00:10During that time, because I was so young, I never heard the things that you said to me now and
00:16how much you appreciated me.
00:17I feel like the tears of my first love never returned to me, that feeling of my first love, that
00:26feeling of my first love.
00:30But that's the reason why I felt like that. I don't think it became us because I felt like, for
00:35me, it was just that time.
00:38So that's why whenever I'm being interviewed, I don't label it.
00:41I don't know if that's being defensive, but now that we're mature, what do you feel?
00:48Because when you're young, you don't know how to express how to go back.
00:54Because I was my first girlfriend.
00:56I was my first girlfriend.
00:58You are.
00:59No, may I remind you?
01:00That's just over the phone.
01:02But it's still...
01:03Let me explain.
01:04Let me explain.
01:06I don't have any idea about how to become a boyfriend.
01:10So, of course, before Heart, I was 16, 15.
01:14But before then, of course, I was like, oh, I'm a girl.
01:18But in the past, I was over the phone.
01:20I was strict with parents.
01:20I was not able to get out of the phone.
01:21So, I was like, when I asked myself, I was afraid.
01:25When I was hearted, I didn't have a choice.
01:28But to have her around, right?
01:30So, nung naging kami, sobrang first time lahat.
01:34First time lahat nung pakiramdam.
01:37So, hindi ko alam kung paano ko ibabalik sa kanya.
01:39But actually, pakikita namin effortless.
01:41Kasi nga, para kaming ano eh.
01:43We taping kami.
01:44As in Monday to Sunday, we're together.
01:46Sorry kung hindi ko nasasabi yun nung time na yun.
01:48But, siguro yung first time ko...
01:50I'm sorry.
01:51I'm sorry.
01:52Kung hindi ko nasasabi yun.
01:53But, siyempre nung...
01:54Ngayon, as we...
01:55Tumanda na tayo.
01:57Nagkaroon na tayo ng kahipa paano, siguro wisdom in our life.
02:01And dun ka nakakapag-look back.
02:02And you know, you appreciate those things.
02:04And...
02:05Sabi ko nga, sa lahat nung naging ex ko, kayo heart na ko, alang nasasabi.
02:09Walang masasabi kasi siya talagang very giving.
02:12Understanding.
02:14Thoughtful.
02:15Siguro din yung scrapbook.
02:17Diba?
02:18Yan yung totoong...
02:19Kaya yung nagpahirap eh nung nawala eh.
02:21Yung pag nakikita mo yung scrapbook.
02:23Ano niya yun eh.
02:24Feeling ko yun yung talagang tanim niya eh.
02:25Lago shop love ko.
02:27Tanim niya yun eh.
02:27Yung album talaga lahat.
02:28Every day.
02:28At pinunit ko yung ano natin, scrapbook ko.
02:31Kaya hindi ko nadala.
02:32Ako nga sabi ko, sinunog ko eh.
02:33Kasi siyempre sobrang sakit.
02:35Sinunog ko talagang ganyan.
02:36Ako pinunit.
02:37Sabi ko, okay na ako!
02:38Pagbalik ko sa kwarto, bakit hindi pa din?
02:41May ganun ka?
02:42May ganun ako.
02:42Nagulat ako dun sa sinabi niya kasi if I would have known, then I would have stayed.
02:49When it became officially hot, the love team, that's when we broke up.
02:54In a sense.
02:55At our peak, no?
02:56Oo, at our peak.
02:57So parang, ako kasi tas ako nagka non-showbiz boyfriend ko.
03:02Na siyempre dinadala ko sa taping kasi.
03:05Sakit eh.
03:05Ganti-ganti yan lang naman.
03:07Alam mo yung magaganda na pag-usapan natin.
03:11Yeah, but those are the memories na talaga when you look back.
03:14Ang genuine kasi nga.
03:16But it was nice.
03:17At saka wala talaga ako masasabi sa'yo, Hardy.
03:18As in talagang, simula noon, siguro ako masasabi ko pa ako yung masama.
03:23Alam mo yun, ako yung masama in a way na.
03:25Thank you na ma, siyempre.
03:26Hindi, totoo naman.
03:27Masama in a way that, you know, nung time na yun, hindi kasi ako appreciative.
03:32You were young.
03:32Ah, was really young.
03:33He was young.
03:35Playful.
03:35He was so guwapo.
03:36He's still guwapo now.
03:37And talagang nagtababaliw sa kanya yung even older girls.
03:42And I get it.
03:44Lala mo yung Plantation Bay?
03:45Nalala mo ba yun?
03:48Nalala mo ba yun?
03:49Sakto yung pasok mo ko yun.
03:50Oo, dun kami nag-ano, nag-part ways.
03:52Kasi we were loving for three, three, four years.
03:57Kasi I was young.
03:58Parang dumating ako sa point na, ito na ba yun?
04:01Like, kami na ba talaga?
04:03Parang ito na ba yun?
04:04He wanted space.
04:05He wanted space.
04:06Tapos nung binigay niya, after a week, dun ko na-realize na hindi ko pala kaya.
04:12And then, yun yung biggest ano ko talaga na turning point na nung ako na yung babalik.
04:17Ayaw na.
04:18Leave me alone!
04:23Hindi niya na ako gusto maka-work.
04:24Iba na.
04:26And then after niyan, ginawa niya na yung panday.
04:28And then, I was on my own.
04:31Bumalik ako sa dancing ko noong time na yun.
04:33I went back to my dancing.
04:34Doon na nagsimula yung survival era ko.
04:37That I had to do everything to survive.
04:40It was really hard because yung rock mo before, wala na eh.
04:46Yun na yung love team ko na naging last love team ko.
04:48Kasi sabi ko, ayoko na.
04:51Because nung nakikita ko siya, hindi na pareho.
04:54That really hit me a lot.
04:56Because more than anything, he was family to me.
05:01And if I had known that it was survival mood,
05:05I wouldn't allow somebody I grew up with and I loved so purely.
05:11We would have helped each other the way he helped me in the beginning of my career.
05:16So, sobrang umiyak ako sa kotse actually after ng interview.
05:21Kaming lahat.
05:21Nang iyakan kami.
05:22Kasi hindi ko talaga akalain na sasabihin niya that he was in survival mode.
05:28Kung iisipin ko yung magandang heart na memories ko,
05:31siyempre kasi ako sumira, di ba?
05:33Aaminin ko na.
05:34Pasensya na po sa mga Joe Heart.
05:36No!
05:37You're my forever friend.
05:39Pasensya na sa mga Joe Heart.
05:40Y time sate.
05:41Y-
05:57Y-
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