00:02I think grieving has its own time.
00:05You don't say that I'm not going to grieve anymore tomorrow.
00:10Grieving is today you're sad, maybe tomorrow you're okay.
00:14The following day maybe you're just nutang.
00:19The following day you're just happy with remembering the person you love with all the beautiful memories.
00:27The following day can be something else.
00:29So grieving is, it comes in ways, you know, it comes in ways.
00:35And you just, I guess, try to live one day at a time.
00:46You just take it in.
00:49But I hope to be honest, sometimes,
00:51it comes in ways.
00:52It comes in ways.
00:57It comes in ways.
01:13I don't know.
01:14Ano lang yung kaya mo ba yung sabihin?
01:17Yeah, you know, when I think about mom, I forget she's gone.
01:27You know, sometimes yung, inisig palutin man siya.
01:34And then, you snap back and then you remember, she's no longer there.
01:42As I said nga, it comes in waves.
01:48But, if there's one thing I guess with, like, I'm sure with Derek Nui and with Misti,
01:58you're carrying with you the beautiful memories.
02:01Those are the things that you will always just be thankful and grateful for
02:05that you were part of their journey in life
02:09and that they are part of yours
02:12and that you just carry that with you through time
02:19until we're here.
02:20And then, hopefully, whatever, you know, whatever beautiful memories that you've shared with them,
02:32you can pass it on, you know, and just tell everyone about the beautiful things that they've done in their
02:42life while they were here.
02:44So, yun.
02:49Pagdating naman sabi yung magkakapatid, I'd like to apologize to my co-actors, to Misti, to Ati Kochs, to Leroy,
02:58to Derek, and to Ms. Maha Bel.
03:02Today is just not a good day for me.
03:05If I may just go straight to the point.
03:09I'd like to say excuse me to my LBB family.
03:12I know this is not the proper venue at all, but let's just take it out there.
03:16Um, okay na ba yung mas?
03:19Um, Ian was interviewed, uh, before I came here.
03:27Uh, he was in Fast Talk with Boya Punda.
03:32Hindi ko siya naku-isag-isag-tawan na. Ian and I have not spoken in one year.
03:38So many things I've been said about me, about my death, about my two brothers.
03:46I have never said anything. Why?
03:53Because, nilirespeto ko pa rin ang mommy ko.
03:56At nilirespeto ko ang daddy namin, na si Christopher Bel.
04:02A lot of things have been thrown about me through time, even when my mom was alive.
04:09And I did not say anything at all.
04:13And yet, people keep throwing stones at me.
04:17Walang putang naloog.
04:21Aulit-hulit, suway nana, wala panpang tao.
04:26Okay, if that makes you happy, so big.
04:33Pero ang hindi ko mag-take ay ang isang sinungaling na tayo.
04:40I came out with a statement, a few months ago.
04:45Because what was being thrown at me is, mana.
04:51Yung mana na yan, just to clarify.
04:53Ma'am, Misty, I'm sorry to.
04:56This is about the show, but I'm really sorry.
05:00I apologize.
05:01Anyway.
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