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00:00:07I'm Bella Rupert top of my class
00:00:13Top of my school every guy's fantasy and every girl's desperate wish
00:00:25But what my prestigious classmates don't know
00:00:29Unlike the Regina Georges of the world, I worked for every penny I spend and every piece of my crown
00:00:34And one day, my boy too
00:00:42That's the new transfer, Louis. So fucking hot
00:00:46Look at his clothes. He looks poor. I'll show him who owns the place
00:00:55Calm down
00:00:58Go
00:01:03Hi, Bella Rupert
00:01:07Be my guy and I'll have your back at school
00:01:10Watch out!
00:01:19Looks like I'm the one who's got your back
00:01:20I don't know what it was
00:01:21First sight, I fell for Louis
00:01:24Yep, the whole school knows
00:01:26Queen B adores the plain guy and has been all over him for two years
00:01:32Two years
00:01:33The whole school I'll already see you two as a couple
00:01:36And now all this effort to make it official
00:01:40Girl, you do love him
00:01:41Louis is just not good at romance
00:01:44And it's nothing wrong with girls making a move
00:01:47I threw him the biggest party for this birthday
00:01:50Tonight, I'll lose my virginity to Louis
00:01:55Louis that way
00:01:56The fireworks you prepared for him are about to start
00:01:58Bella, go get him
00:02:01Louis?
00:02:06Vivian
00:02:10Then I find out
00:02:11Louis, the boy I've been chasing for two years, loves Vivian
00:02:15The stepsister who stole my family and everything from me
00:02:23Who's there?
00:02:33Hey, Philip
00:02:33Dude, what's up?
00:02:35Yo, happy birthday, Mr. Moneybags
00:02:37How's your little love mission going?
00:02:39Seriously, I still don't get you
00:02:40Aster Air playing poor boy just to chase some girl?
00:02:43Aster?
00:02:43As in the powerful Aster family that basically owns the city?
00:02:47I'd do anything just to be close to Vivian
00:02:49Just tell Vivian how you feel already
00:02:52Why follow her stepsister Bella like a puppy dog for two fucking years?
00:02:56Vivian told me she's the hidden kid of the Rupert
00:02:59Unlike Bella who grew up rich and spoiled, Vivian's been through a lot
00:03:03I didn't want to freak her out with my air identity
00:03:05Rich and spoiled? More like unprovided and unloved
00:03:09Dad never gives me any money since he got her mistress and their bastard daughter Vivian into our home
00:03:14I had to work part-time to stay respected in this elite school
00:03:17Using Bella to see her? That's the safest way
00:03:20Poor Bella
00:03:21I gotta ask, man
00:03:22You hang out with Bella every day
00:03:23Aren't you worried you'll actually catch feelings?
00:03:25She is well-knownly pretty
00:03:26No way
00:03:27I've been loving Vivian for long enough
00:03:29That doesn't change easily
00:03:31Lewitt, you've been using me this whole time
00:03:33You don't know how much I loved you
00:03:36And now, you never will
00:03:40Tell Louie how I feel, I lost my virginity
00:03:45That's it, Lewis
00:03:46I'm done paying for you
00:03:48I'm done playing your games
00:03:50I give up
00:03:56So you really plan to obey your father?
00:03:59To transfer to a public school in another state?
00:04:02At your senior year?
00:04:04I've made up my mind
00:04:05And the art program?
00:04:07You've been working on it your whole high school
00:04:09I know your dad mistreats you, but think about your own few
00:04:13Vivian can take my place in the program
00:04:15Like my father always wants
00:04:18All right then
00:04:27Bella, I didn't mean to take all you've worked so hard for
00:04:31But daddy just loved me too much
00:04:35Save it, Vivian
00:04:36I don't care
00:04:41And by the way
00:04:42Lewis?
00:04:43He's all yours now too
00:04:47I chased him for two years
00:04:48Turns out my stepsis was the one he wanted all this long
00:04:51Last seven days of school
00:04:52After that, I'm done with everything here
00:05:11Bella?
00:05:15What's gotten into her?
00:05:20She never let anyone else sit next to me before
00:05:24Oops, sorry, this seat's taken
00:05:36I got it, thanks
00:05:40Tomorrow's my iris prize announcement
00:05:42You'll be there, right?
00:05:43I've worked my entire high school career
00:05:45Raised great amount of charity funds to get this award
00:05:48It will help me get into my dream school
00:05:50That's tomorrow, I think I have practice
00:05:52Vivian's coming
00:05:54Oh, okay, I'll be there
00:05:57Of course, the moment I mentioned Vivian, you're down
00:06:00Well, one last time to show myself in the spotlight
00:06:03Remember me in my best glory, Lewis
00:06:06Before I'm gone for good
00:06:11V, does Bella know about you'll be on the stage with her?
00:06:13Isn't it like her thing?
00:06:16She doesn't
00:06:17I can't wait to see her face on stage when she finds out
00:06:20Dad donated a million in my name just so I could compete with her
00:06:24Win or not, I'll make sure she suffers
00:06:28Like always
00:06:37Bella, look at you, Miss Pantsuit Nation
00:06:41We're not close like that
00:06:43Vivian's just cheering you up
00:06:46Yes, you are the queen bee
00:06:48But you can't bully your sister like that
00:06:51It's okay, Bella's so much cooler than me
00:06:54I don't deserve her kindness
00:06:55The queen bee bullies her sister?
00:06:58Just when you think you know someone?
00:07:00Is it just me or is her sister prettier?
00:07:02Maybe she's jealous
00:07:05Blue, thanks for staying the night with me last Saturday
00:07:08You made me feel so much better
00:07:12Of course, I had nothing else going on that day
00:07:14And you need to be taken care of
00:07:17Last Saturday?
00:07:19Wasn't that when Lew stood you up?
00:07:22Don't tell me he ditched you for Vivian
00:07:24Again
00:07:29I saved up for months to get those front row seats
00:07:32Because Lewith loved that band
00:07:34I waited until the last car left the plot
00:07:38And he never showed up
00:07:46Vivian was really sick
00:07:47I couldn't just leave her
00:07:48Don't make it a thing, Bella
00:07:49You can play doctor with anyone you want
00:07:51We were never serious
00:07:53Wait, are you mad at me?
00:07:56No, I'm indifferent
00:07:59Please get out of my way, I have an iris price to accept
00:08:05Why is she acting so weird?
00:08:09All right, everyone
00:08:10As you all know, the iris prize goes to the student who raised the most money for charity
00:08:16Using her talent, smarts, and leadership
00:08:19And the winner will be recommended to the best college in the state
00:08:23Sis, if I take your crown this year, are you gonna cry?
00:08:26I knew dad donated a million to get you more votes
00:08:28Sorry, not sorry, I raise more for charity with my own two hands
00:08:32I'll hand you tissues later, sis
00:08:40And the winner is
00:08:43Belly's worked on this for years
00:08:44It's gotta go to her
00:08:46This award is the one thing I care about most before I leave this school
00:08:50All years of hard work
00:08:52No one can take it from me
00:08:55Vivian Rupert
00:08:59How is this possible?
00:09:03Vivian raised 10 million dollars for the charity
00:09:06Dad only threw in a million, so where'd the other 9 million come from?
00:09:14Wow, this is totally unexpected
00:09:16I can't believe I actually beat the proud Bella
00:09:19I guess all my hard work and persistence paid off
00:09:22Something must be wrong
00:09:23I requested the vote count to be public
00:09:26There's nothing wrong with the votes, Bella
00:09:28You were in the lead at first, but in the last 10 minutes, the Astor heir put in 9 million
00:09:34in Vivian's name
00:09:36The Astors? The richest family in the country?
00:09:39Wait, is the Astors heir hitting on Vivian?
00:09:42I've got a feeling, Vivian's gonna be the new queen, taking Bella's place
00:09:45Astor family
00:09:46So it was you, Louis
00:09:48You're the secret donor who helped Vivian steal this moment from me
00:09:55Just because you lost doesn't mean you have to leave
00:09:59Stay and take a picture with your dear sister
00:10:05Was that an earthquake?
00:10:13Louis
00:10:19Watch out!
00:10:34Vivian, are you hurt?
00:10:36I'm okay
00:10:37I think
00:10:39I'm such a fool to think he was going to save me
00:10:44Did you guys see that?
00:10:45Louis pushed Bella aside to save Vivian
00:10:47I thought he was with Queen Bee
00:10:48Maybe he's really in love with Vivian instead
00:10:53Bella, you're bleeding
00:10:55Are you okay?
00:10:57What do you care?
00:10:58I just want to make sure you're good
00:10:59I'm fine
00:11:01I feel dizzy
00:11:04Louis!
00:11:05Vivian just fainted! Help her!
00:11:08Vivian, we need to get her to the nurse, now!
00:11:29for god's sake
00:11:30For god's sake
00:11:39Bella!
00:11:41I was so worried, thank god you're okay
00:11:43I'm fine.
00:11:47Fuck, Louis.
00:11:48He's such a jerk.
00:11:49He doesn't deserve you.
00:11:50I can't believe he saved that snake Vivial over you
00:11:52after all you've done for him.
00:11:55Alice, it's okay.
00:11:57I only have a few more days here anyways.
00:12:08Bella, are you okay?
00:12:10I was so worried.
00:12:14You're such a fake, Vivian.
00:12:17It's okay, Alice.
00:12:19No need to worry about me, sis.
00:12:21I'm tougher than you think.
00:12:24Sis.
00:12:26How does it feel to watch the love of your life lick my feet?
00:12:37Bella?
00:12:39I was only asking if you were okay.
00:12:42Bella!
00:12:43How could you shove your own sister?
00:12:45You've gone too far.
00:12:46I didn't start this.
00:12:48Stop lying.
00:12:49I was standing right here.
00:12:52You clearly lashed out at her out of nowhere.
00:12:57She's not even injured.
00:12:58Do you know what she said to me?
00:13:00Don't touch her!
00:13:01Ah!
00:13:04Bella, are you okay?
00:13:07You're an asshole, Louis.
00:13:09After everything Bella's done for you, how could you be so cruel?
00:13:14He never cared about me.
00:13:15In his eyes, I'm a monster and Vivian can do no wrong.
00:13:20Five days.
00:13:22In five days, you'll never have to see me again.
00:13:25Was she hurt really, seriously?
00:13:28Lou, I feel bad for tearing you away from Bella.
00:13:30You always walk her to class.
00:13:32I can manage on my own.
00:13:33No, Vivian.
00:13:33Bella's fine.
00:13:34I'll stay here with you.
00:13:41It's okay.
00:13:46I got my welcome email from Franklin High.
00:13:48It's official.
00:13:49I'm transferring in five days.
00:13:52I'm gonna miss you so much.
00:13:58I don't want to be around you anymore, Louis.
00:14:03We're closing in five.
00:14:06Look at our queen bee working in a dirty hipster cafe for lunch money.
00:14:13Can't wait to hear everyone laugh about it.
00:14:17If you're not gonna order, you need to leave.
00:14:20For my birthday party, I don't want people to think I didn't invite my sister.
00:14:25So, here.
00:14:30Not interested in your shallow show-off party.
00:14:35Too bad.
00:14:37Because I was going to give you back your mom's bracelet if you came.
00:14:50Mom, I miss you so much.
00:14:51I want that bracelet.
00:14:54My mother left that to me.
00:14:56Give it back!
00:14:59Vivian wants it, then she gets it.
00:15:01Don't you dare take anything your sister likes.
00:15:08Happy birthday to Vivian.
00:15:12Happy birthday to you.
00:15:16Happy birthday to you.
00:15:22That used to be me.
00:15:24With friends.
00:15:26If you wished for a boyfriend, I'm single.
00:15:36Well, if I'm not your type, what is your type?
00:15:39My type?
00:15:40Check my NS postist.
00:15:42I want a guy who's loyal and obsessed with me.
00:15:45But, like, hot, too.
00:15:47Like, he'd get a tattoo for me.
00:15:49Not a corny one.
00:15:50Just my initials on his chest or something.
00:15:55Wait, stop.
00:15:56Louis?
00:15:57Did you get that V tattooed on your chest for Vivian?
00:16:03He even got a tattoo for her.
00:16:08I thought Louis was with Bella.
00:16:09Did he dump her for Vivian?
00:16:10Bella was the one who clung to Louis.
00:16:12Maybe he was just too scared to reject her.
00:16:13I heard she bullies her sister.
00:16:14True.
00:16:15And Vivian and him seem like such a cute couple.
00:16:16Plus, Vivian's not image-obsessed just like Bella.
00:16:18I heard she nicknamed herself Queen V.
00:16:20Who does that?
00:16:25That is so hot, Louis.
00:16:27No one's ever done anything like that for me.
00:16:35I don't want to be here.
00:16:42OMG, it's Bella.
00:16:44I just saw her destroy the tower.
00:16:46She just can't bear not being the center of attention, can she?
00:16:50Bella?
00:16:52She is just fine.
00:16:55How tacky.
00:16:56Trying to steal the spotlight.
00:16:58What an attention whore.
00:16:59Bella Coleman.
00:17:00Way to ruin Vivian's moment.
00:17:02I'm so sorry.
00:17:03I'm looking for Miss Vivian Rupert.
00:17:05I have a gift delivery for her from the Aster Heir.
00:17:11Vivian!
00:17:12First, Louis got your name tattooed on his chest.
00:17:14And now the Aster Heir is after you, too!
00:17:17I haven't met the Aster Heir in person.
00:17:20But he seems like such a good man.
00:17:27Actually, I don't care if my future boyfriend's rich.
00:17:30I just want someone who genuinely cares about me.
00:17:35Louis Aster, the Aster Heir.
00:17:39I wish you and your perfect dream girl a happy, happy life.
00:17:48Go on, open the gifts we want to see.
00:17:54That's a limited edition yellow diamond from the Tiffany's vault.
00:17:57It must be worth a fortune.
00:17:58Oh!
00:18:00Oh!
00:18:02Oh!
00:18:02Oh!
00:18:03Oh!
00:18:04Oh!
00:18:04Oh!
00:18:04Oh!
00:18:08So, this is where you've been hiding, Aster.
00:18:10What makes Vivian so special to you, anyway?
00:18:13She's not like other girls.
00:18:17She helped me through the worst time of my life, without even knowing who I really was.
00:18:22After my mother passed, I didn't talk to anyone for weeks.
00:18:25I didn't want to be alive.
00:18:28Welcome to Actually, I'm Not Okay, the podcast where it's okay to not be okay.
00:18:33Want to talk?
00:18:34Give me a call.
00:18:35The hotline is...
00:18:36Until I heard this podcast she hosted, I called in at my lowest, and told her every everything
00:18:43I was feeling.
00:18:49Hey.
00:18:57It felt like she could see through me, and take away my pain.
00:19:02Good night, listeners.
00:19:09I went to the studio to look for her, to thank her in person.
00:19:14It's okay.
00:19:19Thanks.
00:19:22Wait!
00:19:37Leaving already?
00:19:42Must be touch watching me take all your friends from you.
00:19:46Since I'm here, I'll take my bracelet back now.
00:19:50Straight to business so quickly?
00:19:51You sure you don't want cake first?
00:19:53Oh, by the way, did you catch your little crush's new tattoo?
00:19:57Can't believe that loser actually got my intitials tat.
00:20:01Isn't that cringe?
00:20:02I thought you...
00:20:06I thought you...
00:20:08You thought I what?
00:20:09Actually liked that poor nobody?
00:20:11I'm about to be the new Queen V.
00:20:13I can have anyone I want, including the heir to the Astor Fortune.
00:20:16I just wanted to show you how easy it is to take everything you love away from you.
00:20:22And including your dead mother's cheap little bracelet.
00:20:26Don't you talk about my mother like that!
00:20:28You end up just like her.
00:20:29A forgotten nobody.
00:20:32No!
00:20:38Bella, don't push me!
00:20:39I just asked if you wanted some cake!
00:20:49Vivian!
00:20:53Vivian, are you okay?
00:20:54Lou, I'm so scared!
00:20:56Help me!
00:20:57I don't know what I did to make Bella so angry!
00:21:01Bella?
00:21:02What's your problem?
00:21:03You've been going after Vivian all these days?
00:21:05Now push your own sister?
00:21:07On her birthday of all days?
00:21:09Bella's such a bully!
00:21:10So this is what the Queen Bee is really like to her family?
00:21:13You've gone too far.
00:21:14Apologize to her now.
00:21:17For what?
00:21:18I didn't do anything.
00:21:22Thank you, Louie.
00:21:23You're so kind to me.
00:21:25Forget it.
00:21:26Bella can't control her temper.
00:21:30After all,
00:21:31she didn't have a mother to teach her manners like the rest of us.
00:21:34You snake!
00:21:35Get out!
00:21:36Before I have security come escort you out.
00:21:39Ow!
00:21:40Ow!
00:21:41Ow!
00:21:41Ow!
00:21:42Take this, bully!
00:21:46You pushed Vivian and ripped her dress!
00:21:49She lost a dress?
00:21:50Now you're going to lose one too.
00:21:52Take it off and apologize.
00:21:53Now!
00:21:54Take it off!
00:21:55Take it off!
00:21:56Take it off!
00:21:58Take it off!
00:21:58Louis,
00:21:59you're just standing there watching them humiliate me.
00:22:03Not even a step closer.
00:22:07I'm doing it to feed all of your pathetic little bullying fantasy.
00:22:11Want an apology?
00:22:12Now I'm sorry.
00:22:14No!
00:22:15Ah!
00:22:17Move!
00:22:18All of you!
00:22:19All of you!
00:22:21All of you!
00:22:42Bella!
00:22:43Wait!
00:22:45Why are you being like this to your sister?
00:22:47Believe whatever you want, Louis.
00:22:51She's not my sister!
00:22:53She showed up with her mom days after my mom passed life and took everything from me!
00:22:57They destroyed my mother's memory, took my father's love, and she even took...
00:23:03She took the one thing my mother left to me.
00:23:06What did she take?
00:23:11Nothing.
00:23:12It doesn't matter now.
00:23:23Stop crying, Bella!
00:23:25This is stupid!
00:23:26This is stupid!
00:23:31I'm leaving you, Louis.
00:23:33I'm leaving you tomorrow.
00:23:35Goodbye.
00:23:35My stupid first love.
00:23:40Here we are.
00:23:41The day of leaving.
00:23:45What's with the suitcase?
00:23:46You're going somewhere?
00:23:50Did you still want me to pick you up after practice today?
00:23:53The dress you left at the party yesterday.
00:23:55I got it washed.
00:23:57Here.
00:23:59Bella.
00:24:00If you're still upset about last night...
00:24:02You want to do something for me, Luis?
00:24:03Go buy Vivian a matcha latte.
00:24:05It's her favorite.
00:24:07Okay.
00:24:08I'll, um, get going then.
00:24:09See you at class later.
00:24:13This is goodbye, Louis Astor.
00:24:23May we never see each other again.
00:24:40Bella Rupert, the new transfer to Franklin High, right?
00:24:43Yes.
00:24:46Bella, it's been years.
00:24:49We're finally going to see each other again.
00:24:51Do you still remember me?
00:24:53Oh my God, how could she be so dumb?
00:24:55That fat guy's definitely going to be single forever.
00:24:57I'm just messing with that nerd.
00:25:05Bella.
00:25:08No, Lou, it's Vivian.
00:25:12Where's Bella?
00:25:13She's not here yet?
00:25:14You didn't hear?
00:25:16Bella transferred to another state.
00:25:18She's gone.
00:25:22Is that latte for me?
00:25:30Bella?
00:25:32Has left?
00:25:35Matcha latte.
00:25:36Those are my favorite.
00:25:37What a shame.
00:25:42I thought she would have told you.
00:25:44So that's why Bella had her bags all packed this morning.
00:25:47Didn't you tell me you couldn't stand her anymore?
00:25:50Now it'll just be us.
00:25:52Like you always wanted.
00:25:54Yes.
00:25:55This is what I wanted.
00:25:57But why do I suddenly feel like something's missing?
00:26:05Since Bella has left,
00:26:07Vivian will be taking Bella's place in our prestigious broadcast media program.
00:26:11That's amazing.
00:26:12I didn't know you were interested in that.
00:26:14I'm not, but how hard can it be?
00:26:15Be on TV, look pretty, read some lines off a prompter.
00:26:19Voila, I'm an influencer.
00:26:21The program isn't just video broadcast.
00:26:23It also includes radio.
00:26:24Radio?
00:26:25No thanks.
00:26:25I'm too pretty for that.
00:26:27Didn't she host her own podcast not too long ago?
00:26:38Now that Bella's gone,
00:26:39I can finally ask Vivian out.
00:26:42What am I waiting for?
00:26:53Lou, is everything okay?
00:26:54You don't miss Bella, do you?
00:26:57Vivian, there's something I want to say to you.
00:27:00Meet me tomorrow after school by the flower garden.
00:27:07Where's your bracelet?
00:27:10Bracelet?
00:27:11What are you talking about?
00:27:16Hi.
00:27:17It's me.
00:27:18I know what it's like to lose someone you love.
00:27:20I wear my mom's bracelet every day.
00:27:22It's all I have of her.
00:27:24I would never give it up for the world.
00:27:25Didn't you always wear a bracelet on your left wrist?
00:27:28Oh, you mean that cheap old thing I've had for years?
00:27:30Threw it away.
00:27:32It's time for an upgrade.
00:27:37It's too quiet.
00:27:39I just hate the silence.
00:27:42It has nothing to do with her.
00:27:51Boo!
00:27:52Gotcha, Louis!
00:27:54Did your heart skip a beat?
00:27:57Tell me it did.
00:28:03You are impossible.
00:28:09Stupid habit.
00:28:14Keep it up, my MVP.
00:28:17You're the best.
00:28:25Vivian is the one I wanted.
00:28:27Bella was just a noisy detour.
00:28:44Oh, my God!
00:28:45That's so funny!
00:28:47Shut up!
00:28:47You're so dumb!
00:28:49Look at the loser!
00:28:52Whatever.
00:28:52Let's go.
00:28:53It's just a seat.
00:28:55It means nothing.
00:28:58Hey!
00:28:59If you have time to mock others,
00:29:00you have time to finish my art project.
00:29:02Get out before I make you the joke of Wetworth!
00:29:07Don't worry, Louis.
00:29:09Nobody messes with you as long as I'm here.
00:29:12Let's go.
00:29:13I need to prepare the flowers for Vivian.
00:29:20Vivian is pure.
00:29:21Vivian is gentle.
00:29:23Once she's mine,
00:29:24I won't feel this missing piece anymore.
00:29:30I love iris.
00:29:31Louis, do you know why I love irises?
00:29:33They mean valor and power.
00:29:36Everyone wants to be a rose,
00:29:37but I'd rather be the iris that protects the garden.
00:29:43Like how I protect you.
00:29:45I don't want those.
00:29:46Give me the roses.
00:29:47The biggest bouquet you have.
00:29:55It has to be Vivian.
00:29:57It will be perfect once it's Vivian.
00:30:10It's almost 6 p.m.
00:30:12Louis has been waiting here for two hours.
00:30:14Isn't that rich kid Louis Astor chasing her?
00:30:17There's no way she'd go for some poor guy like Louis.
00:30:20Only that sad Bella would love him like that.
00:30:22Vivian's so avoiding him.
00:30:24Awkward.
00:30:25Hey, Luce.
00:30:26Are you sure Vivian's coming?
00:30:28She'll be here, she promised.
00:30:31The Vivian I remembered wouldn't be shallow like that.
00:30:34Maybe something happened to her.
00:30:36Does anyone know where Vivian is right now?
00:30:49Don't you feel bad standing Louis up today?
00:30:51He's been so sweet to you.
00:30:52I could just tell he was going to make some innocent love conflation
00:30:56then ask me to prom.
00:30:57Can you imagine?
00:30:59I've got the Astor heir after me.
00:31:02No way I'm going to my first Wentworth prom
00:31:04with a poor inner city kid.
00:31:08Honestly, Louis's hot.
00:31:10I thought you actually liked him.
00:31:12Why'd you make such a fuss over him at your birthday?
00:31:14Why do you think?
00:31:15Because Bella's in love with him
00:31:17and anything she has, I want.
00:31:19You want to hear something funny?
00:31:21I told her I'd give her dead mommy's bracelet back to her
00:31:24just to get her to come to see Lou all over me.
00:31:27Then I threw that bracelet away.
00:31:29You should have seen the look on her face.
00:31:32I didn't even like that cheap thing.
00:31:34I only had dad buy it for me
00:31:35because Bella cherished it
00:31:37and dad loves me so much.
00:31:38He'll believe anything I say.
00:31:39That bracelet was Bella's?
00:31:43Who's there?
00:32:02Phillip, your dad owns the broadcasting studio
00:32:04on South Street.
00:32:06Need a favor?
00:32:07One of my dad's companies sponsored
00:32:09the Actually I'm Not Okay podcast
00:32:11hosted by Bella Rupert.
00:32:19I wear my mom's bracelet every day.
00:32:21I would never give it up for the world.
00:32:23There's more.
00:32:24I looked up the Actually Not Okay Instagram
00:32:26and they just posted this.
00:32:29Is everyone okay?
00:32:30Because I have news for you.
00:32:32After a hiatus,
00:32:33Actually I'm Not Okay is coming back.
00:32:35I'm your host, Bella Rupert.
00:32:37New episodes dropping soon.
00:32:38Bella.
00:32:39Bella, she hasn't answered my calls.
00:32:41I have to go find her.
00:32:42She transferred.
00:32:44Franklin High.
00:32:49Okay, confession time tonight.
00:32:51This is embarrassing,
00:32:52but I was in love with a boy.
00:32:55I thought if I just loved him enough,
00:32:57he'd love me back.
00:32:59Doesn't work that way.
00:33:01The truth is,
00:33:02my crush used me to get to my sister.
00:33:05I know,
00:33:06drama central,
00:33:07and yeah,
00:33:08it hurt like hell.
00:33:11But,
00:33:12I said goodbye to my stupid old crush this week.
00:33:16Started a new chapter.
00:33:19And you know what?
00:33:21I think I'm gonna be okay without him.
00:33:26Fuck what I even do the last two years!
00:33:29Mistaken the girl I love?
00:33:30I treated Bella's bellies feeling like garbage.
00:33:32I hurt her so much.
00:33:36I'm such an idiot.
00:33:38Fuck!
00:33:39No.
00:33:39I have to do something to make things right.
00:33:42Bella,
00:33:44wait for me.
00:33:45I promise.
00:33:48I promise.
00:33:51I promise.
00:33:53I promise.
00:33:53I promise.
00:33:54Thanks, Oliver.
00:33:57You did great,
00:33:58as always.
00:34:00Thanks, Oliver.
00:34:03You did great,
00:34:04as always.
00:34:05Thank you for letting me do my show here, Oliver.
00:34:08I didn't realize how much I missed having a voice.
00:34:11Not just any voice.
00:34:12You have a way of connecting people
00:34:15and getting them to open up.
00:34:17I can tell you're passionate about sharing these stories.
00:34:20How do you know that?
00:34:21Have you heard my show before?
00:34:25I should get going.
00:34:26It's late.
00:34:26Thanks again.
00:34:32Bella,
00:34:33you really don't remember me, do you?
00:34:40Your third dozen roses
00:34:41for your third day at Franklin
00:34:43from Oliver.
00:34:45Oliver's being so nice to me.
00:34:47That's the new transfer,
00:34:49Bella Rupert.
00:34:50Looks like she's already got her claws in Oliver.
00:34:52I heard she tried to steal her sister's boyfriend
00:34:55and was so embarrassed when he rejected her,
00:34:57she transferred schools.
00:35:00Do you think you're better than us?
00:35:03Excuse me?
00:35:04Do we know each other?
00:35:08We know who you are.
00:35:09Queen Bee.
00:35:10You tried to steal your sister's boyfriend
00:35:12and became the joke of Wentworth.
00:35:15You chased him for two years
00:35:16and not once did he ask you out.
00:35:18But look,
00:35:19he pulled out all the stops
00:35:20for your sister's promposal.
00:35:22You're so predictable, Louis.
00:35:24I'm barely gone
00:35:25and you're already going public with Vivian.
00:35:28You're mistaken.
00:35:29I'm the one that left Louis.
00:35:31What he does is none of my business.
00:35:33Now excuse me,
00:35:33but I'll take my flowers back.
00:35:35Catch!
00:35:39You think just because Oliver got you flowers
00:35:41means he likes you?
00:35:42He's nice to everyone.
00:35:45Ah!
00:35:52Hey!
00:35:52Get away from her!
00:36:03Oliver,
00:36:03we were just joking around.
00:36:04We didn't mean anything by it.
00:36:07I do like her.
00:36:09You girls have a problem with that?
00:36:11He likes me?
00:36:14But we hardly know each other.
00:36:22In fact, Bella,
00:36:25I've liked you for a long time.
00:36:27Ever since we were kids,
00:36:28I knew I loved you.
00:36:30Oliver,
00:36:31what are you talking about?
00:36:35You really don't remember me,
00:36:36do you?
00:36:42Oh my God!
00:36:43He's so hot!
00:36:48The scar.
00:36:49I've seen it before.
00:36:54Ollie?
00:36:56The crybaby next door?
00:36:57You remember.
00:36:58I don't cry anymore.
00:36:59Wait,
00:37:00this is so sweet.
00:37:01Bella was Oliver's childhood crush?
00:37:04I'm crying!
00:37:05Emma!
00:37:06You're supposed to be on my side.
00:37:08I love love.
00:37:10It's time to move on from Louis.
00:37:17This looks more like the Louis Aster I know.
00:37:19Does this mean Vivian knows who you really are now?
00:37:21She doesn't know.
00:37:22In fact,
00:37:22I invited her here tonight as the Aster hair's date.
00:37:24If I'm going to reveal who I am,
00:37:26everyone here should know who she truly is too.
00:37:28I take it the PI you hired
00:37:29didn't have good news about Vivian's past?
00:37:32Let's just say
00:37:33I invited the skeletons in her closet
00:37:35to join us tonight too.
00:37:42So, where's this rich boy you have wrapped around your foot?
00:37:44As your parents, we should get to meet him first.
00:37:46Did he ask you to prom yet?
00:37:47Mom, Dad, don't embarrass me.
00:37:48Rich guys like him probably don't go to prom.
00:37:49He asked me to be his date tonight.
00:37:51Who knows?
00:37:51Maybe we'll skip straight to a ring.
00:37:53Tonight, we're here to honor the Aster family
00:37:55for their generous donation
00:37:57towards this year's Iris Prize Fund.
00:37:59Please welcome to the stage
00:38:00our Iris Prize winner,
00:38:02Vivian Rupert,
00:38:03who will introduce Louis Aster himself.
00:38:08Oh, my God, the Aster hair
00:38:10is finally going to show his face
00:38:11all because of Vivian.
00:38:13Do you think he'll propose to her?
00:38:15It's my pleasure to introduce to you
00:38:17tonight's guest of honor.
00:38:20Mr. Louis Aster.
00:38:30Lou?
00:38:32You're the Louis Aster?
00:38:39Turns out Lou is actually the heir
00:38:41to the Aster fortune.
00:38:43Louis Aster?
00:38:44No wonder he's been by Vivian's side
00:38:45since she got here.
00:38:46Oh, my God, is he going to ask her
00:38:47to prom in front of everyone?
00:38:49Or even to marry him?
00:38:50Jeez!
00:38:51Why is he looking at me differently
00:38:52all of a sudden?
00:38:58Hi, I'm Louis Aster.
00:39:00But tonight's about me.
00:39:01I want to take a moment
00:39:02to talk about Vivian Rupert.
00:39:03How well do you really know
00:39:05your new Queen V?
00:39:07Let's take a look, shall we?
00:39:12Look how popular Vivian is.
00:39:18Wait, those are the Smith heir,
00:39:20the White heir, and the Forbes heir.
00:39:23Fuck.
00:39:24Is that Vivian?
00:39:25Looks like she's only hooking up
00:39:27with every rich guy in the state.
00:39:28You're the only one I love, honey.
00:39:31Buy me that bag.
00:39:36Louis, what is this?
00:39:37I'm leaving!
00:39:39That's not all.
00:39:40She volunteered at the mental health hotline
00:39:42just to steal your secrets
00:39:43and mock them online.
00:39:44Vivian is behind that blog?
00:39:46That's straight-up psychological abuse!
00:39:48Speaking of abuse...
00:39:56I don't understand.
00:39:58I thought you liked me, Lou.
00:40:00I thought I did, too.
00:40:01But that was only because
00:40:02you pretended to be Bella.
00:40:03You manipulated me,
00:40:04manipulated everyone
00:40:06into hating her.
00:40:08Now everyone know
00:40:08who you really are.
00:40:31How did you even find this place?
00:40:34And this...
00:40:35The line for this bakery
00:40:36takes an hour
00:40:37just to get to the door.
00:40:38Louis never remembers what I like
00:40:40or cared about it.
00:40:42I know you used to sneak in here
00:40:43and talk into the dead microphones
00:40:45whenever you were upset.
00:40:46It's old,
00:40:47but it's soundproof.
00:40:49As for the cinnamon roll,
00:40:51seeing the look on your face
00:40:52when you eat it
00:40:53makes an hour feel like a minute.
00:40:56You kept this?
00:40:58All this time?
00:40:59I've listened to it a thousand times.
00:41:02Even when you didn't remember me,
00:41:04your voice kept me going.
00:41:06Bella, you don't need to perform
00:41:07or prove your queen bee to anyone.
00:41:09Not to me.
00:41:10You're right.
00:41:12When I was with him,
00:41:13I always felt like a broken part
00:41:15trying to fit into the wrong machine.
00:41:17Sitting here with you,
00:41:19I feel like I'm finally whole.
00:41:39Where did you find this?
00:41:41Told me he said the sweepers
00:41:43had already thrown it in the trash.
00:41:46I spent the entire night
00:41:47sifting through the bottom of that fountain.
00:41:49It was pouring rain that night.
00:41:52Watched my dignity get completely shredded
00:41:54and he just turned his back
00:41:55and walked away with Vivian.
00:42:01How do you do it, Ollie?
00:42:03You always know exactly where it hurts the most.
00:42:06Because I've spent the last ten years
00:42:08learning how to love you.
00:42:10Tonight is the Starlight Arch event.
00:42:13I want to take you.
00:42:14The Franklin legend?
00:42:16The Arch where a midnight kiss means forever?
00:42:19I don't believe in school legends,
00:42:21but I believe in you.
00:42:22I want to stand in front of everyone
00:42:24and make up for the tender of companionship I owe you.
00:42:36Every single one of these paper cranes
00:42:37has a message written inside.
00:42:38They're the names of the listeners
00:42:40you helped on your podcast.
00:42:41You thought you were fighting in the dark all alone,
00:42:43but look at how many lives you lit up.
00:42:44Theride always told me I was too loud,
00:42:46that I needed to tone myself down
00:42:47to fit his world,
00:42:48but you...
00:42:49you remind me that I am allowed to shine.
00:42:51The countdown begins!
00:42:55Oh my God, we're going to kiss under the arch
00:42:57and it means forever!
00:43:00If you don't want it,
00:43:01always tell me to stop.
00:43:03Seven, six,
00:43:04four,
00:43:07three,
00:43:08two,
00:43:09one,
00:43:12stop!
00:43:20Bella, wait!
00:43:25What are you doing here?
00:43:26Bella, I made a mistake.
00:43:28Please, can we talk?
00:43:29Broke her heart.
00:43:29What's there to talk about?
00:43:31Are you out of your mind?
00:43:33This cheap arch,
00:43:35these pathetic scraps of paper,
00:43:37is this what you want?
00:43:38Come back to me.
00:43:40I can buy you the entire school.
00:43:42Lewin,
00:43:43even now,
00:43:44you're still pricing love,
00:43:45pricing me.
00:43:48No!
00:43:49Hey!
00:43:49Hey!
00:43:50No!
00:43:50No!
00:43:51No!
00:43:51No!
00:43:54I don't believe in legends,
00:43:55but I believe that kiss means we're over.
00:43:58Leave.
00:44:00Notice nine!
00:44:01Oh, come on.
00:44:05Don't touch him, Lewis.
00:44:06This is between us.
00:44:07Please, Bella,
00:44:07can we just talk privately?
00:44:08I can explain.
00:44:09There's nothing to explain.
00:44:11You hid who you were,
00:44:13pretended to be my friend,
00:44:14all to chase after my sister.
00:44:16Only because I thought you were someone else.
00:44:18I was wrong.
00:44:19You're the one I love.
00:44:20Then why do you have my sister's initial tattooed on your chest?
00:44:25Oof.
00:44:26He's cooked.
00:44:27That was before I knew the truth.
00:44:28I found the wrong girl.
00:44:30I can get it removed.
00:44:31You want it gone?
00:44:31It's gone.
00:44:32It's too late, Lew.
00:44:35Come on, let's go.
00:44:43O-M-G, he's insane!
00:44:50What the hell, Lewis?
00:44:56I'll cut my heart out if you want me to, Bella.
00:44:58Just say the word.
00:45:00I'll do anything for you, Bella!
00:45:03I'll carve your name on my chest!
00:45:07Stop this right now!
00:45:11One more chance.
00:45:13One month, I will make everything right.
00:45:22Okay, one month's too long.
00:45:24One week.
00:45:27Next week's spring break.
00:45:30Spend it with me.
00:45:31If you still want to part ways after that,
00:45:33I'll let you go.
00:45:38Okay, I agree.
00:45:40Bella.
00:45:45Don't worry, Oliver.
00:45:47I know what I'm doing.
00:45:49I'll spend spring break with you,
00:45:50but it won't change anything.
00:45:52I've moved on.
00:45:53When the week's over,
00:45:54you promise you'll let me walk away in peace.
00:45:59Bella.
00:45:59I'll win you back, I promise.
00:46:09I promised Lewis to spend spring break with him,
00:46:12but a beach resort vacation is still too much.
00:46:17Bella, do you like it?
00:46:19I set it all up just for you.
00:46:22These are the same flowers and balloons
00:46:24you used for Vivian's prom-opposal, aren't they?
00:46:28Bella, will you dance with me?
00:46:32Not in the mood.
00:46:34Just one dance?
00:46:39Okay.
00:46:44You look beautiful tonight.
00:46:53For years, this is all I wanted.
00:46:56For him to hold me, want me like this.
00:46:57But now everything's different.
00:47:15So I finally kissed my first love
00:47:17I chased for two years
00:47:18after I decided to give up on him.
00:47:24I... I gotta go.
00:47:25Don't run, Bella.
00:47:26Admit it.
00:47:27You still have feelings for me.
00:47:30That's why you kissed me.
00:47:32That was an accident.
00:47:33I tripped, I...
00:47:38Say what you want, but I know you feel it too.
00:47:40The chemistry doesn't lie.
00:47:44Please, Bella.
00:47:45I've changed, I promise.
00:47:48I just can't trust you anymore, Lewis.
00:47:50Marry me.
00:47:52What?
00:47:53Marry me and we'll be official forever.
00:47:54My family doesn't believe in divorce.
00:47:57You'll never have to doubt our love again.
00:48:00That's your proposal?
00:48:08I'm serious.
00:48:09Once you're an Astor,
00:48:10you'll always be an Astor.
00:48:12You'll never have to compete with another woman again.
00:48:14You're so full of yourself, Lewis.
00:48:16To think.
00:48:17I could have been hanging out with my friends,
00:48:19actually being happy.
00:48:22But I gave that up to be here with you.
00:48:27I'm out of here.
00:48:32Don't leave, Bella.
00:48:33You promised me a week.
00:48:35A week or a month, it's all the same.
00:48:37You just don't get it and you never will.
00:48:41It's still the tattoo, is it?
00:48:46I'll get it removed tonight.
00:48:47There's a shop down the street.
00:48:48I don't care about the tattoo.
00:48:54Was it the roses?
00:48:55I'm sorry, I should have remembered you don't like red roses.
00:48:58What do you want, lilies, tulips?
00:48:59You really are hopeless.
00:49:00You think a tattoo or a bouquet of flowers
00:49:02can undo the years of hurt you've put me through?
00:49:04Don't you understand, Lou?
00:49:05The damage is done.
00:49:06Wait, don't go, please.
00:49:06I'll give you anything.
00:49:07You want Yale?
00:49:08My dad golfs with the chancellor.
00:49:09I can get you in.
00:49:09What did I do wrong?
00:49:10I just wanted to spend spring break with you.
00:49:14It's always about what you want, isn't it?
00:49:16Did you even stop to ask what I want?
00:49:18I wanted to spend my spring break with my friends.
00:49:25Surprise!
00:49:28Alice, Jamie, what are you doing here?
00:49:35You thought we could do senior spring break without you?
00:49:38Girl, when you didn't show up at the party,
00:49:40we called Oliver and he told us where you were.
00:49:43He flew us out here.
00:49:45Said you missed having your friends.
00:49:48You're so thoughtful.
00:49:54These are for you.
00:49:55Did you pick those off the street?
00:49:59Funny you ask.
00:50:00They're freshly picked for Bella,
00:50:01unlike the secondhand wilted roses you've got there.
00:50:03You want to say that again to my face?
00:50:04I said I got these flowers for Bella
00:50:06because unlike you, I'm serious about Bella.
00:50:11Ollie, he's not worth it.
00:50:17This is going to be an interesting week.
00:50:23You've been competing all afternoon.
00:50:26Volleyball, dash, ping pong.
00:50:30Let's just call it a tie, all right?
00:50:32I'm getting bored.
00:50:33Can we do something else?
00:50:35No!
00:50:36We must have a winner!
00:50:39Since none of the other contests proved anything,
00:50:41let's settle it the simple way.
00:50:43Holding our breath underwater.
00:50:44Stay under longer, you win.
00:50:45Got the guts?
00:50:46Suits me.
00:50:47You should know I was national swim champion for three years.
00:50:50You don't have a shot.
00:50:51Is this really necessary, guys?
00:50:56All right.
00:50:57On your mark, get set, go!
00:51:12No, I can't let him win.
00:51:23Oliver!
00:51:25Oliver!
00:51:26I won!
00:51:28Are you okay?
00:51:31Are you okay?
00:51:35You're so childish, Lou.
00:51:37You can't stand to lose, so you shoved him.
00:51:39You could have really hurt him.
00:51:40Who cares?
00:51:41I won.
00:51:42Forget that, loser.
00:51:43Let's go.
00:51:55He seems so different from the crybaby next door, I remember.
00:51:58He's actually kind of hot.
00:52:04Bella, what are you thinking about?
00:52:08N-nothing.
00:52:13Just, why do you let Lewis bait you like that?
00:52:15No wonder your son burned.
00:52:19If I didn't burn, you wouldn't be putting aloe vera on me right now, would you?
00:52:24Maybe I got a little competitive with Lewis, but...
00:52:27I can't stand to see him hurt you.
00:52:30You deserve better.
00:52:35Ollie, I...
00:52:43Back off!
00:52:45She's not yours!
00:52:51Back off!
00:52:53She's not yours!
00:52:55Let me go!
00:52:56I'm not yours either, if that's what you're implying.
00:53:03I think you can just come in here and steal Bella away?
00:53:05You hardly know her.
00:53:07Oh, and you do?
00:53:09It's none of your business, Lewis.
00:53:10I've been by Bella's side for two years, you're just a little rebound distraction.
00:53:14The last two years, Bella told me they were the worst two years of her life.
00:53:18Say that again.
00:53:21I said, the last two years were the most pan-
00:53:24Enough!
00:53:25I don't want to discuss it.
00:53:28I never should have come here, this is the worst spring break ever!
00:53:31Don't follow me!
00:53:37Bella?
00:53:43How did things get so messy?
00:53:49Bella?
00:53:52Bella?
00:54:01So hot!
00:54:06Bella?
00:54:14Bella!
00:54:20No!
00:54:21Bella!
00:54:22No!
00:54:24Bella!
00:54:24Wake up!
00:54:44No!
00:54:45Bella!
00:54:46Wake up!
00:54:47Louis?
00:54:48Please be okay, Bella.
00:54:50There's so much I have to say to you.
00:54:52I'm so sorry for the pain I've put you through.
00:54:54I can't lose you again.
00:54:55I want to be by your side forever.
00:55:08Bella.
00:55:09You're awake.
00:55:10I was so worried.
00:55:14How are you feeling?
00:55:15I'm...
00:55:15I'm fine.
00:55:18for saving me.
00:55:19You can go now.
00:55:25All right.
00:55:26You don't want to see me, I'll go.
00:55:42Bella, you go to bed early last night?
00:55:44I texted you, but you didn't reply.
00:55:49Bella, you go to bed early last night?
00:55:57I texted you, but you didn't reply.
00:56:01I had got a couple of minutes.
00:56:09You don't want to be scattered everywhere.
00:56:10Really?
00:56:12I don't want to go now.
00:56:13Is that good?
00:56:16I had done following you, though.
00:56:17I what when you think about this?
00:56:26That's one gnarly love triangle.
00:56:37So, Bella, last night...
00:56:42Hello, Principal Adams?
00:56:43Hi, Bella, I've got some news.
00:56:45Given Vivian's expulsion, the Media Arts Fellowship spot is yours if you want it.
00:56:50I can think of no one better for the program.
00:56:51Would you like to come back?
00:56:52As in come back to Wentworth?
00:56:54I, um, I'll think about it.
00:56:56I'm not ready to give up on that art program yet.
00:56:59But that means I have to go back to Wentworth, to the side of Louis.
00:57:11The Wentworth Media Arts Fellowship is perfect for you.
00:57:13You've been wanting this forever.
00:57:15This is your chance.
00:57:17Thank you, guys.
00:57:24That means I have to finish an art program by the end of the school year.
00:57:28I'm already behind.
00:57:29I have to work on it now.
00:57:40Dad, I need a favor.
00:57:42Bella, I'm going to do everything I can to help you achieve your dream.
00:57:47All right, time for truth, dare, or kiss.
00:57:50I'll go first.
00:57:55Oh!
00:57:58Truth or dare?
00:58:01Truth.
00:58:05What's your worst failure ever?
00:58:08Was it yesterday when I beat you in the swimming pool?
00:58:11You didn't beat me.
00:58:12You cheated.
00:58:14But I'll answer the question.
00:58:16The worst failure I had was in seventh grade.
00:58:19I asked a girl I liked out, and she wanted to walk across the Brooklyn Bridge to get pizza.
00:58:24But I was so scared of heights, I never made it across with her.
00:58:27I remember that day.
00:58:28I thought he ditched me.
00:58:30That's pathetic.
00:58:31I was taking girls on helicopter drives in middle school.
00:58:34Scared of heights.
00:58:36Yes, it was a mistake.
00:58:38Ever since then, I told myself I'd be brave and go after what I want.
00:58:42Thankfully, I meet you again, Bella.
00:58:44Oh, my God!
00:58:47Stop showing off.
00:58:49Nobody asked you who your childhood crush was.
00:58:52You asked my worst failure.
00:58:54It was letting Belly go.
00:58:59I'll go next.
00:59:03Bella.
00:59:05Truth or dare?
00:59:10Dare.
00:59:11I dare you to make out with Oliver.
00:59:23Rules are a rule.
00:59:41This game sucks.
00:59:49This time, truth.
00:59:52How about, what's your biggest high school regret?
00:59:57I regret losing myself for two years chasing a boy, only to find out he was in love with my
01:00:02sister.
01:00:02If I could go back to the day I met him, I would never have approached him and asked him
01:00:06to be my guy.
01:00:07But that was in the past.
01:00:09I've let go of all that.
01:00:10Truth or dare, I choose truth!
01:00:13Bella, I regret the way I treated you.
01:00:16I regret mistaking your sister for you.
01:00:18I regret it all.
01:00:19I'm sorry, Bella.
01:00:20I really am.
01:00:21For all of it.
01:00:22I know you won't forgive me, but I want to make it up to you.
01:00:26I know how badly you want to go to Yale next year.
01:00:30What are you trying to pull?
01:00:31I talked to my dad and convinced him to make a big donation in your name to Yale.
01:00:36It'll guarantee you'll get in.
01:00:39You did what?
01:00:41It's what you want, isn't it?
01:00:43Then you don't have to worry about the rest of the year.
01:00:45You don't even have to finish that completely meaningless art program.
01:00:48You're already set.
01:00:49So you don't believe I can get in on my own?
01:00:54That's not what I meant.
01:00:55You think all the work I've done to get here is meaningless?
01:00:59My grades, my extracurriculars, my charity work,
01:01:02that without you, I'll never achieve my dream?
01:01:05You are so full of yourself, Louis Astor.
01:01:07Just when I think you might be changing, you prove me wrong again.
01:01:11Tell your dad to take back the donation.
01:01:12I don't want it.
01:01:15Bella!
01:01:31Want to talk to me?
01:01:33Anything?
01:01:34Ollie, I'm so tired.
01:01:42I'm sorry, Bella.
01:01:44I know this isn't how you wanted to spend spring break.
01:01:47Do you think everything I do is meaningless, too?
01:01:50Am I full for thinking I could get into Yale on my own merit?
01:01:54Not at all.
01:01:55You're the most driven, hardworking person I know.
01:01:59Yale would be lucky to have you.
01:02:01Anyone would.
01:02:05You know, the water's pretty nice.
01:02:09I don't have my swimsuit.
01:02:12That's okay.
01:02:24Feeling a little better?
01:02:25Feeling a little better?
01:02:55I've never had sex.
01:02:59I like you, but I'm...
01:03:00You're not ready.
01:03:02That's okay.
01:03:03I don't want to rush either.
01:03:05We can take it slow.
01:03:16Oliver is just too perfect.
01:03:19Why did I waste my years on Louis?
01:03:23Louis?
01:03:26Louis?
01:03:27Louis?
01:03:27Louis?
01:03:28Louis?
01:03:30Louis?
01:03:30Louis?
01:03:31Louis?
01:03:32Go.
01:03:33Go.
01:03:51No! Stop!
01:03:55I've got you.
01:03:56No! Stop!
01:03:58Get away from her!
01:04:09I don't love you anymore, 2-1.
01:04:13You threw me away.
01:04:14And now you have to watch someone else keep me.
01:04:18You lost me.
01:04:20You lost me forever.
01:04:25You're not real!
01:04:27You're not real!
01:04:31You're not real!
01:04:32You're not real!
01:04:35It was just a dream.
01:04:37It was just a dream.
01:04:39But it's going to be real if I don't stop it.
01:04:41It's going to be real!
01:04:42Bat!
01:04:46Bat!
01:04:51Bat!
01:04:52Bat!
01:04:53Bat!
01:04:54Bat!
01:04:57Bat!
01:05:08I like that.
01:05:29He's touching her. He's going to kiss her again. I have to stop him.
01:05:36Lewis? What is your problem?
01:05:41Back off, London. Get your hands off her. I was reaching for a mug, Aster. Are you hallucinating?
01:05:46Lewis, you are acting insane. He didn't even touch me.
01:05:50I can't deal with this right now. Don't act like a baby, Lewis.
01:06:03Here, let me help you. You need potassium.
01:06:10Want a bite of my sausage? It has more protein.
01:06:21You know what? I'm not hungry. I gotta work on my project.
01:06:32Okay, spill it. You've got two of the hottest guys on the eastern seaboard fighting over your breakfast.
01:06:41Seriously, Bella? Are you really completely unmoved by them? I mean, look at that.
01:07:08The past should stay in the past.
01:07:11I'll tear down the arrogant boy I was, just to build the man you actually want.
01:07:17I will win you back, Bella.
01:07:22Back in my familiar haunt. This time, I just want to be myself.
01:07:27Bella, welcome back. Wentworth is pleased to have our star student back.
01:07:35Bella, I'm really glad you came back.
01:07:38I came back for myself, not for anyone else. I hope you understand.
01:07:42I understand. Just know I'm here for you. I'll support you in any way I can.
01:07:50Is that Bella Rupert? She looks so different.
01:07:53I heard she cut ties with the Rupert family. She's paying her tuition with a scholarship now.
01:07:58What's that bitch doing back here? I've got to tell Vivian.
01:08:11Oops! My bad.
01:08:17Oops! My bad.
01:08:21You came back for your art program. Don't waste your time with drama.
01:08:26That's okay.
01:08:29I'd offer to pay you back for that outfit, but it looks cheap, AF.
01:08:32Honestly, belongs in the trash.
01:08:41Take a good look, everyone. This is the real Queen Bee.
01:08:44She's got no daddy's money, no style, no riz, and no friends.
01:08:47Here, let me help you wash up.
01:08:56Stop it!
01:08:58Spaculate!
01:09:01Should we do something?
01:09:04I don't want to get on Jennifer's bad side.
01:09:11Stop that!
01:09:16Stop that!
01:09:22Show's over, you cowards. You're all just gonna stand there and watch Bella get bullied? You should all be ashamed.
01:09:33Didn't expect it's Louis saving me now.
01:09:36I heard your dad stopped paying for your school.
01:09:38If you need money for clothes, I can take you shopping at-
01:09:40No, it's okay. It's just a little spill. I can clean it up myself.
01:09:59What?! Bella's back?! And she's with Louis?!
01:10:02She got me kicked out of Wentworth and turned Louis against me.
01:10:07I'm going to get her back.
01:10:16Bella looks good as well in plane without any luxuries.
01:10:19Why didn't I pay more attention to her in the past?
01:10:27We have a new transfer student joining our class today.
01:10:34Oliver?!
01:10:41We have a new transfer student joining our class today.
01:10:49Oliver?!
01:10:53Wow, he's so handsome. What a cutie.
01:10:57Huh. Doesn't this guy look like the one Bella was rumored with after she transferred?
01:11:02No way! Did he transfer just for Bella?
01:11:05Awesome. Can't shake off this rival.
01:11:09Hi everyone, I'm Oliver.
01:11:13Looking forward to meeting you all.
01:11:26Hey.
01:11:29Let me help you with those books.
01:11:31Do you want to grab a bite to eat?
01:11:33I'm fine. Thank you.
01:11:38Wait.
01:11:39I've got to work on my project.
01:11:43Maybe we can all get food another time.
01:11:45Maybe we can all get food another time.
01:11:56Sister!
01:11:57It's been too long. I missed you.
01:12:01You shouldn't be here.
01:12:03I came to apologize, sissy.
01:12:06I thought you'd be happy to see me.
01:12:08I don't need your empty apologies.
01:12:10Move aside. I've got work to do.
01:12:17Don't be so cruel, Bella.
01:12:20I know I hurt you, but I've changed.
01:12:22Let go. You're hurting me, Bella.
01:12:25I know ever since I came home, Dad hasn't cared about you.
01:12:29You had to work at some burger joint just to pay for school and living.
01:12:33And seriously, what is that curious outfit you're wearing right now?
01:12:42Let go.
01:12:44Let go.
01:12:47Let go.
01:12:50Let go.
01:12:52Let go.
01:12:54Let go.
01:12:55So Bella was faking having money before, huh?
01:12:58Yeah, looks like she's been out of favor for a while, but still tried to act like the queen
01:13:06Sis, you've been poor all these years, but that was never my intention
01:13:10Please, clean my name, let me come back to school
01:13:33Who's that with Louie? He's even hotter than Lou
01:13:41Oh my gosh, Bella, are you okay? I didn't mean to
01:13:52Thank you for saving my sister, Louis
01:13:58Don't touch me
01:14:00Didn't I tell you never to step foot at Wentworth again?
01:14:03I came to apologize to Bella
01:14:09She doesn't need your apologies, she needs you to stay away from her
01:14:16Listen up, you guys remember Vivian, right? The scammer?
01:14:20Did you know she stole Bella's family from her and took away the one thing Bella's dying mother left
01:14:25For her? So Vivian was the real bully this whole time
01:14:29It's not my fault her mother died! Her father and married mother, of course he loves me more!
01:14:37This slap is for my late mother
01:14:42I may not be the designer label Bella Rupert I used to be, but let me tell you
01:14:46Even in a cheap plaid shirt, I am not beneath any of you
01:14:53You wanna come back to school? Fine! I couldn't care less
01:14:59Go Queen B!
01:15:02Bella! Bella! Bella! Bella!
01:15:04Bella! Bella!
01:15:05Bella! Bella!
01:15:07I'm not gonna let you get away with this, Bella
01:15:24I'm gonna write a play to bring the stories from my podcast to life
01:15:29Good call! I can help you
01:15:34Bella
01:15:35I don't need anyone's help, Louis
01:15:37Especially yours
01:15:40I really just want to help you
01:15:42I wouldn't pull any strings to help you cheat this time
01:15:44I don't really believe it
01:15:46Just give me some space and let me think in peace
01:15:59Third time already!
01:16:01This has got to be Vivian sabotaging us
01:16:03At this rate, no one's ever gonna sign up for our play
01:16:07Bella, don't let this get to you
01:16:09They're just shallow jerks
01:16:11It's fine
01:16:11I don't need anyone else to prove my worth anymore
01:16:14We'll find another way
01:16:15Hey guys!
01:16:16Come join my drama club
01:16:17If you're interested, check it out
01:16:29Hey! Come try out for the school play!
01:16:32Anyone who comes in for auditions gets a hug from either me or Oliver
01:16:35Your choice
01:16:50They actually did this all for me?
01:16:53I was gonna sign up anyway
01:16:55This does sweeten the deal
01:16:57Oh my God!
01:17:06Bella!! Look, everyone wants to be in your play
01:17:10Don't tell me this was your idea, Oli
01:17:11Actually, it was Lewis's idea. He got the basketball team on board, and I put the dance party together and
01:17:17the cookies.
01:17:21I don't know what happened to get you guys working together, but I like it. Thank you.
01:17:28Maybe Lewis really changed.
01:17:34Nice work.
01:17:40I can't believe Lewis and Oliver would do that for her.
01:17:45Bella, I swear I'll make sure you never get this show off the ground.
01:18:00Break a leg. Your secret.
01:18:04Admire.
01:18:06I wonder who it's from.
01:18:14It's so nice of Bella to pay for such extravagant meals all weekend long.
01:18:18We'll have a good show tonight, right?
01:18:32That's right. Go, Wes!
01:18:34Bella, I'm going to humiliate you in front of all the people you care about.
01:18:40Welcome to Actually, I'm Not Okay, where your secret's safe with me and our listeners.
01:18:46Let's take the first caller.
01:18:50Hello? Caller? Are you there?
01:18:52I'm calling to say I'm going to be sick.
01:19:08Um...
01:19:16Oh, that's disgusting.
01:19:18Oh, that's disgusting.
01:19:24Close the curtain!
01:19:31Bella!
01:19:32Bella!
01:19:32Look!
01:19:33My hand looks so funny in the lights.
01:19:38What?
01:19:39What is going on?
01:19:43I'm going to be sick.
01:19:51What happened?
01:19:55What?
01:19:56I'm going to be sick.
01:20:07What should we do, Bella?
01:20:12Someone's trying to sabotage this play.
01:20:18What's going on?
01:20:19Is the show happening or not?
01:20:22This place sucks.
01:20:24I'm leaving.
01:20:28This is ridiculous.
01:20:30This is absurd.
01:20:36We've got to do something.
01:20:38I'm so sorry, everyone.
01:20:40We can't do the play like this.
01:20:43I'll go out and tell the audience we're postponing.
01:20:45Wait!
01:20:51Don't give up, Bella!
01:20:52But there's not enough actors to go on.
01:20:55We've watched every rehearsal.
01:20:56We know the lines.
01:20:58Let us perform with you.
01:21:02You want to perform with me?
01:21:05Your podcast saved my life.
01:21:07You encouraged me to share my story at my lowest moment.
01:21:10Let me help you share yours now.
01:21:12Bella.
01:21:13Let him do it.
01:21:19Okay.
01:21:20Alice, get Lewith and Oliver into costume.
01:21:22I'll call the school nurse and get the audience back in their seats.
01:21:25Okay.
01:21:26This place sucks!
01:21:28Whoever put it on should be punished!
01:21:37Ladies and gentlemen, we apologize for the delay.
01:21:39There's been a technical difficulty, but it's sorted out now.
01:21:42If you'll take your seats, we can begin again.
01:21:45That's the hot new transfer, Oliver.
01:21:47Is he in the play, too?
01:21:48I'll stay for that.
01:22:02Hello?
01:22:03I'd like to share my story with you.
01:22:12Thank you so much, everyone.
01:22:14Wow, that was really great.
01:22:18Miss Bella Roover, you're under arrest for possession and distribution of illegal substances.
01:22:26What?
01:22:28Now, this just got interesting.
01:22:30It's true!
01:22:31I saw Bella drugging those cupcakes before giving one to everyone in her cast.
01:22:35No wonder the actors got sick.
01:22:37Vivian, it's you again.
01:22:38Bella, explain yourself.
01:22:44Look!
01:22:45Her whole cast is high as a bird!
01:22:47As you all know, we have zero tolerance policy for drugs and alcohol at Wentworth.
01:22:52We'll be dealing with this immediately.
01:22:55Alice, wait.
01:23:02All right, Miss Rupert, you're coming with me.
01:23:06This isn't Bella's fault, it's mine!
01:23:11Mr. Aston?
01:23:12What are you talking about?
01:23:16This isn't Bella's fault, it's mine!
01:23:19Mr. Aston?
01:23:21What are you talking about?
01:23:22I ordered the food, not Bella.
01:23:24She had nothing to do with it.
01:23:25Me too.
01:23:26It was our idea.
01:23:27If anyone got sick from eating the food, it's our fault.
01:23:29Don't blame Bella, she had no idea.
01:23:31Don't listen to them!
01:23:32Bella must have been sleeping with them to get them on their side!
01:23:37Just shut your filthy lying mouth, Vivian.
01:23:40I'm not letting you frame me or shame me for anything I didn't do.
01:23:48I have proof that Bella was framed!
01:23:51I got the security footage from this afternoon.
01:24:08The person in the video is in a disguise!
01:24:10For all we know, that's Bella herself pretending to be someone else!
01:24:13It was you.
01:24:14Your nails matched the delivery person in the video perfectly.
01:24:19It was you.
01:24:20Your nails matched the delivery person in the video perfectly.
01:24:24This is unfair!
01:24:25You have proof it was me!
01:24:31I think we have enough proof, Miss Rupert.
01:24:34Alright, let's go to my office, Vivian.
01:24:54What a show!
01:24:56I feel like I know so much more about Bella now.
01:24:58I'm inspired to create something, too.
01:25:00She's so brave!
01:25:03Miss Rupert, I was really impressed today.
01:25:06I work with admissions at Yale.
01:25:07We'd love to schedule an interview with you.
01:25:13My dream is coming true.
01:25:28It's time to finally close the book, on my own terms.
01:25:41You texted.
01:25:42I came as fast as I could.
01:25:44I thought...
01:25:45I hoped you wanted to see me.
01:25:50Sit down, Lou.
01:25:54Bella, I have replayed every mistake in my head a million times.
01:25:58I was arrogant.
01:25:59I was stupid.
01:26:01I was a boy playing with a diamond, too blind to realize what I held, until I threw it away.
01:26:08Please, give me one more chance.
01:26:11Let me follow you to Yale.
01:26:12I'll drop my family's entire legacy if I have to.
01:26:15Let me spend the next four years in college, proving I can be the man you actually deserve.
01:26:20I will make up for everything.
01:26:28You don't owe me a debt, Louis.
01:26:31And my heart is in a ledger waiting for repayment.
01:26:38I'm not angry at you anymore, Lou.
01:26:41I really am not.
01:26:42But you loved me.
01:26:44You loved me so much.
01:26:46I did.
01:26:48And I don't regret those two years.
01:26:52I loved deeply.
01:26:54I fought bravely.
01:26:56And I had moments of real, genuine happiness just looking at you.
01:27:01But I'm released from it now.
01:27:04The world is so massive.
01:27:06And there are so many more beautiful things waiting for me to pursue.
01:27:17So, that's really it?
01:27:18I lost you?
01:27:20For good?
01:27:23Is it Oliver?
01:27:25Are you choosing him over me?
01:27:28Maybe it is, Oliver.
01:27:30Maybe we'll date, and we'll navigate the world together.
01:27:34Or maybe we'll break up in a year.
01:27:37I might fall in love again, and I might get my heart broken again in New Haven.
01:27:42But whoever it is, and whatever happens, I will never stop moving forward.
01:27:50I am looking ahead, Louis.
01:27:53And I hope you do, too.
01:27:54You know, you were always so much more mature than me.
01:27:59You always had this blinding light, even when I was too stupid and tried to dim it.
01:28:09I'm glad I met you, Bella.
01:28:11I'm glad I was lucky enough to be loved by you, even if I ruined it.
01:28:17You are still my savior.
01:28:22I'm glad I met you, too, Louis.
01:28:27Goodbye.
01:28:30Goodbye, Bella Rupert.
01:28:32The one that got away.
01:28:43I like it.
01:28:45Yeah, it's good.
01:28:48We did it, Queen Bee.
01:28:49Yale is going to bow down to you.
01:28:51I used to think that giving your whole heart to someone and getting it shattered was the most terrifying thing
01:28:55in the world.
01:28:56I thought the pain would destroy me.
01:29:02Ready for the real world, Queen Bee?
01:29:03I've been in the real world this whole time, Ollie.
01:29:05Now I'm just taking over.
01:29:07But I was wrong.
01:29:09Loving fully isn't scary.
01:29:11Getting hurt isn't the end of the world.
01:29:14What is truly terrifying is losing yourself trying to fit into someone else's shadow.
01:29:20But as long as you remember to choose yourself, you will always wear the crown.
01:29:27Keep shining, girls.
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