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Clearing My Name
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00:00Ten years ago, the Hudson River Bridge 1 was responsible for building collapsed, causing mass casualties.
00:07My parents screamed that I was a murderer and cut off all ties with me.
00:11The victims' families doused me in gasoline, ready to die alongside me.
00:15And so, I spent ten years in prison.
00:18After my release, I changed my name, found a coffee shop in a small upstate New York town, and became
00:24a barista.
00:25Life was quiet, peaceful.
00:27Just when I thought it would stay that way forever, my ex-husband, Silas Sterling, came looking for me.
00:33The architectural firm he'd founded had long since gone public.
00:36He was at the peak of everything.
00:38The reporters swarming around him turned all their cameras on me.
00:42Mr. Sterling has been engaged for ten years but never married.
00:45Has he been waiting for you this whole time?
00:46I let out a cold laugh.
00:48What they didn't know was that ten years ago, it was Silas Sterling himself who let his little mistress infiltrate
00:55the construction crew to pocket kickbacks.
00:57And when everything fell apart, he made me take the fall.
01:01Under the blaze of camera flashes, Silas Sterling's face remained cold and composed.
01:07Welcome to my humble cafe, Mr. Silas.
01:09Can I get a picture?
01:11My daughter's gonna lose her mind.
01:13Please?
01:15When he noticed I hadn't moved, he turned and called out to me specifically.
01:19Alara, come take a photo with Mr. Sterling.
01:21He's the youngest CEO in the world.
01:23A photo with him will bring so much traffic to the shop, and I'll give you a raise!
01:26The moment my boss called out, my hands froze over the cup I was washing.
01:30Miss Vance!
01:31So you've been hiding here in a coffee shop!
01:34You were once a world-renowned genius architect.
01:37Doesn't it feel like a fall from grace washing cups like this?
01:39We've heard your ex-husband has been waiting for you all these years, postponing his wedding again and again.
01:44What do you make of that?
01:45I ignored the microphones, practically jabbing at my face, and kept my hands busy with work.
01:50But the cup in my grip was trembling badly.
01:53I knew Silas Sterling's methods.
01:55I didn't believe for one second he had any deep feelings for me.
01:58I stayed on guard.
02:00The standoff dragged on, until Silas stepped in front of me and blocked the cameras with his body.
02:05What happens today is between me and my former wife.
02:07We won't be taking any interviews, please clear the area.
02:10Then he turned to look at me, his gaze deep and unreadable.
02:13Allura.
02:17It's been a long time.
02:18After so many years, hearing his voice again, I couldn't stop my hand from jerking.
02:36How are you always so careless?
02:38I pulled my hand back immediately, and turned to my boss with repeated apologies.
02:42I'm so sorry.
02:43I'll clean it up myself, and please deduct the cost of the cup from my wages.
02:48Before my boss could even recover from the shock, a bright female voice floated in from the doorway.
02:53Simus, what are you doing here?
02:56You left without a word.
02:58Mom, Dad, and I were so worried about you.
03:01I looked toward the voice.
03:03A woman walked in from the doorway, smiling softly, naturally taking Silas' hand and pressing a light kiss to the
03:10corner of his lips.
03:11She was the true culprit behind the Hudson River bridge collapse ten years ago.
03:16She was also Silas Sterling's current fiancée, Ivy Thorne.
03:21And behind her, the very people who had cut me off ten years ago, my own parents.
03:27Ivy's gaze swept over to me.
03:30She smiled, cold and contemptuous.
03:33Mrs. Vance, the great architect.
03:34It's been a long time.
03:36Oh, by the way, your parents have officially taken me in as their adopted daughter.
03:42I suppose I should be calling you Big Sister.
03:46I glanced past her at my parents.
03:48They had aged so much.
03:50Compared to ten years ago, their backs were bent, their hair completely white.
03:54A fine, dense pain bloomed in my chest all at once.
03:59I wondered what they would think if they knew that the daughter they had taken in was the very person
04:05who had put their real daughter away.
04:07We only have one daughter, and it's Ivy.
04:09A woman who threw away human lives for a little money.
04:12Looking at her turns my stomach.
04:14Silas, why would you come looking for someone like this?
04:17This kind of scum.
04:18Better if she just died out there.
04:19The moment my parents spoke, everyone in the shop, including my boss, turned to look at me with strange expressions.
04:26I turned my face away.
04:28I forced the pain down and refused to meet my parents' eyes.
04:33Don't blame her parents.
04:35What happened back then was a devastating blow to them.
04:38He reached into his jacket and produced a gold-trimmed business card, holding it out to me.
04:44I owe you more than I can repay.
04:46Call me anytime you need anything.
04:47I didn't refuse Silas' card.
04:50Or rather, I accepted it the way I would a card from any ordinary customer, politely, and then set it
04:56down to the side without another look.
04:59I didn't believe Silas had sought me out on purpose, and I had no intention of ever seeing him again.
05:05Then, three days later, my boss called, and his voice was thick with discomfort.
05:10Laura, I'm really sorry.
05:13I had no idea you had such a distinguished background.
05:17Someone like you making coffee in a little shop like mine, it was never a good fit.
05:22I've counted this month as full attendance, and your wages will be in your account shortly.
05:29Take tomorrow off.
05:31You don't need to come in.
05:33He hung up before I could get a word out.
05:35I tried to call back.
05:36He had already blocked my number.
05:38A text arrived seconds later.
05:40My wages had been deposited.
05:42$4,500.
05:44The extra $1,000 is my apology.
05:47Our little shop can't handle this kind of attention.
05:50I'm begging you.
05:52Please don't come back.
05:53My stomach dropped.
05:56I already had a feeling this was Silas' doing.
05:59Sure enough, his call came through moments later.
06:03Hey, Laura.
06:04I know I can't overturn the verdict for what happened back then, and I hope you can understand that.
06:10But I will make it up to you in every other way.
06:13The barista work was too hard for you.
06:15I've already handled that.
06:18I've also purchased a house for you in the city.
06:23And Ivy is still young, not as experienced with the more complex blueprints.
06:27If you could help guide her, I'll pay you $200,000 a month.
06:31My fists clenched so hard my knuckles cracked.
06:35Won what grounds?
06:36On what grounds did he push me into the abyss himself?
06:40Let everyone in the world condemn me.
06:42Strip me of everyone who ever cared for me.
06:45And then waltz back in as my savior, and tear apart the quiet life I'd rebuilt.
06:50On what grounds did he presume to arrange everything for me, as though I had no say?
06:56Help Ivy Thorne?
06:58That was nothing but wanting me to be her shadow, her ghostwriter, her invisible hand.
07:03The thought made me sick to my stomach.
07:05I forced my feelings down, spoke through gritted teeth.
07:10Thank you for your kind offer, Mr. Sterling.
07:12But I have my own life now.
07:13Please don't interfere with it again.
07:16There was a long silence on the other end.
07:18Then, Silas spoke.
07:20Alara, don't be stubborn.
07:21A proud talent like you, you're only ever truly happy when you're working on blueprints.
07:26I'm securing your livelihood and giving your gift a place to breathe.
07:30What exactly are you dissatisfied with?
07:33And if you insist on saving face and refusing, I have other options.
07:40He hung up.
07:42A quiet dread settled in my chest.
07:44By that afternoon, I understood exactly what his other options were.
07:49With my coffee shop job gone, I spent the day walking all over town looking for work.
07:55But no matter where I went, no matter how desperately they were hiring, the moment I walked in, everyone
08:01was perfectly polite, and everyone refused to let me work.
08:05Eventually, with nowhere left to try, I made my way back to my rented room.
08:10But at the gate, I found my landlady waiting for me.
08:13Mrs. Kowalski was a wonderful woman.
08:16When I'd first arrived with almost nothing, she had waived a full month's rent,
08:20and whenever she cooked something good, she always brought a bowl to my door.
08:24But now she stood at the entrance, eyes red-rimmed.
08:27Ilada, you're finally back!
08:29I'm so sorry.
08:31I can't rent to you anymore.
08:34Please don't be angry with me.
08:36I have no choice.
08:38There's someone powerful in town now.
08:40If I keep renting to you, my daughter, she works in the city, they'll... they'll...
08:45She couldn't finish the sentence.
08:47She started crying.
08:49I packed my things that same night and moved out.
08:51This, I thought, is what Silas calls compensation.
08:55Burn down everything I have, then offer me the ashes with a gracious hand.
09:00The day I moved out of my rented room, Silas appeared in my small upstate town.
09:05He was thinner than he'd been a few days ago.
09:07Dark circles heavy under his eyes, like a man who hadn't slept.
09:11He had brought a moving company.
09:12He directed them to carry my things with a naturalness that made my skin crawl.
09:17As though we hadn't divorced at all.
09:19As though he were simply a husband coming to bring his wife home.
09:22At the new house, he poured me a glass of honey water.
09:25You've always been prone to tension.
09:27This will help you relax.
09:29I took the glass from him in silence.
09:31I took a small sip.
09:33I set the glass down and spoke.
09:36What happened before is in the past.
09:38If you truly wanted to make it right, you wouldn't have appeared at all.
09:41You would have stayed away.
09:43Allura, stop making a scene.
09:46I know you're not satisfied.
09:48But this is only the beginning.
09:50I'll find someone else to shoulder the blame.
09:55Then, step by step, I'll help restore your reputation.
09:59I know you don't like Ivy.
10:01I'll make sure she keeps a lower profile.
10:03Rest for now.
10:04His tone was gentle, but the meaning was unmistakable.
10:07You don't get to resist.
10:08He wanted me held firmly in his hands.
10:14Silas!
10:15I heard Mrs. Vance had arrived.
10:18Why didn't you call me?
10:22Although Mrs. Vance made serious mistake then,
10:25everyone still needs to live their life.
10:34I hope she takes this as a lesson and becomes a better person going forward.
10:38Ivy, the one who had actually done everything wrong,
10:41said all of this in front of the cameras without a trace of shame.
10:43This is just a small gesture from me.
10:46You're a senior in the field, and you're my fiancé's former wife.
10:51Please, don't re-use.
10:53If you ever have any difficulties, just say the word.
11:01But that afternoon, the news had spread across every platform in the city.
11:05Killer back in high society.
11:06Can the victims ever rest?
11:08And I, once again, was pushed to the center of the storm,
11:11pelted from all sides.
11:20Whether or not it was intentional,
11:22Ivy had leaked my address to the public.
11:26After that, victims' families and furious protesters gathered outside my door every day.
11:32Three days later, my parents arrived.
11:34It was the first time in ten years they had come looking for me on their own.
11:42Mom! Dad! You're here!
11:44Come in, have some water.
11:45We wouldn't dare drink the water of a murderer.
11:48Alana, what you did back then, we truly cannot forgive you.
11:56You can't keep making mistake after mistake.
12:00We're begging you.
12:03Ivy genuinely loves Silas.
12:05You're already divorced.
12:07Stop clinging to him.
12:09Ivy is a good girl,
12:10and it's not her place to say this,
12:13so we came to say it ourselves.
12:17If you keep refusing,
12:19don't blame us for finding other ways to make you go.
12:23That same gentle voice
12:24that had once sung me lullabies
12:26and coaxed me to sleep,
12:27night after night,
12:29now every word carried the edge of a threat,
12:31driving into my heart like the tip of a blade,
12:33one cut at a time.
12:34Mom!
12:35Dad, did you never believe me?
12:37Not even once?
12:42You wretch!
12:43Even now, you dare slander Ivy?
12:45He rushed over in a panic,
12:47trying to intervene.
12:48But at that moment,
12:49his phone rang.
12:50His assistant.
12:52Mr. Sterling, it's bad.
12:54Mrs. Thone got drunk.
12:55She's at the hospital getting a shot to sober up.
12:57The moment they heard that,
12:59Silas and both my parents went pale with alarm.
13:03All three of them turned and piled into the car.
13:06And I laughed.
13:07I watched their retreating figures.
13:09The tears came with the laughter.
13:12Whether they were threatening me
13:13or pretending to care for me,
13:15no matter how much pain I was in,
13:16none of it compared to Ivy Thorne crooking her finger.
13:19After all,
13:2010 years had taught me one clear lesson.
13:22I could not afford to have expectations of my parents
13:25or of Silas Sterling.
13:28A group of victims' family members
13:30knocked me unconscious with iron rods
13:33and took me away.
13:34When I came to,
13:35I was inside a burlap sack.
13:37Damn you!
13:38You murderer!
13:39We didn't come after you
13:40and you had the nerve to come back!
13:42Give me back my daughter's life!
13:44She was 19!
13:46She just started college!
13:48You animal!
13:51You owe us so many lives.
13:53Cutting you into a thousand pieces
13:55wouldn't be enough.
13:59You're in our hands now!
14:00We want blood for blood!
14:0299 blows.
14:04I lost consciousness
14:05and was doused awake
14:06again and again.
14:11The reason water closed in
14:13from every direction.
14:14The suffocation wrapped around me
14:16like a fist.
14:18Just as long as I was in the midst,
14:20the least of our hands
14:21closed around me.
14:26Mom, Dad, don't worry.
14:29I've looked into these families.
14:31They're all ordinary, decent people.
14:33They won't do anything
14:35seriously harmful to Alara.
14:37If anything,
14:38a good scare might make her go into hiding
14:40and protect herself.
14:42Reassured by those words,
14:44Alara's parents had passed along
14:45her whereabouts.
14:46The number you dialed
14:48is currently switched off.
14:51Something keeps knocking
14:52in my chest lately.
14:54Alara hasn't sent
14:55any word for days.
14:56Should we go look for her?
14:57Maybe call the police?
14:59Look for her?
14:59Call the police?
15:01Wasting resources
15:02to protect that creature?
15:03Huh.
15:04That's ridiculous.
15:05No news is better, isn't it?
15:07A troublemaker like her,
15:08if she's dead,
15:09that's one less burden
15:10on the world.
15:11Silas Sterling was just as uneasy.
15:13I knew it.
15:14You still can't let go
15:16of that ex-wife of yours.
15:16If that's how it is,
15:18why did you come to me at all?
15:20For three consecutive days,
15:22every time he tried
15:23to go find Alara,
15:24Ivy stopped him.
15:25While Ivy wasn't around,
15:26he slipped away
15:27and headed straight for the house.
15:28When he arrived,
15:30all he found was an empty house.
15:31And Alara's parents,
15:33standing there,
15:34faces tight
15:34with the same wordless dread.
15:37The three of them
15:38greeted each other
15:38with a nod,
15:39and without discussion,
15:41began searching.
15:42It must be Alara.
15:43She's come back.
15:48You are...
15:50Officers,
15:51did Alaxis cause trouble again?
15:53If she's hurt someone again,
15:54you can shoot her on the spot.
15:56I have no daughter.
15:57We're here to speak
15:58with Mrs. Vann's parents
15:59and former husband
16:00regarding the circumstances
16:01of her case.
16:02Miss Alara Vann
16:03is very likely deceased.
16:05The individuals responsible
16:06have been apprehended.
16:07We are doing everything
16:08in our power
16:09to locate her remains.
16:10We ask that you please
16:11accept our condolences.
16:13Mother swayed
16:13and nearly collapsed.
16:15Silas stared at the officer
16:17in disbelief,
16:18tears spilling down his face
16:20before he could stop them.
16:22They guided him
16:23and Alara's parents
16:24and Alara's parents
16:25and Alara's parents
16:26and Alara's parents
16:27were killed by your daughter.
16:29Taking her out
16:30was justice!
16:32You told us where she was.
16:34Wasn't that what you wanted?
16:35Her own parents
16:36gave us her location.
16:37They're not pressing charges.
16:38On what grounds
16:39are you arresting us?
16:41Whatever wrong
16:41was done to you,
16:42the law will decide
16:43your remedy.
16:44Vigilante justice
16:45is never acceptable.
16:47Killing is a crime.
16:48Full stop.
16:49Whatever came after that,
16:51neither Alara's parents
16:52nor Silas
16:53could hear a single word.
16:54She was your own daughter.
16:56Even a tiger
16:57won't devour its cubs.
16:58How could you do
16:59something like this?
17:02No, we didn't know
17:03this would happen.
17:04It was Ivy.
17:05Ivy said these people
17:06would only scare her,
17:07that Alara would go
17:08into hiding
17:08to protect herself.
17:09The name Ivy Thorne
17:11cracked through Silas' mind
17:12like a bolt of lightning.
17:15Ivy.
17:18It was Ivy again.
17:19She must have planned
17:20all of this from the beginning.
17:21No wonder she had worked
17:23so hard to keep him
17:24away.
17:24Silas' face darkened
17:26to something terrifying.
17:28Alara's parents
17:29were reeling too.
17:30Now that they thought back,
17:31Ivy's behavior
17:31had been strange all along.
17:34You care that much
17:35about that murderer?
17:37Didn't you hate her?
17:38Didn't you love me most?
17:40She's dead?
17:41Isn't that exactly
17:42what you wanted?
17:43I can still be your daughter.
17:45I'm still Silas Sterling's
17:47fiancee!
17:47Someone like her!
17:48She killed all those people
17:49ten years ago!
17:50Getting what she deserved
17:51is only natural!
17:59The moment Ivy finished speaking,
18:01Silas lunged forward
18:03and closed his hand
18:04around her throat.
18:05Who told you to do this?
18:07I'm not wrong!
18:08Someone who caused
18:09that much damage,
18:10after ten years,
18:12she's still a pest!
18:14Ivy's words
18:14stopped abruptly.
18:16Her face slowly drained
18:17of color.
18:18She looked as though
18:19something had just
18:20surfaced in her memory.
18:21Silas let out a laugh.
18:25I've woken from nightmares
18:26countless times,
18:27sick with regret
18:27over what I did
18:28to the person I love most,
18:29all to protect
18:30something like you.
18:32You and I both
18:33know the truth.
18:34You were only
18:34my mentor's daughter.
18:35My mentor did so much
18:37for me,
18:37so I sacrificed
18:38my own wife
18:39to take your punishment.
18:40The real truth
18:41of ten years ago.
18:42You,
18:43the actual culprit,
18:44know it better
18:45than anyone!
18:46The words detonated
18:47in the room of a bomb.
18:48Then Alara's father
18:49spoke,
18:49his voice barely
18:50finding shape.
18:51Silas,
18:52what you just said,
18:53the one who caused
18:53the collapse ten years ago,
18:55it wasn't Alara?
18:55We wronged her,
18:56and we took in
18:57the person who destroyed
18:58her and called her
18:59our daughter!
19:01Silas lowered his eyes.
19:02He said nothing.
19:03Alara's father stumbled.
19:05He fell back
19:06into a chair.
19:08Her mother surged
19:09forward,
19:10raised her hand,
19:11and brought it down
19:12hard across Silas' face.
19:13His face snapped
19:14to one side,
19:15but he stood
19:16where he was
19:17and took it.
19:18I'm sorry.
19:18I'm so sorry.
19:20Her mother didn't
19:21accept the apology.
19:22She was silent
19:23for a moment.
19:24Then a cry tore
19:24out of her,
19:25raw and inconsolable.
19:27My daughter!
19:28My daughter!
19:30We took revenge
19:32on the wrong person?
19:33When I woke up,
19:34I was in a soft bed.
19:36I tried to sit up.
19:37The pain that tore
19:38through my body
19:39made cold sweat
19:40break across my skin
19:42instantly.
19:43Don't move.
19:45Lie still and rest.
19:46A gentle male voice
19:47came from the doorway.
19:49I turned toward the sound.
19:50A young man
19:51in a cotton shirt
19:52The doctor said
19:54you'd wake up around now.
19:56I've been making
19:57a fresh bowl every day
19:58waiting for you.
19:59And here you are.
20:00You just woke up
20:01nothing too rich yet.
20:03This will do for now.
20:04Once you're better,
20:05I'll take you
20:06somewhere proper.
20:07He set the bowl
20:07on the nightstand
20:08as he spoke.
20:09Then,
20:09with practiced ease,
20:10he adjusted the bed
20:11so I could sit up
20:12more comfortably
20:13and brought the spoon
20:14to my lips.
20:14I looked at him
20:15properly for the first time.
20:17Strong,
20:18straight brows.
20:19Warm,
20:19expressive eyes.
20:20A small mole
20:21just beside his nose.
20:23Perfectly placed.
20:24For some reason
20:25I couldn't name,
20:26he felt immediately familiar,
20:28as though we had
20:29known each other
20:29for a long time.
20:31Because of that feeling,
20:32I could barely
20:33put my guard up.
20:34When he brought
20:35the porridge to my lips,
20:36I drank it before
20:37I even thought
20:38to hesitate.
20:39The moment it hit
20:40my tongue,
20:40I went still.
20:42This taste,
20:43it was the exact taste
20:44from my grandmother's
20:45house when I was a child.
20:47The porridge she used
20:48to make just for me.
20:49I stared at him,
20:50and after a long moment,
20:52Who are you?
20:54A shadow of sadness
20:56crossed the young man's eyes.
20:58Silly.
21:00Grandma's sweet potato porridge
21:02besides grandma herself,
21:03only one person in the world
21:05knows the recipe.
21:06You really don't remember?
21:07And then it came back
21:08to me all at once.
21:10When I was little,
21:11there was a boy
21:11who used to play with me
21:13all the time.
21:14Because our grandmother
21:15was always so busy,
21:16he would be the one
21:17to look after me.
21:18For a while,
21:19when my stomach was bad,
21:20and I could only manage porridge,
21:22He had learned grandma's
21:23sweet potato porridge recipe
21:25specifically for me.
21:27Julian?
21:32You finally remembered.
21:34It was only then
21:35that Julian told me everything.
21:37It turned out that
21:38after my parents
21:39had taken me to the city,
21:40Julian's own biological parents
21:43had found him as well.
21:44His true identity,
21:45the lost heir to the Knight family,
21:47the wealthiest in the region.
21:49After a whole drama
21:50of proving who he really was,
21:52he had taken his rightful place
21:54at the head of Knight Technologies.
21:56But he had never forgotten me.
21:58He had never stopped looking for me.
22:00When he saw me become
22:01a well-known architect,
22:02he felt genuinely happy for me.
22:04But because I had already married Silas,
22:06he hadn't wanted to intrude.
22:08Ten years ago,
22:09the bridge collapsed case.
22:11Everyone thinks you are a murderer.
22:13I never believed you were the murderer.
22:15He had spent years quietly investigating,
22:18collecting evidence in the background.
22:20But even by the time I was released,
22:22he hadn't found enough.
22:23At the end of it all...
22:24I've been keeping an eye on your movements.
22:26So I was able to detect
22:28those people's plot in time
22:29and rescue from the river.
22:31But I know this violates your privacy.
22:34Will you be angry with me?
22:35I laughed.
22:36I shook my head.
22:37Thank you, Julian.
22:40I watched the news from the bed
22:42when I saw Ivy Thorne
22:43being led away by police
22:45on the television screen.
22:47I couldn't quite believe it.
22:48Julian and I looked at each other.
22:50Neither of us had expected
22:52that the truth revealed to the world
22:54just like that.
22:55In the reporter's cameras,
22:56Silas Sterling's face was ashen.
22:59Not a trace remained
23:00of the man he once had been.
23:02And my parents,
23:03over their own daughter,
23:04looked as though every ounce of life
23:06had been drained from them.
23:08My father slumped in a chair.
23:09My mother sat beside him,
23:11hands pressed over her face.
23:13I lay in bed watching all of it.
23:15There was none of the triumphant satisfaction
23:17I might have imagined.
23:19Only a vast emptiness
23:21and a tiredness.
23:22My former firm released a statement
23:24restoring my standing.
23:26Apologies flooded social media.
23:28Countless strangers brought flowers
23:30to the cenotaph
23:31that had been erected in my name.
23:33Julian watched it all beside me,
23:35then turned and asked,
23:36brow furrowed.
23:37What are you going to do?
23:38Tell everyone you're still alive?
23:40The moment he finished speaking,
23:41the faces of my parents and Silas
23:43rose up in my mind.
23:45I could already picture
23:46exactly what their version
23:47of making it up to me
23:48would look like.
23:49Their compensation
23:50felt like something demonic.
23:52I never wanted to live
23:53through that again.
23:54I shook my head.
23:55I gave Julian a small smile.
23:57Julian,
23:58let's just call this a rebirth.
24:01No matter how public opinion
24:03shifted back in my favor,
24:04no matter how many people
24:06came forward to sympathize,
24:08to apologize,
24:09to demand justice on my behalf,
24:11it all felt like something
24:13from a previous life.
24:14Since everyone already believed
24:16I was dead,
24:17I would give them exactly that.
24:19I stayed with Julian
24:20to recover for six months.
24:22He cared for me
24:23the way he always had,
24:24with quiet,
24:25unhesitating attention.
24:27Already the commanding head
24:29of night technologies,
24:30and yet he still looked after me
24:32exactly the way he had
24:33when we were children.
24:34Once I was able to eat normally,
24:37he always cooked himself.
24:38Every day he found a new way
24:40to prepare something nourishing.
24:42Six months later,
24:43I was not only healed,
24:44I had gained 10 pounds.
24:46Then spring came again.
24:48Jacaranda blooms opened
24:49just outside the window
24:50beside my bed.
24:52I stared at them
24:52for a long time.
24:54Then I turned to Julian
24:55and said,
24:56Julian,
24:57let's go somewhere.
24:57We left the city.
24:59Julian arranged his company
25:00to run with remote management,
25:02then stepped back
25:03and accompanied me
25:04as we set out
25:05to see the world.
25:06We followed the steps
25:07of my favorite poets.
25:09We traced the romantic solitude
25:10of Neruda
25:11through the coastal landscape
25:12of Chile.
25:13We stood in Mon Lach in Paris
25:15and tried to guess
25:16where the little rabbit
25:17had been buried.
25:18We walked through
25:19temple gardens in Kyoto
25:20and contemplated the violent beauty
25:23of a Japanese master's aesthetic.
25:25I had never imagined,
25:26after all those years apart,
25:28that Julian and I
25:29would find our interests
25:30and our way of seeing the world
25:32so completely aligned.
25:34At last we came to England.
25:35Beside the Thames,
25:37Julian turned to look at me.
25:38His eyes were full of a nervousness
25:40he was trying very hard not to show.
25:42I knew what he was about to say.
25:44I smiled at him
25:45and spoke first.
25:46Julian,
25:47I think I've fallen for you.
25:49His face went red
25:50all the way to his ears.
25:52Then a kiss landed on my lips.
25:54At last,
25:55Julian and I opened
25:56a small bookshop in England.
25:58The days passed quietly.
25:59Only occasionally
26:00did news from back home reach us.
26:02After my death,
26:04Silas seemed to become
26:05a different person entirely.
26:07He restructured his company
26:08with swift, decisive force
26:10and purged everything
26:12connected to Ivy Thorne.
26:13And he never gave up
26:15looking for me.
26:16The overwhelming weight
26:17of what he owed
26:18kept him convinced,
26:19with a kind of obsession,
26:21that I must still be alive somewhere.
26:23As it turned out,
26:25he was right.
26:26On a Christmas Eve,
26:27London was buried
26:28in heavy snow.
26:29I had closed the shop early
26:31and was on my way home
26:32to cook Christmas dinner
26:33with Julian.
26:34But just as I reached
26:36the bottom of our building,
26:37I saw a familiar silhouette.
26:39He was standing in the snowfall,
26:41as though he intended
26:42to become part of it,
26:44still as a statue
26:45made of ice.
26:46When he saw me,
26:47the gray deadness
26:48in his eyes
26:49came alive.
26:50Alara!
26:51He ran to me
26:52and grabbed my hands,
26:53his whole body trembling.
26:55I knew you weren't dead.
26:56Thank God,
26:57you're not dead.
26:58What happened back then
26:59was my fault.
27:00I've cleared your name.
27:02Come back with me.
27:03Let's start over.
27:04Please.
27:05He was incoherent,
27:06tears breaking through his voice,
27:08more humble
27:09than I had ever seen him.
27:11I looked at this man
27:12I had once loved deeply
27:13and once hated
27:14just as deeply.
27:16My heart was utterly still.
27:18Mr. Sterling,
27:19I said.
27:20You have the wrong person.
27:22Ilara Vance is dead.
27:24He looked at me
27:24with something close
27:25to madness in his eyes.
27:27No, please.
27:28I'm begging you.
27:30Let me make it right.
27:31Please.
27:32Make it right?
27:33I gave a cold laugh.
27:35You destroyed my life.
27:37You made everyone abandon me.
27:39You cost me 10 years in prison.
27:42When I finally found my way back
27:44to a quiet life,
27:45your so-called compensation
27:47forced me out of it
27:48and nearly killed me.
27:50Silas Sterling,
27:51what exactly do you think
27:53you still have left
27:54to make right?
27:55I turned away
27:56and there was Julian
27:57standing just behind me
27:59watching with a quiet,
28:01steady smile.
28:01I walked forward
28:03without a moment's hesitation.
28:05I took Julian's hand.
28:06I didn't look back,
28:07not even once,
28:09as the sound of Silas
28:10breaking down
28:11faded behind us.
28:12One week later,
28:13my parents appeared
28:14at the bottom of our building.
28:15They looked so much older.
28:17Their hair had gone white.
28:19Their faces were full
28:20of a timid,
28:21beseeching uncertainty.
28:23My mother was holding
28:24a thermal bag.
28:25Lotus pastries,
28:26she said,
28:27the ones I had loved
28:28as a child.
28:29When she saw me,
28:30she opened her mouth,
28:30but the tears came
28:32before any words did.
28:33I looked at them.
28:34The fine, dense ache
28:36moved through me again,
28:37the way it always had.
28:39Come up for tea,
28:40I said.
28:41I turned and led the way.
28:42Julian respected
28:43my choices completely.
28:45He helped me prepare the tea,
28:47setting a cup in front
28:48of each of my parents
28:49without a word.
28:50Then he quietly found
28:51somewhere else to be.
28:52My father was the first
28:54to speak.
28:55Elara,
28:56we were wrong.
28:57Come home with us.
28:59I finished my tea in silence.
29:01Then I set the cup down
29:02and spoke.
29:03Mom,
29:04Dad,
29:05I took a slow breath.
29:06Consider me dead.
29:08This is my home.
29:09I'm not going back.
29:10I don't hate you anymore,
29:12but I can't be what I was to you before.
29:15Between us,
29:15there are ten years
29:16of a wrongful sentence
29:18and one life
29:19that almost ended.
29:20We are each other's best ending
29:22if we simply wish each other well
29:24from a distance.
29:25I didn't take the lotus pastries.
29:27They cried for a long time.
29:29In the end,
29:30they left,
29:31unsteady on their feet,
29:32stumbling down the steps.
29:33The snow on the ground below
29:35caught the last of the sunset light,
29:37small patches of red,
29:38and their shadows stretched long behind them.
29:41I cried anyway.
29:42Silas and my parents never came back.
29:44Only money,
29:45from time to time,
29:47deposited quietly into my account.
29:49And postcards,
29:50occasionally,
29:51routed through circuitous paths,
29:53no names signed.
29:54I knew they were from Silas.
29:56I never read them.
29:57I never replied.
29:59I carried each one to the fireplace
30:01and watched the flames take it.
30:03Life always moves forward.
30:05Ding!
30:06The wind chime above the door rang.
30:08A customer had come in.
30:10After selling one more book,
30:11I lay back in the rocking chair
30:13in the courtyard.
30:14Julian handed me a cup of tea
30:16and asked,
30:17Any regrets?
30:18I shook my head.
30:19Never.
30:20This bookshop
30:21and Julian.
30:22This was my new life.
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