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Love After Lockup S7e10
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00:00:00Previously on Love After Lockup.
00:00:03Supposed to go pick Brady up in three days.
00:00:05He was the guy stealing off my truck.
00:00:07He was the guy telling us who was stealing off your truck.
00:00:11So he's going to go from street thug to prison to...
00:00:14To husband, yeah.
00:00:16I proposed to Garrison while I was in prison,
00:00:18and we got married by proxy on the phone.
00:00:20Your baby daddy's coming home.
00:00:22That's disgusting.
00:00:24She can't wait to get a hotel.
00:00:26Ew.
00:00:27I feel good.
00:00:28I'm ready to see my baby.
00:00:30I met Felicia on the pen pal site.
00:00:33I've been incarcerated since I was 17.
00:00:35You don't know how to be in no relationship.
00:00:37Don't break my girl's heart.
00:00:39I will come after you.
00:00:41All right, there's a van.
00:00:41This is going to be the first time we've ever seen each other in person.
00:00:45There she is.
00:00:49What idiot marries somebody in jail?
00:00:52Me and Haley met in high school.
00:00:54After I was incarcerated, we came back to each other.
00:00:56Didn't go through.
00:01:27I guess I am paying.
00:01:29I'm paying.
00:01:29They never even met each other in real life.
00:01:32Honestly, I think there's no chance that he's in love with Carrington.
00:01:38Who is Carrington?
00:01:43It has been a whole year since I've been dating my man Damar.
00:01:47Oh my God.
00:01:48I just love him.
00:01:49Like, I call him my twin.
00:01:50I think about Tuesday.
00:01:52Wow, I can't wait to see you for real.
00:01:53Don't lie to me.
00:01:55Me and Damar, it's like we're like twin flames or something.
00:01:57I'm so happy, babe.
00:01:58I can't wait to see you.
00:01:59I love Gigi and I love Bonita.
00:02:01I always said I wanted 10 children.
00:02:03I'm a big family man.
00:02:04So I do plan on me being a one big happy family.
00:02:09But they don't know about each other.
00:02:11So I'm actually telling one woman that I'm getting released on my actual release date
00:02:15and the other that I'm going to get released the next day.
00:02:17I want my buttercream cake.
00:02:19I want the icing on top.
00:02:21I want to eat it too, y'all.
00:02:35Wow.
00:02:36I don't know what to wear.
00:02:38I don't want to like overdress, but then I don't want to look basic.
00:02:43Like my man is coming home, dude.
00:02:47Call me ranch, because I be dressing.
00:02:49I got one thing on my mind.
00:02:52Too late, I just crossed the line.
00:02:53But I'm feeling good and looking fine.
00:02:56Hell yeah, that's right.
00:02:58Beth.
00:03:00Hi, Mitch.
00:03:03Where you at?
00:03:05Hi.
00:03:05Hi.
00:03:06You look cute.
00:03:10This is the gentleman.
00:03:12You always look cute.
00:03:13I need help.
00:03:14OK.
00:03:15I don't know what to wear.
00:03:17Jeez.
00:03:18Straight to her.
00:03:18You ready?
00:03:19Hopefully, I'll be picking Devon up tomorrow morning.
00:03:22And I still can't believe it.
00:03:25Just to be comfortable.
00:03:26But I don't know if I should be comfortable or look.
00:03:30You need to look good.
00:03:33I just want to do everything with him.
00:03:36I really want to wear this.
00:03:38Yes.
00:03:39OK, but what?
00:03:40With just a bra and a thong under it.
00:03:43I love that idea.
00:03:46The man want to rub a thigh.
00:03:47It's been three years, girl.
00:03:50It's been 13 months since I had sex.
00:03:53I know for a fact Devon is going to be a Minuteman.
00:03:56He's been gone for too long.
00:03:57But I told him he only got a couple passes,
00:04:00because I don't got time for that .
00:04:03Oh my gosh, I'll pick him up tomorrow.
00:04:06Let me see what my countdown say.
00:04:0811 hours, 16 minutes, and 20 seconds until Daddy's home.
00:04:1311 hours is crazy.
00:04:16Yay!
00:04:22Yay!
00:04:22I'll tell you first, yeah.
00:04:25All right.
00:04:25Yay!
00:04:28My baby!
00:04:30My baby!
00:04:36Give me some love here.
00:04:38How are you doing?
00:04:39All right.
00:04:40All right.
00:04:40Hello, hello, hello, hello.
00:04:42Momo was on his way home.
00:04:45I can't wait for him to get here tomorrow,
00:04:47and we'll be enjoying him.
00:04:49But I do feel guilty.
00:04:50As a woman, I feel guilty, yeah.
00:04:53Devon wants me to lie about the release date,
00:04:55so he can spend time with Gigi.
00:04:59I don't want to get in nobody else's business.
00:05:02I'm just going to be cordial, help Devon
00:05:04whenever he needs my assistance.
00:05:07And that's my plans.
00:05:10So how are you doing?
00:05:11You doing OK?
00:05:13Yeah, I mean, outside of me, just working.
00:05:15Trying to be there for the money.
00:05:16Yeah.
00:05:17And he's actually is on his way.
00:05:19How many times have we had this full circle going together?
00:05:21Man, it's been trying some time.
00:05:22I hope we break the chain.
00:05:23I hope we break the chain this time.
00:05:24Yeah.
00:05:25OK.
00:05:25Yeah, but I got faith in her.
00:05:30My mother, she know what to say, what not to say.
00:05:33Like, me and her are not rehearsing,
00:05:34but we talk about things on the regular.
00:05:37She don't got no bad intentions.
00:05:39She go and help until I can figure my out.
00:05:42That's all she be wanting, you feel me?
00:05:46I'm going to tell you something.
00:05:47I think on this go around...
00:05:49He ready.
00:05:50Oh, that's him?
00:05:52Uh-huh.
00:05:53Oh, wow.
00:05:54I'm excited.
00:05:55I'm scared that my man is falling home.
00:05:58I just really wish I had, like, a remote to fast forward time
00:06:00so I can just be outside the jail waiting for my man.
00:06:03Chop, chop.
00:06:04Chop.
00:06:07Hey, Maureen.
00:06:07I'm sitting here with your mother and Mr.
00:06:09Hey, son.
00:06:09How we in?
00:06:10Hey, hey.
00:06:12It's OK.
00:06:12How you doing there?
00:06:14Hey, son.
00:06:14That's going to work.
00:06:15Huh?
00:06:16They don't even play real, like, the doors open up,
00:06:19and they really need help me to come on this time to go.
00:06:22Yes.
00:06:23And I'm going to tell you the thing, too.
00:06:24You know, the thing that's going to always resonate with you
00:06:26is those bars shutting.
00:06:27For the last time.
00:06:29Oh, it's going to be definitely open.
00:06:30Yeah.
00:06:34What are you cooking?
00:06:36For the mine?
00:06:37He wanted lamb chops.
00:06:41Asparagus.
00:06:42And I think he said...
00:06:44Some henny.
00:06:45Yes.
00:06:46Don't forget the henny.
00:06:48You think his big mother's going to be cooking for him
00:06:50with somebody else?
00:06:51I'm going to kick his ass.
00:06:54It's only a matter of time before they find out
00:06:56what's going on.
00:06:57But I do plan on being in a pile of leadership.
00:07:02I hope they with this and daddy going line us all in.
00:07:06You feel me?
00:07:07Because we trying to make daddy happy.
00:07:09Hurry.
00:07:09What am I going to do?
00:07:11Share locations.
00:07:12If we trust each other, why would we have to do that?
00:07:17Comfort?
00:07:18Reinsurance?
00:07:19I don't know.
00:07:21I just know my man coming home.
00:07:24It's still 11 hours?
00:07:25I'm finna be on top of this table.
00:07:27I'm finna be like this.
00:07:28Get on it.
00:07:29I'm finna be like this.
00:07:30He finna be between my legs.
00:07:32Arch your back.
00:07:33Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:07:35Hey, hey, hey.
00:07:36Move, move, move, move!
00:07:38Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:07:40Auntie out of breath.
00:07:41Auntie.
00:07:44We have 60 seconds remaining.
00:07:46It's going to be between one and three on Tuesday.
00:07:50I'm going to make sure that...
00:07:55All right.
00:07:56I'll make sure that's happening.
00:07:57We can't wait to see you.
00:07:59We can't wait to see you.
00:08:00And we can't wait to see the next chapter.
00:08:02That part.
00:08:03The next chapter, for sure.
00:08:04We believe in you.
00:08:06All right?
00:08:07We definitely believe in you.
00:08:07You got to stay strong this time around.
00:08:09Stay grounded.
00:08:10All right.
00:08:11I miss you.
00:08:12I miss you too.
00:08:12I'll see you when I see you, Vic.
00:08:16What's it been like for you guys to have to hold this secret?
00:08:19Truthfully, it bothers me.
00:08:20But for the sake of peace, you know, I'm willing to be silent, cordial.
00:08:27You know?
00:08:27And once he gets home, hey, he's on his own.
00:08:30Yeah.
00:08:32Oh, come in home!
00:08:34Oh, come in home!
00:08:35Oh, come in home!
00:08:37Woo!
00:08:38Yay!
00:08:39Yay!
00:08:46Oh, wait.
00:08:46There's a van.
00:08:47Yes!
00:08:47Yes!
00:08:48There she is!
00:08:50Yay!
00:08:51Yay!
00:08:52Yay!
00:08:54Yay!
00:08:56Yay!
00:08:56Yay!
00:09:00Yay!
00:09:02Yay!
00:09:03Yay!
00:09:05Yay!
00:09:07Yay!
00:09:08Yay!
00:09:08Yay!
00:09:09Yay!
00:09:11Yay!
00:09:12Yay!
00:09:13Yay!
00:09:15Felicia engaging with her family.
00:09:17I'm loving all of it, man.
00:09:19I love you.
00:09:21Let's go, sister!
00:09:23I waited six years to see her.
00:09:25I need to hold my mom and dad, y'all.
00:09:28Her family's been waiting longer.
00:09:29I'm letting them all enjoy this moment, you know?
00:09:35Yay!
00:09:37Yay!
00:09:38Yay!
00:09:39Yay!
00:09:40We just killed her!
00:09:42I know!
00:09:43I know!
00:09:45I know!
00:09:47To be free, finally, after nine years.
00:09:52It's just too good to be true.
00:09:54It don't even feel like it's real.
00:09:56I love you, ma.
00:09:57I love you, ma.
00:09:58I love you, ma.
00:09:59I love you, ma.
00:10:00The single thing I missed most, spending time with my family.
00:10:06Hey, mom!
00:10:07I look like you!
00:10:08My mother and father didn't visit me while I was in prison, because they had warrants.
00:10:13Yeah.
00:10:14Everything was virtual.
00:10:17So now, I just want to hug my mama.
00:10:23Oh, God.
00:10:25Oh, God.
00:10:26I'm so happy.
00:10:28Oh, God.
00:10:29I'm so happy.
00:10:30Oh, God.
00:10:31We fought for so long.
00:10:34God.
00:10:35It was a...
00:10:36It was a fight.
00:10:36It was a fight to get here.
00:10:40She got caught up at the wrong place the wrong time, and that child had to spend 10 years.
00:10:46Her first offense.
00:10:48Who does that?
00:10:49Mm-mm.
00:10:50No...
00:10:51No judge.
00:10:52No judge.
00:10:53Does that?
00:10:53Not to a 17-year-old girl.
00:10:56I love you, beautiful.
00:10:57I love you so much, God.
00:11:01I just don't know.
00:11:03I've been getting into trouble since I was born.
00:11:06If I was a vegetable, I think I'd be a red pepper, because I just got so much spice to
00:11:11me.
00:11:11So since I was younger, like, even in elementary school, I would throw fits.
00:11:16I love you.
00:11:18I love you.
00:11:19I love you.
00:11:21I love you.
00:11:21I love you.
00:11:22I love you.
00:11:22These are good tears.
00:11:23You know?
00:11:24Tears are joy.
00:11:25For sure.
00:11:25Like, for real.
00:11:27The relief.
00:11:28Yeah.
00:11:29Growing up in New Orleans, I got deeper into the crowds, and the street, and the nightlife,
00:11:34and things like that.
00:11:35And nine years ago, I was 17 when I caught my own robbery charge.
00:11:40The person that ended up getting robbed was somebody I went to school with.
00:11:46Not only did he say he was all that gunpoint, he also stated that I'm the one who set him
00:11:51up
00:11:51and called him.
00:11:52In the state of Louisiana, you 17, you're considered an adult.
00:11:56If I would have took it to trial, I could have got any time between 10 to 99, so I'm
00:12:02just
00:12:02going to take my 10 years and just move forward.
00:12:06I'm in your life.
00:12:07I want you to.
00:12:07Yay, beautiful, baby.
00:12:08Yay.
00:12:08Ay!
00:12:10Ay!
00:12:12Ay!
00:12:15Ay!
00:12:15Ay, baby.
00:12:19Ay, baby.
00:12:21Ay, baby.
00:12:24Ay, what are you?
00:12:24Ay, what's wrong with you?
00:12:25Ay, what's wrong with you?
00:12:25Ay, what's wrong with you?
00:12:26Ay, your poor kids.
00:12:28Ay.
00:12:32Ay.
00:12:32a little bit.
00:12:34She's very gorgeous.
00:12:39Eyes, hair, a booty.
00:12:44Even in them damn sweats, man, she look beautiful.
00:12:47Hey, this is my boy DJ right here, man.
00:12:49Hey, nice to meet you.
00:12:50Nice to meet you, especially under the circumstances.
00:12:53For real.
00:12:53This is good.
00:12:54Yeah, let's go.
00:12:56I think Rach is an amazing person.
00:13:00I'm so glad you're here.
00:13:02Thank you so much.
00:13:04The most exciting thing is being next to him and my family.
00:13:07Hey, y'all forgot I got released?
00:13:10Oh, yes.
00:13:11Letting them relearn me and see me as a woman now.
00:13:14Them embracing that and me embracing my family and him.
00:13:17All right, listen, what's like the first thing you want to eat?
00:13:20Like, have you thought about that?
00:13:22I don't know what I want.
00:13:23Girl.
00:13:24Like, that's crazy.
00:13:25I'm going to tap anything you put in front of me.
00:13:26No, yeah, for sure.
00:13:27I'm just blessed to be free and be all here.
00:13:30How about we all go to the Italian restaurant
00:13:33about 20 minutes down?
00:13:34Yes, I'm going.
00:13:35I'm going to ride with y'all to the restaurant.
00:13:37Uh-huh.
00:13:38And then I'm going to ride with you to New Orleans.
00:13:41So that's what we're going to do.
00:13:43I want to get on with adulting.
00:13:49I need to learn how to drive.
00:13:50I need to go get my car.
00:13:52Like, I've never had a job.
00:13:54I've never paid a bill.
00:13:57I've never wrote a check.
00:13:58I'm going to see you at the restaurant.
00:14:00I love you, baby.
00:14:00All right, well, I will love you.
00:14:02Rich is the man of my dreams.
00:14:03I do want to wait and see what the future holds,
00:14:06because he could change that opinion.
00:14:07But as of right now, yes, he is the man of my dreams.
00:14:09And I can't wait to get truly get to know who he is inside and out.
00:14:15I'm home.
00:14:16Woo-hoo!
00:14:17I'm home.
00:14:23My ankle monitor is going off.
00:14:25I'm on my way home.
00:14:26I'm going to get sent back to prison for what?
00:14:29I got bad news.
00:14:31Don't be mad.
00:14:32How the does that make any sense?
00:14:35Y'all are going to see a demon.
00:14:38So how do you feel about meeting me for the first time?
00:14:40I need to be hanging out with you.
00:14:41I need to be gone.
00:14:42Oh, my God.
00:14:44It is kind of nerve-breaking to go to somebody's house,
00:14:47meet them for the first time.
00:15:00I'm excited, but I'm, like, this is the first time in six years
00:15:05that we're not going to have, like, prison guards watching us,
00:15:07you know?
00:15:08And I'm just excited, but scared.
00:15:10Like, nervous, I guess is a better word.
00:15:14I'm excited.
00:15:17I'm excited.
00:15:19I'm excited.
00:15:30I'm excited.
00:15:31I'm excited for you ever going to have one of those times
00:15:31to get somewhere, to go do things.
00:15:35And so it would be nice for him to get to experience what the kids
00:15:38are like, you know, in their own space when they're comfortable.
00:15:42And kind of what living with us would look like.
00:15:46my relationship with mike is unique because we've known each other our whole lives this isn't just
00:15:52some random guy that i decided i'm gonna write online michael and i have known each other since
00:15:58high school and then we reconnected when he went to prison we were together for two years before
00:16:03we finally got married we've been married for three i figured if you marry an inmate there's
00:16:08nowhere else to go but up the 20 000 you think i sent him he's actually 42 that's a down
00:16:16payment
00:16:16on a house my husband does not help me pay any bills pay anything that doesn't stop you from
00:16:24what asking for money do you think he's using me i told you not to marry him oh my god
00:16:29okay my husband's
00:16:30out of prison okay i love you mike is currently living in the halfway house we've only been able
00:16:39to spend an hour or two together just to like run errands how does it feel to eat your first
00:16:45real
00:16:45burrito is it better than what you've had for the last six years oh man well i cooked some good
00:16:52food
00:16:52well what is this better the sauce is better what yeah sure it's just the sauce i'm excited to have
00:17:04sex with michael the last time was in high school i'm hoping it's as good as i remember it but
00:17:12he's
00:17:13also been in prison for six years so it's probably not going to be as long as i remember it
00:17:16either
00:17:18with him having more time out there is an opportunity because i have to tell him something
00:17:24um i've been keeping a secret from him and i think when he finds out he's gonna be he's gonna
00:17:30be pissed he thinks that he's gonna walk out with this great credit score and have all these
00:17:35opportunities and i mean welcome to being married i guess mike has asked me to open up credit cards and
00:17:45bank accounts in his name to help build his credit while he's in prison but he doesn't know i maxed
00:17:52out
00:17:52his credit cards mike should have known when he married me i'm not cheap i have expensive taste
00:17:58champagne taste on a beer budget i bought myself a new car look at my new baby oh she's a
00:18:06beauty
00:18:07thirty seven thousand dollars later but worth it i definitely shield mike from my finances and
00:18:13hell no i'm not honest about them because i figured when he got out i would have it all figured
00:18:17out
00:18:20finances are a big deal to him because he's never had financial security
00:18:25so i think that's gonna be our biggest battle
00:18:32where is he
00:18:37oh my god there he is okay jesus took long enough hi honey hi baby
00:18:43how are you good how are you smell good i hope so
00:18:49okay you took too long get in the car
00:18:54my name is michael i'm 34 i spent 33 of my life so far in prison i was incarcerated for
00:19:03possession uh with intent to distribute and possession of a firearm and furtherance of a
00:19:07drug offense i was incarcerated for eight years let's go go go go go all right i'm going i still
00:19:14have a whole year left in the halfway house i mean it feels great to finally get my freedom back
00:19:22but
00:19:22it's it's short-lived like the moment that they said they were going to start giving me freedom
00:19:26they slapped a collar around my ankle
00:19:35what is going on my ankle monitor is going off
00:19:41mike's ankle monitor is going off and i immediately think the first thing that's going to happen is
00:19:46we're going to get pulled over and we're going to have to start from square one
00:19:58how long have y'all been actually talking i was married at first so since i've been divorced
00:20:04hold on what was he was he not married or did he not get divorced like what is it what
00:20:10did you
00:20:10make that come in right then because i caught it
00:20:13you know how much i like you i don't want you for myself to be honest
00:20:17he's a big temptation in my life at the moment
00:20:25i'm definitely like i'm smart enough to pull this off i just gotta stay 10 steps in here
00:20:30what the hell
00:20:44i can do a back cloak that's a prep cloak
00:20:48what are you guys doing i don't want to go to the er
00:20:53have you ever heard of what happened to the monkey who jumped on the bed
00:20:56he broke his head
00:21:05so i gotta tell you guys something
00:21:07what
00:21:08brady's coming home
00:21:09hey can we see him
00:21:12you'll be able to see him
00:21:13but it'll be probably a couple weeks after he gets out
00:21:17but i have to drive up there to go get him
00:21:19i have no doubts that brady can effectively lead a family
00:21:24i think that he is going to be an excellent father
00:21:27the girls have actually asked like why he does not ever contact them
00:21:30really
00:21:33brady and his kid's mom their relationship was pretty toxic
00:21:36but they were super super young and they were trying to navigate
00:21:40having twin daughters together
00:21:41you're young and dumb and you're kind of learning as you go
00:21:45i'll pack him a hoodie just in case
00:21:50hi guys
00:21:51is that your mimi
00:21:53yeah
00:21:54hi mimi
00:21:56my relationship with my mom we are very close
00:21:59let's go see mama hi lola
00:22:01she's there for me she helps with my kids tremendously
00:22:05what are you doing
00:22:07uh well i just found out that brady's getting out
00:22:11so now i have to get all of his stuff ready and i'm gonna end up needing help with the
00:22:17kids
00:22:19growing up my mom did support the household pretty much completely on her own
00:22:26unfortunately my dad does struggle with drug addiction and it got the best of him and he ended
00:22:32up in prison he is currently in prison in colorado brady differs from my dad a lot brady has
00:22:40aspirations
00:22:41my father had no goals brady is very emotionally connected to me my father was hard he was stoic
00:22:48so they are polar opposites they are not similar at all so you're dropping everything and leaving
00:22:57yeah it's not gonna be cheap to drive there eat all your meals out you're gonna have to have
00:23:02a hotel somewhere you're gonna wind up having to rent a car because yours doesn't work
00:23:05how much is this whole entire trip gonna cost you probably a thousand dollars which is
00:23:12pretty much my entire savings so hopefully i have enough
00:23:15otherwise i'll sleep in my car i guess and hope and pray that brady gets a job and
00:23:21starts working great hopefully i don't know oh my gosh kirsten what when brady is released he has to
00:23:31be in wichita at the halfway house 300 miles from home with him being so far away it's kind of
00:23:38hard to
00:23:39make things like getting a job happen but brady's definitely gonna try his best there's a lot of
00:23:46questions that i don't have answers to right now but i mean i have to do it what am i
00:23:50gonna do just
00:23:51like leave him in prison and tell him to figure out how to get home he's got a mama he
00:23:56has a wife
00:23:57too who has responsibilities because she's raising a family by herself but i have to get him home to
00:24:03get to the point that i'm not raising a family by myself you really think it's worth it do you
00:24:09think
00:24:09it's not worth it i don't know well i mean i would hope that you don't judge him before knowing
00:24:15him
00:24:17because we all have a past yeah well you're my daughter and those are my grand babies do you
00:24:22think i would have somebody around my kids that isn't good for my kids i didn't think that you would
00:24:28marry someone in prison yeah i did do that but you know what's done is done like you guys are
00:24:37all
00:24:37looking at like the negative things but like brady's not a punk he's not a maggot he's not
00:24:45institutionalized brady has no desire to have a criminal life he wants me to live a soft life
00:24:51he wants to be able to take care of me and the kids and maybe be able to work part
00:24:54-time if possible
00:24:56and that's great i hope that it does work out that way because i do i do need help i'm
00:25:03it's hard
00:25:04doing everything alone i know i work two jobs i take care of individuals in their home in a
00:25:12independent supported living and then i also bartend a soft life for me would just be not to
00:25:20struggle for the bills to be paid and not have to wonder am i gonna have to go without the
00:25:26internet
00:25:26this month to be able to pay the lights and that that's the situation that i've been in i just
00:25:30don't
00:25:31want to see you get hurt again like you haven't even spent a minute alone with him outside of the
00:25:36prison walls i get that and it's i just want you to be aware of what can go wrong i
00:25:43can't wait to
00:25:44have a baby with brady i would like to be able to take the time off work and have a
00:25:48husband who can
00:25:49provide so i can do that you've never been on a date you've never been alone for 20 minutes with
00:25:54a man
00:25:58you've never been on a date you've never been on a date you've never been on a date you've never
00:26:00been
00:26:00in prison last two years i would say she's probably spent twenty five hundred three thousand dollars
00:26:06if not more whatever i need she makes it happen after my release i would love to have a real
00:26:12wedding get married on the beach and then go on a cruise it's crazy but i do crazy things yeah
00:26:17we all know
00:26:29that oh i love you and i'll talk to you soon bye why do you want to put yourself through
00:26:39this when
00:26:39you're in a relationship you have trials you have tribulations it's it's up to you if you're wanting
00:26:45to stay in it and fight for it can i just really hope i'm not looking stupid well this is
00:26:51the life
00:26:51you chose you chose to stay with them you chose to keep them so do y'all think karen tan
00:27:03has zay zay's
00:27:04best entrance absolutely not hold on let me get the door hey look at karen i'm zay's lover for life
00:27:20um
00:27:20been since 2017 and that's it that's that's the story catch us up girl how you feeling i'm feeling
00:27:28okay i need to see when when what's the day we hoping for next week yeah right now we just
00:27:34plan
00:27:34a waiting game i've been playing the waiting game oh my god i know that's why i miss y'all
00:27:43zay before he went into the penitentiary he was with mckenna and they had a very tight relationship
00:27:51they were like best friends before anything i really don't care for no female but if it's going to be
00:27:57any
00:27:57female i choose mckenna and and that's because she's showed her loyalty over and over and over again
00:28:07i've been keeping up with him the whole time the whole time i'll link up send him some money he's
00:28:12actually been doing real good he sound he sound like so much like he looks straight and he met this
00:28:19girl her name is carrington and they've been talking does she know what jail talk is oh i clearly not
00:28:28if i had one message from this girl it's gonna have to be you and you're gonna see about me
00:28:34and
00:28:35that's mine when i heard a conversation between him and her she was just like you're so sweet and
00:28:40i want to feel on your arms i just know you're taller than me and your arms are bigger than
00:28:45me
00:28:45i'm gonna rub your head i don't get thunked on your head don't even try that when zay comes home
00:28:55the goal is wifey wifey status hold up hold up hold up y'all forgot
00:29:09that's mine that's me that's me when zay gets released i'm gonna be there she might be there
00:29:17and she's gonna drive home very sad very sad sad as hell
00:29:26how the are you 42 000 in debt you just bought a brand new car where the the money
00:29:31come from i 100 percent know kaylee is hiding her true financial situation i want to see
00:29:35exactly where this debt is coming from got bad news don't be mad how the does that make any sense
00:29:42y'all are gonna see a demon what if he's still married do you think you can investigate that for
00:29:47me right now i feel blindsided talk about it later i'm not talking about no divorce
00:30:05all right i'm gonna ride with y'all to the restaurant and then i'm gonna ride with you to new
00:30:09morning let's ride yeah why are we going to an italian restaurant to say italian
00:30:24look at my id there yes indeed baby oh i forgot it's only 20 miles
00:30:31me and pausa got some fat ass face i told her if you have a baby that baby gonna have
00:30:35a fat face
00:30:37when i was 11 years old my father was incarcerated i don't remember what my dad was incarcerated for
00:30:43because i was so young i just knew my dad was in jail and that's what led to my mom
00:30:49being a single
00:30:50mother and taking care of me and my siblings i was 12 years old when she got arrested for drugs
00:30:56and
00:30:57stuff and we got taken away from her and brought into state's custody i stayed in foster care until i
00:31:05was 17. my dad i don't think he ever imagined coming home and eight months later i go to jail
00:31:15and get
00:31:15sentenced to 10 years i think god had you in there for a reason so nothing would use out here
00:31:26being in foster care i just rebelled because i was angry because it's like this isn't my family this
00:31:31isn't my home i would run away and i had to learn how to survive stolen cars staying out of
00:31:38stores not
00:31:38because i had to because i had a choice but literally i had to oh god what's wrong i love
00:31:47her so much and
00:31:48i just feel like you know i feel like i failed her when she was young you know why because
00:31:55i feel
00:31:56like if i would have took her when she was a kid she wouldn't have went to prison and all
00:31:59you know
00:32:00i know you loved her more than me
00:32:02no really i love you too you're my child no i just always was so close to police i know
00:32:08when she called and asked me to get her out that group home i tried and it just didn't work
00:32:14out
00:32:14that just said it hurts me so bad you don't hold that on you don't hold that on you what
00:32:18what
00:32:18our kids do don't do that don't do that
00:32:25i'm getting hungry you hungry yes
00:32:30lock it up yeah you ready to go eat where's um we got to wait on your boy oh yeah
00:32:38we can't forget
00:32:38your bull
00:32:40felicia man seeing her in person she's looking good she got that glow on her right now you know
00:32:48she decided to ride with her parents to lunch but uh she's spending the night with me tonight
00:32:57smells dope huh yeah yes we finally made it here huh yeah it smells good i don't be funny but
00:33:06i do want
00:33:07a salad a salad i'm not a salad girl but like i just want vegetables in jail you're not getting
00:33:14anything green except for if you get money on your books that's it you get no vegetables no fruits no
00:33:21protein no milk you hit
00:33:27so um with y'all plans y'all okay so i mean in life you and rich huh that's my
00:33:37concerns right now is
00:33:39that the talk yeah i'm worried about we're a little interested in our daughter's future yeah they're
00:33:53good things i don't there's plans uh we're gonna figure it out but there's there's a lot in the
00:34:00store they have a lot of things we can put together how long have y'all been actually talking
00:34:13yeah it's been a while yeah because i was married at first right but i got yeah i got divorced
00:34:20so
00:34:20since i've been divorced really yeah yeah you ain't even know about my friends every day this is why
00:34:32what part is new and why are we lying or if it is new why is it new to you
00:34:37everything is mind-blowing
00:34:39right now i'm going to the bathroom yeah yeah i'm about to go with her
00:34:53so like did you catch that like was he was he was he not married didn't he not get divorced
00:34:59like
00:34:59what is it what did you make that coming right then because i caught it i think you need to
00:35:03ask
00:35:03i bought it i did too i'm not gonna ask now because my people i'm not gonna do yeah yeah
00:35:08i'm gonna let
00:35:09them keep asking him questions and keep thinking with him and with everything i pick up i'm gonna ask
00:35:15about it i think you should learn and we're definitely gonna talk we need to okay dj didn't
00:35:22know that rich was even married it's a whole thing right now we're trying to figure it out without
00:35:27asking him in front of everybody and i don't know if he'll ever say anything because i think that's the
00:35:32biggest secret that he's hiding that i couldn't put my finger on the first night that i met him
00:35:36what kind of words he is i know a little bit of everything right now there's no reason why you
00:35:40should
00:35:41be keeping secrets from somebody that was in jail you know everything about and you're meeting us
00:35:46we're gonna figure this out you know what you think about a lot
00:35:55are you getting out i'm gonna see what i can do i'm gonna talk to you this is the biggest
00:36:01that i have ever dealt with in my entire life my wife jittery and i feel like i'm about to
00:36:07explode with
00:36:08emotions i just gotta stay 10 steps ahead of bonita 10 steps ahead of gg come on go
00:36:27who is going on yeah hi jeffrey my ankle monitor is going on it's hard work dedication dedication
00:36:40i'm on my way home
00:36:47i put all the arteria in yesterday
00:36:50no it is a home pass it's it's if they look at it right now it's in my it's in
00:36:55my thing
00:36:57okay thank you all right bye
00:37:02what'd they say they're like okay no you're good just cause throughout the day okay like these they're
00:37:07like they're they're like treating me like a little chihuahua and tightening this little leash around my
00:37:11neck mike is stressing like crazy stressing right now and i hate that he's stressing i'm i feel really
00:37:19bad but i mean on the comedic side of things he hasn't even noticed the new car the kids are
00:37:25with
00:37:25my mom right now oh so we got a little bit we have some time i'm hoping that we can
00:37:30kind of
00:37:31slide right away from that for a while are you wearing panties i am not oh so there's only one
00:37:38layer
00:37:38a bodysuit yeah the faster you get to your house i'm going as fast as i can the last time
00:37:47me and katie had sex i was about 19. we're home now okay so this is the house this is
00:37:53the house
00:37:54i mean it's kind of awkward because like i've never been able to make out with my wife
00:37:59welcome home what do you think okay yeah it's cute that's nice but when you spend every bit
00:38:09of four or five years writing somebody a letter getting their letter calling them every day
00:38:17helping their kids with the homework helping them with their problems you just develop a bond
00:38:22with them you have a backyard a pool kitchen girls oldest and youngest well come here let's i want
00:38:29to see my tattoo i've i've sat there for six years going through sex books talking dirty to my wife
00:38:36talking about everything that we're gonna do and this is the room right yeah but you can sit down in
00:38:41the on the couch oh look at this there's a bed in here i mean i hope so where do
00:38:46you think i sleep
00:38:46the floor what are we honestly though like i don't think my wife is ready for the level of the
00:38:52things
00:38:52that she said she wants to do what do you need still when you get out um i'd like to
00:38:59see you
00:39:00bend over no my inmate mvrjr but i'm gonna put that to the test and we're gonna find out
00:39:11what's under these pants everything all right you guys got to go you guys gotta give me time with my
00:39:17wife thank you well you can't film this part thank you have a good day
00:39:38hi kitty tomorrow my man will be home and i feel like the dynamic of my life is about to
00:39:44change
00:39:45for the better hopefully not for the worries for the better
00:39:52of course i'm thinking about the happy stuff now the bad stuff is starting to set in like not like
00:39:56bad stuff like he did anything per se but just like the negative talk of like what's going to
00:40:01happen was the jail talk is he's really serious man we've been in each other like seven and a half
00:40:05years now the thing that's scary this time is i feel a hundred percent that it's going over i don't
00:40:10have no doubt does that strike me as weird hell yeah that strikes me as weird it does then i
00:40:18feel
00:40:18like i'm conditioned by the mind because why is that weird for somebody just to be doing everything so
00:40:22that's why i'm like kind of at like a a standstill with myself because it's like i don't want to
00:40:25condition my mindset to think a certain way or program myself i'm just happy that he's going in
00:40:30a positive direction there you go all right hold on i should have said i need that meat for my
00:40:42taco
00:40:45no mumu is free it's perfectly fine all right oh my gosh it's officially official
00:40:51damon is coming home my nerves are all over the place i have butterflies i want a different kind of
00:41:00life i'm tired of being a strong bitch i don't want to be putting shelves together hanging pictures on
00:41:08the wall mounting tvs i want to be pretty with my robe my hair and my lip gloss and i'm
00:41:14cooking and i got
00:41:16champagne and i'm that's the type of stuff that i want to be doing oh you know what i'm gonna
00:41:21do i'm
00:41:22gonna run into that market and get that cheese that i need for that macaroni and cheese
00:41:28damon wants me to make lamb chops baked macaroni and cheese
00:41:37broccoli buttermilk biscuits and shrimp hella food i gotta get like four more things
00:41:44i'm so like excited but i got anxiety for real because i'm coming home to the unknown like i'm
00:41:54gonna be able to finally get back to my children i'm gonna finally be able to be the father that
00:41:58i love to
00:41:58be but i gotta make sure i ain't in the dog house i love the love that gg and bo
00:42:03need a gift mama had
00:42:04to keep both women separate there's gonna be a lot that i gotta figure out you feel me i am
00:42:10a bad
00:42:11bitch and i look good for my man i look good for me i think i'm just nervous he think
00:42:20i'm the most
00:42:21beautifulest thing walking so i don't even know why i'm so nervous did you look good thank you
00:42:26and your ex is spoken in them it was just so big there you go yeah hello
00:42:39i'm about to
00:42:46okay
00:42:50this is why i smoke weed like this
00:43:00this is so ridiculous all right i love you it's all right you still about to be home
00:43:10all right it's time it's time i'm nervous like this is my first time interacting with him
00:43:21on this type of time kissing him hugging him like i never did no like this i barely talked to
00:43:25that
00:43:25man i only talked to him when he would come and get his hair done shake it off shake it
00:43:30off so it's like
00:43:32this is new to me and somebody been in my space i haven't had a man in my space in
00:43:37three years it's
00:43:37just been me and my children see you later
00:43:42oh my gosh i don't even know where the jail was today
00:43:53i don't even know where the jail was today
00:43:54you know what time it is you got to let's go why are you leaving something i'm on my way
00:43:58now
00:43:59you want to bring that phone yeah i'm in a car i made a sign and everything i'm about to
00:44:03go
00:44:03hold on i'm gonna call you back you gonna keep me posted yeah
00:44:33i'm really happy that i'm back out here to freedom
00:44:36build some fresh air for real i just want you hollering back to get down here like i was waiting
00:44:42so long i'm trying to go like i've been up for like three ages
00:44:49right now i feel like it's still like a dream i feel like i'm still dreaming for real
00:44:53gg can't see this i'm gonna make sure she don't see everything that's in this bag i got about a
00:44:58thousand pieces of bonita in here and i got about 500 pieces of gg in here i'm gonna hold this
00:45:05bag real
00:45:06close right now i'm what you call fresh meat gg i'm gonna give her a chance first
00:45:14if she don't hurry up it's not no telling who i might call oh my gosh you need to hire
00:45:19your ass
00:45:20up like for real i'm about to find out what it's like to be with demar
00:45:36you want to ask them anything
00:45:39huh
00:45:40my first impression of rich it's not what i expect like are you getting cold feet i mean
00:45:48you're pretty much like your mom you want to talk about moms yeah okay you know what you can have
00:45:53this because you're married to yours you should be in the cup olympics
00:46:10i would just like to look cute some earrings on or something yes
00:46:23oh i look good i cannot believe in one week zay gets out of prison it does make me 100
00:46:33nervous to tell him things i have not even mentioned or i haven't told the whole truth about
00:46:40i'm not cunning zay but i am withholding information from him
00:46:49i don't know what i'm talking about
00:46:53you look good okay you know you always turn the heads woman
00:46:58look you cannot tell me that you cannot tell me that so what's up what's the tea what's up
00:47:02what's up with you i'm just in here watching tv right now mm-hmm i need to be hanging out
00:47:08with you
00:47:08that's what i need to be doing oh oh gee
00:47:15london is a nice handsome gentleman that i've met about two years ago on a dating site
00:47:22we realized okay you know this is the platonic friendship we talk a lot we'll call like every
00:47:28other day it's on the phone catch up with life and the crazy thing is i've never met london in
00:47:34person
00:47:34either how's the truck driving and stuff going it's going good everything going good you know it's ups
00:47:40and downs and everything it is just taking life you know one day at a time with london it's not
00:47:46intent
00:47:47that i have not seen him every time i plan something he's busy on the road driving every
00:47:53time london and i get ready to plan something it just never works out that's amazing life is going
00:48:02great and you know i'm still talking to zay how has y'all relationship been his sisters is just like
00:48:11weird um i don't think they like me at all they they don't text me they don't respond to my
00:48:17text
00:48:17it's so weird you like you're hard not to love you know what i'm saying you're bubbly you're sweet you
00:48:23know they must hate their own life if they don't love you oh london zay is definitely the jealous type
00:48:30and he wouldn't want me talking to any other men it makes me feel guilty because he would never be
00:48:37entertaining another woman but it is hard to feel loved and appreciated when you don't have your
00:48:47partner around especially when they're in prison because we have to communicate through his sister
00:48:53carly and so it's just like a waiting game around the phone you know how much i like you woman
00:48:59i don't
00:49:00respect your relationship but i don't want you for myself to be honest you said you want me for
00:49:05yourself of course hold on i've been wanting you for myself so why would it change me oh
00:49:14you're my baby currency now you've been my baby for a long time why you got me off here blushing
00:49:21like you are so charming i think that's what just gets me like
00:49:24uh but i love zay like yeah
00:49:28because they'd be in trouble he'd come home to nothing
00:49:31oh why did you say that oh my
00:49:40oh london let me get this one okay i'll talk to you later
00:49:45bye bye oh my goodness that man said for zay come home so nothing is crazy work jesus why would
00:49:52he say that
00:49:53he's a big temptation in my life at the moment
00:49:59i just got to keep my distance from london until they get out
00:50:08i want to like run up but then like i'm hesitant because i'm like what if it's the wrong person
00:50:12what do you mean the wrong person well because i haven't seen him
00:50:16i didn't even know that was a thing or is he gonna have a sign that says i'm cyrus
00:50:20he knows what i look like i need proof like you're divorced what i gotta have what valerie's gonna
00:50:27trust you like documentation now she got me up find me the proof give me the proof and
00:50:33oh my god oh i overslept your car's not gonna make it so i dropped that rental car off last
00:50:54night
00:50:54i appreciate it let me get the kids hold on one second phoenix riot daddy's here to get you guys
00:51:01i
00:51:01gotta go get brady bye mommy drive safe don't crash i'll try my best not to you you guys ready
00:51:08all right i love you guys bye thank you i appreciate you
00:51:21the most important thing that i have to pack for brady is his wedding ring and our rings match
00:51:30his is super similar it has like the asteroid from the galaxy in there and super important to him
00:51:38this is the one thing that he wants immediately as soon as he gets out as soon as he walks
00:51:43out of the
00:51:43prison gates one more day 24 hours and then my husband is going to be home he's going to be
00:51:50out of prison
00:51:50and i can hardly stand just the waiting and the anticipation i think we're good to go
00:52:01it's an eight hour drive to illinois to pick him up from the prison and then once i pick him
00:52:05up from
00:52:06prison i have to drive another eight hours to wichita kansas and then from wichita i have to drive six
00:52:13or seven hours back to west plains we are finally on the road but it's going to be worth it
00:52:24i am super excited to go get my husband i feel like there's going to be an entire weight lifted
00:52:30off my
00:52:30shoulders but the time crunch kind of sucks i'm working with nine hours to get him from the prison
00:52:40to the halfway house so i have to make sure that i have enough time to do what we need
00:52:45to do at the
00:52:45hotel and have our little sexy time and then get him to the halfway house
00:52:51i'm just hoping that this all goes smoothly without a hitch
00:52:55brady going to wichita does kind of suck that wasn't the original plan the original plan was
00:53:01for him to be in springfield missouri which is much much closer to home i would have been able to
00:53:06spend
00:53:07a lot more time with brady but in the meantime i really want to have sex with my husband that's
00:53:12very very important to both of us it's what we've been looking forward to most i mean me and brady
00:53:18have
00:53:19had our moments over the phone and if he's going to do everything that he says then
00:53:24i think it'll be great and i can't wait
00:53:29so i've been on the road all day long but whenever i get to the hotel i have to get
00:53:35everything ready
00:53:36i have to get all the balloons blown up i have to put the rose petals on the bed we
00:53:43will not be using any protection i'm not on birth control and i didn't bring any condoms so
00:53:49there is a chance that i can get pregnant tomorrow i just have to wait a couple more hours and
00:53:55then
00:53:55i'll i'll have him thank you for using hi baby hi honey nothing on my way to come see you
00:54:11i'm super excited i'm excited too baby but it's a lot bad news so don't be mad what do you
00:54:19mean
00:54:20no what do you mean you have bad news um are you getting out yes i'm getting out but look
00:54:28the halfway
00:54:28house may want me there tomorrow by four o'clock instead of 6 30. i don't think we're gonna have
00:54:34time to go to the hotel how the does that make any sense whenever you're supposed to be leaving the
00:54:41prison at 8 a.m and it's a nine hour drive i don't know i'll just do what they tell
00:54:47me you do
00:54:47like i feel like you're better off taking like a bus like was this a wasted trip at this point
00:54:53because
00:54:53like i'm not even gonna get any time to be alone with you and have sex with my husband for
00:54:59the first
00:54:59time that's not quality time i'm gonna see what i can do i'm gonna talk to him i love you
00:55:07bye baby
00:55:15i'm gonna be pissed if i don't get any time with my husband intimately i've been waiting for two
00:55:20years and if it doesn't happen i'm gonna be angry i'm just so over this i'm so overwhelmed i'm so
00:55:29over it i just want all this to be over with
00:55:37it's the last thing i need is this kind of stress in my life
00:55:45am i getting time with my husband tomorrow if i don't y'all are gonna see a demon
00:55:54it says carrington this is one of zay's friends i feel like it's a scam bang where you at i'm
00:56:01saying the girls i'm ready to have a tea party with them answer the face time
00:56:08it's not coming through stop playing with me
00:56:18i think rich is definitely hiding something okay i'm gonna let them keep asking him questions and
00:56:23keep digging with him and with everything i pick up i'm gonna ask about it i think you should
00:56:27should i get you open i don't know who you are
00:56:35so i'm gonna get out these jail clothes ma if you want to get my shoes and stuff also i
00:56:40have
00:56:41something for you here's a phone to get in contact with everybody thank you girl hello hello hello from
00:56:48dad mom whatever so you get something better i didn't bring felicia anything for her release
00:56:57i'm gonna go hold this for me i'm going to change
00:57:01i don't really want to be caught up in you know bringing a certain gift or anything like that you
00:57:06know
00:57:06want to make sure this is a genuine connection but really my presence is the present look at you
00:57:14girl look how cute you look i feel so small why you look good i think you look so cute
00:57:19i love it
00:57:22i was expecting rich to have something for me can i order someone
00:57:29red you and my ivy she wants to show you that id band i've left it in the car but
00:57:34i'm grown
00:57:36you gotta know like not to come in the hand it's kind of like going to somebody's wedding
00:57:41why did you not bring anything
00:57:48she gonna drink wine with a straw oh you fancy i'm not done listen y'all in jail
00:57:52you're not in jail no more baby yeah but you'll see some stuff and i don't trust it taste that
00:57:56and
00:57:56see if it's sweet yeah ain't no worse than the hooch yeah yeah yeah
00:58:03yeah yeah what they call it in the feds white lightning
00:58:10it's crazy crazy crazy
00:58:18you want to ask them anything
00:58:24rich is i mean he's respectful to the family i think that he holds back a lot and i know
00:58:29that my
00:58:30family and felicia's family will sniff that out in a second
00:58:34i could just tell he's not being himself he looks phony to me
00:58:41okay so i want to thank all y'all for coming here and supporting me it's a lot you know
00:58:48especially me
00:58:49coming home after doing all this time but i know it's for a bigger purpose and i really
00:58:53love y'all for being here and support me and i appreciate y'all thank you baby for coming and
00:59:03being supporting me too through this because i know this is a lot for you too
00:59:10yeah sounds good all right thank you
00:59:16my first impression of rich is not what i expect i love you i love you
00:59:22okay he looks the same person but it's like it's not him
00:59:28like are you getting cold feet it's getting too real for you is this not something you want
00:59:33anymore because if it is you need to speak up not sit there and be quiet like a bump on
00:59:38the log
00:59:39don't do that on to the next chapter
01:00:15i hope that she don't ride past
01:00:22look how he was looking at me come on go stupid oh damn i knew that's her
01:00:39i saw you breaking your neck i missed you
01:01:01i've been incarcerated for three years for possession of a handgun
01:01:11my 30 years on this earth i know i didn't spend at least nine ten years in prison and that
01:01:16ends now
01:01:23i can smell the fresh air i can actually
01:01:29you smell good
01:01:31like cotton candy cotton candy when i was younger i had got in trouble because i wanted to be in
01:01:40the
01:01:40streets i didn't came up we just eating syrup sandwiches drinking sugar water money on growing
01:01:46trees you feel me and i had to go and make it happen but they done got too much time
01:01:53out me i'm good
01:01:54on that i got hands up don't shoot tatted on my hands i'm done i don't want no problems
01:02:02i ain't seeing you from behind no glass no more yeah i'm really on your ass i'm blessed because
01:02:09when i was locked up gg helped me get through everything she like my best friend
01:02:15i've been waiting i've been waiting for you so now i'm really feeling it like my hand almost
01:02:22crazy oh right then and there like i ain't even get in nothing yet i just almost
01:02:41you ready come on let's go to the house my man's finally home we finna uh make a movie yeah
01:02:57i feel like i could be here for the rest of my life i feel like we gonna be here
01:03:03for the rest of
01:03:04our life at the end of the day like she mine she ain't going nowhere and i ain't going nowhere
01:03:09you
01:03:09feel me it ain't nothing but love i am in love with gg i'm in love with the person that
01:03:20she is
01:03:21i'm excited and i'm happy to spend time with her get my rocks off help i get her rocks off
01:03:27and then
01:03:28i'm gonna go ahead and start mentally preparing for my release all over again with bonita tomorrow
01:03:35bro you need that yeah i need that i'm definitely feel like i'm smart enough to pull this off i
01:03:45just
01:03:46gotta stay 10 steps ahead it's my important things 10 steps ahead of bonita 10 steps ahead of gg you
01:03:54don't gotta worry about what's in here so i gotta stay 20 steps ahead what the hell oh what in
01:04:02the world
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