00:13There's one hour before the night shifts
00:17Where I'm still completely myself
00:21Before the second drink does what it does
00:24Before I'm soft enough to tell you things I wouldn't say in daylight
00:32That's the hour I like best
00:35Got specific lucidity
00:40Right before I trade it
00:43I've been thinking about why I do that
00:48Trade the clear head for the loose one
00:51If the things I say when I'm less careful
00:56Are the truest things
00:59Then what am I protecting in the daytime?
01:04Why is sober me so careful?
01:07Why does it take two drinks
01:09To say what I actually mean?
01:15Maybe sobriety is the performance
01:19And the second glass
01:21Is just me
01:24Getting tired of it
01:28The last sober hour
01:29Where I still know what I think
01:34The last sober hour
01:37Right before the second drink
01:41Not saying I should drink less
01:45I'm saying I should need it less
01:49To be honest
01:51To be real
01:52To be here
02:00What would happen
02:03If the daytime version of me
02:06Said the things the nighttime version says
02:12I think I'd be better
02:16I think people would know me better
02:18I think I'd be managing my own access
02:22Like a bouncer at the door of myself
02:28The last sober hour
02:31I want to live there
02:33The last sober hour
02:35Permanently
02:36Just me
02:37Just me
02:38Just honest
02:40All day
02:46All day
02:48All day
02:51All day
02:52All day
02:56The last sober hour
02:58Where I still know
03:00What I think
03:02I want to live there
03:06I want to be there
03:08Without the second dream
03:23Of T-25
03:26Of T-26
03:36I want to live in there
03:38There's nothing
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