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00:12Previously on Love Island,
00:14emotions run high.
00:16You won't believe your eyes, just watch me now.
00:19We're a really good kiss.
00:20The kiss was very good, actually.
00:21We run the affair now, then.
00:23It's not great, bro. I feel for yags.
00:24It's not great.
00:25Charlene's warm and happy and friendly.
00:27Got a smile back on my face.
00:29I know, bro.
00:31Oh, my God.
00:32Simba, man.
00:32Does take two to tango.
00:33Take two to tango? Don't do that.
00:36Idiot.
00:36I feel like I'm in a good position because Priya likes him to.
00:39Fully a win-win.
00:39You're not necessarily attracted to her so much.
00:41Oh, you're not?
00:42No.
00:42I feel like it would be so lit if Priya brought you back
00:44because then I can just be like, okay, cool.
00:46I feel like a mug in here.
00:47You literally went to Priya.
00:48Bring him back.
00:49It's so you could get to know him.
00:50Don't equate it.
00:51Both of you have a bit blindsided me there.
00:52Bit of a kick in the teeth, guys.
00:54But he said to you, I'm more interested in you.
00:56But you never relayed that to me.
00:59This is between us because we get in the egg.
01:02Oh, really?
01:03I'm sorry.
01:04Muka, that was so dishonest.
01:05You and Jazz are like my hostess girls in here.
01:08No, I know.
01:08And I'm sorry, Priya.
01:09It's part of you two.
01:09It's hurtful to me.
01:11She's like, look like a mug.
01:19After the credits roll.
01:22I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
01:25The tears fall.
01:28And I'm so sorry for hurting me as people I am.
01:31She's crying.
01:32I don't look.
01:49Movie night's not over yet, but the reviews are in.
01:53Five stars from Movie Mag.
01:56It's a smash, said Top Flicks.
01:58You can stick your movie night up your d***, says Cav off Love Island.
02:03I'm not sure we'll put that last one on the poster.
02:08Guys, no, I just need to have to take my own love for it.
02:12Catch me if you cavern.
02:16What happens on tour stays on tour, boy.
02:22Headspan?
02:22A little bit.
02:25I can tell.
02:26I can tell.
02:26You made a nice kiss, though.
02:27You're good kissing.
02:28Do you reckon?
02:29Mm-hm.
02:30I could have kissed you all right, to be fair.
02:31I didn't really want it to stop.
02:32I can't watch this.
02:34I just love your personality, I'll be honest.
02:36Really?
02:36I do, yeah.
02:37Obviously, you are sexy.
02:40Yeah.
02:40Gorgeous.
02:41But I think, yeah, your personality, I feel like you're very caring.
02:43Yeah.
02:44Do you know what I mean?
02:45I regretting not kissing you laughing.
02:46Really?
02:48I think it's your name.
02:50Oh, God, I'm going to get sick.
02:57You're such a cute couple.
02:58Thanks, Fitz.
02:59Thanks, Fitz.
03:01We have your blessing.
03:02Might as well stay here, won't we?
03:04Yeah, don't go back.
03:05I actually don't really want to go back.
03:07Don't.
03:08Don't you dance.
03:08Don't you dance.
03:09Don't you dance.
03:10Don't you dance.
03:11Yeah, let's just stay on holiday.
03:13You're gorgeous.
03:14Thanks.
03:15I feel like I just want to take care of you, do you know what I mean?
03:17Of me?
03:18Yeah.
03:18Oh, that's my dream.
03:20Yeah.
03:20I think that's probably why I am so, like, attracted to you.
03:23Really?
03:23Honestly, when I first come in, I was just drawn.
03:26Shh.
03:27Shh.
03:27Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't.
03:29The lad's holiday vibe's gone.
03:30It's now, like, a connection, isn't it?
03:32Mm.
03:32I'm looking forward to exploring, don't I?
03:34Yeah.
03:36And another kiss now.
03:37Oh, my God, Cav.
03:39Honestly.
03:42This is not nice to see, is it?
03:45Charlene, Charlene.
03:49Charlene, where have you been?
03:51Hi.
03:52For four weeks, Charlene.
03:54Oh, my God, Cav.
03:57Cass is great.
04:01Yeah.
04:02Cav, man, that's terrible.
04:04Okay.
04:09Where have you been for four weeks?
04:11Yeah.
04:11Yeah, now you're speechless.
04:13Huh?
04:13This girl is so upset.
04:14She's absolutely heartbroken.
04:16She really cares.
04:16Why am I getting so onto me?
04:18You've got a smirk on your face.
04:20She's got a little smirk on your face.
04:22I come back and I owned what I did and I told them what I've done.
04:25But then you're having a go at her for, she hasn't even entertained anyone.
04:27Because I'm getting roasted.
04:28Because she didn't do half of that shit, Cav.
04:31No, but Ellie, they were on a break, no?
04:34But did you hear the conversation before they left?
04:37No.
04:38They knew everything about that, though.
04:40They knew about the kiss.
04:40They knew about the connection.
04:41There was nothing.
04:42They knew everything.
04:43It's the little comments, though.
04:44It's the little comments are the problem.
04:46That wasn't nice.
04:47Guys.
04:49In Casa, you get the adrenaline for the first day.
04:52Then the second day...
04:53Adrenaline!
04:54...That that burns down.
04:55Guys!
04:56How do you think she's feeling right now?
04:57How the fuck do people not understand this is fucking people's feelings, man?
05:00It's people's feelings.
05:01You fucked them both out, really?
05:02And then Charlene as well.
05:03You basically played with her as well?
05:06I get Cav messed up, yeah, but he was in a bad place before he left, that's why.
05:12Whose fault was that?
05:13Whose fault was that?
05:14I'm not saying it's his fault.
05:15Samraj, how are you defending this?
05:16Just shut up.
05:18Honestly, just stop.
05:19All you have to do is say that was a hard watch.
05:20I'm really sorry we spoke about it.
05:22Of course, and I agree.
05:23I agree that was a hard watch.
05:24Stop using these excuses about we were not in a good place.
05:26It's not an excuse.
05:26It's perspective, Jas.
05:28It's perspective.
05:29You don't know it.
05:33You know it, and you know what we live.
05:35And I do, and I feel like we've already spoke about it.
05:36And I'm already...
05:37You're going to do all of that shit.
05:38Are you actually good?
05:39The only reason I'm quiet just then is because it's hard
05:40for me to speak to you.
05:41To look at you is hard for me.
05:43For you to walk down there was hard for me.
05:45You're gross to me.
05:46You're gross.
05:47All of you are gross, but you all back each other.
05:49It's disgusting.
05:50And you girls don't back each other, though.
05:51You girls don't back each other, though.
05:52They do the same thing, though.
05:53I feel like you lot are actually delusional.
05:55I feel like you guys forget that kissing and cuddling.
05:58That's a really intimate thing.
05:59And what you were saying.
06:00What you were saying.
06:01What are you saying?
06:03Can you just let them speak?
06:04It's just like, you can't really have it.
06:05We need to conversation.
06:06I was quiet that whole time.
06:07This is my time to talk.
06:08The rest of you, just let you have a conversation.
06:11Not everyone needs to keep checking.
06:12Yes, they can.
06:13They can try me for me, because they just saw how I cried.
06:15They've seen me this whole time.
06:16They're allowed to stand up for me.
06:17They can stand up for me as much as they want.
06:18Why is that not fair when they stand up for me?
06:21I understand.
06:22Have some respect for me.
06:23That shit was actually fucking crazy.
06:24It was worse than I even thought.
06:25You can be like, damn.
06:26That's how that came across.
06:27That's really mad.
06:28I'm so sorry, Jazz.
06:29You don't deserve to sit there and cry.
06:30You can come give me a hug.
06:31Instead, you do this.
06:32And then you come for my girls for standing up for me.
06:33Please.
06:34Please.
06:35Stop.
06:36I've sat and I've held my hands up about what I said.
06:39I didn't.
06:39Because you tried to compare me and Jordan to you.
06:41You tried to compare it.
06:42Yeah, because you're all kind of me.
06:43And Simba's reacting.
06:44I don't know why you're reacting.
06:45What do you mean Simba's reacting?
06:47But all I do is look up to the ceiling.
06:48Oh, Simba's doing this.
06:48Yeah, don't look.
06:49Don't look.
06:50Just sit there.
06:50Seriously.
06:51I'm looking straight at the screen.
06:53Bro, I can't even breathe, bro.
06:55I don't know.
06:55For you, like, to do this shit, it's actually hurtful.
06:57I think it's also just, like, not nice.
06:59Or even for, like, Charlene, though.
07:00Yeah.
07:00So you should come back and say,
07:01it's actually two people involved.
07:03It's not just Jazz.
07:04It's actually...
07:04I've held my hands up and said,
07:05I've put myself in a bit of people.
07:06I know you have, but then it's always, like,
07:07followed by a butt.
07:08Well, what else do you want me to do, Yaz?
07:10Just shut up.
07:13Yeah, man.
07:13Just on chat-ins, bro.
07:14Just on chat-ins, bro.
07:16I literally can't deal with this shit.
07:21Like some of the stuff you said was a little bit...
07:23Of course, but it's...
07:24But, like...
07:25Yeah, but that was bad.
07:27I don't know.
07:28I just think you had a really bad few days with Jazz.
07:30You were really overthinking it.
07:31This girl came in,
07:32and you just explored it.
07:41I still think her saying
07:42she wants to keep him here as an option
07:44and make Pari again is so bad.
07:45Exactly. Why was that all dismissed?
07:46That was ridiculous.
07:47That just gets dismissed like it's nothing.
07:49Stupid boys. Just boys.
07:56What are the boys doing defending him?
07:58There's nothing to defend!
07:59There is nothing to defend!
08:02Cab tried to compare me and Jordan.
08:05Are you fucking joking me?
08:07That's why I had to pay for...
08:07Where have you in the past four weeks?
08:09Your personality, our future.
08:11Are you crazy?
08:12Are you actually fucking crazy?
08:15I understand that it doesn't look great.
08:18I just don't get how they can all get on to me
08:21and just forget everything else that's gone.
08:23Obviously, yeah, it's between you and Jazz.
08:25But do you know what I think is?
08:26The same way the girls chime in,
08:28we all see you hurt,
08:29so why don't we have a right to chime in as well?
08:31And then they want to compare the way they back each other
08:33to the way we back each other here.
08:34Yeah, because you all fucking clown us around,
08:36so we back each other because you clown us around.
08:38You lot sit there, we stay here like idiots,
08:40so I'm going to back my fucking girls.
08:41You don't need to back your boy when he's an idiot.
08:43You need to g-check him. Hello?
08:48Save the best till last, eh?
08:52I'm crying!
08:53My girls are defending me!
08:54You as my man should sit there who's groveling.
08:57You should sit there and be like,
08:58period, and you guys are right,
08:59and you should back your girls.
09:00That is the closest I've ever felt to being cheated on.
09:02I don't need it, you guys.
09:03I actually don't.
09:04And I don't want it.
09:05And I don't want it.
09:06And I fucking love my single life.
09:08I love it.
09:09I'm here because I wanted to see if I was open to it.
09:11And you know what I've shown myself?
09:12I'm so open to it because I really fell for this boy.
09:15And I know that in my heart,
09:16I'm not this cold girl who can't,
09:18isn't capable of love,
09:19because that's actually what I started to find with him.
09:22You obviously both like each other.
09:25You still want to pursue things,
09:27even though things are this chaotic.
09:30If I love you, I am loyal to a fault.
09:31You got that out of me and you fumbled it.
09:33Idiot.
09:34He's talking about,
09:35oh, I'm feeling this, I'm feeling that.
09:37Where have you been the past week?
09:38Are you an idiot?
09:41Oh, shit.
09:41Oh, guys, I can't.
09:43I'm disgusted.
09:44All of those boys are disgusting.
09:46The way they're backing each other is disgusting.
09:47Like, shut up.
10:05Movie night's over.
10:07Oh, and guys, if that giant screen mysteriously vanishes tomorrow morning,
10:11let's not look into it too deeply, okay?
10:14Anyway, totally different subject.
10:16If anyone fancies coming round my gaff on Saturday to watch England Norway on a massive screen.
10:21Simba?
10:22No?
10:23Not in the mid?
10:23But heaven won't take you, then I won't go, Romeo.
10:30What's that?
10:31What do you want to talk about?
10:32It's up to you.
10:33Like, if you don't want to, like, it's fair, isn't it?
10:35But...
10:35But why do you want to talk?
10:36I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:38Okay.
10:39I feel like every time I try to come and you're like, oh, like, no, I don't want to chat,
10:42like...
10:43I'm not forcing you, if you don't want to talk to me.
10:44Do you want to chat then?
10:45All right, cool.
10:48I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:50All right.
10:50Let's go.
10:51Let me go.
10:52How are you?
10:55Great.
10:56I got problems.
10:57Oh, dear.
10:57You up?
10:58I got problems.
10:59Food problems.
11:00Can't stop.
11:02Obviously, you know what, actually, first of all, let me start off by apologising.
11:07I was just angry at, you know, Mara and the rest of the girls just always trying to chip
11:13away at me.
11:14These last two, three days, it's been very difficult.
11:16I just feel like me kind of raising my voice and kind of clapping back a little bit, that's...
11:21Like I said, it's like, if you keep poking a bear, eventually I'm going to pop off.
11:24It wasn't directed towards you whatsoever.
11:26Everything I've done, all my mistakes, yeah, I hold up my hands.
11:29There's nothing... I can't defend myself.
11:30I've got no leg to stand on.
11:31I've fucked up on numerous occasions now, so I'm sorry for that.
11:36I just feel like everything you say and you do is just bullshit.
11:39Like, genuinely, like, the way you behave outside of our conversations.
11:46How can I genuinely sit there and believe that our connection is such and such?
11:51It is, darling.
11:52It's not such and such.
11:53It's not such and such.
11:55It's actually laughable.
11:56It's actually a joke.
11:58Because I've actually been fooled this whole time, I feel like.
12:00No, I haven't been fooled.
12:01Genuinely, I've actually been fooled.
12:03Don't you feel like, don't you feel like, if I really didn't like you...
12:06Oh my God, it's actually hilarious seeing your conversations with Mika, seeing your conversations with Mara.
12:15Talking about, I said, can I trust you?
12:18I don't even know why I asked that question, because I know I fucking can't.
12:21And you say yes.
12:22And then you go and...
12:24Angie.
12:24Every...
12:25All these conversations.
12:26I don't even want you to get close to me.
12:27Genuinely.
12:30You have your own interpretation of how to do things.
12:33I have my own.
12:34Like I said, I've fucked up.
12:35I can get to know people, but I don't have to lips up the place.
12:38I don't have to do too much.
12:40I don't have to bring people back from Casa Amor.
12:43Like, if...
12:44It's because your words aren't matching your actions.
12:47I know, I know, I know.
12:47My words aren't matching my actions.
12:50I'm sorry, Angie.
12:51I've talked to her.
12:52Yeah, but how many times can you say sorry?
12:54I know, what do you want me to do?
12:55I said to you, if you want me to go home, I'll go.
12:57What do you want me to do?
12:59Do you still want this?
13:00Do you still want this?
13:01I don't know.
13:02I don't know if I do.
13:03Because I just feel like just watching that shit and how you behave when I'm not there,
13:07when you're having other conversations with other people,
13:10I just feel like I just don't even know for this anymore.
13:13I can't even look at you.
13:15This is shit for me, genuinely.
13:17I know.
13:18I'm trying to fix this.
13:19I want to fix this.
13:21And like I said, I've literally left myself in a most vulnerable position and said,
13:23I did it with Mara.
13:24I don't care about her.
13:25I don't want that to work no more.
13:27Yeah, but no more.
13:27I just want you.
13:28No more.
13:28So why did you feel like...
13:30I told you, I told you.
13:30Why did it take that for you to know it's that, okay, no, I don't want her no more?
13:34You're the biggest reason in terms of why I'm here right now.
13:38You're the only thing that's really keeping me here right now.
13:40I don't need to be here right now.
13:41I'm here for you.
13:43I miss you.
13:44I miss us.
13:45Oh, God.
13:49Chatting shit.
13:51I'm cool off this conversation now, to be honest.
13:54I'm cool off of it.
13:55There's nothing.
13:56Angie, please, wait, wait.
13:57Why are we walking away, though?
13:58Why can't we ever...
13:59I'm just cool off of this conversation now.
14:01Bro, I told you.
14:02I'm sorry.
14:03And I've deaded it with...
14:03I just want you.
14:05Come on, man.
14:06Come on.
14:07Come on.
14:10It's every day, same cycle, bro.
14:15I just feel like I disrespected you.
14:17And if I could take it back, I would never do it.
14:18Yeah, I know.
14:18And I know it's only a challenge when people go,
14:20oh, challenge this, challenge that.
14:21But even watching it, I felt sick looking.
14:23I was like, that's disgusting.
14:24Do you know what I mean?
14:26I know you should be the one upset, but I'm just fuming at it.
14:28I actually like that you're fuming at it.
14:29It's just stupid.
14:30Like, you're the one who should be upsetting on me.
14:31Okay, but...
14:32Man, I'm serious.
14:34All those girls need to relax.
14:35Fuck me.
14:36I get they're standing up, but some of it is just so unnecessary.
14:39I just didn't chime in because I said, I'm not getting involved.
14:41I couldn't be bothered to get involved.
14:42And I just let them at it.
14:44Are you adults or children?
14:45Like, do you know what I mean?
14:46If they were acting like in the classroom, I'd get out, like...
14:49Yeah, to be fair, I feel like...
14:50But are you okay?
14:51That's all right.
14:52We didn't even be talking about that.
14:52You're okay.
14:53You sure?
14:54Yeah.
14:54Did anything shock you there?
14:55No.
14:56I thought Mika's behaviour at Priya was ridiculous.
14:59I feel really bad for Priya.
15:00I feel so bad for her.
15:01I feel so bad for her.
15:02She got dug out there a few times.
15:04You okay?
15:04Yeah, I'm just like...
15:06I feel bad.
15:08I feel sad.
15:10Just feeling all the emotions.
15:12Are we okay?
15:13No, I'm fine.
15:14I'm fine with you as well, it's fine.
15:16I feel bad for...
15:17I'm going to speak to her later, but...
15:18Me too.
15:19In the moment...
15:20I don't know.
15:21You didn't feel that bad?
15:22No.
15:22I want to apologise.
15:23I don't want to feel bad.
15:24Because I know she felt bad with you and Jazz and her.
15:27Because you were the closest three or her two closest mates.
15:30Yeah, that's why I feel so bad.
15:31Because I really love her and the last thing I want to do is have her.
15:35Also the it comment.
15:37That was bad.
15:38Even though I said afterwards...
15:39I don't know if I said to someone else, I don't know if it's the right word.
15:41It's a strong word.
15:42I will apologise to Priya.
15:43Even though I know I'm like...
15:45She's my gal.
15:46Like, I love her so much.
15:48I thought it should have come from you.
15:50But now upon reflection, it should have come from me.
15:54Tomorrow's the new day.
15:56Tomorrow's not even going to fix it.
15:57No.
15:59No, no, no.
15:59Is Samara Jamaica over there?
16:01Yeah, he tried.
16:01She's actually going to speak to them both, to be honest with you.
16:03We did give it a good workout and that's the way it is.
16:06Are you ready to chat or should we chat in a minute?
16:08No, no, no.
16:08It was honestly nothing.
16:09Do you know what?
16:10Actually, I'll speak to you both.
16:13I feel so bad for her.
16:15No, that's not okay.
16:16It's not okay.
16:16And I'll say that front up to them.
16:18No, so do I.
16:19I'll say for sure.
16:20You by far?
16:21Um, no.
16:23I want to start by saying honestly, Priya, I'm really sorry.
16:26You know how much I love you and that shit, honestly, I'm not joking.
16:30That was a hard watch.
16:32I can't even imagine how you feel.
16:34If anything, I look like an evil ass bitch.
16:36You're one of my closest friends and I'm here.
16:38One, you could have told me but you didn't, that's fine.
16:40But the first thing was, that was the night that you said to me
16:43that you had the ick with me.
16:45Watching that said about yourself is fucking shit.
16:47No, of course.
16:48First of all, I'd like to apologise to you.
16:50What I said was said and I own what I said.
16:52Second of all, I can understand what you can...
16:53Don't say sorry for how you feel though.
16:54If you genuinely felt that you had the ick, that's fine.
16:56I'm going to explain why.
16:57So, for me, I think some of the stuff you were doing
17:00maybe subconsciously was like grating away at me.
17:03But I thought, let's carry on.
17:05And ick is a very strong word.
17:06But then you still tried to kiss me in bed.
17:07So that's obviously not how you felt.
17:08Yeah, and I think that's not okay either.
17:10And I agree.
17:11Maybe it's my own immaturity.
17:12Little things are getting to me.
17:13Maybe that's where I need to grow.
17:15And we did have a good connection with what we had.
17:16That's why I thought, why am I going to all of a sudden
17:18shut the door because Miex told me she liked me.
17:21I thought that's not right.
17:22I didn't want him to do that either.
17:24That's why I feel horrific as well.
17:26I'm really loyal to you girls.
17:27You are.
17:27And I literally said to you,
17:29I can see that you and so much have a connection.
17:31Please explore that.
17:32You're very mature about it.
17:33I've been very graceful.
17:34So it's just like the sneaking around and me in the kitchen
17:37and then for you to just lie.
17:40I don't know, I just look like a dickhead.
17:42No, honestly, that's awful.
17:43I thought I was very intent with my feelings,
17:46but I'm like a gullible twat.
17:48That's the issue.
17:49I'm just confused as to why you're not telling me these things.
17:52Because you're scared that I'm going to freak out.
17:53I don't get it.
17:54Honestly, Priya, I genuinely think no.
17:56But that's what you said,
17:57because you said you don't be scared she's going to freak out.
17:59I literally said to Sam Raj,
18:00you should tell her that.
18:02Ick is a strong word.
18:03And you literally need to tell Priya that
18:04because what the fuck are you doing in a couple with her
18:07and kissing her in bed and y'all are getting intimate
18:09and this, this, this, if you have the ick.
18:12With the ick thing, like I said,
18:13it's a bad comment to say.
18:15Yeah, I'm never going to say that about anyone.
18:16I think my reasoning was to keep you in the dark,
18:18but I apologise for that.
18:19But I hope you're OK, Priya.
18:20Yeah, I'm fine.
18:21Yeah, I'm really sorry, Priya.
18:22I appreciate your apology.
18:24If you've got the ick, then why did you, one,
18:26try and kiss me in bed again that night?
18:29That's no ick.
18:30I'm never, ever, ever going to say
18:31that someone has given me the ick again,
18:33because watching that about yourself is fucking shit.
18:37And all your layers to the fullest
18:42But the heavens won't go down next
18:46Tough watch, that.
18:48Angelista's mad at Simba.
18:49Jasmine's not talking to Cav
18:51and one of the potted plants just told Jordan
18:53he didn't deserve Priya.
18:58How do I actually look like I've given you the wrong advice?
19:02It's like, from Jazzy's perspective,
19:04that I'm trying to break use to her.
19:06Bro, I do think you don't think she's the right of me.
19:10I do think that.
19:12Because you don't.
19:13Because I see the arguments, Cav.
19:15Of course, but everything has arguments aid.
19:18Well, then I've given you the wrong advice then, haven't I?
19:20If this doesn't work out with Cav, though,
19:22I can't take this.
19:24I really dislike him.
19:26Like, you saw, look up, please hold up.
19:28Mika, that's not me to react like that.
19:29It's outside with Cav again tonight.
19:31It's kind of not having a bed either, isn't it?
19:33Bro, you've got to serve your time in the trenches, man.
19:35I hope it's worth it.
19:36I hope you will get what you need to.
19:38Hopefully, bro.
19:39My fucking brothers, man.
19:41All right, boys.
19:42Appreciate you.
19:44I love you so much.
19:45I love you.
19:46You're fucking iconic.
19:48You're actually iconic.
19:52It's what it is.
19:55My salvation won't be sacrificed.
20:02She's obviously really upset.
20:04I should've told her about the ick thing, but at the same time,
20:06I just thought he should've told her.
20:08Like, it shouldn't be coming from him.
20:10Yeah, yeah, yeah.
20:10From her part, it's a little bit shady, man.
20:13The whole thing with Jordan and stuff.
20:14Yeah, bro.
20:15Like, that's so sly, isn't it?
20:18Do you know what I think?
20:19What am I just taking all the stick?
20:22Both of you in that situation, you've not told me straight away
20:25and then you've made me look more like a dickhead.
20:27I agree.
20:28But you never ask for that.
20:29I don't need to be sugar-coated.
20:31I can take shit.
20:32And you never ask for protection.
20:33I can't go back in time and fucking fix it.
20:35So I'm just going to own it.
20:36I did what I did.
20:37It was wrong.
20:38I appreciate that.
20:39I appreciate that.
20:39But I actually want to mind someone like this.
20:43You say want to.
20:44I want this.
20:45You've been here like two days, man.
21:09I want this.
21:10Don't tell you like a book all that night while you're sleeping.
21:18Thank you for all ΟΞΏΟ
is.
21:40Movie night reopened old wounds for some
21:43and it reminded Charlene of the connection she thought she and Cav had.
21:56I think seeing that video I feel like I wasn't fucking crazy like we had we did have that
22:01connection like unfortunately I do really fucking like oh my god I can't deal with today I can't do
22:10it so much mess Angie like hurting Priya like and I feel so hurt as well so hard seeing the
22:19person that you're coupled with do that already before I was thinking it's going to be really
22:23difficult for me to go over this kissing thing now this is so much worse we saw our clips of
22:28jazz
22:29that Jordan mind game that she kind of got someone else to do her dirty work so that she can
22:35stay
22:38respectful don't give up genuinely there was no clips of Angie but she is literally perfect bro fuck
22:46sex how I'm such a bad guy
22:49I hate it the way I was misunderstood
22:55Hi
22:57Morning
22:58Morning
22:58Morning
23:00How are you feeling after movie night?
23:02I think everyone's a bit deflated to say the least
23:05Jasmine did you enjoy the affair on TV?
23:09That was crazy
23:10Mmm
23:14Great chap
23:20I feel like the night before was drama and today like for everyone it's just actually pure sadness
23:26I'm just sad yeah
23:33Am I supposed to just sweep all that under the carpet yeah?
23:35I don't know bro I really don't know
23:37That's what I mean
23:39Look at what you want
23:40Sometimes what you want isn't right
23:54To compare it or to think that my pain is equal to what he's going through is not the same
23:59After how much I'm falling for this boy having to sit here and look at him guys I can't take
24:04it
24:04No it's really sad jazz
24:06I can't take it you guys honestly
24:14I have genuine feelings for this person
24:18I know
24:18No she's crying
24:19Don't look
24:20Don't like to see her upset either
24:23She does care
24:23She does care
24:24She cares a lot
24:25She does like you bro
24:26Of course she likes you
24:27And I'm so sorry for hearing these people I am and I've said it and I'll continue saying it but
24:32I think I deserve the same back
24:33I deserve love from the man that I've been with this whole time
24:37It's too much and he wants to try and defend what he's done through my actions and I think that
24:41that's wrong
24:42Because I'm not defending what he's done through my actions I'm not doing that back
24:45I'm sorry for what I've done I am sorry for it and I think you should be too because you
24:49really hurt me and you know you have
24:52I was so happy in them clips and I was and I feel like we haven't had one happy time
24:56since we got back here together because it's just been thing after thing and I feel like when there's conflict
25:01I think he looks at the person who's maybe most upset and doesn't really worry about anything else but I
25:07think
25:08Yeah
25:09Yeah
25:09I hope that gave him a reminder maybe as well of it
25:12It is a lot of conflict
25:13Because maybe in his head he was a bit like oh
25:16Yeah
25:16Lorenzo wants to speak with a nurse and boom 10 seconds later he's found one
25:21You see that's the thing about reality TV shows sometimes they're just so unrealistic
25:27You can't be too miserable though
25:28I'm not
25:29Okay
25:34Oh Lorenzo
25:35Come on listen
25:36How are you feeling after that chaos?
25:40Honestly I just feel like I just feel a lot of hurt and anger
25:45I just feel really disappointed
25:47I can see that
25:48Like I really hate this for me and Simba because it's like I've been single for years
25:52And I haven't felt like this about someone in a long time
25:58Really?
25:59Yeah
25:59It doesn't help when like everyone basically strongly dislikes him
26:04Like what you've just said at the beginning of the conversation you've never felt like this for a long time
26:09I had for years
26:11So it's hard to just be like
26:13It's making it really hard for me to say those words that this is done
26:18Mmm
26:19If you didn't feel that way then it'd be done ages ago
26:22Yeah
26:23It would have been done straight away
26:25It's also hard like what else more can you do for him to not act like that?
26:31That's the thing like all I've got is his word and that's not enough
26:35Because it's like you saying to me that like I'll never do that again
26:40How do we know that?
26:42Mmm
26:42How can I trust that you're not going to be lustful like you've been here?
26:46Have you ever been cheated on before?
26:48You have
26:49Because it's even worse then
26:52I don't know
26:53Sorry, straight to the stub
26:56Is that for me?
26:57Yeah, it's for you bro
27:00There's a lot though
27:00I don't know if
27:01I didn't get the measurements right
27:04Alright
27:05This is the most awkward thing I've ever seen in my life
27:08Huh?
27:09This is the most awkward thing
27:12Yeah
27:12Sorry
27:14Do you want anything else?
27:15I think she wants a coffee as well
27:16Nah mate, do you want coffee?
27:18I'm joking, I'm joking
27:21Oh
27:23If you carry on living in the grey zone
27:26There's a chance that this could happen again
27:28And then you're going to get hurt even more
27:29Yeah
27:30But I feel like I look like a fool if I take him back
27:33Yeah but why do you care about what we think?
27:35What emotion's stronger?
27:37Feeling like an idiot or love for him?
27:39Hmm?
27:41It's half and half
27:43If you like him that much
27:45You either have to make it like full commitment
27:48Or there's always that chance that that could then happen again
27:52His actions are concerning
27:55Hmm
27:57I'm a bit not worried about Lola
27:59Yeah
28:01I just worry that sometimes she brushes things under the carpet
28:04You don't want to pry either
28:05Because at the end of the day if she's saying it's fine then it's fine in her eyes
28:08Yeah
28:09And that's okay but I don't want her to feel like she's got something to say
28:12And she's not saying it
28:13Yeah
28:14Because I generally thought that she didn't know about that
28:16Yeah
28:16Because obviously she didn't relay that to us
28:17Yeah
28:17And even when she relayed the conversation that Sean was very honest about the kiss and blah blah blah
28:21Yeah
28:22So I just worried that maybe like
28:24Oh I don't know maybe I'm just overthinking it
28:26One of the things that's not nice to watch but even as soon as it finished I didn't feel any
28:29certain type of way about it
28:30Yeah
28:31Because it's just like
28:33I don't know like
28:34It was in a challenge
28:35It was in a challenge where we got a good thing and I knew exactly what was happening anyway
28:38Yeah
28:39So it was actually pretty chill
28:40You've heard context of a conversation that he's not known about
28:44And I do feel like she does not brush things under but like even in previous challenges and stuff
28:47She's like oh yeah it's all fine and then it does affect her a little bit later on
28:51So I just feel like
28:51Maybe just go and do a check in on her
28:53Yeah
28:54I don't know
28:55What a journey Simba's been on
28:58He began in the foot spa of naughtiness
29:00Spent time in the jacuzzi of denial
29:03And now at last he's arrived at the pool of accountability
29:08Okay brother
29:09I'm ready to listen and talk to you bro
29:12Yeah
29:13Hasn't been easy bro I'm not going to lie to you
29:15I know I've messed up and it's all good saying how much I like Angie
29:19And you know I just want to fix things with Angie
29:21But I really need to sit in like this pool of accountability
29:24And just be like you know what Simba you've actually messed up
29:27Even like looking at the screen yesterday
29:29I don't want to be that guy no more bro
29:31And what hurt me the most I had a conversation with Angie and she said to me like
29:36She just feels like she can't trust me you know and
29:38That's the biggest
29:39And I feel like trust without trust there's nothing
29:41No relationship
29:42You know what I'm saying no relationship
29:43Okay yeah I'll be the first time you fucked up
29:45Yeah yeah you would
29:45We all fucked up to be fair we took us in the wrong way
29:47We got excited didn't we
29:48I want to be a better man bro
29:50Yeah
29:50Not just for Angie but for myself
29:52You owe it to yourself
29:52You know what I mean
29:53My boys back home
29:54My family my mum
29:55Yeah
29:55My little brother
29:57Why am I still chasing
29:58Why am I still trying to play the game
29:59Why am I still trying to you know just do again
30:03Lustful things
30:04Things that aren't going to bring me no long lasting happiness
30:06I know I think going to Casa bro
30:08Was that last little push you needed to make you realise
30:12Yeah to realise yeah
30:13Look imagine just take this in
30:15So against all the odds you've found your person
30:17And then from your actions you might lose that person
30:21That's what I think has hit home for you
30:23And you realise Angie is that girl for you
30:25Angie's the type of girl bro
30:26I'm not going to watch
30:27It's alright bro
30:28I've got goosebumps man
30:30Angie's the type of girl on the outside bro
30:32She'll be part of your family life
30:33She'll look after you
30:34You guys I really think you two are meant to be together
30:36But bro you are
30:37And you deserve it
30:38You really really do deserve this
30:39Don't ever question yourself
30:41When the girls say these things
30:42Fuck them bro
30:42Don't ever question yourself okay
30:44But I don't want to see you in pain
30:46I don't want to see you hurting
30:47You've made your mistakes
30:47Just show it man
30:48Give that girl the world
30:49That's what you want
30:50Don't fuck up now
30:51Literally yeah
30:52Now you know what you want
30:54So just don't mess it up bro
30:57Do you know what I mean
30:58Don't mess it up
30:59Nah
31:02Fuck it no
31:02What the fuck has happened to us
31:04Bro
31:06Come on give me a hug
31:06Fuck it no bro
31:08Fuck it no
31:09My brother got me
31:12We got you man
31:13Appreciate it
31:14We got privacy with you
31:15Yeah nah
31:16Don't worry bro
31:16Nah I just wanna fix this bro
31:18I wanna just do the actions
31:20Do the 1%s
31:21She calls it 100%s innit
31:23Yeah
31:26Oh
31:27Hi
31:28Should we have a chat
31:29Yeah
31:30Terrace
31:31Terrace
31:31Yeah
31:32I've not been there yet
31:36I'm her back
31:37Jossie gal
31:37How you feeling
31:38How you feeling anyways
31:38Guys I feel so shit
31:41Can't stop crying today
31:42And I'm just not trying to do all that
31:44No
31:44No I'm not
31:45I literally can't stop
31:46I'm not gonna hug you though
31:47Love you guys
31:48No no don't worry
31:49I'm fine
31:50It wasn't great last night
31:51No
31:52Yeah and I'm gonna
31:54And I've said sorry
31:55But I'm gonna say sorry for my parts
31:56It's just
31:57They're talking up there
31:59For me it's the lack of respect you had when you were there
32:01You never spoke about me
32:03You didn't care about me
32:03She had no idea that we were so close
32:05She had no idea
32:06And then watching it guys
32:07The same lines he uses on me
32:09The same everything he uses on me
32:10Is what he did to her
32:11Oh
32:12I think I only watched 10 seconds of it
32:14I stopped watching
32:14You can move forward past this whole situation as well
32:17I don't know
32:17We have to see I don't know
32:19I'm like questioning so much of our connection now
32:21Like I'm gonna be honest
32:22I know you guys didn't say no
32:23He really likes you
32:23But the way he was with her
32:25Is exactly how he was with me when he first came in
32:27And so that's making me really question it now
32:30And do you think like
32:31They're still open to getting to know each other world
32:32I think if they are
32:34I think I'm just gonna remove myself
32:37How did you feel about last night?
32:38We said we kissed a lot
32:39We said we was chatting a lot
32:41It was flirty
32:41Yeah
32:42We had a thing
32:42So I don't understand why
32:44I think it was probably seeing it
32:45But like I do get that
32:46Of course and it's hard to watch
32:48And I get that
32:49And I don't want to make Jaz upset
32:51Because she started crying
32:52And obviously that's not nice to see is it?
32:54Yeah
32:55I brought you back
32:55You know
32:56That's like a big statement
32:58Isn't it?
32:59I'm in a pickle
32:59Because my feelings aren't gone for her
33:01They're not
33:02I obviously still like the girl
33:04I need to look at her from my space
33:05Where it's like
33:05Yeah
33:06I feel like I've been nothing but like
33:08Understanding and nice and stuff
33:10And like supportive of stuff
33:11And I just feel like
33:12I do need some of that back
33:13I think if I didn't like you
33:15Like this would not be
33:16As big of an issue
33:17But it like
33:20Hurts
33:20Yeah
33:22Yeah
33:22I don't know what to do
33:24That's what I need to speak to her about I suppose
33:26But
33:26Yeah
33:27I'll be expecting a four course breakfast in the morning
33:30Nachos
33:30Then some sweets
33:32I'll leave some crisps out for her
33:33Then an egg
33:33And I'll put you a cup of tea with your crisps
33:35Oh please
33:37Is it alright if I speak to Jasmine?
33:39Of course you can
33:41Yeah
33:41See you in a bit girls
33:41Love you guys
33:42Bye
33:43Having fun?
33:45Not at all
33:46No?
33:48Like really no?
33:49Like really no?
33:50Oh god
33:52Have you spoken to him yet?
33:54You haven't?
33:56Do you want to?
33:57Yeah but he's there
33:58He's with her so I can't
34:01Yeah but you strike me as a person that doesn't really give up
34:03I know but the fact that I've been feeling like that for so long is making me think it's just
34:07my time
34:08I really like Cav
34:10And I think he wants to maybe open it up with her again and that's not something I'm going to
34:13be able to watch
34:14I think he really likes her
34:17I personally don't think some of the things that you've done are that bad
34:21In his eyes they are
34:23And if he feels that way then he feels that way
34:26And I'm going to say sorry for hurting him in certain ways like that he's been hurt but
34:31Like I'm just really hurt
34:35I could sit here and make things up and tell you a million reasons why you shouldn't be better but
34:39like that's not who I am
34:40I feel like we do have connections so I feel like that's why I'm going off
34:44Yeah
34:45But I need efforts
34:47Slightly
34:48Because I'm not, I am a nice girl but I'm not a doormat
34:52I can't look at that
34:53Like I'm just torturing myself now
34:55But I think that's why this hurts so much because
34:58I've reassured him so much and I've fought for us so much and he just at every second that he
35:02can is trying to throw it away and he's doing it again now
35:05I don't think I can be in here and watch it
35:08What is the point of not sharing a bed in case we cuddle or do whatever or is it like
35:12that you want to be like fair to both people
35:14Right now if we share a bed say and then we do end up kissing or something it's not
35:21Yeah it's not very respectful is it
35:22I do hear what you're saying like we can share a bed and not kiss and not cuddle or whatever
35:26but
35:26Yeah
35:30You don't think that will happen
35:33Is what you're saying
35:35But then I'm like what oh
35:36I don't know
35:38Oh
35:41Thank you for checking on me though
35:42No no worries
35:45Can't stop crying
35:48Come on I'll tell you
35:59You crying?
36:00I can't stop crying on this place
36:03It's fine
36:09Please
36:12Something
36:13It's gone
36:13Have you lost my love?
36:19Do you need someone like me to fix you up?
36:25After talking things through with Lorenzo Jasmin has been left feeling emotional
36:36Come on, come on, go inside.
36:39Jazzy.
36:52What happened?
36:54You'll be all right, Jaz.
36:56Yeah?
36:59He's running it back with her, you know.
37:01With you.
37:03With Charlene.
37:05He said that?
37:06No, I could see them.
37:10Oh, my God, this, like, breaks me seeing me like this, Jaz.
37:14Right now, you're overwhelmed as fuck, Jaz.
37:16You've just seen him saying all this stuff, kissing.
37:20You feel guilty about Priya and him and how you've hurt them.
37:23Like, this is a lot for you to process.
37:26You're not gonna have all the answers right now.
37:29You just need to, like, let yourself feel how you feel.
37:33And you'll feel better after crying, trust me.
37:38I'm sure he feels like shit too.
37:40No, I think he's fine.
37:42No, Jaz.
37:43I can actually see him laughing with her on the balcony.
37:46Were they not?
37:49Shit.
37:49And they have their arms, like, they're so close to each other.
37:52And, like...
37:52I'm just so confused.
37:53He's laughing. I can hear him laughing.
37:55I don't think he wants to hurt anyone.
37:57No.
37:58And he's just trying to navigate how he feels.
38:00I think so too.
38:01I think genuinely he really likes you.
38:03But now he likes her as well.
38:04And now he's just like, what the fuck do I do?
38:06Which is obviously not nice.
38:08You know, I think I've reached my wit's end with the whole thing now.
38:10Because I think it's either we commit to fixing this with each other.
38:13Or you're, like, done.
38:14Or we're not committed to it.
38:16And that's okay.
38:17Then he's found something better.
38:19But then that's actually me done.
38:21Like, I'm not gonna be open to anything now.
38:23She doesn't even want to couple up with me.
38:25It must be really bad.
38:27Hey, please.
38:27I'm like, you know what?
38:29Now, please just couple up with you two.
38:30For fuck's sake.
38:31Honestly, I'd live for that.
38:33Yeah, I mean, but you deserve more than me just moping about cuddles.
38:38This is true.
38:40You do.
38:41And you deserve a coffee and some cuddles.
38:44I do.
38:45Come back in six months, alright?
38:46We'll put a date in the diary.
38:49At the end of the day, you need to be happy in whatever form that looks like.
38:54And you have to be selfish.
38:55Whatever form that looks like, you have to prioritise that.
38:58And if it's a work in progress, I'm thinking that I need to rest.
39:06Priya wants Jordan to know how she feels.
39:08She also wants this conversation to go viral.
39:11So she's turned it into a one-handed TikTok dance.
39:15You point blank saying that you weren't attracted to me
39:19or you wasn't as attracted to me as you were jazz or something along those lines.
39:23Yeah.
39:23And then, like, changing your tune just to be open
39:27kind of makes me feel a little bit like...
39:31Maybe you should have been a little bit clear to me.
39:35Yeah.
39:35You can't change how you feel about someone
39:37and if you initially feel that you don't have that attraction,
39:39maybe you should have just said that.
39:40And I know that's a hard thing to say to somebody.
39:43Yeah, yeah.
39:44But, like, again, to avoid me looking like a mug,
39:48later down the line, maybe you should have been a little bit more clear
39:50if you weren't into it.
39:52Yeah, it wasn't that I was never attracted to you.
39:54It wasn't the case of that.
39:56I just want you to know that, first of all.
39:58Because I know from that clip, that's what it looked like.
40:00And when I watched it, I was like, fuck it up.
40:02Didn't even realise I said it like that.
40:04Yeah.
40:04But it's more, I think, the embarrassment of it.
40:07Yeah, it's in front of everyone.
40:08It's the whole embarrassment of everyone in the villa
40:11and then the whole fucking nation.
40:13I can see that and I understand that.
40:15And, you know, you have every right to feel a certain way about it.
40:18I just want to apologise for how it looks and how...
40:21I appreciate that.
40:21Yeah. I appreciate that.
40:22And, obviously, from Jazzy's point, it's just a bit more like...
40:26She could have put me in the know a little bit more.
40:28It's just honestly not great and I just can't help how I feel right now.
40:31I just feel a bit, like, numb.
40:34Mm.
40:34I just feel like I want to be on my own.
40:36Yeah.
40:37I just feel like I want to settle with it.
40:39Yeah.
40:40We can continue, like, getting to know each other as we were,
40:43but I just feel like I just need a bit of space.
40:47That's fine.
40:47Honestly, that's just how I feel.
40:49And I think I just need to chill out.
40:50No, that's completely fine.
40:51But, like, don't stress, don't stress on my side.
40:54No, thank you.
40:54I appreciate your apology and it's nothing towards you.
40:57I just feel like I just...
40:58You just didn't, yeah, had enough.
40:59I just need to just be...
41:00I don't know, just, just, just...
41:02Breathe.
41:02Breathe and just do what I feel I want to do.
41:05Mm.
41:07Erm...
41:07Yeah.
41:08Yeah.
41:08No, that's calm.
41:09Sorry to interrupt, girls.
41:12Uh, Mara.
41:12Is it all right, we go for a chat quickly?
41:15Me?
41:15Yeah, is that all right?
41:16Yeah, sure.
41:19BRB.
41:21BRB.
41:22BRB.
41:22You want Minnie Piper?
41:24Where?
41:25A Minnie Piper.
41:26Oh, yeah, sure.
41:27All right.
41:28Men love being in triangles.
41:30Just, like, having a cake and eating the cake, huh?
41:33I know.
41:38How are you?
41:40I'm good, how are you?
41:41I'm OK.
41:44I'm going to ask you again.
41:46Go on.
41:46How are you?
41:49I was feeling sad.
41:50Mm, I saw that.
41:53I'm feeling a bit down.
41:54Mm.
41:55I don't know.
41:55I feel things and I wouldn't want...
41:57We're human, though.
41:58Yeah, I know, but...
41:59It's weird, because at the same time, I would like to think that not a lot of things upset
42:04me, but then sometimes, when it does upset me, it really, really does upset me, because
42:08it's like, I wouldn't do that to you.
42:10Like, why would you do this to me?
42:11Of course, of course.
42:11Kind of thing.
42:12I haven't felt like that in ages.
42:14Someone, like...
42:15And that hurts, because it's like, I brought that out of you, do you know what I'm saying?
42:19Yeah.
42:19As a result of my actions, so...
42:21But it hurts me because...
42:22I need to apologise for that.
42:23I need to hold up my hands again and take...
42:25And you have, and I appreciate it.
42:26No, I'm truthfully and genuinely, like, very...
42:29I'm taking my glasses, bruv.
42:32I'm truthfully and genuinely very, very sorry for what I did and the pain that I've caused.
42:38I wish I just took a touch, I just took a moment to think, okay, yeah, it's all good
42:42focusing on Casa, but these are people's feelings and people's emotions.
42:45I'm just trying to make sure that I go about things the right way from now on.
42:51And, yeah, I'm sorry, Mara, genuinely.
42:54I'm sorry.
42:55I appreciate it.
42:55I appreciate you talking to me.
42:57I hope this is going to be, like, a growth for you.
43:00And now you can focus, do, like, the whole tunnel vision for the rest of your life kind
43:04of thing.
43:04Because she is worth it.
43:05She's a lovely girl.
43:06No, she is.
43:07And she could have been, like, horrible to me.
43:09At the end of the day, like, I need to change.
43:11I want to, you know what I mean?
43:12I want to become a better person.
43:13So, do you feel like, you know, Simbaratcha does more reflecting?
43:18More reflecting, man.
43:19Simbaratcha's reflecting, um...
43:21What's his values like?
43:23Accountability.
43:24Mm.
43:25And my ex, years ago, when I was like, how come about how I was?
43:29She said love is putting other people's feelings before yourself always.
43:33Yeah.
43:34I think that's the essence of love.
43:35I think love, I don't think love can even be explained.
43:37Because love is an action of feelings.
43:38It's all of these things.
43:39It's putting your pride aside.
43:41But then it's in a condition.
43:46You know what I mean?
43:47You know what I mean?
43:47It's a feeling.
43:50It's an action.
43:51You know what I mean?
43:52It's like, oh gosh, man.
43:53Love is nuts.
43:55How are you going to win her over?
43:57How?
43:58Yeah.
43:59You need to think of a plan.
44:03Well...
44:03You're in love.
44:04I could tell you that for free.
44:05You think I'm in love?
44:06Yeah.
44:07But think about it.
44:10I fucked up, Mara.
44:11Yeah, you definitely fucked up.
44:13I fucked up massively.
44:13I think you loved yourself more than you loved her.
44:16But you do love her.
44:17Shit.
44:21Are you going to pull her for a chat?
44:24She'll bite my head off.
44:27Yeah.
44:27But we'll see.
44:28Appreciate you, though.
44:30Do you want to give a hug now?
44:31Yeah.
44:33Yeah.
44:34See you later.
44:35I'll catch you in a bit, though.
44:40Hi.
44:42Hi, guys.
44:43How was your combo?
44:44It was good.
44:46What were you talking about?
44:47I was just explaining my feelings, and he acknowledged that.
44:50I was asking him, like, how are we going to get you back?
44:53Kind of thing.
44:54He was saying that he wants to be more like...
44:56He wants to be a better man, basically.
44:58And I said, what does this better man look like?
45:00We were trying to figure out all the words.
45:02We were talking about how deep the word love is.
45:06It's so complicated.
45:08Love should be easy.
45:10I don't think it should be easy.
45:11Life isn't easy.
45:13Life's not easy.
45:14Life's not easy.
45:15But love should feel easy.
45:17Yeah.
45:18If you don't know what's negative, how do you know what's positive?
45:21Do you know what I mean?
45:21What you mean is there's ups and downs?
45:24Yeah.
45:24It's like, it involves both.
45:26And you really know you're in love with someone when you experience the downs.
45:30Yes.
45:31Exactly.
45:45Josie.
45:47What happened?
45:48I can't take it, Mika.
45:50Josie.
45:53I can't even look at him.
45:55Come on, come on, come on.
45:56Oh my God.
46:01That's okay.
46:05And you know how to make up.
46:07You know, like, okay, you know how to, you argue, but then you know how to, how to finish
46:11that argument.
46:12Overcome that, yes.
46:14And that's love.
46:14If you want that love to last 50 years, you need to, like, build a brick by brick.
46:21Honestly, at the end of the day, if he doesn't realize or understand how much you liked him,
46:27then I don't know, like, you, I don't know what to tell him.
46:30Because I've, everyone has said it to him.
46:32Yeah.
46:33I don't understand.
46:34Like, truly.
46:35And this just shows that you care.
46:38Yeah, I do care a lot.
46:40Oh.
46:42I do think I was in love with him, and I am still.
46:45I think so.
46:46And I think when I'm in love with someone, I know the way I am.
46:49I've not been in love with someone for, like, maybe four years.
46:52Yeah.
46:53And I love really well, so it's a big loss for him as well.
46:56Yeah.
46:57Oh my God.
46:58It's one thing to be hurt, but it's another thing to, like, be in love with someone and be
47:02heartbroken by it.
47:03Tell me you loved me, tell me you loved me, tell me you loved me.
47:14Yeah.
47:41Wow.
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