00:00He would just come and burst into the room and make us, like, whisper.
00:04Maybe that was his conscience, I don't know.
00:06And then it got so bad where he a dog.
00:10He's in her chest.
00:12And he brought her body in front of us and said if we did her work, that he would come
00:19on.
00:20And I couldn't understand it because that was his mother, too.
00:22So that was enough.
00:25I felt like there was something wrong with me.
00:27Like, why would somebody be so horrible to me?
00:29Do these type of things to me?
00:32And then when I did speak, I would be so quick to have my turn to talk until I started
00:38stuttering.
00:39I just didn't know what to think.
00:41I mean, I got taunted as a child, you know.
00:45They called me any color names, you know, egghead, boxhead.
00:49So I got name called in my home, bullied when I got outside of my home.
00:56So there was no room for any self-esteem.
00:59It was already stripped before I even left the house.
01:03A lot of times I couldn't go outside and play because I had to be in the house with him
01:10until he got finished with me.
01:12And I'd be in so much pain until I'd had the energy to go and play.
01:16Like, all I wanted was somebody to f*** me because I was so broken.
01:19Okay.
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