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00:12Previously on Love Island,
00:14emotions run high.
00:16You won't believe your eyes, just watch me now.
00:19We're a really good kiss.
00:20The kiss was very good, actually.
00:21We run the affair now, then.
00:23It's not great, bro. I feel for yags.
00:24It's not great.
00:25Charlene's warm and happy and friendly.
00:27Got a smile back on my face.
00:29I know, bro.
00:31Oh, my God.
00:32Simba, man.
00:32Does take two to tango.
00:33Take two to tango? Don't do that.
00:36Idiot.
00:36I feel like I'm in a good position because Priya likes him to.
00:39Fully a win-win.
00:39You're not necessarily attracted to her so much.
00:41Oh, you're not?
00:42No.
00:42I feel like it would be so lit if Priya brought you back
00:44because then I can just be like, okay, cool.
00:46I feel like a mug in here.
00:47You literally went to Priya.
00:48Bring him back.
00:49It's so you could get to know him.
00:50Don't equate it.
00:51Both of you have a bit blindsided me there.
00:52Bit of a kick in the teeth, guys.
00:54But he said to you, I'm more interested in you.
00:56But you never relayed that to me.
00:59This is between us because we get in the egg.
01:02Oh, really?
01:03I'm sorry.
01:04Muka, that was so dishonest.
01:05You and Jazz are like my hostess girls in here.
01:08No, I know.
01:08And I'm sorry, Priya.
01:09It's part of you two.
01:09It's hurtful to me.
01:11She's like, look like a mug.
01:19After the credits roll.
01:22I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
01:25The tears fall.
01:28And I'm so sorry for hurting me as people I am.
01:31She's crying.
01:32I don't look.
01:49Movie night's not over yet, but the reviews are in.
01:53Five stars from Movie Mag.
01:56It's a smash, said Top Flicks.
01:58You can stick your movie night up your d***, says Cav off Love Island.
02:03I'm not sure we'll put that last one on the poster.
02:08Guys, no, I just need to have to take my own love for it.
02:12Catch me if you cavern.
02:16What happens on tour stays on tour, boy.
02:18Go for it.
02:19Go for it.
02:21Go for it.
02:22Head spun.
02:22A little bit.
02:23Yeah.
02:25I can tell.
02:26I can tell.
02:26You made a nice kiss, though.
02:27It was good kissing.
02:28Do you reckon?
02:28Yeah.
02:29I could have kissed you all right, to be fair.
02:31I didn't really want it to stop.
02:32I'm gorgeous.
02:34I just love your personality, I'll be honest.
02:36Really?
02:36I do, yeah.
02:37Obviously, you are sexy.
02:40Yeah.
02:40Gorgeous.
02:41But I think, yeah, your personality, I feel like you're very caring.
02:43Yeah.
02:43I mean, regretting not kissing your life, right?
02:46Really?
02:48I think it's your name.
02:50Oh, God, I'm going to get sick.
02:57You're such a cute couple.
02:58Thanks, Fitz.
02:59Thanks, Fitz.
03:00We have your blessing.
03:02Might as well stay here, won't we?
03:04Yeah, don't go back.
03:05I actually don't really want to go back.
03:07Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare.
03:11Yeah, let's just stay on holiday.
03:13You're gorgeous.
03:14Thanks.
03:15But I just want to take care of you, do you know what I mean?
03:17Of me?
03:18Yeah.
03:18Oh, that's my dream.
03:20Yeah.
03:20I think that's probably why I am so, like, attracted to you.
03:23Really?
03:23Honestly, when I first come in, I was just drawn.
03:26What is this about?
03:27Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
03:28Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't.
03:29The lad's holiday vibe's gone.
03:31It's now like a connection, isn't it?
03:32Mm.
03:33I'm looking forward to exploring, haven't you?
03:35Yeah.
03:36And another kiss now.
03:37Oh, God.
03:39God.
03:39Honestly.
03:42This is not nice to see, is it?
03:45Charlene, Charlene.
03:49Charlene.
03:49Charlene, where have you been?
03:51Oh.
03:52For four weeks, Charlene.
03:54Oh, my God, Cav.
03:57Cass is great.
04:01So, Cav, man, that's terrible.
04:03OK.
04:10Where have you been for four weeks?
04:11OK.
04:11Yeah, now you're speechless.
04:13Huh?
04:13This girl is so insane.
04:14She's absolutely heartbroken.
04:16She really cares.
04:16Why am I getting so onto me?
04:18You've got a smirk on your face.
04:20You've got a little smirk on your face.
04:22I come back, and I owned what I did, and I told them what I thought.
04:25But then you're having a go at her for...
04:26She hasn't even entertained anyone.
04:27Because I'm getting roasted.
04:28Because she didn't do half of that shit, Cav.
04:31No, but Ellie, they were on a break, no?
04:34But did you hear the conversation before they left?
04:37No.
04:38They knew everything about that, though.
04:40They knew about the kiss.
04:40They knew about the connection.
04:41There was nothing.
04:42They knew everything.
04:43It's the little comments, though.
04:44It's the little comments are the problem.
04:46That wasn't nice.
04:49In casa, you get the adrenaline for the first day, then the second day...
04:53Adrenaline control yourself.
04:55What do you mean?
04:56How do you think she's feeling right now?
04:57How the fuck do people not understand this is fucking people's feelings, man?
05:00It's people's feelings.
05:01You fucked them both out.
05:01And then Charlene as well.
05:03You basically played with her as well.
05:06I get Cav messed up, yeah, but he was in a bad place before he left.
05:09That's why.
05:12Whose fault was that?
05:13Whose fault was that?
05:14I'm not saying his fault.
05:15Samraj, how are you defending this?
05:16It's situational.
05:18Just shut up.
05:18Honestly, just stop.
05:19All you have to do today is that was a hard watch.
05:20I'm really sorry we spoke about it.
05:22Of course, and I agree.
05:23I agree that was a hard watch.
05:24Stop using these excuses about we were not in a good place.
05:26It's not an excuse.
05:27It's perspective, Jaz.
05:28It's perspective.
05:28You don't know it.
05:33You know it, and you know what we live.
05:34And I do, and I feel like we've already spoke about it.
05:36You know what we live.
05:36You're going to do about four weeks, you're going to do all of that shit.
05:38Are you actually good?
05:39The only reason I'm quiet just then is because it's hard for me to speak to you.
05:41To look at you is hard for me.
05:43For you to walk down there was hard for me.
05:45You're gross to me.
05:46You're gross.
05:47All of you are gross.
05:48But you all back each other.
05:49It's disgusting.
05:50And you girls don't back each other, though.
05:51You girls don't back each other, though.
05:52They do the same thing, though.
05:53I feel like you lot are actually delusional.
05:55I feel like you guys forget that kissing and cuddling.
05:58That's a really intimate thing.
05:59And what you were saying.
06:00What you were saying.
06:01What you were saying.
06:03Can you just let them speak?
06:05I was quiet that whole time.
06:07This is my time to talk.
06:08I was quiet that whole time.
06:09The rest of you.
06:10You have a conversation.
06:11Not everyone needs to keep checking.
06:13Yes, they can.
06:13They can check me in for me because they just look hard.
06:14They've seen me this whole time.
06:16They're allowed to stand up for me.
06:17They can stand up for me as much as they want.
06:18Why is that not fair when they stand up for me?
06:21Have some respect for me.
06:23That shit was actually fucking crazy.
06:24It was worse than I even thought.
06:25You can be like, damn, that's how that came across.
06:27That's really mad.
06:28I'm so sorry, Jazz.
06:29You don't deserve to sit there and cry.
06:30You can come give me a hug.
06:31Instead, you do this.
06:32And then you come for my girls for standing up for me.
06:33Please.
06:34Please.
06:35Stop.
06:35I feel like I've sat and I've held my hands up about what I said.
06:39No, you didn't.
06:39Because you tried to compare me and Jordan to you.
06:41You tried to compare it.
06:42Yeah, because you're all kind of me.
06:43And Simba's reacting.
06:44I don't know why you're reacting.
06:45What do you mean Simba's reacting?
06:47Bro, all I do is look up to the ceiling.
06:48Oh, Simba's doing the ceiling.
06:48Yeah, don't look.
06:49Don't look.
06:50Just sit there.
06:50Seriously.
06:51I'm looking straight at the screen.
06:53Bro, I can't even breathe, bro.
06:55But you like to do this shit, it's actually hurtful.
06:57I think it's also just, like, not nice.
06:59Or even for, like, Charlene, though.
07:00So you should come back and say,
07:01it's actually two people involved.
07:03It's not just Jazz.
07:04It's actually...
07:04I've held my hands up and said,
07:05I've put myself in a bit of people.
07:06I know you have, but then it's always, like,
07:07followed by a butt.
07:08Well, what else do you want me to do, Yaz?
07:10Just shut up.
07:13Yeah, man.
07:13Just on chat-ins, bro.
07:14Just on chat-ins, bro.
07:16I literally can't deal with this shit.
07:21Like some of the stuff you said was a little bit...
07:23Of course, but it's...
07:24But, like...
07:25Yeah, but that was bad.
07:27I don't know.
07:28I just think you had a really bad few days with Jazz.
07:30You were really overthinking it.
07:31This girl came in,
07:32and you just explored it.
07:41I still think her saying she wants to keep him here as an option
07:44and make Pari again is so bad.
07:45Exactly why?
07:45Was that all dismissed?
07:46That was ridiculous.
07:47That just gets dismissed like it's nothing.
07:49Stupid boys.
07:50Just boys.
07:56What are the boys doing defending him?
07:58There's nothing to defend!
07:59There is nothing to defend!
08:02Cab tried to compare me and Jordan.
08:05Are you fucking joking me?
08:07That's why I had to pay for-
08:07Where are you in the past four weeks?
08:09Your personality, our future.
08:11Are you crazy?
08:12Are you actually fucking crazy?
08:16I understand that it doesn't look great.
08:18I just don't get how they can all get on to me
08:21and just forget everything else that's gone.
08:23Obviously, yeah, it's between you and Jazz.
08:25But do you know what?
08:26The thing is, the same way the girls chime in,
08:28we all see you hurt,
08:29so why don't we have a right to chime in as well?
08:31And then they want to compare the way they back each other
08:33to the way we back each other here.
08:34Yeah, because you all fucking clown us around,
08:36so we back each other because you clown us around.
08:37You lot sit there.
08:39We stay here like idiots,
08:40so I'm gonna back my fucking girls.
08:41You don't need to back your boy when he's an idiot.
08:43You need to G-check him.
08:44Hello?
08:48Save the best till last, eh?
08:52I'm crying.
08:53My girls are defending me.
08:54You as my man should sit there who's groveling.
08:57You should sit there and be like,
08:58period, and you guys are right,
08:59and you should back your girls.
09:00That is the closest I've ever felt to being cheated on.
09:02I don't need it, you guys.
09:03I actually don't.
09:04And I don't want it.
09:05And I don't want it.
09:06And I fucking love my single life.
09:08I love it.
09:09I'm here because I wanted to see if I was open to it.
09:11And you know what I've shown myself?
09:12I'm so open to it because I really fell for this boy.
09:14And I know that in my heart,
09:16I'm not this cold girl who can't,
09:18isn't capable of love,
09:19because that's actually what I started to find with him.
09:22You obviously both like each other.
09:25You still want to pursue things,
09:27even though things are this chaotic.
09:30If I love you, I am loyal to a fault.
09:31You got that out of me and you fumbled it.
09:33Idiot.
09:33He's talking about,
09:34Oh, I'm feeling this, I'm feeling that.
09:37Where have you been the past week?
09:39Are you an idiot?
09:41Oh guys, I can't.
09:43I'm disgusted.
09:44All of those boys are disgusting.
09:46The way they're backing each other is disgusting.
09:47Like, shut up!
10:05Movie night's over!
10:07Oh and guys, if that giant screen mysteriously vanishes tomorrow morning,
10:11let's not look into it too deeply, okay?
10:14Anyway, totally different subject.
10:16If anyone fancies coming round my gaff on Saturday
10:18to watch England Norway on a massive screen.
10:21Simba?
10:22No?
10:23Not in the mood?
10:23But heaven won't take you, then I won't go, Romeo.
10:30What's that?
10:31What do you want to talk about?
10:32It's up to you.
10:33Like, if you don't want to, like, it's fair, isn't it?
10:35But...
10:35But why do you want to talk?
10:36I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:38Okay.
10:39I feel like every time I try to come and you're like,
10:41oh, no, I don't want to chat, like...
10:43I'm not forcing you, if you don't want to talk to me.
10:44Do you want to chat then?
10:45All right, cool.
10:48I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:50All right.
10:50Let's go.
10:51Let me go.
10:52How are you?
10:55Great.
10:56I got problems.
10:57You up?
10:58I got problems.
10:59Food problems.
11:00Can't stop.
11:02Obviously, you know what?
11:03Actually, first of all, let me start by apologising.
11:07I was just angry at, you know, Mara and the rest of the girls
11:11just always trying to chip away at me.
11:13These last two, three days, it's been very difficult.
11:16I just feel like me kind of raising my voice
11:19and kind of clapping back a little bit, that's...
11:21Like I said, it's like, if you keep poking a bear,
11:23eventually I'm going to pop off.
11:24It wasn't directed towards you whatsoever.
11:26Everything I've done, all my mistakes,
11:28yeah, I hold up my hands.
11:29There's nothing...
11:29I can't defend myself.
11:30I've got no leg to stand on.
11:31I've fucked up on numerous occasions now,
11:33so I'm sorry for that.
11:36I just feel like everything you say and you do is just bullshit.
11:40Like, genuinely...
11:42Like, the way you behave outside of our conversation,
11:46how can I genuinely sit there and believe
11:48that our connection is such-and-such?
11:51It is, darling.
11:52It's not such-and-such.
11:53It's not such-and-such.
11:55It's actually laughable.
11:56It's actually a joke.
11:58Because I've actually been fooled this whole time, I feel like.
12:00I haven't been fooled.
12:01Genuinely, I've actually been fooled.
12:03Don't you feel like...
12:04Don't you feel like...
12:05If I really didn't like you...
12:06Oh, my God.
12:06It's actually hilarious seeing your conversations with Mika,
12:10seeing your conversations with Mara.
12:15Talking about...
12:15I said, can I trust you?
12:18I don't even know why I asked that question,
12:19because I know I fucking can't.
12:21And you say yes.
12:22And then you go and...
12:24Angie.
12:24Every...
12:25All these conversations...
12:26I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
12:30You have your own interpretation of how to do things.
12:33I have my own.
12:34Like I said, I've fucked up.
12:35I can get to know people, but I don't have to lips up the place.
12:38I don't have to do too much.
12:40I don't have to bring people back from Casa Amor.
12:43Like, if...
12:44It's because your words aren't matching your actions.
12:47I know, I know, I know.
12:47My words are matching my actions.
12:50I'm sorry, Angie.
12:51I've talked to her.
12:52Yeah, but how many times can you say sorry?
12:53I don't know.
12:54What do you want me to do?
12:55I said to you, if you want me to go home, I'll go.
12:57What do you want me to do?
12:59Your actions ain't making...
13:00Do you still want this?
13:00Do you still want this?
13:01I don't know.
13:02I don't know if I do,
13:03because I just feel like just watching that shit
13:05and how you behave when I'm not there,
13:08when you're having other conversations with other people,
13:10I just feel like I just don't even know for this anymore.
13:13I can't even look at you.
13:15This is shit for me, genuinely.
13:17I know, and I'm trying to fix this.
13:19I want to fix this.
13:21And like I said,
13:21I've literally left myself in a most vulnerable position
13:23and said that I did it with Mara.
13:24I don't care about her.
13:25I don't want that to work no more.
13:27I just want you.
13:28Yeah, but no more.
13:28So why did you feel like...
13:30I told you, I told you.
13:30Why did they take that for you to notice that,
13:32okay, no, I don't want her no more?
13:34You're the biggest reason in terms of why I'm here right now.
13:38You're the only thing that's really keeping me here right now.
13:40I don't need to be here right now.
13:41I'm here for you.
13:43I miss you.
13:44I miss us.
13:45Oh, God.
13:51And I'm not, I'm not.
13:54I'm not.
13:54I'm not.
13:54I'm not.
13:56Angie, please wait, wait.
13:57Why are we walking away?
13:58I'm not.
13:59I'm just caught off of this conversation now.
14:01I need to address my feelings.
14:02I told you.
14:02I'm sorry.
14:03And I'm dead in it.
14:03I just want you.
14:05Come on, man.
14:06Come on, Simba.
14:07Come on.
14:10It's every day, same cycle, bruv.
14:15I just feel like I disrespected you.
14:17And if I could take it back, I would never do it.
14:18And I know it's only a challenge when people go,
14:20oh, challenge this, challenge that.
14:21But even watching it, I felt sick looking.
14:23I was like, that's disgusting.
14:24Do you know what I mean?
14:25I know you should be the one upset, but I'm just fuming at it.
14:28I actually like that you're fuming at it.
14:30Just stupid, like you're the one who should be upsetting on me.
14:31Yeah, but...
14:32Man, I'm serious.
14:34All those girls need to relax.
14:35Fuck me.
14:36I get they're standing up,
14:37but some of it is just so unnecessary.
14:39I just didn't chime in because I said,
14:40I'm not getting involved.
14:41I can't be bothered to get involved.
14:42And I just let them at it.
14:44Are you adults or children?
14:45Do you know what I mean?
14:46They're acting like in the classroom,
14:47I get out, like...
14:49Yeah, to be fair, I feel like...
14:50But are you okay?
14:51That's what I'm saying.
14:52We didn't even be talking about that.
14:52You're okay?
14:53No, I'm fine.
14:54You sure?
14:54Yeah.
14:54Did anything shock you there?
14:56No.
14:56I thought Mika's behaviour pre was ridiculous.
14:59I feel really bad for Priya.
15:00I feel so bad for her.
15:01I feel so bad for Priya.
15:02She got dug out there a few times.
15:03You okay?
15:04Yeah, I'm just, like, I feel bad.
15:08I feel sad.
15:10I'm feeling all the emotions.
15:12Are you okay?
15:13No, I'm fine.
15:14I'm fine with you.
15:16I feel bad for...
15:17I'm going to speak to her later.
15:18Me too.
15:19In the moment...
15:20I don't know.
15:20You didn't feel that bad?
15:22No.
15:22I want to apologise.
15:23I want to feel bad because I know she felt bad with,
15:25like, you and Jazz and her,
15:27because you were, like, the closest three
15:28or her two closest mates.
15:30Yeah, that's why I feel so bad,
15:31because I really love her
15:32and I'm, like, the last thing I want to do.
15:34It's her, though.
15:35Also the it comment.
15:37That was bad.
15:38Yeah, even though I said afterwards,
15:39I don't know if I said to someone else,
15:40I don't know if it's the right word,
15:41it's a strong word,
15:42and I will apologise to Priya.
15:43Even though I know I'm, like,
15:45she's my gal,
15:46like, I love her so much,
15:48I thought it should have come from you,
15:50but now, upon reflection,
15:52it should have come from me.
15:54Tomorrow's the new day.
15:56Tomorrow's not even going to fix it.
15:58No.
15:59No, no, no.
15:59Is Samarra Jamaica over there?
16:01Yeah, he tried.
16:01He's actually going to speak to them both,
16:03to be honest with you.
16:03We did give it a go-need-it-workout,
16:05and that's the way it is.
16:06Are you ready to chat,
16:07or should we chat in a minute?
16:08No, no, no, it was honestly nothing.
16:09Do you know what?
16:10Actually, I'll speak to you both.
16:13That's a word for her.
16:15No, that's not okay.
16:16It's not okay.
16:16And I'll say that front-up to them.
16:18Yeah, so do I.
16:19For sure.
16:20You both right?
16:21Um, no.
16:23I want to start by saying,
16:24honestly, Priya,
16:25I'm really sorry.
16:26You know how much I love you,
16:27and that shit, honestly,
16:28I'm not joking.
16:30That was a hard watch.
16:32I can't even imagine how you feel.
16:34If anything,
16:34I look like an evil-ass bitch.
16:36You're one of my closest friends,
16:37and I'm here.
16:38One, you could have told me,
16:38but you didn't.
16:39That's fine.
16:40But the first thing was,
16:41that was the night
16:42that you said to me
16:43that you had the ick with me.
16:45Watching that said about yourself
16:46is fucking shit.
16:47No, of course.
16:48First of all,
16:48I'd like to apologise to you.
16:50What I said was said,
16:50and I own what I said.
16:52Second of all,
16:52I can understand what you're-
16:53Don't say sorry for how you feel,
16:54If you genuinely felt
16:55that you had the ick,
16:56that's fine.
16:56I'm going to explain why.
16:57So, for me,
16:58I think some of the stuff
16:59you were doing,
17:00maybe subconsciously
17:01was like grating away at me,
17:03but I thought,
17:04let's carry on,
17:05and ick is a very strong word.
17:06But then you still tried
17:06to kiss me in bed,
17:07so that's obviously not how you felt.
17:08Yeah, and I think
17:09that's not okay either.
17:10And I agree.
17:11Maybe it's my own immaturity,
17:12little things are getting to me.
17:13Maybe that's where I need to grow.
17:15And we did have a good connection
17:16with what we had.
17:16That's why I thought,
17:16why am I going to all of a sudden
17:18shut the door
17:19because Miex told me she liked me.
17:21I thought that's not right.
17:22I didn't want him to do that either.
17:24I'm loyal to you girls.
17:27And I literally said to you,
17:29I can see that you and Samuach
17:30have a connection.
17:31Please explore that.
17:32You're very mature about it.
17:33I've been very graceful.
17:34So it's just like
17:35this sneaking around
17:36and me in the kitchen,
17:37and then for you to just lie,
17:40I don't know,
17:40I just look like a dickhead.
17:42No, I'll do that spot.
17:43I thought I was very intent.
17:45I thought I was very intent
17:45with my feelings,
17:46but I'm like a gullible twat.
17:48But then also,
17:49I just,
17:50I'm confused as to why
17:51you're not telling me these things
17:52because you're scared
17:53that I'm going to freak out.
17:54I don't get it.
17:54I genuinely think no.
17:56But that's what you said
17:56because you said
17:57you don't be scared
17:57she's going to freak out.
17:59I literally said to Samuach,
18:00you should tell her that.
18:02Ick is a strong word
18:02and you literally need
18:04to tell Priya that
18:04because what the fuck
18:05are you doing in a couple
18:06with her and kissing her in bed
18:08and y'all are getting intimate
18:09and this, this, this,
18:10if you have the ick.
18:12With the ick thing,
18:13like I said,
18:13ick's a bad comment to say.
18:15Yeah, I'm never going to say
18:16that about anyone.
18:16I think my reasoning
18:17was to keep you in the dark
18:18but I apologise for that.
18:19But I hope you're okay, Priya.
18:20Yeah, I'm fine.
18:21Yeah, I'm really sorry, Priya.
18:22I appreciate your apology.
18:23If you've got the ick,
18:25then why did you,
18:26one, try and kiss me in bed again
18:27that night?
18:28That's no ick.
18:30I'm never, ever, ever
18:31going to say that someone
18:32has given me the ick again
18:33because watching that
18:34about yourself
18:35is fucking shit.
18:38And all your layers
18:39to the fullest
18:42But the hair
18:43Heaven's walking down
18:44now.
18:46Tough watch that.
18:47Angelista's mad at Simba.
18:49Jasmine's not talking to Cav
18:51and one of the potted plants
18:52just told Jordan
18:53he didn't deserve Priya.
18:58How do I have to look like
18:59I've given you the right advice?
19:02Like, from Jaz's perspective
19:04that I'm trying to
19:05break use to her.
19:06I do think
19:08you don't think
19:09she's the right of me.
19:10I do think that.
19:12Because you don't.
19:13Because I see the argument,
19:15Cav.
19:15Of course,
19:15but everything has arguments,
19:17Aide.
19:18Well, then I've given you
19:18the wrong advice,
19:19then, haven't I?
19:20If this doesn't work out with Cav, though,
19:22I can't take this.
19:24I think it.
19:24I really just like him.
19:26Like, you saw,
19:26look up, please hold up.
19:27Mika, that's not me
19:29to react like that.
19:30It's outside with Cav again tonight.
19:31Cav don't have a bit either,
19:33isn't it?
19:33Bro, you've got to serve your time
19:34in the trenches, man.
19:35I hope it's worth it.
19:36I hope you will get what you need to.
19:38Hopefully, bro.
19:39My fucking brothers, man.
19:41I appreciate you.
19:44I love you so much.
19:45I love you.
19:46You're fucking iconic.
19:48You're actually iconic.
19:49You're so iconic.
19:51You're literally like,
19:52that's what it is.
20:02She's obviously really upset.
20:04I should have told her
20:05about the egg thing,
20:05but at the same time,
20:06I just thought
20:06he should have told her,
20:08like, it shouldn't be coming from him.
20:10Yeah, from her part,
20:11I think it's a little bit shady, man.
20:13The whole thing with Jordan and stuff.
20:15Yeah, bro.
20:15Like, that's so sly, innit?
20:18Do you know what I think?
20:19What am I just taking all the stick?
20:22Both of you in that situation,
20:24you've not told me straight away
20:25and then you've made me
20:26look more like a dickhead.
20:27I agree.
20:27I agree.
20:28I don't need to be sugar-coated.
20:31I can take shit.
20:32And you never ask for protection.
20:33I can't go back in time
20:34and fucking fix it.
20:36So I'm just going to own it.
20:36I did what I did.
20:37It was wrong.
20:38I appreciate that.
20:39I appreciate that.
20:39But I actually want to mind someone
20:42like this.
20:43You say want to.
20:44You've been here like...
20:44I want this.
20:45You've been here like two days, man.
20:59I.
21:01I.
21:01I.
21:01I.
21:02I.
21:03I just need a single day
21:04All the truth and the spirit
21:07Undecipient, you know I don't want to talk
21:10Baby, damn it, all the way
21:12That's running dimples on your teeth
21:40Movie night reopened old wounds for some
21:43And it reminded Charlene of the connection
21:45She thought she and Cav had
21:56I think seeing that video
21:58I feel like I wasn't fucking crazy
22:00We did have that connection
22:02I don't like, unfortunately do really fucking like it
22:04Oh my god, I can't deal with today
22:09I can't do it
22:11So much mess, Angie
22:13Like hurting Priya
22:14And I feel so hurt as well
22:16It's so hard seeing the person
22:19That you're coupled with do that
22:21Already before I was thinking
22:22It's going to be really difficult for me
22:23To get over this kissing thing
22:24Now this is so much worse
22:27We saw clips of Jazz
22:29That Jordan mind game
22:31Like she kind of got someone else to do her dirty work
22:33To do it so that she can stay respectful
22:36Yeah, yeah, yeah
22:39Don't give up
22:40Genuinely
22:42There was no clips of Angie, bro
22:44Yeah, she is literally perfect, bro
22:46Fuck's sake, how I'm such a bad guy
22:57How are you feeling after movie night?
23:02I think everyone's a bit deflated
23:04To say the least
23:05Jasmine
23:06Did you enjoy the affair on TV?
23:10That was crazy
23:11Mmm
23:14Great chap
23:20I feel like
23:22The night before was drama
23:23And today
23:24Like for everyone
23:25It's just actually pure sadness
23:26I'm just sad, yeah
23:33Am I supposed to just sweep all that under the carpet?
23:35But yeah
23:35I don't know, bro
23:36I really don't know
23:37That's what I mean
23:39Look at what you want
23:40Sometimes what you want isn't right
23:55To compare it or to think that my pain is equal to what he's going through is not the same
23:59After how much I'm falling for this boy
24:01Having to sit here and look at him
24:02Guys, I can't take it
24:05No, it's really sad, Jess
24:07I can't take it, you guys
24:08Honestly
24:09I can't
24:15I have genuine feelings for this person
24:18No, she's crying
24:19Don't look
24:20I don't like to see her upset either
24:23She does care
24:23She does care
24:24She does like you, bro
24:26Of course she likes you
24:27And I'm so sorry for hearing these people I am
24:30And I've said it
24:30And I'll continue saying it
24:31But I think I deserve the same back
24:33I deserve love from the man that I've been with this whole time
24:37It's too much
24:37And he wants to try and defend what he's done
24:40Through my actions
24:41And I think that that's wrong
24:42Because I'm not defending what he's done through my actions
24:44I'm not doing that back
24:45I'm sorry for what I've done
24:47I am sorry for it
24:48And I think you should be too
24:49Because you really hurt me
24:50And you know you have
24:52I was so happy in them clips
24:53And I was
24:54And I feel like
24:54We haven't had one happy time since we got back here
24:57Together
24:57Because it's just been thing after thing
25:00And I feel like when there's conflict
25:01I think he looks at the person who's maybe most upset
25:04And doesn't really worry about anything else
25:07But I think
25:08Yeah
25:09I hope that gave him a reminder maybe as well of it
25:12It is a lot of conflict
25:13Because maybe in his head he was a bit like
25:14Oh
25:16Yeah
25:16Lorenzo wants to speak with the nurse
25:18And boom
25:19Ten seconds later he's found one
25:21You see that's the thing about reality TV shows
25:24Sometimes they're just so unrealistic
25:27You can't be too miserable though
25:28I'm not
25:29Okay
25:34Oh Lorenzo
25:35Come on
25:37How are you feeling after that chaos?
25:40Honestly I just feel like
25:41I just feel a lot of hurt
25:44And anger
25:45I just feel really disappointed
25:47I can see that
25:48I really hate this for me and Simba
25:50Because it's like I've been single for years
25:52And I haven't felt like this about someone
25:57In a long time
25:58Really?
25:59Yeah
25:59It doesn't help when like everyone basically strongly dislikes him
26:04What you've just said at the beginning of the conversation
26:06You've never felt like this for a long time
26:09I had for years
26:11So it's hard to just be like
26:13It's making it really hard for me
26:15To say those words that this is done
26:18If you didn't feel that way then it'd be done ages ago
26:22Yeah
26:23It would have been done straight away
26:25It's also hard like what else more can you do
26:28For him to not act like that
26:31That's the thing like
26:32All I've got is his word and that's not enough
26:35Because it's like you saying to me that
26:37Like I'll never do that again
26:40How do we know that?
26:42Hmm
26:42How can I trust that you're not going to be lustful?
26:45Like you've been here
26:46Have you ever been cheated on before?
26:48You have
26:49Because it's even worse then
26:52I don't know
26:54Sorry, straight to the stub
26:56Is that for me?
26:57Yeah, it's for you
27:00There's a lot though
27:00I don't know if
27:01Yeah, that's a lot
27:02I didn't get the measurements right
27:04Alright
27:06This is the most awkward thing I've ever seen in my life
27:08Huh?
27:09This is the most awkward thing
27:12Yeah
27:12Sorry
27:14Do you want anything else?
27:15I think she wants a coffee as well
27:16Nah, I mean
27:17Do you want a coffee?
27:18I'm joking
27:19I'm joking
27:21Oh
27:23If you carry on
27:25Living in the grey zone
27:26There's a chance that this could happen again
27:28And then you're going to get hurt even more
27:29Yeah
27:30But I feel like I look like a fool
27:32If I'd take him back
27:33Yeah, but why do you care about what we think?
27:35What emotion's stronger?
27:37Feeling like an idiot
27:38Or a love for him?
27:40Hmm?
27:41It's half and half
27:43If you like him that much
27:45You either have to make it like full commitment
27:48Or there's always that chance that that could then happen again
27:52His actions are concerning
27:55Hmm
27:57I'm a bit not worried about Lola
27:59Yeah
28:01I just worry that sometimes she brushes things under the carpet
28:04You don't want to pry either
28:05Because at the end of the day
28:06If she's saying it's fine
28:07Then it's fine in her eyes
28:08And that's okay
28:09But I don't want her to feel like she's got something to say
28:12And she's not saying it
28:13Because I generally thought that she didn't know about that
28:16Yeah
28:16Because obviously she didn't relay that to us
28:17Yeah
28:17And even when she relayed the conversation
28:19That Sean was very honest about the kiss and blah blah blah
28:21Yeah
28:22So I just worried that maybe like
28:24Oh, I don't know
28:25Maybe I'm just overthinking it
28:26One of the things that's not nice to watch
28:27But even as soon as it finished
28:29I didn't feel any certain type of way about it
28:30Yeah
28:31Because it's just like
28:33I don't know
28:34Like I think it was a good thing
28:35It was in a challenge
28:35It was in a challenge
28:36We got a good thing
28:37And I knew exactly what was happening anyway
28:38Yeah
28:39So it was actually pretty chill
28:40You've heard context of a conversation
28:42That he's not known about
28:44And I do feel like she does
28:44Not brush things under
28:45But like
28:46Even in previous challenges and stuff
28:47She's like
28:48Oh yeah, no
28:48It's all fine
28:49And then it does affect her a little bit later on
28:51So I just feel like
28:51Maybe just go and do a check in on her
28:53Yeah
28:54I don't know
28:55What a journey Simba's been on
28:58He began in the foot spa of naughtiness
29:00Spent time in the jacuzzi of denial
29:03And now at last he's arrived
29:05At the pool of accountability
29:08Okay brother
29:09I'm ready to listen
29:10Talk to my chat to you bro
29:12Yeah
29:13Hasn't been easy bro
29:14I'm not gonna lie to you
29:15I know I've messed up
29:17And it's all good saying
29:18How much I like Angie
29:19And you know
29:20I just want to fix things with Angie
29:21But I really need to sit
29:22In like this pool of accountability
29:24And just be like
29:25You know what Simba
29:26You've actually messed up
29:27Even like
29:28Looking at the screen yesterday
29:29I don't want to be that guy no more bro
29:31And what hurt me the most
29:33I had a conversation with Angie
29:34And she said to me like
29:36She just feels like she can't trust me
29:38You know
29:38And I feel like
29:40Without trust there's nothing
29:41No relationship
29:42Do you know what I'm saying
29:42No relationship
29:43Okay yeah
29:43I'll be the first to tell you fucked up
29:45Yeah yeah you would
29:45We all fucked up
29:46To be fair
29:46We took cast in the wrong way
29:47We got excited
29:48I want to be a better man bro
29:50Not just for Angie
29:51But for myself
29:52You owe it to yourself
29:52You know what I mean
29:53My boys back home
29:54My family
29:55My mum
29:55My little brother
29:57Why am I still chasing
29:58Why am I still trying to play the game
29:59Why am I still trying to
30:00You know
30:01Just do
30:02Again
30:02Do things
30:02Do lustful things
30:04Things that
30:04Aren't going to bring me
30:05No long lasting happiness
30:06I know
30:07I think going to casa bro
30:08Was that last little push
30:10You needed
30:11To make you realise
30:12Yeah to realise
30:13Look imagine
30:13Just take this in
30:15So against all the odds
30:16You found your person
30:17And then from your actions
30:19You might lose
30:20That person
30:21That's what I think
30:22Is hit home for you
30:23And you realise
30:24Angie is that girl for you
30:25Angie is the type of girl bro
30:26Am I getting emotional
30:27It's alright bro
30:28I've got goosebumps man
30:30Angie is the type of girl
30:31On the outside bro
30:32She'll be part of your family life
30:33She'll look after you
30:34You guys
30:34I really think you two
30:35Are meant to be together
30:36Bro you are
30:37And you deserve it
30:38I mean you really
30:38Really do deserve this
30:39Don't ever question yourself
30:40When the girl's saying
30:42These things
30:42Fuck them bro
30:42Don't ever question yourself
30:44But I don't want to see you in pain
30:46I don't want to see you hurting
30:47You made your mistakes
30:47I just show it man
30:48Give that girl the world
30:49That's what you want
30:50Don't fuck up now
30:51Literally
30:51Now you know what you want
30:54So just don't mess it up bro
30:57Do you know what I mean
30:58Don't mess it up
30:59Nah
31:00Fucking no bro
31:02Fucking no
31:02What the fuck has happened to us
31:04Bro
31:06Come on
31:06Give me a hug for me
31:07Fucking no bro
31:08Fucking no
31:09My brother
31:16I just want to fix this bro
31:18I want to
31:19I want to just do the actions
31:20Do the one percents
31:21She calls it a hundred percents
31:23Isn't it
31:23Yeah
31:26Oh
31:27Hi
31:28Shall we have a chat
31:29Yeah
31:30Terrace
31:31Terrace
31:31Yeah
31:32I've not been there yet
31:33Yeah
31:36I'm her back
31:37How are you feeling
31:38How are you feeling anyways
31:38Guys I feel so shit
31:41Can't stop crying today
31:42And I'm just not trying to do all that
31:44No
31:44No I'm not
31:45I literally can't stop
31:46Like I can't
31:46I'm not going to hug you though
31:47Because that's just real
31:48Love you guys
31:48No no don't worry
31:49I'm fine
31:50It wasn't great last night
31:51No
31:52Yeah and I'm gonna
31:54And I've said sorry
31:55But I'm going to say sorry
31:55For my parts
31:56It's just
31:57They're talking up there
31:59For me it's the lack of respect
32:00You had when you were there
32:01You never spoke about me
32:03You didn't care about me
32:03She had no idea
32:04That we were so close
32:05She had no idea
32:06And then watching it guys
32:07The same lines he uses on me
32:09The same everything he uses on me
32:10Is what he did to her
32:12I think I only watched 10 seconds
32:13Did I stop watching
32:14You can move forward
32:15Past this whole situation as well
32:17I don't know
32:17We have to see
32:18I don't know
32:19I'm like questioning so much
32:20Of our connection now
32:21Like I'm going to be honest
32:22I know you guys didn't say
32:23No he really likes you
32:23But the way he was with her
32:25Is exactly how he was with me
32:26When he first came in
32:27And so that's making me
32:29Really question it now
32:30And do you think
32:30Like they're still open
32:31To getting to know each other world
32:33I think if they are
32:34I think I'm just going to
32:35Remove myself
32:37How did you have it last night?
32:38We said we kissed a lot
32:39We said we was chatting a lot
32:41It was flirty
32:41We had a thing
32:42So I don't understand why
32:44I think it was probably seeing it
32:45But like I do get that
32:46Of course
32:47And it's hard to watch
32:48And I get that
32:49And I don't want to make
32:50Jazz upset
32:51Because she started crying
32:52And obviously that's not nice
32:53To see is it
32:54Yeah
32:54I brought you back
32:55You know
32:56That's like a big statement
32:59I'm in a pickle
32:59Because my feelings
33:00Aren't gone for her
33:01They're not
33:02I obviously still like the girl
33:03I need to look at her
33:04From my space
33:05Where it's like
33:05I feel like I've been
33:06But like
33:08Understanding and nice
33:09And supportive of stuff
33:11And I just feel like
33:12I do need some of that back
33:13I think if I didn't like you
33:15This would not be
33:16As big of an issue
33:17But it's like
33:20Hurts
33:20Yeah
33:22Yeah
33:22I don't know what to do
33:24So I need to speak to her
33:25About I suppose
33:26But
33:26Yeah
33:27I'll be expecting
33:28A four course breakfast
33:29In the morning
33:30Nachos
33:30Then some sweets
33:32I'll leave some crisps
33:32Then an egg
33:33And I'll put you a cup of tea
33:34With your crisps
33:35Oh please
33:37Is it alright if I speak to Jasmine
33:38Of course you can
33:41See you in a bit girl
33:41Love you guys
33:42Bye
33:43Having fun
33:45Not at all
33:46No
33:48Like really no
33:49Like really no
33:50Oh god
33:52Have you spoken to him yet
33:54You haven't
33:56Do you want to
33:57Yeah but he's there
33:58He's with her
33:59So I can't
34:01Yeah but you strike me
34:02As a person that doesn't
34:02Really give up
34:03I know
34:03But the fact that
34:04I've been feeling like that
34:05For so long
34:05Is making me think
34:06It's just my time
34:08I really like Cav
34:10And I think he wants to
34:11Maybe open it up
34:12With her again
34:12And that's not something
34:13I'm going to be able to watch
34:14I think he really likes her
34:17I personally don't think
34:18Some of the things
34:19You've done are that bad
34:21In his eyes they are
34:23And if he feels that way
34:24Then he feels that way
34:26And I'm going to say
34:26Sorry for hurting him
34:27In certain ways
34:28Like that
34:29He's been hurt
34:30But like I'm just really hurt
34:35I could sit here
34:35And make things up
34:37And tell you
34:37A million reasons
34:38Why you shouldn't be hurt
34:39But like that's not
34:39Who I am
34:40I feel like we do
34:41Have connections
34:42So I feel like
34:43That's why I'm going off
34:44Yeah
34:45But I need
34:46Efforts
34:47Slightly
34:48Because I'm not
34:49I am a nice girl
34:50But I'm not a doormat
34:52I can't look at that
34:53Like I'm just
34:54Torturing myself now
34:55But I think that's why
34:56This hurts so much
34:57Because I've reassured him
34:59So much
34:59And I've fought for us
35:00So much
35:00And he just
35:01At every second that he can
35:02Is trying to throw it away
35:03And he's doing it again now
35:05I don't think I can be in here
35:06And watch it
35:08Is the point of not sharing a bed
35:09In case we cuddle
35:10Or do whatever
35:11Or is it like
35:12That you want to be like
35:13Fair to both people
35:14Right now
35:15If we share a bed
35:16And then we do end up
35:17Kissing or something
35:18It's not
35:21Yeah it's not very respectful
35:22Is it
35:22I do hear what you're saying
35:23Like we can share a bed
35:24And not kiss
35:25And not cuddle
35:26Or whatever
35:26But
35:26Yeah
35:30You don't think that will happen
35:33Is what you're saying
35:35But then I'm like
35:35What
35:36I don't know
35:40Thank you for checking on me though
35:42No worries
35:45I'm so crying
35:47Come on
35:48I'll tell you
35:59I can't stop crying
36:01On this place
36:03It's fine
36:25After talking things through
36:27With Lorenzo
36:28Jasmine's been left
36:29Feeling emotional
36:35Come on
36:36Come on
36:37Go inside
36:38Jazzy
36:48Oh my lord
36:51Leave him
36:52What happened
36:53You'll be alright Jaz
36:55Yeah
36:59He's running it back
37:00With her you know
37:01With you
37:03With Charlene
37:04He said that
37:06No I could see them
37:10Oh my god
37:11This like breaks me
37:12Seeing me like this
37:13Jaz
37:14Right now
37:15You're overwhelmed as fuck
37:16Jaz
37:16You've just seen
37:18Him saying all this stuff
37:19Kissing
37:20You feel guilty
37:21About Priya
37:22And him
37:22And how you've hurt them
37:23Like this is
37:24A lot for you to process
37:26You're not gonna have
37:27All the answers right now
37:29You just need to like
37:30Let yourself feel
37:31How you feel
37:33And you'll feel better
37:34After crying
37:34Trust me
37:38I'm sure he feels
37:39Like shit too
37:40No I think he's fine
37:41No Jaz
37:43I can't actually see him
37:44Laughing with her
37:45On the balcony
37:46Were they not
37:49Shit
37:49And they have their arms
37:50Like they're so close
37:51To each other
37:52And like
37:52I'm just so confused
37:53He's laughing
37:54I can hear him laughing
37:55I don't think he wants
37:56To hurt anyone
37:57No
37:57And he's just trying
37:58To navigate how he feels
38:00I think so too
38:00I think genuinely
38:01He really likes you
38:02But now he likes her as well
38:04And now he's just like
38:05What the fuck do I do
38:06Which is obviously not nice
38:07You know I think
38:09I've reached my wits end
38:09With the whole thing now
38:10Because I think it's either
38:11We commit to
38:12Fixing this with each other
38:13Or you're like done
38:14Or we're not committed to it
38:16And that's okay
38:17Then he's found something better
38:19But then that's actually me done
38:20Like I'm not going to be
38:22Open to anything now
38:23She doesn't even want
38:24To couple up with me
38:25Must be really bad
38:26Please
38:27I'm like
38:28You know what now
38:29Please just couple up you two
38:30For fuck's sake
38:31Honestly
38:32I'd live for that
38:33Yeah I mean
38:34But
38:35You deserve more than me
38:37Just moping about
38:38This is true
38:40You do
38:41And you deserve
38:42A coffee
38:43And some cuddles
38:44I do
38:45Come back in six months
38:46Alright
38:46Put a date in the diary
38:48At the end of the day
38:49You need to be
38:51Happy
38:51In whatever
38:53In whatever form
38:54That looks like
38:55Whatever form that looks like
38:56You have to
38:56Prioritise that
38:58And if it's
38:59So I can
39:00Progress
39:02I'm thinking
39:03That I need
39:04To rest
39:06Priya wants Jordan
39:07To know how she feels
39:08She also wants
39:09This conversation
39:10To go viral
39:10So she's turned it
39:11Into a one handed
39:12TikTok dance
39:13You
39:16Point blank
39:17Saying that
39:17You weren't
39:18Was it you weren't
39:19Attracted to me
39:19Or you wasn't
39:20As attracted to me
39:21As you were
39:21Jazz or something
39:22Along those lines
39:23Yeah
39:23And then like
39:24Changing your tune
39:25Just to be open
39:27Kind of makes me feel
39:28A little bit like
39:30Maybe you should have
39:31Been a little bit
39:32Clear
39:33Yeah
39:33To me
39:35You can't change
39:36You can't change
39:36How you feel
39:36About someone
39:37And if you initially
39:37Feel that you
39:38Don't have that
39:38Attraction
39:39Maybe you should
39:40Have just said that
39:40And I know
39:41That's a hard
39:41Thing to say
39:42To somebody
39:43Yeah
39:44But like
39:44Again
39:45To avoid me
39:46Looking like a mug
39:48Later down the line
39:49Maybe you should have
39:49Been a little bit
39:50More clear
39:50If you weren't
39:51Into it
39:52Yeah
39:53It wasn't that
39:53I was never
39:54Attracted to you
39:54It wasn't
39:55It wasn't the case
39:55Of that
39:55I just want you
39:56To know that
39:57First of all
39:58Because I know
39:59From that clip
39:59That's what it
40:00Looked like
40:00And when I
40:01Watched it
40:01I was like
40:02Fucking hell
40:02Didn't even realise
40:03I said it like that
40:04Yeah
40:04But it's more
40:05I think
40:05The embarrassment
40:06Of it
40:07Yeah
40:07It's in front of
40:08Everyone
40:08It's the whole
40:09Embarrassment
40:10Of everyone
40:11In the villa
40:11And then the whole
40:12Fucking nation
40:12I can see that
40:13And I understand that
40:14And you
40:15You know
40:16You have every right
40:16To feel a certain
40:17Way about it
40:17I just want to
40:18Apologise for how
40:19How it looks
40:20I appreciate that
40:21Yeah
40:22I appreciate that
40:22And obviously
40:23From Jazzy's point
40:24It's just a bit more like
40:26She could have put me
40:27In the know a little bit more
40:28It's just honestly
40:29Not great
40:29And I just can't help
40:30How I feel right now
40:31I just feel a bit like
40:33Numb
40:34I just feel like
40:35I want to be on my own
40:36Yeah
40:37I just feel like
40:37I want to settle with it
40:38Yeah
40:40We can continue
40:41Like getting to know
40:42Each other as we were
40:43But
40:45I just feel like
40:46I just need a bit of space
40:47That's fine
40:47Honestly that's just
40:48How I feel
40:49And I think
40:49I just need to chill out
40:50No that's completely fine
40:51But like don't stress
40:52Don't stress
40:52On my side
40:53It's calm
40:54And again
40:54I appreciate your apology
40:55And it's nothing towards you
40:57I just feel like
40:57I just
40:57I just need to just be
41:00I don't know
41:01Just
41:01Breathe
41:02Breathe
41:02And just do what I feel
41:04I want to do
41:07Yeah
41:08Yeah
41:08No that's calm
41:09Sorry to interrupt girls
41:12Mara
41:12Is it alright
41:13Before I chat
41:14Quickly
41:14Me
41:15Yeah is that alright
41:16Yeah sure
41:19BRB
41:21BRB
41:21BRB
41:22You want mini five there?
41:24Where?
41:25A mini five
41:26Oh yeah sure
41:27Alright
41:27Men love
41:29Being in triangles
41:30Just like
41:31Having a cake
41:32And eating the cake
41:38I know
41:38How are you?
41:40I'm good how are you?
41:41I'm okay
41:44I'm going to ask you again
41:45Go on
41:46How
41:47Are
41:47You?
41:49I was feeling sad
41:51Today
41:53I'm feeling a bit down
41:54I don't know
41:55I feel things
41:56And I wouldn't want
41:57We're human though
41:58Yeah I know
41:58But it's weird
41:59Because at the same time
42:00I would like to think
42:01That not a lot of things
42:03Upset me
42:04But then sometimes
42:05When it does upset me
42:07It really really does upset me
42:08Because it's like
42:09I wouldn't do that to you
42:10Like why would you do this to me
42:11Of course of course
42:20It's my action
42:20So I need to apologise for that
42:23I need to hold up my hands again
42:24And take a couple of things
42:25And you have
42:25And I appreciate it
42:26No I'm truthfully and genuinely
42:28Like very
42:29I'm taking my glasses
42:31I'm truthfully and genuinely
42:33Very very sorry
42:34For what I did
42:36And the pain
42:37That I've caused
42:38I wish
42:39I just took a touch
42:40I just took a moment
42:41To think okay
42:41Yeah it's all good focusing on Kassa
42:43But these are people's feelings
42:44And people's emotions
42:45I'm just trying to
42:46Make sure that I go about things
42:48The right way from now on
42:51And yeah
42:52I'm sorry Amara
42:53Genuinely
42:54I'm sorry
42:55I appreciate it
42:55I appreciate you talking to me
42:57Hope this is going to be
42:58Like a growth for you
42:59And now you can focus
43:01Do like the whole tunnel vision
43:02For the rest of your life
43:03Kind of thing
43:04Because she is worth it
43:05She's a lovely girl
43:06And she could have been
43:07Like horrible to me
43:08At the end of the day
43:09Like I need to change
43:11I want to
43:11You know what I mean
43:12I want to become a better person
43:13So do you feel like
43:15You and Simboracha
43:16Does more reflecting
43:17More reflecting man
43:19Simboracha is reflecting
43:21What's his values like?
43:23Accountability
43:25And my ex years ago
43:26I was like
43:27How come him
43:27She said love is
43:30Putting other people's feelings
43:31Before yourself always
43:33Yeah
43:33I think that's the essence of that
43:35I think love
43:35I don't think love
43:36Can even be explained
43:37Because love is an action
43:38It's all of these things
43:39It's putting your pride aside
43:41But then it's in a condition
43:41It's like waking up
43:42Every single day
43:42And choosing that person
43:44Time and time and time
43:45And time again
43:46Even when you don't want to
43:48It's a feeling exactly as well
43:49Do you know what I mean?
43:50It's feelings
43:50It's an action
43:51You know what I mean?
43:52It's like
43:52Oh gosh man
43:53Love is nuts
43:55How are you going to win her over?
43:57How?
43:58Yeah
43:58You need to think of a plan
44:01Well
44:03You're in love
44:04I can tell you that for free
44:05You think I'm in love?
44:06Yeah
44:07But think about it
44:09I fucked up Mara
44:11Yeah you definitely fucked up
44:13I fucked up massive
44:13I think you loved yourself
44:14More than you loved her
44:15But you do love her
44:17Shit
44:21Are you going to pull her for a chat?
44:24She'll bite my head off
44:27Yeah
44:27But we'll see
44:28Appreciate you though
44:29Thank you
44:30Do you want to give a hug now?
44:33Yeah
44:34See you later
44:35I'll catch you in a bit
44:40Yeah
44:42Hi guys
44:43How was your combo?
44:44It was good
44:45What were you talking about?
44:47I was just explaining my feelings
44:49And he acknowledged that
44:50I was asking him
44:51How are we going to get you back
44:53Kind of thing
44:54He was saying that
44:54He wants to be more like
44:56He wants to be a better man
44:57Basically
44:58And I said
44:59What does this better man look like?
45:00We're trying to figure out
45:01All the words
45:03We're going to talk about
45:03How deep the word love is
45:06So complicated
45:08Love should be easy
45:09I don't think it should be easy
45:11Life isn't easy
45:12Life's not easy
45:14Life's not easy
45:15But love should feel easy
45:17Okay
45:17Yeah
45:17If you don't know what's negative
45:19How do you know what's positive?
45:21Do you know what I mean?
45:22What you mean is there's ups and downs
45:23Yeah
45:24It's like
45:25It involves both
45:26And you really know
45:28You're in love with someone
45:29When you experience the downs
45:30Yes
45:31Exactly
45:45Jossie
45:45What happened?
45:48What happened?
45:49I can't take it, Mika
45:50I can't even look at him
45:55Come on, come on, come on, come on
46:05And you know how to make up, you know, like, okay, you know how you argue, but then you
46:10know how to, how to finish that argument, overcome that. Yes. And that's love. If you
46:15want that love to last 50 years, you need to like build a brick by brick.
46:21Honestly, at the end of the day, if he doesn't realise or understand how much you'd like
46:27and then I don't know, like, I don't know what to tell him because everyone has said
46:31it to him. Yeah. I don't understand. Like, truly. This just shows that you care.
46:38Yeah, I do care a lot. I do think I was in love with him and I am still. I
46:46think so.
46:46And I think when I'm in love with someone, I know the way I am. I've not been in love
46:49with someone for like maybe four years. Yeah. And I love really well, so it's a big
46:55loss for him as well. Yeah. Oh my God. It's one thing to be hurt, but it's another
47:00thing to like be in love with someone and be heartbroken by it. Yeah.
47:04Tell me you loved me. Tell me you loved me. Tell me you loved me.
47:14Who are you?
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