00:09Why do we have a misunderstanding?
00:12I think that we have choices in our life.
00:16And that's what we have learned.
00:22So, from afar,
00:25you're happy with that?
00:27Yes.
00:28I was defensive.
00:29I was like,
00:31I don't know how to talk about it.
00:34Maybe when you love a person,
00:36you'll be protected.
00:40And then,
00:41if you don't have advice,
00:44you'll be like,
00:45you'll be like,
00:45you'll be like,
00:47you'll grow apart.
00:54Which was sad.
00:55Because for me,
00:57I was like,
00:58you're like,
00:58you're like,
01:01you're like,
01:02you're like,
01:04I was like that, even though I'm far away from her.
01:07I miss her.
01:08I'm so sad to see this now.
01:10It's like that.
01:12I'm not part of the joy that I was part of that.
01:15It's like, it's so nice to celebrate.
01:17But you're like, you're just clapping your hands.
01:20So, one time, she came to me.
01:23When I passed away from Madame,
01:27I felt like it was a pain.
01:31Because of my love for her.
01:34And my love for Madame, Claudia.
01:37I really needed to go.
01:39So, I texted her.
01:41Wala ka nun, nang pumunta ako.
01:43Actually, nag-iwan ka ng letter.
01:45Tapos, sobrang gulat ko.
01:48Pagdating ko, sabi sa akin,
01:49Kuya Ape.
01:50Angel, pinapaabot ni Heart.
01:52Nagpunta siya dito kanina.
01:54Sa akin, si Heart?
01:58Tapos, grabe yung iya ko na parang,
02:00Anong oras?
02:01Pati niyo ako pinawagan na iya ko.
02:03Kasi parang, yun yung...
02:05Of course, yun yung pinang malungkot na pwedeng mangyari pala sa'yo.
02:08Of course.
02:09Parang, magpaalam ka sa magulang mo ng...
02:11Biglaan eh.
02:12Hindi ka pin-repair na.
02:13Hindi ko siya nakitang tumanda.
02:15Hindi siya nang paalagay.
02:16At saka, hindi siya nagkasakit.
02:18So, parang, ah...
02:22Wala, regardless sa...
02:24Inis nyo sa isa't isa.
02:25And of course, wala ka nang nararamdaman ganun.
02:27Bakit kindness yung naramdaman mo?
02:29And parang gusto mong yakapin yung tao ngayon.
02:31Parang, nasa'n siya?
02:32Sa'n siya ngayon?
02:33Sa'n ko siya pupuntahan?
02:36Tapos, as'n nags-struggle ako na hanggang nung gabi,
02:40Nag-iisip ako,
02:41May message ko ba?
02:43Tapos, hindi ko alam kung yun pa rin yung number niya.
02:46Pero ang sarap sa feeling after.
02:48Nung napadala mo na yung message.
02:50At parang, okay.
02:51Okay na yun.
02:52Tapos, wala na.
02:54Bahala na.
02:55Bahala na yung universe.
02:56Bahala na si Lord kung ano yung mga susunod na pwede pang magyari dito.
02:59Whatever it is, whatever it was.
03:02Yeah.
03:03He will always be my pal.
03:05Like, as in, there's nothing wrong or nothing that you can do.
03:10Kasi ganun kita kamahal.
03:11Masyadong solid yung core memories ko sa'yo.
03:14First love mo rin can be a sister or a friend.
03:17First love kita.
03:19Hmm.
03:20Sabi ko naman sa'yo yun.
03:22What made you want to reach out again?
03:24Mahal kita eh.
03:27So, bata pa naman tayo.
03:29And then I feel like ngayon is the perfect time din.
03:31Kasi, ang iba talaga nagagawa ng maturity pag madami kang naharap.
03:38So, you really treasure the people who are real to you.
03:42Tsaka, feeling ko, dito ako proud na parang, especially nung nagkaroon na rin ng maturity yung Angelica.
03:48Ang tagal kasi naging immature yung Angelica eh.
03:50Kahit na anong nangyari sa'tin, never, parang wala akong masabing pangit about you.
03:58Yung, dun ako proud sa sarili ko na parang.
04:01And I would love to hear stories na, oh may ano nga siya, alis na naman siya, pupunta siya na
04:06dance.
04:07Parang, ah talaga, ayun.
04:09Of course, talagang masaya ka lang. Masaya lang ako for you.
04:12Tsaka, alam ko, si Pal, I mean I know na, ikaw din, kung sino man yung mga nakasama mo noon,
04:19yung pa rin yung mga kasama mo ngayon.
04:21So, parang, ako lang yung nawala. Kasi nga, feeling ko nga parang arti-arti akong paglawanan nila ako.
04:26Ako lang yung nawala.
04:29Parang namang ina, pinakita mo siya.
04:31Hindi, kasi...
04:31Dahil ikaw may trabaho at ako wala, what is your advice to me?
04:35Ba't hindi ka mag-live selling?
04:36Tawin mong aesthetic!
04:50Kasi, kasi...
04:54Kasi, kasi, kasi...
04:55Kasi, kasi, kasi, kasi...
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