00:00spilled an entire box of paint in art class today did you fall into a paint
00:06palette an art-related accident you don't know how to handle it who says I
00:17don't then why are you calling daddy I was going to tell him you turned
00:20yourself into a painting today your excuses are getting smoother we're
00:24going home daddy says you have to soak paint stains first I already did daddy
00:32says you shouldn't pour in that much detergent it's already in how much half
00:37the bottle are you trying to wash the shirt out of existence don't say anything
00:45I didn't say a word you're laughing the head of the cross group defeated by a
00:52washing machine what are you looking at I haven't seen you laugh like that in
01:01five years clean up the floor first yes sir don't read too much into it I'm not
01:10pursuing you I'm taking care of the child first this goes here I know you put it
01:15on backward I was testing you right is stubbornness hereditary in the cross
01:20family too I have a question ask do you still love daddy who taught you to ask
01:26that television watch less of it from now on so do you love him or not I do then
01:36why didn't you want us before because I was stupid how stupid stupid enough stupid
01:45enough that when someone put the most important answers right in front of me I
01:48still thought I was smarter than him that is pretty stupid no need to repeat it
01:53so you regret it now every day does daddy still love you I don't know why don't
02:02you ask if he doesn't want to say I won't pressure him then what are you going
02:08to do keep working through my internship good attitude two points only two don't
02:16be greedy
02:25if you're uncomfortable I'll leave no need finish the contract I remember you
02:35grabbing my sleeve that night and I remember that you remembered nothing the
02:38next morning afterward all I remembered was the scent I kept thinking that if I
02:46found that person I'd finally have the answer the answer isn't who slept with you
02:53it's how you treated that person after you woke up I got it wrong both times yes
03:06I'll never use losing control as an excuse again
03:11want me to drive you no you weren't the only one who lost control back then but what hurt
03:23me afterward were the choices you made while you were perfectly lucid
03:41take it if you need it if not I'll leave right away you've certainly learned to keep your distance
03:49because I finally understand that getting close isn't up to the person who wants to
03:59what if you'd understood that five years ago there are no what-ubs all I can do is make sure
04:04the person you are today
04:06never has to fear me making the same choices again
