:00It's negative. It's negative. Still negative. It's not pregnant. It doesn't matter if it's one negative test or if it's
00:0720 negative tests. Each negative was a little bit harder and harder. It's negative. It's not pregnant. Ready? Yeah. One,
00:16two, three, four.
00:16I have been a nurse for a little over six years, but I've been in labor and delivery for about
00:24five of those. Working labor and delivery, you're just around birth all the time. So I knew when we got
00:30married that I was going to want to start a family shortly after. Last test before we go to Japan.
00:35I got it. Yeah. I don't think so. I think that's just... No, there's a lie there.
00:43I suggested that we take a test before we went to Japan. You can tell how shocked I was that
00:50it was positive. And Hugh had never seen a positive test before, so he was confused with how faint the
00:57line is.
00:57Unfortunately, a couple of days after we got to Japan, I ended up having a miscarriage. When we got over
01:03that and got back home, we both decided we wanted to immediately start trying again.
01:09Blur, girl.
01:10Oh, my gosh.
01:14Not only are we not pregnant, we're not negative. It's negative.
01:19It did become very tough recording each one and it just being negative. We tried to stay very positive throughout
01:26the process, but it was very difficult.
01:29It's negative. Dang it.
01:33Each time after that, we tested it later in the day or the following day. It slightly got lighter and
01:39lighter and then there was nothing.
01:40I've been at work all day and I'm a nurse, so I work about 12 to 13 hours of shift.
01:45I've been at work all day and so I texted Hugh and I was like, I'm getting all these signs.
01:49I don't know what it means. I know it's still early. I just really want to test. I feel like
01:54we should.
01:55Ready? Ready? One, two, three.
01:57Yeah.
02:04Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh. It's so dark. It's positive. I know.
02:16I was in disbelief for a very long time.
02:19It was such a dark line, so like a very positive test. I just felt peace from the Lord that
02:24it was actually it this time. It was very exciting and different than all the other times.
02:39What? What? What? What? No! Stop! Stop! I was like...
02:54His name will be Maverick Hugh Morris.
02:58You can have all these negatives and you can go through hard times and things cannot, you know, go the
03:03way that you had planned, but there's still going to be more in the end.
03:06And it's such a hard process to go through and I feel like now more than ever women are talking
03:13about it.