00:03well depression goes way back in my family I lost my mom to it and now my
00:09partner wants kids I would love to be part of helping find a cure so they
00:14don't have to struggle with the same things that I do you know if we could
00:18really rewire people's brains with this it's a lot of people well we're hoping by
00:24the end of this trial you'll be feeling a lot better I hope so too go ahead and
00:41take your first dose
00:41sit on this great course and if you like I can take on the world that's great to
00:49hear Jordan are you sleeping any better not yet I'm still having those nightmares
00:55that are keeping me up tell me about them
01:01well it's hard to remember specifics but you know they're pretty unsettling can't
01:09shake this feeling that someone's watching me
01:12it's hard to fall back asleep
01:16oh I'm sorry to hear that but glad you're feeling better throughout the day at
01:20least and you'd say the medication is working
01:23definitely yeah I feel like a whole new person
01:38I think I need to go home homesickness is perfectly normal we're halfway through I can't do this anymore I'm
01:51sorry Jordan we can't let you go quite yet
01:56look you can keep the money I just can't do this
01:59we're gonna help a lot of people that's why we're here
02:03so you know you were talking about doing
02:18yeah breathing exercises oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm sure that'll work
02:38are you sleeping any better
02:41there's something wrong with me as a man
02:45why do you say that
02:48because it's been two fucking weeks and I haven't gotten any better yet
02:53we're working out the kinks
02:55nothing is going to fix me is it
02:59nothing is gonna fix me I'm gonna have to deal with this shit for the rest of my fucking life
03:04please get it out of my head
03:07get it out get it out
03:09get it out get it out get it out
03:11get it out get it out get it out
03:21how are you doing
03:24What is it?
03:28What did you put inside me here?
03:31The medication.
03:35I can feel it now wearing my skin at night.
03:40Can you tell me more?
03:42Can you tell me more?
03:43Can you tell me more? Can you tell me more? Can you tell me more?
03:48Don't you know how fucking annoying that is?
03:54It's gonna get me.
03:56And there's nothing I can do to stop it.
04:00What do you mean?
04:02You're not gonna get away with this.
04:04You knew.
04:06You knew.
04:08And you did it anyway.
04:11You're not gonna get away with this.
04:15You're not gonna get away with this.
04:16Darn it.
04:21Everyone's not here.
04:22I don't know.
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