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Dont Make Me Bless You
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00:00:14You
00:00:54You
00:01:05Every three months I get the shop sprayed same company same time same old routine, but this time it wasn't
00:01:12the same dude
00:01:19Hey
00:01:28So you are Jones, huh?
00:01:32When I saw the name Jones, I thought to myself we can't be and I be damn look ahead is
00:01:40Well, how long you been working at precision?
00:01:43Just a couple of weeks back a car wash it wasn't working. Plus it was cold
00:01:49I've been stacking some money keeping it low. You know, I just got out of halfway house. I
00:01:55Heard you got caught up in that raid
00:01:58And look at you now out here looking my fresh meat
00:02:01I know these women all over you
00:02:04What you trying to say I look good to you?
00:02:07You know you look
00:02:09Yeah, you do too you always did
00:02:12Lucky boo
00:02:14Stop my hug, girl
00:02:16Everything was different
00:02:18Never force never rush
00:02:21I've been trust now
00:02:24Every time you touch me
00:02:27Every time you touch me
00:02:27It feel like it was always us
00:02:34I got to get back to work
00:02:37Why don't you give me your number and uh, we'll catch up later
00:02:41Okay, I like that
00:02:45And what's the bridge to put you up?
00:02:48It makes two of us
00:02:55So who is that?
00:02:56This next
00:02:57So that's what you got
00:02:58Mm-hmm
00:02:59Get you some
00:03:00Do we got a brother?
00:03:02I'm about to play with you girl
00:03:05We ain't seen each other in six years
00:03:08But it didn't feel weird
00:03:09It felt like we hit a pause
00:03:11And now we're finally pushing play
00:03:13Not just as friends
00:03:15But as maybe more than that
00:03:18So you really out here bossed up ma
00:03:20About your own salon and everything
00:03:22And that's big for real
00:03:25Thank you
00:03:27Yeah, it's been three years now
00:03:30I got it once I got tired of renting
00:03:33It's a grind
00:03:34It's a grind
00:03:34But it's none
00:03:36Nah, it's silent
00:03:37You know, I respect her
00:03:40You know, it's crazy
00:03:41Because some guys look at it like it's a threat
00:03:44You know, they think I'm too much
00:03:46Because I have my own
00:03:47I've heard it all
00:03:49Who said that?
00:03:50That's some insecure shit
00:03:53But I love that you got your own
00:03:55You blessed
00:03:58Yeah, you would think so
00:03:59But I've really heard it all
00:04:01From, oh, you think you're too good
00:04:03Or you don't need a man
00:04:07Look, it ain't nothing wrong with knowing your word frame
00:04:11Miggas just weak you forward
00:04:13They wouldn't do it for you anyway
00:04:15You know, maybe
00:04:17I am kind of the problem
00:04:18Because I'm really good being single
00:04:20That comes easy for me
00:04:22But letting someone see the real man
00:04:25That shit is crap
00:04:28Well, I see you
00:04:29I've been peeped you
00:04:31That ain't never gonna change
00:04:33But look
00:04:35I ain't just trying to
00:04:37Be cool with you again
00:04:38I'm trying to be with you
00:04:40For real
00:04:42Are you serious?
00:04:44Hell yeah
00:04:44Yeah
00:04:45This fat and knee greasy woman
00:04:46Look, I've been stacking bread
00:04:49Laying low
00:04:50Since I touched down
00:04:51You know what I'm saying
00:04:52Ever since I seen you
00:04:55It's like God hit a reset button on my life
00:04:59What?
00:05:00Thanks
00:05:01Hey yo
00:05:02I'm sorry man
00:05:03I appreciate it a little bit
00:05:14You know me?
00:05:16No
00:05:20Okay
00:05:23So
00:05:25When Dre asked if I knew him
00:05:27I didn't
00:05:28But I felt something
00:05:30Some kind of connection
00:05:31I brushed it off though
00:05:34Dre wasn't jealous
00:05:35It just
00:05:35I came off with it
00:05:38Mmm
00:05:39Mmm
00:05:41Yeah
00:05:47Yeah
00:05:48I see the way you look, yeah
00:05:50Like she the only one in the room
00:05:55You're leaning close when she start laughing
00:05:58Like her smile belongs to you
00:06:01You touch her hand like it's natural
00:06:04Like you don't even think twice
00:06:07And I'm right here in the same space
00:06:10But I feel invisible tonight
00:06:15Memorize the way you breathe
00:06:17The way your voice drops when you're tired
00:06:20But she the one you calling, baby
00:06:23And that truth comes like a wire
00:06:26You don't see me breaking
00:06:29You don't see my heart caving
00:06:33You just see a friend
00:06:35But I'm fighting feelings
00:06:37I can't bend
00:06:39I'm on the outside looking in
00:06:41Watching her fall deeper again
00:06:45Every kiss, every touch
00:06:48Feels like it's tearing me up
00:06:51You hold her like she's your whole world
00:06:55While I'm just a background girl
00:06:58Smilin' like I'm okay
00:07:01But I'm slowly
00:07:03Fading away
00:07:05I'm on the outside
00:07:10Outside
00:07:14Outside looking in
00:07:19I never knew she felt that way
00:07:21I thought she knew her place
00:07:23She always been my day one
00:07:24But you the one I chase
00:07:26You the one I pray for
00:07:28You the one I choose
00:07:29Never meant to hurt nobody
00:07:31Love ain't something you could split into
00:07:33I try to kill it in my chest
00:07:35Try to bury it deep
00:07:36But every time you say her name
00:07:38It steals another piece of me
00:07:39And she deserves that fairy tale
00:07:41I ain't mad at her shine
00:07:43But how I'm supposed to hide this pain
00:07:44When I wish that you were mine
00:07:46Maybe in another life
00:07:48Maybe in another time
00:07:50You be reaching for my hands
00:07:51Instead of holding hers a night
00:07:53I tell myself let you go
00:07:55But my heart don't listen
00:07:57It's hard to walk away
00:07:58When you're my favorite addiction
00:08:00I'm on the outside looking in
00:08:03Watching her fall deeper again
00:08:07Every kiss, every touch
00:08:10Still feels like it's too much
00:08:12You hold her like she's your whole world
00:08:16While I'm just a background girl
00:08:19Trying not to cry
00:08:22While your love passes me by
00:08:26I'm on the outside
00:08:31The side
00:08:34Still on the one
00:08:36Ooh
00:08:37Lookin' in
00:08:38Lookin' in
00:08:39Lookin' in
00:08:39Lookin' in
00:08:40I'm on the outside
00:08:41Oh
00:08:44Oh
00:08:45Oh
00:08:45Oh
00:08:45Oh
00:08:45Oh
00:08:50Lookin' in
00:08:52Lookin' in
00:08:53Lookin' in
00:08:55Lookin' in
00:08:56I told myself I wasn't gonna get caught up
00:08:58That I wanted to take it slow
00:09:00But the truth is
00:09:02I wanted him to stay and never leave
00:09:04And right then
00:09:05I felt it
00:09:07Everything shifted
00:09:09Hmm
00:09:09Hmm
00:09:12Hmm
00:09:15Hmm
00:09:17Hmm
00:09:18Hmm
00:09:19Hmm
00:09:21Hmm
00:09:22Hmm
00:09:23Hmm
00:09:23Hmm
00:09:27You good?
00:09:29Yeah, yeah, I'm straight
00:09:33I'm good
00:09:34You sane?
00:09:38What?
00:09:40I got a
00:09:41I got an early test control call
00:09:44So
00:09:44Do you catch a sleeping cat?
00:09:49Well, I don't
00:09:50Have an extra set of clothes
00:09:52And I got more paperwork to do
00:09:54And honestly
00:09:56I wasn't
00:09:58Expecting
00:09:58Um
00:09:59This
00:10:04Okay, um
00:10:05Next time you like this?
00:10:07Yeah, yeah, definitely
00:10:08Uh
00:10:08I'll make it up to you
00:10:17Promise?
00:10:25I did mean to fall for him, but
00:10:28That's the thing with love
00:10:29It doesn't ask for permission
00:10:50Well, damn, you real comfortable?
00:10:52And you come back in this bitch two days later spending like back shots and bags and body books like
00:10:57we cool or something?
00:10:57Don't start that shit
00:10:59I told you I had to work
00:11:02Nigga, you don't look like you been at work
00:11:04And you damn sure don't work Gucci Gilson to kill no damn roaches Andre
00:11:09And you really on that shit tonight?
00:11:12Nigga, don't play with me
00:11:14I know about you
00:11:16Rain
00:11:18Yeah, the little salon bitch
00:11:21Shit
00:11:22So what the fuck you been doing?
00:11:24Spying on me?
00:11:24Nah, you sploppy
00:11:26I ain't gotta spy the streets do this hockey
00:11:31Dre, I held you down for six years
00:11:34Money on your books
00:11:37Commissary
00:11:37Letters
00:11:38I drove two hours to come and see your funky ass
00:11:41While you was up there writing other bitches from the inside
00:11:44It's so, now you're out and I'm just to follow that girl?
00:11:51Ain't nobody forgot all that
00:11:53And even if I wanted to forget
00:11:55Your ass won't let me
00:11:57Well nigga fucking act like it
00:12:01Is you fucking a drunk?
00:12:04I mean, no, since you so real let's just be honest
00:12:08Is it pussy or do you care?
00:12:12Wow
00:12:15I fucking hate you
00:12:17Look
00:12:18I'm gonna tell you one motherfucking time
00:12:20Don't put your hands on me
00:12:22Or what?
00:12:24What you gonna do Andre?
00:12:25You gonna choke me?
00:12:27Oh, let me guess, you gonna bless me
00:12:29Go ahead
00:12:31Bless me
00:12:35I just want
00:12:37Mmm
00:12:40Fuck this
00:12:43Yeah
00:12:45You better walk
00:12:46You better walk
00:12:47Cause next time I'm not dropping the charge
00:12:50Yeah
00:12:52Yeah
00:13:05Yeah
00:13:11Do you know this?
00:13:12It's all about the last time I did
00:13:14You better walk
00:13:14I'm not going to go
00:13:15You better walk
00:13:15Or where you don't need to go
00:13:18You better walk
00:13:19I'm not going to go
00:13:19You better walk
00:13:19But I'm not going to go
00:13:33How you know it's pain
00:13:36You the one who cut me, now you're saying that you changed
00:13:40How you know it's pain
00:13:42I was crying on the floor while you was riding with your gang
00:13:48How you know it's pain
00:13:50I done loved you through the fire, you just left me in the flames
00:13:55How you know it's pain
00:13:57All you really know is losing when you lose a real one, babe
00:14:03You ain't never had a fake smile with your heart on me
00:14:07Telling everybody we good while you break quietly
00:14:11Held you down through the broke days
00:14:13No lies, no gas
00:14:15You got right, turn around, let me in your past
00:14:19Now you call me like, baby, I'm hurt, I'm not okay
00:14:22You ain't hurt, you just mad, I finally walked away
00:14:26You miss my tears, you miss my care
00:14:38Um, hi, how can I help you?
00:14:41You rain, right?
00:14:42I am, and you are?
00:14:44I'm the woman that man comes home to every night after he's done up her playing house with your eggs
00:14:50Hey!
00:14:51Oh, wow, um, you talking about Drake?
00:14:54Yeah, Drake, I'm Leticia
00:14:56Okay, Leticia or whoever you are, you need to go and take that up now
00:15:01Oh, I am taking it up
00:15:03You just too nice to see it
00:15:05Well, look, I don't do mess in my place of business
00:15:07So you can either take this outside or be removed
00:15:09Bitch, stop
00:15:10Bitch, who was you talking to?
00:15:13Listen, it's a little bit too late for that, okay?
00:15:16What, you thought you was the first?
00:15:18You think he saved you or some shit?
00:15:20Baby girl, you just a new hobby
00:15:22And I've outlasted them all
00:15:24And I'll definitely outlast you
00:15:26Oh, yeah
00:15:27Well, if you're so confident, then why are you here?
00:15:30Because you're too damn comfortable
00:15:31Well, he may be this way
00:15:32I know Drake
00:15:34He don't do comfortable
00:15:35Unless he got two back-ups
00:15:38Oh, she's messy for real?
00:15:41Right?
00:15:43Let me put you on game, Bulger
00:15:46That nigga smell good because I bought that club
00:15:48That new shit he rocking, I pay for it
00:15:51And when he's done doing whatever the fuck it is that he's doing with you
00:15:55He'll be right back home with me
00:15:58Okay, Shirley
00:16:00You bought you eight
00:16:01And you over here watching us?
00:16:03That's sad
00:16:04Nah, that's loyalty
00:16:06I've been down with that nigga for six years
00:16:08Jail calls, money on books, you name it
00:16:10You just a fresh face to make him feel new
00:16:14So let me guess
00:16:15You held him down
00:16:16And did
00:16:17Kept him solid
00:16:18Yet here you are in my place of business
00:16:22Looking desperate
00:16:23Like a little side piece hoping for some attention
00:16:25So let me ask you something
00:16:28You really his woman?
00:16:29Or are you a fan?
00:16:31Watch your fucking mouth
00:16:32Or what?
00:16:36You look smart
00:16:37Glad you know
00:16:39So I'ma let you have him for now
00:16:41Okay?
00:16:42Let me
00:16:44And when he leaves your bed
00:16:45With nothing but lies
00:16:47And regrets
00:16:49Remember who tried to warn you
00:16:52Nice to meet you, Ray
00:16:55Girl, this heifer got a lot of nerve
00:17:10Leticia
00:17:10Where your ass at?
00:17:14What the fuck is wrong with you?
00:17:18You what the fuck wrong with me?
00:17:20You went down to her fucking job
00:17:23Why the fuck did you do that?
00:17:24Because I felt like it
00:17:26That's her place of business, Leticia
00:17:27What the fuck was you thinking?
00:17:29Are you protecting her?
00:17:32You embarrassed her
00:17:33And you embarrassed me
00:17:34Nigga, you embarrass your own self
00:17:36Every damn day
00:17:37But you don't want nobody
00:17:38Pulling up to that little
00:17:39Bullshit-ass tax office of yours
00:17:41Now do you?
00:17:42Nigga, fuck you
00:17:42And that damn beauty shop
00:17:49That's all you got?
00:17:52Come on, Dre
00:17:54Bless me
00:17:57As you wish
00:18:05Your ass love for me to bless you, don't you?
00:18:07Huh?
00:18:09Don't you ever take your motherfucking ass down
00:18:11To the goddamn shop again
00:18:12I want
00:18:13Bitch, you want some more?
00:18:15Get out
00:18:17Get out, Dre
00:18:18Get the fuck out
00:18:20That's what I thought
00:18:44Rain
00:18:46Baby, open the door
00:18:49I'm begging you, baby
00:18:50I got nowhere else to go
00:18:52Please
00:18:58Rain
00:19:00Baby, I got nowhere else to go
00:19:07I got nowhere else to go
00:19:11Can I come in?
00:19:33So where you been?
00:19:36Look, man
00:19:37Don't even play with me like that
00:19:39You know I ain't come here for that.
00:19:41Nah, you shut up with a bag, a lie, and a whole lot of nerve.
00:19:45Brain, you know that's a prison thing, right?
00:19:48Look, being here with you, this is where I want to be.
00:19:52You had weeks, Jerry.
00:19:54Weeks to be real with me.
00:19:56And all of those nights whispering sweet nothings in my ear.
00:20:00And the whole time you had a woman waiting for you?
00:20:02Look, I wanted to tell you.
00:20:03Really, I did.
00:20:04But the truth is, I didn't know how.
00:20:06Don't lie to me now.
00:20:08She told me six years.
00:20:11Court dates, jail calls.
00:20:13She even bragged about buying you stuff.
00:20:15And here I am making you plates since you're thinking I'm something special.
00:20:18Brain ain't have nowhere else to go, okay?
00:20:20I ain't got no pot to piss in.
00:20:22I just got out of prison.
00:20:24She let me parole at her house.
00:20:25That's it.
00:20:26So she's your shelter, and I'm your peace.
00:20:29No, Brain.
00:20:32You my everything.
00:20:36You see, I could have forgiven the situation, but you lied.
00:20:39Now I don't even know what's real.
00:20:42Look, I didn't want to lose you, okay?
00:20:46Look, I've been trying to figure it all out.
00:20:49All right?
00:20:49I'm begging you.
00:20:51Look me in my eyes and tell me that she doesn't mean anything to you.
00:20:58She doesn't mean shit to me, Brain.
00:21:01So you're telling me she held you down, and you flipped on her.
00:21:06So that's what I get to look forward to?
00:21:08Brain.
00:21:08Brain.
00:21:09Brain.
00:21:10I love her, but I'm not in love with her.
00:21:13There's a difference.
00:21:15Not in love with her, but you still sleeping in her bed?
00:21:18Okay.
00:21:18God damn!
00:21:19Brain.
00:21:19Brain.
00:21:20Brain.
00:21:20I'm sorry.
00:21:21I'm sorry.
00:21:21I'm sorry.
00:21:21I'm yelling.
00:21:22I'm sorry.
00:21:24I'm trying to tell you that I just want you.
00:21:26I don't want her.
00:21:28Look, whatever it takes, I prove it to you.
00:21:34Come on, please.
00:21:37All right.
00:21:39But don't expect my trust overnight.
00:21:41You will have to earn it.
00:21:46On the couch.
00:21:49Good night.
00:21:52We becoming one body to body, heart to heart.
00:21:58Ain't nothing stopping.
00:22:00When you move like that, I feel your love.
00:22:04Angels making love.
00:22:06We becoming us, yeah.
00:22:09We becoming one.
00:22:10No space between every touch, writing memories.
00:22:13In this moment, under the sun.
00:22:16Angels love making.
00:22:20We becoming one.
00:22:24If tomorrow never comes, I'm good right here.
00:22:29In this moment, no doubts, no fear.
00:22:32When I feel you breathe next to me.
00:22:36I know this is where I'm supposed to be.
00:22:40Let it slow, let it run deep.
00:22:44Love so strong, it puts me to sleep.
00:22:48Every time our worlds collide.
00:22:53I see forever in your eyes.
00:22:57We becoming one.
00:22:59We becoming one.
00:22:59So, so skinned.
00:23:00Every night feels like the beginning.
00:23:03When you love me, I feel reborn.
00:23:04Two lives gone on, one look for me.
00:23:07We becoming one.
00:23:08Just you and me.
00:23:08Lost in what we're meant to be.
00:23:10In this moment, till the sun comes up.
00:23:13Angels love making.
00:23:17We becoming one.
00:23:29So, this her, huh?
00:23:31What?
00:23:33What?
00:23:34The one that got you moving different, that's what?
00:23:37Is that a problem?
00:23:39Nah.
00:23:41Not for me.
00:23:43I mean, you're the same.
00:23:45You don't look like this type.
00:23:47And you need to watch your fucking mouth.
00:23:49I ain't watchin' my mouth.
00:23:50I'm watchin' it say what everybody else thinkin'.
00:23:54You got that, I worked your whole life in it.
00:23:58The type that don't need nothin' to say.
00:24:01Kells.
00:24:02Ha-ha-ta-ta-ta-ta.
00:24:06You're the type of woman that'll make a man
00:24:08compete who he used to be.
00:24:10And you look like the type that don't respect his own woman.
00:24:15Why you worried about her? She all right?
00:24:16No, I'm not.
00:24:18Guess the fuck you are.
00:24:21She just emotional.
00:24:22And you're out of control.
00:24:24Ah!
00:24:25Nah, you out of line. She's cute.
00:24:28No, she's insecure.
00:24:30It's a big fucking difference.
00:24:32Don't you think that's enough?
00:24:34Well, shut up, man. Ain't nobody talkin' to you.
00:24:36But I'm talkin' to you.
00:24:37I'm talkin' to the one that got you on the leash, you sipp-ass nigga.
00:24:39Mm-hmm.
00:24:46Good evening.
00:24:46You ready to order?
00:24:49Yeah.
00:24:50We ready.
00:24:52What can I get you?
00:25:01Thanks for parkin' the car.
00:25:03Do me have a good time to-
00:25:05You fuckin' serious?
00:25:08About what?
00:25:09You know what?
00:25:10You really gon' let this bitch-ass nigga sit there and flirtin' my motherfuckin' face like I'm some goddamn clown?
00:25:17So you mad at me because your homeboy don't know how to act?
00:25:19No, I'm mad at your ass cuz you liked it.
00:25:21Smilin' and gigglin' and shit like you some whole single bitch out here.
00:25:25Well, maybe because he ain't the one out here selling lies and stacking excuses like it's a damn hustle.
00:25:31What? Say that shit again.
00:25:34What you gon' do, Dre?
00:25:35I mean, you really mad at me for smilin' now?
00:25:37Nah.
00:25:38I peeped everything.
00:25:39The way you looked at the nigga and all that.
00:25:41Don't play dumb with me.
00:25:43So now I'm the problem?
00:25:45Your messy-ass friend.
00:25:47Over here, out of line, but yet I'm the one who needs checkin'?
00:25:50You wanted the fuckin' attention, Rain.
00:25:51I saw it in your face.
00:25:53Dre, you ain't see nothin'.
00:25:54I was tryin' to calm you down.
00:25:56Hmm.
00:25:57Next time you wanna try some cute shit like that, don't do it when the fuck I'm around.
00:26:02Or I might just have to bless the both of you motherfuckers.
00:26:06Really, Dre?
00:26:08Dre!
00:26:09Are you serious right now?
00:26:16I'm trippin'.
00:26:19He didn't even say goodbye.
00:26:21He left the door open.
00:26:23Just enough for me to hope again.
00:26:25I got you.
00:26:29We gon' make it feel like grown black.
00:26:32R&B.
00:26:33Church run.
00:26:34Stolen in it.
00:26:36Real emotion.
00:26:37Real passion.
00:26:38That we fight off harder.
00:26:41Energy.
00:26:42No puff love.
00:26:44Just feel.
00:26:48That's that sexual healing.
00:26:51After all that fussing and fighting.
00:26:55Girl, you say you're done, but you're still right here.
00:26:59And your body ain't denying.
00:27:01We be breaking up every evening.
00:27:04When we love and lie, we need it.
00:27:07All that hurt.
00:27:08We be breaking up every evening.
00:27:10We be breaking up every evening.
00:27:13When we love and lie, we need it.
00:27:16All that hurt we were speaking.
00:27:18Turn to sexual healing.
00:27:47We be breaking up every evening.
00:27:50You're feeling.
00:27:50Well, you know my bow-headed ass ain't here for no haircut.
00:27:54Can't be seen you.
00:27:56Where is Nia?
00:27:58Nia punk ass at home.
00:28:00Crying over me as usual.
00:28:03Heart just hit me.
00:28:05Had to get up out of there.
00:28:06See if you could help me to
00:28:09reset.
00:28:11Reset?
00:28:12Are you serious?
00:28:13Come on now. Let's not act like you had a pretty little vibe
00:28:16at dinner the other night.
00:28:18Don't lie.
00:28:19You smile.
00:28:21That wasn't a smile.
00:28:22It was a pity.
00:28:24There we go. Do lies and shit.
00:28:26So you really gonna sit up there and act like
00:28:27I ain't catch you looking at me?
00:28:29The only thing you caught was yourself.
00:28:33Oh now stop running.
00:28:35You and I both know Dre Claire and you.
00:28:38And I ain't Dre.
00:28:39I treat you right.
00:28:41I cherish you. Like for real, for real.
00:28:44You Dre's boy, right?
00:28:45Yeah I am, boy.
00:28:46Then act like it.
00:28:48You embarrass Nia at that table.
00:28:50You made her look weak.
00:28:52But you made yourself look weaker.
00:28:55And you thought that shit made you look like a man?
00:28:59Damn, you know I was just playing with you, right?
00:29:02Nah.
00:29:02Nah, you was being disrespectful.
00:29:05At least you tried.
00:29:07But I want you to remember something.
00:29:10Don't mistake my tired facade or my silence for interest.
00:29:16So if there's nothing I can do for you, why don't you go ahead and see yourself out, so I
00:29:21don't have to call Dre.
00:29:21Oh God, Dre, okay.
00:29:24All right.
00:29:25All right.
00:29:26All right.
00:29:27All right.
00:29:28All right.
00:29:28Oh man, come brand new.
00:29:29This time I think you're smiling at me.
00:29:31Nigga, get out.
00:29:33Yeah.
00:29:36Good night.
00:29:39Nigga trifling.
00:29:40I can't believe he even pulled that shit.
00:29:52Mama told me.
00:29:54Told you what?
00:29:56Please don't tell me you done gave this nigga another $200.
00:30:00Yes, I did.
00:30:01He needed it for his bro.
00:30:02Chill out.
00:30:03Girl, stop it.
00:30:05You working double shifts breaking your back to pay this nigga way through his lies.
00:30:10Meanwhile, he's still out here running around acting like he's single.
00:30:13Tina, chill, okay?
00:30:15You don't even like that.
00:30:17Then what it's like, huh?
00:30:21You cooking, cleaning, doing his laundry like you're his wife.
00:30:26And you ain't even this nigga priority.
00:30:32When's the last time he asked you how you doing, Tish?
00:30:39Exactly.
00:30:40When has this man ever cared about you?
00:30:47You don't see a dude.
00:30:49You love him.
00:30:52But that man...
00:30:54Oh, honey.
00:30:55He loves himself.
00:30:57You're his safety net, his maid, and his ATM.
00:31:02And he got you believing that's love?
00:31:11I just need him to see me, okay?
00:31:17And I pray he does.
00:31:19Before it's too late.
00:31:24I'm done watching you break yourself behind a man who ain't even checking for your pain.
00:31:40Girl, I'm so glad we came here because that line was way too long.
00:31:44Okay.
00:31:45But let me tell you about Kells.
00:31:47He came at me bold, okay?
00:31:50Like, Dre didn't even exist.
00:31:52Pushed upon me like I was supposed to let him.
00:31:53But hold up.
00:31:54Are you saying that Kells rolled upon you?
00:31:57Girl, yes.
00:31:58I mean, I pushed him off, but he definitely tried.
00:32:02And was shocked that I didn't want him.
00:32:03Uh-uh-uh.
00:32:04So what you waiting for?
00:32:05You gonna tell Dre?
00:32:07Or should I?
00:32:07Yeah.
00:32:08But Key, they're like brothers.
00:32:11I tell Dre that's war.
00:32:13Rainy, that is not your battle to fight.
00:32:16But you don't understand, okay?
00:32:18The way Dre is, it's not gonna be words.
00:32:21That's gonna be blood.
00:32:23And what about you?
00:32:25I just...
00:32:27I need to figure out how to tell him.
00:32:28No, what you need to do is tell Dre before somebody else did.
00:32:34I guess you're right.
00:32:36I know.
00:32:39Another news.
00:32:40You tried Tabby seasoning?
00:32:42Girl, it's so blue.
00:32:43I saw it over there, girl.
00:32:45Girl.
00:32:45I might as well put it in the spot for you.
00:32:47Ooh.
00:32:49Ooh.
00:32:52Ooh.
00:32:53Ooh.
00:32:57Ooh.
00:32:58Ooh.
00:32:59Ooh.
00:32:59Ooh.
00:33:00Ooh.
00:33:00Ooh.
00:33:01Ooh.
00:33:05Ooh.
00:33:17Ooh.
00:33:18Ooh.
00:33:34Ooh.
00:33:37Ooh.
00:33:37Ooh.
00:33:37Ooh.
00:33:37Ooh.
00:33:37Wasn't in a plan
00:33:38You said forever when you held my hand
00:33:41Now I'm learning who you really am
00:33:43All them tears that I cried alone
00:33:46All them nights when you didn't come home
00:33:48Every promise carved in a stone
00:33:51Till the truth cut deeper than bone
00:33:54Baby, I should've just let karma play
00:33:59Walked away, let the pain fade away
00:34:03But love had me blind in the worst kind of way
00:34:06Now we both living with the price we pay
00:34:09Instead of letting anger lead the way
00:34:11Now every night I replay that day
00:34:14Now they saying that I crashed out bad
00:34:17But nobody saw the hurt I had
00:34:19Nobody saw when my heart got stabbed
00:34:21Every lie that you hid in the past
00:34:24You made me question my own mind
00:34:27Every truth buried in disguise
00:34:29Till the love turned cold inside
00:34:32And the girl you knew just died
00:34:34I ain't proud of the things I did
00:34:49I know I'm the price
00:34:52Yeah, I know I'm no guess to say
00:34:54Baby, if I wanna come along for the ride
00:34:58Baby, I don't need to waste my time
00:35:01Yeah
00:35:02No, I don't need to play it cool
00:35:04I'm not impressed with your heart
00:35:07To get out of two
00:35:08I mean, you really think
00:35:09What up, Key?
00:35:13Okay, Baker
00:35:14Hey, Jay
00:35:17This kid is getting something to drink
00:35:19You know, what's up?
00:35:20Oh, hey, tell Rainy that whole situation with hon Kells
00:35:25She handled that farm better than I would have
00:35:28What situation?
00:35:29You know, when that nigga was being a creep
00:35:30He blocked her off as if she owed him something
00:35:35Oh, wait
00:35:37Wait
00:35:38She didn't tell you
00:35:40Say that shit one more time
00:35:42Hey, look
00:35:42Don't even trip
00:35:43It's not even that serious
00:35:44She handled it
00:35:46I just thought you knew
00:35:48What exactly did he do, Keisha?
00:35:52He just calling her at the shop, right?
00:35:56And he's trying to roll her phone or whatever
00:35:58You know how niggas be
00:36:01And she handled it
00:36:02But decided not to tell me?
00:36:05Yeah, look
00:36:06She was gonna take
00:36:07But
00:36:08She thought it was gonna make it worse
00:36:09You know, cause you have bull keys, right?
00:36:13I bet
00:36:14Let's see
00:36:17Shit
00:36:18Oh, if I have to snitch
00:36:22I mean, I'm like
00:36:23I mean, I don't
00:36:31I mean, I don't
00:36:32Come on, man
00:36:39I'm gonna holler at you for a second.
00:36:41What's up, man? Everything good?
00:36:43What's up, bro?
00:36:47What's up, man?
00:36:48You got me out here for a minute.
00:36:49It's cold as a month, but we could have something inside, bro.
00:36:51What's going on?
00:36:53Say, man, let me ask you something.
00:36:55Did you touch her?
00:36:57Touch who, man? What are you talking about, man?
00:36:59I'm not a second, bro. What are you talking about, bro?
00:37:01Kills you a goddamn lie.
00:37:03I'm gonna fuck you up for what you did,
00:37:05and I'm gonna fuck you up for lying.
00:37:08Did you touch her?
00:37:09Come on, man.
00:37:10Like, what are you talking about now, right?
00:37:12What's going on, bro?
00:37:13Kills, don't fucking lie to me, man.
00:37:17We boys, bro.
00:37:18We supposed to fight over a bitch?
00:37:20So, nigga, if you know we supposed to be boys,
00:37:22then you know I'll bless your motherfucking ass, too.
00:37:25I'm all blessing, man.
00:37:41Don't you ever fucking touch what's mine, bitch-ass nigga?
00:38:00Shrey, what did you do?
00:38:07You let him touch you.
00:38:08You let the nigga talk crazy to you.
00:38:11You ain't say shit.
00:38:13I was just afraid of what you were gonna do,
00:38:15but I promised I was gonna tell you.
00:38:17Yeah?
00:38:18Well, now I gotta bless your ass, too.
00:38:24I don't have the dignity of you.
00:38:25I don't have the dignity of you.
00:38:35No, no, man.
00:38:36I bet you're lucky.
00:38:49All right.
00:38:50That's when I knew, it wasn't jealousy, it was control, and I've been laying next to a man who loved
00:38:58power more than he loved me.
00:39:01This ain't just I'm sorry, it's that grown folk truth right here.
00:39:20I was trying to show me love, I was trying to be right, arguing just to win, never heard your
00:39:25side, told you that you were doing too much, I was out of line, I'm sitting in this empty room
00:39:31replaying every sign, I don't wanna blame, you don't wanna make excuses, I know what I did, I know the
00:39:38way you bruised this part of yours, I gotta own my part, if I want a second chance, gotta start
00:39:44with my heart.
00:39:45So this is my apology, my accountability, I was wrong, I admit it, you deserve more than I was giving
00:39:52you baby, no gaslight, no lies, no spin, just me standing in my truth, saying I did this.
00:39:59I'm sorry for the tears that you cried, sorry for the times that I lied, if you never let me
00:40:06back in your life, I get it, but I'm still gonna stand on what I did, no quitting, this is
00:40:13more than just I'm sorry.
00:40:15Can you feel me, it's that apology and accountability, I remember when you told me I don't feel safe, not
00:40:23from danger, but from how I move and what I say.
00:40:26I was laughing, I was dissing, always on my phone, you was inches from my body, but you felt alone,
00:40:32you ain't crazy, you ain't needy, nah, that was me.
00:40:35I was selfish with my love, I was incomplete, you called me out, I called you names, I was low,
00:40:42should've thanked you for the truth, but I chose ego.
00:40:45I ain't here to flip it back on you, I ain't here to say what you put me through, cause
00:40:52right now, it ain't about that, it's about the way I snapped, how I made you feel trapped, so this
00:40:58is my apology.
00:40:59My accountability, I was wrong, I admit it, you deserve more than I was giving you, baby.
00:41:06No gaslight, no lies, no spin, just me standing in my truth, saying I did this.
00:41:11I'm sorry for the tears that you cried, sorry for the times that I tried to hide, if you never
00:41:19let me back in your life, I get it, but I'm still gon' stand on what I did, no quittin',
00:41:25this is more than just I'm sorry.
00:41:28Can you feel me?
00:41:33Is that apology and accountability?
00:41:39Unfortunately, she wasn't lyin'.
00:41:41I just didn't want to see it.
00:42:06Sadiq?
00:42:11Damn, I thought you would still be locked up.
00:42:15I've been out a few months, thought you'd move.
00:42:20Yeah, I guess bad decisions stay close to home.
00:42:24Look, I was young and stupid, but you look good, though.
00:42:32You don't.
00:42:35Look, you know you ain't even have to do me like that.
00:42:39Boy, ain't nobody do nothing to you.
00:42:42Who did it to yourself?
00:42:53Don't make me bless you, that's what you always say.
00:42:56Painting some kind of mercy.
00:42:58Like, love gotta hurt this way.
00:43:00Don't make me bless you.
00:43:02Like, I gotta ask for these scars.
00:43:03You say you're giving me heaven.
00:43:05But you're leaving me in the dark.
00:43:06If this is love, why do I bruise?
00:43:10If this is love, why do I choose?
00:43:13To say when I should move, don't make me bless you.
00:43:21I ain't grow up seeing roses, only screaming in the night.
00:43:25Mama crying in the kitchen, daddy teaching me to fight.
00:43:28I don't know no other language when I feel like I might lose.
00:43:31So I grip too tight, I snap too fast, and I blame it all on you.
00:43:34You look at me like I'm a monster, but I swear I'm just a man.
00:43:38Scared you walking out the door, scared you'll find somebody.
00:43:41Bet them broken parts, I try to hide it, try to never heal.
00:43:44So when I feel you slipping away, my anger is my shield.
00:43:47I don't mean to hurt you, but I don't know how to stay.
00:43:51When love feels like it's leaving, I panic and I pray.
00:43:54Girl, I'm fine.
00:43:56We bless you.
00:44:00Don't make me bless you.
00:44:01That's what I always say, like a penny, some kind of mercy.
00:44:05Like, look out of earth this way.
00:44:06Don't make me bless you.
00:44:08I'm saving your heart.
00:44:10But every time I touch you, I'm tearing you apart.
00:44:13If this is love, why do you cry?
00:44:17If this is love, why do I lie?
00:44:21Saying I'll change this time.
00:44:26Don't make me bless you.
00:44:43Yes, it's me.
00:44:45It is you.
00:44:45It is you.
00:44:47Oh, I'm sorry.
00:44:49My baby got picture day tomorrow, and she said the Beyonce.
00:44:54Right?
00:44:54You want the Beyonce?
00:44:55The Beyonce.
00:44:56I tried, but I failed.
00:44:59Okay, do you have an appointment?
00:45:01I didn't know I needed one.
00:45:03Well, usually you need one, since we're close, but since she's this pretty, I'll make an exception.
00:45:12You're welcome.
00:45:13I could have a seat.
00:45:14Okay, baby.
00:45:16Holy cow.
00:45:17What are we working there?
00:45:31We got a toast.
00:45:33With water?
00:45:34With water.
00:45:35With H2O.
00:45:37We have a toast.
00:45:38To new air.
00:45:40And to old pain.
00:45:43Minding this business.
00:45:45Okay, I'll drink today.
00:45:46You'll drink today.
00:45:47Drink some water today.
00:45:48Yes.
00:45:51My man.
00:45:59You all right?
00:46:01Yeah, I'm good.
00:46:03You sure?
00:46:05Mm-hmm.
00:46:08I can tell you've been through some shit.
00:46:09What's going on?
00:46:11Yeah.
00:46:15I was with this guy.
00:46:18Drake.
00:46:19Drake.
00:46:20That's the guy I seen you with, right?
00:46:22Yep.
00:46:24He had charisma for Danie's, but so much darkness.
00:46:31Controlling, jealous.
00:46:33He called it protecting me, but I call it fear.
00:46:39Is that why you flinched earlier?
00:46:41Yeah.
00:46:43Reflex.
00:46:45He used to always say, I'm going to bless you.
00:46:49But what he really meant is that he was going to break you.
00:46:58Well, you're sitting here with me, and that's all that matters now.
00:47:06You always this smooth.
00:47:08When I need to be this smooth.
00:47:14Yeah.
00:47:15I mean, after he got locked up, I found he's a change.
00:47:19Oh, I moved on.
00:47:22I needed to find peace.
00:47:24And it turns out, I found it right here.
00:47:27Found it right here, huh?
00:47:29Mm-hmm.
00:47:33No, I'm not trying to fix you, but I'm going to sit right next to you while you heal yourself.
00:47:43Sound like a plan?
00:47:45Sound like a plan.
00:47:46You're going to re-toast to that?
00:47:47Yeah.
00:47:47You're going to re-toast the water again.
00:48:09Dre, what are you doing here?
00:48:12Look, I'm not here to start nothing, okay?
00:48:14I just needed to see you.
00:48:17Look, Rain, I'm sorry.
00:48:19I'm not just saying it.
00:48:20I feel it.
00:48:24Look, and I still have love for you, but that's what makes this hard.
00:48:30Look, I've been going through therapy and church meetings.
00:48:34I'm trying to change.
00:48:35Mm-hmm.
00:48:36You tell Katrina that?
00:48:38Or does Leticia know?
00:48:40I mean, who else?
00:48:41Yes, Katrina came to my salon.
00:48:44Katrina?
00:48:44Yes.
00:48:46She came to my shop.
00:48:48Same stories, same apologies.
00:48:51She warned me about you.
00:48:55Look, I didn't expect you to trust me, okay?
00:48:58But I never stopped loving you.
00:49:00And I still care for you, but that's the problem.
00:49:05Can we start over?
00:49:08Dre, no.
00:49:10We can't go back.
00:49:11I mean, maybe one day we meet again, see about things, but for now, I think you should leave.
00:49:26Please, Dre, look, I don't want any problems.
00:49:29You just go.
00:49:37You just go.
00:49:56Right. Hey, um, look, they talking about giving me 15 years. Look, I know we ain't on good terms, but
00:50:04can you please drop the charges? You put yourself there. But I've changed.
00:50:11I still care. Not enough to love you again, but
00:50:18enough to not want you to rot. Okay. I love you. Thank you, Rain. Thank you.
00:50:26Bye, Dre.
00:50:41Hey, what took you so long?
00:50:44Believe it or not, I just got off the phone with Dre.
00:50:49He's, um, looking at 15 years. And he wants me to drop the charges.
00:50:58Ouch. And I told him I would.
00:51:02Good 10 years, huh? A lot of time. Yeah. So, what do you want to do?
00:51:16I do it. Um, because I think I need to. For me.
00:51:30You know what? That's it. That's it. Let's go. Where are we going?
00:51:40We are going down to the precinct so we can drop those charges with life. You are a strong one.
00:51:48Very strong. But no one should endure this pain. Especially alone.
00:51:54You do that for me? Of course. Look, Dre isn't the only one who cares for you. Alright? We are
00:52:03going to go down there. We are going to drop the charges. After that, you know, we are going to
00:52:08go get Malaya from school. We are going to go grab a bite to eat to take the stress off
00:52:13us. How that sound?
00:52:15Sounds good. Sounds good. I'll get Dre. Let's go. Okay.
00:52:34This states that you're choosing not to pursue prosecution. You've asked the DA's office to drop all charges. Voluntarily.
00:52:48Look, off record. I've been doing this job a long time. And I've seen a lot of women sign away
00:52:56their safety. Because they still care. As a woman, I have to ask. Are you sure?
00:53:12He needs help. Not a cage. He needs safety. And he almost took that away from me.
00:53:27I hope you're right about it.
00:53:30I hope you're right about it.
00:53:49He needs to answer the damn door. But you want to sit here and text Rain while I cook and
00:53:52clean for your dusty ass?
00:53:54Fuck that damn door. Shh.
00:54:00This bitch you got. What now?
00:54:18You crying over this nigga Dre again? Listen, don't even start. You don't even know the whole fucking story.
00:54:24Girl, I know enough. Every time I pull up, you either fussing with Dre, blocking Dre, or laid up with
00:54:29Dre.
00:54:30Listen, you're always fucking judging me. You act as if you didn't stay with that fool when he had a
00:54:34baby on your ass.
00:54:35And I loved his ass. What the hell you doing?
00:54:38Nigga, I made you.
00:54:43You ain't made shit.
00:54:48Plain wifey to a nigga that don't even claim you outside these apartments.
00:54:51Because I fucking love him.
00:54:54That's fine.
00:54:57You think this shit easy?
00:55:01No.
00:55:03I think you're addicted to the pain.
00:55:06And that ain't love, sis.
00:55:08That's trauma.
00:55:11I held him down six years.
00:55:15Money on his books.
00:55:17Commissary.
00:55:19I built that nigga up just so she can reap the benefits.
00:55:21Then let her have him.
00:55:24Don't be begging no nigga to love you.
00:55:26Mama did not teach us that.
00:55:29Why I feel so empty when he go home.
00:55:33That's because you gave that man all the love you had inside of you.
00:55:37You didn't leave none for yourself.
00:55:40I just wanted him to see me.
00:56:03Look, I got wine this time.
00:56:05Okay.
00:56:06I'm just saying.
00:56:07I'm not gonna lie.
00:56:09I actually kind of like the water.
00:56:11Yeah, you know, it's our thing, okay?
00:56:15No one's ever touched me with water.
00:56:16No sense.
00:56:17You don't want no wine?
00:56:19I'm gonna pour this out and put some water.
00:56:20No, it's fine.
00:56:22You ain't gotta do all of that.
00:56:26What's wrong?
00:56:28Talk to me.
00:56:29Go ahead.
00:56:31I was just thinking.
00:56:33I'm glad I signed it.
00:56:35Yeah.
00:56:37You wanted to do that, right?
00:56:39I mean, I didn't want to be the reason why he sat in a cage for 15 years.
00:56:45I mean, that doesn't feel like justice.
00:56:47It just feels heavy.
00:56:50And I'm not saying that he didn't deserve consequences for it.
00:56:55Prison doesn't make people better.
00:56:58It makes them get worse.
00:57:00And I've been with worse already.
00:57:05Can I be honest?
00:57:08Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:57:09What's up?
00:57:12Because I care, even though I will never trust him again.
00:57:20I just want to be free.
00:57:23And I want this.
00:57:25I want us.
00:57:27You want us?
00:57:28Mm-hmm.
00:57:31You're my peace, and I want what we have more than revenge.
00:57:42And you didn't have to explain anything to me.
00:57:46But I am honored you did.
00:57:52You know, sometimes I feel like I let myself down.
00:58:00Like I let Lennon down.
00:58:02No, no.
00:58:04I'm not about to sit here and let you beat yourself down.
00:58:07All right?
00:58:08What I saw today was a woman who put her future over her past.
00:58:16And most women would have folded doing that, but you didn't.
00:58:20That shows strength, right?
00:58:21All right?
00:58:22It says you want peace.
00:58:24And it's peace right here.
00:58:26All right?
00:58:29Okay.
00:58:31Let's see.
00:58:32So we can watch next.
00:58:34Oh.
00:58:36Her shattered dreams was real good.
00:58:39Okay.
00:58:40Let's try it.
00:58:48Let's try it.
00:58:49Who got you over there cheesing like a little chess can?
00:58:52Uh, what is his name?
00:58:53Mark.
00:58:55Mark?
00:58:55You got that new new?
00:58:57Or is it?
00:58:58Wait till Dre come back then.
00:59:00Girl, don't even bring Dre up.
00:59:02I don't know.
00:59:04I ain't bringing him up.
00:59:05But speaking of him, I did it.
00:59:08I signed the affidavit, so he's free.
00:59:13I had to do what I had to do.
00:59:15For me.
00:59:17Well, I'm happy for you, friend.
00:59:19But are you sure you're just not trying to forgive so you won't have to ease?
00:59:24Well, look.
00:59:24I faced it.
00:59:26I lived it.
00:59:27But I'm tired of wearing it.
00:59:30Mark, he makes me feel whole.
00:59:35Like there's hope.
00:59:37And I just want to move on.
00:59:39Well, hallelujah for hope.
00:59:41Let's toast to that.
00:59:43I shouldn't call it Mark.
00:59:44Let's go with hope.
00:59:53But, you know, although things are going really good with Mark, I really hope it's not just a rebound.
01:00:01Girl, don't look at it like that.
01:00:02I tell you, just go with the flow.
01:00:07And don't be checking on your past because there ain't nothing worth missing back then.
01:00:11It could damn make you.
01:00:12You're right about that.
01:00:14So, uh, we gonna take some Mark back?
01:00:17Oh, yes.
01:00:17Okay.
01:00:20Yes.
01:00:20No, that's right.
01:00:23And done.
01:00:34It's haste.
01:00:36R230 is here.
01:00:38Please take a seat.
01:00:47Rain dropped the charges.
01:00:50But?
01:00:51The DA picked it up anyway.
01:00:53They're moving forward.
01:00:54What you mean they picked it up?
01:00:57She let it go.
01:00:58Ain't that enough?
01:00:59Not with your priors.
01:01:01They're saying it's a pattern.
01:01:02They call you dangerous.
01:01:06Look, if you take the plea, you're looking at 15.
01:01:09But if this goes to trial, 25.
01:01:1315 years?
01:01:14For what?
01:01:16I didn't kill nobody.
01:01:17You broke into her home.
01:01:20Held her against her will.
01:01:22There's audio, 911 bruises.
01:01:24That's enough for attempted assault.
01:01:26Deadly.
01:01:27You act like I kidnapped the bitch.
01:01:30So what you want me to do?
01:01:32Take the time?
01:01:34I'm telling you to weigh your options.
01:01:36Because if you take this to trial, they're coming for blood.
01:01:42You sound like you working for them.
01:01:44You supposed to be on my motherfucking team.
01:01:47I am on your team.
01:01:49But I don't lie for you.
01:01:50And I don't sell dreams that I can't deliver.
01:01:54Keep talking shit and I'm gonna bless your ass too.
01:01:58Try it.
01:01:59You really will be seeing 25 to life.
01:02:03Smug ass bitch.
01:02:05You was in on it, huh?
01:02:07You was the one probably told her to press the charges.
01:02:09Probably saying some shit like,
01:02:11He dangerous, girl.
01:02:12Put him away.
01:02:14Look, you wanna go back?
01:02:16Maybe that's where you belong.
01:02:18But don't come blaming me when that cell door locks behind you.
01:02:26She said she loved me.
01:02:28Maybe she did.
01:02:30But you beat that love right out of her.
01:02:34What the fuck you know about us?
01:02:36Matter of fact, fuck all that.
01:02:38I ain't taking no plea.
01:02:40Then you better hope the jury sees something I don't.
01:02:43Fuck what you see and fuck what that jury see.
01:02:47Mr. Drake.
01:02:49This meeting's over.
01:02:50Yeah, this motherfucker he is over.
01:02:53Fuck you in this movie.
01:03:07Fuck you in this movie.
01:03:14Girl, I ain't coming fine.
01:03:17I ain't coming to raise my voice.
01:03:20But when it comes to him and me.
01:03:24You stepped in my choice.
01:03:26I've been holding him down
01:03:29Before you ever came close
01:03:33So don't look surprised tonight
01:03:36You stepped on my toes
01:03:39I ain't mean to trip on you
01:03:44Hey, listen, I didn't call to argue with you, I just
01:03:48I honestly don't even know why you calling me
01:03:53Cause I thought we said everything we had to say
01:03:55Yeah, I thought I did too, but
01:03:58My chest is still tight
01:04:01Alright, say what's on your mind
01:04:03You knew he had somebody, didn't you?
01:04:06Me?
01:04:07You probably didn't know my name, but you knew he had somebody
01:04:11I swear I didn't
01:04:13I didn't know anything until you came and told me
01:04:17And after I found out, I was already in it
01:04:21Does that make it okay?
01:04:23No
01:04:24It doesn't
01:04:26It makes it real
01:04:28I mean, you ever catch feelings that you didn't even ask for?
01:04:32I mean, I didn't choose Dre
01:04:34He just showed up
01:04:37And
01:04:38I let my guard down
01:04:39Yep, he showed up at my door too
01:04:41With lies, dick, and broken promises
01:04:46Same shit, different one
01:04:48Yep
01:04:49He had us looking at each other like one of us was the villain
01:04:52No, we literally played the same game, just didn't even know it
01:04:55I know
01:04:58I used to look at him smile at me and wonder
01:05:00Who else he's telling them same lies to?
01:05:04You know how many times I laid in bed with that man feeling like I wasn't enough?
01:05:11Watching him pull away and
01:05:13I don't even understand why
01:05:15Mm-hmm
01:05:16We were fools
01:05:17But not no more
01:05:19Yeah, we spent all this time fighting over his ass and he wasn't fighting for neither one of us
01:05:24So what do we do now?
01:05:25Love smarter
01:05:28And hurt less
01:05:29I guess I'm done being blind
01:05:31Me too
01:05:33Take care of yourself, brain
01:05:36You take care of yourself
01:05:59What's up?
01:06:00Brain
01:06:01I'm sorry to just pop up on you like that
01:06:04But
01:06:06I turned myself in for 15 years to more
01:06:10I just
01:06:10I just needed to see you, okay?
01:06:15I needed to feel
01:06:17Something
01:06:19I just
01:06:21Look, I'm not here to beg you for love
01:06:24I just want to know
01:06:26What it feels like
01:06:27Begin before I disappeared
01:06:31Look, Dre
01:06:32I'm about to go out
01:06:33I won't stay all night
01:06:36I won't
01:06:37I won't stay all night
01:06:38I just
01:06:39Wanted to see you one more time
01:06:45All right
01:06:46No talking, just energy
01:06:54You and me in perfect harmony
01:06:57Stay close
01:06:58Stay close, don't let it in
01:06:59Let the night begin again
01:07:07Let me feel that good tonight
01:07:10Hold me close underneath
01:07:29Let the night begin again
01:07:39Let me feel that good tonight
01:07:42Let the night begin again
01:07:43Everything about you feels so right
01:07:47One more moment
01:07:50One more time
01:07:52Girl, you got me lost inside
01:08:08Jay, you ready?
01:08:14Dre, what are you doing?
01:08:17I can't do another beat
01:08:21I can't do another beat
01:08:21No, no, no, no, no
01:08:22Dre, Dre
01:08:22Babe, please, no
01:08:23Look, I love you, okay?
01:08:25You got to do this
01:08:26You thought you was gonna be happy out here without me?
01:08:28No, no, no, no, no
01:08:29That's what you thought?
01:08:30No, it's not like that
01:08:31It's not like that
01:08:32It's not like that
01:08:33Yeah, I feel like I'm gonna have to bless your ass one last time
01:08:36No, baby, please, please, listen
01:08:38No, baby, you don't have to
01:08:39No, baby, you don't have to
01:09:11As a woman
01:09:13I have to ask
01:09:15Are you sure?
01:09:46And when he leaves your bae
01:09:47With nothing but lies and regrets
01:09:51Remember who tried to warn you
01:09:56Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
01:09:57oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
01:09:57oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
01:09:57oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
01:10:03oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
01:10:07oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
01:10:35You look too soft in the world and I never learned how to hold you.
01:10:42And I keep telling you, Dre was in the same place.
01:10:50I kept saying, love ain't supposed to hurt like that, but you don't love them anyway.
01:11:07And I ain't mad at you for that, I'm just, I'm just, I'm just mad, okay?
01:11:21I'm going to let the world take you away from me.
01:11:27You are weak, lady.
01:11:32You are strong.
01:11:36Strong in all the quiet ways nobody ever clapped for.
01:11:42You are strong when you stayed, strong when you hoped, and strong when you can't believe
01:11:52and love, love couldn't fix when pain can't break you.
01:12:02And I swear, I swear, I'm going to tell your story right, so they know you were here.
01:12:14But when you love somebody broken, you start breaking right along with them.
01:12:23Daddy, can I go play?
01:12:25Uh, yeah, you want to play, baby?
01:12:28Please be careful, okay?
01:12:31Excuse me, you mind, I'm going to take a seat.
01:12:33It's a free country.
01:12:36Is that your daughter?
01:12:37Yeah, it's my baby.
01:12:38It's my baby.
01:12:40I remember being there, y'all.
01:12:42No bills, rent free.
01:12:43That part.
01:12:44It's not a care in the world.
01:12:46It's not a care in the world.
01:12:47She looks so happy.
01:12:49She is.
01:12:50Now try, try.
01:12:51Well, it looks like you're doing a good job.
01:12:53Especially being a single father.
01:12:56Well, don't get yourself dirty.
01:12:58Girl, what's...
01:12:59Okay.
01:13:01Daddy, can we go get ice cream?
01:13:03And can she come check?
01:13:04Oh, wait, what?
01:13:06First, yes, we can go get ice cream.
01:13:09And you've got to ask Miss...
01:13:10Letitia.
01:13:11Letitia, can she come next time, okay?
01:13:13You like ice cream?
01:13:14I do, okay.
01:13:16You have time to come?
01:13:17I do next time.
01:13:18She can have...
01:13:19She got time, but...
01:13:21Let's go get ice cream.
01:13:22What's your name?
01:13:23I'm Mark.
01:13:25Mark.
01:13:26Let's go get ice cream.
01:13:27Go get ice cream.
01:13:52Mark.
01:13:52Mark.
01:14:01I thought you moved out of town.
01:14:05Oh, I did.
01:14:07I just came back to tie a blue sand.
01:14:26I told you I was leaving.
01:14:28I'm tired of this.
01:14:30Tired of what?
01:14:31The abuse, Mark.
01:14:35You're not going nowhere, are you?
01:14:37No, you're not going...
01:14:38I told you...
01:14:39You're not going nowhere!
01:14:42You're not going nowhere!
01:14:43The fuck you were?
01:14:45The fuck you were?
01:14:45You can't leave me and Makayla!
01:14:47You're not going nowhere!
01:14:50What about Makayla?
01:14:52What about Makayla?
01:14:55You're not!
01:14:56You're not!
01:15:01You're not!
01:15:02Fuck this!
01:15:04You're not!
01:15:07Big it up!
01:15:10Let's do it!
01:15:14No work.
01:15:16What game are?
01:15:18What about the game?
01:15:24What about the game?
01:15:29Babe, come here.
01:15:35Oh, don't worry.
01:15:36One day, God gonna bless you too.
01:15:54Get loud, can't listen to your love.
01:15:57Walk the grass with greener somewhere up above.
01:16:00Late nights, wrong vibes, chasing something new.
01:16:03Now I'm sitting here thinking about the truth.
01:16:06You was patient, you was silent.
01:16:09I got careless out of pocket.
01:16:12Didn't know what I was breaking.
01:16:15Till I felt my heart start shaking.
01:16:18Now I see what I lost when I crossed that line.
01:16:22Try to play with fire, now I'm burning south.
01:16:25I fucked around and found out.
01:16:28Your love is easy to replace now.
01:16:31Thought I could have my own road.
01:16:35Now I'm right back at your door now.
01:16:37I messed it up, no doubt.
01:16:40Didn't know your worth till you walked out.
01:16:43If you let me back right now.
01:16:46I wanted you down, oh.
01:16:50I fucked around and found out.
01:16:54Yeah, I learned a hard way.
01:16:57I fucked around and found out.
01:17:00Now I'm begging you to stay.
01:17:03I ain't proud of what I did.
01:17:05I was moving on.
01:17:07Moving on.
01:17:07Every little lie just made us fall apart.
01:17:10Now the sign is hitting harder than the truth.
01:17:13And I hate that it took losing you.
01:17:16You get chances I know.
01:17:19Now I'm standing at your door.
01:17:23Heart open, no disguises.
01:17:25Won't you see me different this time?
01:17:29And no trust, no confess.
01:17:31Not the pain like that.
01:17:33But I'm here no mask.
01:17:34Tryna fix what we had.
01:17:35I forgot if I'm not trying to forget.
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