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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 2
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03:32Yeah, exactly.
03:39What the hell?
03:46Shit, I gotta go.
04:04Hannah wasn't the only one.
04:07What do you suppose that means?
04:13Who gave it to you?
04:14And why now, the day my trial started?
04:20You think they're connected?
04:22You think they're not?
04:27I think that I need to get dressed and go to school and try to live my life.
04:53Saddle up, partner.
04:56Did we talk about you giving me a ride last night?
04:59Did we have to?
05:01I mean, no, but, uh...
05:02I don't know.
05:03I don't know.
05:04Should we talk about last night?
05:06How about instead of talking?
05:07We just ride.
05:16We all have things we keep hidden.
05:20Sometimes keeping secrets is how you survive.
05:31Because in high school, one rumor, one picture, one incident can define you.
05:39Forever.
05:45You're doing the right thing, honey.
05:48I know.
05:49Oh.
05:50Now it's gonna be out there.
05:52Everything I said in my deposition.
05:54Look.
05:55What happened to Hannah after that photo?
05:57It happened to you, too.
05:58And that is not your fault.
06:00You told the truth.
06:01And that's all you're gonna do again today.
06:08Is that Mikey?
06:11Oh, Todd, look.
06:13Wow.
06:14Wow.
06:14He is a keeper, huh?
06:17I guess he is.
06:19And the truth doesn't even matter.
06:23Barry emailed me last night.
06:25He said it was Bryce's idea that Bryce asked you yesterday.
06:28Asked me what?
06:29If we want to use their lawyer.
06:31I'm not gonna let you take the stand without some guidance.
06:34This kind of thing can ruin somebody's life, even if they're innocent.
06:38I know. It's just, we can find our own lawyer. It's fine.
06:41This is the kind of thing your father used to handle.
06:43At times like these, we need to benefit from our associations.
06:51Who is it?
06:52It's, uh...
06:54Bryce, actually.
06:56He probably just wants to get some throws in before practice.
06:58I should go.
06:59Okay, honey.
07:00And tell him thanks.
07:03You know, I want to testify.
07:05But?
07:05What?
07:07It's just...
07:10Tyler Down, who testified yesterday, called out a couple of kids and they weren't happy.
07:16That's all.
07:19Well, if anybody gives you any flack, you tell me and I'll handle it.
07:26Thanks, Dad.
07:29When rumors spread, you can fight them or ignore them, but they never really go away.
07:36When you're the target, you do anything you can to protect yourself.
07:47Dad! Hey, you wanna help?
07:49Babe!
07:52Where else do you want him?
07:56You guys are ridiculous.
07:59That's smooth.
08:00Babe, thanks for helping me with this.
08:03Yeah.
08:03Dad.
08:06Sometimes you hide.
08:09Sometimes you fight back.
08:14Anything you have to do.
08:19There you go.
08:27Let's go.
08:28Damn it.
08:30Such a gentleman.
08:31This doesn't mean I'm gonna put out or anything.
08:34What?
08:34Not even handy?
08:36My hand doesn't really work, so...
08:38Alright.
08:42Hey, you know what?
08:43Let's take the side entrance today.
08:44Yeah, but it's way further and I get tired.
08:46I can care you. Come on.
08:48Dude, you're not...
08:49The whole reason I called you was to avoid another scene.
08:53Getting picked up by my dad in the cop car is embarrassing enough.
08:59Because the thing is...
09:01In high school...
09:03Everyone's watching you all the time.
09:07You have to be careful.
09:20Hey, you get my note?
09:24About...
09:24About driving by the office, I was hoping that we could chat.
09:27About what?
09:29About anything that you need.
09:31Anything I can do to help with what you're going through.
09:35Really?
09:36You think you can be helpful all of a sudden?
09:40Yes, I think I can.
09:43Look, I know what you think about me.
09:45You know, and about what happened.
09:48But the most important thing to me right now, Jessica...
09:51Is about keeping you safe.
09:55Jessica!
09:56Hey, where you been? We still gonna celebrate, girl?
10:00Um, the squad made Jess a flyer yesterday.
10:03Wow. Congratulations, Ms. Davis.
10:07Think about what I said, okay?
10:09Yeah.
10:12Asshole.
10:13You're welcome.
10:15Do I know you?
10:18Uh...
10:18Nina Jones.
10:19And trust me, Porter's clueless.
10:21It's better to just keep your mouth shut around him.
10:29You have to protect yourself any way you can.
10:32So that's what I did.
10:34What's going on?
10:35Who are these people?
10:36They're all here for you.
10:38My email list of concerned moms has over a thousand names in this county.
10:42And moms do love a good craft project.
10:47That's her...
10:49That's her school picture.
10:52Doesn't she look lovely?
10:54We're putting a face on this trial.
11:04She told me that her foundation wanted to provide whatever support I needed.
11:08But she didn't specify a picket line.
11:10No.
11:11You have to be careful, okay?
11:15These pyrotechnics can be useful, but don't forget this is still your show.
11:20I know that.
11:21And she's staying with you?
11:23Well, I have a spare room.
11:25That is, the house is empty.
11:27It isn't...
11:28There's no reason for her to pay for a hotel room.
11:31Just...
11:32Be careful.
11:35I spread a rumor about Hannah.
11:37And I'm not proud of it.
11:39And what happened after you spread that rumor?
11:43Boys asked me and Hannah to have sex with them.
11:46Or got physical, and...
11:48They were aggressive.
11:50And I couldn't handle it.
11:53This was just a meaningless kiss.
11:55Right? Girls do it all the time.
11:57And...
11:58What, to your direct knowledge, did the school do?
12:01In response to Hannah being sexually harassed?
12:04Or the fact that a lewd photo of two students was being shared on campus?
12:10Nothing.
12:12The school did nothing.
12:18Who did this?
12:22Someone I talked about yesterday, I'm guessing.
12:27At the trial.
12:32This is what happens when you tell the truth.
12:39Ask him.
12:42Did you just...
12:43Come here to look at the destruction that is my life, or...
12:46No.
12:47I was wondering, do you ever...
12:49Work with Polaroids?
12:52Amateur hipster tripe.
12:55I'll take that as a no.
12:57It's retro-analog bullshit.
13:00There's no negatives, so what's the point?
13:01Unless that is the point.
13:03So no one can make a copy?
13:05No, you can make a copy of anything.
13:07You just take a digital picture of it.
13:10But yeah, you want one print to hold onto?
13:12Take a Polaroid.
13:15Do you know these people?
13:18Tommy Schuster, Erica...
13:20Charles, I think.
13:22They shot Tommy a few times for baseball.
13:24So they go here?
13:26They did.
13:27They were seniors when we were freshmen.
13:31Do you think he knew Scott Reed?
13:34Don't all those troglodytes know each other?
13:35Why do you care?
13:40Not sure I do.
13:45I only have a second, Coach.
13:46I got a class full of students waiting.
13:47What's up?
13:48Well, I understand it.
13:49I had a little chat with one of my players yesterday.
13:53I'd appreciate it if you'd come see me first next time.
13:56Okay, well, it's my job to have a chat with students.
13:59I can't be coming to you every time one of them happens to play baseball.
14:02No, sure, sure.
14:04Look, I'm glad we're working on awareness and educating these kids about consent and everything you're doing.
14:10That's great.
14:11I'm just looking for a little teamwork.
14:14I give the right speeches.
14:15You give me a heads up if you got a concern about one of my guys.
14:19Okay.
14:20I got a concern about all your guys.
14:23Heads up.
14:25You know what?
14:26I'm sick of athletes always being the targets.
14:29Coach, athletes have to run in the school and you know it.
14:32I just don't want them to run kids over.
14:34You want teamwork, you check your boys so I don't have to.
14:40We've been talking about how do you control your impulses.
14:44Today we're going to do an exercise that will help you think before you act.
14:49Because you're going to do the thinking for someone else.
14:52You're going to be someone else's eyes and their ears.
14:55And you're going to guide them around the room.
14:57Or out of a window.
14:59Maybe, Cyrus.
15:02But you'll be switching blindfolds halfway through so don't do anything you don't want done to you.
15:07Okay?
15:09That means find a partner.
15:12Or I'll find one for you.
15:14You think they'd run these class names for my focus group first?
15:19Ass class.
15:20You're a pretty good artist.
15:25Kind words from the master photographer.
15:33That was you, right?
15:35You won that photo contest with that night vision picture of the dog kissing last year?
15:41Punk rock, dude.
15:46Should we?
15:50Why the hell not?
15:53Kinky.
15:54We just shared a class together.
15:56We weren't really friends.
15:58But she didn't confide in anyone else about her fears, correct?
16:03I don't think so.
16:05Not any other friends?
16:07Her parents?
16:10I don't know. I think it could be a stalker.
16:12A stalker?
16:13I highly doubt that kind of thing is going on in our neighborhood.
16:17It's a real thing. Celebrities have them all the time.
16:19Oh, so we're a celebrity now.
16:21No, you know what I mean.
16:23Forget it.
16:24Honey! No, Hannah.
16:26Honey, I'm sorry.
16:27Alright, I just...
16:29Look, I think...
16:31that you have a little anxiety about this new school.
16:34It's not anxiety!
16:35Okay, I heard something out there last night. Like, clicking.
16:38Well, maybe it was the wind.
16:40Or, you know, just yesterday your father was saying he thinks the raccoons are back.
16:43It's not raccoons.
16:45Honey, look, this...
16:47is the safest neighborhood that, you know, we could afford.
16:51I mean, your father checks statistics on this kind of thing.
16:54You know, and I just know, I know that, for me, when I have a lot on my mind, I
16:58mean, my mind takes revenge.
17:02Yeah, you're probably right.
17:07So, finding no help from home, she enlists you.
17:12Mom can't help, but you can.
17:15Why you?
17:17I don't know.
17:19But, like I said, I was there, and she was always nice to me.
17:24Nice to you.
17:24Defense Exhibit C, Your Honor, as stipulated.
17:29Uh, I'm curious, Courtney.
17:32Was Hannah just being nice to you there, too?
17:39Describe what you see, please.
17:45There's, um, more of Tyler's photos of Hannah and me from that night.
17:53Now, you said before that it was just a meaningless kiss, correct?
17:58Yes.
17:58So, now, how could it be meaningless if there's more than one?
18:06Or is that not a picture of Hannah kissing you back?
18:17Hey.
18:18Hey, where were you this morning?
18:19I was avoiding Chloe and, like, everyone else.
18:23What's wrong?
18:25Someone's trying to keep me quiet.
18:27What? What happened?
18:29Not here.
18:30Come on.
18:32Wow, that is seriously messed up.
18:35Yeah, somebody's fucking with my head.
18:38My head's already plenty fucked up all on its own.
18:44Yeah, somehow I don't see Bryce walking into a sex shop.
18:47What do you think about Chloe?
18:49I don't know. She's in smart classes, but she does stupid things.
18:52I can't see her having any ideas.
18:54There's gotta be someone.
18:55Well, whoever it is, it'll stop if you just tell the truth tomorrow.
19:01How does that make any sense?
19:03Because they're doing it to protect Bryce.
19:05And if you tell the truth, then there's no protecting him anymore.
19:09Yeah, that sounds easy and simple.
19:11Well, I think it's what you have to do.
19:13I don't think you fucking get it, Alex.
19:17Every time I look at him, it's like, it's like it's happening all over again.
19:23Right now.
19:25Like it's gonna keep happening for the rest of my life.
19:29Maybe this will make it stop.
19:31Clearly I'm all alone in this.
19:33Jess!
19:34Let's take off of the action.
19:37Let's take off of the, that's it.
19:43You're better to get it.
19:46Yeah, right.
19:50So let's take off of the action.
19:52We'll be using it.
19:55Let's take off of you, let's take off of our lives.
20:02Let's take off of our lives.
20:03Leave your hands again.
20:04Everything cool?
20:07Uh, yeah, sorry, that was just, uh, my mom being...
20:12motherly.
20:13Your mom's kinda like a soft girl, huh?
20:15I know.
20:17I saw her watching us from the window the other night.
20:20You... you saw that?
20:21They do know about me, right?
20:25I mean, of course, they... we've been friends since, like, first grade.
20:28Yeah, but I haven't seen them since, like, seventh grade.
20:31I mean, I've grown. I mean, so have you.
20:37Well, they know about you.
20:39They do.
20:39I mean, my mom was... she was just saying that they want to have you over for dinner, so...
20:43you should... you should do that at some point.
20:46Are you sure that's a good idea?
20:48Did they know Hannah?
20:53Um... no, no, they didn't.
20:55You never told them about Hannah, but you told them about me.
21:00All these secrets, Clay.
21:03I-I mean, I... I told them about Hannah.
21:06Eventually.
21:07So you haven't told them about me because you're still hung up on her.
21:11No, that... that's not... that is not...
21:13And that's why you were in court yesterday.
21:17How did you know that?
21:19Tyler Down told me.
21:21Because I asked him, and I stood, like, super close to him.
21:25So he got all nervous and told me the truth.
21:28Yeah, I'm...
21:30I'm not going back.
21:32It was just one time.
21:34He keeps saying that, like, maybe it'll make it true.
21:36I'm not going back.
21:37Relax.
21:38Relax.
21:39I'm messing with you.
21:41Here, eat.
21:42Oh, that tastes like pasture.
21:45Mead is murder.
21:47Ugh.
21:49So is choking a person to death with weeds.
21:51I like her.
21:53She makes you try new things.
21:54It's good for you.
21:57I'm serious.
21:59Okay, you seem less afraid when you're with her.
22:03I like it.
22:06And it also makes me kind of sad.
22:08Is everything okay?
22:13Totally.
22:15But you're not here with me.
22:20I am here.
22:25Promise.
22:26Honestly, that's the truth.
22:27It was just a game.
22:29Truth or dare?
22:30Maybe.
22:33Or...
22:33Maybe it was more.
22:37For Hannah.
22:39Maybe Hannah suggested the game to take advantage of you.
22:43Take advantage of...
22:45Why?
22:47Because she liked you.
22:49Objection.
22:49Relevance.
22:51Goes to motivation, Your Honor.
22:53I'll allow it.
23:01Is it just me or is this whole locker room concept super antiquated?
23:05Like, just cause there aren't guys around doesn't mean it's not weird to get naked in front of strangers.
23:11Yeah.
23:12Totally.
23:14Isn't that why she asked for your help that day?
23:16No.
23:17Really?
23:19Well, you said that you're not a lesbian, but can you be certain that Hannah wasn't?
23:23Hey, uh, do you want to maybe proofread each other's papers from Mrs. Cousic's class?
23:28I barely passed the last one.
23:30Sorry, I got an A.
23:35Sure.
23:36Let's do it.
23:37Courtney, you testified that when this picture got around campus, rumors were spread.
23:43And these additional photos show that Hannah kissed you back.
23:48Is all of that correct?
23:49Yes.
23:51Then isn't it possible that Hannah had a crush on you?
23:54And when this picture got around, she was the one that spread the rumors to put the suspicion on you.
24:00Isn't Hannah the real bully here?
24:05Courtney.
24:08No.
24:08But if Hannah was the aggressor, doesn't it seem that she might have been a lesbian or at least bisexual?
24:15And that she was using you? Isn't that possible?
24:19No, it's not possible. Because it was the other way around.
24:24I liked her. I was the one with the crush.
24:31Maybe we should get back to the game.
24:36Sorry.
24:37No worries.
24:38I mean, it's like you said, it doesn't have to mean anything, right?
24:49Hey, what's wrong?
24:56I feel stupid.
24:57What? Why?
25:02Because it does mean something.
25:09To me.
25:13Oh.
25:15Oh, I, I didn't, um...
25:19Oh, shit.
25:22It was my first kiss, see?
25:25And I felt like it was ruined.
25:27Maybe because her own first kiss had been ruined.
25:30Maybe because she just felt bad, but...
25:35That's the real reason she kissed me back.
25:38That's what's in those photos Tyler took.
25:41Proof that she was a good friend.
25:44And maybe that means I was bullying her the whole time, I don't know, but...
25:49That's the truth.
25:55No further questions for this witness.
25:56Uh, redirect, your honor.
25:58So, Courtney, you're saying in fact that Hannah didn't bully you that night.
26:03That actually she was kind to you.
26:07Yes.
26:09Look, I, I didn't know Hannah that well, but that night...
26:14She was my friend.
26:17She was there for me.
26:19And Liberty should have been there for her.
26:21What a day.
26:23It was a big win for us.
26:25And for Hannah.
26:28That poor girl though, that, that can't have been easy.
26:31Well, she must have been carrying that around for a long time.
26:34It's what happens when you bottle things up.
26:38This room was always so sad and empty.
26:43Do you know I've never lived alone?
26:49I went right from my parents' house to a college roommate and Andy and...
26:54Oh, Olivia.
26:59Who?
27:03Um...
27:05I'm...
27:05Sorry, I...
27:08I forgot, I...
27:11I put this in here.
27:13I, uh...
27:20This is the dress I was wearing the day I...
27:23I found Hannah.
27:29I always meant to wash it, but then I just, I just couldn't bring myself to.
27:35I'm so sorry.
27:36I...
27:38I used to carry one of Tessa's socks in my purse.
27:43For months after she died, I carried that sock everywhere.
27:49Do you still have it?
27:50No.
27:51No, eventually I decided it was time to...
27:55To move on.
28:00Right.
28:03No, that's...
28:05That's probably what I should do, too.
28:10Hey, so, um...
28:12So what's up with you helping out Alex so much?
28:14What, are you like his butler now, or what?
28:16Yeah, no, it's...
28:17It's nothing.
28:18My mom's making me help him, actually, because she's friends with his folks.
28:21And, yeah.
28:23Huh.
28:25So, is he gonna testify?
28:28I don't know if he can, because of the...
28:31I mean, he's like crippled.
28:32Right, right, right, right, right.
28:33Yeah.
28:33So when are you up?
28:35Couple days.
28:36Oh, and, uh, my mom says thanks, by the way, for the lawyer.
28:39Yeah, sure.
28:40Yeah, she...
28:42She said that you had already asked me.
28:44Yeah, no, I meant to.
28:45I just...
28:46I figured it was better to act fast, you know?
28:49Yeah.
28:50No, yeah, that totally makes sense.
28:52But, so, does that mean that they called you in, too, or...?
28:55No.
28:56Well, I'm just looking out for you.
28:58We're in this together, right?
28:59Yeah.
29:07Hey, you know what?
29:07I'm just gonna catch up with you at practice.
29:09My mitt's in the car.
29:11All right.
29:15What's their deal?
29:16I get that you're not called, but I still could be.
29:19I have to be ready.
29:20I need to know what was on those tapes.
29:22Maybe it's better you only know what Jessica told you.
29:24Why?
29:24Why is everyone protecting me?
29:27What the fuck are you two looking at?
29:29Hey, come on, buddy.
29:32Alex, you need to calm down.
29:33Yeah, you need to wake up.
29:34You heard what happened to Courtney today,
29:36and who knows what Jessica's gonna do tomorrow, okay?
29:38I can't, I...
29:40I can't...
29:41fail at this, too.
29:46It's not always easy to know how to be a friend, but...
29:51Hannah knew how.
29:53And she was brave.
29:54One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight.
29:58One, two, three, four, five, six, eight.
30:01Sorry.
30:04Okay, that's okay, guys.
30:06Um, everyone take five.
30:10Hey.
30:11Hi.
30:12Is, uh, is everything okay?
30:15Yeah, fine.
30:16Okay, look, it's, it's not, and I'm just gonna say this
30:20because that's what leaders do, right?
30:24Look, um, look, I messed up yesterday.
30:27I should've talked to you about Bryce, best-eating,
30:31and I didn't realize how it might affect you on the squad,
30:35and, and I, I'd hate for that to be weird.
30:38Weird?
30:39Well, I know that you and Bryce had a thing,
30:41but it's before my time, you know, and it's just one night.
30:45And I really do think it's so brave of you coming back here
30:49after everything that happened.
30:52Everything that happened?
30:54Yeah.
30:55You know, like, what everyone's saying,
30:57that you cheated on Justin and called it rape or whatever,
31:01because you regretted it.
31:03Which, hey, look, look, I totally, I totally understand,
31:06because, you know, I should know he's my man.
31:08But I don't have a problem with it,
31:11so there's no reason why we shouldn't have to let that affect our work, right?
31:16Oh, God.
31:17Okay, Jessica, look, I'm so sorry.
31:18Just don't touch me.
31:25Really? This is for yearbook?
31:27Don't you have windows to stock, perv?
31:32Off with you!
31:34I'm sorry, Tyler. The decision is final.
31:42What? What happened?
31:44Mr. Kurtz just freaked out on me, and apparently I'm no longer allowed to photograph female sports.
31:49This is how our school has decided to respond to my testimony.
31:54By only letting you photograph the jocks who bullied you.
31:59This school is king of irony.
32:02Yeah, I don't really understand irony exactly.
32:07Yeah, no one really does.
32:09Hey, so, um, did you make a copy of Hannah's tapes?
32:14Why?
32:16I mean, I thought about it for insurance or whatever, but no.
32:26Well, thanks.
32:28Sorry.
32:31Hey, um, those pictures you took of me in the hospital, um, can I see them?
32:41Mm-hmm.
32:42Yeah.
32:44And of course.
32:57It's, uh, it's a lot to take in.
33:03Yeah.
33:05Yeah.
33:05Let's go.
33:05Let's go.
33:35How did I do this to myself?
33:38You didn't do this.
33:40Everyone else at this school did.
33:43So the credits from detention transfer 50%.
33:48Depending on what your teachers say,
33:50you probably have to do summer school.
33:54That's fine.
33:57Um, how does it feel being back?
34:01How do you think?
34:05I imagine it's been difficult,
34:08but I was hoping that you would tell me if you want.
34:11It's only been half a day.
34:12I mean, everyone stares. No one says anything.
34:18Are you thinking about going back to chairlady?
34:20Are you kidding?
34:21No.
34:23Don't you know about what goes on at this school?
34:25Or, I mean, at least have an idea?
34:27Yes, I do.
34:29That's why I want to help.
34:33Well, I think we both understand too little, too late.
34:36I hope it's never too late.
34:41Sherry.
34:44Why don't we schedule a check-in?
34:48Nah, I'm good.
34:49But I'll be sure to stop by, though, you know?
34:51If I'm ever raped.
35:00Good.
35:02Nice. Dude, your balance is totally better than last week.
35:06One more big push. Let's do this. Come on.
35:13What's going on, man?
35:14My legs don't work. My brain doesn't work. My arms hurt.
35:21Where's this piece of shit?
35:23Dude, come on.
35:23Fuck, no!
35:25Okay? It's true, man.
35:27I can't help Jessica because I can't remember shit.
35:30And everyone that can help me remember, they won't even help me.
35:32Your memory will come back.
35:33You're a fucking doctor now?
35:35How do you know that?
35:37Seriously, what the fuck do you even know about what I'm going through?
35:40Why are you even here?
35:43Go hang out with the rest of your dumb jock, fucking rapist friends.
35:53I need a lift out of here.
35:56Ask your doctor, I guess.
35:57What is this? Some twisted physical therapy test?
36:00Yeah, okay. I don't know exactly what you're going through.
36:03But I know what it's like to feel like shit's never gonna get better.
36:08Every time I come home to my empty fucking house, I remember that feeling.
36:13Zach, I forgot.
36:15And I come here every single day because I remember last summer,
36:19it was PT that helped me get through it.
36:21I'm really sorry.
36:24You know, I could, I could still really use a lift out of here.
36:48Jackie?
36:51You had no right. No right!
36:54Well, I'm so sorry, I thought you said that.
36:56Well, I didn't say, okay?
36:59This was all I had left.
37:01Everything else is in evidence, or dominated, or gone.
37:06Andy went to fucking get rid of everything, and he did it, he did it.
37:09And Jesus, the clothes he wore that day, he washed them, and he wore them again.
37:16This...
37:17My daughter's blood.
37:20Oh, God.
37:22Olivia, I am so, so sorry.
37:24I thought this was, I thought this is what you wanted.
37:26No, don't. Just don't, don't.
37:28I never would have dreamed, honestly, I'm...
37:30We were, we were talking about that girl on the stand and it being bottled up,
37:35and I just wanted to help you about...
37:36You can't help with this part, okay?
37:40Because I'm not, I'm not, I'm not that girl.
37:45And this part I have to do on my own, I do.
37:47Whatever's gonna happen, I have to...
37:51I have to do it in my time and my way.
37:56Yes.
38:01I should...
38:02No!
38:03I should go, I'm...
38:04No, no, I...
38:14Instead of facing my fears and clearing up all the rumors, I let Hannah take the fall.
38:21I was afraid of what people might think if they knew.
38:37Courtney, some people might be wondering, if you didn't tell the truth for so long, how do we know you're
38:42telling the truth now?
38:44Because it was time. And because I owe it to Hannah.
38:50And I guess we all have things we try to hide.
38:56But they can't stay hidden forever.
38:58Ever.
39:04That was brave.
39:07Sorry?
39:07I read that blog.
39:09What you did today, at court?
39:10It was brave.
39:12I don't know about that.
39:13No, it was.
39:14You helped Hannah.
39:16Yeah, but I hurt her first.
39:18I told lies about her, and I messed up her life.
39:22You weren't the only one.
39:26No.
39:26Did anyone threaten you?
39:28Before you testified?
39:30No.
39:31Why?
39:33Did something happen to you?
39:36No, no, I...
39:40Was it hard?
39:42To tell the truth?
39:45Yes.
39:47But it was time.
39:55And I think this trial...
39:57This trial is going to force a lot of people to tell the truth.
40:03For better, or for worse.
40:23...
40:31...
40:34...
40:35...
40:37...
40:37...
40:38...
40:39Hello?
40:40Mom?
40:42Hey kiddo!
40:43Mom's still at work, we're in here!
40:54What's going on or we're making handle pasta your dad taught me when you check it
41:01When it's done it'll stick
41:04Why are we handling stuff? Oh Scott said you like to tell me and I figured at least we could
41:09do
41:09It's our first dinner together your mom's thrilled by the way big points were there
41:13our first
41:15Dinner clay this is your idea remember we talked about it at lunch
41:19Yeah, but it's not exactly
41:22I think yes might be ready. Let's try it again
41:37That is graphic
41:39Oh
41:42Let's go again
41:46Dad what is this?
41:48What no I want to learn
41:51Well at this rate that's gonna take years
41:54And besides I I heard you on the phone with the school earlier
41:59So what's up?
42:03Well I was wondering if maybe we shouldn't transfer you to another school
42:13Really?
42:16But
42:18How would that look for colleges?
42:21Well I really just want to make sure that you make it to college
42:26I mean what about my friends here?
42:31I have Alex he needs me dad
42:34I know but Alex he's recovering from a traumatic
42:39I don't know if it's the healthiest thing for you
42:43So I can't hang out with him anymore?
42:45No but
42:48Is there no one else you know that you have a connection with?
42:52No I do
42:53Actually yeah
42:54Yeah, no I totally forgot
42:56Cyrus
42:58In Mr. Porter's class
42:59He's like an amazing artist
43:01And you'd
43:03You'd like him
43:04That's great
43:05Yeah
43:05Great bring him over
43:07Play some vids
43:10No one calls them that
43:13I call them that
43:16Okay
43:18Alright
43:19Here we go
43:22Yes
43:24Desert Hearts
43:25Supposed to be a classic
43:26The kids are alright
43:27Blue is the warmest color
43:30Maybe we wait and watch this one last
43:32Well isn't this just very binary thinking?
43:35Movies and shows are a wonderful way to open up a dialogue
43:38So we're screening one about a man who breaks up a lesbian couple?
43:42Oh god I forgot about that part
43:43Yeah
43:44At least the lesbians aren't serial killers or policewomen
43:47And the male gaze makes blue is the warmest color
43:49Very suspect is spotted for positive conversation
43:52Good lord you overanalyze everything
43:54That's probably why she didn't tell us before
43:58Are you saying that it is my fault?
44:00It's nobody's fault
44:03Or it's my fault
44:05Oh no no no no
44:07Honey honey oh hey
44:11Sweetie
44:13Everyone takes the time they take
44:17And why are you crying?
44:20It's nothing
44:25You're just amazing and
44:28I'm so lucky to have you both
44:32Come on
44:34Come here
44:35Come on
44:40Come on
44:40Come on
44:40Come on
44:40The truth can free you
44:43If you let it
44:44So it's graffiti?
44:47It's a mural mom
44:49It's called street art
44:51Very popular
44:51It's one of the oldest art forms
44:53If you think about it
44:54Cave paintings are street art
44:56Yeah
44:57Yes
44:57Thanks
44:58Thank you dad
45:00And um
45:01How long have you two been making this art?
45:05A couple months
45:05A couple months
45:06Months?
45:07This must be some mural
45:09Well we don't
45:10We don't always paint
45:12No?
45:14You don't?
45:14You're gone for hours Clay
45:16What else are you doing?
45:17Yeah what else do we do?
45:18Clay?
45:18I mean we um
45:20We hang out
45:22Mostly
45:23What does that mean?
45:24I never know
45:25Is that
45:26Is that slang for sex?
45:28Mom
45:28That's hook up honey
45:30Yes
45:31Well if you two are
45:33Hooking up
45:34I just hope you're being careful
45:37Uh
45:38Aren't
45:39Hooking up I mean
45:40We're uh
45:41So
45:42All good
45:44Okay
45:46Um
45:47Should we
45:47Can we uh
45:48Can we give the excuse?
45:50Honey what's gotten into you?
45:51We're in the middle of dinner
45:52Nothing
45:52I mean I'm
45:53I'm just full
45:54Yeah
45:54And this pasta is uh
45:56It's filling
45:56Yeah it was so good though
45:58So good
45:58Thank you guys
45:59Appreciate it
46:01Thank you
46:02Thanks for dinner guys
46:05Bye
46:05You guys are the best
46:06Thanks
46:11Jesus what is your
46:14Holy shit
46:30Hey don't forget to breathe
46:32I am breathing
46:33You're not
46:34So much
46:41Wow
46:43Got some hard hits today
46:45You got something on your mind?
46:47No I don't
46:48I just need you to
46:51Sign this form
46:52For
46:53My probation officer
46:54Right on
46:56Six more sessions left
46:57Not bad
46:59You think your anger's been adequately managed in our time together?
47:03I'll let you know
47:06We gotta get in the ring before you're done
47:07You and me
47:09Uh
47:10I don't think so
47:11But uh
47:12Thank you
47:16She washes one dress
47:17And it sets me back
47:18Five months
47:20But I swear
47:20I was ready to kick her out
47:21Right then and there
47:26But I think she might be a friend
47:29And I don't have many of those right now
47:33Present company excluded
47:35No I get it
47:36You mean friends who aren't in high school
47:42You know Andy
47:45Andy used to tell me when I'd listen to the tapes for the umpteenth time and I'd call you with
47:49new questions
47:49He would say how inappropriate it was that I was spending time with you
47:54Really?
47:55You mean you didn't tell him that I don't play for your team?
47:59Wait what happened to that boyfriend of yours?
48:01The handsome guy
48:02I haven't seen him around here in weeks
48:05Brad
48:06Brad
48:09Yeah we broke up
48:12Aw
48:13That's too bad
48:16He was pretty
48:17Yeah
48:18I mean he didn't talk much but he was very pretty
48:22What happened?
48:27He didn't want to date a kid anymore
48:29He wanted bigger things
48:32He was tired of the high school bullshit
48:35And here I am bringing you more high school bullshit huh?
48:37No, never
48:39I'm here for you
48:41Always
48:46God I sit in that courtroom taunting
48:51And I feel like I never knew my daughter
48:55She kept all these secrets
48:59Why did she have so many secrets?
49:03I think uh
49:06I think sometimes we aren't keeping secrets to hide from other people
49:11I think sometimes we're keeping them to protect those people
49:21What's wrong?
49:23Nothing
49:27Okay, just, just stop
49:29Wait I can
49:30Stop
49:38Are you ashamed of me?
49:41What?
49:43Skye, no
49:43Then what the fuck is going on here Clay?
49:47I mean
49:49Why didn't your parents know about me?
49:52Because they're
49:53My parents, they metal
49:55Honestly it has nothing to do with you
49:57Really?
49:58Yeah
49:59It doesn't have to do with
50:02The way I look
50:03Or that I have like
50:04Tattoos and piercings
50:06And like cuts all over
50:07Jesus Skye, no
50:09I don't care about that stuff
50:11You know that
50:12I don't care
50:18Skye, hang on
50:19Let's just
50:21That's not what I meant
50:22Okay?
50:22What I mean is
50:23I like the way you look
50:25I like you
50:26Really?
50:27Because your body is kind of saying the opposite
50:30Well, maybe my head's still a little scrambled
50:32From you trying to jerk me off in front of my parents
50:34Well, I'm sorry
50:36I'm sorry for trying to be fucking spontaneous
50:39Skye, you could have talked to me
50:40You didn't have to just show up at my house
50:43It was weird
50:44I'll tell you what's weird
50:45You still being in love with a fucking dead girl
50:51Don't
50:52Don't say that
50:53Please, that's not true
50:54Really?
50:56You freaked out at our spot last night
50:58The day that our case is going to trial
51:00And then you freaked out at lunch today
51:02Because I brought up you going to court
51:04It's like
51:05Wherever we go, she's there
51:08That's not
51:11That's insane
51:11Is it?
51:13It's all about Hannah Clay
51:15And it always will be
51:17How am I supposed to compete with that?
51:20She's perfect
51:22And she's dead
51:23Really? Skye, look, can we just sit and...
51:25I don't want to fucking sit down
51:28Tell me I'm wrong
51:30Tell me you love me
51:33Tell me you're over her then
51:35I...
51:37I...
51:37I love you
51:38I...
51:40And...
51:42And you're over me, Clay
51:43It's okay, just say it
51:50Clay
51:50I can't!
51:55I'm sorry, but I can't...
51:58Say that
52:01You...
52:02Have been...
52:03Lying to me
52:05You fucking...
52:06Skye!
52:08Skye!
52:10Skye!
52:12Skye!
52:23Skye!
52:31What are you gonna do?
52:33I'm gonna go after her
52:35You sure that's a good idea?
52:37No, I think it's a terrible idea
52:39But a worse idea is staying here and discussing it all with you, so...
52:43You think that's what she wants?
52:45For you to chase her?
52:46Are you serious right now?
52:48Are you fucking serious?
52:51Part of me was saying, don't go
52:53Remember that, Hannah?
52:54Your words?
52:55My tape?
52:56Part of me was saying, don't go
52:58Yeah, I remember
53:00There you go
53:02She's not me, Clay
53:05No
53:07No one is
53:10I think it projects strength and confidence
53:14Don't you?
53:16Maybe we can pull your hair back a little
53:19Something like this?
53:21Sure, Mom
53:23Whatever you think
53:28You wanna sleep in your own bed tonight?
53:31You must be getting tired of our floor
53:34No...
53:34No, I'm not
53:39Okay
53:42Where fear of the truth can keep you trapped in your secrets
53:47In discovery, the plaintiffs found that your date book was missing a page
53:52Which seems to be the page from the last date of your meeting with Hannah
53:58Hmm
53:58No, I'm...
53:59I'm not gonna ask you why that page is missing
54:01Not now, not in court
54:02But they will
54:05Well, I heard you made Courtney
54:07Crimson come out on the stand today
54:09That's, uh...
54:11It's messed up
54:12I didn't make her do anything
54:16Just ask the questions I had to ask
54:18Well, they're...
54:19They're...
54:20They're kids
54:21They're...
54:21They're children
54:24They knew what they were doing
54:27Did you?
54:39And someone who's keeping a secret
54:45Who's desperate to keep that secret and desperate to stay hidden
54:52Can hurt everyone around them
55:07There will always come a time when we're forced to face the thing we're most afraid of
55:12No, no, no, no, no
55:15Miss Skye?
55:16Miss Skye?
55:17Well...
55:17Mrs. Miller, what...
55:18What happened?
55:20Nothing happened that hasn't happened before
55:22I didn't mean to upset her
55:23She's not upset, she's ill
55:25Please just...
55:26Just go home
55:46You really do have a thing for... complicated girls
56:18For help finding crisis resources visit 13reasonswhy.info
56:22For help finding crisis resources visit 13reasonswhy.info
56:26You can see from the freeway
56:28You can see from the freeway above
56:29No silhouette but a light left on
56:33Burning there for long
56:36Burning there for long
56:38Burning there for long
56:41Smoke is rising from the back
56:44Coming out my back door
56:48I'm inside the door
56:50I'm inside the street
56:51I see it on the floor
56:54Burning there for long
56:57Burning there for long
57:00Burning there for long
57:13Burning there for long
57:17A burning house alone
57:19Burning house alone
57:21Yeah, a burning house alone
57:23Burning house alone
57:29Burning house alone
57:36Burning house alone
57:39Burning house alone
58:01Oh, I can still remember
58:05A couple of years ago
58:08When the smoking flame
58:11From our land
58:13Was a burning house of love
58:15Yeah, a burning house of love
58:19A burning house of love
58:24The rusty nail
58:26Over our front door
58:28Is where I hung our tears in rain
58:31I threw that horseshoe
58:34Into the wings
58:35I see what love can bring
58:38I see what love can bring
58:45Well done, Ed.
58:47Well done.
59:26You
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