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Love After Lockup Season 8 Episode 2
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00:00:00Previously on Love After Lockup.
00:00:03I was supposed to go pick Brady up in three days.
00:00:05He was the guy stealing off my truck.
00:00:07He was the guy telling us who was stealing off your truck.
00:00:11So he's going to go from street thug to prison to...
00:00:14To husband, yeah.
00:00:16I proposed to Kirsten while I was in prison,
00:00:18and we got married by proxy on the phone.
00:00:20Your baby daddy's coming home.
00:00:22That's disgusting.
00:00:24She can't wait to get a hotel.
00:00:26Ew.
00:00:27I feel good. I'm ready to see my baby.
00:00:30I met Felicia on the pen pal site.
00:00:32I've been incarcerated since I was 17.
00:00:35I don't know how to be in a relationship.
00:00:37Don't break my girl's heart.
00:00:38I will come after you.
00:00:41Oh, that's a van.
00:00:41This is going to be the first time we've ever seen each other in person.
00:00:45There she is!
00:00:49What idiot marries somebody in jail?
00:00:52Me and Paley met in high school.
00:00:53After I was incarcerated, we came back to each other.
00:00:56Didn't go through.
00:00:57I guess I am paying.
00:00:58I've sent Mike about $42,000.
00:01:02I feel like I'm putting the bill for your kid.
00:01:04You're stupid.
00:01:06I'm not getting fired!
00:01:08I love you.
00:01:09There's two.
00:01:11You lying.
00:01:16There's something that I have been withholding from Zay.
00:01:19I explored other connections.
00:01:21Do you have feelings for two people right now?
00:01:23I love Zay, but I am on his dating app.
00:01:29They never even met each other in real life.
00:01:31Honestly, I think there's no chance that he's in love with Carrington.
00:01:38Who is Carrington?
00:01:43It has been a whole year since I've been dating my man, DeMond.
00:01:47Oh, my God.
00:01:48I just love him.
00:01:49I call him my twin.
00:01:50I'm thinking about Zay and how I can't wait to see you for real.
00:01:53Don't lie to me.
00:01:54Me and DeMond, it's like we're like twin flames or something.
00:01:57I'm so happy, babe.
00:01:58I can't wait to see you.
00:01:59I love Gigi and I love Bonita.
00:02:01I always said I wanted 10 children.
00:02:03I'm a big family man, so I do plan on me being a one big happy family.
00:02:08But they don't know about each other.
00:02:11So I'm actually telling one woman that I'm getting released on my actual release date
00:02:15and the other that I'm going to get released the next day.
00:02:17I want my buttercream cake.
00:02:19I want the icing on top.
00:02:21I want to eat it too, man.
00:02:32Give me such a rush and never ever give it up.
00:02:35Wow.
00:02:36I don't know what to wear.
00:02:38I don't want to like overdress, but then I don't want to look basic.
00:02:43Like, my man is coming home, dude.
00:02:47Call me Ranch because I be dressing.
00:02:49I got one thing on my mind.
00:02:52Too late, I just crossed the line.
00:02:53But I'm feeling good and looking fine.
00:02:56Hell yeah, that's right.
00:02:58Best.
00:03:00Hi, Mitch.
00:03:02Where you at?
00:03:04Hi.
00:03:05Hi.
00:03:06You look cute.
00:03:10This is for gentlemen.
00:03:11You always look cute.
00:03:13I need help.
00:03:14OK.
00:03:15I don't know what to wear.
00:03:17She's straight to it.
00:03:18You ready?
00:03:19Hopefully, I'll be picking them on up tomorrow morning,
00:03:22and I still can't believe it.
00:03:24Just to be comfortable.
00:03:26But I don't know if I should be comfortable or look.
00:03:30You need to look good.
00:03:33I just want to do everything with him.
00:03:35I really want to wear this.
00:03:39OK, but what?
00:03:40With just a bra and a thong under it.
00:03:43I love that idea.
00:03:45The man want to rub a thigh.
00:03:47It's been three years, girl.
00:03:50It's been 13 months since I had sex.
00:03:53I know for a fact the man is going to be a minute man.
00:03:56He's been gone for too long.
00:03:57But I told him he only got a couple passes
00:04:00because I don't got time for that .
00:04:02Oh, my gosh.
00:04:04I pick him up tomorrow.
00:04:06Let me see what my countdown say.
00:04:0811 hours, 16 minutes, and 20 seconds until daddy's home.
00:04:1311 hours is crazy.
00:04:16Yay!
00:04:21Yay!
00:04:22How can I have you first here?
00:04:25All right.
00:04:25Yay!
00:04:28My baby!
00:04:30My baby!
00:04:31My baby!
00:04:42Oh, hello.
00:04:43Momo was on his way home.
00:04:45I can't wait for him to get here tomorrow
00:04:47and we'll be enjoying him.
00:04:49But I do feel guilty as a woman.
00:04:51I feel guilty, yeah.
00:04:53The mom wants me to lie about the release date
00:04:55so he can spend time with Gigi.
00:04:59I don't want to get in nobody else's business.
00:05:02I'm just going to be cordial, help the mom
00:05:04whenever he needs my assistance.
00:05:07And that's my plans.
00:05:10So how you doing?
00:05:12You doing okay?
00:05:13Yeah, I mean, outside of me just working.
00:05:15Trying to be there for the morning.
00:05:16Yeah.
00:05:16And he actually is on his way.
00:05:19How many times have we had this full circle moment together?
00:05:21Man, it's been probably some time.
00:05:22I hope we break the chain.
00:05:23I hope we break the chain this time.
00:05:24Yes, okay.
00:05:25Yeah, but I got faith in her.
00:05:29My mother, she know what to say, what not to say.
00:05:32Like, me and her are not rehearsing,
00:05:34but we talk about things on the regular.
00:05:37She don't got no bad intentions.
00:05:39She go and help until I can figure my out.
00:05:42That's all she be wanting, you feel me?
00:05:46I'm going to tell you something.
00:05:47I think on this go around...
00:05:49He ready.
00:05:50Oh, that's him?
00:05:51Oh, that's him?
00:05:53Oh, wow.
00:05:54I'm excited.
00:05:55I'm scared that my man is falling home.
00:05:58I just really wish I had, like, a remote to fast forward time
00:06:00so I can just be outside the jail waiting for my man.
00:06:03Chop, chop.
00:06:06Hey, Ma, I'm sitting here with your mother and Mr.
00:06:09Hey, son, how we in?
00:06:10Hey, hey.
00:06:12It's okay.
00:06:12How you doing there?
00:06:14Hey, son.
00:06:15Huh?
00:06:16They don't even play real, like, the doors open up
00:06:19and they really tell me to come on this time to go.
00:06:22Yes, and I'm going to tell you the thing, too.
00:06:24You know, the thing that's going to always resonate with you
00:06:26is those bars shutting for the last time.
00:06:29Oh, it's going to be definitely different.
00:06:30Yeah.
00:06:34What are you cooking?
00:06:36Put them on.
00:06:37He wanted lamb chops.
00:06:41Asparagus.
00:06:42And I think he said...
00:06:44Some Henny.
00:06:45Yes.
00:06:46Don't forget the Henny.
00:06:48You think his big mother's going to be cooking for him or somebody else?
00:06:51I'm going to kick his ass.
00:06:54It's only a matter of time before they find out what's going on.
00:06:57But I do plan on that in a pile of leadership.
00:07:02I hope they with this and daddy going, lie us all in.
00:07:06You feel me?
00:07:07Because we trying to make daddy happy.
00:07:08Hurry.
00:07:09What am I going to do?
00:07:11Share locations.
00:07:12If we trust each other, why would we have to do that?
00:07:17Comfort?
00:07:18Reinsurance?
00:07:19I don't know.
00:07:21I just know my man coming home.
00:07:24Still 11 hours?
00:07:25I'm finna be on top of this table.
00:07:27I'm finna be like this.
00:07:28Get on it.
00:07:28I'm finna be like this.
00:07:30He finna be between my legs.
00:07:33Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:07:35Hey, hey, hey.
00:07:36Move, move, move.
00:07:37Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:07:40Auntie out of breath.
00:07:41Auntie.
00:07:44We have 60 seconds remaining.
00:07:46They're going to be usually 21 and 3 on Tuesday.
00:07:50I want to make sure that both of these,
00:07:53we're going to come to see that for them.
00:07:55All right.
00:07:56I'll make sure that's happening.
00:07:57We can't wait to see you.
00:07:58We can't wait to see you.
00:08:00And we can't wait to see the next chapter.
00:08:02That part.
00:08:03The next chapter for sure.
00:08:04We believe in you.
00:08:06All right?
00:08:07We definitely believe in you.
00:08:07You got to stay strong this time around.
00:08:09Stay grounded.
00:08:11I miss you.
00:08:11I miss you too.
00:08:12I'll see you when I see you, Vic.
00:08:15What's it been like for you guys to have to hold this secret?
00:08:19Truthfully, it bothers me.
00:08:21But for the sake of peace, you know, I'm willing to be silent, cordial.
00:08:27You know, and once he gets home, hey, he's on his own.
00:08:30Yeah.
00:08:34Yeah.
00:08:45Oh, wait.
00:08:46There's a van.
00:08:47Yes.
00:08:48There she is.
00:08:50Yay!
00:08:52Yay!
00:08:53Yay!
00:08:53Oh, wait.
00:08:54There's a van.
00:08:54Yay!
00:08:55Yay!
00:08:55Yay!
00:08:56Yay!
00:09:14Felicia engaging with her family I'm loving all of it man I've waited six years to see her
00:09:25I need all my mom and dad her family's been waiting longer I'm letting them all enjoy this moment you
00:09:39know to be free finally after nine years it's just too good to be true it's just it don't even
00:09:55feel
00:09:55like it's real the single thing I missed most spending time with my family my mother and
00:10:09father didn't visit me while I was in prison because they had warrants everything was virtual
00:10:16so now I just want to hug my mama
00:10:31we fought for so long oh it was a it was a fight to get here
00:10:39she got caught up at the wrong place the wrong time and that child had to spend 10 years
00:10:45her first offense who does that no no judge no judge does that not to a 17 year old girl
00:10:55I love you beautiful I love you so much God I just don't know I've been getting into trouble since
00:11:04I was born if I was a vegetable I think I'd be a red pepper because I just got so
00:11:10much spice to me
00:11:11so since I was younger like even in elementary school I would throw fits
00:11:16I love you I love you
00:11:21at least these are good tears you know tears of joy for sure like for real
00:11:27the relief yeah growing up in New Orleans I got deeper into the crowds and the street
00:11:33in the nightlife and things like that and nine years ago I was 17 when I caught my own robbery
00:11:39charge the person that ended up getting robbed was somebody I went to school with not only did he
00:11:47say he was out at gunpoint he also stated that I'm the one who set him up and called him
00:11:52in the
00:11:53state of Louisiana you 17 you're considered an adult if I would have took it to trial I could have
00:11:59got
00:11:59any time between 10 to 99 so I'm just gonna take my 10 years and just move forward
00:12:26this is so crazy huh
00:12:33she's very gorgeous
00:12:38eyes and hair
00:12:40a booty
00:12:43even in them damn sweats man she look beautiful
00:12:46hey this is my boy DJ right here
00:12:48nice to meet you
00:12:50especially under the circumstances
00:12:52this is good
00:12:55I think Rich is an amazing person
00:13:00I'm so glad you're here thank you so much
00:13:03the most exciting thing is being next to him and my family
00:13:07hey
00:13:08y'all forgot I got released
00:13:11letting them relearn me and see me as a woman though
00:13:14them embracing that and me embracing my family and him
00:13:18what's like the first thing you want to eat like have you thought about that
00:13:21I don't know what I want
00:13:23girl like that's crazy I'm gonna tap anything you'll put in fucking voice I'm just blessed to be free
00:13:29and we all here how about we all go to the Italian restaurant about 20 minutes down and I'm gonna
00:13:35ride with y'all to the restaurant
00:13:36uh-huh and then I'm gonna ride with you to New Orleans so that's what we're gonna do
00:13:43I want to get on with that Dalton
00:13:49I need to learn how to drive I need to go get my car like I've never had a job
00:13:53I've never paid a bill
00:13:57I've never wrote a check
00:13:58I'm gonna see you at the restaurant I love you baby
00:14:00all right well we'll love you
00:14:02Rich is the man of my dreams
00:14:03I do want to wait and see where the future holds because he could change that opinion
00:14:07but as of right now yes he is the man of my dreams and I can't wait to get
00:14:11truly get to know who he is inside and out
00:14:15woo woo
00:14:17I'm home
00:14:23my ankle monitor is going on
00:14:25I'm on my way home
00:14:26I'm gonna get sent back to prison for what
00:14:31how the does that make any sense
00:14:35y'all are gonna see a demon
00:14:37so how do you feel about meeting me for the first time
00:14:40I need to be hanging out with you
00:14:41I need to be gone
00:14:42oh my god
00:14:44it is kind of nerve-breaking to go to somebody's house
00:14:47meet them for the first time
00:15:00I'm excited but I'm like this is the first time in six years that we're not gonna have like prison
00:15:06guards watching us you know and I don't I'm just excited but scared like nervous I guess is a better
00:15:12word
00:15:24we've got to be quick moving with today in the halfway house they give these passes
00:15:28they give you eight hours or less to get somewhere to go do things and so it'll be nice for
00:15:36him to get to experience what the kids are like
00:15:38you know in their own space when they're comfortable and kind of what living with
00:15:44us would look like my relationship with Mike is unique because we've known each other our
00:15:51whole lives this isn't just some random guy that I decided I'm gonna write online Michael and I have
00:15:57known each other since high school and then we reconnected when he went to prison we were together
00:16:02for two years before we finally got married we've been married for three I figured if you marry an inmate
00:16:07there's nowhere else to go but up
00:16:10the 20,000 you think I sent him he's actually 42
00:16:15that's a down payment on a house
00:16:17my husband does not help me pay any bills
00:16:20pay anything
00:16:22that doesn't stop you from what asking for money
00:16:25do you think he's using me
00:16:26I told you not to marry him
00:16:29oh my god okay my husband's out of prison
00:16:30okay
00:16:33I love you
00:16:36Mike is currently living in the halfway house
00:16:38we've only been able to spend an hour or two together just to like run errands
00:16:43how does it feel to eat your first real burrito
00:16:47is it better than what you've had for the last six years
00:16:53what is this better
00:16:55the sauce is better
00:16:56what
00:16:59yeah sure it's just the sauce
00:17:02I'm excited to have sex with Michael
00:17:05the last time was in high school
00:17:09I'm hoping it's as good as I remember it
00:17:12but he's also been in prison for six years
00:17:14so it's probably not going to be as long as I remember it either
00:17:18with him having more time out
00:17:21there is an opportunity
00:17:22because I have to tell him something
00:17:25I've been keeping a secret from him
00:17:27and I think when he finds out
00:17:29he's going to be
00:17:29he's going to be pissed
00:17:31he thinks that he's going to walk out
00:17:33with this great credit score
00:17:34and have all these opportunities
00:17:36and I mean
00:17:40welcome to being married I guess
00:17:42Mike has asked me to open up credit cards
00:17:45and bank accounts in his name
00:17:46to help build his credit while he's in prison
00:17:48but he doesn't know
00:17:50I maxed out his credit cards
00:17:53Mike should have known when he married me
00:17:55I'm not cheap
00:17:56I have expensive taste
00:17:58champagne taste on a beer budget
00:18:00I bought myself a new car
00:18:02look at my new baby
00:18:05oh she's a beauty
00:18:07$37,000 later
00:18:09but worth it
00:18:10I definitely shield Mike from my finances
00:18:12and hell no I'm not honest about them
00:18:14because I figured when he got out
00:18:16I would have it all figured out
00:18:20finances are a big deal to him
00:18:21because he's never had financial security
00:18:25so I think that's going to be our biggest battle
00:18:32where is he
00:18:37oh my god there he is
00:18:38okay
00:18:38Jesus
00:18:39took long enough
00:18:40hi honey
00:18:41hi baby
00:18:43how are you
00:18:44good how are you
00:18:45I hope so
00:18:49okay
00:18:49you took too long
00:18:51get in the car
00:18:54my name is Michael
00:18:55I'm 34
00:18:57I spent
00:18:5833% of my life
00:19:00so far in prison
00:19:01I was incarcerated
00:19:02for possession
00:19:03with intent to distribute
00:19:05and possession of a firearm
00:19:06and furtherance of a drug offense
00:19:08I was incarcerated for 8 years
00:19:09let's go
00:19:11go go go go
00:19:12alright I'm going
00:19:13I still have a whole year
00:19:14left in the halfway house
00:19:15we gotta get out of here
00:19:19I mean it feels great
00:19:20to finally get my freedom back
00:19:22but it's short lived
00:19:23like the moment that they said
00:19:24they were going to start giving me freedom
00:19:26that slapped a collar
00:19:26around my ankle
00:19:35what the is going on
00:19:36my ankle monitor is going off
00:19:41Mike's ankle monitor is going off
00:19:43and I immediately think
00:19:45the first thing that's going to happen
00:19:46is we're going to get pulled over
00:19:47and we're going to have to start
00:19:48from square one
00:19:58how long have y'all been
00:20:00actually talking
00:20:01I was married at first
00:20:03so since I'm in divorce
00:20:04hold on
00:20:05what
00:20:06was he not married
00:20:08didn't he not get divorced
00:20:09like what is it
00:20:10what did you make that come in right then
00:20:11because I caught it
00:20:12you know how much I like you
00:20:15I don't want you for myself
00:20:16to be honest
00:20:17he's a big temptation
00:20:18in my life at the moment
00:20:19you look good
00:20:21I miss you
00:20:22wow
00:20:25I definitely feel like I'm smaller
00:20:26to pull this off
00:20:27I just gotta stay
00:20:2810 steps in here
00:20:30what the hell
00:20:44I can do a back float
00:20:46that's a crap float
00:20:48what are you guys doing
00:20:50I don't want to go to the ER
00:20:53have you ever heard of
00:20:54what happened to the monkey
00:20:55who jumped on the bed
00:20:56he broke his head
00:21:05so I gotta tell you guys something
00:21:07what
00:21:08Brady's coming home
00:21:09hey
00:21:10can we see him
00:21:12you'll be able to see him
00:21:13but it'll be
00:21:14probably a couple weeks
00:21:15after he gets out
00:21:17but I have to drive up there
00:21:19to go get him
00:21:19I have no doubts
00:21:21that Brady can effectively
00:21:22lead a family
00:21:24I think that he is going
00:21:25to be an excellent father
00:21:26the girls have actually asked
00:21:28like why he does not
00:21:29ever contact them
00:21:30really
00:21:33Brady and his kid's mom
00:21:34their relationship
00:21:35was pretty toxic
00:21:36but they were super super young
00:21:38and they were trying
00:21:39to navigate
00:21:40having twin daughters together
00:21:41you're young and dumb
00:21:43and you're kind of
00:21:44learning as you go
00:21:45I'll pack him a hoodie
00:21:47just in case
00:21:49hi guys
00:21:51is that your Mimi?
00:21:53yeah
00:21:53hi Mimi
00:21:56my relationship with my mom
00:21:58we are very close
00:21:59let's go see mama
00:22:00hi Lola
00:22:01she's there for me
00:22:03she helps with my kids
00:22:04tremendously
00:22:05what are you doing?
00:22:07uh well
00:22:08I just found out
00:22:10that Brady's getting out
00:22:10so now I have to get
00:22:12all of his stuff ready
00:22:13and
00:22:15I'm gonna end up
00:22:16needing help with the kids
00:22:19growing up
00:22:20my mom
00:22:21did support
00:22:22the household
00:22:23pretty much
00:22:24completely
00:22:24on her own
00:22:26unfortunately
00:22:27my dad
00:22:27does struggle
00:22:28with drug addiction
00:22:29and
00:22:30it got the best of him
00:22:31and he
00:22:32ended up in prison
00:22:33he is currently
00:22:34in prison
00:22:34in Colorado
00:22:36Brady differs
00:22:37from my dad
00:22:38a lot
00:22:39Brady has aspirations
00:22:40my father had no goals
00:22:43Brady is very
00:22:44emotionally connected
00:22:46to me
00:22:46my father was hard
00:22:47he was stoic
00:22:48so
00:22:49they are
00:22:50polar opposites
00:22:51they are not
00:22:52similar at all
00:22:53so you're dropping
00:22:54everything
00:22:55and leaving
00:22:57yeah
00:22:58it's not gonna be cheap
00:22:59to drive there
00:23:00eat all your meals out
00:23:01you're gonna have to
00:23:02have a hotel somewhere
00:23:02you're gonna wind up
00:23:03having to rent a car
00:23:04because yours doesn't work
00:23:05how much is this
00:23:06whole entire trip
00:23:07gonna cost you?
00:23:08probably a thousand dollars
00:23:10which is
00:23:11pretty much
00:23:12my entire savings
00:23:13so hopefully
00:23:14I have enough
00:23:15otherwise I'll sleep
00:23:16in my car
00:23:17I guess
00:23:17and hope
00:23:18and pray that
00:23:19Brady gets a job
00:23:20and starts working
00:23:22in Wichita?
00:23:22hopefully
00:23:23I don't know
00:23:25oh my gosh
00:23:26Kirsten
00:23:26what?
00:23:28when Brady
00:23:29is released
00:23:30he has to be
00:23:31in Wichita
00:23:31at the halfway house
00:23:33300 miles from home
00:23:35with him being
00:23:36so far away
00:23:37it's kind of
00:23:38hard to make things
00:23:39like getting a job
00:23:40happen
00:23:41but
00:23:42Brady's definitely
00:23:43gonna try his best
00:23:45there's a lot of
00:23:46questions that I don't
00:23:47have answers to
00:23:48right now
00:23:48but
00:23:49I mean I have to do it
00:23:50what am I gonna do
00:23:51just like leave him
00:23:52in prison
00:23:52and tell him to figure out
00:23:53how to get home?
00:23:54he's got a mama
00:23:55he has a wife too
00:23:57who has responsibilities
00:23:58because she's raising
00:23:59a family by herself
00:24:00but I have to
00:24:01get him home
00:24:03to get to the point
00:24:03that I'm not raising
00:24:04a family by myself
00:24:06you really think
00:24:07it's worth it?
00:24:08do you think
00:24:09it's not worth it?
00:24:10I don't know
00:24:11well I mean
00:24:12I would hope
00:24:13that you don't
00:24:14judge him
00:24:14before knowing him
00:24:16because we all
00:24:17have a past
00:24:18yeah well
00:24:19you're my daughter
00:24:20and those are
00:24:20my grandbabies
00:24:21do you think
00:24:22I would have
00:24:22somebody around
00:24:23my kids
00:24:23that isn't
00:24:24good for my kids?
00:24:25I didn't think
00:24:26that you would
00:24:28marry someone
00:24:29in prison
00:24:30yeah
00:24:31I did do that
00:24:32but
00:24:33you know
00:24:35what's done
00:24:35is done
00:24:36like you guys
00:24:37are all looking
00:24:37at like the negative
00:24:38things but like
00:24:39Brady's not
00:24:40a punk
00:24:41he's not a maggot
00:24:43he's not
00:24:45institutionalized
00:24:45Brady has no desire
00:24:47to have a criminal
00:24:48life
00:24:49he wants me
00:24:50to live a soft life
00:24:50he wants to be able
00:24:51to take care of me
00:24:52and the kids
00:24:53and me be able
00:24:54to work part time
00:24:54if possible
00:24:56and that's great
00:24:57I hope
00:24:57that it does work
00:24:58out that way
00:25:00because I do
00:25:01I do need help
00:25:02I'm
00:25:03it's hard doing
00:25:04everything alone
00:25:05I know
00:25:07I work two jobs
00:25:08I take care of
00:25:10individuals in their
00:25:11home in an
00:25:12independent
00:25:12supported living
00:25:13and then I
00:25:14also
00:25:16bartend
00:25:18a soft life
00:25:19for me
00:25:19would just be
00:25:20not to struggle
00:25:21for the bills
00:25:21to be paid
00:25:22and not have to
00:25:23wonder
00:25:23am I going to
00:25:24have to
00:25:24go without the
00:25:25internet this month
00:25:26to be able to
00:25:27pay the lights
00:25:28and that's the
00:25:29situation that
00:25:29I've been in
00:25:30I just don't
00:25:31want to see you
00:25:31get hurt again
00:25:33like you haven't
00:25:34even spent a
00:25:34minute alone
00:25:35with him outside
00:25:36of the prison walls
00:25:36I get that
00:25:38and it's
00:25:38I just want you
00:25:40to be aware
00:25:41of what can go
00:25:42wrong
00:25:43I can't wait
00:25:44to have a baby
00:25:44with Brady
00:25:45I would like
00:25:46to be able
00:25:46to take the time
00:25:47off work
00:25:48and have a husband
00:25:48who can provide
00:25:49so I can do that
00:25:50you've never been
00:25:51on a date
00:25:52you've never been
00:25:53alone for 20 minutes
00:25:54with the man
00:26:13it's crazy
00:26:15but I do
00:26:15crazy things
00:26:16yeah
00:26:18we all know that
00:26:24you have one minute
00:26:29left
00:26:30oh
00:26:32I love you
00:26:33and I'll talk
00:26:34to you soon
00:26:35bye
00:26:37why do you want
00:26:38to put yourself
00:26:39through this
00:26:39when you're in a
00:26:40relationship
00:26:40you have trials
00:26:41you have tribulations
00:26:42it's up to you
00:26:44if you're wanting
00:26:45to stay in it
00:26:46and fight for it
00:26:47and I just really
00:26:48hope I'm not
00:26:48looking stupid
00:26:49well
00:26:50this is the life
00:26:51you chose
00:26:51you chose to stay
00:26:52with him
00:26:53you chose to keep
00:26:53him so
00:27:01do y'all think
00:27:02Karen Tan
00:27:03has Zae Zae's
00:27:04best entrance
00:27:06absolutely not
00:27:08hold on
00:27:09let me get the door
00:27:11hey
00:27:14look at
00:27:18I'm Zae's
00:27:19lover for life
00:27:20been since
00:27:212017
00:27:22and that's it
00:27:24that's the story
00:27:25catch us up
00:27:26girl how you feeling
00:27:27I'm feeling
00:27:28okay I need to see
00:27:30when when
00:27:30what's the day
00:27:31we hoping for next week
00:27:32yeah
00:27:33right now we just
00:27:34playing a waiting game
00:27:34I've been playing
00:27:36the waiting game
00:27:38oh my god
00:27:39girl we missed you
00:27:40I know that's why
00:27:41I miss y'all
00:27:43Zae before he went
00:27:45into the penitentiary
00:27:46he was with
00:27:47McKenna
00:27:47and they had
00:27:49a very tight
00:27:50relationship
00:27:51they were like
00:27:52best friends
00:27:52before anything
00:27:54I really don't care
00:27:55I really don't care for
00:27:55no female
00:27:56but if it's going to be
00:27:57any female
00:27:58I choose McKenna
00:28:00and that's because
00:28:01she's showed her loyalty
00:28:03over and over
00:28:05and over again
00:28:06I've been keeping up
00:28:08with him the whole time
00:28:09the whole time
00:28:10I link up
00:28:11send him some money
00:28:11he actually been doing
00:28:13real good
00:28:13he sound
00:28:14he sound like
00:28:15so much like
00:28:16he looks straight
00:28:18he met this girl
00:28:19her name is
00:28:20Carrington
00:28:21and they've been
00:28:22talking
00:28:23does she know
00:28:24what jail talk is
00:28:26clearly not
00:28:27if I had one message
00:28:29from this girl
00:28:30it's going to have to be
00:28:31you
00:28:32and you're going to
00:28:33see about me
00:28:34and that's mine
00:28:35when I heard
00:28:36a conversation
00:28:37between him and her
00:28:38she was just like
00:28:39you're so sweet
00:28:40and I want to feel
00:28:41on your arms
00:28:42I just know
00:28:42you're taller than me
00:28:43and your arms
00:28:44are bigger than me
00:28:45I'm going to rub
00:28:45on your head
00:28:49I don't get thunked
00:28:51on your head
00:28:51don't even try that
00:28:52when Zay comes home
00:28:55the goal is
00:28:57wifey
00:28:57wifey status
00:28:59hold up
00:29:00hold up
00:29:00y'all forgot
00:29:01what
00:29:02y'all got a good
00:29:03play on with my girl
00:29:04get that cover up
00:29:09that's mine
00:29:09that's me
00:29:10that's me
00:29:11when Zay gets released
00:29:13I'm going to be there
00:29:14she might be there
00:29:16and she's going to
00:29:17drive home
00:29:18very sad
00:29:18very sad
00:29:20sad as hell
00:29:26how the
00:29:26are you
00:29:27$42,000
00:29:28in debt
00:29:29you just bought
00:29:29a brand new car
00:29:30where the money
00:29:31come from
00:29:31I 100% know
00:29:33Kaylee is hiding
00:29:34her true financial
00:29:34situation
00:29:35I want to see
00:29:35exactly where this
00:29:37debt is coming from
00:29:38got bad news
00:29:39don't be mad
00:29:40how the does that
00:29:41make any sense
00:29:42y'all are going to
00:29:43see a demon
00:29:44what if he's still
00:29:45married
00:29:45do you think you
00:29:46can investigate that
00:29:47for me
00:29:47she's on some
00:29:48his right now
00:29:49feel blindsided
00:29:50talk about it later
00:29:51I'm not talking
00:29:52about no
00:29:52divorce
00:30:05all right
00:30:06I'm gonna ride with y'all
00:30:06to the restaurant
00:30:08and then I'm gonna
00:30:08ride with you
00:30:09to New Orleans
00:30:10let's ride
00:30:12yeah
00:30:13why are we going to
00:30:14an Italian restaurant
00:30:16is that Italian?
00:30:18it's the city
00:30:25look at my ID there
00:30:27yes indeed baby
00:30:29oh I forgot
00:30:30it's only 20 miles
00:30:31me and Pausa
00:30:32got some fat ass
00:30:33face
00:30:33I told everyone
00:30:33if you have a baby
00:30:34that baby gonna have
00:30:35a fat face
00:30:37when I was 11 years old
00:30:38my father was
00:30:39incarcerated
00:30:41I don't remember
00:30:42when my dad was
00:30:42incarcerated for
00:30:43because I was so young
00:30:44I just knew my dad
00:30:45was in jail
00:30:47and that's what led
00:30:48to my mom being
00:30:49a single mother
00:30:50and taking care of
00:30:51me and my siblings
00:30:52I was 12 years old
00:30:54when she got arrested
00:30:55for drugs and stuff
00:30:57and we got taken
00:30:59away from her
00:31:00and brought into
00:31:01state's custody
00:31:03I stayed in foster care
00:31:04until I was 17
00:31:06my dad
00:31:07I don't think
00:31:08he ever imagined
00:31:10coming home
00:31:11and 8 months later
00:31:14I go to jail
00:31:15and get sentenced
00:31:16to 10 years
00:31:17I think
00:31:18God had you
00:31:20in there
00:31:20for a reason
00:31:22so nothing
00:31:23would have
00:31:23you out here
00:31:26being in foster care
00:31:28I just rebelled
00:31:28because I was angry
00:31:29because it's like
00:31:30this isn't my family
00:31:31this isn't my home
00:31:32I would run away
00:31:33and I had to
00:31:34learn how to survive
00:31:35stolen calls
00:31:36stealing out of
00:31:38stores
00:31:38not because
00:31:38I had to
00:31:39because I had a choice
00:31:40but literally
00:31:40I had to
00:31:43oh God
00:31:45what's wrong
00:31:47I love her so much
00:31:48and I just feel
00:31:49like you know
00:31:51I feel like
00:31:52I failed her
00:31:52when she was young
00:31:53you know
00:31:54why
00:31:54because
00:31:55I feel like
00:31:56if I would have
00:31:56took her
00:31:56when she was a kid
00:31:57she wouldn't have
00:31:58went to prison
00:31:58and all
00:31:59you know
00:31:59I know
00:32:00you loved her
00:32:00more than me
00:32:02no really
00:32:03I love you too
00:32:04you're my child
00:32:04I just always
00:32:05was so close
00:32:06to police
00:32:07I know
00:32:08when she called
00:32:09and asked me
00:32:10to get her out
00:32:11that group home
00:32:12I tried
00:32:13and it just
00:32:13didn't work out
00:32:14that just
00:32:15it hurts me so bad
00:32:16don't hold that on you
00:32:17don't hold that on you
00:32:18what us kids do
00:32:19don't do that
00:32:20don't do that
00:32:24I'm getting hungry
00:32:26are you hungry
00:32:26yes
00:32:30lock it up
00:32:31yeah
00:32:31beep beep
00:32:32ready
00:32:33to go eat
00:32:34where's
00:32:35um
00:32:35we gotta wait
00:32:36on your boy
00:32:37oh
00:32:37yeah
00:32:37we can't forget
00:32:38your boy
00:32:39oh
00:32:40Felicia man
00:32:41seeing her in person
00:32:42she looking good
00:32:43she got that glow
00:32:44on her right now
00:32:45you know
00:32:47she decided
00:32:48to ride with her parents
00:32:50to lunch
00:32:50but uh
00:32:53she's spending her night
00:32:54with me tonight
00:32:57smells good huh
00:32:58yes
00:33:00we finally made it here
00:33:02huh
00:33:02yeah
00:33:02it smells good
00:33:04don't be funny
00:33:06but I do want a salad
00:33:07a salad
00:33:08I'm not a salad girl
00:33:09but like
00:33:10I just want vegetables
00:33:12Angel you're not getting
00:33:14anything green
00:33:15except for
00:33:16if you get money
00:33:17on your books
00:33:17that's it
00:33:18you get no vegetables
00:33:20no fruits
00:33:21no protein
00:33:22no milk
00:33:24you hit
00:33:27so um
00:33:29what y'all plans
00:33:31y'all to
00:33:32okay so
00:33:32I mean
00:33:33in life
00:33:34you and Rich
00:33:35huh
00:33:36that's my concerns
00:33:38right now
00:33:38is that the talk
00:33:39yeah I'm working
00:33:40up
00:33:41we're a little interested
00:33:42in our daughter's future
00:33:44yeah she's
00:33:45don't tell me
00:33:45you know
00:33:53good things
00:33:54I don't
00:33:55there's plans
00:33:57uh
00:33:57we're gonna figure it out
00:33:59but there's
00:33:59there's a lot in the store
00:34:01they have a lot of
00:34:01a lot of things
00:34:02we can
00:34:03push together
00:34:04how long have y'all been
00:34:05actually talking
00:34:14it's been a while
00:34:15yeah
00:34:16I was married
00:34:17at first
00:34:18right
00:34:18but I got
00:34:19yeah I got divorced
00:34:20so since I've been
00:34:20divorced
00:34:22really
00:34:22yeah
00:34:23yeah
00:34:24you ain't even know
00:34:25the things I find out
00:34:25about my friends
00:34:26every day
00:34:27this is wild
00:34:30hold on
00:34:32what part is new
00:34:33and why are we lying
00:34:34or if it is new
00:34:36why is it new to you
00:34:37everything is mind blowing
00:34:39right now
00:34:39I'm going to the bathroom
00:34:41yeah
00:34:47I'm about to go with her
00:34:53so like
00:34:54did you catch that
00:34:55like
00:34:55was he
00:34:56was he not
00:34:57divorced
00:34:57was he not married
00:34:57or
00:34:58did he not get divorced
00:34:59like what is it
00:35:00what did you make
00:35:00that come in right then
00:35:01because I caught it
00:35:02I think you need to ask
00:35:03I caught it
00:35:04I did too
00:35:05I'm not going to ask now
00:35:06because my people
00:35:07I'm not going to do that
00:35:08yeah yeah
00:35:08I'm going to let them keep
00:35:10asking him questions
00:35:11and keep digging with him
00:35:12and everything I pick up
00:35:14I'm going to ask about it
00:35:15I think you should
00:35:16learn
00:35:17and we're definitely
00:35:18going to talk
00:35:19we need to
00:35:19okay
00:35:21DJ didn't know
00:35:22that Rich was even married
00:35:24it's a whole thing right now
00:35:25we're trying to figure it out
00:35:26without asking him
00:35:27in front of everybody
00:35:29and I don't know
00:35:30if he'll ever say anything
00:35:31because I think
00:35:31that's the biggest secret
00:35:32that he's hiding
00:35:33that I couldn't put my finger
00:35:34on the first night
00:35:35that I met him
00:35:36what kind of work
00:35:37he does
00:35:37I know a little bit
00:35:38of everything right now
00:35:39there's no reason
00:35:40why you should be
00:35:41keeping secrets
00:35:41from somebody that was in jail
00:35:42you know everything about
00:35:43and you're meeting us
00:35:46we're going to figure
00:35:47out
00:35:48you know what you think about
00:35:49a lot
00:35:55are you getting out
00:35:56I'm going to see what I can do
00:35:58I'm going to talk to him
00:35:59this is the biggest
00:36:00that I have ever dealt with
00:36:02in my entire life
00:36:04my wife
00:36:05I'm jittery
00:36:06and I feel like I'm about to explode
00:36:07with emotions
00:36:09I just got to stay
00:36:1010 steps ahead of Bonita
00:36:1310 steps ahead of Gigi
00:36:15come on go
00:36:16who the hell is her
00:36:27what's going on
00:36:28home
00:36:30yeah hi jeffrey
00:36:31this is my ankle monitor
00:36:32is going on
00:36:34it's hard work
00:36:36dedication
00:36:38dedication
00:36:40I'm on my way home
00:36:46I put all the arteria in yesterday
00:36:50no it is a home pass
00:36:52if they look at it right now
00:36:53it's in my thing
00:36:57okay thank you
00:36:58all right bye
00:37:02what'd they say
00:37:02they're like
00:37:03okay no you're good
00:37:04just call us throughout the day
00:37:05okay
00:37:06like they're like
00:37:07they're like
00:37:07treating me like a little chihuahua
00:37:09and tightening this little leash
00:37:10around my neck
00:37:11Mike is stressing
00:37:13like crazy stressing right now
00:37:15and I hate that he's stressing
00:37:17I'm
00:37:18I feel really bad
00:37:19but I mean
00:37:20on the comedic side of things
00:37:21he hasn't even noticed
00:37:23the new car
00:37:23the kids are with my mom
00:37:25right now
00:37:26oh oh so
00:37:27we got a little bit
00:37:28we have some time
00:37:29I'm hoping that
00:37:30we can kind of
00:37:31slide right away from that
00:37:32for a while
00:37:32are you wearing panties
00:37:34I am not
00:37:36oh so there's only one layer
00:37:38a bodysuit
00:37:39yeah
00:37:41the faster you get to your house
00:37:43I'm going as fast as I can
00:37:45the last time me and Kaylee had sex
00:37:48I was about 19
00:37:49we're home now
00:37:50okay so this is the house
00:37:52this is the house
00:37:54I mean it's kind of awkward
00:37:55because like
00:37:56I've never been able to make out
00:37:57with my wife
00:37:59welcome home
00:38:01what do you think
00:38:02okay
00:38:02yeah it's cute
00:38:03that's nice
00:38:04but when you spend
00:38:07every bit
00:38:09four or five years
00:38:11writing somebody a letter
00:38:13getting their letter
00:38:15calling them every day
00:38:17helping their kids
00:38:18with the homework
00:38:18helping them
00:38:19with their problems
00:38:20you just develop
00:38:21a bond with them
00:38:23you have a backyard
00:38:23a pool
00:38:24kitchen
00:38:25girls
00:38:26oldest and youngest
00:38:27well come here
00:38:28let's
00:38:29I want to see my tattoo
00:38:31I've sat there for six years
00:38:33going through sex books
00:38:35talking dirty to my wife
00:38:36talking about everything
00:38:37that we're going to do
00:38:38and this is the room right
00:38:39yeah
00:38:40but you can sit down
00:38:41on the couch
00:38:43oh look at this
00:38:43there's a bed in here
00:38:45I mean I hope so
00:38:46where do you think I sleep
00:38:46the floor
00:38:47what are we
00:38:48honestly though
00:38:49like I don't think
00:38:50my wife is ready
00:38:51for the level
00:38:52of the things
00:38:52that she said
00:38:53she wants to do
00:38:55what do you need
00:38:56still when you get out
00:38:57um
00:38:58I'd like to see you
00:39:00bend over
00:39:01expecting my tattoo
00:39:01nope
00:39:02my inmate
00:39:04MVRJR
00:39:05but I'm going to put that
00:39:06to the test
00:39:07and we're going to find out
00:39:09hmm
00:39:11what's under these pants
00:39:13everything
00:39:14alright
00:39:14you guys got to go
00:39:16you guys got to give me
00:39:17time to my wife
00:39:20thank you
00:39:20you can't film this part
00:39:22thank you
00:39:23have a good day
00:39:26yeah
00:39:38hi kitty
00:39:40tomorrow
00:39:41my man will be home
00:39:42and I feel like the
00:39:43dynamic of my life
00:39:44is about to change
00:39:45for the better
00:39:46hopefully not for the
00:39:46worries for the better
00:39:52of course I'm thinking
00:39:53about the happy stuff
00:39:54now
00:39:54the bad stuff
00:39:55is starting to sit in
00:39:55like not like bad stuff
00:39:56like
00:39:57he did anything per se
00:39:59but just like the
00:39:59negative talk of like
00:40:01what's going to happen
00:40:02was it jail talk
00:40:03is he really serious
00:40:04me and Damone
00:40:04we've been in each other
00:40:04like for damn
00:40:05seven and a half years now
00:40:07the thing that's scary this time
00:40:08the thing that's scary this time
00:40:08is I feel 100% that it's going
00:40:10over there
00:40:10I don't have no doubt
00:40:11does that strike me as weird
00:40:12hell yeah
00:40:14that strikes me as weird
00:40:15it does
00:40:17then I feel like I'm conditioned
00:40:18by the mind
00:40:19because why is that weird
00:40:20for somebody just to be doing
00:40:21everything
00:40:21so that's why I'm like
00:40:22kind of at like a
00:40:23standstill with myself
00:40:24because it's like
00:40:25I don't want to condition my mindset
00:40:26to think a certain way
00:40:27or program myself
00:40:28I'm just happy that he's going
00:40:30in a positive direction
00:40:34there you go
00:40:36all right
00:40:37hold on
00:40:39I should have said
00:40:40I need that meat for my taco
00:40:45no
00:40:45Mumu is free
00:40:46it's perfectly fine
00:40:47all right
00:40:48oh my gosh
00:40:49it's officially official
00:40:51Damone is coming home
00:40:53my nerves are
00:40:55all over the place
00:40:57I have butterflies
00:40:59I want a different kind of life
00:41:00I'm tired
00:41:01of being a strong bitch
00:41:03I don't want to be
00:41:05putting shelves and
00:41:06together
00:41:07hanging pictures on the wall
00:41:08mounting TVs
00:41:09I want to be pretty
00:41:11with my robe
00:41:12my hair
00:41:13and my lip gloss
00:41:14and I'm cooking
00:41:14and I got champagne
00:41:16and I'm
00:41:18that's the type of stuff
00:41:19that I want to be doing
00:41:20oh you know what I'm gonna do
00:41:21I'm gonna run into that market
00:41:23and get that cheese
00:41:24that I need
00:41:24for that macaroni and cheese
00:41:27the mom wants me to make
00:41:30lamb chops
00:41:31baked macaroni and cheese
00:41:36broccoli
00:41:37buttermilk biscuits
00:41:39and shrimp
00:41:40hella food
00:41:42I gotta get like four more things
00:41:44then I'm done
00:41:47I'm so like excited
00:41:48but
00:41:48I got anxiety
00:41:50for real
00:41:50cause I'm coming home
00:41:51to the unknown
00:41:53like
00:41:53I'm gonna be able to
00:41:54finally get back
00:41:55to my children
00:41:56I'm gonna finally be able
00:41:57to be the father
00:41:58that I love to be
00:41:58but
00:41:59I gotta make sure
00:41:59I ain't in the dug house
00:42:00I love the love
00:42:02that Gigi
00:42:02ambled me to give
00:42:03I'm gonna have to keep
00:42:05both women separate
00:42:06there's gonna be a lot
00:42:07that I gotta figure out
00:42:08you feel me
00:42:10I am a bad bitch
00:42:12and I look good
00:42:13for my man
00:42:15I look good for me
00:42:17I think I'm just nervous
00:42:19he think I'm the most
00:42:21beautifulest thing
00:42:21walking
00:42:22so I don't even know
00:42:22why I'm so nervous
00:42:23Gigi look good
00:42:24thank you
00:42:26ain't your answer
00:42:27spoke in the name
00:42:28it was just so big
00:42:32there you go
00:42:33yeah
00:42:35hello
00:42:36what you doing
00:42:37you ain't be mad
00:42:38you ain't even
00:42:39I'm about to
00:42:42man
00:42:42they talking about
00:42:43I'm not gonna probably
00:42:43be in the city
00:42:44and she's at the three
00:42:46okay
00:42:47like
00:42:48they not gonna get me
00:42:48from the inside of Baltimore
00:42:49until three o'clock
00:42:50this is why I smoke weed
00:42:52like this
00:43:00this is so ridiculous
00:43:01alright I love you
00:43:03it's alright
00:43:03you still about to be home
00:43:10alright it's time
00:43:13it's time
00:43:16I'm nervous
00:43:17like this is my first time
00:43:19interacting with him
00:43:20on this type of time
00:43:22kissing him
00:43:22hugging him
00:43:23like I never did no
00:43:24like this
00:43:24I barely talked to that man
00:43:25I only talked to him
00:43:26when he would come
00:43:28and get his hair done
00:43:29shake it off
00:43:30shake it off
00:43:31so it's like
00:43:32this is new to me
00:43:33and somebody been in my space
00:43:35I haven't had a man in my space
00:43:36in three years
00:43:37it's just been me
00:43:38and my children
00:43:39see you later
00:43:44I don't even know what the hell is that
00:43:48I don't even know what the hell is that
00:43:52ma
00:43:53you know what time it is
00:43:54you got to let's go
00:43:55why are you leaving so late
00:43:57I'm on my way now
00:43:59you want to bring that phone
00:44:00yeah I'm in the car
00:44:01I made a sign and everything
00:44:03I'm about to go though
00:44:03I'm gonna call you back
00:44:04you gonna keep me posted
00:44:06yeah
00:44:19I'm looking for my wife
00:44:25where she at
00:44:28where my wife at
00:44:31I'm trying to
00:44:33I'm really happy
00:44:34that I'm back out here
00:44:34to freedom
00:44:36build some fresh air
00:44:37for real
00:44:38I just want you
00:44:39hollering back
00:44:40to get down here
00:44:41like I was waiting so long
00:44:43I'm trying to go
00:44:44like I've been up
00:44:45for like three ages
00:44:49right now
00:44:49I feel like it's still
00:44:50like a dream
00:44:51I feel like I'm still
00:44:51dreaming for real
00:44:53Gigi can't see this
00:44:55I'm gonna make sure
00:44:56she don't see everything
00:44:56that's in this bag
00:44:57I got about a thousand
00:44:59pieces of Bonita in here
00:45:01and I got about
00:45:02five hundred pieces of
00:45:03Gigi in here
00:45:04I'm gonna hold this
00:45:05bag real close
00:45:07right now
00:45:08I'm what you call
00:45:09fresh meat
00:45:10Gigi
00:45:11I'm gonna give her
00:45:12a chance first
00:45:13if she don't hurry up
00:45:15it's not no telling
00:45:16who I might call
00:45:17oh my gosh
00:45:18you need to hurry
00:45:19your ass up
00:45:20like for real
00:45:22I'm about to find out
00:45:24what it's like
00:45:25to be with Demar
00:45:27I need everything
00:45:35you want to ask them
00:45:37anything
00:45:40my first impression
00:45:41of Rich
00:45:42is not what I expect
00:45:45like are you getting
00:45:46cold feet
00:45:47I mean you're pretty
00:45:48much like your mom
00:45:50you want to talk
00:45:51about moms
00:45:51yeah
00:45:52okay you know what
00:45:53you can have this
00:45:54because you're married
00:45:55to yours
00:45:55you should be in
00:45:56the up Olympics
00:46:10I was just like to look
00:46:12cute
00:46:12some earrings on
00:46:14or something
00:46:15yes
00:46:22oh I look good
00:46:25I cannot believe
00:46:27in one week
00:46:28Zay gets out of prison
00:46:30it does make me
00:46:32100% nervous
00:46:33to tell him
00:46:35things I have not
00:46:35even mentioned
00:46:36or I haven't told
00:46:37the whole truth about
00:46:40I'm not conning
00:46:41Zay
00:46:42but I am withholding
00:46:44information from him
00:46:49damn
00:46:52you look good
00:46:54you know you always
00:46:55turning heads woman
00:46:58look you cannot tell me
00:46:59that
00:47:00you cannot tell me
00:47:00that
00:47:00so what's up
00:47:01what's the tea
00:47:02what's up
00:47:02what's up with you
00:47:03I'm just in here
00:47:04watching TV right now
00:47:06mmhmm
00:47:06I need to be
00:47:07hanging out with you
00:47:08that's what I need
00:47:09to be doing
00:47:09oh
00:47:10oh gee
00:47:15London is a nice
00:47:17handsome gentleman
00:47:18that I've met
00:47:19about two years ago
00:47:21on a dating site
00:47:22we realized
00:47:23okay you know
00:47:24this is a platonic
00:47:25friendship
00:47:25we talk a lot
00:47:27we'll call like
00:47:28every other day
00:47:29send a phone
00:47:29catch up with life
00:47:30and the crazy thing
00:47:32is I've never
00:47:33met London
00:47:34in person either
00:47:36how's the truck
00:47:36driving and stuff
00:47:37going
00:47:37it's going good
00:47:39everything going good
00:47:40you know it's ups
00:47:40and downs
00:47:41and everything
00:47:41it is yeah
00:47:42just taking life
00:47:43you know
00:47:44one day at a time
00:47:45with London
00:47:46it's not intent
00:47:47that I have not
00:47:48seen him
00:47:49every time I plan
00:47:50something
00:47:50he's busy
00:47:52on the road
00:47:52driving
00:47:53every time
00:47:54London and I
00:47:54get ready to plan
00:47:55something
00:47:56it just never
00:47:56works out
00:47:58that's amazing
00:48:01life is going
00:48:02great
00:48:02and you know
00:48:04I'm still
00:48:05talking to Zay
00:48:06how has y'all
00:48:08relationship been
00:48:09his sisters
00:48:10it's just like
00:48:11weird
00:48:12um
00:48:12I don't think
00:48:14they like me
00:48:14at all
00:48:15they don't text me
00:48:16they don't respond
00:48:17to my text
00:48:17it's so weird
00:48:18you like
00:48:19you hard not to love
00:48:20you know what I'm saying
00:48:21you're bubbly
00:48:22you're sweet
00:48:23you know
00:48:23they must hate
00:48:24their own life
00:48:25if they don't love
00:48:26you
00:48:26oh London
00:48:28Zay is definitely
00:48:29the jealous type
00:48:30and he wouldn't
00:48:31want me
00:48:32talking to
00:48:32any other men
00:48:33it makes me
00:48:35feel guilty
00:48:35because he would
00:48:37never be
00:48:37entertaining
00:48:38another woman
00:48:39but it is
00:48:41hard to feel
00:48:42loved
00:48:43and appreciated
00:48:45when you don't
00:48:47have your partner
00:48:47around
00:48:48especially when
00:48:49they're in prison
00:48:49because we have
00:48:51to communicate
00:48:51through his sister
00:48:53Carly
00:48:53and so it's just
00:48:55like a waiting game
00:48:56around the phone
00:48:57you know how much
00:48:58I like you
00:48:59woman
00:48:59I don't respect
00:49:00your relationship
00:49:01but I don't want
00:49:02you for myself
00:49:03to be honest
00:49:03you said you want
00:49:04me for yourself
00:49:05of course
00:49:07hold on
00:49:08I've been wanting
00:49:09you for myself
00:49:09so why would
00:49:10it change me
00:49:11oh
00:49:14you're my baby
00:49:15Carly
00:49:16now you've been
00:49:17my baby for a long
00:49:18time
00:49:19why you got me
00:49:19on here blushing
00:49:21like you are
00:49:22so charming
00:49:23I think that's
00:49:23what just gets
00:49:24me like
00:49:25but I love
00:49:26Zay
00:49:26like
00:49:27yeah
00:49:35why you say
00:49:37that
00:49:38oh my
00:49:40oh
00:49:41London
00:49:41let me get this
00:49:42I'll talk to you
00:49:43later
00:49:45bye
00:49:47oh my goodness
00:49:48that man said
00:49:49for Zay come home
00:49:50to nothing
00:49:50it's crazy work
00:49:51Jesus
00:49:52why would he say
00:49:52that
00:49:53he's a big temptation
00:49:54in my life
00:49:55at the moment
00:49:59I just got to
00:49:59keep my distance
00:50:00from London
00:50:00until Zay gets out
00:50:08I want to like
00:50:08run up
00:50:09but then like
00:50:10I'm hesitant
00:50:10because I'm like
00:50:11what if it's
00:50:11the wrong person
00:50:12what do you mean
00:50:13the wrong person
00:50:13well because I
00:50:14haven't seen him
00:50:16I didn't even
00:50:17know that was a thing
00:50:18or is he going
00:50:18to have a sign
00:50:19that says
00:50:19I'm Cyrus
00:50:20he knows what
00:50:21I look like
00:50:23I need proof
00:50:24like you're divorced
00:50:25what
00:50:26I gotta have
00:50:26what Valerie's
00:50:27gonna trust you
00:50:28like documentation
00:50:28now she got
00:50:29up
00:50:30find me the proof
00:50:32give me the proof
00:50:32come on
00:50:33what the
00:50:48hey oh my god
00:50:50I overslept
00:50:51your car's not gonna
00:50:52make it so I dropped
00:50:53that rental car off
00:50:54last night
00:50:54I appreciate it
00:50:55let me get the kids
00:50:56hold on one second
00:50:58Phoenix Riot
00:50:59daddy's here to get
00:51:00you guys
00:51:00I gotta go get
00:51:01Brady
00:51:03bye mommy
00:51:04drive safe
00:51:04don't crash
00:51:05I'll try my best
00:51:06not to
00:51:07you guys ready
00:51:08alright
00:51:09I love you guys
00:51:11bye
00:51:12thank you
00:51:13I appreciate you
00:51:21the most important
00:51:23thing that I have
00:51:24to pack for Brady
00:51:25is his wedding ring
00:51:27and our rings match
00:51:30his is super similar
00:51:31it has like the asteroid
00:51:33from the galaxy
00:51:34in there
00:51:35and super important
00:51:37to him
00:51:38this is the one thing
00:51:39that he wants
00:51:40immediately
00:51:40as soon as he gets out
00:51:42as soon as he walks
00:51:43out of the prison gates
00:51:45one more day
00:51:4624 hours
00:51:47and then my husband
00:51:48is gonna be home
00:51:49he's gonna be out of prison
00:51:50and I can hardly stand
00:51:54just the waiting
00:51:56and the anticipation
00:51:58I think we're good to go
00:52:00it's an 8 hour drive
00:52:02to Illinois
00:52:02to pick him up
00:52:03from the prison
00:52:04and then once I pick him
00:52:05up from the prison
00:52:06I have to drive
00:52:07another 8 hours
00:52:08to Wichita, Kansas
00:52:10and then from Wichita
00:52:12I have to drive
00:52:13six or seven hours
00:52:14back to West Plains
00:52:16we are finally
00:52:17on the road
00:52:20but it's gonna be worth it
00:52:24I am super excited
00:52:25to go get my husband
00:52:26I feel like
00:52:27there's gonna be
00:52:28an entire weight
00:52:30lifted off my shoulders
00:52:32but the time crunch
00:52:33kinda sucks
00:52:34I'm working with
00:52:36nine hours
00:52:37to get him
00:52:38from the prison
00:52:39to the halfway house
00:52:41so I have to make sure
00:52:42that I have enough time
00:52:43to do what we need
00:52:45to do at the hotel
00:52:46and have our little sexy time
00:52:47and then get him
00:52:48to the halfway house
00:52:51I'm just hoping
00:52:52that this all goes smoothly
00:52:54without a hitch
00:52:55Brady going to Wichita
00:52:57does kinda suck
00:52:58that wasn't
00:52:59the original plan
00:53:00the original plan
00:53:01was for him
00:53:01to be in Springfield, Missouri
00:53:03which is much
00:53:04much closer to home
00:53:05I would have been able
00:53:06to spend a lot more time
00:53:07with Brady
00:53:09but in the meantime
00:53:10I really wanna have sex
00:53:11with my husband
00:53:12that's very very important
00:53:13to both of us
00:53:14it's what we've been
00:53:15looking forward to most
00:53:16I mean me and Brady
00:53:18have had our moments
00:53:19over the phone
00:53:20and if he's gonna do
00:53:21everything that he says
00:53:22then I think
00:53:24it'll be great
00:53:25and I can't wait
00:53:29so I've been on the road
00:53:31all day long
00:53:32but whenever I get
00:53:34to the hotel
00:53:34I have to get
00:53:35everything ready
00:53:36I have to get
00:53:37all the balloons blown up
00:53:39I have to put
00:53:40the rose petals on the bed
00:53:43we will not be using
00:53:44any protection
00:53:45I'm not on birth control
00:53:46and I didn't bring
00:53:47any condoms
00:53:48so there is a chance
00:53:50that I can get pregnant
00:53:51tomorrow
00:53:53I just have to wait
00:53:54a couple more hours
00:53:55and then I'll
00:53:56I'll have him
00:54:01thank you for using
00:54:03hi baby
00:54:05hi howdy
00:54:06what are you doing
00:54:07nothing
00:54:08on my way
00:54:09to come see you
00:54:12I'm super excited
00:54:14I'm excited too
00:54:15baby but
00:54:16it's a lot
00:54:16I've got bad news
00:54:17so don't be mad
00:54:18what do you mean
00:54:19no what do you mean
00:54:21you have bad news
00:54:23um
00:54:23are you getting out
00:54:26yes I'm getting out
00:54:27but look
00:54:28the halfway house
00:54:29may want me there
00:54:29tomorrow by 4 o'clock
00:54:31instead of 6 30
00:54:32I don't think
00:54:33we're gonna have time
00:54:34to go to the hotel
00:54:36how the f***
00:54:37does that make
00:54:38any sense
00:54:39whenever you're
00:54:40supposed to be
00:54:40leaving the prison
00:54:41at 8 a.m
00:54:43and it's a 9 hour drive
00:54:45I don't know
00:54:46I'll just do what
00:54:46they tell me you do
00:54:47like I feel like
00:54:48you're better off
00:54:49taking like a bus
00:54:50like was this a wasted
00:54:52trip at this point
00:54:53because like
00:54:53I'm not even gonna get
00:54:54any time to be
00:54:55alone with you
00:54:57and have sex
00:54:58with my husband
00:54:58for the first time
00:55:00that's not quality time
00:55:02I'm gonna see
00:55:03what I can do
00:55:04I'm gonna talk to him
00:55:06I love you
00:55:08bye baby
00:55:15I'm gonna be pissed
00:55:16if I don't get
00:55:17any time
00:55:17with my husband
00:55:18intimately
00:55:18I've been waiting
00:55:20for two years
00:55:21and if it doesn't
00:55:22happen
00:55:22I'm gonna be angry
00:55:25I'm just so
00:55:26over this
00:55:26I'm so overwhelmed
00:55:28I'm so over it
00:55:29I just want all this
00:55:30to be over with
00:55:37it's the last thing
00:55:38I need is this kind
00:55:39of stress in my life
00:55:45am I getting time
00:55:46with my husband tomorrow
00:55:47if I don't
00:55:48y'all are gonna
00:55:49see a demon
00:55:54it says
00:55:55Carrington
00:55:55this is
00:55:56one of Zay's friends
00:55:58I feel like
00:55:59it's a scam
00:55:59man
00:56:00where you at
00:56:01I'm Santa Girls
00:56:02I'm ready to have
00:56:03a tea party with them
00:56:05answer to FaceTime
00:56:08it's not coming through
00:56:09stop playing with me
00:56:18I think Rich
00:56:19is definitely
00:56:19hiding something
00:56:20okay
00:56:20I'm gonna let them
00:56:21keep asking him questions
00:56:22and keep digging with him
00:56:23and everything I pick up
00:56:25I'm gonna ask about it
00:56:26I think you should
00:56:27should I get you
00:56:28I don't know
00:56:31who you are
00:56:34so I'm gonna get
00:56:36out these jail clothes
00:56:37Ma if you wanna
00:56:38get my shoes
00:56:39and stuff
00:56:39also I have
00:56:41something for you
00:56:42here's a phone
00:56:43oh
00:56:43to get in contact
00:56:45with everybody
00:56:45thank you girl
00:56:46hello
00:56:47hello
00:56:47hello
00:56:48from dad
00:56:49mom
00:56:49whatever
00:56:50so you get
00:56:51something better
00:56:54I didn't bring
00:56:55Felicia anything
00:56:56for her release
00:56:57I'm gonna go
00:56:58hold this for me
00:56:59I'm going to change
00:57:00I don't really
00:57:01wanna be caught up
00:57:03in you know
00:57:03bringing a certain
00:57:04gift or anything
00:57:05like that
00:57:05you know
00:57:06I wanna make sure
00:57:07this is a genuine
00:57:08connection
00:57:09really my presence
00:57:11is the present
00:57:13look at you girl
00:57:14look how cute
00:57:15I feel so small
00:57:16why
00:57:17I think you look
00:57:18so cute
00:57:19I love it
00:57:22I was expecting
00:57:23Rich to have
00:57:24something for me
00:57:25can I order
00:57:26some wine
00:57:28red
00:57:29you want my IV
00:57:30she wants to show
00:57:31you that ID bag
00:57:32I've left it in the
00:57:33car but
00:57:34I'm grown
00:57:35you gotta know
00:57:37like
00:57:37not to come in
00:57:38it's kind of like
00:57:39going to somebody's
00:57:40wedding
00:57:41why did you not
00:57:42bring anything
00:57:47she gonna drink
00:57:48wine with a straw
00:57:49you fancy
00:57:50listen
00:57:50y'all in jail
00:57:52you not in jail
00:57:53no more baby
00:57:53yeah but you'll see
00:57:54some stuff
00:57:54and I don't trust it
00:57:55taste that
00:57:56and see if it's sweet
00:57:59yeah
00:58:00ain't no worse
00:58:01than no hooch
00:58:02yeah yeah
00:58:05what they call it
00:58:06in the fans
00:58:07white lightning
00:58:10it's crazy
00:58:12crazy crazy
00:58:18you want to ask
00:58:19them anything
00:58:24Rich is
00:58:25I mean he's
00:58:25respectful to the
00:58:26family
00:58:27I think that he
00:58:27holds back a lot
00:58:28and I know that
00:58:29my family
00:58:30and Felicia's
00:58:31family will sniff
00:58:32that out in a
00:58:32second
00:58:34I could just tell
00:58:35he's not being
00:58:36himself
00:58:36he looks phony
00:58:37to me
00:58:41okay so
00:58:42I want to thank
00:58:43all y'all for
00:58:44coming here
00:58:45and supporting
00:58:46me
00:58:47it's a lot
00:58:48you know
00:58:48especially me
00:58:48coming home
00:58:49after doing
00:58:49all this time
00:58:50but I know
00:58:51it's for a bigger
00:58:52purpose
00:58:52and I really
00:58:53love y'all for
00:58:54being here
00:58:55and support me
00:58:56and I appreciate
00:58:57y'all
00:58:57we love you
00:58:59and thank you
00:59:00baby for
00:59:01coming and
00:59:02being
00:59:03supporting me
00:59:04too through this
00:59:04because I know
00:59:06this is a lot
00:59:06for you too
00:59:08so
00:59:09yeah
00:59:10so
00:59:11yeah
00:59:12all right
00:59:12thank you
00:59:16my first impression
00:59:18of Rich
00:59:18it's not what
00:59:19I expect
00:59:21I love you
00:59:22love you
00:59:23he looks the same
00:59:24person but it's
00:59:25like it's not him
00:59:28like are you getting
00:59:29cold feet
00:59:30it's getting too real
00:59:31for you
00:59:31is this not
00:59:32something you want
00:59:33anymore
00:59:33because if it is
00:59:34you need to speak up
00:59:35not sit there
00:59:36and be quiet
00:59:36like a bump
00:59:37on the log
00:59:38don't do that
00:59:40on to the next
00:59:41chapter
00:59:59do you see
01:00:01how I got assed
01:00:02up
01:00:02like for real
01:00:03I'm not going
01:00:10deep earth in
01:00:15I hope that she
01:00:17don't ride past
01:00:19I see Demar
01:00:22look how he was
01:00:23looking at me
01:00:24come on
01:00:24go
01:00:25stupid
01:00:26ah damn
01:00:28I knew that's her
01:00:41I saw you
01:00:43breaking your mouth
01:00:44I missed you
01:00:49you good job
01:00:56you happy
01:00:57I miss you
01:01:01I've been
01:01:02incarcerated
01:01:03for three years
01:01:04for possession
01:01:05of a handgun
01:01:11my 30 years
01:01:12on this earth
01:01:13I know I done
01:01:14spent at least
01:01:149-10 years
01:01:15in prison
01:01:16and that ends
01:01:17now
01:01:18and I can
01:01:26smell a fresh air
01:01:27I can actually
01:01:29we smell good
01:01:30as
01:01:30for like
01:01:32cotton candy
01:01:33cotton candy
01:01:34when I was younger
01:01:35I had got in
01:01:37trouble
01:01:37because I
01:01:39wanted to be
01:01:39in the streets
01:01:40I done came up
01:01:41we just eating
01:01:42syrup sandwiches
01:01:43drinking sugar
01:01:44water
01:01:44money on growing
01:01:46treats
01:01:46you feel me
01:01:47and I had to
01:01:48go and
01:01:49make it happen
01:01:51but
01:01:52they done got
01:01:52too much time
01:01:53out of me
01:01:53I'm good on that
01:01:54I got hands up
01:01:56don't shoot
01:01:56tatted on my hands
01:01:57I'm done
01:01:58I don't want
01:01:59no problems
01:02:02I ain't seen you
01:02:03from behind
01:02:04no glass no more
01:02:06yeah
01:02:06I'm really
01:02:07on your ass
01:02:08I'm blessed
01:02:09because
01:02:09when I was locked up
01:02:11Gigi
01:02:11helped me get through
01:02:12everything
01:02:12she like
01:02:13my best friend
01:02:14I've been waiting
01:02:15now I'm really
01:02:18feeling it
01:02:19like
01:02:19my
01:02:21almost
01:02:22crazy
01:02:23right then and there
01:02:24like I ain't even
01:02:25getting nothing yet
01:02:26I just almost
01:02:29whoo
01:02:30oh
01:02:30I
01:02:43I'm
01:02:43go to the house
01:02:45my man's finally home
01:02:48we finna uh
01:02:49make a movie
01:02:50yeah
01:02:51we finna do a whole lot
01:02:53of knocking the boots
01:02:55the boots gonna be
01:02:56knocking
01:02:56they gonna be swinging
01:02:59I feel like I could be here
01:03:00for the rest of my life
01:03:02I feel like we gonna be here
01:03:03for the rest of our life
01:03:04at the end of the day
01:03:05like
01:03:06she mine
01:03:07she ain't going nowhere
01:03:08and I ain't going nowhere
01:03:09you feel me
01:03:10it ain't nothing but love
01:03:16I am in love with Gigi
01:03:18I'm in love with the person
01:03:20that she is
01:03:20I'm excited
01:03:22and I'm happy
01:03:22to spend time with her
01:03:24get my rocks off
01:03:25help I get her rocks off
01:03:27and then I'm gonna go ahead
01:03:28and start
01:03:30mentally preparing
01:03:31for my release
01:03:33all over again
01:03:34with Bonita tomorrow
01:03:39you need that
01:03:40yeah I need that
01:03:43I'm definitely
01:03:43feel like I'm smart
01:03:44enough to pull this off
01:03:45I just gotta stay
01:03:4610 steps ahead
01:03:47that's my important
01:03:49things
01:03:5010 steps ahead
01:03:51to Bonita
01:03:5210 steps ahead
01:03:53to Gigi
01:03:54you don't gotta worry
01:03:55about what's in here
01:03:55so I gotta stay
01:03:5620 steps ahead
01:03:59what the hell
01:04:00oh
01:04:02what in the world
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