00:00I was going through severe insomnia, severe anxiety, some form of psychosis.
00:04I'm not on hormones. Everyone thinks I'm on hormones. I'm just fat.
00:07Even Rue was concerned for me. While I was filming All Stars 11, I mentally was not okay.
00:13I was going through some form of psychosis. I found out now that the reason I went through
00:18it so bad in All Stars while filming is, one, after the car accident, I definitely
00:24had some form of brain injury that they just are learning about now.
00:28I was going through severe insomnia, severe anxiety, and I was doing Vegas Live and live
00:34bookings at the same time and filming and preparing for All Stars. So I had a lot of mental issues
00:41going on while filming. I feel better talking about it now, but when I filmed, it was almost
00:45like a blackout because even Rue was concerned for me. Like Rue, T.S. Madison, Michelle, they
00:51kept asking if I was okay. I wasn't, but I mean, I think throughout all the mental stuff that I
00:56went through while filming, I still did a good job. Not making it really broke me and not
01:01winning challenges broke me. I don't know what exactly it was. I mean, I'm not on hormones.
01:06Everyone thinks I'm on hormones. I'm just fat. It's okay. You know, that car accident was really,
01:10really severe, and I'm really happy I survived. We're still going through a whole legal process of
01:14it all. But I'm finally mentally healthier than I was before. But during filming, it was one of
01:20the hardest things ever. It was a completely different thing than season 16.
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