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00:18The Narrow River killing refers to the brutal murder of Paul Sparling.
00:24Fellow student Shane Martin was arrested for first-degree murder,
00:27though it was widely believed his classmate Oliver St. Ledger was responsible for the crime.
00:34When I was in high school, a kid drowned.
00:36I was, um, involved.
00:38Paul just attacked Shane.
00:40Shane just kept on pushing Paul's head underwater.
00:44You're a fucking liar.
00:45Ciara, what are you talking about?
00:47Don't follow me!
00:48Did you forget the restraining order, Shyla?
00:50You need to get Oliver St. Ledger away from my family.
00:53I don't know what you're talking about.
00:54Oliver St. Ledger is living with my little sister.
00:58Megan?
00:59What the fuck, Shyla?
01:01I am going to help you get rid of him.
01:03I'm gonna take care of it.
01:04No, you.
01:05Shyla, I need you to trust me that I'm gonna handle this on my own.
01:09Oliver, are you there?
01:10This woman, Ciara, is not who you think she is.
01:14It's Megan Martin. She's Shane's sister.
01:17It's okay, Dan. He knows.
01:34Anything they started off fighting about, he can bring it back to that.
01:37I mean, this time, it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car,
01:40and he always has to do it when he's already late.
01:43You know, and somehow he brings it back to how my school wants me to apply to all these private,
01:46out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse,
01:48and it makes him look like the bad guy, because he can't afford anything.
01:51Shane, I mean, your dad is the Kevin Garnett of talking shit about Bridgefield.
01:56You know, and also there's such thing as lacrosse scholarships.
02:00Ivies don't have athletic scholarships, and nowhere else is gonna be a four-ride.
02:03Whatever. I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-goes also pisses him off.
02:07And you're so lucky.
02:08Yeah, I know you think so.
02:10I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford.
02:13Being able to afford to buy Stanford and rename it after yourself.
02:16St. Ledger University.
02:18Hey, shut up. Shut up, dude, please.
02:20I'm talking about not having to listen to your parents screaming at each other every five minutes
02:25over something you can't change, and neither can they.
02:27Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit, you kind of gotta care about it.
02:31No, it's not that difficult.
02:33Well, I mean, anytime mine wanna stop caring so much, that would be great.
02:36But they won't, because they can't live unless they're up my ass.
02:39My sister can't either.
02:40I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
02:42She's still trying to be my boss.
02:44What I would give...
02:45Here we go.
02:46...to be you for one day.
02:48Just one, just to try it, just to see.
02:49Not even for the money, just for the, like...
02:53Silence.
02:59That guy might have told Pawtucket we would be here.
03:01Whatever, he's not a bad guy if you give him a chance.
03:03No, you say that every single time.
03:06No, he's just insecure.
03:07Yeah, I promise.
03:08If you hang in there, eventually it stops being such a dick.
03:11Prove it.
03:12What does that even mean?
03:13What's up, fuckheads?
03:18You gonna be okay?
03:19What's up?
03:19What's up?
03:20I suppose I fucking ran here.
03:21You're kidding.
03:22From Bridgefield?
03:22Yeah, that's right, shithead.
03:24Wow.
03:25I know Coach said you need to do more cardio, but damn.
03:31You guys are so into this place.
03:33And it was cool for, like, you know, five minutes in middle school.
03:37Jesus.
03:39And don't you literally have, like, a massive house with a fucking helipad?
03:44There's no helipad.
03:45Why would anybody want to hang out here instead of there?
03:47Your dad have, like, no peasant rule or something?
03:50Oh, because I'm a peasant, right?
03:52A scholarship peasant?
03:53Yeah, I've been in there.
03:54Has your dad even lived in that house before?
03:56Like, uh, even when you were a baby?
04:00Because my dad says your dad hasn't been back to Narragansett since, like, the 90s.
04:04How would your dad even know that?
04:05Well, he's in global finance too, dude.
04:07People talk to each other.
04:08It's a network.
04:09Who cares?
04:10All these houses fucking freezing and none of the furniture is comfortable, okay?
04:14Yeah.
04:16What the?
04:17Are you fucking kidding me?
04:18There's mosquitoes now?
04:19Come on.
04:20Is your mom in town?
04:21Is that why we can't go to your house?
04:23What's your fucking deal, dude?
04:24Uh, it's buggy and clammy here and it doesn't not smell like pee.
04:28Uh, you have a house too, dipshit?
04:30Yeah.
04:30Well, they're selling it.
04:33Because the whole divorce is my dad punishing my mom for getting mad at him for cheating.
04:39So...
04:40That's hard.
04:42I'm really sorry.
04:46Thanks.
04:49Yeah, how is your mom doing?
04:50Shittily.
04:51Why?
04:52Just sucks, that's all.
04:55Makes total sense why she'd be having a tough time with everything.
04:58Yeah.
05:00Makes total sense your mom would be running her mouth again about someone she barely fucking knows.
05:04Fuck you.
05:05She knows her.
05:06Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets, but not really.
05:08What are you even talking about?
05:09You just seem like you know something, Shane, so you tell me.
05:12Your mom's the one saying shit she heard from somebody who heard it from somebody like it's fucking real.
05:16She saw it in the paper.
05:17Who reads the local news?
05:18No one.
05:19When NPD arrests someone, it's always in the local police blotter.
05:23I'm not saying it should be, but...
05:24She didn't think she was gonna need a basket, and then she had too many things in her hands, so
05:27she was gonna go get one.
05:29I mean, she didn't even leave the fucking store, and now everybody thinks she's a fucking thief.
05:40You know what? I'm sorry.
05:42Yeah, I'm sorry, too.
05:43Yeah.
05:44I'm sorry your mom's a bitch who won't shut the fuck up.
05:50Man, what's your fucking problem?
05:51Fucking fuck!
05:55Hey, guys!
05:56Fucking fucking bitch!
05:57Guys!
05:58Fucking...
05:59Ow!
06:01Take a fucking sec. Take a sec, okay?
06:03Fuck!
06:04Chill out.
06:07Who are you to wave your finger?
06:11You must have let out your hand.
06:14I-
06:16I-
06:17I-
06:17I-
06:18I-
06:22Stop!
06:23Shut up!
06:54Ready, go!
07:48If I say it's self-defense, if I just tell them that it's self-defense...
07:52It doesn't work like that.
07:53They're gonna say that it's self-defense.
07:54Just stop!
07:55But if we just...
07:56But if we just...
07:56Because it was you that did it.
07:58You weren't defending yourself.
08:03Look, we didn't go to the Narrows today after school.
08:05All right?
08:05And we didn't know Paul was gonna be there.
08:07He didn't ask me to hang out after practice, and he wouldn't have asked you anything,
08:11because you're not even fucking friends.
08:14I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway.
08:17So you gave me a ride, and then you what?
08:23Say it.
08:24I...
08:27I went home, and I studied for chem until I got a headache, and then I went to bed.
08:45What about...
08:45What about your, um...
08:48Well, I...
08:50I wiped out drinks, going drills, and someone must have stepped on me.
08:57I'm sorry.
09:00I'm sorry.
09:02I'm sorry.
09:03I'm sorry.
09:04I know you were just trying to help me.
09:07Save me.
09:10You probably did.
09:13Thanks.
09:42What are you doing?
09:44Nothing.
09:48Where were you?
09:51Those are dirty.
09:53Yeah, whatever.
09:54Why are you wet?
09:55I took a shower.
09:56When?
09:57Just now.
09:58When I thought I heard something outside.
10:01What did you do to your face?
10:03Nothing.
10:04You look like you...
10:04No, I don't, Megan!
10:12I got fouled at practice, all right?
10:14And then I came home and I took a shower
10:16and I'm back in here with you
10:17like I have been this whole time.
10:21Are you okay?
10:26No, I'm fine.
10:29I'm hungry.
10:31You want to make stovetop s'mores?
11:04You want to make stovetop
11:05of my uncle's life?
11:05You're all right.
11:05You're in my room.
11:56Hey, Oliver. I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend.
12:00It has to be now. I'm sorry.
12:05It's really important.
12:08I hope you think so.
12:17Hello? Can anyone hear us?
12:20Gretchen and Kenji, if you're wrong, get off.
12:24So what's so cloak and dagger?
12:25I killed someone.
12:27What?
12:30Who?
12:35Paul.
12:37Paul Sparling.
12:39You're sure he's dead?
12:49Yeah. We were at the Narrows.
12:54Who's we?
12:59Me, Shane, Martin, and Paul.
13:01Who else?
13:02It was just us.
13:05Okay. Stop talking. I need to think.
13:09Okay.
13:18Oliver, I'm Detective Sheehan.
13:21My lieutenant's just getting off a call, but we can start in here.
13:24Is this being recorded, Jerry?
13:26I'm out of custodial interrogation, so I want to make some notes, but first things first.
13:32Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened.
13:35But obviously, I want to hear from you.
13:37Can you tell me about it?
13:40Just start wherever you're comfortable.
13:42If I have any questions, I'll ask.
13:48Yeah, I was, um...
13:51I was home.
13:52And I had been studying all night because I had a midterm coming up,
13:55and I didn't really understand the material.
13:59But I, uh, I forgot to eat.
14:02So after a little while, like, I got a headache,
14:04and, um, I set an alarm for early,
14:09so I can, uh, wake up and do some more in the morning.
14:13But then I, uh, I woke up, uh, because someone was, um,
14:19was, uh, buzzing to be let in.
14:23And who was that?
14:27Um...
14:27That was, uh, Shane... Shane Martin.
14:31Shane Martin, okay.
14:33And this was what time?
14:37This was around midnight.
14:41Last chance. No idea.
14:43You have no idea?
14:45No.
14:46You can't think of a single thing happening
14:47they might want to talk to you about.
14:49Right, and I don't buy it.
14:50That's why I keep asking,
14:51because I want to have some idea
14:53of what kind of buzzsaw we're about to walk into.
14:55You knock out some more streetlights
14:57or steal some shit your buddies think is nothing,
14:59but to regular people means real money.
15:01God, like you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
15:04Except, you know what, no one at your school
15:05ever got into an Ivy League college.
15:07Probably doesn't even know what one is.
15:08Oh, oh, shh.
15:10So Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
15:12Wow, really, wow.
15:14When were you guys gonna tell me that?
15:15After we talked to the cops, I guess?
15:17Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
15:19Could we just...
15:20He's a good kid.
15:21He's a good kid.
15:22So you're on with that whole narrative again,
15:24that I have no faith in my son.
15:25He could have a better future.
15:31He could have a...
15:32Beth.
15:34Hey, great to see you.
15:36Fabulous.
15:37You're good, too.
15:38You're a bad.
15:39Listen, I want you to tell your father, etc.
15:40I want you to see him.
15:42With the male.
15:44Prison.
15:44Out of here.
15:48Stop! Stop!
15:49Shane!
15:49Hey!
15:50Hey!
15:51Take his hands!
15:53Bring him now!
15:54Stop it!
15:55Hold on!
15:55Stop! Come on!
15:56Get it easy.
15:58Stop it!
15:59Get out of here!
15:59Get back inside.
16:21Oh, my God.
16:49Oh, my God.
17:17Oh, my God.
17:19Come on.
17:33Come on.
17:33Come on.
17:34Come on.
17:34Come on.
17:34Come on.
17:35We're kinda close there, Otis.
17:38Hey, Oliver.
17:39A little bit.
17:39Seven minutes till morning announcements.
17:43If I had that car, I'd probably want to hang out in it all day, too.
17:45But you're about to get one demerit for being late and another for ignoring me to my fate.
17:50Oh, my God.
17:51Are you all right?
17:52Hey, Oliver.
17:53Can you open the door?
17:54Where's my...
17:55Where's my...
17:55We need to call 911.
17:57Please.
17:57Please.
17:58Please don't.
18:00Please.
18:03I still think we should at least go to urgent care.
18:05I feel way better now.
18:08I really do.
18:09All right.
18:11Snow, an hour ago you were passing out in your car.
18:18Moxicillin.
18:19Here.
18:21Take two.
18:22Maybe four.
18:24Why do you just have these?
18:26Dog bite.
18:27In the stop and shop parking lot.
18:29Yeah.
18:31Apparently different tail waggings have different meanings.
18:33I thought a dog wagging its tail always means friendly.
18:36It does not.
18:39Yeah, I thought that, too.
18:40Yeah, well, now we both know better.
18:52Hey, what about your mom?
18:54What if we called her?
18:55No.
18:55I think it's, uh...
18:56I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
18:57Well, still wouldn't be past 11 p.m.
18:59I don't think that there's reception.
19:01There's gonna be reception at a resort.
19:03Uh, she's off the coast.
19:04It's her friend's boat.
19:06Um, and the school knows.
19:07She told them.
19:08I'm gonna have them mark you in excused absence.
19:11I'll say, I saw you and I sent you home sick.
19:14It's not even a lie.
19:18And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
19:20Take a couple more tonight.
19:22Look, look, I know.
19:26You were good friends with Shane and Paul.
19:29I know you're having a hard time right now.
19:32I wish you weren't having it alone.
19:34Go easy on yourself, okay?
19:37Understand that...
19:39something terrible has happened to you, too.
19:44Try to give yourself a little grace.
19:53Uh, wait, uh...
19:55Uh, please, wait.
20:01And you're what again?
20:02Uh, guidance counselor?
20:04School counselor.
20:05What kind of background is a school counselor supposed to have in this kind of thing?
20:09Well, I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker.
20:13But I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island as a clinical mental health counselor.
20:19And what makes you think my son needs your help?
20:22Uh, I'm not saying it has to be me.
20:29But, from the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace and what led to it, he's gonna
20:38need therapy from someone.
20:40And what amount of detail would that be exactly?
20:44Clinically.
20:47Enough?
20:49Enough for what?
20:52It's enough to know what really happened.
20:57Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me.
21:01I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant.
21:13Mom?
21:15Yeah?
21:20Do you want tea?
21:24No.
21:33I understand.
21:35This may be weird at first.
21:40It's okay.
21:41You do this too.
21:42You know, you see people outside of school.
21:45My real life goal was always this.
21:49So, I'm your first patient?
21:53Yeah.
21:54You kinda are.
21:58Don't you have to be able to come clean?
22:03Tell the truth, you know?
22:06Be honest?
22:08What are you saying?
22:09You haven't been honest with me?
22:12You didn't tell me the truth?
22:15Of course I have.
22:16Yes.
22:17I did.
22:19Okay then.
22:21It's gonna work.
22:23Hey, it's already working.
22:54I want to stop filling in my hand.
22:59What are you such a bad part?
23:00I'm notij Willie.
23:00I'm notijun.
23:00What do you think it was kitenInta or this other person?
23:00You're a big part of me.
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23:01I'm notijun.
23:03He's notijun.
23:12I'm notijun capovorn.
23:20Oh, Shiloh, you want to meet us at the crib?
23:23I can't. Do a shooter for me.
23:29Hello?
23:30Hey, McGaggy.
23:31Hi, Shai.
23:33Hello?
23:34It's not Shane, Mom.
23:36Don't tie up the phone.
23:39She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she?
23:41They're not going to let him call her again today.
23:43I don't. She knows what day it is.
23:46When are you coming home?
23:4820 minutes. I'm leaving work right now.
23:50Just do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
23:55Okay.
23:59You all packed?
24:01You travel Tuesday, right?
24:04Boy, orientation's probably going to be pretty hectic.
24:08A lot of new people, new living situation.
24:16What? What are you thinking right now?
24:21That you were right.
24:23That I might not be ready right now to go to Stanford.
24:32That I can't.
24:36Have you talked about any of this with your dad?
24:43No.
24:47Well,
24:50you need to, Ollie.
24:54Call him.
24:56And tell him.
24:59I can't.
25:01You want me to do it?
25:05Please. Yes.
25:07Okay.
25:11Oliver St. Ledger, he dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
25:15Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger says he did not see your brother after school until Shane came to his
25:20house after midnight?
25:22Yes, I am, but it's not true.
25:23No.
25:23What the hell are you doing?
25:25Are you, are you playing at trial or something?
25:28Is it, is it supposed to be funny?
25:30No.
25:30Because it isn't.
25:32I know.
25:33I did see him.
25:36Shane didn't come right home after practice.
25:38He didn't come home till later.
25:39And when he did, I saw him.
25:43I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
25:46I cannot believe you can't see how wrong it is for you to do this right now.
25:51It's not like that.
25:52It's really true.
25:53It's never like that, right?
25:56Like, like when your teacher kicked you.
25:58Like when the woman in the stop and shop tried to kidnap you.
26:00It's never about you wanting attention.
26:02It's always true.
26:03The jury is deciding right now, Megan.
26:07Remember?
26:08They're all sitting in a room talking about whether they're going to send your brother to prison.
26:14for life.
26:18Now, I'm sorry that we are all so terrified of that, that we can't put our attention on you.
26:23I'm sorry that this is the worst fucking thing that's ever happened in the world, and you still have to
26:28make it about you.
26:41The people of the state of Rhode Island versus Shane Martin.
26:45Verdict, count one, voluntary manslaughter.
26:49We, the jury, find the defendant guilty.
27:07Six minutes, eleven seconds, actually.
27:12Pretty good for my age, huh?
27:14For anybody's age.
27:16Where were you last time you were in the pool?
27:20Uh, 317.
27:22The fuck?
27:23You're going backwards now.
27:26Are you even practicing?
27:29I'm not really sleeping lately.
27:37Since the verdict.
27:40I get it.
27:42All the more reason to stay disciplined.
27:45Here's the thing.
27:46Practice.
27:47You have to do it every day.
27:49You're staying on it, right?
27:51Grow your capacity.
27:52Your number grows, it's like anything.
27:55Just keep at it.
27:57Let me know.
28:06Sometimes I just feel like I have to call Shane, but that's stupid because you can't call, so...
28:12No, you can't call.
28:15I try to go see him.
28:17To be put on his visitors list, or whatever.
28:25When, um...
28:26When did you do this?
28:28I don't know.
28:29A month ago.
28:31They said he said no.
28:34Oh, well.
28:37That's understandable, too, though, right?
28:42If he said yes, would, uh...
28:45So I try to write it in a letter.
28:51I am disappointed.
28:53It didn't feel like this was something you could talk over with me first.
28:57It felt like I could start with this.
29:04Uh, but then, but then I, I felt like if I send it, is he even gonna open it?
29:14And if he doesn't open it, then maybe sending it at all is still the point.
29:20I, I don't, I, I don't know.
29:23Okay, okay, what about this?
29:27Shane knows me from school.
29:30What if I has to be put on his visitors list?
29:33You know, I, I, I don't say why.
29:36But I take that with me.
29:39And I read it.
29:42Out loud.
29:43And whatever happens next is up to him.
29:55I'm just sorry I couldn't make myself do it before.
29:59And I know it won't make me a good person to do the right thing now, but still.
30:06I'm gonna fix everything.
30:10I promise.
30:11I promise.
30:18You look a little, the, uh, the food's pretty bad here.
30:21Yeah.
30:21They serve it at weird times, whatever.
30:25I don't know why I didn't think he'd actually come.
30:27I don't know why it took me so long to ask.
30:29Well, I mean, we didn't ever talk all that much in school, so.
30:33Oof, I'm sorry.
30:34I'm not saying that for, like, blame.
30:35No, I, I know you're not.
30:36I, it just doesn't reflect very well on me, though.
30:41So, can I ask how you are?
30:48I'm so sorry about all of this.
30:51It's just, it's really terrible.
30:54Yeah.
30:55Yeah, it's pretty terrible.
30:56Yeah.
31:00In full disclosure, and I know I should have said this up front when I first asked to come see
31:04you.
31:05Are you gonna try and write a book or something?
31:07Oh.
31:08Uh, no.
31:13I'm working with Oliver.
31:18Working with him how?
31:19Uh, just counseling him.
31:21As his therapist.
31:24So you're with him, then?
31:26Yeah, I wouldn't let him in, so he sent you?
31:29No.
31:31Although, obviously, that's a very logical first question to ask.
31:35What does he need therapy for, huh?
31:38Does he feel bad for what he did?
31:39Actually, yeah, he does.
31:41Which part?
31:42Killing Paul?
31:44Killing me.
31:47I understand.
31:48It must feel unbelievable.
31:51What must?
31:52I don't know.
31:54How the world is still turning.
31:59Like you were never even in it.
32:03Like all I am is this thing I didn't do, you mean?
32:07All because I was stupid and tried to help my friend.
32:12Do you guys talk about that?
32:14In your little fucking therapy sessions?
32:16What he did to me for trying to help him?
32:19Because if anything else, you're just another person getting paid to listen to him lie.
32:27Shane, it doesn't matter what Oliver's told me.
32:29My job isn't to judge what the truth is.
32:33And I wouldn't be in charge of anything, even if it was.
32:37It's more that his pain has made me think about yours.
32:42And how I just, I can't imagine what you're going through.
32:46Or the strength I know you'll need to find.
32:49For what?
32:51I have strength.
32:52I know you do.
32:53See, I remember that about you.
32:55Like you said, we didn't talk much, but still I could tell you had character.
32:59Integrity that those things matter to you.
33:10Just, before I came to Bridgefield, I was a social worker.
33:14This was in Connecticut.
33:16And a lot of my clients were in your situation.
33:19With public defenders who were no match for white shoes.
33:22And?
33:23One of my clients.
33:25Dawn.
33:28Her husband was doing 15 to life in McDougal.
33:32Dave had a carpet laying business with his cousin.
33:34And the cousin had a shady side thing where a guy ended up getting killed over money.
33:39And the cousin took a plea saying it was all Dave.
33:45And Dave just thought he didn't do it.
33:48And that would prevail.
33:52He did not stop his frustration and rage from getting him into situations that just added more years to his
33:58sentence.
34:00Or how to live.
34:01Knowing he was only in prison in the first place off a lie from someone he trusted.
34:08And compared to you, he was lucky.
34:14He wasn't up against people with enough money to make the world exactly the way they want it.
34:25So what happened to Dave?
34:27Is he still in prison?
34:31No.
34:33When did he get paroled?
34:38He didn't.
34:41I'm not going to go into details.
34:44If it's okay, just out of respect.
34:47I'm just never, never going to forget that phone call.
34:54There was one tiny silver lining.
34:57Craziest, that is to say.
34:59Dave's family didn't think so.
35:00But I know Dave would have.
35:03There's something called the doctrine of abatement.
35:07Look, if you're convicted at trial, even for murder, and you die in prison before all your appeals are exhausted,
35:12your conviction is automatically set aside and your indictment is dismissed like it never even happened.
35:19When he died, because he died, as far as law and the world were concerned, Dave was an innocent man.
35:33Hey, finally no line at the vending machines.
35:35I'm going to get a soda.
35:37You want one?
35:57I don't know, they must have, Mom.
35:58They wouldn't just say this is the prison calling, okay?
36:01It's that this is ACI calling, and we're sorry to...
36:04Okay, but that doesn't make any sense, Mom, okay?
36:05So are they going to call us back?
36:07He wouldn't do that to himself.
36:08He wouldn't do it to me.
36:09He would never do that.
36:11I'm going to call them, and I'm going to find out who called us, okay?
36:13Wherever the guards are, right?
36:14We're supposed to be watching them.
36:18It's terrible.
36:18It's a terrible thing.
36:20It's hard to even think about the kind of desperation behind a choice like Dad.
36:26Makes you think about all your own choices in life, right?
36:30All the things you've done or haven't done.
36:37Hey.
36:38Hey.
36:39Hey, hey.
36:40Hey, you know the Navy SEALs used this thing to help them calm down?
36:44They're just crazy, right?
36:45These elite warriors, they train, they practice, and still, they panic.
36:48Even Navy SEALs have to make themselves remember to breathe.
36:52In for four, hold for four, out for four, hold for four.
36:57It's called box breathing.
36:59Box has four sides.
37:00You just focus on the numbers and the sides, and that's it.
37:03Four by four.
37:04Do it with me.
37:04Come on.
37:05Let's build a box together right now.
37:11One, two, three, four, four, four, four, four, four, five, four, five, four, five, six,
37:20five, six, six, seven, seven, eight, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine,
37:30nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine,
37:33nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine,
37:37nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine,
37:38nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine,
37:38nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine
37:48I was so sorry when I heard what happened.
37:50Why were you even there, hmm?
37:52You didn't exist for Shane at school and I know that.
37:54He never mentioned you once.
37:55To be fair, seeing the counselor
37:57is not always gonna be something
38:00the student talks about at home, right?
38:02You're telling me he fucking came to see you?
38:05HIPAA requirements say I can't tell you anything.
38:08I'm sorry.
38:10But whether he did or didn't,
38:12with the student body of 600 kids
38:14being generally aware of all of them,
38:17and their various struggles, yeah, that was my job.
38:24Why'd you go to the prison?
38:26To offer my supreme emotional support.
38:28No, I want to know what kind of apocalyptic shit
38:30you said to him.
38:31Besides that fucking Oliver St. Leger
38:33sees you for therapy, which is...
38:35I just don't really know how to wrap my mind around that.
38:37So he told you that, but he didn't tell you
38:38what else we talked about?
38:39Okay, he's figuring things out.
38:40He's taking fucking classes, and then here you are,
38:42and a month later, he kills himself.
38:46And you think talking to me had something to do with that?
38:51I do.
38:51And I think I have a lot of questions
38:53that I'm gonna ask to whoever's responsible
38:55for you having a license to talk to anybody, okay?
38:57So just know that's what's gonna be happening.
39:00Well, then maybe also ask them if they think
39:01someone without a baseline of mental instability
39:03and a history of emotional detachment of the home
39:05can be goaded into suicide by one casual conversation
39:09with a sympathetic relative stranger.
39:14Oh, this is such an awful thing.
39:17Look, I understand needing to explain it away somehow,
39:22but when an already mentally vulnerable person
39:25is put into such a challenging environment
39:28at an age where they're still struggling with coping skills
39:31and with the idea that the future even exists,
39:35not to mention a support system at home
39:37that just isn't up to the task in a real...
39:40Oh, Jesus!
39:42Fuck!
39:47So, as soon as court opens tomorrow,
39:51I'm gonna file a temporary ex parte order of protection
39:54against you.
39:55And just to make it final...
39:57Fuck you!
39:57Okay.
40:11Did Mom go to sleep?
40:14She went to her room.
40:15Sure, she's not sleeping.
40:17Nobody sleeps in this house.
40:18Obviously.
40:29Okay.
40:30Talk show.
40:31Old movie.
40:32Infomercial.
40:33Where do you think Shane is now?
40:36Shit.
40:38I'm gonna need a drink or ten for that conversation.
40:41Megan, I don't want to talk about heaven or whatever, okay?
40:45Because you don't think he's...
40:46If there is a place he is,
40:48I hope that everything makes sense to him.
40:51That he doesn't hurt anymore.
40:53Okay?
40:55Me too.
40:57Also, I wish it was a place like that for Mom to go.
41:03Yeah, I mean, Mom's still alive,
41:05but I get what you're saying.
41:09I saw him that night.
41:13What does that mean?
41:16Mom and Dad went to Holy Spirit Purse Bingo,
41:19and he was supposed to come home after practice
41:22and make dinner.
41:23But he didn't.
41:26So I made it.
41:28And I saw him get dropped off
41:32by a car that I saw.
41:36Whose car it was.
41:40Okay, well, did Shane know this?
41:43Yes.
41:44When?
41:46Right when he came inside.
41:47Okay, what did he say?
41:49He said he was home the whole time.
41:50And he never asked you to say anything
41:52later to anybody, ever?
41:56He thought he would.
41:59He was waiting, but he never did.
42:05Why didn't he want me to?
42:09You know what?
42:09Maybe he was...
42:11afraid.
42:13Yeah.
42:13Of you bringing Oliver into it,
42:16and of Oliver's family.
42:18Of what they might do to us, to you.
42:20I mean, who knows?
42:23With people who can be...
42:25what they are.
42:28You feel guilty
42:29for not saying...
42:33don't.
42:34Okay?
42:36It wouldn't have made any difference.
42:38It still would have all happened
42:39the exact same way,
42:41and you couldn't have stopped it.
42:42So please, please,
42:45don't let it de-brow your life.
42:49Okay?
42:51Come here.
43:21Miss Martin?
43:23One of them.
43:26Which one are you?
43:29Shyla.
43:30Is your mom Christy?
43:31Is she here, too?
43:32She's not here at the moment.
43:34Now, you live here with her?
43:36Rub it in, why don't you?
43:39So, uh, you're Shane's sister.
43:41Hey, can I ask a question?
43:43Yes, we are here
43:44to ask people questions
43:45about a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
43:48Specifically about the possible revenge killing
43:51of a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
43:53We spoke to Annette Sparling.
43:54She gave us your address.
43:55Does your sister live here, too?
43:58Megan or Ciara Wise?
44:00Which one do you call her?
44:04Look, I don't know where Megan lives.
44:06Okay?
44:08I don't even know where she is.
44:11Or if she's ever coming back.
44:31Hey.
44:37I've just been sitting here
44:38watching you breathe.
44:42you're Megan
44:45you're Shane's sister
44:49yeah
44:56the day that Paul Sparling died
45:00I saw you
45:03and I knew that you were lying
45:08but I was
45:09no one compared to you and your family
45:15and there was nothing that I could do
45:20and it just kept spinning out of control
45:23my whole life
45:24even so many years later
45:26spinning out of control
45:29and I wanted to hurt you
45:33I really really wanted to hurt you
45:38and so I made a plan
45:43but then I started to know you
45:46and I saw
45:48how lonely you were
45:52that I didn't need to do anything to ruin your life
45:54because you were doing that on your own
46:02I really wanted to tell you the truth
46:06I had so many opportunities
46:08to tell you the truth and I didn't
46:18I'm sorry
46:23I am sorry
46:25he was my best friend
46:28and your brother
46:29he didn't deserve that
46:34your brother didn't do anything
46:36it was me
46:41I know that
46:45I knew that
46:51thank you for saying that
46:53because I think I really needed
46:56you to say that to me
47:04and I'm so in love with you
47:09I'm so in love with you
47:11yeah
47:13yeah
47:39I can't say that I am surprised that you're a Tom Petty fan
47:42but if I hear another Tom Petty song in the next million years
47:44it'll be too fucking soon
47:46when was Tom Petty bothering you
47:48when I was driving and you were sleeping
47:50or when I was driving and you were sleeping
47:56so do we think
47:57Megan Martin
47:59slash Sierra Wise
48:01is somewhere in the world
48:03with or without
48:04Oliver Kennedy
48:06yeah we don't know that
48:08I said we think
48:10not we know
48:12but you do agree that that's the first road we should go down for
48:15okay yeah it's the first road
48:16but it's not the only one
48:26wow
48:44you better wait where you say
48:49you better watch what you do to me
48:52don't get carried away
48:57girl if you can do better than me
49:01go
49:04yeah go
49:08but remember
49:09but a love is hard to find
49:13but a love is hard to find
49:17you got lucky things
49:21you got lucky things
49:25when I found you
49:35you
49:36you put a hand on my cheek
49:39and then you turn your eyes away
49:43and it really don't feel complete
49:47if I don't take you
49:50if I don't take you
49:50if I don't take you
49:50all the way
49:51then go
49:55yeah
49:55go
49:59remember
49:59but a love is hard to find
50:04but a love is hard to find
50:08you got lucky things
50:11you got lucky things
50:14when I found you
50:45you
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