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Love island – Season 13 Episode 36 engsub fullfilm❤️⚡️ Secret Engagement
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00:12Previously on Love Island...
00:14Emotions run high.
00:16We're a really good guest.
00:20This is very good, actually.
00:22We run the affair now, then.
00:23It's not great, bro. I feel for yads.
00:24It's not great.
00:25Charlene's warm and happy and friendly.
00:27Got a smile back on my face.
00:29I know, bro.
00:31Oh, my God.
00:32Simba, man.
00:33Does take two to tango.
00:34Take two to tango? Don't do that.
00:36Idiot.
00:36I feel like I'm in a good position
00:37because Priya likes him to fully a win-win.
00:39I'm not necessarily attracted to her so much.
00:41Oh, you're not?
00:42I'm not.
00:43I feel like it would be so lit if Priya brought you back
00:44because then I can just be like, okay, cool.
00:46I feel like a mug in here.
00:47You literally went to Priya.
00:48Bring him back.
00:49It's so you could get to know him.
00:50Don't equate it.
00:51Both of you have a bit blindsided me there.
00:52Bit of a kick in the teeth, guys.
00:54But he said to you, I'm more interested in you.
00:56But you never relayed that to me.
01:19I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
01:25The tears fall.
01:28And I'm so sorry for hurting these people I am.
01:31She's crying.
01:32Her luck.
01:49Movie night's not over yet, but the reviews are in.
01:53Five stars from MovieMag.
01:55It's a smash, said Top Flicks.
01:58You can stick your movie night up your ****, says Cav, off Love Island.
02:03I'm not sure we'll put that last one on the poster.
02:08Guys, no, I just need to have to take the humble for it.
02:12Catch me if you cavern.
02:16What happens on tour stays on tour, boy.
02:22HEAD SPUNTS
02:22HEAD SPUNTS
02:23A little bit.
02:23Probably.
02:24Yeah.
02:25I can tell.
02:26I can tell.
02:27You had a nice kiss, though.
02:27You're good kissing.
02:28Do you reckon?
02:29Mm-hmm.
02:30I could have kissed you all night, to be fair.
02:31I didn't really want it to stop.
02:32Oh, my God, my dress.
02:34Yeah.
02:34I just love your personality, I'll be honest.
02:36Really?
02:37I do, yeah.
02:37Obviously, you are sexy, gorgeous, but I think, yeah, your personality, I feel like you're
02:42very caring.
02:43Yeah.
02:44Do you know what I mean?
02:45I've written on kissing your laugh, right?
02:46Really?
02:48I think it's your nail.
02:50Oh, God, I'm going to get sick.
02:57You're such a cute couple.
02:58Thanks, Fitz.
02:59Thanks, Fitz.
03:01We have your blessing.
03:02Might as well stay here, won't we?
03:04Yeah, don't go back.
03:05I actually don't really want to go back.
03:07Don't.
03:08Don't you dance.
03:09Don't you dance.
03:09Don't you dance.
03:10Don't you dance.
03:11Yeah, let's just stay on holiday.
03:13You're gorgeous.
03:14Thanks.
03:15I feel like I just want to take care of you.
03:17Do you know what I mean?
03:17Of me?
03:18Yeah.
03:18Oh, that's my dream.
03:20Yeah.
03:20I think that's probably why I am so, like, attracted to you.
03:23Really?
03:23Honestly, when I first came in, I was just drawn.
03:26Shh.
03:27Shh.
03:28Don't, don't, don't, don't.
03:29The lad's holiday vibe's gone.
03:31It's now, like, a connection, isn't it?
03:32Mm-hmm.
03:33I'm looking forward to exploring, don't I am?
03:35Yeah.
03:36And another kiss now.
03:37Oh, my God, Cav.
03:39Honestly.
03:42This is not nice to see, is it?
03:45Charlene, Charlene.
03:49Charlene, where have you been?
03:52For four weeks, Charlene.
03:53Oh, my God, Cav.
03:56Oh, my God.
03:58This cast is great.
04:01Cav, man.
04:03That's terrible.
04:04No.
04:10Where have you been for four weeks?
04:11Oh, no.
04:12Yeah, now you're speechless.
04:13This girl is so upset.
04:14She's absolutely heartbroken.
04:16She really cares.
04:16Why am I getting so on to me?
04:18Yeah.
04:18You've got a smirk on your face.
04:20You've got a little smirk on your face.
04:22I come back and I owned what I did and I told them what I've done.
04:25But then you're having a go at her for it.
04:26She hasn't even entertained anyone.
04:27Because I'm getting roasted.
04:28Because she didn't do half of that shit, Cav.
04:31She hasn't entertained anyone.
04:31No, but Ellie, they were on a break, no?
04:34But you, did you hear the conversation before they left?
04:37No.
04:38They knew everything about that, though.
04:40They knew about the kiss.
04:41They knew about the connection.
04:42There was nothing.
04:42They knew everything.
04:43It's the little comments, though.
04:44It's the little comments are the problem.
04:46That wasn't nice.
04:49In casa, you get the adrenaline for the first day, then the second day...
04:53Adrenaline?
04:54Adrenaline can draw yourself.
04:55What do you mean?
04:56How do you think she's feeling right now?
04:58How the fuck do people not understand this?
04:58It's people's feelings, man.
05:00It's people's feelings.
05:01You've fucked them both out.
05:02And then Charlene as well.
05:03You've basically played with her as well.
05:06I get Cav messed up yet, but he was in a bad place before he left.
05:09That's why.
05:12Whose fault was that?
05:13Whose fault was that?
05:14I'm not saying his fault.
05:15Samraj, how are you defending this?
05:17Just shut up.
05:18It's situational.
05:18Honestly, just stop.
05:19All you have to do is that was a hard watch.
05:21I'm really sorry we spoke about it.
05:22Of course, and I agree.
05:23I agree that was a hard watch.
05:24Stop using these excuses about we were not in a good place.
05:26It's not an excuse.
05:26It's perspective, Jas.
05:28It's perspective.
05:29You don't know it.
05:33You know it, and you know what we live.
05:35I do, and I feel like we've already spoke about it.
05:36You're going to do all of that shit.
05:38Are you actually good?
05:39The only reason I'm quiet just then is because it's hard for me to speak to you.
05:41To look at you is hard for me.
05:43For you to walk down there was hard for me.
05:45You're gross to me.
05:46You're gross.
05:47All of you are gross, but you all back each other.
05:49It's disgusting.
05:50And you girls don't back each other, though.
05:51You girls don't back each other, though.
05:53They do the same thing, though.
05:54I feel like you lot are actually delusional.
05:55I feel like you guys forget that kissing and cuddling.
05:58That's a really intimate thing.
06:00I'm what you were saying.
06:00What are you saying?
06:02What are you saying?
06:02What are you saying?
06:02What are you saying?
06:03Can you just let them speak?
06:04It's just like you can't really have it.
06:05We need a conversation.
06:06I was quiet that whole time.
06:07This is my time to talk.
06:08I was quiet that whole time.
06:09You have a conversation.
06:11Not everyone needs to keep checking the two pence in.
06:13Yes, they can.
06:13They can check me in for me because they just look quiet.
06:15They've seen me this whole time.
06:16They're allowed to stand up for me.
06:17They can stand up for me as much as they want.
06:18So why is that not fair when they stand up for me?
06:22Have some respect for me.
06:23That shit was actually fucking crazy.
06:24It was worse than I even thought.
06:25You can be like, damn.
06:26That's how that came across.
06:27That's really mad.
06:28I'm so sorry, Jaz.
06:29You don't deserve to sit there and cry.
06:30You can come give me a hug.
06:31Instead, you do this.
06:32And then you come for my girls for standing up for me.
06:33Please.
06:34Please.
06:35Stop.
06:36I feel like I've sat and I've held my hands up about what was.
06:39No, you didn't.
06:39Because you tried to compare me and Jordan to you.
06:41You tried to compare it.
06:42Yeah, because you're all coming out.
06:43And Simba's reacting.
06:44I don't know why you're reacting.
06:45What do you mean Simba's reacting?
06:48Yeah, don't look.
06:49Don't look.
06:50Just sit there.
06:50Seriously.
06:51I'm looking straight at the screen.
06:53Bro, I can't even breathe, bro.
06:55For you, like, to do this shit, it's actually hurtful.
06:57I think it's also just, like, not nice.
06:59Or even for, like, Charlene, though.
07:00So she's come back and say, it's actually two people involved.
07:03It's not just Jaz.
07:04It's actually...
07:05I've held my hands up and said I've put myself in a bit of people.
07:06I know you have, but then it's always, like, followed by a butt.
07:08Well, what else do you want me to do, Yaz?
07:10Just shut up.
07:13Yeah, man, just on chat-ins, bro.
07:14Just on chat-ins, bro.
07:16I literally can't deal with this shit.
07:22Like, some of the stuff he said was a little bit...
07:24Of course, but it's...
07:24But, like, yeah, that was bad.
07:27I don't know, I just think you had a really bad few days with Jaz.
07:30You were really overthinking it.
07:31This girl came in and you just explored it.
07:41I don't think her saying she wants to keep him here as an option and make Pari...
07:45Exactly, why was that all dismissed?
07:46That was ridiculous.
07:47That just gets dismissed like it's nothing.
07:49Stupid boys, just boys.
07:56What are the boys doing defending him?
07:58There's nothing to defend!
07:59There is nothing to defend!
08:02That...
08:03Cab tried to compare me and Jordan.
08:05Are you fucking joking me?
08:07That's why I had to pay for...
08:08Where have you in the past four weeks?
08:09Your personality, our future, are you crazy?
08:12Are you actually fucking crazy?
08:15I understand that it doesn't look great.
08:18I just don't get how they can all get on to me and just forget everything else that's gone.
08:23Obviously, yeah, it's between you and Jaz, but do you know what I think is?
08:26The same way the girls chime in, we all see you hurt, so why don't we have a right to
08:30chime in as well?
08:31And then they want to compare the way they back each other to the way we back each other here.
08:34Yeah, because you all fucking clown us around, so we back each other because you clown us around.
08:38You lot sit there, we sit here like idiots, so I'm gonna back my fucking girls.
08:41You don't need to back your boy when he's an idiot, you need to G-check him, hello?
08:48Save the best till last, eh?
08:52I'm crying, my girls are defending me.
08:54You as my man should sit there who's groveling.
08:57You should sit there and be like, period, and you guys are right, and you should back your girls.
09:00That is the closest I've ever felt to being cheated on.
09:02I don't need it, you guys, I actually don't.
09:04And I don't want it, and I don't want it.
09:06And I fucking love my single life, I love it.
09:09I'm here because I wanted to see if I was open to it.
09:11And you know what I've shown myself?
09:12I'm so open to it because I really fell for this boy.
09:14And I know that in my heart, I'm not this cold girl who can't, isn't capable of love.
09:19Because that's actually what I started to find with him.
09:22You obviously both like each other.
09:25You still wanna pursue things, even though things are this chaotic.
09:30If I love you, I am loyal to a fault.
09:31You got that out of me and you fumbled it, idiot.
09:33He's talking about, oh, I'm feeling this, I'm feeling that.
09:37Where have you been the past week?
09:39Are you an idiot?
09:42Oh, guys, I can't.
09:43I'm disgusted.
09:44All of those boys are disgusting.
09:46The way they're backing each other is disgusting.
09:47Like, shut up!
10:06Movie night's over!
10:07Oh, and guys, if that giant screen mysteriously vanishes tomorrow morning,
10:11let's not look into it too deeply, okay?
10:14Anyway, totally different subject.
10:16If anyone fancies coming round my gaff on Saturday
10:18to watch England-Norway on a massive screen...
10:21Simba?
10:22No?
10:23Not in the mood?
10:23If heaven won't take you, then I won't go, Romeo.
10:29Andrew, you wanna chat?
10:31What do you wanna talk about?
10:32It's up to you.
10:33If you don't want to, it's fair, I don't know.
10:35But...
10:35But why do you wanna talk?
10:36I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:38Okay.
10:39I feel like every time I try to come, then you're like,
10:41oh, no, I don't wanna chat, like...
10:43I'm not forcing you, you don't wanna talk to me.
10:45You wanna chat then?
10:46All right.
10:49I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:50All right.
10:50Let's go.
10:52How are you?
10:55Great.
10:56I got problems.
10:57You up?
10:58I got problems.
10:59Three problems.
11:00Can't stop.
11:02Obviously, you know what, actually, first of all,
11:04let me just start by apologising.
11:07Um...
11:07I was just...
11:08I was just angry at, you know,
11:10Mara and the rest of the girls
11:11just always trying to chip away at me.
11:14These last two, three days,
11:15it's been very difficult.
11:16I just feel like me kind of raising my voice
11:19and kind of clapping back a little bit, that's...
11:21Like I said, it's like, if you keep poking a bear,
11:23eventually I'm gonna pop off.
11:24It wasn't directed towards you whatsoever.
11:26Everything I've done, all my mistakes,
11:28yeah, I hold up my hands.
11:29There's nothing...
11:29I can't defend myself.
11:30I've got no leg to stand on.
11:31I've fucked up on numerous occasions now,
11:33so I'm sorry for that.
11:36I just feel like everything you say and you do is just bullshit.
11:40Like, genuinely...
11:42Like, the way you behave outside of our conversations,
11:46how can I genuinely sit there and believe
11:49that our connection is such-and-such?
11:51It is, darling.
11:52It's not such-and-such.
11:53It's not such-and-such.
11:54It's not such-and-such.
11:55It's actually laughable.
11:56It's actually a joke.
11:58Because I've actually been fooled this whole time, I feel like.
12:00No, we haven't been fooled.
12:01Genuinely, I've actually been fooled.
12:03Don't you feel like...
12:04Don't you feel like...
12:05If I really didn't like you...
12:06Oh, my God, it's actually hilarious,
12:08seeing your conversations with me,
12:10seeing your conversations with Mara.
12:15Talking about...
12:16I said, can I trust you?
12:18I don't even know why I asked that question,
12:19because I know I fucking can't.
12:21And you say yes.
12:22And then you go and...
12:24Angie.
12:24Every...
12:25All these conversations...
12:26I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
12:30You have your own interpretation of how to do things.
12:33I have my own.
12:34Like I said, I've fucked up.
12:35I've never once...
12:37but I don't have to lips up the place.
12:38I don't have to do too much.
12:40I don't have to bring people back from Casa Amor.
12:43Like, if...
12:44It's because your words aren't matching your actions.
12:47I know, I know, I know.
12:47My words are matching my actions.
12:50I'm sorry, Angie.
12:51I've talked to her.
12:52Yeah, but how many times can you say sorry?
12:54I don't know.
12:54What do you want me to do?
12:55I said to you, if you want me to go home, I'll go.
12:57What do you want me to do?
12:59Your actions ain't like...
13:00Do you still want this?
13:00Do you still want this?
13:01I don't know.
13:02I don't know if I do,
13:03because I just feel like just watching that shit
13:05and how you behave when I'm not there,
13:08when you're having other conversations with other people,
13:10I just feel like I just don't even know for this anymore.
13:12I can't even look at you.
13:15This is shit for me, genuinely.
13:17I know.
13:18I'm trying to fix this.
13:19I want to fix this.
13:20And like I said,
13:21I've literally left myself in a most vulnerable position
13:23and said, I did it with Mara.
13:24I don't care about her.
13:25I don't want that to work no more.
13:27Yeah, but...
13:27I just want you.
13:28No more.
13:28So why did you feel like...
13:30I told you, I told you.
13:31Why did it take that for you to notice that,
13:33OK, no, I don't want her no more?
13:35You're the biggest reason in terms of why I'm here right now.
13:38You're the only thing that's really keeping me here right now.
13:40I don't need to be here right now.
13:41I'm here for you.
13:43I miss you.
13:44I miss us.
13:45Oh, God.
13:49Chatting shit.
13:51I'm cool off this conversation now, to be honest.
13:55I'm cool off of it.
13:55There's nothing.
13:56Angie, please, wait, wait.
13:57Why are we walking away, though?
13:58Why can't we ever...
13:59I'm just cool off of this conversation now.
14:01Bro, I told you.
14:02I'm sorry.
14:03And I'm dead in it with...
14:04I just want you.
14:06Calm, man.
14:06I don't know, Simba.
14:07Calm.
14:10It's every day.
14:11Same cycle, bruv.
14:15I just feel like I disrespected you.
14:17And if I could take it back, I would never do it.
14:18Yeah, I know.
14:19And I know it's only a challenge when people go,
14:20oh, challenge this, challenge that.
14:21But even watching it, I felt sick looking.
14:23I was like, that's disgusting.
14:24Do you know what I mean?
14:26I know you should be the one upset, but I'm just fuming at it.
14:28I actually like that you're fuming at it.
14:30Just stupid, like you're the one who should be upsetting on me.
14:31Yeah, but...
14:32Man, I'm serious.
14:34All those girls need to relax.
14:35Fuck me.
14:36I get they're standing up, but some of it is just so unnecessary.
14:39I just didn't chime in because I said, I'm not getting involved.
14:41I can't be bothered to get involved.
14:42And I just let them at it.
14:44Are you adults or children?
14:45Do you know what I mean?
14:46They're acting like in the classroom.
14:47Get out, like...
14:49Yeah, to be fair, I feel like...
14:50But are you okay?
14:51We didn't even be talking about that.
14:53Are you okay?
14:53No, I'm fine.
14:54You sure?
14:54Yeah.
14:55Did anything shock you there?
14:56No.
14:56I thought Mika's behaviour pre was ridiculous.
14:59I feel really bad for Priya.
15:00I feel so bad for her.
15:01I feel so bad for Priya.
15:02She got dug out there a few times.
15:04You okay?
15:04Yeah, I'm just like, I feel bad.
15:08I feel sad.
15:10Feeling all the emotions.
15:12Are you okay?
15:13No, I'm fine.
15:14I'm fine.
15:15I'm fine with you as well.
15:16I feel bad for...
15:17I'm going to speak to her later, but...
15:18Me too.
15:18In the moment...
15:20I don't know.
15:21It didn't feel that bad.
15:22No.
15:23I want to apologise.
15:23I want it to feel bad.
15:24Because I know she felt bad with, like, you and Jazz and her.
15:27Because you were, like, the closest three or her two closest mates.
15:30Yeah, that's why I feel so bad.
15:31Because I really love her and I'm, like, the last thing I want to do.
15:34It's her.
15:35Also the it comment.
15:37That was bad.
15:38Even though I said afterwards, I don't know if I said to someone else,
15:40I don't know if it's the right word, it's a strong one.
15:42I will apologise to Priya.
15:43Even though I know I'm, like, she's my gal, like, I love her so much.
15:48I thought it should have come from you.
15:51But now, upon reflection, it should have come from me.
15:54Tomorrow's the new day.
15:56Tomorrow's not even going to fix it.
15:58No.
15:59No, no, no.
16:00Is Samara Jamaica over there?
16:01Yeah, he tried.
16:02He's actually going to speak to them both, to be honest with you.
16:04We did give it a go, need it work out, and that's the way it is.
16:06Are you ready to chat or should we chat in a minute?
16:08No, no, no, it was honestly nothing.
16:09It's all right.
16:09Do you know what?
16:10Actually, I'll speak to you both.
16:13I feel so bad for her.
16:15No, that's not okay.
16:16It's not okay.
16:16And I'll say that front up to them.
16:18No, so would I, for sure.
16:21Are you by far?
16:21Um, no.
16:23I want to start by saying, honestly, Priya, I'm really sorry.
16:26You know how much I love you and that shit, honestly, I'm not joking.
16:30That was a hard watch.
16:32I can't even imagine how you feel.
16:34If anything, I look like an evil ass bitch.
16:36You're one of my closest friends and I'm here.
16:38One, you could have told me, but you didn't, that's fine.
16:40Yeah.
16:40But the first thing was, that was the night that you said to me that you had the ick with
16:44me.
16:45Yeah.
16:45Watching that said about yourself is fucking shit.
16:47No, of course.
16:48So, first of all, I'd like to apologise to you.
16:50What I said was said and I own what I said.
16:52Second of all, I can understand what you...
16:53Don't say sorry for how you feel, though.
16:55If you genuinely felt that you had the ick, that's fine.
16:56I'm going to explain why.
16:57So, for me, I think some of the stuff you were doing maybe subconsciously was like grating
17:02away at me, but I thought, let's carry on.
17:05And ick is a very strong word.
17:06But then you still tried to kiss me in bed, so that's obviously not how you felt.
17:08Yeah, and I think that's not okay either.
17:10And I agree.
17:11Maybe it's my own immaturity, little things are getting to me.
17:13Maybe that's where I need to grow.
17:15And we did have a good connection with what we had.
17:16That's why I thought, why am I going to all of a sudden shut the door because Meeks told
17:20me she liked me.
17:21I thought that's not right.
17:22I didn't want him to do that either.
17:24That's why I feel horrific as well.
17:25I'm really loyal to you girls.
17:27And I literally said to you, I can see that you and so much have a connection.
17:31Please explore that.
17:32You're very mature about it.
17:33I've been very graceful.
17:34So, it's just like the sneaking around and me in the kitchen and then for you to just
17:39lie.
17:40I don't know.
17:40I just look like a dickhead.
17:42No, honestly, that's awful.
17:44I thought I was very intent with my feelings, but I'm like a gullible twat.
17:49That's the issue.
17:50I'm just confused as to why you're not telling me these things because you're scared that I'm
17:53going to freak out.
17:53I don't get it.
17:54I genuinely think no.
17:56The ick comment.
17:56But that's what you said because you said you're not scared she's going to freak out.
17:59I literally said to Samraj, you should tell her that.
18:02Ick is a strong word.
18:03And you literally need to tell Priya that because what the fuck are you doing in a couple
18:06with her and kissing her in bed and y'all are getting intimate and this, this, this,
18:10if you have the ick.
18:12With the ick thing, like I said, it's a bad comment to say.
18:15I'm never going to say that about anyone.
18:16I'm crying.
18:17I think my reasoning was to keep you in the dark, but I apologise for that.
18:19Yeah.
18:19But I hope you're okay, Priya.
18:21Yeah, I'm fine.
18:21I'm really sorry, Priya.
18:22I appreciate your apology.
18:24If you've got the ick, then why did you, one, try and kiss me in bed again that night?
18:29That's no ick.
18:29I'm never, ever, ever going to say that someone has given me the ick again.
18:33Because watching that about yourself is fucking shit.
18:38And all your layers to the fullest.
18:42But the heavens won't condone it.
18:46Tough watch that.
18:48Angelista's mad at Simba.
18:49Jasmine's not talking to Cav.
18:51And one of the potted plants just told Jordan he didn't deserve Priya.
18:58I don't want to look like I've given you the right advice.
19:02Like, from Jaz's perspective, that I'm trying to break yous to her.
19:06I do think you don't think she's the right of me.
19:10I do think that.
19:12Because you don't.
19:13Because I see the argument, Cav.
19:15Of course, but everything has arguments ahead.
19:18Well, then I've given you the wrong advice then, haven't I?
19:20If this doesn't work out with Cav, though, I can't take this.
19:24I think...
19:25I'm really just like him.
19:26Like, you saw, look up, please hold up.
19:28Mika, that's not me to react like that.
19:30It's outside with Cav again tonight.
19:32Cav don't have a bed either, innit?
19:33Bro, you've got to serve your time in the trenches, man.
19:35I hope it's worth it.
19:36I hope you won't get what you need to.
19:38Hopefully, bro.
19:39My fucking brothers, man.
19:41My word.
19:42I appreciate you.
19:44I love you so much.
19:45I love you.
19:46You're fucking iconic.
19:48You're actually iconic.
19:49You're so iconic.
19:51You're literally like...
19:52It's what it is.
19:56My salvation won't be sacrificed.
20:02She's obviously really upset.
20:04I should've told her about the egg thing, but at the same time,
20:06I just thought he should've told her.
20:08Like, it shouldn't be coming from him.
20:10Yeah, from her part, it's a little bit shady, man.
20:13The whole thing with Jordan and stuff.
20:15Yeah, bro, like, that's so sly, innit?
20:17Mm.
20:18Do you know what I'm saying?
20:19What am I just taking all the stick?
20:22I am sorry.
20:22Both of you in that situation, you've not told me straight away,
20:25and then you've made me look more like a dickhead.
20:27I agree.
20:27I agree.
20:28But you never ask for that.
20:29I don't need...
20:29I don't need to be sugar-coated.
20:31I can take shit.
20:32And you never ask for protection.
20:34I can't go back in time and fucking fix it.
20:36So I'm just gonna own it.
20:37I did what I did.
20:37It was wrong.
20:38I appreciate that.
20:39I appreciate that.
20:40But I actually want to mind someone.
20:42Like this.
20:43You say want to.
20:44You've been here like...
20:44I want this.
20:45You've been here like two days, man.
21:10I can't go back in time.
21:11Baby, let me out of the blue.
21:12It's running drippin' on your teeth.
21:40Movie night reopened old wounds for some,
21:43and it reminded Charlene of the connection
21:45she thought she and Cav had.
21:57I think seeing that video,
21:58I feel like I wasn't fucking crazy.
22:00Like, we did have that connection.
22:02Like, unfortunately, I do really fucking like it.
22:07Oh my God, I can't deal with today.
22:10I can't do it.
22:11So much mess, Angie.
22:13Like hurting Priya, like,
22:15and I feel so hurt as well.
22:17It's so hard seeing the person
22:19that you're coupled with do that.
22:21Already before I was thinking
22:22it's gonna be really difficult for me
22:23to get over this kissing thing.
22:25Now this is so much worse.
22:27We saw clips of Jazz.
22:29That Jordan mind game.
22:31That she kind of got someone else
22:32to do her dirty work.
22:33To do it so that she can stay respectful.
22:36Yeah, yeah, yeah.
22:39Don't give up.
22:40Genuinely.
22:42There was no clips of Angie, bro,
22:44I'll be honest.
22:44She is literally perfect, bro.
22:46Fuck's sake.
22:47How am I such a bad guy?
22:56Hi.
22:57Morning.
22:58Morning, morning.
23:00How are you feeling after movie night?
23:02I think everyone's a bit deflated,
23:04to say the least.
23:06Jasmine?
23:06Did you enjoy the affair on TV?
23:10That was crazy.
23:11Mmm.
23:14Great chat.
23:21I feel like the night before was drama and today, like, for everyone, it's just actually
23:26pure sadness.
23:27I'm just sad, yeah.
23:32Like I'm feeling the air.
23:33Am I supposed to just sweep all that under the carpet, yeah?
23:36I don't know, bro.
23:37I really don't know.
23:38That's what I mean.
23:39Look at what you want.
23:41Sometimes what you want isn't right.
23:55to compare it or to think that my pain is equal to what he's going through is not the same
23:59after how much i'm falling for this boy having to sit here and look at him guys i can't
24:03take it no it's really sad jazz i can't take it you guys i have genuine feelings for this person
24:18no she's crying don't look i don't like to see her upset either she does care she does she does
24:24care a lot she does like you bro of course she likes you and i'm so sorry for hearing these
24:29people i am and i've said it i don't continue saying it but i think i deserve the same back
24:34i deserve love from the man that i've been with this whole time it's too much and he wants to
24:38try
24:38and defend what he's done through my actions and i think that that's wrong because i'm not defending
24:43what he's done through my actions i'm not doing that back i'm sorry for what i've done i am sorry
24:47for it and i think you should be too because you really hurt me and you know you have i
24:52was so happy
24:53in them clips and i was and i feel like we haven't had one happy time since we got back
24:57here together
24:58because it's just been thing after thing and i feel like when there's conflict i think he looks
25:02after the person who's maybe most upset and doesn't really worry about anything else but i think
25:08yeah i hope that gave him a reminder maybe as well of it it is a lot of because maybe
25:13in his head
25:14he was a bit like oh yeah lorenzo wants to speak with a nurse and boom 10 seconds later he's
25:20found one
25:21you see that's the thing about reality tv shows sometimes they're just so unrealistic
25:26you can't be too miserable though i'm not okay
25:34oh lorenzo come on how are you feeling after that chaos honestly i just feel like i just feel a
25:43lot
25:43of hurt and anger just feel really disappointed like i really hate this for me and simba because
25:51it's like i've been single for years and i haven't felt like this about someone
25:57in a long time really yeah it doesn't help when like everyone basically strongly dislikes him
26:04but what you've just said at the beginning of the conversation you've never felt like this
26:08for a long time i had for years so it's hard to just be like it's making it really hard
26:14for me
26:15to say those words that this is done if you didn't feel that way then it'd be done ages ago
26:22yeah it would have been done straight away it's also hard like what else more can you do for him
26:29to
26:30not act like that that's the thing like all i've got is his word and that's not enough because it's
26:36like
26:36you saying to me that like i'll never do that again how do we know that how can i trust
26:44that
26:44you're not going to be lustful like have you ever been cheated on before you have because it's even
26:50worse then i don't know sorry straight to the stub is that for me yeah it's for you um there's
27:00a lot
27:00though i don't know yeah i didn't get the measurements right all right this is the most
27:07weird thing i've ever seen in my life huh this is the most awkward thing yeah sorry do you want
27:14anything else i think she wants a coffee as well yeah no i mean do you want coffee i'm joking
27:19i'm joking
27:23if you carry on living in the gray zone there's a chance that this could happen again and then
27:28you're going to get hurt even more yeah but i feel like i look like a fool if i take
27:32him back
27:33yeah but why do you care about what we think what emotion's stronger feeling like an idiot or love
27:39for him hmm it's half and half if you like him that much you either have to make it like
27:47full commitment
27:48or there's always that chance that that could then happen again his actions are concerning
27:55hmm i'm a bit not worried about lola yeah i just worry that sometimes she brushes things under the
28:04carpet you don't want to pry either because at the end of the day if she's saying it's fine then
28:07it's
28:07fine in her eyes and that's okay but i don't want her to feel like she's got something to say
28:12and she's not saying it because i generally thought that she didn't know about that because obviously
28:16she didn't relay that to us and even when she relayed the conversation that sean was very honest
28:20about the kiss and blah blah blah so i just worried that maybe like oh i don't know i maybe
28:25i'm just overthinking it one of the things it's not nice to watch but even what as soon as it
28:29finished i didn't feel any certain type of way about it yeah because it's just like
28:33i don't know like it was a good thing it was in a challenge we got a good thing and
28:37i knew exactly
28:38what was happening anyway yeah so it was actually pretty chill you've heard context of a conversation
28:42that he's not i do feel like she does not brush things under but like even in previous challenges
28:47and stuff she's like oh yeah no it's all fine and then it does affect her a little bit later
28:50on so i
28:51just feel like i could just go and do a check in on her yeah i don't know what a
28:56journey simba's been
28:57on he began in the foot spa of naughtiness spent time in the jacuzzi of denial and now at last
29:04he's
29:05arrived at the pool of accountability okay brother i'm ready to listen and talk to you bro hasn't been
29:14easy bro i'm not going to lie to you i know i've messed up and it's all good saying how
29:18much i
29:18like angie and you know i just want to fix things with angie but i really need to sit in
29:23like this
29:23pool of accountability and just be like you know what simba you've actually messed up even like
29:28looking at the screen yesterday i don't want to be that guy no more bro and what hurt me the
29:33most
29:33i had a conversation with angie and she said to me like i just she just feels like she can't
29:37trust me
29:38you know and that's that's the biggest and i feel like trust without trust there's nothing no
29:42relationship don't say no relationship okay yeah i'll be the first time you fucked up yeah we all
29:46fucked up too fair we took us in the wrong way we got excited i want to be a better
29:49man yeah not just
29:50for angie but for myself you know what i mean my boys back home my family my mum my little
29:56brother
29:57why am i why am i still chasing why am i still trying to play the game why am i
30:00still trying to
30:00you know just do again do things that do lustful things things that aren't going to bring me no
30:06long-lasting happiness i know i think going to casa bro was that last little push you needed to
30:11make you realize to realize yeah look imagine just take this in so you against all the odds you found
30:17your person and then from your actions you might lose that person that's what i think's hit home for
30:23you and you realize angie is that girl for you angie's the type of girl bro am i gonna watch
30:27it's
30:28all right bro i've got goosebumps man angie's the type of girl on the outside bro she'll be part of
30:32your
30:32family life she'll look after you guys i really think you two are meant to be together bro you
30:37watch and you deserve it i mean you really really do deserve this don't ever question yourself when
30:41the girls say these things them bro don't ever question yourself okay but i don't want to see
30:46you in pain i don't want to see you hurting you made your mistakes and show them and give that
30:48girl
30:49the world that's what you want don't up now literally now you know what you want so just don't
30:54mess up bro do you know what i mean don't mess it up no i can't know bro what the
31:03fuck has happened to us
31:05bro come on give me a hug for this it's fucking no bro i can't know my brother
31:12she got you man appreciate it yeah i just want to i just want to fix this bro i want
31:19to i want to just
31:20do the actions do the one percent or she calls it a hundred percent isn't it yeah oh hi
31:28should we have a chat yeah a bit terrace terrace yeah i've not been there yet yeah
31:36oh i'm about to go how are you feeling how are you feeling anyways guys i feel so
31:41i can't stop crying today and i'm just not trying to do all that no no i literally can't stop
31:46like
31:46i can't i'm not gonna hug you though because just love you guys no no don't worry i'm fine
31:50it wasn't great last night no yeah and i'm and i'm gonna and i've said sorry but i'm gonna say
31:55sorry
31:56for my parts it's just oh they're talking up there for me it's the lack of respect you had when
32:01you were
32:01there you never spoke about me you didn't care about me she had no idea that we were so close
32:05she had no
32:05idea and then watching it guys the same lines he uses on me the same everything he uses on me
32:10is
32:11what he did to her oh i think i only watched 10 seconds ago i stopped watching you can move
32:15forward
32:15past this whole situation i don't know we have we have to see i don't know i'm like questioning so
32:20much of our connection now like i'm going to be honest i know you guys didn't say no he really
32:23likes
32:23you but the way he was with her is exactly how he was with me when he first came in
32:28and so that's making me really question it now and do you think like they're still open to
32:32getting to know each other i think if they are i think i'm just going to remove myself
32:37how did you feel about last night we said we kissed a lot we said we was chatting a lot
32:41it was
32:41flirty we had a thing so i don't understand why i think it was probably seeing it but like i
32:46do get
32:46that of course and it's hard to watch and i and i get that and i don't want to make
32:50jazz upset because
32:51she started crying and obviously that's not nice to see is it yeah i brought you back yeah you know
32:56that's like a big statement and i'm in a pickle because my feelings aren't gone for her they're not
33:02i obviously still like the girl i need to get her from my space where it's like i feel like
33:06i've been
33:07nothing but like understanding and and nice and stuff and like supportive of stuff and i just feel
33:12like i do need some of that back i think if i didn't like you like this would not be
33:16as big of an
33:17issue but it like hurts yeah yeah i don't know what to do that's why i need to speak to
33:25her about
33:26i suppose but yeah i'll be expecting a four course breakfast in the morning nachos then some sweet
33:32i'll leave some crisps out and i'll put you a cup of tea with your crisps please
33:37is it all right if i speak to jasmine of course you can see you in a bit love you
33:42guys having fun
33:45not at all no like really no like really no oh god have you spoken to him yet you haven't
33:56do you want to yeah but he's there he's with her so i can't yeah but you strike me as
34:02a person that
34:02doesn't really give up i know but the fact that i've been feeling like that for so long is making
34:06me think it's just my time i really like cav and i think he wants to maybe open it up
34:12with her again
34:12and that's not something i'm going to be able to watch i think he really likes her i personally
34:18don't think some of the things the things that you've done are that bad in his eyes they are
34:23and if he feels that way then he feels that way and i'm gonna say sorry for hurting him in
34:28certain ways like that he's been hurt but like i'm just really hurt
34:35i could sit here and make things up and tell you a million reasons why you shouldn't be better but
34:39like that's not who i am i feel like we do have connections so it's like that's why i'm going
34:44off
34:44yeah but i need efforts slightly because i'm not i am a nice girl i'm not a doormat
34:52i can't look at that like i'm just torturing myself now but i think that's why this hurts so
34:57much because i've reassured him so much and i've fought for us so much and he just at every second
35:02that he can is trying to throw it away and he's doing it again now i don't think i can
35:06be in here
35:07and watch it is the point of not sharing a bed in case we cuddle or do whatever or is
35:11it like that you
35:12want to be like fair to pro people right now if we share a bed saying then we do end
35:17up kissing or
35:18saying it's not yeah it's not very respectful is it i do hear what you're saying like we can share
35:24a bed and not kiss and not cuddle or whatever but yeah you don't think that will happen it's what
35:33you're saying but then i'm like what oh i don't know oh thank you for checking on me though no
35:42no worries
35:45i can't stop crying come on i'll tell you
35:59i can't stop crying on this place it's fine
36:19do you need someone like me to fix you up after talking things through with lorenzo
36:28jasmine's been left feeling emotional
36:36come on come on down slide
36:52what happened you'll be all right chas yeah
36:59he's running it back with her you know
37:01with who
37:04with sharlene he said that no i could see them
37:10oh my god this like breaks me seeing you like this jazz
37:14right now you're overwhelmed as fuck jazz you've just seen him saying all this stuff kissing you feel
37:21guilty about priya and him and how you've hurt them like this is a lot for you to process
37:26you're not gonna have all the answers right now you just need to like let yourself feel how you feel
37:33and you'll feel better after crying trust me
37:38i'm sure he feels like too no i think he's fine no jazz i can actually see him laughing with
37:45her on the balcony
37:46were they not
37:49and they have their arms like they're so close to each other and like i'm just so he's laughing i
37:54can
37:54hear him laughing i don't think he wants to hurt anyone no and he's just trying to navigate how he
37:59feels i think so too i think genuinely he really likes you but now he likes her as well and
38:04now he's
38:05just like what the fuck do i do which is obviously not nice you know i think i've reached my
38:09wits end
38:10with the whole thing now because i think it's either we commit to fixing this with each other
38:13or you're like done or we're not committed to it and that's okay then he found something better
38:19but then that's actually me done like i'm not gonna be open to anything now she doesn't want to
38:24couple up with me it must be really bad please i'm like you know what now please just couple up
38:30you
38:30two for fuck's sake honestly i'd live for that yeah i mean but you deserve more than me just moping
38:38about this is true you do and you deserve a coffee and some cuddles i do yeah come back in
38:46six months
38:46all right we'll put a date in the diary at the end of the day you need to be happy
38:51and whatever
38:53and whatever form that looks like whatever form that looks like you have to prioritize that
38:58and if it's so i can progress i'm thinking that i need to rest
39:06priya wants jordan to know how she feels she also wants this conversation to go viral so she's turned
39:11it into a one-handed tiktok dance you point blank saying that you weren't i wasn't you weren't attracted
39:19to me or you wasn't as attracted to me as you were jazz or something along those lines yeah and
39:24then like
39:25changing your tune just to be open kind of makes me feel a little bit like
39:31maybe you should have been a little bit clear to me you can't change how you feel about someone and
39:37if
39:37you initially feel that you don't have that attraction maybe you should have just said that
39:41and i know that's a hard thing to say to somebody yeah but like again to avoid me looking like
39:47a mug
39:48later down the line maybe you should have been a little bit more clear if you weren't into it
39:52yeah it wasn't that i was never attracted to you it wasn't it wasn't the case of that
39:56i just want you to know that first of all because i know from that clip that's what it looked
40:00like
40:00and when i watched it i was like i didn't even realize i said it like that yeah but it's
40:05more i think
40:05the embarrassment of it it's yeah it's in front of everyone it's the whole embarrassment of
40:10everyone in the villa and then the whole nation i can see that and i understand that and you you
40:15you know you have every right to feel a certain way about it i just want to apologize for how
40:19how it looks and how i appreciate that yeah i appreciate that and obviously from jazz's point
40:24it's just a bit more like she could have put me in the know a little bit more it's just
40:29honestly
40:29not great and i just can't help how i feel right now i just feel a bit like
40:34numb i just feel like i want to be on my own yeah i just feel like i want to
40:38settle with it
40:38yeah um we can continue like getting to know each other as we were but um i just feel like
40:46i just need
40:46a bit of space that's fine honestly that's just how i feel and i think i just need to chill
40:50out no
40:50that's completely fine but like don't stress don't stress no thank you on my side it's fine and again
40:54i appreciate your apology and it's nothing towards you i just feel like i just just didn't yeah i don't
40:59i just need to just be i don't know just just just breathe breathe and just do what i feel
41:04i want
41:05to do um yeah yeah no that's calm sorry to interrupt girls uh mara is it right before i chat
41:14quickly
41:14me yeah is that right yeah sure brb brb brb you want mini five it where mini five oh yeah
41:27sure
41:27all right men love being in triangles just like having a cake and eating the cake
41:33how are you i'm good how are you i'm okay
41:44i'm gonna ask you again go on how are you i was feeling sad today
41:53i'm feeling a bit down i don't know i feel things and i wouldn't want we're human yeah
41:59it's weird because at the same time i would like to think that not a lot of things upset me
42:04but then
42:05sometimes when it does upset me it really really does upset me because it's like i wouldn't do that
42:09to you like why would you do this to me kind of thing i haven't felt like that in ages
42:14someone like
42:15and that hurts because it's like i i brought that out of you do you know what i'm saying
42:19as a result of my action so but i need to i need to apologize for that i need to
42:23hold up my hands
42:24again and you have and i appreciate it now i'm truthfully and genuinely like very i'm taking my
42:30glasses i'm truthfully and genuinely very very sorry for for what i did and the pain that i've caused
42:38i wish i just took a touch and just took a moment to think okay
42:42yes all good focusing on casa but these are people's feelings and people's emotions
42:46i'm just trying to make sure that i go about things the right way from now on um
42:51and yeah i'm i'm i'm sorry mara genuinely i appreciate it i appreciate you talking to me
42:57i hope this is going to be like a growth for you and now you can focus do like the
43:01whole tunnel vision
43:02for the rest of your life kind of thing because she is worth it she's a lovely girl and she
43:07could have
43:07been like horrible to me at the end of the day like i need to change i want to i
43:11want to you know
43:12i mean i want to become a better person so do you feel like you know simbarasha does more reflecting
43:17more reflecting and simbarasha is reflecting um what's his values like accountability
43:25my ex years ago i was like how come about she said love is putting other people's feelings
43:31before yourself always yeah i think that's the essence of that i think love i don't think love
43:36can even be explained because love is an action of feeling it's all of these things it's it's putting
43:40your pride aside but then it's like waking up every single day yeah and choosing that person time and
43:45time and time and time again even when you don't want to it's a feeling exactly as well
43:49you know i mean it's really into action you know i mean it's like oh gosh man love is nuts
43:55how are you gonna win her over oh yeah you need to think of a plan oh you're in love
44:04i can tell you
44:05that for free you think i'm in love yeah but think about it i've fucked up mara yeah you definitely
44:12fucked up i think you loved yourself more than you loved her but you do love her
44:21shit are you gonna pull her for a chat she'll bite my head off yeah but we'll see appreciate you
44:29though
44:29thank you do you want to give a hug now i'll catch you in a bit there
44:41hi hi guys how was your combo it was good
44:46what were you talking about i was just explaining my feelings and he acknowledged that i was asking
44:51him like how how are we going to get you back kind of thing he's saying that he wants to
44:55be more like
44:56he wants to be a better man basically and i said what does this better man look like we're trying
45:01to figure out all the words and we'll talk about how deep the word love is so complicated love should
45:08be easy i don't think it should be easy life isn't easy life's not easy life's not easy
45:15but love should feel easy okay yeah if you don't know what's negative how do you know what's
45:20positive do you know what i mean what you mean is there's ups and downs yeah it's like it involves
45:25both and you you really know you're in love with someone when you experience the downs yes exactly
45:31what you're in love with someone you're in love with someone when you experience the truth
46:00and you're in love with someone when you experience the truth and you're in love with someone
46:00but i'm not gonna be here too if you don't understand that the truth is
46:05And you know how to make up, you know, like, okay, you know how you argue, but then you
46:10know how to, how to finish that argument, overcome that. Yes. And that's love. If you
46:15want that love to last 50 years, you need to like build a brick by brick.
46:21Honestly, at the end of the day, if he doesn't realise or understand how much you liked him,
46:27then I don't know, like, I don't know what to tell him because I've, everyone has said it to him.
46:32Yeah. I don't understand. Like, truly. And this just shows that you care.
46:38Yeah, I do care a lot. I do think I was in love with him and I am still. I
46:46think so. And I think
46:47when I'm in love with someone, I know the way I am. I've not been in love with someone for
46:50like,
46:51maybe four years. Yeah. And I love really well. So it's a big loss for him as well.
46:56Yeah. Oh my God. It's one thing to be hurt, but it's another thing to like,
47:01be in love with someone and be heartbroken by it. Tell me you loved me. Tell me you loved me.
47:33Bye.
47:34Bye.
47:37Bye.
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