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It All Comes With The Cold Water
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00:02:47It's just a dream.
00:02:49You're okay.
00:02:54Let me see you.
00:03:00Don't be so scared.
00:03:06I'm just uncomfortable.
00:03:10I'm just uncomfortable.
00:03:11Then come here.
00:03:20I'll take care of you.
00:03:25As we like.
00:04:09I'll take care of you.
00:04:25But here you go.
00:04:27I'll take care of you.
00:04:29I'll take care of you.
00:04:31Well, thank you.
00:04:41What's the weather saying?
00:04:46Sunnyside.
00:04:50They call it some Spoken.
00:04:53So, do I get you for the whole day?
00:04:57No, I've got a viewing for a gallery at 6, 10 at the Harbour.
00:05:02The Harbour?
00:05:05There's already a gallery in that area, you know?
00:05:07Hmm.
00:05:12Not to justify staying, you know?
00:05:16Yeah.
00:05:17I'm just saying, take your time.
00:05:20As long as we stay here in Mum's apartment.
00:05:23There's no rent we need to pay.
00:05:27Hmm.
00:05:30Your family.
00:05:34Your, your family.
00:05:39Oh.
00:05:42Be gone.
00:05:43Out of my kitchen.
00:05:44I'm just saying, no rush.
00:05:46Just be patient.
00:05:48Patience.
00:05:49Patience.
00:05:50Patience.
00:05:52Patience.
00:05:53Patience.
00:05:54Patience.
00:06:01I feel like we should start revisiting some old places.
00:06:09Maybe one from the really early days.
00:06:17This one.
00:06:42This one.
00:07:11This one.
00:07:45This one.
00:08:17Oh, God.
00:08:20You know, it was the first time you went to this beach.
00:08:25I knew I loved you.
00:08:30So not love at first sight then?
00:08:34No.
00:08:37It was here.
00:08:42It was the first time you fully opened up in front of the lens.
00:08:48I think up until then, you'd always been aware of me being there.
00:08:56I remember being so stirred.
00:09:02There was a sadness to your movements.
00:09:05And look, it was the same again today.
00:09:13Don't you ever get bored of taking photos of me?
00:09:17Never.
00:09:20What about the buyers?
00:09:27I'm going to go take a shower.
00:09:54I'm going to go take a shower.
00:09:55I'm going to go take a shower.
00:10:06I'm going to go take a shower.
00:10:17I'm going to go take a shower.
00:10:30I'm going to go take a shower.
00:10:33I'm going to go take a shower.
00:10:50I'm going to go take a shower.
00:11:15I don't know.
00:11:25I don't know.
00:12:00I don't know.
00:12:47I don't know.
00:12:55I can always tell when you've borrowed my stuff.
00:13:17Where have you been?
00:13:22I didn't catch his name.
00:13:27Have you been to your apartment at all?
00:13:29Shh.
00:13:31I'll sleep.
00:13:40Let's go.
00:13:46Freya!
00:13:48Shut the door!
00:13:51Freya!
00:13:53Freya!
00:13:54Freya!
00:13:54Freya!
00:14:21Freya!
00:14:26Freya!
00:14:35Freya!
00:15:13Stand by me.
00:15:19Close your eyes.
00:15:22And breathe it in.
00:15:23I'm not into the spiritual bullshit.
00:15:25Just breathe.
00:15:34What the fuck?
00:15:36Are you fucking mad?
00:15:37Come on!
00:15:49Come on!
00:15:52Come on!
00:16:04Come on!
00:16:20Gotta draining me!
00:16:20Do you feel, am you?
00:16:21Do you love this day to exile?
00:16:36I don't know where it was!
00:16:45Oh my god, I just realized I don't think I should be in here.
00:16:52I found a tattoo this morning.
00:16:55I can't believe you actually did it.
00:16:59It's like a rune for fertility, I think.
00:17:04I know.
00:17:05Oh, I can show you when we get back home.
00:17:09Are you home?
00:17:11Yeah, your place.
00:17:18Hey, the other day when I met you at the swings, where'd you been?
00:17:32Mum's apartment.
00:17:35I do go back sometimes.
00:17:40It's been yours for a few years now.
00:17:47I went to collect her ashes.
00:17:52I couldn't stand the thought of her being trapped in there with him.
00:17:56Did he see you?
00:17:58No.
00:18:01It was quick.
00:18:06What did you do with him?
00:18:09I released her into the sea.
00:18:23You're too afraid to leave the country, you're too afraid to go home, you can't leave, you can't stay.
00:18:29What are you doing?
00:18:35Are you cold?
00:18:38You're freezing.
00:18:40Okay, come on.
00:18:52Okay.
00:18:54Formal dress?
00:18:56Oh, blanket.
00:18:59Blanket.
00:19:02Thanks.
00:19:09Are you my snake or my ladder?
00:19:16Because sometimes you make me feel so shitty.
00:19:23I'm sorry I make you feel that way.
00:19:26I think you're trying to help.
00:19:31Look, it's better if you can identify a snake.
00:19:35Then you know who to avoid.
00:19:37There's nothing worse than falling down the board,
00:19:40working your way back up to the top,
00:19:42only to encounter the same person who's knocked you down before.
00:19:47I should take that back.
00:19:49Even worse, it's not moving at all.
00:19:52We're spreading my mom's ashes, not in action.
00:19:56Has anything changed?
00:20:00No.
00:20:02Do you still need to sleep on my couch?
00:20:06No progress, no role, no action.
00:20:10I can't identify one snake.
00:20:13Yeah?
00:20:15He's in my apartment.
00:20:20No action.
00:20:23I need him gone.
00:20:25Finally.
00:20:31I want my beautiful blue house back.
00:20:44Fuck the viewing, let's go out.
00:20:48Okay.
00:20:49But, but, but.
00:20:50Give the exact amount of time
00:20:52it takes for me to make a cup of coffee
00:20:54and drink it to get ready.
00:20:55Okay?
00:20:56Okay.
00:20:58The exact time, then.
00:20:59Get ready.
00:21:03Yeah.
00:21:05Yeah.
00:21:06No, I get you.
00:21:07There's definitely similarities between the two.
00:21:10I mean, these were also taken on a beach.
00:21:13The last ones did so well as well, so.
00:21:25No.
00:21:27You know I can't do that.
00:21:31No.
00:21:31Because she can't.
00:21:35Because she, she can't come with me.
00:21:37You know I.
00:21:43Yeah.
00:21:45Yeah, no, look, I understand all that.
00:21:47Just.
00:21:50Reschedule and tell him I'll be there for the next one.
00:21:54Okay.
00:21:56Alright.
00:21:57Thanks.
00:22:06Storage units?
00:22:10I feel bad.
00:22:12I know you need somewhere for your stuff.
00:22:14Ah.
00:22:15I'll be fine.
00:22:19You look beautiful.
00:22:23Okay.
00:22:23Shall we go?
00:22:30Okay.
00:22:31Game time, right?
00:22:32The lady on the other side of the street.
00:22:34What? Yeah.
00:22:35We've got three seconds to capture her story.
00:22:37Okay?
00:22:38Three, two, one.
00:22:39Bye.
00:22:40Hmm?
00:22:40No?
00:22:41Okay.
00:22:44She had a kid.
00:22:45Right.
00:22:45She's a mom.
00:22:47By the way the kid was holding on to her.
00:22:49Yes.
00:22:50Um, I think I saw her hand but no ring.
00:22:54So, single mom.
00:22:56Nice catch.
00:22:58And she's rich.
00:22:59How do you know?
00:23:00Uh, she had those like expensive supermarket bags.
00:23:05You know how it could?
00:23:06Hmm?
00:23:07Rich.
00:23:07You're missing something.
00:23:09What?
00:23:10No, come back.
00:23:12So, it wasn't food and bags.
00:23:15It was clothes.
00:23:17Really?
00:23:18And anyone that reuses plastic bags or clothes is, well, not that one.
00:23:24Yeah?
00:23:24Right?
00:23:25Yeah, interesting.
00:23:26Hmm.
00:23:27It's more about the choices she's made to use those bags, you know, from that supermarket
00:23:35specifically.
00:23:36Hmm.
00:23:37You know, maybe, maybe she dreams in another life to, to be able to shop in the expensive
00:23:44supermarket.
00:23:45You know?
00:23:46Yeah.
00:23:46Yeah.
00:23:46That's the, that's the story, you know?
00:23:48But for the moment, she's just happy to live out the, you know, reusing of the bag, essentially.
00:23:55Right?
00:23:56Hmm.
00:23:57And that's like, it's all about you once is, you know, with you it's the same.
00:24:02It's like, everywhere I shoot you, you have a different affliction for the place we shoot.
00:24:08It's, it's incredible.
00:24:09It's, uh, yeah, a different story, you know?
00:24:11Hmm.
00:24:12Okay.
00:24:12He's next to it.
00:24:13Here.
00:24:14Quick.
00:24:14Oh, no, that doesn't count.
00:24:17Why?
00:24:18This woman was my mom's nurse.
00:24:21I know everything about her.
00:24:23You wanna say hello to her?
00:24:25It's not how the work's here.
00:24:27Besides, like, I don't have that conversation of how I'm doing and...
00:24:32Hmm.
00:24:34Yeah.
00:24:35I'll getcha.
00:24:36Come on.
00:24:36Okay, let's go.
00:25:22Hey, fella.
00:25:23Hey, buddy.
00:25:24How you doing?
00:25:24What's going on?
00:25:26I'm good.
00:25:26I'm good.
00:25:27Fucking stinks in here.
00:25:27What's, what's, what's you been up to?
00:25:29Uh, went to this wild pagan party the other night, man.
00:25:33All these hippies doing real hippie shit, you know?
00:25:36Dancing around the fire, taking shrooms.
00:25:39Hey, hippies are dirty, man.
00:25:41What's left of it?
00:25:41Bro, don't think I blinked a wink in, like, 48 hours.
00:25:45All right.
00:25:47Well, that's it there.
00:25:48Yeah.
00:25:49Yeah, mate.
00:25:49Yeah, that's it.
00:25:50Yeah.
00:25:51Yeah.
00:25:53Oh, my God, man.
00:25:55Honestly.
00:25:56Thank you so much for that.
00:25:57I'm really grateful, dude.
00:25:58Yeah, yeah, no pops.
00:25:59It's a, it's a beautiful piece.
00:26:03I just feel like I'd be a lousy mentor if I didn't tell you the truth, you know?
00:26:09And the, um, I can't stop reminiscing about your editorial work, you know?
00:26:16I mean, you know, clearly you have an eye for the land, but the truth is,
00:26:20it's, landscape's just the annual thing, man.
00:26:27Well, I'd have to disagree with you, man.
00:26:30I think, um, you know, I think there's definitely something here, you know?
00:26:38And with your encouragement and your mentoring, I can enchain that and truly find what it is
00:26:45that I am missing, you know?
00:26:47I don't know what it looks like.
00:26:52There's no way.
00:26:54What's that?
00:26:58That's the girl from the beach the other day.
00:27:02Theo?
00:27:03Theo?
00:27:06Oh, fucking hell.
00:27:12Excuse me.
00:27:14Excuse me.
00:27:16Hi.
00:27:17Can I help you?
00:27:21I'm so sorry.
00:27:22I thought you were someone else, though.
00:27:25Okay.
00:27:26Sorry.
00:27:38Oh, fuck off, Whit.
00:27:40Oh, you're right, mate.
00:27:42Did you catch her?
00:27:44It wasn't her.
00:27:45No.
00:27:48Doesn't matter.
00:27:49I'll tell you what.
00:27:51I've had a break in my knee.
00:27:52This.
00:27:55What is it?
00:27:56I took this shit the other night with those hippie chicks.
00:27:59I connected to the earth that I walked upon.
00:28:02With every footstep, I felt its heart beat.
00:28:07There's no way.
00:28:09No.
00:28:09Theo.
00:28:10Theo!
00:28:10Theo!
00:28:10Theo!
00:28:11Theo!
00:28:12This shit is how legends are created.
00:28:16Think about it, right?
00:28:17We are bound by what physically exists.
00:28:20This shit was made so we could travel to realms beyond our own.
00:28:24I know what it's like to be on the cusp of finding artistic integrity.
00:28:27It's like knowing the meaning but unable to find the words.
00:28:32Constantly seeing the shadow of your brilliance but unable to find the object's source.
00:28:37Theo!
00:28:38Hey, hey.
00:28:39Hey.
00:28:41I was lucky.
00:28:43I found mine at a young age.
00:28:44I was accepted by this land and its people.
00:28:47Do you want to find what you're missing in this country?
00:28:50Do you want to find what you're missing in this country?
00:28:56Ask her.
00:28:58Come on.
00:28:59She'll tell you.
00:29:19Hey, you're almost there mate. Just up here.
00:29:37What do you think you want to take photos of?
00:29:41I don't really know.
00:29:49I thought landscapes but...
00:29:55There's nothing here for me.
00:29:58Don't offend the land.
00:30:01She listens.
00:30:04Do you like taking photos of people?
00:30:10I don't like shooting models to sell stuff.
00:30:18I like to...
00:30:22Capture moments through their expressions and subtleties.
00:30:33When the image becomes about a model trying to sell something, it...
00:30:39Loses to models, nuances.
00:30:41There's no language, no voice.
00:30:43No message...
00:30:45Behind their eyes and all we're being told is to...
00:30:53Buy a product.
00:30:55Something's happening.
00:30:57Hey.
00:30:58Stay focused.
00:31:00Breathe.
00:31:01Steve.
00:31:05What's inspired you lately?
00:31:11Red woman.
00:31:13Why did she inspire you?
00:31:17She appeared out of nowhere.
00:31:21Where did you see her?
00:31:23She's stuck in a speech.
00:31:27You know what place is haunted?
00:31:36I think...
00:31:37I think we need to go back to the camera.
00:31:43I don't know.
00:31:44I just...
00:31:48I just need...
00:31:52I just need...
00:31:53I just need him.
00:31:54I just need him there.
00:31:56Theo.
00:31:56I just need a second.
00:32:03Theo, we're not done.
00:32:12We're not done.
00:32:14Keep in mind.
00:32:21Oh, man.
00:32:25We're going to go back.
00:32:28Come on.
00:32:31We're going to run away.
00:32:32We're going to go ahead.
00:32:32We're going to run away.
00:32:36We're going to run away.
00:32:37If you want to run away...
00:32:37We're going to run away.
00:32:57Let's go.
00:33:12Let's go.
00:33:38Let's go.
00:33:41Let's go.
00:33:42Let's go.
00:33:46I...
00:33:47I...
00:33:48I...
00:33:48I...
00:33:49You see?
00:33:54Even in landscapes like this, the earth is providing you with people.
00:33:59I'm not even sure if it's her.
00:34:02You're missing her point.
00:34:04She is everywhere.
00:34:06Don't stay for me, for her, for the land.
00:34:09Leave to find the people.
00:34:19My hands are wet.
00:34:21With inspiration.
00:34:24If you stay, the paint will dry.
00:34:27Why you will dry.
00:34:33I should go.
00:34:36I think it's necessary.
00:34:43For you or for me.
00:34:45Hmm?
00:34:48Are you even real?
00:35:02I think it's real.
00:35:11I should go.
00:35:15Find your balance.
00:35:18Find the people.
00:35:42I know this place.
00:35:45Yeah, it's pretty...
00:35:47Pretty special.
00:35:48You heard this place?
00:35:49Hmm.
00:35:55I can't see anything else.
00:36:09I can't see anything.
00:36:10I can't see anything else.
00:36:13I can't see anything else.
00:36:17It's one of those things.
00:36:18I can't see anything else.
00:36:33I found Shakespeare in Iceland, I could.
00:36:38Like Romeo or Julia?
00:36:41I am the Romeo.
00:36:44Just do the real thing.
00:36:46Really?
00:36:47Mm-hmm.
00:36:52Shh.
00:36:56Shh.
00:37:02Shh.
00:37:05Shh.
00:37:05I can't believe you.
00:37:08Shh, shh, shh, shh.
00:37:10Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:37:11Don't.
00:37:13You, you, I need to get that book quickly.
00:37:15I know, I know.
00:37:45I know.
00:37:46Jakob.
00:37:48Hey, can you give me?
00:37:49Yeah.
00:37:50Shit.
00:38:04Anna.
00:38:07Anna.
00:38:13Are you in London? Do you want to go with?
00:38:14No.
00:38:26Let's go. Let's go.
00:38:28What?
00:38:29I don't know.
00:38:30I don't know.
00:38:31I don't know.
00:38:38Okay, I can move.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:57Hey.
00:38:59Who is that you were just talking to?
00:39:03No one?
00:39:06I just saw you talking to someone.
00:39:10There are other people in here, you know?
00:39:13Did you find anything?
00:39:15No.
00:39:17Okay. Just be a sec.
00:39:19Okay?
00:39:37No one else?
00:39:52Okay.
00:39:53Please. How much?
00:39:552,500.
00:39:56English?
00:39:572,500.
00:40:07Bye-bye.
00:40:49Come on. We're late.
00:40:53It's hard to go to the beach, isn't it?
00:41:09It's hard to go to the beach.
00:41:09Come on.
00:41:10If we were to go out and see it, it's hard to go to the beach.
00:41:12What's it?
00:41:14I just want to go out and see it.
00:41:15Do you want to go out and see it?
00:41:16How are we waiting?
00:41:17I've been waiting for a mountain.
00:41:21I'm not sure.
00:41:40They're saying we're a cute couple.
00:41:49They're saying we're a cute couple.
00:41:51You're a cute little girl.
00:41:52I mean, I've been to know her very much in my life in my life.
00:42:00She's got together and she's got together.
00:42:03She's got together and she's got together.
00:42:05She's got together and she's got together and she's got together.
00:42:07What are you doing?
00:42:16Are you doing this?
00:42:17Are you doing this?
00:42:18No.
00:42:19No, we're just doing this.
00:42:21Just clean.
00:42:22She said to me she's at sister's boyfriend.
00:42:25She's been a bit after her.
00:42:27It's very nice.
00:42:29I have just found a bath and a doctor for me.
00:42:32You're right, you're right, you're right.
00:42:34You're right, you're right.
00:42:36I sent it to a skill up.
00:42:39No, you're not doing that.
00:42:41Not doing it?
00:42:41No.
00:42:42Néééh!
00:42:44Ay shit, sounds a lot of guys had to get.
00:42:48Get you told me...
00:42:49...that I'm really dis benching for this game?
00:42:52I don't know what I do because it's just a result, though.
00:42:57If I don't know who I got the money then
00:42:59I'm sorry, listen to me.
00:43:02I've always been a bit better.
00:43:04You're always a bit better than me.
00:43:07We're going to get it!
00:43:09Look at that!
00:43:12It never changes. It's beautiful. Yeah. Do you want to take a photo? No, I left my camera in the
00:43:28car.
00:43:45Are you going to take a photo from the car? No, not that, you're right.
00:43:51Are you going to take a photo from the car from the car? No, I'm not going to take a
00:43:56photo.
00:43:57Do you know that? It's only the fact that I'm going to take a photo with him.
00:44:03Let's go.
00:44:07How are you going?
00:44:11We're going to get off from here.
00:44:34Let's go.
00:45:07I don't know.
00:45:37I'm sorry if you felt excluded from the conversation today.
00:45:42It's fine.
00:45:57Are you hungry? I can cook you some food.
00:46:02You don't cook.
00:46:05I used to cook for my mom all the time.
00:46:13I don't need looking after her.
00:46:16I'm fine.
00:46:20You are in a bad mood, babe.
00:46:23I told you. I'm fine.
00:46:28Okay.
00:46:30You're right.
00:46:31I don't want to fight.
00:46:34But more importantly,
00:46:36I don't want to cook.
00:46:38You're right.
00:46:40I'm fine.
00:46:41I'm fine.
00:46:55I'm fine.
00:46:57I'm fine.
00:46:58I'm fine.
00:47:24Oh, oh, oh.
00:47:34Oh, oh, oh.
00:48:01I want to see your face.
00:48:06Here, let me see your face.
00:48:10Stop it!
00:48:11What the fuck is wrong with you?
00:48:15Hey, hey, hey.
00:48:16What the fuck?
00:48:17What's up? Hey, calm down.
00:48:21What's going on inside your head, huh?
00:48:24You were acting the way he did.
00:48:29No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:48:32Don't compare me to him.
00:48:33Don't do that, Anna!
00:48:34Were you on the receiving end of that?
00:48:36Just now.
00:48:37Why would I act like the very man I spent so long trying to save you from?
00:48:41No.
00:48:42Come here.
00:48:44Come here, come here.
00:48:52It's your nightmares.
00:48:55You...
00:48:57Let him get inside your head.
00:49:01I told you, I...
00:49:06Never let him back in, okay?
00:49:20You're okay.
00:49:22I'm sorry.
00:49:28You're okay.
00:49:42I'm sorry.
00:49:45I'm sorry.
00:50:05You shouldn't really be mixing.
00:50:08I can handle it.
00:50:11I think I walked past the love of my life.
00:50:16What do you mean?
00:50:18And I didn't even stop to say hi.
00:50:22It was strange, though.
00:50:25Have you ever had that feeling of, like, walking past someone and...
00:50:31You just feel like you know them?
00:50:35Or you should know them.
00:50:37You can't...
00:50:40Pinpoint, like, from where...
00:50:42Or how.
00:50:44I should have stopped.
00:50:48I don't know why I didn't.
00:50:52Should have rolled the dice on.
00:50:55Maybe it was your ladder.
00:50:58My what?
00:50:59Yeah.
00:51:01Did you ever play the game snakes and ladders as a kid?
00:51:04No, my mom was a hippie, so we danced on the beach on weekends.
00:51:09Good woman.
00:51:13I'm sad I never met her.
00:51:17Yeah, she would have liked you.
00:51:23Snakes and ladders.
00:51:26Okay.
00:51:27So, it's a board game.
00:51:29And, uh, you have to race and get from one end of the board to the other.
00:51:35By using your dice.
00:51:37On the board, are snakes and ladders.
00:51:41If you land on a ladder, you climb your way up the board.
00:51:44But, if you land on a snake...
00:51:48Yeah, you fall down.
00:51:50Exactly.
00:51:51You go backwards.
00:51:55What if our journey is always set in stone, you know?
00:52:00Like, no matter what, there's always this...
00:52:02This hundred square waiting for us beyond the board.
00:52:07But, it's the roll of the dice.
00:52:10Our actions that dictate how we get there.
00:52:13Whether we meet a snake or a ladder.
00:52:24Two more please, Bob.
00:52:25That's me.
00:52:27You know, capturing something truly remarkable.
00:52:32You know, something that would catch people's eyes, but...
00:52:37The only thing that I've managed to catch is the back of someone's head.
00:52:42When exploring by myself, I found myself on this beach.
00:52:48And...
00:52:50Way down the coastline was this...
00:52:54Was this woman in a red dress.
00:52:56It was...
00:52:58It was...
00:52:59Utterly mesmerising.
00:53:02We saw it for a few seconds, but I mean...
00:53:04Ooh.
00:53:07She was...
00:53:09She was the holy grail of beauty.
00:53:11I mean, I...
00:53:14I don't think I've ever seen anything like it in my life.
00:53:16Ever.
00:53:17You know?
00:53:22Well, it's like...
00:53:23It was like...
00:53:24When...
00:53:24I started photography, right?
00:53:26I...
00:53:26I...
00:53:27Give myself this like...
00:53:28Three second window to...
00:53:30You know, decide the narrative of the subject.
00:53:31And approaching her, it just...
00:53:34It just felt like I'd seen her before.
00:53:36It was...
00:53:37Yeah, it was something I...
00:53:39I've never felt.
00:53:40I mean...
00:53:40Like I knew her.
00:53:41And yet...
00:53:41I...
00:53:42I don't.
00:53:43I...
00:53:43What do you think my final square is?
00:53:47For you?
00:53:51Just like my sister.
00:53:55Balance.
00:53:59Right.
00:54:06Is it weird that...
00:54:08That's exactly what I felt?
00:54:12In that moment?
00:54:16Like...
00:54:17Something had been restored?
00:54:30You can't mourn the what-ifs in life.
00:54:34You can't miss what you've never had.
00:54:40But what if I'm mourning the potential of happiness?
00:54:45Is that a what-if?
00:54:51Can I mourn the fact that the alcohol in this can is now in fact...
00:54:55Calm.
00:54:59I'm gonna go get some more.
00:55:00Yes, yes.
00:55:01You...
00:55:01You can mourn that.
00:55:02Okay.
00:55:03Hey, no, no, no.
00:55:04I think...
00:55:04I think you've had enough.
00:55:07I'm sorted.
00:55:09Come here.
00:55:10Come here.
00:55:10Come here.
00:55:11Come here.
00:55:11What is this?
00:55:13You changed everything.
00:55:15But the one thing...
00:55:16It's got...
00:55:18What is this?
00:55:20Sand?
00:55:21You know what I should do?
00:55:24What?
00:55:25I should get a tattoo.
00:55:27Uh...
00:55:27Absolutely not.
00:55:28Yeah, I should get it like...
00:55:30Here.
00:55:31That is like...
00:55:32A terrible, terrible idea.
00:55:35You're so boring.
00:55:36You're just sitting here at the corner of a party, watching everyone else have fun.
00:55:42You know what?
00:55:42I'm gonna go get a tattoo.
00:55:45Anna!
00:55:47Anna!
00:55:48Fuck off!
00:55:51Sorry for being a buzzkill, man.
00:55:52It's just like...
00:55:54I don't know, dude.
00:55:55When I...
00:55:57Before I came to Iceland, there was just like...
00:55:59This feeling, you know?
00:56:00It was like a magnet attracting me to the land.
00:56:03I knew it was the next step, you know?
00:56:04In my life.
00:56:05And I saw your photos and magazines.
00:56:08Good Fall.
00:56:08I'm in Lager.
00:56:09Aurora.
00:56:10And I was like...
00:56:11That's...
00:56:12This is the one.
00:56:13This is the place to be.
00:56:14And...
00:56:15Yeah, if I'm being honest, I just...
00:56:19I'm not so sure yet, man.
00:56:22I really am sorry.
00:56:23My year-long guide around this island didn't live up to your high expectations, your highness.
00:56:28No, no, no, no.
00:56:28It's not...
00:56:28Nothing to do with you.
00:56:30You've been...
00:56:31Actually, aren't I?
00:56:31You've been exceptional.
00:56:32I mean...
00:56:33Yeah, if...
00:56:34If it wasn't for you, I probably wouldn't be here anymore, but...
00:56:39Yeah, it's just more of an internal thing.
00:56:41I just need to...
00:56:44Cheers...
00:56:44To that pal.
00:56:46Eh?
00:56:48Go on with the show.
00:56:50Cheers.
00:56:53Cheers.
00:57:17In my mood...
00:57:25Isabella!
00:57:27Isabella!!
00:57:27I am not sure what I'm here about.
00:57:40So what else is it?
00:57:46I can hear you now
00:57:50I'm in trouble
00:57:55If you believe
00:57:57Come see me in my boat
00:58:18I'm looking for something more
00:58:25More modern, more visceral, you know?
00:58:33What is that?
00:58:36Oh, this was taken today
00:58:40It's actually just a catalogue material
00:58:44It's tragic
00:58:46It's not
00:58:49It's a lost boy
00:58:51What?
00:58:54Abandoned
00:58:55Alone
00:58:57It's forsaken in the harsh realities of our world
00:59:02It's banishment
00:59:03Bewilderment
00:59:07A family car
00:59:09The door is wide open
00:59:12Yeah, just like the arms of a child
00:59:15Reaching out, pleading for help
00:59:20Is my car in the mud?
00:59:22Exactly
00:59:22Yeah
00:59:23Yeah
00:59:24It's so simple
00:59:26Yet it tells so much
00:59:32Really?
00:59:34It's
00:59:37The story is so clear, you know?
00:59:39You have
00:59:40You have a balance that's captured
00:59:43A landscape paired with a narrative
00:59:46Get me more of this and we're golden
00:59:58For a moment, I thought you dried out
01:00:29I thought you did
01:00:29What are you doing?
01:00:29What are you doing?
01:00:30Putting on music.
01:00:32Give it to me.
01:00:32I want to pick this up.
01:00:34What's your password?
01:00:35I can do it too.
01:00:36I'm capable of doing it like I've done a thousand times before.
01:00:40It's just the only difference now is a new password.
01:00:47Since when?
01:00:52Who's Jay?
01:01:00Raya.
01:01:06Doesn't sound like a girl.
01:01:09I never said he was a girl.
01:01:11You said a girlfriend.
01:01:12I said an old friend.
01:01:13No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
01:01:14I know all your friends.
01:01:20You're leaving me.
01:01:22What?
01:01:23Is that why you're looking at storage units?
01:01:33You could at least answer me.
01:01:35Okay?
01:01:37Because if you are leaving me,
01:01:38the least you could do is show a bit of honesty
01:01:41after everything I've done for you.
01:01:44What do you mean everything?
01:01:45EVERYTHING!
01:01:50You're going to get home.
01:01:53You're going to get home.
01:01:55You're going to get home.
01:01:55I'm right.
01:01:56No, you're wrong, Theo.
01:01:58About everything.
01:02:00As per usual.
01:02:03I've never committed to anyone like I committed to you.
01:02:07Was that all just a waste of time, hmm?
01:02:14Should I even be surprised?
01:02:17I thought I'd helped you.
01:02:21But maybe you can't be helped.
01:02:24Why do you talk as if you saved me?
01:02:28One hundred fucking percent?
01:02:30I saved you.
01:02:31What?
01:02:33Good to know.
01:02:35Good to know.
01:02:36Yeah, yeah.
01:02:36Let's rewind the clock a little bit, shall we?
01:02:38Yeah.
01:02:38Let's look back.
01:02:40You were this broken soul.
01:02:43Acting as if you were the only person in the world
01:02:45who ever buried their parent.
01:02:47Careful, Theo.
01:02:47Yeah.
01:02:48You had a psychotic boyfriend
01:02:49who used to pin you down when you came home.
01:02:51That's if you even made it home.
01:02:53Stop.
01:02:53And if you didn't make it home,
01:02:54he'd be there to tell you just how ugly you were.
01:02:56You had no voice.
01:02:58No confidence.
01:02:59No life.
01:02:59Nothing!
01:03:04Do you know what I did, Anna?
01:03:06Do you know what I did?
01:03:09I built you back up.
01:03:11Frame by frame.
01:03:12Picture by picture!
01:03:16So that you could piece your life back together again.
01:03:19I'm not going through this again.
01:03:20Oh, well, you know, clearly you are.
01:03:23Just like you did before.
01:03:25You're gonna run off.
01:03:27You're gonna drop in and out
01:03:28to collect little bits and bobs
01:03:30just like you did before.
01:03:31Well, tell me this.
01:03:32Can I keep the flat just like he did?
01:03:34He'd still be here
01:03:35if it wasn't for me
01:03:36kicking him out
01:03:37further proving my points
01:03:38that you have not changed!
01:03:44Oh, brilliant.
01:03:45Now you've lost your mind as well.
01:03:47I'm sorry.
01:03:50Oh, you don't hear it?
01:03:53The irony to you.
01:03:55What fucking irony, Anna?
01:03:56Seriously.
01:03:57What progress have you made?
01:03:58Who have you become?
01:04:00Successful.
01:04:01Yeah.
01:04:02Great, yeah.
01:04:04I'm so happy for you.
01:04:06But more importantly,
01:04:08how have you become it?
01:04:10By taking photos of me?
01:04:16Hm.
01:04:18Don't you dare
01:04:20for a fucking second
01:04:22pretend like you don't get anything
01:04:24from them photos.
01:04:26A crying girl
01:04:28in an exotic landscape.
01:04:31What a concept.
01:04:33You're a genius.
01:04:35You're a genius.
01:04:37Better yet, you're a hero, Theo.
01:04:39You'd love that narrative.
01:04:42How you came swooping down like Superman,
01:04:45rescuing the girl
01:04:46with the perfect camera angle.
01:04:49You actually think that these photos saved me?
01:04:55I gave you my suffering and my past so you could create a vision or an aesthetic.
01:05:02And I did it because I fucking love you and you know I'd do anything for you.
01:05:07And the worst part isn't even that you stood there while I was crying, taking photos of me.
01:05:13It's not that you print it out and hang it on my fucking bedroom wall.
01:05:17The worst part is that you sell it for a profit.
01:05:24You monetized my trauma, Theo.
01:05:28And you would be nothing without me.
01:05:32Still,
01:05:34falling over bigger and better photographers
01:05:37while struggling to find your own artistic integrity or any sense of originality.
01:05:45And you know I'm right.
01:05:51You think I'd still be stroking without you?
01:05:55I'm your muse.
01:05:57You've said it a thousand times.
01:06:03Get fucking real, Anna.
01:06:07Look at you.
01:06:08Look at you.
01:06:12There's a whole world of women like you out there, Anna.
01:06:16A whole fucking world.
01:06:20But I can't go looking for them.
01:06:21Why?
01:06:24Because you're cemented to this fucking country!
01:06:28Why?
01:06:29Because you don't care for your mother anymore.
01:06:30No.
01:06:32You're not trying to reclaim your flat.
01:06:34Why?
01:06:38And you know...
01:06:42You know what scares me the most?
01:06:47The fact that I know...
01:06:52The value of my work is decreasing.
01:06:57I know...
01:06:59My work is becoming stout.
01:07:02Because I continue to only shoot you.
01:07:13And I'd burn it all.
01:07:16I'd burn all of that.
01:07:20If I'm not losing you, so I stay.
01:07:22If I'm not losing you, so I stay.
01:07:31Which is why...
01:07:32Which is why...
01:07:33Which is why I don't...
01:07:34Stop.
01:07:38It's why...
01:07:40I can't understand why you do this to me.
01:07:42Have I...
01:07:43Have I not sacrificed the North?
01:07:50I don't...
01:07:52Don't be cruel.
01:07:53Look at his photos, Theo.
01:07:54Look at his photos, Theo.
01:07:59Jacob is just an old friend.
01:08:01And...
01:08:01You haven't met him because he's been...
01:08:02Traveling around the world.
01:08:04And he just got back.
01:08:06He's just been...
01:08:07Helping me with...
01:08:09Logistics.
01:08:10Like...
01:08:10Where to go, and...
01:08:11At what time, and...
01:08:14Where to store our stuff when we're gone.
01:08:20Look...
01:08:21I...
01:08:22I know that you're desperate to...
01:08:25Travel the world.
01:08:26And I know that you would stay here for me.
01:08:28But...
01:08:30Whatever was holding me back...
01:08:32I...
01:08:33I don't feel it anymore.
01:08:37I feel...
01:08:38Free.
01:08:40And that's not because of your photos, Theo.
01:08:44It's because of you.
01:08:46And us.
01:08:56She...
01:08:57She said something.
01:09:01I...
01:09:03I was...
01:09:05Envisioning the...
01:09:06Exciting moment of what I got to tell you.
01:09:09I just...
01:09:10I just wanted it to be perfect.
01:09:15Finding you going through my phone, that wasn't it.
01:09:21It was faster than that, even though.
01:09:28According to the day,
01:09:28There's no Carpenter's camion up right on the phone.
01:09:34There are noges behind...
01:09:38No conversation...
01:09:41So at fair left, long to see...
01:09:42From there...
01:09:43To...
01:11:32What are you using?
01:11:33Fuck NDs.
01:11:34Just go with your gut.
01:11:35Yeah, I get that.
01:11:36It's just...
01:11:38I want something that...
01:11:40I want something more than just an image, you know?
01:11:42Something that requires more than me just showing up.
01:11:45We're in the most beautiful place on the planet and you're struggling to find inspiration.
01:11:49Fuck me.
01:11:51Are you sure you want to be a photographer?
01:11:52Of course!
01:11:53I just...
01:11:54feel like I'm missing something.
01:11:57Don't think about it.
01:11:59You're just a fly on the wall.
01:12:03Talk is about observation, right?
01:12:07That's all it is.
01:12:08Just document moments in time.
01:12:12I guess so.
01:12:23This lens is your view of the world.
01:12:26And this lens is mine.
01:12:28I guess so.
01:12:35I guess so.
01:12:39Yeah.
01:12:42I guess so.
01:12:57Right.
01:12:58Lesson number one.
01:13:00When we're peering through our viewfinder, what are we looking for?
01:13:04A nice view.
01:13:06No.
01:13:07Authenticity.
01:13:08Authenticity.
01:13:08It's authenticity that comes through when the photographer is connected to the land.
01:13:14And that's what we must find.
01:13:16We must find that flow.
01:13:19That organic composition.
01:13:22And once we find that, you have the snap.
01:13:29Now pick up your camera and point.
01:13:49You got to look out there.
01:13:50No, no, no.
01:13:51No, no.
01:13:58No, no, no.
01:13:59No, no, no.
01:13:59No.
01:14:04No, no, no, no.
01:14:07So, no, no, no.
01:15:13I don't know where you are.
01:15:17Hi.
01:15:18I'll just get one whiskey, please, and just charge it to the room.
01:15:21Cheers.
01:15:22Well, aren't we in the presence of greatness?
01:15:27Jude, how are you?
01:15:30Hey, I'm good, my man.
01:15:33Congrats on your work.
01:15:35Thanks.
01:15:38I heard you're looking for a gallery near mine.
01:15:42Yeah, my agent set it up.
01:15:45Yeah, I know him well until a few months ago.
01:15:52And about your drink?
01:15:53No, I'm just going to have this and I'm going to shoot off.
01:15:57I insist.
01:15:59Three more, please, mate.
01:16:01Of course.
01:16:02Anyway, from what I remember, I always drink anyway, right?
01:16:05Plus, it's all around the island, which you didn't follow up on.
01:16:10But you made your own way anyway, didn't you?
01:16:17Thank you, sir.
01:16:19You're a cute baby.
01:16:28Yeah, my little girl.
01:16:30She's four, man.
01:16:32But I love this picture, you know?
01:16:34It reminds me of, um, better days, you know?
01:16:39Sweet.
01:16:41I, um, I appreciate the drink.
01:16:45You're most welcome, my man.
01:16:47The man.
01:16:48Hey, uh, cheers to you.
01:16:52Yeah.
01:16:55Cheers.
01:17:05Well, um, you look after yourself, okay?
01:17:11Yeah?
01:17:12You too, man.
01:17:13Take it easy.
01:17:14Take care.
01:17:41Take care.
01:17:43Take care.
01:17:44Take care.
01:17:44Oh, my God.
01:17:45Are you all right?
01:17:46Help you.
01:17:47Hi.
01:17:49Oh, you're a...
01:17:50Well, it's fine.
01:17:50It's fine.
01:17:51Is it, um, is it Anna?
01:17:54We met at, was it Lara's housewarming about a year ago?
01:17:58I'm so sorry.
01:17:59I really need to call this person back.
01:18:01Sorry.
01:18:21Hi.
01:18:25How's the whole town?
01:18:28I love men with regrets or has-beens.
01:18:37Should I extend my stay?
01:18:44Look, I'm not trying to be difficult.
01:18:48I know.
01:18:51I just never expected those words to come from you.
01:18:58I get it.
01:19:01But you have to take responsibility.
01:19:06The hurt you caused me, Anna, you...
01:19:11I know you have a past and I know it haunts you, but you're not exclusive to pain.
01:19:19You really hate them?
01:19:24No.
01:19:27Not all of them.
01:19:31I...
01:19:33I like the one on the beach.
01:19:37Were you looking so sad?
01:19:41I wasn't.
01:19:47I remember it was one of the few places I remember being really happy.
01:19:55And I think it comes across sad because I realized that...
01:19:59that moment was so fleeting.
01:20:04It's hard to hold on to it.
01:20:08I really am happy for you.
01:20:13And I'm grateful that your success allowed you to stay with me.
01:20:26So...
01:20:28I don't have any regrets.
01:20:32The way I spoke to you, I...
01:20:35I have one.
01:20:40Yeah.
01:20:42I'm...
01:20:45I'm sorry that...
01:20:48I'm sorry that things escalated the way they did.
01:20:55How long should I extend my stay?
01:21:02Anna.
01:21:05Welcome.
01:21:08I really appreciate everything you've said.
01:21:11Why?
01:21:14I'm just still...
01:21:15Anna.
01:21:17It's fine.
01:21:21I feel the same way.
01:21:23I just...
01:21:25I just wanted to know where you're ahead with that.
01:21:32I don't know if we survive this, Theo.
01:21:49I've had such a weird day.
01:21:52And it's so strange not being able to talk to you about it.
01:21:58Talk to me.
01:22:00I...
01:22:02I...
01:22:02I bumped into the girl I was supposed to meet the night we met.
01:22:08Fitting.
01:22:10What do you mean?
01:22:12She was there at the beginning of our relationship.
01:22:15It's...
01:22:18It's only fitting that she'd be there at the end.
01:22:23Like the grim reaper of relationships.
01:22:28The whole time is borrowed.
01:22:35Trust me, there's nothing logical to the girl.
01:22:39She's this spiritual...
01:22:42I don't know the word in English, but like...
01:22:46Clickers.
01:22:48A crazy person.
01:22:52Why did you agree to meet her?
01:22:59There was...
01:23:00Warmth to her.
01:23:02It was nice.
01:23:06I couldn't have been rooted to her now along the street.
01:23:11I feel kind of bad.
01:23:17At least you are consistent.
01:23:30But...
01:23:32This is definitely it then.
01:23:36The end.
01:23:39You said it?
01:23:46It would have to be decided now.
01:23:52No.
01:23:53No.
01:23:57Maybe we just need to take some time apart.
01:24:00And think about things.
01:24:03It feels like...
01:24:06We've been so consumed by the relationship.
01:24:09Maybe we need to take some time to just...
01:24:12consider our journeys.
01:24:21What if...
01:24:23What I want still includes you?
01:24:28Then...
01:24:29Let's meet somewhere.
01:24:32In a week.
01:24:35By then we should have weighed up what it is that we want.
01:24:42Where?
01:24:46Somewhere that's...
01:24:47Equally important to us.
01:24:51Like a common ground.
01:24:55The place your mother used to take you dancing.
01:25:02The place you fell in love.
01:25:05What if only one chose?
01:25:12Then we respect each other's decisions.
01:25:18And nothing can be changed from that point onward.
01:25:22Okay.
01:25:26Then...
01:25:27If we both shall?
01:25:33We finally forget the past.
01:25:37Leave it where it lies.
01:25:41Sometimes it's good to leave the past in the past.
01:25:46Concentrate on the future.
01:25:52And...
01:25:58No matter what happens...
01:26:05I'm truly grateful for everything that you've never given me.
01:26:14Would you believe this?
01:26:30Have you ever had that feeling of walking past someone and...
01:26:34Just feel like you know them?
01:26:37You can't mourn the word of someone.
01:26:41You can't miss what you never had.
01:26:57What if I'm worrying the potential of happiness?
01:27:01What if I'm worrying the potential of happiness?
01:27:28I
01:27:33Crossed the line
01:27:37Of knowing what to fight
01:27:42Of knowing when it's right
01:27:48I
01:27:52Crossed the stage
01:27:57Of black or white or grey
01:28:02All colours feel the same
01:28:08But lay before me another path
01:28:13And I will leave the shade of all my past
01:28:18For you have breathed my blame and made me cast
01:28:22My burden, so I'm not another half-hole
01:28:30I
01:28:41Have a great day
01:28:42Have a great day
01:28:43I
01:28:56Have a great day
01:28:56I
01:28:56Have a great day
01:28:56I
01:28:58Have a great day
01:28:59I
01:28:59Have a great day
01:29:00I
01:29:00Have a great day
01:29:00Have a great day
01:29:00Have a great day
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