00:11watch out for sharks there's plenty around here yeah i know i don't mind i i love swimming in
00:19open water they love eating you alive i don't know what's that but i mean i've heard a bush
00:26don't worry about it hey you made it it's mine i'm glad you came yeah where's your accent from spain
00:37uh brazil cool we're smart it's a small town in the countryside so what do you do you say you're
00:45working tomorrow morning i uh i clean houses i'm maurice by the way i'm lorenzo good to meet you
01:15an illegal swimmer sexy i was an accountant in brazil
01:24i mean is there anything like this place oh no it's different
01:30i love it here it's like a beautiful bubble
01:46what about you what do you do i'm a nurse a nurse yeah oh wow that's sexy
01:57well i guess that's what the sharks are for to keep us humble
02:05not if you work at flushing hospital in queens it ain't trust me
02:10but uh i just got approved for a fellowship abroad i'm going to angola
02:16angola yeah it's in africa yeah i know wow yeah
02:26i like being alone i'm not afraid of that you no i'm not afraid of being alone not of that
02:37actually i'm alone most of the time
02:40i guess i just i just needed to get out of there and be able to be myself
02:47all i knew about being gay was homophobic you have no idea
02:52i think i do i mean i grew up and rich man that's no joke
02:57it definitely wasn't cool to be gay in my hood
03:06what about you what did your father say
03:12well my mom is both my parents and she doesn't know
03:21can i have a drag
03:23take a moment yeah we can share i'm all about sharing
03:32everything is so broken here sometimes i feel like a stranger
03:36what you're the american one right i was six years old when a white man told me and my dad
03:43to go back to africa i'm almost 36 years old today and look around
03:51hey hi what's up
03:59look there's literally no one here who looks like me
04:02i counted five in town five in four days
04:07one of them is crystal
04:11my land has more roses and almost more love
04:15my land has more gold
04:18my land has more land
04:20gold, land, love and roses
04:27damn
04:29this place is cute
04:33i know
04:34i wish i could stay here forever
04:38i want everything from there
04:40don't let God die without coming back to there
04:47what is it?
04:50it's a poem about going back home
05:00what is it?
05:01what you want?
05:04i don't care
05:05what does that mean?
05:10i want you to do it again
05:13maybe you should do it this time
05:14really?
05:17why are you so surprised?
05:19i don't know you're such a stud
05:37what's wrong?
05:38nothing it's just um
05:41it's just
05:45it's typically just white guys who
05:48assume i'm a top right out the gate
05:50and call me a stud
05:51it's
05:52it's weird
05:59i'm verse
06:01well i don't mind
06:02i can be verse to it
06:07you okay?
06:09yeah
06:09i am
06:10sorry
06:13it's cool
06:13come on
06:34let me get you some coffee
06:36thank you
06:39it's hot
06:53i sent you the address for tonight
06:54the sentence and sentence party
06:56crystal was talking about
06:57oh
06:58great
06:59yeah it could be fun
07:00yeah
07:00uh
07:00i just have this dinner with scott
07:02and a friend of his
07:04he's a liar
07:05oh
07:06yeah good luck with that
07:07thanks
07:07maybe after
07:09we are not defined by sex
07:16well to be honest
07:18i still have a problem with the cute
07:21i mean what does that mean
07:23really
07:24it's not cute
07:25it stands for queer
07:34you might break someone's heart on the way to opening your own
07:40it's always worth it
07:46do you like some more
07:47okay thanks
07:49i guess it's like the n-word
07:50i mean i can't say it because i'm not black
07:52but they sure can say it
07:54and they do
07:55with themselves
07:56and their rap music
07:58i don't know
07:59i don't know
08:05hey
08:07hey
08:08hey
08:09you look great
08:10thank you
08:11yeah
08:13being gay is like
08:15not even fun anymore
08:17honey
08:18being a woman has never been fun
08:21at least until last night
08:24i met your friend today
08:26my friend?
08:27your landlord?
08:29oh scott
08:30yeah i guess he wanted to make sure i was a stillin or something
08:34oh my god
08:35i'm sorry
08:36don't worry
08:37it's nothing new
08:44hey here you go
08:45oh thanks
08:47nice to meet you
08:48yeah you too
08:48hey
08:49i'm glad to see your call man
08:51honestly
08:52i still can't believe he's getting married
08:59what are you talking about
09:01joe
09:02oh fuck
09:03well i don't understand
09:04nobody told you
09:05he must have known
09:08sorry to bother you here
09:10i just wanted to say goodbye
09:13what time are you doing
09:15what time are you doing?
09:15well um
09:16at the 10.30 fairy
09:17i don't have much time actually
09:24all good?
09:27yeah
09:30are you sure?
09:31because we could do something else
09:33no no i'm okay
09:37i'm sorry about yesterday
09:38i don't know what came over me
09:41i'm sorry
09:42i should have never left
09:44did you get home okay?
09:46i text
09:47i got word
09:49yeah
09:50i lost my phone
09:52is that a book?
09:53are you a
09:53oh hey baby
09:54oh hi
09:57where's your brazilian?
09:59without you?
10:01yeah
10:03well it was nice spending time together
10:06cool
10:08yeah
10:09you too
10:15what's up?
10:17you guys together?
10:19not really?
10:20no
10:23fuck off man
10:27you know i
10:28admire you a lot
10:30you know how long it took
10:31for me to apply to that fellowship
10:34it takes a lot of bravery
10:36to do what you did
10:38what you did
10:40well
10:41i'll come back at some point
10:47good bye
10:50goodbye
11:03of course when you're finally about to leave
11:07you suddenly find a reason to stay
11:10damn
11:11damn
11:15listen i'm not really feeling this
11:18i think i'm gonna go
11:20you're gonna be okay
11:21you're gonna be okay
11:23yeah
11:25yeah why wouldn't i
11:27hey what if your life wasn't here
11:31what if it was happening without you
11:33somewhere else
11:45i'll keep looking for it i guess
11:50i'll keep looking for it i guess
12:12ciao
12:15ciao
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