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Every Year After Episode 7
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00:11Just because I'm not enough for you
00:38What the fuck were you thinking?
00:40What happened to we're never going to tell Sam?
00:49I had to tell him
00:50Why?
00:51So you could ruin his life?
00:53No
00:54He don't understand
00:56He came to me
00:57And had broken up with Taylor
00:59He was talking about second chances
01:02He ended things with her because of me
01:03I couldn't let him do that without knowing the truth
01:06If he has any chance of happiness
01:08With Taylor
01:09So then I'm just collateral damage
01:11I know how complicated this makes your relationship
01:13Do you actually?
01:14Because I'm pretty sure Sam's never going to forgive me
01:16You swore this was going to stay between us
01:18I'm so sorry
01:21I really am
01:22But
01:24I just need to know
01:25Is Sam okay?
01:27If you truly care about his well-being
01:29You'll go back to Seattle
01:31Today
01:33You're fucking selfish, Percy
01:35But I'm not sure
01:38If love has
01:41Now
01:51We're cool for the summer
02:04I've never been happier
02:07I can't believe this is going to be our whole summer
02:10I can't believe you got dad's boat working again
02:12Isn't that hard really?
02:13Just a few repairs here and there
02:15I know it looks like shit from the outside now
02:17But I figured we'd sand it down and put on a fresh coat of paint
02:19Okay, we're here to help
02:20Right, Sam?
02:28Uh, guys?
02:29What's happening?
02:30Oh, shit
02:36Okay, maybe I didn't fix dad's boat
02:38Yeah, what gave you that idea?
02:40So we're trapped out here?
02:41Oh, good thing we got oars
02:44Ready to get your workout on?
02:47I'll be coxing
02:50She said cock
02:51When will you ever grow up?
02:53Hopefully never
02:55All right
02:55Come on
02:56All right
02:57Put your back into it, boys
03:04I'm guessing the engine's flooded
03:06I'm gonna go get some dry spark plugs
03:07I'll be back in a minute
03:10That's some impressive rope action
03:13You are easily embarrassed
03:15Cleet hitch is pretty much a day walk full of stuff
03:18How lucky am I to have a boyfriend
03:20Who is both hot and smart?
03:22Yeah, you are very, very lucky
03:25Master of maritime knots
03:27Full scholarship to Stanford
03:30Valedictorian
03:30How does one address a boat expert?
03:34Valedictorian
03:34Captain
03:35Oh, so Captain Valedictorian
03:37No, no, no
03:37Captain's just fine
03:39Will you still love my little old UW State School self
03:42When you're hundreds of miles away at fancy Stanford?
03:44Always
03:54I can't believe this is our last summer before college
04:01We need to make it epic
04:03And revisit all our greatest hits
04:05I think we start with a rewatch of the entire Halloween series
04:08But this time we start with the H2O timeline
04:12You hate this idea?
04:14No, no, no
04:15I think it's great
04:15It's epic for sure
04:19Okay, something's going on with you
04:24So, Spell, what's up?
04:27I got into that summer intensive
04:31No way
04:33Okay, I'm officially changing your boyfriend position
04:35From hot and smart to hot and genius
04:38Didn't they only have room for like ten people?
04:40Yeah, and I get like six hours of college credit
04:42I didn't get it
04:44I'm so proud
04:47The only thing is
04:48It starts in two weeks
04:51Wait, for how long?
04:54For the whole summer
04:56Hold up
04:57So
05:00So you're telling me in two weeks
05:04You're leaving for good
05:05And we won't see each other until winter break
05:07Maybe Thanksgiving
05:08I know your parents said they might want to come into town
05:10Five months
05:10Yeah, but we still have two weeks
05:13Look, we can fit everything in on your list
05:15How long have you known about this?
05:20I found out end of April
05:22So for the past six weeks
05:23You've been hearing me talk about all the things we were going to do
05:26And you've been pretending
05:27I wouldn't say pretending
05:28But you knew they weren't going to happen
05:30Yeah, I guess I did
05:31It kind of makes me feel stupid
05:36I should have said something earlier
05:37But you were so excited and cute with all your ideas
05:39I didn't want to ruin what little time we had left
05:41So you were in our last two weeks together instead, cool
05:44I also sort of knew you might react this way
05:46Oh, so you're blaming me for you not telling me
05:49No, I was just dreading telling you
05:51Look, I know we don't have the entire summer
05:53But I promise we will make these next two weeks as epic as possible
05:5920 minutes max and we'll be back on water
06:03Yeah, maybe tomorrow
06:08Finally told her, huh?
06:23I'm really going to miss you
06:26I promise I'm going to miss you even more
06:29I don't think that's possible
06:32Hey
06:34Look, we'll FaceTime every night
06:36And text
06:37I'll even record all my lectures
06:38So you can pretend like you're there with me
06:40The perfect bedtime stories
06:42I'm going to be asleep in mere minutes
06:43I don't know
06:44Organic, Kim?
06:45Sounds pretty riveting
06:46I mean, the structural properties of carbon-containing compounds
06:50Come on, right?
06:55Hey, we're going to talk so much
06:57You're going to think I'm right next door
06:59Except you'll be nine hours away
07:08Why does this goodbye feel so final?
07:12Hey, look at me
07:16We got this
07:19Okay?
07:33I'll say goodbye my own way
07:36I can't show my face at the funeral
07:39Charlie's right, it'll just complicate things
07:41Since when does Charlie Florek decide what you do?
07:44He doesn't, I think he's right
07:46Look, if you don't want to go to the funeral
07:48I get it
07:49We can leave whenever you want
07:51Thank you
07:52But what happened between you and Charlie is not just on you
07:55Charlie was a part of it, too
07:57He probably leaned in first to kiss me
08:00And then even if the kiss didn't even
08:03Leaned in to kiss you first
08:04Is, uh, I'm just saying it's probably his fault
08:09You okay?
08:11About the Geordie of it all?
08:15Yes, sure
08:16Yeah, I
08:17I don't know what's happening with me
08:21If Charlie hadn't walked up
08:23I think my almost kiss would have been not so almost
08:27Are you
08:29Are you
08:30Into Geordie?
08:33Maybe
08:35I don't know
08:36No, no, I'm not
08:37I can't be
08:37I barely know
08:38No, no, I'm not
08:40Okay
08:41Well
08:43Coming from someone who made a rash decision that affected the rest of their life
08:47Just take a beat
08:50Before you blow up your relationship with Drew
08:55I am nothing if not rational
08:57Beat happening in perpetuity
09:01I don't want to talk about this anymore
09:02No
09:03No, I don't want to talk about this
09:05I
09:06Let's just talk about you
09:08I prefer to be the cross-examiner in this relationship
09:11Yeah, of course you do
09:13Charlie is acting like you're the bad guy here
09:16And it's not fair
09:19I hate that he won't have made his part in this
09:20I'm not sure he can
09:21It's too painful
09:22For who?
09:23Percy, you cannot leave here without telling Charlie what he needs to hear
09:26What is the point?
09:28I just want to forget all about Charlie Florek
09:31No
09:32No, that's one of the reasons that you're here in the first place
09:35Your whole life was torn up by this while he went off and made a shit ton of money
09:39With a good job and a gorgeous apartment
09:42The watch that he wears is 50k
09:44While you have spent the last decade stagnating in a dead-end job with hot but painfully stunted hookups
09:50And a shitty four-floor walk-up
09:51Hey, my apartment's cute
09:54The point is, you have lived with regret for the last ten years
09:58Maybe confronting Charlie will help with some part of that
10:01Help you move on, get unstuck
10:03What do you want me to do?
10:05What, yell at him on the day of his mom's memorial?
10:08No, I want you to yell at him today
10:09Tomorrow we're gonna be gone
10:11And you cannot let him push this false narrative
10:15If it were me, I would rip him a new one
10:21You know what?
10:24I will
10:25Yeah?
10:27I'm gonna yell at him and then I'm gonna leave here with my head held high
10:30Or at least less filled with shame and regret
11:03Good, good
11:03You want a little bit in here, right?
11:04You want an espresso?
11:06Whit had this chip from Milan and it was like one of his favorite things and now it's mine
11:12Uh, I actually just came to get Percy's stuff
11:15Are you, are you okay?
11:18I am
11:21Making myself okay
11:23Right
11:23Oh, you got the cups too, good job
11:26Thank you
11:28Learned through careful observation
11:31My dad was married three times, so I've seen every variety of post-divorce meltdown
11:35That's helpful, I guess
11:37Oh, beyond
11:37First was my mother, she fell apart
11:39Cut all her hair off, gained 20 pounds, and I'm pretty sure she's never had sex again
11:43Rough
11:43Mm-hmm
11:44Yes, and that will not be me
11:47Of course not
11:47Number two, went scorched earth
11:49Bashed in the windows of his mint condition, 1967 Porsche Spyder
11:55Wow, that's very Britney Spears
11:57I found it delightful
11:58I agree
11:59And then wife number three
12:03Masterful
12:04Just stuffed her anger and sadness and hatred just way, way, way, way down
12:10Oh, that's healthy
12:11Always in a full face of makeup, clad in tasteful clothing with just a hint of sexiness
12:16And it drove him crazy that she seemed like she was doing better without him
12:19And you know what?
12:21What?
12:21She walked away with half of his money, the house in Bellevue, and both dogs
12:27Wow
12:29So if I just keep it together like Shannon
12:31I think it was
12:33Sharon
12:37Shonda
12:37I don't
12:38If I keep it together like her
12:40I'm golden
12:42Another espresso?
12:43Yeah, thank you
12:51I, uh, pulled out some of Dad's old ties
12:59Maybe we could both wear one to the memorial tomorrow
13:03I think Mom would have liked that
13:10I know you might never forgive me
13:12But I need you to know that I did not set out to hurt you
13:17My whole life was spent trying to protect you
13:20And
13:21I blew it all up in one night
13:24Everything you're thinking about me, I've thought of myself only worse
13:32So you're just gonna ignore me?
13:33Yes, I am
13:35Jordy said I could stay at the motel until after the funeral
13:37No, don't do that
13:39This is your home
13:40You were the one who always came back and took care of Mom when I
13:43Selfishly lived your life exactly how you wanted, no matter who got hurt
13:48Like you always have
13:52I'll go
13:54Good
14:13Hey
14:16Uh, I came by to see if you needed help setting up for the memorial
14:23Is everything okay?
14:24Yeah
14:25Fine
14:26Perfect
14:28Okay, because you just seem like
14:29Like someone who's looking for the teal tablecloth that I ordered for your mother's memorial
14:32Yes, can you look in that box, please?
14:35I think they're on the table
14:37Those are aqua
14:38Are those not the same color?
14:39No, they're not
14:40To a discerning eye, they're very, very different
14:44Okay, look, I appreciate everything you're doing here
14:46But I wouldn't stress, I think those are just fine
14:47They're not fine
14:50Just details are very important and I ordered teal, so
14:55Hey, I think maybe you need to relax for a second
15:01Come sit down
15:04Oh, I had no idea that must
15:10Yeah, that must really hurt
15:13You know, when my dad died, all I wanted was to be a cardiologist
15:16So I could fix people's hearts, but
15:20After all the studying, I finally realized that
15:25You can't really save someone from heartbreak
15:28Nope, you can't
15:30I had worked so hard to forget about Percy, to get out of Barry's Bay, but
15:38You know, I really think that I was just
15:41Trying so hard not to admit to myself that this
15:45Big adult life that I had sacrificed so much for
15:49Wasn't working
15:51So I threw myself into taking care of mom
15:54And I don't regret it
15:56Obviously I'll always cherish the time I had with my mom, but
16:00I do think that it was a little bit of a noble excuse to ghost the rest of my life
16:05Well, ghosting is kind of your M.O.
16:09I had a front row seat to your breakups with Percy
16:11All of them
16:14Yeah, you did
16:17She took it really hard, Tim
16:29We were supposed to have the whole summer and now it's just gone
16:34You're being dramatic
16:35I can see why you and Sam work
16:37And you still have the whole summer
16:39It's not with him
16:40Yeah, I'm stuck with you
16:43Tragic
16:43But this is my last summer before I have to put on a suit and rot in some corporate office
16:48That'll hopefully pay me a fuckton of money
16:50I'm not gonna waste it watching you mope about Sam
16:56Empathy's really your strong suit
16:59I'm just saying
17:01Don't let him ruin your summer
17:03Or mine
17:14You need to do something very un-Sam-like to get out of your funk
17:20Why don't you help me fix the boat?
17:25Yeah, manual labor is definitely not Sam
17:27Sam's first choice in summer activities
17:31Cool
17:31You'll be here tomorrow at 8am
17:33I didn't know your species could function before noon
17:35Only for you, Purse
17:39I have to go to a clan bake tonight
17:42Oh, a clan bake
17:43Where are we, the Hamptons?
17:45Yeah, I know
17:48These Seattle tech girls are throwing it
17:51I didn't have the heart to tell them that up here we're all about the oysters
17:53Well, we all know you don't have a heart, Charlie Florek
17:57God damn it
18:09How'd you even find me?
18:13Tried calling and it went straight to voicemail
18:16Figured this is where I'd find you
18:18Why are you even here?
18:20We have nothing more to say to each other
18:21Well, that's just not fucking true, is it?
18:24You may have nothing more to say, but I do
18:28You know what?
18:30I don't want to hear it
18:30You know what?
18:31You don't have a choice
18:33Percy, just go
18:34No, I'm gonna say what happened
18:38Shut
18:40Fuck
18:41Wait, wait
18:42It still has the outdoor lock thingy only?
18:44Mm-hmm
18:45So we're locked in here?
18:47You mean you locked us in here?
18:50Don't you dare blame me for this
18:52Yeah
18:54No, I'll see you in the keys
18:55Thanks, man
18:55Okay, bye
18:57Uh, I just closed $40 million worth of business
19:01Congrats
19:02Yeah, uh, we-we bonded over our mutual love of fishing
19:05You mean what you did for the first time yesterday?
19:09Yeah, it turns out that having interests outside of work is actually an advantage
19:13Like, maybe there's something to this work-life balance thing
19:17You want work-life balance so you can get more work?
19:20Exactly
19:23You're leaving?
19:25Oh, uh, yeah, no, I can-I-I-I got it
19:29Yeah, I was going to combine a bit to check out
19:32You can't
19:33I can't
19:34No
19:35Why?
19:36Oh, did Percy already do it?
19:38No
19:39Uh, yeah, okay
19:41Geordi, about last night-
19:43Yeah, uh, no, it's not about that
19:44It's about your final task of the official Geordi Worth Lake Live Seminar
19:50Well, tasks are my happy place, as are seminars
19:53Mm-hmm
19:54Assuming certificates of completion are also your thing
19:57Maybe with a little bit of calligraphy and maybe a goat seal
20:00Okay, what is the final task?
20:02You gotta jump in the lake
20:03Oh, no
20:04No, no, I-I-I don't do water that is below 95 degrees
20:08Can you give that to me in Celsius?
20:09You know, I may have a, uh, brilliant legal mind
20:13But, uh, no, I could not give you your temperature if my life depended on it
20:16Suffice to say, though, I don't do water that's warm
20:19It has to be scalding hot
20:20You know, that certificate might even come with some sort of frame
20:23Hmm, it's tempting
20:24You know you want to
20:27Uh, maybe
20:29The lake is calling
20:30Me, you, the water, just us, no distractions
20:40Hey, uh, Delilah, Geordi and I were just talking about going to the lake
20:45Would you want to join us?
20:47The more the merrier, right?
20:50You should just come with us
20:51That's a very kind offer
20:53No, I have a lot of organizing to do
20:55I have to get more hangers for my more delicate fabrics
20:57Although I agree that the hangers here are subpar
21:01Because, well, they are
21:02You should just come with us
21:08Okay, yeah
21:09I'll just get my bathing suit
21:12Great
21:16Help! Hello!
21:18No one's coming, you know that, right?
21:19You could at least try calling someone
21:22With what service?
21:26Help!
21:28What the hell's that, Ernie?
21:29Front door
21:29What the fuck are they doing?
21:35Oh, man, yes
21:37Oh, no, no, no
21:38That is, that's beyond disgusting
21:40How are you going to be a doctor
21:41If you can't watch someone get their face eaten off?
21:43Okay, that is not in the purview of a cardiologist
21:46This is pretty much a face-eating free zone
21:49Hey, uh, Derek, hold up
21:50Did you finish that SAS problem set?
21:53It was gnarly, right?
21:55Hey, uh, I gotta go talk to my buddy for a sec
21:57Can we finish this tomorrow night?
21:59Yeah, sure
22:00Although you might have to
22:07Hello?
22:12I got your black, extra-hot coffee
22:16Do you realize this is the order of a 75-year-old man?
22:20Shh, caffeine first
22:22Talk later
22:23Okay, but it's like third-degree burn-inducing hot?
22:26Mm-hmm
22:28It's just how I like it
22:31All right
22:33You ready?
22:34Yeah
22:36Socket wrench, it's the one with the round
22:37I know what a socket wrench is
22:42You're a cool girl
22:43Thank you, I know that too
22:52It's over
22:54It's over
22:55It's over
22:55It's over
22:55I'm circling these vultures
22:57Got my brain
22:58And this hunger
23:00I'm feeling something rotten
23:02Last time I saw you
23:05Say what's up and push right through
23:07Then I tried to catch you
23:10Then I tried to catch you
23:10But we're always on the move
23:12And now it's sober
23:14We're sober
23:15Symptoms of the culture
23:17And the night ain't getting younger
23:20Last cause around the corner
23:22Feeling tired and tilted
23:24And I'm pouring out the truth
23:27Just fading out these talkers
23:29Cause now all I want is you
23:32And you're fine
23:36It's alright
23:41It's alright
23:46It's alright
23:57Hey, Sam
23:58Leave a message
24:02Let me guess
24:04My doofus brother isn't answering the phone
24:06No, I was just calling my mom
24:08Oh, really?
24:10Mm-hmm
24:10Isn't she teaching a seminar today?
24:13Okay, fine, I'm pathetic
24:14You're not pathetic
24:15He is
24:17He's just
24:19Really busy right now
24:20Too busy to call or text?
24:22Sometimes
24:22And what's the ratio for
24:24I can't talk now
24:25To not talking at all?
24:27Pretty high
24:32Seriously, has he spoken to you about me
24:34Or
24:35About what's going on?
24:37Come on, you have to know something
24:39Like at least
24:41Just from being a guy
24:46I don't know what's going on with him
24:49I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
24:52But he shuts down when things get hard
24:54I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
24:55I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
24:56I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:00I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:04I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:06I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:08I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:11I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:12I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:13I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:14I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:17I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:19I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
25:23Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
25:36Been talking about the way things change.
25:45And my family lives in a different state.
25:53Then we will not relate
26:25Rivers and roads, rivers and roads, rivers till I reach you
26:34God, how the hell?
26:35Get out of here!
26:37You know, at some point, Chantal will realize I never came back, but that could be ours.
26:40Yeah, if Sam doesn't give a shit where I am, no one does.
26:42Oh, boo fucking boo.
26:45You have nobody because you're a selfish asshole.
26:47You did this to yourself.
26:48I did this? You did this? You happy now?
26:51No! I will not let you do this to me.
26:54I may have shut that door today, but how we got here, that's on both of us.
27:00I've spent the last ten years beating myself up, and I sure as hell I'm not gonna...
27:15I'm not gonna...
27:16I'm not gonna...
27:17Are you hurt?
27:19I need to take it.
27:25Chris, are you okay?
27:28What's happening?
27:30Are you having a heart attack?
27:35Help! Somebody help us!
27:38Help!
27:40Help!
27:40Help!
27:41Damn it!
27:44Okay, just breathe.
27:48I got you.
27:49I got you.
27:52I got you.
27:54I can't.
27:56I can't.
27:57I can't.
27:58I actually don't think I've ever really been in the lake before.
28:02How is that even possible?
28:03Hmm?
28:04You've been coming here for years, right?
28:05I basically only really waded in because I wanted to seem like the cool, fun girl, but
28:09my priority was looking cute for Charlie.
28:14What?
28:15And having wet hair wouldn't have accomplished that.
28:16I also don't think that any of my bathing suits can actually get wet.
28:19They're strictly decorative.
28:21Yeah, um, I have a rule where I don't swim in places where I can't see the bottom.
28:25Yeah, it's a lake.
28:27I understand that.
28:28I just don't know what's under there, and it's murky, and murky scares me, which is why
28:32I like the law, because it's clear cut.
28:34Yeah.
28:38Well, I'm going in.
28:41Uh...
28:42Oh, and he's up, he's off.
28:47We're not really doing this, right?
28:49Ah!
28:52Screw it.
28:56Ah!
28:57Yes!
28:58No!
28:59Well, you gotta come all the way in, otherwise you'll have to count.
29:01I'm scared!
29:02Come on, you too, Chantal!
29:04Yeah, you better!
29:06Fine.
29:12Oh!
29:17Oh, my God, how did you just do that?
29:19It's not so...
29:20Oh, God.
29:24Skip into the water.
29:27Are you ready?
29:28No!
29:28Yes, go on, on the count.
29:29On the count.
29:30Come on.
29:31Come on.
29:32One, two, three.
29:38Woo!
29:43Delilah?
29:45Are you okay?
29:53You sure you're okay?
29:54Uh, yeah.
29:55I just need to find my phone.
29:56I'll catch up.
30:03Well, that was a delightful afternoon.
30:06Almost as delightful as that moment in a negotiation when the lawyer across the table realizes that I have him
30:11by the balls, and then he caves.
30:13I think I'm glad to hear that.
30:14Yeah, you would be if you were my client.
30:17Okay, so where's this, uh, certificate that you told me about?
30:20Well, do you want better?
30:21How about we go get drinks?
30:25Dee?
30:27You okay?
30:29Hey, what's wrong?
30:33Stepmother number three, actually, um, she ended up in rehab, and her name was Siobhan, it wasn't Shannon or Sharon,
30:42it was Siobhan, and I, I don't know, I just, I should have remembered that, because she deserved a lot
30:48better.
30:51I, I should have remembered it.
30:54Come on, let's get you back to your room.
30:57I really don't know what I would do without you, Jordy.
31:00Come on, you just have a golf partner worthy of you.
31:37Hey, it's me.
31:38To walk away.
31:42I think we need to talk.
31:47You sure you're okay?
31:50Yeah.
31:51I'd offer you some water, but...
31:52I don't have anything in here.
31:55I'll be okay.
31:58What just happened?
32:00Panic attack.
32:02Do you get those often?
32:04Often enough.
32:06They started after...
32:10I...
32:11We...
32:13ruined everything.
32:18It was both of us.
32:20I'm sorry that I wanted to just blame you.
32:22I guess I just didn't want to admit my part.
32:25Because then I'd have to admit why I did it.
32:30Why did you?
32:32Beside the fact that you've always been the coolest girl I know.
32:36Three, two, one...
32:41Yes!
32:43She lives!
32:45We did it.
32:46Yeah.
32:48Tomorrow we'll set her free.
32:49Should we smash a ball of champagne on the hull?
32:52Fuck yeah.
32:55You know, most people wouldn't have stuck with this all summer.
32:58Yeah, well, I'm not most people.
33:00No, you're not.
33:03You know, this has ended up being a really good summer.
33:18Percy, I've been thinking about you so much.
33:21But this summer's been hard.
33:23When we talk, I can hear your disappointment in me.
33:25I hate that.
33:27I hate disappointing you, but...
33:28I have to succeed here, and I need to focus.
33:31This is so much more challenging than I thought.
33:34So I think it's best if we stop talking,
33:36otherwise you'll be all I think about.
33:38I'm so sorry, I thought I could handle it.
33:45Sam phone!
33:46Who is this?
33:47Oh, Joe! Who's this?
33:49I'm Sam's girl.
33:51Where's Sam?
33:52He just went to get out of some beers.
33:54He'll be back.
33:55Just give him this message for me.
33:58Tell him this is Percy, his ex-girlfriend,
34:00and you can't break up with someone over fucking email!
34:05No!
34:08When Sam hurt me, I would lash out.
34:11I would kiss other boys,
34:14shove a new boyfriend in his face.
34:17Sleep with his brother.
34:21I did this to you because I was too insecure to...
34:26Stop beating yourself up.
34:28We made a terrible mistake.
34:30And I'm still trying to figure out why I did it.
34:34Was I jealous of Sam, of what the two of you had?
34:38And that I couldn't truly commit to anyone.
34:43I don't know.
34:45And I might never know.
34:47But one thing I am clear on.
34:50Is that this was not your fault.
34:52Because you weren't the only one who was there that night.
35:09Hey.
35:10You're never gonna believe it, but I actually got the radio to work.
35:14oh shit
35:18what happened
35:24Sam broke up with me
35:39oh
35:40I'm in
35:41wow
35:44cheers
35:50you know what gets me
35:54he robbed me of my last summer
35:58our
36:00last summer
36:03I know he's my brother but fuck him for that
36:05an email breakup
36:07I mean that is a total cowardly
36:09dick move
36:12you deserve better
36:14and when he's back in town I'm gonna kick his ass
36:16fuck him
36:18you know what if it wasn't for you I would have spent this entire
36:20summer
36:22obsessing over him
36:24parsing every email
36:25checking every text
36:28checking my phone constantly
36:31so thank you
36:33for saving me
36:34from myself
36:37I try
36:39no really
36:40I had fun
36:43you're fun
36:44I mean
36:47it's kind of my thing
36:48and you're annoyingly good at it too
36:54Sam and I
36:56we weren't fun
37:00we used to be
37:04politely everything's been so heavy and serious
37:07summer and serious should never be used in the same sentence
37:11agreed
37:12this summer for the first time in a long time I remembered what it was like to just
37:18be here
37:22and to be fun
37:25I'm glad
37:32I'm glad too
37:33you're all I've ever been thinking of
37:37so thank you
37:43saving my summer
37:50Percy
38:05what about
38:07I don't care
38:08and I'm so used to your kisses
38:11all the others seem strange
38:14used to your loving
38:17and I don't want to change
38:19I hate to lose you
38:22I'm so used to you now
38:28I left the next morning
38:31pretty much didn't come back for years
38:34I missed so much time
38:36with Sam
38:42and my mom
38:46sorry
38:50I just didn't know how to cope
38:53so I threw myself into work
38:55and convinced myself that
38:58if I supported Sam in his dreams
39:00that
39:01it would make up for what I did
39:05I found it pretty hard to cope too
39:09that's why my parents sold the house
39:12what happened
39:13I
39:14I
39:17I don't know
39:18I don't
39:20know
39:23I started having these
39:27episodes where I
39:28felt like I couldn't breathe
39:37and then
39:39my mom had these pills
39:41and I thought maybe if I
39:43took a bunch
39:44I wouldn't
39:46feel so much
39:48so
39:50I
40:02my parents were terrified
40:04they thought
40:05this place was bad for me
40:07you know
40:07dangerous
40:11this place
40:13or us
40:18I guess both
40:19you know
40:20so we left
40:21but the panic never left
40:26and I guess it's because I never really
40:29dealt with what I
40:31did
40:32I never
40:33Rissy
40:34you have to forgive yourself
40:38how can I ever forgive myself
40:40when I know Sam never will
40:42how can I ever move on
40:44when I love him
40:46I'm
40:46I'm always gonna love him
40:48okay
40:49okay
40:49it's okay
40:53no
40:55no
40:57no
40:57no
40:59no
41:00mama
41:02we love
41:03to love
41:05you more
41:06without
41:07we turn
41:08the summer
41:09my heartchio
41:12to
41:13hold you
41:14still fire
41:15Far away, don't I'll help you here on my heart
41:20We'll try to love you more with habit
41:25Turn the sun in my house, we'll learn to understand
41:32Far away, don't I'll help you here on my heart
41:44Home
41:48Home
41:50Home
41:53Home
41:54Home
41:57Home
42:14Home
42:15Home
42:16Home
42:16Home
42:18Home
42:18Home
42:20Home
42:21Home
42:21Home
42:22Home
42:23Home
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