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Euphoria Season 2 Episode 7 Engsub
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00:28You
00:30Lexi, we're ready.
01:07We're ready.
01:48We're ready.
02:00And, you know, she takes it.
02:07It was so born and from the heart.
02:12Isn't it?
02:13It was good.
02:14Did I have life insurance?
02:20A little bit.
02:25We'll figure it out.
02:27But he was young.
02:30Yeah.
02:30He was young.
02:33Are you going to be able to house the kids?
02:37We'll figure it out.
02:39Good.
02:39Good.
02:40But it's got to be a relief.
02:43Thank you for coming.
02:52How's it felt?
02:53All right.
03:05I haven't seen her in the sunshine.
03:11Is Ru in her room?
03:13Yeah.
03:14She hasn't opened the door.
03:15Do you think she's okay?
03:17Don't just stand here and gossip.
03:19It's rude.
03:21Ru?
03:24Hey.
03:39These are my dad's.
03:44How are you feeling?
03:55I found this poem and I thought of you.
03:58Well, C.S. Lewis, I can't.
04:01No, it's not.
04:01I promise.
04:02Every hospice nurse says that grief is a long valley.
04:07Yeah, but that's not the full quote.
04:11Yeah, well, it's enough for me.
04:14Well, the second part's kind of sweet.
04:17What is it?
04:20A winding valley where every bend may reveal a new landscape.
04:31It's not that bad.
04:40Can I read this to you?
04:46Oh, yeah, I'd love that.
04:53Hi.
04:56It's called Let This Darkness Be A Belltower by Rainer Maria Rilke.
05:08Quiet friend who has come so far, feel how your breathing makes more space around you.
05:24Let this darkness be a belltower and you the bell.
05:31As you ring, what batters you becomes your strength.
05:36Move back and forth into the change.
05:40What is it like, such intensity of pain?
05:45If the drink is bitter, turn yourself into wine.
05:50In this uncontainable night, be the mystery at the crossroads of your senses.
05:58The meaning discovered there.
06:02And if the world has ceased to hear you, say to the silent earth, I flow.
06:08To the rushing water, speak.
06:12I am.
06:13I have.
07:04I knew Jade had been doing drugs, but it wasn't until that day, at her dad's memorial,
07:10that I realized they were a greater comfort than I ever could be.
07:15Maybe that's a silly observation, but I was only 13.
07:21It was the summer before I started ninth grade,
07:24back when we thought we'd all be friends forever.
07:42There were five of us.
07:46There was me, Grace.
07:50Love, love will keep us together.
07:54Think of me, babe, whenever.
07:57My sister, Holly.
07:59Some sweet talking girl comes along, singing a song.
08:03Her best friend, Marta.
08:12Marta's best friend, Luna.
08:18And my best friend, Jade.
08:27Bring out the fucking letters now.
08:36And this is life.
08:40Not everyone's life.
08:43But our life!
08:52Oh, that's fucking cool.
09:00Wait, is this fucking Clay about us?
09:12For the last few months,
09:14Lexi had been talking to Fezco every day.
09:16Look, I still don't understand
09:18what the play is actually about, though.
09:21It's about friendship.
09:24Well, that's nice.
09:26Everybody's gonna love that.
09:28Yeah, I mean, I hope so.
09:30I just...
09:31I keep second-guessing myself
09:32and getting anxious, like,
09:34if people are gonna think that it's good or bad,
09:36or if it's gonna upset people or not.
09:39But why would anyone be upset by it?
09:42Oh, you know, it's based on real people.
09:45Yeah, you really stroking a bee's nest
09:48with that one.
09:50Am I?
09:51I mean...
09:53Someone invited me to a play
09:54and they didn't even tell me
09:57I was a character in it.
09:58I definitely have some questions.
10:01Like, bad questions?
10:03Depends on the play.
10:05Well, would you be upset by it?
10:07Depends on the play.
10:10Right.
10:11And the intentions of the person
10:13who made the play.
10:14My intentions are good.
10:16Well, you ain't got nothing to worry about.
10:20But...
10:21What if they think my intentions aren't good
10:24when in reality they are good?
10:27Well, that's what I call a quandary.
10:30What's the answer?
10:33Wait, what was the question again?
10:36Like, what happens if Cassie
10:38sees the play and thinks I'm being cruel
10:40even though I'm not?
10:42Well, how about you just don't invite her then?
10:45No.
10:46She gets so mad.
10:47Even more mad than if she actually saw the play.
10:52That's...
10:52I don't know.
10:57Okay, this might kind of be a weird
11:00and embarrassing thing to admit,
11:02but I think the most defining moment
11:04of my adolescence
11:05was when my sister went through puberty.
11:11Oh, I look disgusting.
11:15Hey, Holly, I'm in the middle of something.
11:17It's just this dress is so not flattering.
11:20Holly, I'm kind of putting on a play right now.
11:23What?
11:24Like, there's an entire audience
11:26waiting for me to continue talking.
11:27Where?
11:31Right here.
11:33Oh, hi.
11:35Wow.
11:38Whatever.
11:40The point is,
11:41I couldn't wait to go through puberty.
11:44Wow, wow, wow.
11:48Look at you.
11:51I feel like a big baby.
11:53Holly,
11:54I've been on this planet
11:56for 38 goddamn years,
11:58and I have never
11:59seen a baby
12:00with knockers like yours.
12:03Mom,
12:04that was the grossest thing
12:05I've ever heard you say.
12:08Okay.
12:10It's 12, go.
12:12Look,
12:12I know being informed,
12:14smart, hardworking,
12:15and curious
12:16are all very important qualities,
12:17but imagine having all of those qualities
12:20and also being hot.
12:22so if Holly was 433 days older than me,
12:27then all I would have to do
12:28is wait
12:31433 days,
12:32and I'd look just like her.
13:01Your eyes,
13:02get the door, man.
13:08I need you to pull it way back.
13:10You're too broad.
13:11It's not funny.
13:15Come on,
13:16are you crying?
13:17It's a directorial note.
13:19You just take it
13:19and move on, okay?
13:22Hey,
13:23I need the light cues
13:23to be 40% faster
13:25and the stagehands
13:25to be 20% faster.
13:26Copy that.
13:27Ew.
13:28God,
13:29what the...
13:29Did someone die
13:30in this dress?
13:32Smells like shit.
13:38I love the theater.
13:39What do we got going on?
13:42Freshly steamed.
13:45Ooh.
13:46Yes, yes, yes.
13:49You the best.
13:52Mm.
13:53Yeah,
13:53we stepping out tonight.
13:56Ooh,
13:57bless your heart.
14:01I really do
14:02appreciate you
14:03doing that, though.
14:07Damn.
14:08What's good?
14:09Yo,
14:10what's up, man?
14:12Yo,
14:12I'm actually a little busy.
14:14I'm getting ready
14:14to go out.
14:17We going to a party?
14:19Where you going?
14:20Don't worry
14:21about what I'm doing, man.
14:22Worry about yourself.
14:24All right.
14:25I'm gonna just chill, then.
14:28come here on fire.
14:30We better get a good run now.
14:33Now there's now
14:34one and one of the
14:35about
14:36from the airport.
14:38It's a Merry Christmas.
14:39We're on the back.
14:42It's a Merry Christmas.
14:44I don't know.
14:45All right.
14:45All right.
14:47Two minutes.
14:48Three minutes.
14:49Two minutes.
14:49Three minutes.
14:51Three minutes.
14:54Good.
14:55Nice to see you.
14:56Good.
14:56Good.
14:57You're on the back.
14:57All right.
15:08This is your dream
15:11Nick
15:12Don't screw this up
15:14Light 12 go
15:18I could see myself now
15:22I'd be the girl
15:23No one ever
15:25Could get
15:27Hi
15:31Hey Ted, how are you?
15:36Hey boys
15:38How are you?
15:41Shit
15:41I'd imagine my former classmates
15:44Sitting around at barbecues
15:47In their dirty, dirty backyard
15:4820 years from now
15:50Man, I really wish I'd bone Lexi Howard
15:53Yeah, you and the rest of East Island
15:59All I had to do was wait
16:06It's 86 though
16:17Look Lexi, some guys prefer smaller boobs
16:19Yeah
16:22I mean if you and I could trade bodies
16:24I'd do it in a heartbeat
16:26Well maybe they're still growing
16:27No they're not
16:29Well sometimes it takes
16:30No, they're fully formed
16:35To be honest, I'm not really the kind of person who wants to be known for their body
16:46But I also didn't want the troubles that came along with it
16:51I wasn't even looking at him
16:53I swear
16:55You're the only person I've ever dreamed of
17:17Well she certainly looks the part
17:27I feel like I've lived most of my life in my imagination
17:35Taking the smallest moments
17:38And dreaming them up into something bigger
17:46Of course I'm gonna be there
17:47I'm gonna be sitting in the front row, shall you?
17:51I promise you that
17:53Okay
17:58A little exchange
18:00And I fall in love
18:10A moment to myself
18:12And I'm on stage
18:24But reality always finds a way of pulling me back
18:30Do you think he's okay?
18:33I think he's just sleeping
18:35It's the middle of the day
18:47I think we should have mom come pick us out
18:50That would be rude
18:51It doesn't matter if it's rude
18:54I don't want him to think that we don't trust him
18:58Come on girls
19:01Get in the car
19:07Come on Max
19:41Come on
19:55I just need like an eighth of weed, that's all.
19:58I can help with that.
20:00Yo, I'll just be a second.
20:19I think before high school we should think about all the things we don't like about ourselves and then change
20:25them so it can be like different, cooler people.
20:30I don't think we need to be cooler.
20:32Oh, we should at least try and know it's cool.
20:35Yeah, but that shit like changes all the time.
20:38That's what makes it hard to follow.
20:40Yeah, but I think it's a good thing.
20:43But what if we get excluded from things?
20:47It's also a good thing.
20:49Really?
20:50Yeah.
20:52My dad says he refuses to be a part of any club that would have him as a member.
20:58That's cool.
21:00Yeah, don't tell anyone.
21:01They'll fucking ruin it.
21:08Jade was the first person who made me feel okay about not being cool.
21:11Lights ten, go.
21:15I just feel like in ten years technology's gonna get really scary and we're all gonna wish we'd never used
21:20it.
21:20What are you talking about?
21:22Well, all these tech companies are simultaneously developing artificial intelligence and robotics, so it's only a matter of time before
21:29they become the new military industrial complex and start making killer robots.
21:33I think there's a big difference between taking selfies and killer robots.
21:37Yeah, maybe now, but that gap will close.
21:43But anyway, back to where I was.
21:46We talked and laughed for hours that night.
21:50I miss those days.
21:53It was before my dad left and Jade's dad died.
21:57Before Jade got into heavy drugs and before I got inside my head.
22:04It was before we grew apart and before I started doubting myself every time someone would ask me if Jade
22:11was my best friend.
22:15Let this darkness be a bell tower.
22:19And you the bell.
22:24I feel like I don't know anything about your life anymore.
22:29I'll tell you when you get back.
22:35Goodnight.
22:43Do you ever worry as you get older?
22:48You'll have less and less memories of dad.
22:53Yeah.
22:58How do you stop that from happening?
23:08You can't.
23:24I remember a couple of days before you passed away.
23:30You told me that if I ever wanted to be with you, all I would have to do is close
23:39my eyes.
23:41And we'd be together.
23:44You said that memories exist outside of time.
23:54More than the greatest love the world has known.
24:00This is the love that I give to you alone.
24:06More than the simple words I try to say.
24:13I only live to love you more each day.
24:19I only live to love you more each day.
24:20More than you'll ever know my arms long to hold you so.
24:26My life will be in your keeping, waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping longer than always is a long, long time.
24:38But far beyond forever, you'll be mine.
24:45I know I never lived before.
24:49And my heart is very sure.
24:52No one else could love you more than the greatest love the world has known.
25:03This is the love that I give to you alone.
25:09This is the love that I give to you alone.
25:10More than the simple words I try to say.
25:16I only live to love you more each day.
25:23More than you'll ever know my arms got the holiest soul.
25:29My life will be in your keeping, waking, sleeping, laughing.
25:34I sometimes think about how my sister and I had so many of the same wishes growing up.
25:40And how different we became.
26:04At that age, we all thought we knew what love looked like.
26:15And we had our suspicions of what it felt like.
26:19But that's also what made it so intoxicating.
26:24None of us had any idea what it actually was.
26:29I don't think there's anything more beautiful than dedicating your life to loving someone.
26:40I think that's my biggest dream.
26:44To be your girl.
26:50I love you more than anything.
27:21You can never scare me.
27:39I don't know if I want to do this.
27:42It's just weed. It's not heroin.
27:59Lexi wilding out today.
28:03You okay?
28:04My god, that really burns.
28:09My whole life I've always had this feeling that at any moment, something horrible was about to happen.
28:15I have to die again.
28:36Hey!
28:37Come here.
29:08I love you.
29:24Yo, Faye.
29:26Yeah?
29:27Come here for a split second.
29:30I'll be right there.
29:53Ty?
29:54Or no Ty?
29:59You okay?
30:01Um, yeah, I'm good.
30:11Yo, you got her looking like that, that white guy with the afro who'd be painting on TV.
30:18Fucking Bob Ross.
30:20She looks like Bob Ross.
30:22Bobby, Bobby, it's a fire.
30:23It's a fire.
30:24Come on, come on.
30:28I don't think I like weed.
30:32Yo, that's crazy talk.
30:35I just can't control my brain the same way I normally can.
30:42Yeah, but that's like the best part.
30:50Alright, well, see you later, homie.
30:53Goodnight.
30:56Home safe.
31:03I think Jade used drugs to push away all the bad thoughts.
31:08But it did the opposite for me.
31:13All I could think about were the bad thoughts.
31:27The things that could go wrong.
31:30The people I could lose.
31:32And the million and one reasons why I'm not good enough.
31:51Jules and I hadn't spoken since that bullshit intervention.
31:57Even though I see her around.
32:11It's funny how I used to think we were meant for each other.
32:18That feels like a lifetime ago.
32:33what's up, Bob?
32:34.
32:36.
32:38.
33:06You broke me.
33:12You completely broke me.
33:17I give up.
33:19Hey.
33:21You want to kill yourself doing drugs? Go ahead.
33:24I'm not going to stand in your way.
33:28So I can do drugs?
33:29Yeah.
33:31Anything I want?
33:32The world's your oyster.
33:37Mom, are you fucking with me right now?
33:39No.
33:40If you want to fry every last brain cell in your head, go ahead.
33:45What?
33:46What?
33:47That's exciting to you, huh?
33:49Being a crackhead?
33:51I just feel like there's a catch here.
33:53I can't convince you that your life is important.
33:56You're going to have to make that decision on your own.
33:59You'll be 18 soon and out of my house.
34:04And you're going to make whatever decisions you're going to make.
34:10I'm taking you off my plate.
34:16Okay.
34:18I'm going to focus on Gia.
34:21Yeah, but she's fine though.
34:25She's been getting D's in math.
34:29Yeah.
34:30She's been in detention three times in the past two weeks.
34:34And every morning when I go into her room to make sure she's awake,
34:38she already up on the phone.
34:40And I know she's not getting any sleep.
34:43But if you say she's fine, I'll just take your word for it.
34:52I didn't know any of that.
34:55Why would you?
34:56You only ever think about yourself.
35:02That's not true, Mom.
35:06If I have to choose between losing one daughter or two,
35:11I'm going to fight to save her.
35:22No, that's fair.
35:27Move it! Move it! Move it!
35:31When Hallie and Marta entered ninth grade,
35:34they became inseparable.
35:42I tried and I tried to avoid
35:46But this thing was happening.
35:49That's why my pride
35:50Let it ride
35:52And parted
35:53But this body
35:54Felt just like mine
35:57I got worried
35:59I looked over to the left
36:01A reflection of myself
36:03That's why I couldn't catch my breath
36:06Oops, there it goes my shirt
36:08Oh, I hate it
36:10Oh, I hate it
36:12Oops, there it goes my shirt
36:34When I first met Marta, she made me nervous.
36:40I had never seen anyone as sure of themself as her.
36:45Because of that, I didn't really trust her.
36:55Until her parents started fighting all the time
36:57And she basically moved in with us for a few months.
37:05Do you like it?
37:07I feel stupid
37:08What? Everyone feels stupid
37:10Who cares?
37:11You feel stupid?
37:12Yeah, I did
37:13And then I just chose not to feel stupid
37:17I don't know if I can really get to that point
37:2390% of life is confidence
37:25The thing about confidence is no one knows if it's real or not
37:31Okay, okay, I'm not running a brothel here, alright girls?
37:34It's time for bed
37:36That's supposed to be me
37:38That's supposed to be me
37:41Alrighty beauty queens, it's time for bed
37:43Goodnight
37:45Goodnight
37:46Goodnight sugar pops
37:53Marta
37:56Yeah?
37:59You can sleep in my bed if you want
38:15My parents used to fight all the time too, so I get it
38:21You can stay here as long as you want
38:39Open the fucking door Cassie
38:41Open the door and tell me it was worth it
38:44You owe me that
38:49Open the fucking door Cassie
38:52What kind of fucking friends are you? What the fuck?
38:57This isn't about Nate
38:58This is about you and me and our friendship
39:00And if you want to throw it away then fine
39:03Cause I don't want to be fucking friends with you
39:07Come here babe, let me go
39:10I'm just sick of it
39:13I'm sick of it
39:14You put me through hell and now he's with my fucking best friend
39:18Like what the fuck?
39:20When is it gonna end?
39:24Don't do it
39:27Open the fucking door Cassie
39:33Open the fucking door
39:36Open the door
39:37Open the door
39:41You're a fucking coward
39:45You're a fucking coward and I would have never done this to you
39:49I would have never done this to you
39:55Here's another...
40:08Here's another one
40:08This aеп Unfortunately
40:13I wouldn't do it
40:13I decided to give you money
40:13You can come and GW
40:15I can't been and you too
40:15But...
40:21If you don't have to so many..
40:37Oh, my God.
40:51Oh, my God.
41:30Oh, my God.
41:42Oh, my God.
41:45Oh, my God.
42:04Oh, my God.
42:06Oh, my God.
42:43Oh, my God.
43:22Oh, my God.
43:25Oh, my God.
43:27Oh, my God.
43:34Oh, my God.
43:58Oh, my God.
43:58Oh, my God.
43:58Oh, my God.
44:08Oh, my God.
44:10Oh, my God.
44:12Oh, my God.
44:18Oh, my God.
44:18Oh, my God.
44:21Oh, my God.
44:22Oh, my God.
44:24Oh, my God.
44:28Oh, my God.
44:29Oh, my God.
44:31Oh, my God.
46:45I bet he might.
46:47I just feel bad.
46:51Bad enough to stay in this highland for the rest of your life?
46:55Fuck no.
46:57Well, you've made your decision.
47:02I just feel like I'm gonna break his heart.
47:06It's good practice.
47:11I got you something.
47:13What?
47:13You don't have to.
47:15I know.
47:18Something tells me you'll enjoy it.
47:20I don't know.
47:31I don't know.
47:51Okay, this is it, people.
47:53It's fucking showtime.
47:55Let's go.
47:56I need more energy, passion.
47:59More glycerol, Sarah.
48:00But it makes my skin break out.
48:01I don't fucking care.
48:04I don't fucking care.
48:04You ready?
48:05Yeah, I'm fucking ready.
48:06Yeah, you ready?
48:06Yeah, I'm fucking...
48:10Okay, Bobby, if Mick fucks up another light cue, I'm gonna fucking kill him.
48:14Mickey, we're two seconds too late on that light cue.
48:16Lexi's very angry with you.
48:19Copy that.
48:20I'm really sorry.
48:24He says sorry.
48:26Okay, I don't fucking care.
48:27Tell him we'll replace him.
48:29We don't have anyone to replace him with.
48:31Just tighten him.
48:34Mick, I am relaying a message directly from Lexi.
48:36If you mess up again, we will replace you.
48:39With who?
48:40He's asking with who.
48:42Literally anybody.
48:44Mick, Mick.
48:45A blind three-year-old could do a better job than you.
48:48I, I, I...
48:50Yeah, they all know what's up.
48:52Yeah, they all know what's up.
48:54Feel your man rolling up.
48:56Yeah, my drink all the time.
48:58Ice, ice.
49:00Yeah, my drip cold is up.
49:02Ice, ice.
49:04Let me not go too far.
49:05Yeah, they all know what's up.
49:07Yeah, they all know what's up.
49:09See me, you're rolling up.
49:11Yeah, the drip cold is up.
49:13What?
49:14Ice, ice.
49:15Yeah, my drink cold is over.
49:17Yeah, ice.
49:19Let me not go too far.
49:22All right, babe.
49:23Time for me and the boys to work out.
49:38You guys are so gay.
49:48Babe, that's not funny.
49:52By the way, your friend never came to pick up his ticket.
49:55Oh, yeah.
49:57Man.
49:59Woo!
50:28Woo!
50:30All right, fuck this shit then.
50:35Yo, you think, uh, you think other people think that I look handsome?
50:41I do.
50:45I'm gonna go put my pants on.
50:59Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck.
51:27How you doing, player?
51:55All right, then, y'all.
51:57I'm finna head out.
51:58What, you're, uh, you're leaving?
52:02Yeah, I'm about to leave right now.
52:11Is everything good?
52:13All right, come on, get out of here.
52:15Run along, babe.
52:17Ha, ha, ha, ha.
52:19Man.
52:20Woo!
52:21All right.
52:22Come on, Tiger.
52:26Come on, let's pump some iron, boys.
52:31Hey, Paulie, could you rub a smidge of oil on my back?
52:34I can't reach.
52:34My pecs are getting too freaking big.
52:37Anything for you, Jake.
52:38Hey, Jake, your body's fantastic.
52:40Nice to meet you.
52:40Go!
52:41Go!
52:43Go!
52:47Go!
52:50Go!
52:51Go!
52:52Go!
52:53Go!
53:00Go!
53:02Go!
53:04Go!
53:12Go!
53:20Go!
53:25Go!
53:31Go!
53:34Go!
53:37Go!
53:40Go!
53:42Go!
53:45Go!
53:57Go!
53:59Go!
54:05Go!
54:09Go!
54:09Where the lightning's at the scene
54:12I could swear by someone, somewhere watching me
54:18Through the wind and the cheer of the rain
54:22The storm and the fire
54:25I could be in the sky
54:27Like a fire in my mind
54:29Like a fire in my brain
54:31Like a fire in my wind
54:33Like a fire in my wind
54:35Like a fire in my wind
54:38One of the heroes
54:41Only every hero of the end of the night
54:45It's gonna be fun
54:47It's gonna be fun
54:48It has to be forever alive
54:51One of the heroes
54:55Heroes of the running fight
54:57It's gotta be true
54:59It's gonna be soon
55:01It's gonna be light
55:03Just like a fire in my mind
55:05One of the heroes
55:06I need a hero till the end of the night
55:10It's gotta be strong, it's gotta be fun
55:14I've got to be Pupperth's body
55:17I need an hero
55:20I need a hero till the end of the night
55:24It's gotta be strong, it's gotta be fun
55:27It's gonna brave
55:28Ohiels!
55:40Like you're a fucking G!
56:06You feel good, right?
56:09She's brilliant.
56:10I think she's brilliant.
56:13Hey.
56:15Why the fuck are they laughing?
56:16That shit is so fucking homophobic.
56:18Hey, I'm so sorry.
56:19I had no idea.
56:20She's your fucking sister.
56:22You know, I have to shake the fuck out of my house.
56:23I'm fucking done.
56:36I'm so sorry.
57:14I'm so sorry.
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