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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 6
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00:32Zach, I wrote you a letter
00:36I poured my heart out
00:38Opening up about personal things
00:41I hadn't had the courage to admit to anyone
00:46How hard life was getting
00:49How lonely I felt
00:54I keep to myself mostly
00:57I don't always tell people things
00:59I'm not good with
01:00Like drama
01:04You look good
01:06Very sharp
01:07You ready for this?
01:10Yeah, I'm all ready
01:12I learned pretty early on not to rock the boat
01:15You'll do great
01:16To stay in my lane
01:17You're a good boy
01:19The best son a mother could have
01:24Don't worry, Mom
01:25You'll be fine
01:28Don't worry about it
01:29Okay?
01:30He'll be back
01:31He's sick as hell
01:32He can't go to the city
01:34He's got no money, no car
01:35Clay, I'm on your side
01:37Okay?
01:38We'll figure this out
01:41Thank you
01:43Thank you
01:44Can I trust you?
01:46Always
01:54Do you have any idea where at school these might have been taken?
01:59No, I don't recognize it
02:07Wait, is that?
02:09Bryce
02:13Wow
02:16I try not to be a bully
02:19I try not to be a victim
02:21We firmly believe that our daughter deserved better
02:24And that the school, the school could have done more
02:27We don't let ourselves forget that
02:29That's how we keep ourselves going
02:31We're in this together
02:31Mr. Baker, one more question
02:34We're in this together
02:35Thank you, sir
02:36Thank you
02:40Everything okay?
02:41Stop that dumb kid
02:42Tells the truth in there today
02:43Liv, this time we have actual proof
02:45That Hannah told the school
02:46That she was hurting
02:47She wrote that note in class
02:49They did nothing
02:50We're right on this one
02:51It's a win
02:52I agree
02:53And it is so good to see you both here
02:55Though, if I may say
02:57Now that we're playing
02:58You're a united front
02:59It is helpful to hold hands for the press
03:01We're not
03:02Playing at anything
03:05It's a tough line to walk
03:08So, this bullying that you just mentioned
03:10Do you feel pressure to join in
03:12When you see it happening?
03:14Yes, sir
03:14And what type of bullying do you see?
03:16Well, sometimes it's obvious
03:18And sometimes it's not
03:20Sometimes kid gets roughed up
03:23A lot of the times, though
03:25It's
03:26It's just stuff that people say
03:28Especially athletes
03:29So
03:30What type of stuff do you say?
03:36We
03:37We
03:38We brag about things that we do with girls
03:41Like
03:43Uh
03:44Sexually
03:45Even when they're not true
03:47And sometimes that can get around
03:49And who's saying these things?
03:58Lots of kids
03:59Lots of kids
04:01It's a tough school
04:03Three weeks before you went to the hospital
04:05You received the tapes
04:06Do you remember how?
04:08At school?
04:10No
04:10They were mailed to you
04:13On tape five
04:14Hannah talks about running into you and Jessica
04:16At the winter formal
04:17Do you remember what she said about you two?
04:20That we look good together?
04:23No
04:23You weren't at the dance with Jessica
04:25You were just talking to her there
04:28Did you
04:28Have you been studying?
04:30Yes, I've been fucking studying
04:33Clay
04:33I've listened to the tapes like four times
04:35I don't even know if the doctor is going to ask me any of this today
04:38I went online
04:40Some doctors tested Marines that had TBI with dates and memory questions to see if they could continue serving
04:45I'm not a fucking Marine, Clay
04:47I shot myself in the head
04:50Mr. Porter is out this morning
04:52I'm Miss Paul
04:54And we're going to be watching a very interesting film
04:59Human Centipede?
05:01Well, no
05:02It's not a nature film
05:05It's, uh
05:07It's about life after high school
05:10And how it gets better
05:11That's great, but what the hell are we supposed to do until then?
05:19I super glued the DVD player shut
05:21So now I wait to see how long it takes her to figure it out
05:27Dude, come on, celebrate me
05:31My neighbor saw a shooting
05:32So my dad's calling your dad
05:34Shit
05:36But now he wants to take a shooting
05:38So wait, we're getting in trouble for shooting guns
05:41So they're taking us to go shoot guns?
05:43Essentially, yeah
05:46Do adults think these things through?
05:48No
05:50No, dude, I'm there
05:51Fuck yeah
05:52Cool
05:53All right
05:54Who is good with electronics?
06:05This silent treatment gonna last all day?
06:07What do you want me to say, Kev?
06:08I was glad to bail you out of jail and wait two hours at the impound?
06:12You said that I should use the time
06:14that I have left to do the most good
06:17Take care of those kids
06:19And how is assaulting a drug dealer taking care of those kids?
06:22He all but put a price tag on Justin Foley's head
06:25And what happened to the back window?
06:27Hmm?
06:30It must have happened during the fight
06:32I mean, we'll get it fixed
06:34It's not about the car
06:37Look
06:39I'm proud of you, Kev
06:41Fighting for these kids, doing whatever you can
06:43I get it
06:44But baby, there's glass in Mason's car seat
06:48I want you to do you
06:50But what if someone from the school finds out what happened and you get fired?
06:53They won't
06:54All right
06:55And what if you get hurt next time?
06:57There won't be a next time
06:58I promise
07:00Okay?
07:02So
07:03I'm obsessed with this new life you're leading
07:07But can I ask you about your old cheerleading days?
07:10Sure
07:13Have you ever heard of a place called the clubhouse?
07:16It's a place where jocks hung out, maybe?
07:19No, it doesn't sound familiar
07:21But is there anything else you know about it?
07:24Apparently Hannah went there with an athlete, possibly Justin, long after they broke up
07:28Are you serious, Ryan?
07:31You're really trying to dig up dirt on Hannah?
07:33No, I wasn't
07:35I'm interested
07:36Yeah, well your interest tends to end up in your zine
07:38I would never
07:40I was just
07:43You're right
07:50I'll drop it
07:55It is especially tough on girls
07:58It was for Hannah
08:00To your knowledge, neither Mrs. Bradley nor any Liberty faculty took any action once this anonymous note was read aloud?
08:09Not to my knowledge, no
08:10So a note expressing interest in suicide was read aloud in class and faculty members ignored it?
08:19Objection, asked and answered
08:21Sustained
08:21No further questions, your honor
08:26Hey, Kevin
08:27How you doing, buddy?
08:29How's that new class going?
08:30It's all good
08:31Thanks
08:32Good, glad to hear it
08:34Just helps keep your head down
08:36And, you know, focus on work when things get a little messed up
08:39You know, like last night
08:44I'm sorry?
08:47I got a buddy I went to high school with
08:50And, uh, he's one of the lieutenants at the station there
08:53He called me when they brought you in
08:55It was a misunderstanding
08:57Look, we've all been there
08:58You know, and apparently they got that dealer guy there like once a week
09:03But, look, I vouched for you
09:05And he said that they'd all make it go away
09:10I see
09:11I'm just gonna keep this between us
09:36I see
09:42See that?
09:43So, yeah
09:44Spent the entire night in my own bed
09:46And my dad only saved her half of it
09:48Yeah, I mean, that is everything
10:01It's just too easy to get sucked back in old shit
10:04I can handle it now
10:06Hey, what's up?
10:07Uh, do you know Michael?
10:09Hi
10:09Hey
10:10Michael
10:11So, what did your doctor say, Alex?
10:13I'm sorry, I tried
10:15But they're not gonna let me testify
10:16Shit
10:17Did the doctor say why?
10:42Justin
10:55Hey, Jess
10:56I missed you
10:59Can we go somewhere else to talk alone?
11:02No
11:06I came back for you
11:10It's the only reason why I'm here
11:13If you want me to stay
11:17I promise you I'm here for good
11:20Look, if you want me to go, I'll go
11:23Forever this time
11:24You've said that before
11:26I-I-I tried to go away
11:31I tried to forget about you
11:33I-I tried so fucking hard
11:36But I can't stop thinking about you
11:41Yeah, I think about you too
11:45And I wish you were dead
11:53I'm sorry
11:56I didn't mean to hurt you more
11:58I didn't mean to hurt you more
12:16You
12:17I didn't mean to hurt you more
12:17Yeah, we gotta get it out for us
12:19I can't do this anymore, okay?
12:21I'm out
12:21I mean you're out
12:22There is no way, okay?
12:24What the fuck is up with you?
12:28We gotta get him out of here
12:51Did you know he was back?
12:53No, no, we really didn't know
12:55What does it matter to you?
12:57Why do you fucking care if Justin's back?
12:58Because clearly you do
13:00I don't fucking care
13:01You don't know how I feel
13:06Yeah, you're right
13:08I don't
13:17Zach, isn't it true that Hannah also reached out to you to talk about her feelings?
13:22Um, yes
13:23And did she write a note to you?
13:26A note that was not anonymous?
13:29Yes, yeah, she wrote me a letter explaining how sad she felt about everything
13:35How she felt really alone a lot of the time
13:38So you told no one at Liberty High that Hannah wrote you a note telling you how alone she felt?
13:50I didn't know how to
13:51But isn't it true that you did reach out to her off campus?
13:58Um, the summer after sophomore year, the summer after the note, did you have contact with her?
14:06Yes
14:06And isn't it true that you saw her more than once that summer?
14:12Um, yeah, last summer was slow
14:15Most people were out of town
14:18You take them, okay?
14:20Sure thing
14:22Can I help you?
14:23Hey, yeah, can I get a box of Mike and Ike's, a box of hot tamales and a Diet Coke,
14:28please?
14:29No, you cannot have fucking Mike and Ike's and hot tamales because you're not a fucking child
14:33Well, actually, his mommy says he is
14:35Okay, fuck off, you guys
14:36Don't you ever get tired of the mama's boy jokes?
14:38Uh, no
14:39No, we don't
14:47So I went to a lot of movies
14:51What can I get you?
14:54I
14:56Just wanted to say that I am sorry
15:01For all of it
15:04The thing I said about your ass, that wasn't in your compliments
15:09And, um
15:12I'm just really
15:15I'm really sorry
15:18Thanks
15:21You're an asshole, but
15:23Yeah
15:23Thanks
15:27Mike and Ike's
15:30Yeah
15:32And hot tamales, too, please
15:35And a Diet Coke
15:48I mean, I guess I even saw movies I didn't want to see
15:55You see a lot of movies
15:56Yeah
15:56Well, this 2001 thing is supposed to be a masterpiece, so
16:00God, it's, uh, so boring
16:02Oh, is it?
16:03Yeah, but at least it's long
16:05You should still see it, though, you know
16:07So at least when pretentious people talk about it
16:08You can yawn really loudly
16:10Okay, cool
16:11Yeah
16:14So
16:16Okay
16:19What?
16:23Oh, that's right
16:24Thank you
16:25Thank you
16:27Thank you
16:29Thank you
16:30Thank you
16:58So, yeah, that was painful.
17:04Right?
17:06You're in space.
17:07Why aren't you having fun in space?
17:09Why does nobody talk?
17:10Why is the movie so long and nobody talks about anything?
17:14I mean, at least talk about the fact that, holy shit, you're in outer space.
17:19Would you...
17:23Ever want to watch a different movie?
17:26Like...
17:26Like, with you?
17:28Yes.
17:29Yeah, I meant with me as part of the...
17:34The plan.
17:35Except not at my house.
17:36My mom doesn't let me have girls over.
17:39So, you're inviting me to watch a movie at my house?
17:45I mean, they're never going to make a movie about Cameron taking a day off.
17:50People underestimate the Camerons of the world.
17:54I mean, they can be surprising.
17:57But everyone thinks when he falls off the diving board that he wants to drown.
18:03But I think he just wanted someone to save him.
18:09I kind of get that, actually.
18:12Yeah.
18:15Nana?
18:17Shit, my parents are home early.
18:18I...
18:20I...
18:20I...
18:22I just...
18:22Hi.
18:23Like...
18:24Nana, you up?
18:30Honey?
18:31You up?
18:48No.
18:49To my knowledge, her parents never found out.
18:52So you told no one else about the time you spent with Hannah.
18:56Isn't that correct?
18:57Yes.
18:58And isn't it true that you were ashamed of telling anyone?
19:01No.
19:01No, I just...
19:10That was the summer that my dad died.
19:14And I was out of my mind, and I needed someone that I could talk to.
19:18Yes, but, Zach, didn't you send each other hundreds of text messages?
19:24I...
19:25Hundreds?
19:26I mean, I...
19:27Yeah, we texted.
19:29I don't know how many times.
19:31Who is it, Zachy?
19:34No one.
19:35It's just my mom.
19:41How's she doing?
19:42She okay?
19:47She just needs me to come home.
19:50How are you doing?
19:53I'm good.
19:54I'm fine.
19:59I'm not good.
20:01My mom...
20:03My mom doesn't even want to talk about it.
20:06She's acting like life is just, like, going on.
20:11And I mean, I know that she's destroyed, and she's worried about the future and everything,
20:16but she doesn't say anything about it.
20:20My parents do the same thing.
20:25We just...
20:27We had things in common to talk about, and things we didn't have to talk about, things we just knew
20:32about each other.
20:34That must have been exhausting, keeping that a secret.
20:40Yeah, I guess I, uh...
20:43Just wanted to keep the friendship ours.
20:45And in all that time you spent together, all those texts,
20:49you and Hannah never became more than friends.
20:52You never told your fellow teammates about her, as you've said they do.
20:57Bragged a bit.
20:58No.
20:58I would never do that.
21:00Because there was nothing to brag about, or because you're not one to do so?
21:04Because it wasn't like that.
21:07What was it like, then?
21:11Mr. Dempsey, did something happen between you and Hannah Baker the summer before she took her life?
21:31What?
21:32And then after that we went on Space Mountain, and I threw up all over her,
21:35and after she broke up with me, I took a long walk through Toontown.
21:41Yeah.
21:42How about you? Any bad breakups?
21:44It's kind of hard to be broken up with when you've never had a boyfriend.
21:48What?
21:50Really? I thought you and...
21:52Oh, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to...
21:55Everyone thinks I've done a lot of things with a lot of people, but...
22:01Hey, you know, because I'm a guy, people give me shit because I don't do enough.
22:05So...
22:07And what have you done?
22:09Are you seriously asking?
22:11I am.
22:14Uh, yeah. Nothing.
22:17I'm a virgin.
22:24It's weird.
22:26You know, because of my reputation, like...
22:29People calling me a slut and everything, it made sex seem bad.
22:33Like, this negative thing.
22:36But I don't want it to be.
22:37I want my first time to be how I want it to be, not how everyone says it's been.
22:41Yeah.
22:42I actually get that.
22:46Feels like there's no one good left in this town to even want to do that, would they?
23:05It's just, um, it's just, I, it's just, you are a good person and I like you.
23:14Uh, I like you too.
23:19Sorry, what's happening?
23:23I want to lose my virginity and I want it to be great.
23:27I want to do it on my terms and with someone that I like.
23:32Would you be interested in having sex?
23:42All right, man, so, who is this girl?
23:46She's, uh, she's from another school.
23:50Cool.
23:51So what do you want to know?
23:53Well, what, what exactly do I need to know?
23:56Well, I'm very happy you came to my office for this chat.
24:01No, but seriously, it's hotter when a girl likes what you're doing and she feels good.
24:18I'm sorry, I don't know how to, um, begin this thing that we're doing.
24:35Is that me shaking or you?
24:37Maybe both, a little bit of both.
24:57I, I hate my body.
24:58What?
24:59Why?
24:59It's beautiful.
25:01Okay, you have to say that.
25:02No, I, I, I look at your body every day and I, I think it's perfect.
25:19Mm-hmm.
25:34Uh, okay.
25:49Does it hurt?
25:51Uh, just pressure.
25:55Keep going.
26:02Uh, uh, okay.
26:30Uh, okay.
26:50was that uh was that okay yeah it was good you probably do it better if you want to try
27:01again
27:03we could try again okay
27:15yes what yes we
27:22we had sex just once no we
27:30it was all summer but it wasn't just the sex we really cared for each other
27:40it was amazing
27:43i think i don't know how hannah felt about it
28:03so i've been practicing
28:09practicing what figuring out what i like
28:13i had to get past the initial this is wrong god's gonna punish me and all women feeling of shame
28:20which wasn't a joke but
28:24now it's like literally the only thing i want to do
28:40holy this is all starting to make sense now
28:42okay
28:58you can't give
29:14I never was a dreamer, never one to pretend
29:20When the night comes I still feel you, and my dreams you never end
29:25And I want you to be with me, and I want you to be free
29:32And I want you to remember that I don't want you to fall
29:39Hey, do you think we're doing this too much?
29:44Do you think we are?
29:47No, I mean, do you think so?
29:51Are you okay with all this?
29:54I'm good
30:00So it should be
30:01Yes
30:18I'm going to meet with Dennis, damage control
30:21I'd like to come
30:24Fine, we're meeting at my house
30:27I don't want you to feel alone in this, Liv
30:30Well, that's nice, Andy
30:32I'm honored by your concern
30:34Can you not give one inch?
30:35I am trying here
30:37Is there not one goddamn ounce of forgiveness somewhere?
30:40Some kind of understanding that not everybody else is as self-contained as you are?
30:47Forgiveness for what?
30:49For which part?
30:49The leaving or the not fighting?
30:52This is you, though
30:53This is our whole life together
30:54Not just this trial, not just Hannah
30:56You have never forgiven weakness or imperfection or struggle
31:03I forgave every weakness, every imperfection, every mistake that we made in parenting our daughter
31:12I guess I'm just surprised that's all we had
31:17I lied to you
31:19I am living with Valerie and her daughter
31:23I know
31:53I am living with Valerie and her daughter
32:09What the hell?
32:11Hey, it wasn't me
32:12Who the hell are you?
32:18The frequent is actually there
32:20That's what it says
32:33I never told anyone because
32:37Well, I thought I was protecting Hannah
32:44Maybe I was just protecting myself
32:51What the fuck?
32:55I mean, what gives, dimpsy?
32:58You cash in on your V-card and you don't even tell your best friend?
33:02What the fuck, Bryce?
33:03What the fuck?
33:04Joe, lighten the fuck up
33:06What the hell is wrong with you?
33:08Hey, hey
33:09Stay tuned, stay tuned
33:13Chill out
33:15What's going on, you two?
33:17It's nothing, coach
33:19All right
33:21Well, if it's nothing, I don't want to see that kind of behavior in here again
33:24And I don't want to see it out there either
33:25You hear me?
33:28That goes for all of us, okay?
33:30I don't care who the hell you are out there
33:32You step into this room
33:33You step across that baseline
33:36You are the Liberty Tigers
33:38The end
33:39Yeah?
33:41Yeah
33:47Olivia, I just don't think we should call him
33:50And Sonia will tear him apart
33:51They must know everything about the kid, right?
33:54And we don't
33:56Lainey did recuse herself
33:58But that's
33:58Somehow I'm not concerned about a mother
34:01Knowing her son's secrets
34:04Tends not to be the case these days, it seems
34:07With mothers
34:08Liv
34:10Her daughter
34:13I mean, she
34:16Becomes a woman
34:18And we missed it
34:19But is this the right response?
34:22We put another kid on the stand
34:23And hope for the best?
34:25I mean, there's a reason why we kept him off the list
34:27Clay was devastated
34:30When Hannah died, okay?
34:31He was in love with her
34:33He thought she was perfect
34:35The jury needs to hear that
34:37Alright, we'll have to prep him tonight
34:39Go ahead and fill out the paperwork
34:40I'll talk to him first
34:42What the fuck did you do?
34:45Why would you say all of that?
34:47You just made everything worse for her
34:49I didn't mean to
34:50Clay, I swear to God, it's not a lie
34:53I'm sorry
34:53So how come no one knew about it?
34:56You were out of town last summer
34:57It wasn't on your tape
34:58Did she put everything on your tape?
35:04You didn't deserve her
35:05I know
35:06I'm sorry
35:08Fuck you
35:09Just go to hell
35:11Clay, come on
35:32Do you have something you want to say to me?
35:58I've been looking for you everywhere
36:00It's called the clubhouse
36:02What?
36:03The place in the Polaroids is called the clubhouse
36:06Jesus, I don't care anymore
36:07What?
36:10How do you go from
36:11I don't fucking care, okay?
36:13I'm done
36:16I have to take this
36:18So
36:19I'll see you
36:42All right, put your guns down, guys
36:44Guns on the table
36:48All right, guys, we're going to put in a fresh clip, okay?
36:50Cyrus, look at this
36:51We're going to eject the old clip like that
36:54By pressing that button
36:55Roll in the new clip like so
36:58Rack the slide, okay?
37:05You guys try it
37:07Remember, even if there's no clip in there
37:09Always treat your guns as if they're loaded, okay?
37:13All right, give it a shot
37:17I really appreciate this
37:19My wife didn't think it was appropriate to call
37:22But we don't know anybody else who we could ask
37:24And Alex has been a good friend to Tyler
37:27Oh, well, I'm happy to do it
37:29Tyler's a good kid
37:31You know, we
37:32We can't change the past
37:34But we can be better, right?
37:41Dude, what the fuck?
37:43I've been waiting outside for like
37:4430 minutes
37:46I'm plateauing
37:49Plateauing?
37:50Yeah
37:51Apparently that happens when you shoot yourself in the head
37:56After like six months
37:57No matter how much work you put in
37:59Your body just settles into being broken forever
38:01Come on, man
38:02You had a rough couple days
38:03And that's
38:04It's not a rough couple of days, Zach
38:06This is my life now
38:09My doctor said so
38:11Okay, I'm pretty sure your doctor didn't say that
38:12I can't testify
38:14I can't help Hannah
38:15I can't help Jess
38:16I'm useless
38:17Well
38:19Maybe that's for the better
38:21What is that supposed to mean?
38:23It means that after what happened to me today
38:24Maybe you don't want to testify
38:25Don't tell me what I fucking want
38:27Alex, I'm
38:28And at least you can do it
38:29And at least you can walk
38:30And fuck girls
38:32Fuck
38:33Alex
38:33Fuck you
38:34Come on, go
38:34No
38:35The fuck off of me
38:36Fuck my leg
38:38There's a fucking hole in my head
38:40And then fuck Justin for coming back for Jessica
38:43And fuck Jessica
38:44Dude, I love you
38:46Get off of me
38:48Stop
38:49Alex, stop
38:49Fight me
38:51Man, fight me
38:52Alex, just
38:53Fuck you
38:54Okay
38:55Stop
38:55Stop
38:55What was wrong?
38:57What was wrong?
39:09I know
39:11Listen, it's probably just
39:13Like from the physical contact
39:17And, um, are you okay?
39:22Yeah.
39:24Yeah, I am.
39:27My dick works.
39:35We need you to talk about your friendship.
39:39About what you two meant to each other.
39:42Her kindness.
39:47Will they ask me about kissing her?
39:53They probably will.
39:55But it was just one kiss.
39:59It's important that the jury understands who Hannah really was.
40:03Dennis will ask you what you two talked about.
40:06The hopes and dreams that Hannah shared with you.
40:11Her good qualities.
40:12This trial.
40:13Well, I've learned things about Hannah I guess I didn't know before.
40:20I understand.
40:22Me too.
40:24I feel like I didn't really know who she was.
40:29Can you put all that out of your mind, though, and focus on who Hannah really was to you?
40:43I couldn't move.
40:46He got on top of me and I couldn't move my arms.
40:51Or if I did, he'd just push them back down.
40:55He just kept pushing.
40:57Everywhere.
40:59He wouldn't listen.
41:01Justin, I can still feel his hands taking off my underwear.
41:06I just feel him all the time.
41:10If I kiss someone, I can feel his breath.
41:15If I touch someone, I just remember trying to get him not to touch me.
41:23God, so it's really fucking stupid that I'm worried about Justin when he's one of the goddamn reasons why I'm
41:29dealing with all of this shit.
41:36You fool yourself into thinking that by keeping things hidden, it makes it easier for you to get by.
41:42You're looking at me right now, basically on the other side, and the two feet with your back.
41:46Let's face it.
41:47We have a one to the aggressors.
41:49Let's have them grab at the neck.
41:51Let's use break the grip.
41:52Throw the palm.
41:53Grab the shoulder.
41:54Throw the knee.
41:55There you go.
41:56We're going to speed it up a little bit.
41:57Here, Lucas, you can switch with Selena for a second.
42:00All right.
42:01One more time.
42:01You're going to grab my neck.
42:02We're going to break the grip.
42:03We're going to throw the palm.
42:04Throw the knee.
42:06All right.
42:06We'll switch it over.
42:07This is with the sound.
42:08Ready?
42:08Grab my neck.
42:16Even though you know you'd feel a lot better if you just came clean.
42:25Don't drink it so fast.
42:27It's one-way trip to Barf Town.
42:34Sounds fun.
42:35And so, my friend.
42:41It is done.
42:42You hacked Zach's iCloud account in two minutes.
42:47His password was Zach attack, so.
42:54Isn't that the girl that died?
43:00Yeah.
43:01That's weird.
43:03What's that?
43:06Marcus, Marcus, Marcus, Marcus, Marcus, Marcus.
43:11Holy shit.
43:12This is incredible.
43:15We have to send this everywhere.
43:17No.
43:17No, no, no, no.
43:19No, let's fuck with him first.
43:22No, I mean, I think...
43:24I think you're really brave to talk about Justin.
43:28Is there anyone else you want to talk about?
43:32Bryce, maybe?
43:34Bryce?
43:36What do you mean?
43:40Look.
43:43I've been the girl who's avoided her rapist in the halls.
43:47Mine was a senior named Mark Perry.
43:52And it's...
43:53It's a story for another time, but...
43:56I'm choosing to say his name to you, even though I didn't turn him in.
43:59You want to know why?
44:02Because it's my fucking story to tell.
44:05No one else is.
44:07And...
44:08You should be so proud that you told yours tonight.
44:15I am.
44:17Good.
44:18Good.
44:18Good.
44:19Good.
44:20You know, just know that you can always, always talk about it with me.
44:24I get it.
44:28I was...
44:33I was trying to help Hannah's case.
44:35By hiding Justin here.
44:37In the home of a lawyer whose firm is trying the case.
44:41Do you have any idea how that could look?
44:43It's not just appearances we're worried about.
44:46Matt, I'm an officer of the court.
44:48Justin failed to respond to his subpoena.
44:50He's in contempt.
44:51Look, I was hiding him here because I didn't have any other options.
44:54Okay?
44:54What about the option of coming to talk to us?
44:56That's promised.
44:57I had nowhere to go.
44:59That's why he had no other options.
45:02My mom is a junkie.
45:05And her boyfriend is...
45:08He's a dealer.
45:09And not a very nice guy.
45:13I knew that they wouldn't take me back.
45:15Clay and Tony, they found me.
45:18And saved me.
45:21He didn't tell you guys because I was too ashamed for anyone to know.
45:31And he's sick with the flu.
45:34Which is why we were waiting for him to testify.
45:38You can stay as long as you need, Justin.
45:41But I will need to report you being back to the lawyers.
45:45I'm sorry.
45:46It's the law.
45:47That's okay.
45:48I understand.
45:49Thank you, Mrs. Jensen.
45:51And Mr. Jensen.
45:53No.
45:55Who's hungry?
45:57Really?
45:58You threw up on his favorite boots.
46:03What were you guys drinking?
46:04Because he is out cold.
46:07He said it was his special recipe.
46:11What were you guys even working on?
46:16There you go.
46:24He's going to hate me.
46:27Why?
46:28I'm not telling you what happened.
46:31You don't have to either.
46:32You know, it could just be our secret.
46:36Like, just me and you.
46:38Okay.
46:41Thanks.
46:44What are we paying the walker's lawyer for if you're just going to keep secrets from him?
46:49And this was happening all last summer?
46:55No, I wasn't ready.
46:57And save.
47:02No, I'm not ready.
47:07I don't want to go back to school.
47:09Junior year is like the only year that counts on your transcript.
47:16No, Bryce is back and wants to party.
47:19If you want, we can hang with him later.
47:20I don't have plans.
47:25Actually, look, I don't want my friends to know about this.
47:29Us.
47:31I just kind of want this to be ours, you know?
47:36Um, yeah, okay.
47:46Why would you keep this from me?
47:49Because that's how we do things, isn't it?
47:50What does that mean?
47:52I don't even know how you feel about Dad dying.
47:55I don't know how you feel about anything.
47:57What if I felt like Hannah did?
47:59Because I have, Mom.
48:01I actually have.
48:03What would you do?
48:04Zachary, Shanya, and Dempsey, that is enough.
48:07Don't say such things.
48:08Why not?
48:09This trial, that girl has put thoughts in your head.
48:14You do not feel that way.
48:16You're fine.
48:22Yeah, exactly.
48:24I'm fine.
48:31What about Jessica's party?
48:32I mean, you didn't talk to him there.
48:34He was drunk and stupid by the time I showed up.
48:37So why didn't you put it on his tape?
48:39Maybe I was keeping it private for me and him.
48:42Or maybe you were protecting yourself.
48:44Yes, I mean, maybe I was.
48:47Maybe it hurt that it meant something to me and not to him.
49:00If I had been in town that summer,
49:05would it have been me instead?
49:19Thinkin' about Zach?
49:23What?
49:25No.
49:28I read that stupid blog.
49:30I have to tell hundreds of people tomorrow what I loved about Hannah.
49:36And all I can think about is how she lost her virginity to Zach.
49:39I mean, Zach.
49:40And then like a month later, she hooked up with me.
49:42And then she freaked out.
49:43But she didn't freak out when she hooked up with Zach.
49:45I mean...
49:47What the fuck are you saying, Jensen?
49:50I mean, do you know how many girls I've slept with?
49:56Like, a lot classifies me as like a player or something.
50:01My best friends used to think I was the fucking best.
50:04Okay.
50:06Hannah, she sleeps with one guy.
50:09She has a crush on another guy, being me.
50:12And she kisses a third, being you.
50:15And it's whatever.
50:16It's all fine, right?
50:18All of a sudden, she's a slut.
50:21All of a sudden, you don't know who she is.
50:24You're a dumbass.
50:26I'm not a dumbass.
50:27You're a dumb...
50:28You're an ass.
50:29Dumbass.
50:31I'm not the dumbass who got locked out of the house today.
50:38Clay, I didn't get locked out today.
50:42Someone broke in.
50:44I...
50:44I didn't see who it was.
50:46And I didn't tell your parents.
50:48What the fuck?
50:49I mean, who the fuck have you pissed off lately?
50:54Bryce.
50:56It has to be Bryce.
50:58Did he leave anything?
50:59Or did he take anything?
51:01Fuck.
51:02I was downstairs with your parents this whole...
51:27What is it?
51:28What?
51:30Nothing.
51:31It's good.
51:34Everything's here.
51:38Hannah had nothing to be ashamed of.
51:42I made her feel like she did.
51:45Because I don't tell people things.
51:47Like I said.
51:51Five tickets for Sudden Descent, please.
51:54Hey, are you still wearing that lacy black underwear?
51:58Yeah, come on.
51:58Show us.
51:59Oh!
52:00Miles and miles of skin.
52:03All right, ladies.
52:04Enough.
52:05What?
52:06It makes me feel pretty.
52:07I'll just keep the change.
52:08Thank you, sweetheart.
52:14Let's see ya.
52:16Nice.
52:17Just a little...
52:18Oh, it's at D66.
52:19It's just two hours.
52:21Shit, I forgot my wallet, guys.
52:22I'll meet you out there.
52:23All right.
52:31Hey.
52:34Sorry about earlier.
52:35I didn't want them to make fun of you or anything.
52:37They made fun of me anyway.
52:39Right.
52:40I'm sorry about that.
52:43Can I make it up to you?
52:46Uh, sometime?
52:50You were right before.
52:52Maybe it's best if we just keep this thing between us.
52:56You know, if we end it now, then it stays good.
52:58Not complicated.
53:02Yeah.
53:04Yeah, no, that sounds good.
53:10Okay.
53:11Cool.
53:16Hannah didn't tell me how she felt either.
53:19But now, I guess I know.
53:48And I'll be ashamed for the rest of my life.
53:51And shame burns.
54:14For help finding crisis resources, visit 13reasonswhy.info.
54:33I'm out again on my home.
54:37The reflection in the core of me.
54:41Of an Adam machine.
54:44Which has been so long.
54:49My mind is trying to break.
54:52Don't know if I can go back
54:56But to live out this dream
55:00It's just my love
55:03I call you home
55:07I had to hear you
55:12Just to give me you
55:15I know it's not true
55:19But it's been so long
55:22I know it's hard
55:26I know
55:58I know it's hard
56:43Well done, Ed. Well done.
56:59I'll see you next time.
57:26You
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