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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 06 EngSub
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00:16To be continued...
00:42To be continued...
01:00You know, if she wanted other stuff, like, it's hard to act like there's not something there.
01:08It's like our bodies want to make some waves.
01:13Oh, I got that sexy song to switch and crave.
01:19You're a giant.
01:21Oh, my God.
01:37Oh, my God.
01:39Good job.
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04:16to hear him actually be emotional.
04:20Yeah, I just want a hug.
04:22I feel like you need a hug really bad.
04:24I deserve better.
04:27I'm not gonna settle.
04:29I would rather walk away
04:31because I know it's never gonna change.
04:34Yeah, I know I'm the one to let go.
04:38But it's because I finally know my worth.
04:45What are you laughing about?
04:46Are you talking about me?
04:47I'll tell you that.
04:50I know you were talking about me.
04:52I know you were talking about me.
04:53I know I was, I was, I was, I was.
04:55I like Sidney a lot.
04:56And I'm just looking forward to seeing
05:00more of a romantic or potential like physical situation.
05:05I'm with you.
05:07Something's falling into place.
05:11Am I in trouble?
05:12I'm a single moment, but it changed.
05:20You just needed a hug?
05:22This could be the one you know, you know
05:24The meant to be, will be
05:27The kind of love that makes it all look easy
05:30This could be the future that we made
05:34I'm starting with today
05:36No matter what we do or where we go
05:39I was wondering when it was gonna happen.
05:45Yeah.
05:46It was great.
05:49This love feels like home
05:51Real.
05:53Real.
06:01Oh, I'm fucking crying
06:03What are you crying about?
06:07Did you just kiss me?
06:08I did, I did
06:12I could see myself leaving Temptation Island with Xavier
06:19I'm crying
06:21Jesus
06:22You make me nervous
06:24You make me nervous
06:25This could be forever
06:31Hit me
06:31That water looks so good
06:33Hit me
06:37Oh, no
06:39Hi, everybody
06:40Oh, here we go
06:43Mar
06:44There he is
06:45What's up?
06:46How are you?
06:46What up?
06:51Hi
06:51Hi
06:52Hello
06:53I snuck up on you
06:55Hi, everybody
06:56How are you?
06:57How are you?
06:58So the reason I dropped by is to let you know
07:02Tonight, I'm gonna see you at a bonfire
07:06Should we say it together?
07:08Yeah
07:08Tonight
07:08You have another bonfire
07:11Tonight's another bonfire
07:15We're getting down to it
07:17And now
07:17Well, the stakes are higher
07:21Right?
07:22So
07:23You got the rest of the day to kind of get your head around that
07:26It's not something you should dread
07:28It's actually
07:29There's a point where you start leaning into it
07:32Because it's less comfortable to not know
07:34Than it is to get the answers that you need
07:36Right?
07:37Even if it's painful to see it
07:38The only way out
07:40Is through it
07:43I look forward to talking to you guys
07:45All right, see you
07:46Thank you, Mark
07:46Thank you
07:47You're right
07:47Thank you, Mark
07:49Take it easy on us, Mark
07:51I'll take it as it comes
07:54I don't know why I'm, like, so anxious for this one
07:56I know
07:57I know
07:57Like, I have, like, a pit in my stomach that I haven't had
08:00Me too
08:00I can just see where what I've seen could escalate
08:03And that's what's freaking me out
08:04Yeah
08:06Yeah, it gives you, like, a sick feeling for sure
08:08Yeah
08:14I know, dude
08:15I can't keep doing shit
08:16I know
08:17I think we're ready for this
08:18Yeah
08:19We've got this
08:20And we got each other
08:21Yeah
08:21Most importantly
08:22Yeah
08:23Look at it
08:25One, two, three
08:26Bonpire
08:27Oh, God
08:28It's the worst cheer I've ever been a part of
08:31Sucks
08:44I'm not worried about what Jack's gonna see
08:46He's gonna see me making out with Preston
08:49He's gonna see me going into the haven with Preston
08:51He's gonna see me and Preston having a sleepover
08:53And I can't wait
08:56Holding on for hope
08:58But it's a slippery, slippery slope
09:03The first two bonfires
09:05They haven't been comparable to some of the other guys
09:07But I think going into every bonfire
09:09You're still kind of shit in your pants
09:11Since the last bonfire
09:13Our light has gone off twice
09:15It's going to be a very difficult bonfire
09:19For everyone
09:21And especially, I think, one or two individuals
09:28I feel like it just gets worse and worse every time
09:30I'm obviously super stressed to what I'm gonna see
09:33But we're both here to figure out our relationship as a whole
09:36And I'm just gonna take everything with a grain of salt
09:39And keep my head high
09:56I definitely feel as if what I'm about to see is gonna bring emotions of jealousy
10:04I feel like the worst case scenario is seeing Sidney do some sexual shit
10:08It's like, how you moving that fast?
10:09I mean, no sense
10:25Welcome back to the bonfire
10:27By now you know what this is
10:30You're gonna see clips of your girlfriend's experience tonight
10:33And then we'll talk about it
10:37But tonight we're gonna do things a little different
10:44Normally, you'd watch a single clip of your girlfriend
10:47But tonight, I'm gonna give you a choice
10:51After your first clip
10:53You'll have the option to go deeper
10:55A second clip
11:00You can choose to watch it
11:01If you think that'll help you
11:04You can choose not to watch it
11:05If you think that's something you'd like to avoid
11:08It's entirely up to you
11:14Jack, we'll start with you tonight
11:16Perfect
11:17You good?
11:18I'm good
11:19Okay, let's take a look
11:24All right, let me walk
11:25All right, let me take you there
11:36Straight to it, okay
12:02What comes up for you?
12:06Finally
12:07Honestly
12:13I'm not gonna even sit here and act like that doesn't hurt me
12:15Because it does
12:16But I'm glad she did it
12:18I mean
12:21This is kind of what we both needed to get out of the toxic cycle we were in
12:27I find it interesting that your reaction to a pretty heavy clip is relief
12:33I mean, it sucks
12:35It hurts
13:04Like, I don't
13:06Obviously, I mean, if it's something
13:07Nope
13:14It's a hard watch
13:17Like, like giant
13:28Fuck this chick, dude
13:31It's all good
13:32Honestly
13:34I'm not gonna go to the same thing
13:39Honestly
14:01I'm not gonna even sit here
14:01Like, it's so hard to watch
14:01In a perfect world
14:04I mean, I mean, I'm a very forgiving person
14:07If she could be forgiving of what I've done and we could move on and talk about it
14:15I mean, I love her to death
14:17I mean, I would love to be with her
14:19But I just don't know if that's gonna end up happening
14:24I get it
14:26I get it
14:27And thanks for sharing
14:28And I'm sorry this is painful to watch
14:29No, it's okay
14:33Okay, let's move on
14:35Cole, you ready?
14:37Yep
14:38Okay, let's take a look
14:42I just think like energy is just such a big thing
14:45It is
14:46When I first started dating Cole, he was like, I've never heard the term energy
14:49I was like, that's my life
14:52Yeah, you can only meet someone to the depth like they've met themselves
14:57That's literally it
14:58Yeah
14:59Bradley, I dare you to kiss Scarlett's toe
15:04You're doing that
15:05I'm down for that
15:07I'm down for that
15:20I mean, yeah, what she brought up
15:22I've heard that story from her before
15:25She's all about energy, the universe, things like that
15:29I mean, what she's kind of describing to him
15:31I mean, it's not
15:32Doesn't come off to me as like special though
15:34She said she wants to, you know, be with me long term
15:37But she doesn't have that fiery connection, you know, that she's searching for
15:43And it hurts because she expressed it, she had it in a prior relationship
15:47That was not good by any means
15:50And so it hurts
15:51I crossed every box for her except at times that like just fiery feeling
15:56Well, the fiery feeling is a big deal
15:58For sure
15:59And that it hurts that she had it with somebody else is a good sign
16:03Yeah
16:03That it hurts you to think that somebody else lit the fire
16:10Let's me know
16:11That there's an emotional part of you
16:13You've yet to
16:15Really examine
16:18Yeah
16:19Do you want to see the second clip?
16:25Yeah, let's rip it
16:28Rip it
16:33Does this make me look sick?
16:35Yeah
16:35Yeah, it does
16:42Your paint's going to get all over my bikini
16:47He's like, I see you
16:50I see what you're going through
16:52And I'm like, holy fuck
16:54Like, I don't have to settle
16:56Exactly
17:04I don't like the term, the word she used, settle
17:06Obviously
17:08You know, I know the kind of man I am
17:10And what I, you know, bring to the table in the relationship
17:13And how good I do treat her
17:14And it sucks to be kind of heard as, you know
17:17Something she'd be settling for
17:18What is the definition of the man you think you need to be?
17:22I mean, Scarlett, a lot of times in our relationship
17:24Uses this term masculine energy
17:26And she says
17:28In a good way or a bad way?
17:29In a bad way
17:29She expresses that I don't have it
17:33I think masculinity is the wrong name for it
17:36And it's not fair to you
17:37Mm-hmm
17:38Because that's going to send you down
17:39I'm alpha
17:40I climb mountains and slay dragons
17:43You know, I'm that dude
17:43Which you are
17:45Yeah
17:46I suggest true masculine energy
17:49Is the courage to be completely vulnerable
17:52Yeah
17:56I'm not really sure what else I can do at this point
17:58Like, I'm just being, I'm just being cold
18:01A lot of cold is fantastic
18:04I appreciate it
18:05I just want to access another level to save your relationship
18:09Because I believe you love her
18:11A lot, yeah
18:14Okay
18:15Summit
18:16Yeah, let's get into it
18:18My stomachs
18:19All right, let's take a look
18:20In knots
18:25So
18:26Remember how you said you wanted me to write you those affirmations?
18:28Mm-hmm
18:29So I wrote you a couple
18:32I don't need to change a thing to be amazing
18:35You're so sweet
18:36You're literally, like, the sweetest man ever
18:39These are things that you should believe within yourself
18:41I'm made to think that I'm, like, too much
18:45Or not enough of this
18:46And too much of that
18:48Was that Summit that made you feel alive?
18:50Yeah
18:51It's just, like, a mind to fuck
18:54Like, there was a night where I was, like, in his room
18:57Beside myself
18:58And his friends were outside
19:00With some random girls
19:02And he was, like,
19:03I'm gonna go hang out with them
19:05Left me crying in his room
19:07Went outside
19:09I watched him through the window
19:10Where he was, like, dancing
19:12Having so much fun
19:14While your girlfriend's sitting upstairs sobbing
19:17How can you do that to someone you love?
19:20It's, like, sociopathic
19:30Uh, yeah, I mean, it's right on theme
19:32With my last two bonfires
19:36I'm here to, like, make sure Kaylee's the one
19:38And it sounds like she's here
19:40Because she's
19:40I'm not fulfilling her
19:43And so it's, like, we're both just super unsure
19:46In the relationship
19:47And that sucks
19:48And that's scary
19:49Feels like pressure, doesn't it?
19:51Yeah, it does
19:53Do you think you're ready for forever?
19:56Well, that's why I'm here
19:57You know, is to decide if I am ready for forever
20:00I just don't want to, like, blink and it's all over
20:04And I want to squeeze the juice out of life
20:05As much as humanly possible
20:08And it's scary thinking that, you know, I'm just, like
20:11Not tied down
20:12Tied down is the wrong word
20:15There's no wrong words
20:16As a matter of fact, whatever comes out of your mouth first
20:18Is what we work with
20:20So just don't edit
20:21Okay, tied down
20:23It's just
20:24I like Kaylee every second
20:26I love Kaylee every second
20:28That I need is what I'm trying to figure out
20:30You can't will
20:33Commitment
20:36Do you want to see more?
20:41I don't probably want to see it
20:43No
20:44Okay
20:46Mikey
20:47What's up?
20:49What's up?
20:50How are you?
20:51I'm great, thanks for asking
20:52Let's work on you
20:54Let's take a look
21:02God damn
21:03God damn
21:07Very intimate
21:11You're fine
21:12You're fine
21:16You just needed a hug
21:23What the fuck?
21:32Oh
21:33Oh
21:49Um, wow, wow, wow, my life is, my life is going to be different.
22:04And that's okay.
22:06It's okay for my life to be different.
22:11It's okay.
22:12I'll talk to her as well.
22:24I thought, see, I thought this was, I thought this was it for me.
22:28I thought it was, I thought it was going to be me and Sidney running into the sunset.
22:33And sometimes you have to go through certain things to know if she's the one.
22:39I don't want to offer false hope.
22:41Right.
22:42Because I don't know how things go.
22:45But I can tell you the only chance you have in life is to keep doing what you're doing to
22:50discover more about you.
22:52And at the end, when you get to talk to one another, we'll see if that makes a difference.
22:57Yes, sir.
22:58Do you want to see the other clip?
23:01Let's do it.
23:02You sure?
23:03Positive.
23:05Okay, let's take a look.
23:13I put a big-ass heart on your back.
23:15Hey, that's all I need.
23:16Come on, now.
23:17I don't even know what to say about Xavier anymore.
23:19Like, everything with him feels so natural.
23:22Everything feels so genuine.
23:23He just makes me feel, like, seen and heard.
23:27And I feel like that's all a girl wants in the end.
23:30Watching Hilarious.
23:33Oh.
23:34Oh.
23:35Oh.
23:36Shit.
23:37Oh.
23:37Oh, shit.
23:38Okay, here we go.
23:39Okay, here we go.
23:40Okay, here we go.
23:40Okay, here we go.
23:41Okay, here we go.
23:42Okay, here we go.
23:48Yeah, it's sexual.
23:52It's a very sexual connection there.
23:55And it's just kind of, it hurts.
23:57Like, she's, she's, she's, like, two weeks ago,
24:01she sat front row at my sister's wedding.
24:04And she sat right next to my mom.
24:06And she looked my mom in her eyes and said,
24:08I love your son.
24:09And that's not a woman that would do that to some,
24:11like, somebody that she loves.
24:16I just want you to just be honest with me.
24:18Do you think it, do you think it's time for me
24:22to shut that door?
24:23I just don't think it's that simple.
24:26Okay.
24:27Do I think she's experiencing a real connection
24:29with somebody?
24:31Mikey, I think she is.
24:34But do I think you shut a door?
24:37Hell no.
24:40When we show up at these final bonfires,
24:43if you've done the work,
24:46you're a different person.
24:48Yeah.
24:49That conversation doesn't resemble
24:51the conversations you've had in the past.
24:53They're at another level.
24:55Yeah.
24:55I'm just finally happy to, to know what it is.
24:58Like, she's not thinking about
25:00the gaining of the trust within the relationship.
25:03She's gaining, she's gaining something deeper
25:05from what I see with somebody else.
25:07The thing about this place,
25:10you come here saying these are the problems
25:12in my relationship.
25:15I hate to tell you,
25:16it's never what brings you here
25:18that's the actual problem.
25:19Yeah.
25:20At least I can say I'm growing and learning.
25:22And I wish there was a softer, easier path for you.
25:25Yeah, me too.
25:26This is painful.
25:28But it's okay.
25:29Well, it's...
25:31It's gonna be okay.
25:32There you go.
25:34All right, gentlemen,
25:35you've made it through another bonfire.
25:37It's a lot to process.
25:40Goddamn.
25:41I'm gonna let you go,
25:42but there are some changes
25:43I need to let you know about.
25:44When you come back to the villa tonight,
25:46the temptation haven will be gone.
25:49So, what's next?
25:52Tomorrow, you'll have the chance
25:53to record a 30-second video message
25:55for your girlfriend.
25:57Now, you can choose to do it
25:59or you can choose not to do it.
26:00It's entirely up to you.
26:02Okay?
26:04And so you know,
26:05I'm giving the women
26:06the exact same choice,
26:07which means some of you
26:09could receive a message
26:10from your girlfriends
26:11and some of you may not.
26:13The decision will be theirs.
26:16All right, that's it, guys.
26:18Good night.
26:18Good night.
26:19I didn't see
26:21I didn't see this coming
26:26Came here in love
26:28But that's not how we're leaving
26:34I'm hurt
26:36I came in here
26:37I set my boundaries
26:38and I stuck with them
26:40And looks like Sydney fell for temptation
26:43I'm kind of past the tears point of this
26:46because I'm like,
26:46I got the answers I needed
26:47Like, it's black and white
26:48You can't fake that
26:50Words, you can, you feel me
26:51get a little misconstrued
26:52But action?
26:54She stood on business
26:56If we leave
26:58then there's no turning
26:59And look, are we really done
27:02with what we have
27:04Yeah, I'm feeling hurt
27:04annoyed
27:06sad
27:06angry
27:07She was telling me
27:09not to hurt her little heart
27:10and crying
27:11and she's obviously doing things
27:12to hurt my heart
27:13and I don't even know
27:14if I'm on her fucking mind
27:15when she's going through
27:16this process
27:17with whatever Bradley
27:19So it's for sure
27:20it's tough
27:21My girlfriend called me
27:22a sociopath
27:23Did she say that word?
27:24Yeah
27:24How is that sociopath?
27:26I wish I had your problems
27:27How am I a sociopath?
27:29Like, I'm like very endearing
27:32and caring
27:32and I treat her like a princess
27:34and I do so much
27:36to try and make that woman happy
27:38and it doesn't work
27:40I don't know what to do
27:42I can't believe
27:43she's calling me a sociopath
27:49What hit hardest for me
27:51was just the fact that
27:55when I cheated
27:56she knows how I felt
27:57and I don't really see that in her
28:01I feel like she just took everything
28:03we've ever done together for granted
28:04and doesn't care
28:05Go back to the create
28:06I just want to go home
28:09If it's goodbye for me and you
28:13then it's goodbye for good
28:23Every bonfire so far
28:25I feel like has been the exact same
28:27I have gotten no clarity
28:28and no answer
28:29so I just still really feel
28:31like I'm in the dark
28:32What I've wanted from this
28:34is the accountability
28:36but so far I haven't seen
28:38anything along those lines
28:39so it's really hard
28:45It's crazy how like
28:46your perspective changes
28:48as that's what scares me
28:50Yeah
28:50At least I'm not going
28:51into this one blindsided
28:52Yeah
28:54At least I'm not going into it
28:56like he's gonna cheat
28:58I know he's gonna cheat
29:00like I know what I'm gonna see
29:01I'm going into this bonfire prepared
29:03I know Jack was the one
29:05who set those red lights off
29:06I can't tell y'all
29:07what this man's capable of
29:08He's capable of it all
29:21Obviously there's a fear
29:23that I'm gonna see
29:24something from Summit
29:25that I don't want to see
29:26I think I've been just like
29:28working on myself
29:29to improve our relationship
29:31and if I'm not seeing that
29:33from him
29:34I'm gonna be really frustrated
29:41Honestly I feel like
29:42after the first bonfire
29:43you know I stated that
29:45I was done with Mikey
29:45and I was
29:46I said that because
29:47I wanted to be able
29:48to stand on that
29:49but it's always hard
29:50going back to these bonfires
29:51you know hearing him talk
29:53hearing him laugh
29:54seeing him smile
29:54like
29:56all those things
29:57that would usually
29:58bring me joy
29:59I don't anymore
30:09Good to see you all
30:10Good to see you
30:11Good to see you too
30:13Welcome back to the bonfire
30:15You guys have done
30:16some amazing work
30:17in the bonfires we've had
30:19coming up to today
30:21Tonight's gonna be
30:21a little different
30:25Here's how it's gonna work
30:25you're gonna see a clip
30:26just like we've done before
30:29and we'll talk about it
30:30just like we've done before
30:31and then after that
30:33you're gonna have an option
30:35you can choose to see more
30:40A second clip
30:45Got it?
30:46Got it
30:48We'll start with Kaylee
30:53It feels like
30:54I'm sacrificing a lot
30:56Yeah
30:56To like be in
30:58the relationship with Kaylee
30:59Like I just don't really know
31:01what I can do differently
31:02to be like
31:03Yeah
31:05Appreciated
31:05It's like
31:07go out there
31:07and find this like
31:08perfect boyfriend
31:09that you keep talking about
31:11Yeah
31:11Clearly it's not me
31:12Right
31:13Instead of putting me through this
31:14and trying to change me
31:15and morph me into that
31:15Like why are you dating me
31:16if I'm such a shitty boyfriend?
31:18Yeah
31:18It's exhausting
31:24Okay
31:25Okay
31:26He's said that to me many times
31:29It shows me that
31:30he is
31:32still in denial
31:33of where the relationship
31:34is lacking
31:36and
31:37he's not learning anything
31:38What have you defined
31:40you want
31:40your relationship to be
31:43Are you ready
31:44for that next level
31:45of forever?
31:46Is that what you're
31:47that's what you want?
31:48Yes
31:48Of course
31:50I want someone
31:51that wants to be with me
31:52and wants to put in the effort
31:54to make that work
31:55not someone that just
31:56takes the back seat
31:58and wants it to be easy
31:59It looks like
32:01he doesn't want to put in
32:02that hard work
32:02to make it work
32:04and it makes me wonder
32:05like
32:06do you love me enough?
32:08if that's so hard for you
32:10to do the bare minimum
32:14It's not a lot to ask
32:15No
32:17Okay
32:19Have you seen enough?
32:25I'll see another one
32:28Okay
32:29Let's watch the next clip
32:33water
32:34Go Tommy
32:34Go Tommy
32:37Go Tommy
32:39Go Tommy
32:41Go Tommy
32:42Take that
32:46Oh my God
32:52Go Tommy
32:55gedaan
32:57Go Tommy
32:57Go Tommy
32:57go Tommy
32:58go Tommy
32:58She's good
32:58She's great.
32:59Oh, my God.
33:05Disrespectful.
33:06That is not showing me him making any effort at all
33:10towards the relationship.
33:12And that makes you feel how?
33:15Makes me feel worthless.
33:19You're not worthless.
33:20You're not worthless.
33:23You're not worthless.
33:25You are a prize.
33:27You are somebody's forever.
33:31And you've started the process of defining it,
33:34recognizing it, making space for it, and demanding it.
33:38Yes.
33:38I will demand that.
33:42I'm going to have a lot of questions for that boy
33:44when I see him.
33:46And I did call him a boy for a reason.
33:52Okay.
33:53Cheyenne?
33:55Yeah.
33:55You ready?
33:57I'm ready.
33:59Let's take a look.
34:00Yeah.
34:03Would you go in there with me?
34:06Oh, my God.
34:08Is anyone going to see us?
34:11That's so messy.
34:13Let's go.
34:14Let's hurry up.
34:24Let's go.
34:25That's so bad, Jack.
34:26You're crazy.
34:28No.
34:30Are you trying to see me?
34:34I'm a bra.
34:36Jack.
34:37You're crazy.
34:46That's Jack.
34:48I mean, he's shown me that since the first bonfire.
34:51So I'm not surprised that I'm continuing to get the same shit from him.
34:57This is what I get with him.
34:58And I'm glad that he's showing the whole world who he is, because this is Jack.
35:03So who's Cheyenne?
35:06I don't know.
35:08Well, what have you learned so far about you?
35:13I've learned...
35:16You're the coolest person in the book.
35:18She's the fucking best.
35:19Like, what?
35:20Well, the girls make me feel like I'm, like, the best person ever.
35:23Because you are.
35:24They make it, yeah.
35:25I don't know.
35:26I'm realizing that I am fun, and I can have fun without Jack.
35:32And there's way more out there.
35:34Besides these three women supporting you, anybody else in the house helping you through this?
35:41Mark.
35:45Um, yeah, so I have a BFF of the house.
35:49His name's Preston, and, yeah, he's been helping me get through it.
35:52I'm maybe 20 feet from you, but I can feel you blushing from here.
35:55I'm not.
35:58Okay.
35:58I'm not.
35:59No, yeah, he's just a great guy.
36:00He's your BFF.
36:01He's my BFF.
36:02Yeah.
36:03So I know you've thought about not, I think I'm falling in love with Preston.
36:08I want to be with him.
36:09I think you've thought about what would it be like with a guy like that?
36:12So what do you want in a partner?
36:15What have you discovered that you want that you're not getting?
36:19I want respect.
36:20I want my partner to respect me and love me and provide for me and just make me feel like
36:28I'm the most beautiful person in the world.
36:29I want him to scream my name from the mountaintops and make me feel like I'm worth more than what
36:36Jack does.
36:38And I think I'm already starting to know that there's other people out there that are better than him.
36:44So, are you done or do you want to see more?
36:52I'm good.
36:52I've seen everything that I need to see.
36:54Jack has hurt me enough.
36:56These clips stick with me for, like, the next days after.
37:00And I don't want to see any more.
37:01I don't want to see him, period.
37:03Like, I don't ever.
37:05I don't want to see him ever again.
37:07I've seen enough.
37:09Your decision.
37:10I honor your decision.
37:12That's my decision.
37:14Sydney.
37:15You ready?
37:16I'm ready.
37:18Let's take a look.
37:22Yay!
37:24Yay!
37:25Oh, oh, oh!
37:26What'd they know?
37:26Oh.
37:27Okay.
37:28I'm scared of India.
37:30Yay!
37:31Bad news.
37:32Bad news.
37:33You got to resist temptation.
37:36And you got to see the temptation in order to resist.
37:39You have to see the temptation in order to resist it.
37:41That's real.
37:42That's true.
37:43That's real.
37:43And I feel like I saw the temptation and I resisted it.
37:48That's good.
37:49I'm glad that he has, you know, respect in what our values were in terms of not touching.
37:55But at the end of the day, it doesn't change anything.
37:59Could it be that subconsciously you were looking for a reason to say, I'm done?
38:07Honestly, Mark, not at all.
38:09Because he's not being who I need him to be.
38:12The first thing he said in the first two days was, I'm, my biggest fear is falling for one of
38:18you.
38:18I'm going to shoot my shot with India.
38:20And I'm like, whoa, that's not what we came here for and that's not what you told me.
38:23How much of your ability to say that has to do with what you found?
38:29Oh, so much.
38:31Let's just start there.
38:33The night after, I believe it was the first bonfire, the guys made us some cards.
38:38And my card from Xavier, like, you could tell he had took his time designing it and everything.
38:43And it was a little prize.
38:45And I had told him, like, I always, I want to be the prize.
38:48And it was like, peel here.
38:50I peeled it back and it said, you're the prize, Sydney.
38:54Oh.
38:55So, like, seeing that, it's like, thank you for seeing me.
38:59Like, Jesus, it's amazing.
39:01So now, no pressure on you, but could this be a real thing?
39:09Yeah.
39:10It definitely could be a real thing.
39:12It could.
39:13I would love that.
39:14He's a great guy.
39:15Just exploring our connection, I feel more comfortable.
39:19And it definitely could turn into something real.
39:22All right.
39:22Let's see where that goes.
39:24Want to see more?
39:32I've seen what I needed to see, what I came to the island to see.
39:36And I'm good where I'm at.
39:39Promise I'm good where I'm at.
39:40All right.
39:42That leaves Scarlet.
39:44Let's see where Cole's at.
39:48I feel like she just doesn't got me, you know?
39:51And she always prides herself on my team and, like, getting each other's backs.
39:55And I'm just like, I don't feel like she has my back right now.
39:57I have hers.
39:59Yeah.
40:01It hurts, bro.
40:02Yeah.
40:03I just feel like she doesn't care.
40:05Just fucking rubs me in the wrong way, man.
40:10I'm solid with that chick.
40:13I have so much to give, so much to offer.
40:16My girlfriend's like, I don't just know if they fucking even see that.
40:19Yeah.
40:20I'm sick of just every night going to bed, just staring at the fucking ceiling.
40:23I can't fall asleep for, like, hours.
40:25And then waking up in the morning, food doesn't even look good.
40:28Like, anything, I'm just like, yeah, what are we doing?
40:30So I can just take my, hopefully take my mind off it.
40:32And I just hope the sun goes down and I can fall asleep and wake up next to you and
40:35just keep ticking off days now.
40:36Yeah.
40:47I mean, kind of what I've been saying all along.
40:50I mean, since being here, like, one of the things that has become so clear when I talk about the
40:54missing piece, like, that's it.
40:56Like, I just want to see if he can go deeper and, like, express to him that, like, I have
41:01pinpointed, I think this is the root of everything.
41:05And, like, can you meet me there?
41:07And then, you know, if he can't, then that's the answer I don't think will ever align on it.
41:11Where does that leave you?
41:13I'm confused.
41:15Because he has so many amazing qualities that I do love.
41:18What do you do?
41:20Do you give up lack of depth for someone that truly just loves you with their entire being?
41:29Or do you have someone that half-assed loves you but goes deeper?
41:33Are those our only choices?
41:35No.
41:36So what you're saying is there's no one else who's going to love you as deeply as that?
41:40I mean, there probably is, but I don't want to go looking.
41:47Then one might argue.
41:49That you're playing it as surface as he appears to be.
41:55I think it's just scary.
41:57So before I go any further, do you want to see more?
42:06Okay.
42:08I have some thoughts.
42:10The thing I get most worried about in any relationship is acquiescence.
42:15He's pretty great.
42:17Yeah.
42:18He leaves me feeling worried every time he leaves the house, and I can't have a deep conversation with him,
42:24and I'm never sure if I can trust him, but he's pretty great, and he really, really loves me.
42:31Yeah.
42:32Not what I want.
42:34So what do you want?
42:36I want my soul to be set on fire.
42:40I'm okay.
42:42I'm down for that.
42:43Yeah.
42:44Is Cole the guy who can set your soul on fire?
42:51It says a lot that you don't have an answer for that yet.
42:54I don't have the answer.
42:57Well, you've got some choices to make.
43:02Okay, you guys, we made it through another one together.
43:04Good for you.
43:05When you return to the villa tonight, there's going to be a little change, okay?
43:11The temptation haven will be gone.
43:14Thank the Lord.
43:16For some of you, it served its purpose, and for others of you, it hasn't served at all, but nonetheless,
43:22it's done.
43:24So, what's next?
43:27It's time to decide if there's something on your heart, something you want to share with your boyfriend, because tomorrow,
43:36you'll have the chance to record a 30-second video message for your boyfriend.
43:42Now, you can choose to do it, or you can choose not to do it.
43:47That decision is entirely yours.
43:50And just so you know, I'll be giving the same choice to the men, so you may receive a video
43:56clip, or you may not.
43:58That decision will be theirs.
44:00I appreciate all four of you.
44:02That's it.
44:04Thank you, Mark.
44:05Good night, you guys.
44:06Good night.
44:07Good night.
44:13I'm just, like, really struggling with the thought right now that Cole and I might not be meant for one
44:18another.
44:18I feel like Bradley and I communicate without even speaking, and Cole and I, I mean, we can't even communicate
44:27with words.
44:29I know Cole means well, but some things you can, you just can't force, and that is a soulful connection.
44:42Was it an illusion?
44:47Like, it's just like you're sitting there enjoying yourself, like, running around naked, having so much fun.
44:54Like, I'm just glad that...
44:56It made me feel like I didn't exist.
44:59Whenever I ask for an ounce of more effort, that's what I'm met with, is go find someone else that
45:06can give you that.
45:07And to hear him still saying that is just, like, a slap in the face.
45:12It's like, when are you gonna step up?
45:15You can keep your excuses.
45:21Like, he's a good person, you know what I'm saying?
45:24Yeah.
45:24In the sense of, like, him, like, resisting that, but it's like, choose me every fucking time.
45:29Yeah.
45:30Seeing the clips is, like, showing me that I'm moving on, and that I don't feel the same way.
45:36Like, I accepted the bare minimum for a very long time from Mikey, and I want more for myself.
45:44Wait, do you guys think he's gonna send me a video?
45:47Oh, yeah.
45:48I think he will.
45:49I am realizing with this experience that Jack was never worth my time.
45:54I've been looking for someone in Jack that he just, he can't get.
46:01I've got a week who came over me.
46:07Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
46:19I really hope that I can see, like, some sort of proof that he has been putting in the work
46:26and digging a little deeper.
46:29I'm tired of feeling like I'm fighting for this relationship so much more than he is.
46:34I still am holding on to so much hope, and I still think that there is a chance for this
46:41to work.
46:43I'm just at my point of, like, knowing what my line is for when I'm not gonna go forward.
46:49But that doesn't stop me from still loving him and hoping for the best.
46:56Okay.
47:07Baby girl, I love and miss you beyond words.
47:12Not a moment passes by where I don't think of your big, beautiful blue eyes and your little head nestled
47:16up on my chest.
47:18This experience is more emotional than I ever could have imagined.
47:22The clips I've seen during the bonfire make it nearly unbearable.
47:26I'm proud that I've never put you down.
47:28That's why it makes it all the much harder to see the way you speak of me so poorly.
47:34I'm worried that you're not proud of the man I am.
47:37I don't care about our past.
47:39I just care about us and our future.
47:41I just want us to be happy.
47:50Oh, my gosh.
47:59I love Summit so much.
48:01But if he's saying the past is the past, then I don't know if he has fully, you know, realized,
48:09like, the things that you have said and done to me will leave a scar on me for the rest
48:16of my life.
48:16I want him to just admit, like, what I did was in the past was not right and I'm going
48:25to be a better man now.
48:29That's all I want.
48:31Like, tell me you're just going to be better.
48:35Things might not work out the way that I had hoped.
48:48The weight of this video message today, it could make or break our relationship.
48:53I just want to be enough for somebody.
48:55But from what I've been seeing from the bonfires, I don't love the things she's saying about me.
49:00I just don't get how it's constructive.
49:03I don't get what we're working on here.
49:06Sometimes it feels like, as hard as it is, the only way out is out.
49:18Hi, Summit.
49:20I have been seriously taking this opportunity to reflect on myself and learn so much.
49:28And I have such a new outlook on life, and I'm so excited for you to see that side of
49:34me.
49:35But I also want you to remember what we came here for.
49:39This isn't just about resisting temptation.
49:43We came here together to dig a little deeper and realize why things aren't working and figure out how to
49:51make them work.
49:52And so far, I just feel like I haven't seen that from you.
49:57I'm so tired of feeling like I am fighting so much harder than you are for this relationship to work.
50:04And I'm tired of feeling like I have to prove myself over and over again.
50:11I need to see more from you.
50:14I want us to come out of this as the amazing alien summit that I know we can be.
50:22And that's not going to happen if we don't start to make some changes.
50:25And I do not want this to all be for nothing.
50:49This is just kind of, you know, some of the best I've felt.
50:54I have gotten clarity on what I need to do the rest of this process.
50:59I need to better myself for her and for me.
51:03And if at the end we like the people we've become,
51:09then we're going to be perfect and happy and live together forever and get a wiener dog and move in
51:13together.
51:14If we don't like how we've changed and who we've become,
51:20we cut ties right there and then we move on.
51:23All I know is what I've lost has changed.
51:30I mean, I'm pretty anxious.
51:31Obviously, there's a lot on the line.
51:32Like, I love this girl.
51:33And so I hope in the video it's nothing like wishy-washy.
51:36It's like definitely get some insight into where her head's at.
51:39I mean, I've never felt this far from her, you know, ever.
51:42I think if she really loves me and she wants to be with me,
51:46yeah, this video message from her needs to really portray that.
51:59Cole, I want to start this by saying everything I say, I say with love.
52:05I truly wish coming into this that we had not set such strict boundaries.
52:11I feel that you've been so hyper-fixated on the no cheating that you're actually missing the big picture.
52:21This is a huge opportunity for growth.
52:24You know, I have been expressing for months that I feel that we are lacking in trust, in transparency, in
52:31communication, and in depth.
52:33I just feel let down to see that there has been no inner work, there's been no accountability, there's been
52:41no depth in your journey here.
52:44I am diving in over here.
52:46I am getting to know people, and through getting to know these people, I'm getting to know myself.
52:52We can't leave here as a couple if we leave the same way that we arrived.
52:57So please put in the effort, know why I'm doing the same, and I love you.
53:06I don't want to look back and wonder why
53:12And it hurts like hell to know how hard we tried
53:16I was hoping her message would be a little more heartfelt, more like, I miss you.
53:20At the end of the day, it's like, I'm a good guy, I treat you well, I love you.
53:24Like, what else am I supposed to do, you know?
53:26Like, I bring a lot to the table.
53:28Let's not stay here
53:31Let's just stay here
53:33And make believe that we're okay here
53:40Cole and I both deserve to feel fully fulfilled.
53:46The last few days I have had a lot more clarity.
53:51I would love if we came back together and, like, there was all of this depth and growth, but
53:58I just don't know how much could have actually changed.
54:04If it just is what it is, I'm not ready to call it quits
54:13Hi, I'm my most precious angel.
54:15This process has been one of the hardest things I've ever gone through emotionally, and I just want you to
54:20know
54:20there's been so much depth and growth in this experience, and I can't wait to show you, I miss you
54:24so much.
54:26I want you to know that my loyalty lies with you, and your most precious heart has always been top
54:30of mind in all the decisions that I've made.
54:33I've seen some things in the bonfire that have definitely caused some pain and suffering and confusion to me, but
54:39just know how much I love you and how much I want us.
54:42I just miss your scent, I miss your smell, I miss your touch.
54:45I just see us in our kitchen right now listening to our favorite Shania Twain song, dancing around, going for
54:51a walk, snuggling in bed with our little ankle wrap.
54:53I love you so much, and I can't wait to see you soon.
54:57Always, Cole.
54:58I'm losing control.
55:00You played your role, didn't take it.
55:04You stole this part of me.
55:07We never fit the mold.
55:09This love won't grow old.
55:15Seeing Cole, and just hearing his voice, it actually broke my heart.
55:24He obviously still really wants this.
55:28Meanwhile, like, I've realized what is truly missing.
55:32Oh, God.
55:35Are you okay?
55:37Oh, my God.
55:39I don't know.
55:40I think, like, the reality of everything is setting in, and, like, I truly don't know.
55:47I don't know what's next, and I think that that just, like, hurts my heart.
55:51I'm scared of not getting things right, of who I really am on the inside.
56:03I feel sick.
56:06I feel sick.
56:09If you looked sad?
56:11And I think...
56:15I'm so tired.
56:16It just makes me feel like...
56:20I feel guilty.
56:24I feel broke.
56:29I feel disabled.
56:46It feels like it's killing me
56:47Cause being alive always feels like it's killing me
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