00:00Did you hear what I said?
00:03What?
00:05Oh, yeah, okay.
00:09Okay?
00:11What else do you want me to say?
00:14It's not like it's a big deal.
00:17Wow.
00:20Okay, that's good to know.
00:26What are you doing?
00:28What am I doing?
00:29Yeah, why are you acting like you care what I have to say about any of this?
00:32I do care.
00:33That's bullshit, Avery.
00:35If you did, you would have told me.
00:40Yeah, you know, it's fine.
00:43We don't even know each other that well anyway,
00:44so I don't really know why you would think that I would care enough to, what, freak out,
00:49beg you to stay, or whatever other reaction you clearly wanted me to have.
00:54I'm sorry, I didn't...
00:56No, I'm glad you told me.
00:59Instead of, what, letting me find out you were leaving when you just stopped answering your phone.
01:06I've got my entire life without you.
01:08I think I'm gonna be fine.
01:11Who?
01:12I'm just gonna leave.
01:14Are we just done talking?
01:15Clearly having your life.
01:19Okay.
01:28Okay.
01:32Okay.
01:37Okay.
01:40Okay.
01:55What happened here?
02:01I'm sorry, I just...
02:03You weren't really answering your phone.
02:05Yeah.
02:06Turned it off.
02:07Why would you...
02:08What do you want, Lou?
02:10Right.
02:11Okay.
02:14Um...
02:15Look, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be such a dick to you.
02:18It's just...
02:20It kinda feels like you're abandoning me.
02:22I'm not abandoning you.
02:23No.
02:23I mean, you're leaving.
02:25It's...
02:25Not really any easier.
02:27It's not easy for me either, okay?
02:31Like, why didn't you tell me...
02:33Before?
02:37I don't know.
02:39Okay?
02:40I...
02:40I tried.
02:44I...
02:45We were good.
02:46And I didn't wanna make it into a big thing.
02:48Yeah, but it is a big thing, Avery.
02:51I mean, you're my best friend.
02:52I don't really wanna imagine my life without you in it.
02:55I'm only gonna be six hours away, Lou.
02:58And we can talk and have all the time in the world to get bored of each other.
03:02Yeah, it's not gonna be the same.
03:06God, it's already different.
03:14Wanna get fucked up?
03:17You sure they don't care?
03:19No.
03:19No, they love you.
03:21Plus, I think there's room in the car, so...
03:23We can road trip?
03:26Oh my god!
03:26You can meet my new roommate.
03:28Yeah.
03:28Yeah.
03:29And maybe you can stop my mom from going full PI on her, cause...
03:34I don't doubt that.
03:34What?
03:39You're gonna have a roommate?
03:42Yeah.
03:44That's usually how dorms work.
03:47Well...
03:49Don't.
03:52Shut up!
03:58So, you're coming?
04:09Are there more things on the floor than when we started?
04:12You're the one who keeps opening everything up.
04:14Yes, but also you have a lot of things.
04:17And you're taking a lot of things.
04:19It's sentimental.
04:21Avery, there's literally a notebook in the bottom of that box that's just the tactile games.
04:26It's a good notebook!
04:28What?
04:29And we played those games together, so it's basically like the foundation of our friendship.
04:40Did you like me when you first met me?
04:46Where is that coming from?
04:51Just, did you?
04:55Well, you're a very hard person not to like.
04:59Yeah, that doesn't really answer the question.
05:02Shit!
05:02Fuck!
05:03No, no, no, no!
05:03It's fine!
05:04No, I can't fix it!
05:05It's fine!
05:06Stop!
05:06Stop!
05:09I'm sorry.
05:12Just...
05:13Stay here.
05:25You don't have to do this.
05:31I did.
05:32Like you.
05:34By the way.
05:38What?
05:40Well, ever since you asked me for directions to your class...
05:45I'm sorry.
05:46But, whatever.
05:48Whatever it was, I knew I wanted to meet you.
05:54And then I became friends and we just clicked.
06:00It's just...
06:01A lot in the world...
06:04Doesn't...
06:05Make sense to me, but...
06:08You do.
06:11Every now.
06:13I don't want things to change.
06:15Right.
06:17But they kinda already are.
06:20No, you're my best friend.
06:21You're mine.
06:22I mean...
06:25It's not gonna work.
06:26How would you know that?
06:30Just...
06:30How do you feel?
06:34Like we're gonna regret it.
06:35And I'm gonna fuck it up and I'm just...
06:39I'm going to lose you.
06:42You're my favorite person in the world.
06:44Okay?
06:46And that's...
06:47That's not gonna change.
06:49And as far as regretting goes...
06:51The only thing that I could...
06:54Regret...
06:55Is not doing anything that I could actually come to regret.
06:59Which...
07:00I feel like is really sad for a teenage girl to say.
07:03Cause...
07:03You know, we...
07:04We watch all these movies.
07:06And listen to all these songs.
07:08And...
07:09See all these people doing all of these things.
07:12And...
07:13I still feel like...
07:14I'm missing...
07:16A huge part of the experience.
07:19Like...
07:20Everyone knows how to live my life better than I do.
07:23Cause it's fucking terrifying.
07:26But...
07:27Wouldn't you rather know?
07:31Like...
07:33I know what I feel.
07:36And you know what I feel.
07:38And I...
07:39I know things aren't as simple or...
07:42Perfect or guaranteed as I want them to be.
07:45Cause...
07:46I'm leaving and...
07:47And you're staying.
07:49And I'm me.
07:50And you're you.
07:51And we...
07:52And...
07:53Complicate everything.
07:54But...
07:54I think...
07:57We're at least...
07:58Worth a try.
07:59Like...
08:01I want to try.
08:03Is that...
08:04Something...
08:07Okay.
08:11What do we do now?
08:14How does this end?
08:18How do you want it to end?
08:21Maybe we don't have to figure that out right now.
08:45Maybe we don't have to figure that out right now.
08:46Where we just...
08:57I think we don't have to.
08:58I'm not gonna touch it.
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