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Falling S01E06
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00:06You
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01:02Oh, my God.
01:35Oh, my God.
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05:32Oh, my God.
05:34Oh, my God.
05:36Oh, my God.
05:43Trying to...
05:44Of course.
05:45Well, you will be there.
05:463 p.m.
05:47See how the heathens do it.
05:513 p.m.
05:52I'll be free.
05:53How's your mum?
05:56That is a surprise.
05:58Tina's here.
05:59You'll never guess who she's with.
06:01The Lord be with you.
06:03And with your spirit.
06:06Lord, we have sinned against you.
06:07Lord, have mercy.
06:08Lord, have mercy.
06:11Show us your mercy and your love.
06:13And crowns us your salvation.
06:16Let us pray.
06:21Hey.
06:27Hello.
06:30And hello.
06:32Don't get excited and thinking you're converting me.
06:35We've got an appointment at the hospital in the bed,
06:37and this one thought I might as well do this before.
06:39You're very welcome here.
06:40We've been having visitors every five minutes.
06:43Sorting out this, that, and the other.
06:45I don't know who you passed me on to.
06:47How much pressure you put on.
06:49I'm just pleased it's working out.
06:51I think it's kind of you.
06:58She's going to speak in court.
07:01He wrote to me.
07:02Asking for forgiveness.
07:04Telling me he was going to kill himself if I didn't.
07:07Or if I did.
07:09Asking for forgiveness.
07:11What did he do?
07:13What did he do?
07:14He didn't kill himself.
07:16Because he's full of shit.
07:21Oh, no.
07:23I'm not Catholic.
07:24I'm not Catholic.
07:34Happy?
07:36Happy.
07:37You?
07:38You should stop asking how I am.
07:40You can care about me.
07:41I can't care about you.
07:42Something like that.
07:45Can I just say, I liked your man.
07:51I liked her too.
07:53So you weren't a dick then?
07:54I thought you'd probably been a dick.
07:56I don't, if I'm honest, know what I was.
07:58If you don't know, you're probably a dick.
08:03I think you're grateful.
08:06But you don't care what I think.
08:08Because you were thinking about her.
08:14Mum, can you wait?
08:17I'm pregnant.
08:18Mum.
08:20I know.
08:37OK, I need everybody in the car.
08:40Very loud.
08:41Mum, Simon, I need you in the car.
08:47Molly, why aren't you in the bloody car?
08:49OK, OK.
08:50Where are you going?
08:54You're not wearing that.
09:00You're not wearing that.
09:01You're not wearing that.
09:06You're paying her.
09:07OK, you're not wearing that.
09:13No, no, no.
09:13I know.
09:13roads, things come out.
09:18He's got a good girl.
09:37I don't know what to do.
09:54I don't know what to do.
10:12Oh, my God.
10:26Oh, oh, oh.
11:00I don't know.
11:32We're going to be late.
11:33We're going to miss our slot and it's going to be all your fault.
11:37I love you.
11:39Oh, I love you, William.
11:41Get in the car.
11:43Okay, okay, okay.
11:48Yes.
12:08What can I get you, love?
12:09I just saw the sign in the window.
12:11Which sign?
12:12I'm looking for work.
12:14Oh, that's an old sign, love.
12:15Sorry.
12:17You don't know if anybody else is.
12:19Not right now.
12:20There's a bit of a local dip happening.
12:21Everyone's struggling a bit.
12:23Leave me a number and I'll keep an ear out for you.
12:25Thanks.
12:27This is my friend Muriel's number.
12:31I'm just staying with her at the moment.
12:34I'm Anna.
12:35Okay, Anna.
12:37Good luck to you.
12:42Why have you listened to this?
12:44I've done a playlist.
12:46A song for every year.
12:48It's using I could have been together and weren't together.
12:51The songs we should have danced to.
12:55That's crazy.
12:56Oh, it's romantic.
12:58Get it up.
13:09Anna, thanks so much for coming in.
13:11What sort of work are you looking for?
13:13I don't have all my mobs.
13:14I'm not sure what I'm qualified for.
13:17Catering, I hope.
13:18I can cook and I can clean.
13:21Data entry skills.
13:23I'm sorry.
13:24What's your typing speed?
13:26I don't have one.
13:28Can you use a computer?
13:30I can try.
13:34You haven't filled in the book where it says previous work.
13:38No, well, I was a nun.
13:41I don't really think that counts as a job.
13:43I don't think it is a job.
13:46It's more a calling.
13:48Right.
13:49I could fill out the CV section, but it would just say none.
13:52And then none, and then none.
13:56It sounds like a joke, doesn't it?
13:59It does the way you're saying it.
14:03Have you got a permanent address?
14:06I have an address.
14:08Have you got a national insurance number?
14:11Ah, I remember having one of those.
14:14I better could find it.
14:16Do you have preferred hours?
14:18No.
14:20Maybe you want to have a little think about that.
14:22Child care needs, or...?
14:24No, no, no.
14:25I don't have any kids.
14:29I was a nun.
14:30You just, um...
14:32You don't look like a nun.
14:35Well, I'm not one anymore.
14:49You can't help me, can you?
14:53We don't really get catering work.
14:57What I do is get your typing speed up.
15:01There's courses you can take online,
15:03and come back when you're in a better place.
15:12Are we late?
15:13Are we late?
15:14Susan and Simon, we've got time.
15:19Morning.
15:20My name is Sandra,
15:22and as the Deputy Superintendent Registrar for Bristol,
15:25it is my privilege to welcome you here today.
15:28I'm joined by my colleague Grace,
15:30and our interpreter Bella,
15:31and we are met in a place duly sanctioned,
15:33according to law,
15:35for the celebration of marriages and civil partnerships.
15:38We're gathered here today
15:40for the joining in matrimony
15:41of Simon Ian Neve
15:43and Susan Grace Hicks.
15:47If any person here present
15:49knows of any lawful impediment to this marriage,
15:51they should declare it now.
15:56That's the difficult bit.
15:58It's really easy for me.
16:26I'm starting with St. Fulgentius,
16:28which is a loving deed.
16:29It's a source of all good things.
16:30It's an impregnable defence
16:32in the way that leads to heaven.
16:34He who walks in love
16:36can neither go astray nor be afraid.
16:39Love guides him, protects him,
16:41and brings him to his journey's end.
16:43And I was thinking I could then explain...
16:45It sounds like Shakespeare.
16:48You don't mean that as a compliment, do you?
16:50What else do you say?
16:51Do you make any jokes?
16:52It's not best man's speech.
16:53It's a blessing.
16:54Can you tell about the time
16:55when mum brought home that box of milk tray
16:58and then I pissed her off
16:59so she ate them all in her room?
17:01Oh yeah, that would really make a mark, wouldn't it?
17:03She ate the whole box, two layers,
17:05and then she got really constipated
17:07and really complained about it.
17:08Bugger it!
17:09I can't do this.
17:11It keeps falling down.
17:12I might be able to help.
17:16I'm too early.
17:17I always am.
17:19A little girl let me in.
17:21I presume she's related to at least one of you.
17:24I'm a dab hand at DIYs, surprisingly.
17:28Hello, I'm Frances.
17:30Hi.
17:30David.
17:54Dad?
17:55Mum?
17:56Muriel called.
17:57I've brought my own brushes.
17:59Brushes for what?
18:00Setting things right.
18:02Well, I'm not here to paint.
18:03I hate paint.
18:04And I've got three different shades of blue,
18:06so you can choose the one you want.
18:07One will be called wistful dog breath,
18:09and the other will be called
18:10shropshire bed crumpet,
18:12and they'll be...
18:12things to be angry about.
18:14You're angry about paint names.
18:15Well, I brought the lamp you like
18:17and a bedspread from your Auntie Penny.
18:19Am I missing something?
18:20What's happening here?
18:21I've got Zach's permission.
18:22We're going to paint your room.
18:23I told you,
18:24I never liked that we didn't redo your room at home.
18:28For a long time,
18:29he thought it was the reason you became a nun.
18:31That bloody dear wallpaper.
18:33So you're redecorating the room?
18:35Your room.
18:37And that's the start that matters.
18:38Making a home.
18:40I have a brush for you.
18:40You can bloody help.
18:57Working on your blessing?
19:00Oh, um...
19:01Lindsay, the older daughter
19:03says I need more jokes.
19:07As a younger man,
19:09I once got told off by a priest
19:10for getting too many laughs in a sermon.
19:13Humour is an underrated quality in the clergy.
19:18I wondered if you wouldn't mind...
19:21Would you mind hearing my confession?
19:25Now? Here?
19:26I'd like it.
19:27If you have a moment.
19:49I'm not much of what most would consider a man.
19:54You will.
19:55You will.
19:56Well...
19:56I've lived most of my life with my mother.
20:00I've dedicated myself to God,
20:02her, and my allotment in that order.
20:06They know you had an allotment.
20:07Good.
20:08You shouldn't.
20:10It's my quiet place.
20:12I don't talk about it to anyone.
20:13Well, except mother.
20:15My point is,
20:17there is no reason
20:17why you would take
20:18what advice I have
20:20in any way seriously.
20:21And it's not advice
20:22you are seeking.
20:26But...
20:27I am a little older than you.
20:29I've seen and experienced
20:31some aspects
20:32in a little more depth.
20:33And I do care so deeply about you.
20:36You've been a constant in my prayer.
20:39Well, it's very kind.
20:40I care deeply about you too.
20:43But, um...
20:44just to check.
20:46Is this a confession?
20:49No.
20:55My mother doesn't recognise me anymore.
20:58There are moments
20:59when I half believe she does,
21:01but she doesn't.
21:04Not a kind woman.
21:07Not someone even particularly
21:09filled with love.
21:11I stayed with her
21:13because she needed me
21:14after my father's death,
21:15even if she did not think she did.
21:21Just talk of your mother more.
21:24Her dementia
21:25in the last six months
21:26has become increasingly cruel.
21:30Violent.
21:31You understand us, son.
21:33Dementias get.
21:34The violence I can cope with.
21:36The words I sometimes find more.
21:40The hidden ways
21:41she's thought of me.
21:44She accuses me.
21:45She has accused me
21:48of being attracted to her.
21:51She's accused me
21:52of watching her in the bath.
21:53She's an 86-year-old woman,
21:55you understand.
21:56She's accused me
21:57of being attracted
21:58to other women
21:59who come to the house,
22:00carers and elderly friends.
22:02She's found lust
22:03in my...
22:04every...
22:05in all of me.
22:11The only reason
22:12I feel able
22:13to repeat these charges
22:14is because
22:14there is no truth to them.
22:20But that doesn't mean
22:21they aren't incredibly painful.
22:24I can imagine.
22:25And yet still,
22:27and this is the beauty
22:29of his love still,
22:30I sit on my allotment
22:32or in church
22:32or anywhere,
22:34really,
22:34and I pray,
22:35and I find such love
22:38in my life.
22:40Not from her,
22:42no.
22:44I find it
22:45in the love
22:46I give her.
22:47My love.
22:48You understand?
22:49And I do not regret,
22:51and this is important to me
22:52and it's true,
22:54I do not regret
22:54a single second
22:56I spent with her.
22:57I do not regret my life
22:59because
22:59it is a love
23:01to this day.
23:05It is a life
23:06filled with a true love.
23:14You're a good man.
23:18You're missing the point
23:19I'm trying to make.
23:22You think I do regret my life?
23:25I wouldn't presume to judge.
23:28But I've noticed
23:29the light going out
23:31in your eyes.
23:33Your eyes
23:34are normally so full of light.
23:38And that...
23:41Well,
23:43I have noticed that.
23:49Adultery.
23:50That's all it is.
23:51Sure you've heard
23:52plenty churned up
23:53and messy.
23:55I tell them
23:55in the confessional
23:56you have committed
23:57a terrible sin.
23:59There's some I can sense
24:00just like the sex
24:01and for those
24:03to lay it on thick.
24:05But others
24:07I sense a deeper conflict
24:09and to those I say
24:12love
24:13love
24:13is the only gift
24:15worth fighting for.
24:18And this love
24:19comes in many forms
24:21and God's gift
24:22God's gift
24:23which he gave
24:24to all humanity
24:26is that only you know
24:28which love is true.
24:34And then I forgive them
24:36and give them penance
24:37that is my right
24:38and duty
24:38as a priest.
24:39You think I'm
24:40committing adultery?
24:42You were married
24:43to God
24:45and now you're
24:46looking elsewhere.
24:47You're risking sin
24:48but
24:51sins can get forgiven.
24:58Would you
24:59give all this up?
25:02What would you
25:03give up?
25:03a position
25:05a trust
25:06perhaps
25:06a wage
25:07but
25:07these are just
25:08trinkets
25:09and support
25:10mechanisms
25:11in life's great journey.
25:12They aren't an answer
25:13to anything.
25:14You would not
25:15give up God's love
25:16and God
25:17would not give up
25:18on loving you
25:20and those around you
25:22the true ones
25:23and I would hope
25:24to include myself
25:25in this number.
25:27They would not
25:28stop loving you
25:29either.
25:31A dog collar
25:32David
25:32isn't the reason
25:33I do good things
25:34and it isn't
25:35the reason
25:36you do.
25:42There we go.
25:43That's all I have.
25:45Your turn now.
25:47Hail Mary's
25:48etc.
25:49Give me my penance.
25:51Let's keep
25:51the pretense up.
25:54She turned me down
25:55Francis.
25:59She's come back
26:00to the Wi-Fi
26:01back to where
26:01she wants to be.
26:03Ah.
26:06No.
26:07No.
26:09She's back.
26:11If no one's
26:12told you
26:13she's left
26:14the convent
26:15again.
26:17You were quite
26:18right in your
26:18diagnosis of her.
26:20She is enormously
26:21flighty.
26:47To the left
26:49to the right
26:51to the right
26:52Step it up, step it up, it's alright
26:55To the left, to the right
26:59Check the moon right out, it's alright
27:02Silence ain't season
27:06Cause there ain't no good in grief
27:10Can't stop my mouth breathing
27:14I'm seeing what I see
27:18Curves with destinations
27:22Poetics in my dream
27:26Cause I'm in formation
27:30In my ultimate
27:32Don't you see
27:35Yeah, yeah, yeah
27:37You can say forget my mind
27:39Yeah, yeah, yeah
27:41But I'll still reach out to you
27:43Yeah, yeah, yeah
27:45Till the last day that I drown
27:47Yeah, yeah, yeah
27:53It's on you now
27:54Well, it's on me
28:04I love you too
28:07I think I've missed something
28:09What have I missed?
28:39To you, Dad
29:06Looks nice
29:08Can I bring some more things from home?
29:10You're welcome any time, you know that
29:13But now your father and I need to go
29:16Stay
29:17Let me make us all some food
29:20I'd like that
29:21You'd like it?
29:23I'm not angry with you
29:25Mum, none of this was your fault
29:28I can't remember ever claiming it was
29:31And I think I'm excited
29:33Mum
29:35It's okay to be scared too
29:40I thought you'd be going after him
29:43No
29:44No, he
29:47He's not right
29:48He's not ready
29:50But I am still excited about
29:52What my life is going to be now
29:53Okay
29:59I'm proud of you
30:09Tarragon chicken?
30:10Sounds lovely
30:20I don't have anything to say
30:21Just give it short
30:22Pick your hands at first
30:24No, short is fine
30:25But you do understand
30:26I can't recognise your marriage
30:28I applaud what you're doing
30:30But I'm a priest
30:31It would be a betrayal to my congregation
30:33What can you do?
30:35I could have a go at blessing your love in some way
30:38Yeah, we can, um
30:40Follow our notes
30:41Well, I know it's
30:47Hello
30:49Hello
30:51Is Muriel here?
30:53Oh, you look a mess
30:54I've been running
30:55Look, Muriel, I need to see her
30:57Is this him?
30:58Yeah
30:58Him, who am I?
31:00Um, this is Anna's mother
31:02Ah
31:03Hello
31:04I'm her father
31:05She's not home
31:06She went to the shop
31:08She wanted to cook us all dinner
31:10We've been painting
31:10Which shops?
31:11Yeah, hold your horses
31:12Why don't you just wait
31:13Which shops?
31:14Tesco
31:14Thank you
31:15It's nice to meet you
31:18Ah, it's very nice to meet you too
31:19Hope we get to talk more
31:25Sweet is thy work
31:29My God, my King
31:34To praise thy name
31:41Hello, everybody
31:43My name is Francis
31:46I'm a priest
31:47And I believe
31:49In love
31:53Two
31:53Two are better than one
31:55Because they have a good reward for their toil
31:58For if they fall
32:00One will lift up his fellow
32:03But woe to him who is alone when he falls
32:06And has not another to lift him up
32:09Susan
32:10Do you take Simon to be your beloved?
32:14Will you cherish him?
32:16And
32:18Trying to find other adjectives
32:21Will you make him your home?
32:24Just as he makes you his
32:26And what?
32:29Simon
32:30Will you do the same?
32:32I will
32:35Oh
32:36Do you wish to kiss?
32:37You don't have to
32:38If you don't fancy it
32:45Well, I now pronounce you
32:49Nothing at all
32:51Shall we have a party now?
33:00Anna
33:04Don't run away, please
33:06Just let me talk
33:09I'm not running
33:11And you can certainly talk
33:12Yeah
33:13I, um
33:14I came looking for you
33:16At Muriel's house
33:17Oh, okay
33:18I met your mum
33:22Ah, okay
33:30I believe you promised words
33:33Sorry?
33:34You said you wanted to talk
33:35Etc
33:36Um
33:36I, I just
33:37I just want to tell you
33:38I want to tell you
33:44That I'm leaving the priesthood
33:50I haven't talked to anyone
33:52Yet
33:53But
33:55Yeah, I can't remain
33:57I've talked to him
34:01Okay
34:03Why?
34:05Because
34:10It's because I love you
34:18And why do you love me?
34:23I think
34:28I've always loved you
34:32It's just taken me a while
34:33To hide that out
34:38I'm really sorry about that
34:44I'm really sorry about that
35:04And let's
35:04Let's
35:05Let's not talk here
35:09Um
35:22There was a boy at school
35:23Adam
35:24He sat behind me in French
35:28Beautiful brown eyes
35:30He never said anything
35:31To me
35:32But he would sit
35:33Staring at the back of my neck
35:34All the way through the class
35:36I could feel it
35:39I was probably just bored
35:42Well
35:43I did take to wearing my hair up
35:45Whenever we had French lessons
35:48And then there was a Benedictine monk
35:51At Lord's
35:52When I was a postulant
35:54Called Francois
35:56Also
35:57Brown eyes
36:01I think
36:03They were my other
36:05Temptations
36:07I thought about both of them
36:08Probably a little bit more than I should
36:12But
36:13Well the thing is
36:16The thing is
36:17With them
36:18I knew
36:18You know
36:19That they
36:19They were just
36:21Urges
36:22Horrible word
36:25Whereas
36:28Whereas
36:29You
36:31Changed my soul
36:33And I
36:34I just
36:35I felt
36:36So angry
36:38That I
36:39Didn't
36:40Make yours
36:41Change
36:43In the same way
36:47But you did
36:51It was humiliating
36:53You understand me
36:55You really
36:56Really humiliated me
36:58You really hurt me
37:02I could
37:03I could hit you
37:07You're mine
37:10That would be
37:11Before too easy
37:14Need to
37:14Find a better way
37:15To
37:16Pay you back
37:20Is this all
37:23Are you saying
37:24I've lost my chance
37:26What do I don't
37:27Do you
37:37Do you
37:37I love you
37:39You
37:42I love you
37:47I'll
37:48You
37:50I love you
37:56Fuck
37:59You terrible, insecure, cowardly fuck
38:09I hate that word
38:14I like it
38:15Sounds like a mess, teacher
38:18Fuck, a mess
38:20A mess, teacher, if you've never heard outside of class
38:24It's a noble profession
38:57I am a coward
39:00Sometimes
39:06I don't know if I'm going to be good for you
39:10I don't know if I'm going to be good for you
39:13I hope you know
39:14I don't have a job
39:16I don't have a house
39:18Well
39:19The good thing is
39:21I don't have any of those things either
39:24I'm an alcoholic
39:27And I'm paramenopausal
39:35I think it's okay to say that we're both scared
39:39Yeah
39:40Angry, that's just me
39:43But scared
39:46It's worthless
39:49He saved me
39:53I was lost and he saved me
39:57I don't want to betray him
39:59I don't want to betray him
39:59Well then
40:01Let's decide that it's not a betrayal
40:05He saved me too
40:08You know, I'm just the same
40:09I'd like to ring a bell and put my life back
40:11How it was
40:12But
40:17I'd also really like to kiss you again
40:41You know, I'm just the same
41:11What?
41:18How do we do this?
41:25I think I know
41:41How do we do this?
41:42How do we do this?
41:43How do we do this?
41:43How do we do this?
41:43How do we do this?
41:43How do we do this?
41:43How do we do this?
41:44How do we do this?
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