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Love Is Blind: Sweden - Season 3 - Episode 10: Scary But Obvious
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00:30Du Àr vÀl kristen? Jag Àr inte kristen.
00:32Och sÄ Àr det alltid vÀldigt.
00:34Antingen Àr det kristen eller sÄ Àr det inte kristen.
00:36Vissa stunder om du hade trÀffat en artist sÄ hade du inte ifrÄgas att vÀrderingarna Àr pÄ samma sÀtt.
00:40Inte att du inte har fina vÀrderingar, men har vi samma vÀrderingar?
00:44Jag pedlar jÀttemycket i tankarna.
00:47Ja, men dÀr kommer du.
00:48Och det Àr skittufft.
00:50Det Àr liksom vÄr förlovningsfest.
00:53Och du gÄr in pÄ den osÀker.
00:58Ja, men du gÄr ju ifrÄn mig. Jag vet inte vad du har pÄ mig.
01:02Jag kan fÄ mig inte att ha. Och nyckeln.
01:04SĂ„, tack och hej.
01:06Det Àr en olustig kÀnsla.
01:08Att du liksom gÄr frÄn hundra till...
01:11...dÀr som noll.
01:12Jag tÀnker ju mycket pÄ vad andra ska tycka.
01:15Om vÄr relation.
01:17AlltsÄ, jag ser ju att Aron Àr en bra kille.
01:20Jag lovar dig att du kan hitta nÄgon bÀttre Àn han. Jag kÀnner det direkt. I min mage.
01:23Ja, Àr det sant?
01:23Ja.
01:24Jag trodde typ inte att jag skulle kÀnna sÄ hÀr.
01:26Ăr det sant?
01:27Nej!
01:29Nu kÀnns det bra.
01:33Men mina rutiner och mitt liv Àr ju ÀndÄ i Jönköping just nu.
01:37DÄ Àr du beskriptisk pÄ att flytta det.
01:40AlltsÄ, jag menar, beslutet har tagit taget jÀttesnabbt.
01:45Vi hade ett brÄk.
01:47Och jag sa det, jag bara.
01:48Daniel, du vet att du Àr gaslight och mig.
01:51Och han har spelat in nÄgonting pÄ sin mobil.
01:55Va?
01:56Daniel sÀger ju att du börjar spela in.
01:58Nej.
01:59Jag sa jag skulle spela in det hÀr sÄ du fÄr höra hur det lÄter just nu.
02:02DÄ sa jag, du spelade ocksÄ in.
02:04Du sa det efter en timme.
02:05Eller vad hon som tog upp det frÄn början.
02:07Nu kÀnns det som att det Àr mer som att du har murar.
02:10Please take a chill pill, liksom.
02:12Mm.
02:15Burning out of time.
02:19Jag vill att vi skrifter oss, men sen att jag och kÀrin inte kommer helt överens i den hÀr sak.
02:25Johan Àr en tuff jÀvel, liksom.
02:27Jag hade hellre gjort lumpen igen, liksom.
02:29Mycket hellre.
02:30Det hÀr Àr mycket mer utmanande.
02:31Lumpen var ju soft.
02:35Hej.
02:36Jag visste att du var hÀr.
02:40Dead men walk in.
02:46Dead men walk in.
02:53Dead men walk in.
03:06Dead men walk in.
03:10Men att du kom pÄ köpet.
03:13DÄ gör det ju vÀrt det.
03:24Jag tycker att det var en jÀttegivig kvÀll idag.
03:27Mm.
03:28Det var super.
03:28Och jag kommer inte sitta hÀr, liksom, och hitta nÄgonting fel.
03:34Sen om du vill ta upp saker som jag tycker Àr onödigt, som det hÀr med inspelningen, till exempel.
03:42Det tycker att det var en jÀtteornöjd sak.
03:45FörstÄr du, liksom, att Ronja och Angelica tar mig Ät sidan och sÀger det hÀr med att ni spelar in
03:51varandras samtal.
03:53Vad har vi reagerat pÄ?
03:56Jag bara sÄ hÀr, vad spÀnnande att höra, liksom.
03:59För att vi sa att vi inte skulle prata om det hÀr.
04:01Jag vill bara vara Àrlig.
04:02Och dÄ berÀttade jag att du sa till mig att det hÀr borde vi spela in det hÀr samtalet.
04:09Och dÄ gjorde du inte det?
04:10Jag sa att jag borde spela in det hÀr för att vi Àr pÄ repetit.
04:12Det var ju du som sa upp det först, eller hur?
04:13Ja, men jag skulle aldrig spela in det utan att sÀga till dig att jag kommer spela in det just
04:17nu, Daniel.
04:18Men dÄ sa ju jag att jag spelade in det hÀr.
04:20Och sÄ har vi hört...
04:21Du sa aldrig det?
04:22Nej, men...
04:23Du spelade in mig en timme och sen sa du att du hade spelat in mig en timme.
04:25Ja, för att du spelade in mig, sa du?
04:27Jag har aldrig gjort det.
04:28SÄ jag sa liksom att nÀr hon tog upp in...
04:31Jag hade hört att man kan spela in varandra.
04:34Det var faktiskt hon som vÀxte dig i mig.
04:36För hon sa att det hÀr borde vi spela in det vi pratar om.
04:40SÄ sa det ju till dem, var det inte sÄ?
04:42DÄ som vi gÄr runt i cirklar sÄ borde det hÀr spelas in.
04:45Exakt sÄ sa jag.
04:46Jag har inte sagt nÄgot annat Àn nÄgon gÄng.
04:48Du fÄr spela in mÄnga samtal du vill.
04:50Jag skulle aldrig spela in nÄgot.
04:51Men det var du som tog upp det, var inte jag, eller hur?
04:53Jag skulle aldrig spela in nÄgot sÄnt.
04:54Men det var du som tog upp det, eller?
04:57Nu gÄr vi cirklar igen.
04:59Men vÀnta, vem tog upp att vi skulle spela in ett samtal?
05:01Jag sa att vi borde spela in det hÀr samtalet.
05:03Exakt.
05:04Ja, det betyder inte man ska spela in den hÀr personen.
05:06Nej, det Àr sjÀlva grejen.
05:07SjÀlva grejen var att du tog upp det med mig.
05:09Och tog upp att du ville spela in ett samtal med mig.
05:12Och dÄ spelade jag bara in samtalet sÄ var det samma samtal inspelat.
05:15Och det samtalet kom ju ingenstans.
05:17SĂ„ det var inget speciellt insamtal.
05:22Men att göra det hÀr till en grej idag.
05:25Och jag Àlskar Ronja och Nelika för att de tog mig Ät sidan och sa att du spelar in ett
05:30samtal.
05:31DÄ berÀttade jag bara, men det var hon som stod upp det frÄn början.
05:33Det kommer hon aldrig att erkÀnna, sa de.
05:35Det Àr inte Johanna vi kÀnner.
05:36Du kommer dit, erkÀnner att det var du som tog upp det hÀr med att spela in ett samtal.
05:41Det var inte jag.
05:43Och det var fint av dig.
05:44Och det Àr jag extremt tacksam över.
05:46För att du verkligen stod upp för att, ja men, för de bara, vi trodde att du var en jÀvla
05:51psykvart som spelade in ett samtal.
05:53Nej, jag skulle aldrig göra det.
05:58Men jag Àr liksom, jag vet inte att du Àr intresserad av att jag har rÀtt.
06:03Och jag kommer aldrig anklaga dig för nÄgonting.
06:06Leta fel och vem som har sagt vad eller vem som sa spela in eller vem som inte.
06:11Och du och jag har varit vÀldigt öppna om den hÀr inspelningen.
06:14Det var ingen stor grej tycker jag.
06:16Eftersom att du och jag faktiskt var öppna med att jag spelade in, det gör jag med.
06:21HÀr Àr den hÀr inspelningen.
06:23Det var ingen grej.
06:24För dig och mig Àr inte inspelningen nÄgon grej.
06:28AlltsÄ det Àr inte dÀr vi ska landa.
06:30Vi ska landa i kÀrlek hjÀrtat.
06:33Vi har vÀldigt olika tycke och tÀnker pÄ saker.
06:37Men hjÀrtat, fan, jag Àr ju...
06:40Jag börjar ju bekÀra dig.
06:43Det Àr skitjobbigt.
06:45Ja.
06:47Du kÀnner inte sÄ.
06:55Vad kÀnner du?
06:56Jag kÀnner att vi gÄr runt och cirklar igen.
06:58Ja, men vilka cirklar du Ă„ker?
07:01Jag vill ju bara dig vÀl.
07:06Jag skulle faktiskt vilja Ă„ka till min mamma.
07:17Men du och jag har vÀl inte osams?
07:20Du och jag behöver...
07:21AlltsÄ, lÀgg av.
07:24Tjena.
07:30HjÀrtat, kom hit.
07:32I am lost.
07:35You're all alone.
07:39Uff.
07:48Hej, vad Àr ni?
07:51Vad gör du sjÀlv?
07:53Vad gör du exakt just nu?
07:54Vad gör du?
07:56Nej, nej, nej.
07:57Det var en pocket goal, men...
08:00Det Àr hela tiden nÄgonting.
08:02Allt ska tas pÄ sÄ stort allvar, liksom.
08:06Ja.
08:08Nej, nej, det tycker jag inte.
08:10Nej, det upplever jag inte.
08:11Inte elakhet.
08:32Vad tycker du om festen, dÄ?
08:41Do you have to?
08:42Nej.
08:44Nej.
08:44Nej.
08:45Nej.
08:48Det var jÀttetrevligt sÄ jÀlla.
08:51Daniel och Johanna kÀnns som att de...
08:55Jag tycker de Àr sÄ himla...
08:57För mig Àr de en svÄr nöt att knÀcka.
09:00Ja, verkligen.
09:01Men det Àr ocksÄ lÀtt att glömma bort att...
09:04Vi har ocksÄ bara kÀnt varandra en mÄnad.
09:07Jag tror aldrig nÄgonsin att jag har varit i en relation tidigare
09:09dÀr man har vetat efter en mÄnad hur man Àr i konflikt.
09:14Hur man kommunicerar.
09:17Jag vet inte.
09:18Jag kÀnner absolut att du och jag har kommit vÀldigt lÄngt i det.
09:21Men jag tror absolut att du och jag ocksÄ har massa grejer.
09:23Ja.
09:23Vi har pratat om det och du har sagt att du flyttar upp.
09:27Ja dÄ.
09:28Bra.
09:29I hope.
09:30Nej.
09:31Vad?
09:31VadÄ I hope?
09:33Du mÄste fÄ jobb och grejer.
09:35Men gud, du Àr ju lÀkare liksom.
09:37Jo.
09:39LÀkare kan man vÀl vara vart som helst, eller?
09:41Ja, men jag Àr ju...
09:43Jag hÄller ju pÄ med en specifik grej.
09:45Ja, men alltsÄ...
09:47Jag kan ju inte bara flytta upp och jobba med att jag inte jobbar.
09:50Men liksom...
09:51Kan du tÀnka dig att ha ett jobb som inte Àr exakt det du vill göra?
09:59Oavsett vad jag gör sÄ kommer det vara ett jobb som Àr annorlunda.
10:03Mm.
10:04Jag kommer inte ha samma möjligheter hÀr uppe.
10:09Nej.
10:10Men jag har inte fÄtt jobben, jag vet inte det.
10:13Ja, men i ditt perspektiv sÄ Àr det liksom nÄgra mÄnaders, halvÄr, ett Är.
10:18SÄ snart som bara möjligt.
10:22Och det Àr...
10:23Jag har inte fÄtt jobb, sÄ jag vet inte.
10:25Mm.
10:25Nej.
10:26Men sÄ snart som jag bara kan.
10:28Jag har ingen ambition om att ta distans frÄn honom i flera Är.
10:31Nej, vad skönt.
10:32Skönt.
10:32Eller dÀr ute efter.
10:33Det Àr dÄ det jag vill höra bara.
10:35Svara sÄ jag stÀller en frÄga istÀllet.
10:37Ja, men varför sÀger du inte bara det?
10:39Men du fÄr inte sÀga nÀr jag ska titta upp, jag vet inte.
10:42Ja, men du mÄste ju ÀndÄ ha ett mÄl, eller?
10:46Jag sÄ snÀlla, jag mÄste fÄ jobb.
10:47Jag mÄste bli klar med min SD.
10:49Det Àr inte sÄ att jag blir klar i augusti.
10:51Nej.
10:53Ăr inte ens det klart?
10:54Nej, men jag mÄste bli klar.
10:55Du sa ju att du skulle vara klar med din SD i augusti.
10:57Nu kÀnner jag att du har liksom förskönat det hÀr lite.
11:00Har jag vÀl inte?
11:01Jo.
11:02Varför dÄ?
11:04SÄ snart som möjligt för mig, typ.
11:05AlltsÄ om din SD Àr klar i augusti, dÄ Àr det sÄ snart som möjligt för mig i september.
11:10Det gÄr ju inte.
11:12Varför inte?
11:12Jag har tre mÄnaders uppsÀkningstid.
11:15Okej, det hade jag ingen aning om.
11:17Alla har tre mÄnaders uppsÀkningstid.
11:19DÄ Àr det liksom september, oktober, november?
11:22Mm.
11:22Mm.
11:24Som ocksÄ fÄr jobb ocksÄ.
11:27Du sa till mig att det Àr ingen stress.
11:30Men nu stack det ivÀg frÄn att vara sÄ augusti till att bli typ sÄ hÀr februari.
11:35Men det har aldrig handlat om augusti.
11:37Nej, men jag ska ocksÄ sÀga ja till dig pÄ ett altare.
11:40SÄ jag skulle gÀrna vilja veta nÀr du tÀnkte att vi ska kunna bo ihop som ett par.
11:44Jag tycker inte att det Àr optimalt att sÄ gifta sig och sen bara, nu ska vi ha distans i
11:49ett Ă„r.
11:49AlltsÄ nej, jag Àr inte skitpepp pÄ det.
11:52Jag Àr faktiskt inte det.
11:52Det Àr inte du som...
11:57Det Àr inte jag som, vadÄ?
11:58Det Àr inte du som kastar om hela ditt liv.
12:03Nej.
12:04Nej.
12:05Nej.
12:09SĂ„ att...
12:10Oh.
12:22I feel hopeless, yes, I don't want this focusing on you
12:32Please don't break me into town
12:48What did you think of Fellen?
12:49So very interesting
12:51It was also fun to see Ibe and Annie
12:55It was a wonderful pair
12:58Yes, it felt great since the first day
13:01They said that we were going to say yes
13:04Did they say that?
13:06Yes, or Annie said it
13:08Yes
13:09What did I say?
13:11I don't have to ask him, but he is guaranteed
13:15They are clear
13:20How did it feel to meet Anette?
13:24It was a little bit
13:25Yes
13:26Yes
13:27When it is my forlatingsfest
13:29And then you can say
13:31Yes, this could be you and Anette
13:34Maybe
13:36Yes, I understand
13:39But I have 100% focused on what we have
13:41Yes
13:43I can't focus on something that could be
13:45No
13:46No
13:46You can do it, but you don't want to do it
13:48No
13:49I don't want to focus on that
13:50It's impossible for me
13:53Because now I have a woman
13:55I have a woman
13:56Who I really care about
13:58And I want to use her
13:59Yes
14:00Yes
14:05Yes
14:05Yes
14:05Yes
14:05You felt like
14:07Yes, this was the easiest route to her
14:10Yes, I knew it
14:11Yes
14:11It could be a easiest route
14:14because of the same faith
14:15Yes
14:16But there was certainly something that had been created
14:20Yes
14:20But for me it was essential to think about it
14:24Yes
14:26I can think that you were a little
14:28No
14:29No
14:30Not all
14:31No
14:31No
14:32You don't understand
14:34No
14:34No
14:35No, it's not the same
14:37Yes
14:37Yes
14:41I spent maybe 45 minutes
14:43or a hour with Anette
14:45there
14:45And it was very easy
14:47It has not been so easy
14:49between me and Ronja
14:51But I'm 100% in trying to make this work
14:55But I feel like she doesn't really want this
14:59because it has been so much problem
15:03I felt something change this morning
15:07I feel like she has one foot in and one foot out
15:10She has to come near my heart again
15:13and show her
15:13that I'm here
15:15I want to love her
15:17All these fine lines
15:20I'm through with the dark time
15:35How mow you today, da?
15:37Dpp
15:38Matt
15:39Yeah
15:40How mow you?
15:41I want to be good today
15:42I don't feel right
15:43No, sorry
15:43No.
15:45It's just all...
15:47All right now.
15:51It's all the parts. You're in the capsule, then you're in the coffee.
15:54Then you fly in and then...
15:57You get a little backlash.
15:59Mm.
16:01I just feel like I'm training.
16:05It's not funny.
16:07No.
16:09Have you had bad days?
16:15I just need to be a little mood.
16:17Yes, you're a little mood.
16:21Do you want to be a boxer?
16:25No.
16:26I'm going to have a kram.
16:29It works differently.
16:35We are in a very pressing situation.
16:37It's a lot of feelings.
16:40And then it's easy to be in this situation.
16:43But the saddest thing is just to lose Ibbe.
16:48I want to be so happy that it's going to happen.
16:52That it's going to be like...
16:54I want to be with someone the rest of my life.
16:56I hope that it's Ibbe.
17:00I really want to be Ibbe.
17:04It's going to be good.
17:05Yeah, it's going to be good.
17:08But you're blinking and it all slips through the hourglass.
17:13I've missed so many things.
17:24Oh, herregud.
17:25I'm going to be nervous because of you.
17:27You?
17:28Yeah.
17:30I'm so nervous now.
17:31You're going to be nervous now.
17:32Yeah.
17:35I'm going to talk to my mom.
17:37My mom is so little.
17:41Oh, my God.
17:47I'm going to talk to my mom.
17:53Oh, my God.
17:53It's going to be good.
17:54It's going to be good again.
17:56I'm going to talk to my mom.
17:56My parents are so important for me.
17:59They're the best of the world.
18:00They've always supported me with what I want to do.
18:05It's what I...
18:09Now I'm going to cry.
18:21I'm going to cry.
18:22Both want to see me, gifta me and build a family.
18:25And I want to make them...
18:28What should I say?
18:29I don't want to worry about that I'm not happy.
18:34And I don't want to make them sad.
18:37Hello?
18:39Hi.
18:41Hey, son.
18:42Hey.
18:44Hey.
18:45Hey.
18:46Hey, son.
18:47Hey.
18:48Hey.
18:49Hey.
18:50Hey, son.
18:50Hey.
18:51Hey.
18:53Hey.
18:56Hey.
18:58Hey.
19:03It's good to get you.
19:05Hey.
19:09Hey.
19:09How are you doing?
19:11Yes, it's good.
19:13It's good.
19:13It's the worst part between Oskarsan and Norrky.
19:17He doesn't know how Oskarsan lives.
19:22I don't have a car, I don't have a car, I don't have a car, I don't have a car.
19:27No, it's not so easy.
19:29No, no, no.
19:31SkÄl.
19:33You're here.
19:34Did you miss me?
19:36Yes.
19:40He was so young.
19:45How did you come to sleep with each other when you sat in a room?
19:50This was my first date with Aron.
19:54I felt energy and chemistry.
19:59Not just the rest of him.
20:01I felt that he was there.
20:03And you relaxed me.
20:05And I felt calm and calm.
20:09After that date, I thought about him in all other dates.
20:12And I thought, okay, we'll see him again.
20:14Oh, it was so crazy.
20:16I had done the same.
20:17I went to the next date.
20:18And I sat with my book and started writing about her.
20:23I sat and thought about her.
20:25Oh, that was so special.
20:27And it made me more and more and more.
20:30I didn't say anything.
20:32I said, if this is my person, then it should be really.
20:37Not because I didn't have said certain things.
20:40But she should know everything.
20:42And she tried to help me.
20:43And it was so I knew that it was just her.
20:49That was so good.
20:51It sounds so good.
20:52That's what Angelica has done is to have a whole lot.
20:55But how did she talk about family?
20:59If she had met someone, it would have been okay a while ago.
21:02But no, they're not interested in anything.
21:05Yes, exactly.
21:06That's what we talk about.
21:08We talk about the whole time.
21:12We talk about the whole time.
21:12Yes, it sounds so good.
21:14I feel like I'm really scared.
21:15I'm building a family.
21:17And it feels like we meet each other on all the way.
21:21And there's no doubt.
21:24It sounds so good.
21:26It's a sign of what you mean for each other.
21:28Yes.
21:29Yes, of course.
21:31It feels like that.
21:31Yes, absolutely.
21:33Let's start with a little crue.
21:34Oh, wow.
21:36A little orangeini on the side.
21:38Yes, yes.
22:00I don't know how we ended up here, so and so and I'll get it.
22:07What are you watching?
22:10I'm watching the ring.
22:11Yes.
22:12Yes, yes.
22:14Yes, yes.
22:14How do you feel about my clothing?
22:16Yes, I have a little...
22:18I'm thinking of some things.
22:21And then you're going to film it.
22:23Yes, we don't know.
22:24I can't hate myself.
22:25Yes, I can't do it.
22:26Yes.
22:29I think it's a risk, but I insist that we give it a chance and see what this is, try
22:34not to miss our own life time.
22:37Then I hit you, you say you feel the same.
22:43I don't know how we ended up here, so we're throwing up here.
22:49Have you changed the colors you have?
22:51I think it's a light, or I think it's a challenge.
23:03Hello!
23:04How are you?
23:06Wow!
23:08How are you?
23:10God, what are you saying?
23:14Where's Johanna?
23:15I don't know anymore.
23:17Is it fun about her?
23:19It's clear.
23:21I hope that they'll come.
23:22We're so dramatic now, we think that she doesn't come.
23:26So it doesn't matter.
23:28But how do you feel?
23:32Just now, I'm a little sad, and I think it's a bit difficult.
23:38The day when I go to test my brain, it should always be amazing.
23:43It's a bit difficult.
23:44And now, you're still here and you're still here.
23:47Yes.
23:48But how do you feel that?
23:49Is there any other question?
23:51It's a bit difficult.
23:54Yes, it's a bit difficult.
24:00It's a bit difficult.
24:02It's a bit difficult.
24:04It's a bit difficult.
24:06We've had some days where we've been a little bit.
24:12We've had some questions.
24:13All right.
24:14Oh, hello.
24:19Hello.
24:20How are you doing?
24:21How are you doing?
24:22It's cool to see you.
24:23Here we go.
24:25Here we go.
24:28Here we go.
24:29Here we go.
24:30Here we go.
24:31Here we go.
24:31How are you?
24:31Here we go.
24:32It was fun to see you.
24:33I see you in something very elegant.
24:36Very nice.
24:38Oh no, stop it!
24:43To the top?
24:43It was super nice.
24:45It's the shape you need to have.
24:48Show that body you've been working on.
24:50It's 100%.
24:52How are you?
24:55I don't know how I'm feeling.
25:00What do you like?
25:00That's why I took it.
25:01I needed a bit of a strategy.
25:04How much do you want to fight?
25:07It's 100%.
25:08What do you like with her?
25:10When we were there.
25:13It was like...
25:15The way you meet me...
25:18I feel like the world's strongest man.
25:21But when we met,
25:23I didn't meet the same way.
25:25I feel like it went down and down and down.
25:28It's special feelings.
25:29You sit here and you're going to test your wedding clothes.
25:32And I see...
25:32You feel like you're thinking and thinking.
25:35And honestly...
25:36It's as good to do it now...
25:37Than to do it afterwards.
25:40To find the perfect...
25:43It's hard.
25:44It's hard.
25:46I think I've found my person.
25:49It's true.
25:51It's true.
25:51It gets twinkled in your eye when you talk about it.
25:54Oh no, dude.
25:56It's...
25:56It's crazy.
26:00Oh my God!
26:02What a nice!
26:04What?
26:04How does it feel?
26:06Eh...
26:06No.
26:07I don't know.
26:07I have to talk about it.
26:13walk down the aisle?
26:14No, God!
26:16Do you see you do that with him too?
26:18I can't see me do it with anyone else.
26:22I don't see me do that with anyone else.
26:24Yeah...
26:24How do you feel like looking like this?
26:27It's so nice.
26:28Yeah, I think it's good to you.
26:34Do you think I'm going to get married?
26:37Yes!
26:44This is the first time I see you in something rosa.
26:49You feel calm, man. It's fun to see.
26:52No, I'm not calm now.
26:53I see you, it's cool.
26:55It's fun to see you in the neck.
26:56What are you doing now?
26:57Yeah, I know.
27:00It's more and more reality.
27:03It's starting to bubble a little bit, or?
27:05A little nervousness.
27:07Now when I'm standing beside you, it feels...
27:09It feels real.
27:12I thought you wouldn't have happened in your life.
27:15That it was meant for me.
27:17That I didn't have thought.
27:18Here you are.
27:20Yes.
27:21A journey.
27:22A real journey.
27:23You feel pretty good about what you would say right now?
27:27Hell no!
27:33Say the word and I'll go.
27:36We'll fly on.
27:38Hey, I'm so excited.
27:40I should try it.
27:41It feels more you.
27:42I feel the smell.
27:44What do you think about it?
27:46Yeah, it's super nice.
27:47It was elegant, sweet and beautiful.
27:51Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
27:57The tuxedo.
27:58Direct from a Bond-film?
28:00Yeah.
28:00Bond-skurk, or Bond?
28:02NĂ„nstans in the middle.
28:03How do you feel?
28:05It's so happy.
28:06I feel very happy.
28:08One month later, you were the only single single in the band.
28:19It's so nice!
28:21Oh, that was really nice!
28:23God, that was really nice.
28:25Oh my gosh.
28:27Wow!
28:27And it's like what you said.
28:27Because that was really nice.
28:28But, that was really nice for you.
28:29It looked like you were done for yourself.
28:32It was really nice.
28:34Yeah, it looked really nice.
28:34This one is reallyìž.
28:34Princess Snow.
28:41I'd say yes. To me.
28:44How does it feel for you?
28:45It feels good in the costume.
28:50We'll see where we land.
28:55Do you know what you want to know?
28:59I know what I feel right now.
29:02My feelings don't change so quickly.
29:05They are more based on logic.
29:09Love is a decision in front of me.
29:12But you're also a feeling of a guy.
29:14Absolutely.
29:15You want to feel like this costume will be in a couple of weeks.
29:23But for me, it's not what I can do anymore.
29:27It's what she can do.
29:30Because I think I've done almost everything I can.
29:34So we'll see if it's something she can do.
29:37Because everything is not on me.
29:38It's the relationship.
29:39You're two people in it.
29:41It's the relationship that I've done.
29:42I feel like I'm not being recognized.
29:44I feel like this is right.
29:46I don't want to push you so that you're going to love me for the one I am.
29:50Oh, it's warm.
29:52Under all the relationships I've had, I've always tried and tried and tried and tried.
29:56And this is my lesson.
29:57I don't know.
29:59Time will prove what it is.
30:01But just now, I wish I was glad for what I am.
30:15Oh my God!
30:18You look so cute!
30:20I don't want to wear clothes on me.
30:22You look so cute!
30:25You're so cute!
30:26You don't want to cry now!
30:28Why do I cry?
30:31What do you think?
30:32You're so cute!
30:34I can't breathe.
30:37How does the shape feel?
30:38I think it's a nice thing with the axles.
30:41But I want to adjust a bit.
30:43I want to fix the arm.
30:45But what do you feel more?
30:48What do you feel more?
30:49This is just for you to get married.
30:53Yes, I know.
30:54And now the feeling is so real.
30:59I know that it's just a dress.
31:01Just when you think about it, I want to fix the arm.
31:05You see yourself, but you think about something.
31:10Can you see that you can go to the altar where Lars-Erik is?
31:17Yes!
31:22Just now I can do that.
31:24That's the thing.
31:27There are things we still need to discuss.
31:31You're looking at it?
31:32Yes!
31:34Some points in his religion.
31:36But now I want to come home and talk about the day.
31:39I want to ask you a lot of questions and tell me how I feel.
31:42So that it's a beautiful feeling.
31:45Our final call
31:48Before the gates are closed
31:51Can you please get me a sign
31:55That everything is fine
32:06It's been a difficult day.
32:10I had a conflict with Daniel after the funeral.
32:15And I had a hard time to go back from it.
32:20It's been a long time to go back to the old things I've been through.
32:24So I want to see where he's standing and tell me where I'm standing.
32:32But I don't know if there's a solution for where we have been.
32:41It's been a long time to go back to the funeral.
32:42I got a SMS from Johanna.
32:43It says that she wants to meet us.
32:46We sat here and had a kebab-tallic on the evening after the funeral.
32:50And we had fun.
32:52It was nothing like that.
32:54Everything was free and free.
32:56And then I decided to go home.
33:01And then we didn't have so much contact since then.
33:03And it's clear that it snurred the skull on me.
33:07What happened there and then?
33:13How did you have done it?
33:15It's been a job.
33:20How did you have done it?
33:23I've just been a job.
33:26I haven't got any answers.
33:31What do you think about it?
33:33I didn't understand why you went to the funeral after the funeral.
33:38Because it was a very pressing environment.
33:42So I felt I needed to go there.
33:45Okay.
33:47I don't know how you feel, but when I went to the funeral,
33:52I did it with hope of finding a partner where we have good communication.
33:59And a partner who takes the better side of me.
34:03And that I also take the better side of my partner.
34:06So is it.
34:07And that I feel that we don't have it.
34:10We can't communicate.
34:12We just don't understand each other.
34:17But do you think I've tried?
34:18What do you think about it?
34:19I'm not here and I'm sorry for you.
34:21No, I mean it.
34:22I mean it.
34:22I mean it.
34:23We have tried.
34:24We have tried.
34:25Yes, but it feels like we speak in different languages.
34:28Yes.
34:29But then I've also experienced many fine days.
34:32That we understand each other.
34:34And that we've had.
34:36And that we've had a lot of time.
34:38It's been a lot of time.
34:40It's been a lot of time.
34:40But the bad times are too often.
34:44And I don't do it anymore.
34:48I don't want to do it anymore.
34:48You're a beautiful person, Daniel.
34:50And I appreciate you.
34:53You're not just a person for me.
34:55I hear what you say.
34:57And I...
35:04You're so sad that you're feeling so, like.
35:08And I've really been at this.
35:11But if I don't have to do it, then it will be so.
35:15I can't...
35:16I can't do it, like.
35:18I can't do it, but I can't do it.
35:23I can't do it.
35:24Fy.
35:24Fy.
35:26Just now I'm going to just roll out of me.
35:28I can't do it, I can't do it.
35:36I'm grateful for the time we got, I don't know.
35:39We tried it, I don't know.
35:48I can't do it.
35:56I can't do it.
35:59I can't do it.
36:13I understand.
36:14What does it get on?
36:16Get on.
36:49It's not fun to leave, but I think it's best for us both.
36:58I have to set myself first and do what I'm good about.
37:06Just now I'm not good about the relationship.
37:09Then I have to go.
37:12I'm so grateful that I was able to go into this experiment.
37:22It wasn't what I thought, but I'm glad that I tried it.
37:36It's really hard. It's not all good. It's crazy.
37:43You just felt like, yeah, it didn't go this time either.
37:49I could have been better and more emotional.
37:56I've really tried. Johanna knows it.
37:59She can't say that I haven't done it.
38:02But she can say that she didn't succeed.
38:07It's so hard.
38:09I've fought. I've asked AI.
38:13How do you become more emotional?
38:18You get back to the success.
38:21This isn't even a while.
38:23So is it.
38:24I never knew, never knew I'd love someone like you.
38:32No, I never knew, never knew I'd love.
38:38I'd love you.
38:39I've thought that my customers often have to be able to taste.
38:42After what I want to taste.
38:44Yes, what you want to taste.
38:51Yes, what you want to taste.
39:00Yes, I'm sorry.
39:02I don't know.
39:03No.
39:05It's gone so fast.
39:06But it's still not.
39:07For me, it's just more clear.
39:13I feel a lot of joy with you.
39:16I don't know if I've known you before.
39:19Yes.
39:23How do you think about the flight?
39:28Yes.
39:29Yes, really.
39:30After bradloppen, you live in Jönköping and so.
39:34You have to be angry with me.
39:36You have to be angry with me.
39:40You say, good night.
39:43Good night.
39:46That's bad.
39:47What a romantic thing.
39:49The only thing is allowed to sleep.
39:52It feels like the same thing.
39:55It's clearly that we would.
39:56Yes.
39:58What do you think of a problem?
40:00Three feels good.
40:04If it's going to happen more.
40:08Is it someone who has eaten it?
40:10Yes.
40:11A friend who has eaten it.
40:16What do you think of it?
40:18I don't know what you think of it.
40:21No.
40:31So, now we have a little warm.
40:34Thank you very much.
40:36Thank you very much.
40:38Thank you very much.
40:41Is it something you thought of me that has changed now?
40:45You are a much more warm person than I thought you were.
40:48Do you think?
40:49Yes.
40:50I was warm and I was with you.
40:52And you have, maybe, a shyness.
40:57I think it's nice that you have the ugly side of yourself.
41:06Yes.
41:12Yes.
41:15Yes.
41:20Yes.
41:24Yes.
41:27Yes.
41:27I think that you have the ugly side of yourself.
41:29And you have become pessimistic.
41:33Yes.
41:34Yes.
41:36Yes.
41:39Yes.
41:39Yes.
41:40Yes.
41:41Yes.
41:43Yes.
41:44Yes.
41:44Yes.
41:48Yes.
41:51Yes.
41:52Yes.
41:52Yes.
41:54Now I feel so alive, I could dance from the fire with you.
42:01Ooh, ooh, with you.
42:05Ooh, ooh, with you.
42:09Ooh, ooh, with you.
42:10Ooh, ooh, with you.
42:12Ooh, wow.
42:16Oh, what kind of beautiful flowers?
42:18Did you fix these?
42:20Yes.
42:20Yeah.
42:22Gulle.
42:24What a sweet.
42:27Did you say that you like giving?
42:31I think it's my way to show love.
42:37I'm so grateful for the time.
42:43What should you do now?
42:46Oavsett vad som hÀnder nu sÄ vill jag sÀga att jag Àr sÄ glad och tacksam för att du har
42:53gett mig den kÀnslan att fÄ kÀnna mig Àlskad pÄ ett sÀtt som jag inte trodde att jag förtjÀnade eller
42:59fick.
43:01Hur Àr sÄ jÀvla stark och sÄ jÀvla smart?
43:07Jag vill verkligen bygga ett liv med dig och leva med dig.
43:14Och jag tror pÄ oss.
43:16Du Àr bra för mig, du vet jag.
43:18Och jag vet inte om jag Àr bra för dig, men jag ska försöka mitt bÀsta.
43:22Ja.
43:23Ja.
43:23Det Àr du.
43:24Jag Àlskar dig.
43:26Jag Àlskar dig.
43:28Mm.
43:28Mm.
43:31SÄ jag kÀnner.
43:32Fan, jag trodde att du bara, nÀr du började prata, jag trodde att du bara, okej, nu Àr han slut
43:37pÄ mig.
43:37Ja.
43:39Aldrig.
43:40Gud.
43:41Aldrig.
43:43Det Àr sÄ fint hÀr.
43:45Det Àr inte det fintaste.
43:47NÄgra för dig.
43:48Ja, det ska du.
43:57Nu Àr du tÄrar ju.
43:59Du vet jag Àr dÄlig för att uttrycka min kÀnslan, men du vet att jag kÀnner samma mig.
44:04Jag ser fram emot dig jÀttemycket.
44:07Allt kommer lösa sig.
44:08AlltsÄ det Àr ju det jag har kÀnt hela tiden med dig.
44:10Det kÀnns inte som att det finns nÄgonting vi inte skulle ha.
44:16Typ sÄ.
44:19Ăr du rĂ€dd eller?
44:22Jag Àr inte rÀdd.
44:23Det Àr mer om du bara switchade nÀr vi stÄr dÀr.
44:28Jag skulle vÀl bli ledsen.
44:29Jag skulle vÀl bli ledsen?
44:31Ja, eller jag skulle bli ledsen.
44:33Jag tror att jag skulle ifrÄgasÀtta min verklighets uppfattning av saker och ting.
44:43Ja.
44:44Det Àr typ dÀr.
44:46Ja, det Àr jÀttelÀskigt men samtidigt kÀnns det sÄ sjÀlvklart.
44:54Det Àr du.
44:55Det Àr du.
44:57Det har hela tiden varit du.
44:59Ja.
45:00Du behöver inte oroa dig.
45:07Jag blir rÀdd för din blick.
45:09Ăr du rĂ€dd för mig?
45:11Vad?
45:11Din blick.
45:12Ăr du?
45:13Varför?
45:13Det Àr samma sak som nÀr man sÀger i kristna termer fear of God.
45:20Man ska ha den typen av rÀdsla.
45:23DÄ tar man inte personen för huvudet.
45:26Du Àr sÄ satt.
45:47HallÄ.
45:49HallÄ.
45:50Hej.
45:56Ja.
45:59Hur mÄr du?
46:03Det Àr ganska jobbigt.
46:05Mm.
46:07För att jag kan inte ge sÄ mycket mer och jag vet inte vad jag ska ge heller för att
46:12det ska kunna bli bÀttre mellan oss.
46:16Ja.
46:17Och jag vet inte vad du kÀnner men om man ska försöka vara i ett förhÄllande och ditt kÀrlekssprÄk Àr
46:25fysisk beröring.
46:26Jag menar inte att du ska beröra mig eller nÄgonting men det kÀnner som att du undviker mig.
46:31Det du gör mest nÀr du gillar nÄgon gör du extremt lite.
46:37Mm.
46:38Ja och det Àr sÄ dÀrför jag kÀnner att du vill inte vara hÀr med mig för att det kÀnns
46:42som att...
46:43Men varför skulle jag stannat kvar?
46:45Ja men det Àr det jag sÀger men det Àr den sorts bekrÀftelse jag behöver att du ska vara hÀr.
46:50Men medan dÄ kÀnns det som att du inte Àr hÀr för mig.
46:54Varför tÀnker du att jag Àr kvar dÄ för om det inte Àr för dig?
46:58Jo för att vi ska försöka lista ut det men för att vi ska lista ut det sÄ mÄste vi
47:02ha sÄna hÀr samtal ocksÄ.
47:03Det finns fortfarande saker som gör att vi fortfarande inte har tagit upp tillsammans som vi behöver prata om.
47:09Och jag vet inte nÀr jag ska göra det med dig.
47:11Men du ska ju dÄ göra det nÀr du vill.
47:13Ja men ibland försöker jag och dÄ ser du bara att...
47:16Nu vill jag ha ett specifikt exempel i sÄdana fall för nu Àr det sÄ att jag gör.
47:20Din tro. Det Àr nÄgonting som du har kÀnt att du orkar inte prata om.
47:25Och du kÀnner varje gÄng jag tar upp det eller nÄgon annan tar upp det.
47:29DÄ har ju du sagt att du kÀnner som att vi attackerar dig.
47:32Nej det har jag. Det har du missuppfattat. Det var nÀr jag vÀl svarade pÄ det hÀr sÀttet.
47:36Och du sa att det dÀr Àr inte ett svar. Bara för att du inte tycker det Àr ett svar.
47:40Men du har ihÄg vad det var vi pratade om dÄ?
47:42Ja.
47:43Vad var det?
47:43Det var att du frÄgade om vÄra barn hade blivit homosexuella.
47:47Och dÄ blev du typ lite taggad ut pÄ mitt svar.
47:49För mig Àr det hÀr en jÀtteviktig frÄga.
47:51Ja.
47:52Om vi fÄr barn om att bli homosexuella.
47:54Menar du att de kommer komma i helvete dÄ?
47:56Det Àr inte upp till mig.
47:57Mm.
47:57Om vart nÄgon hamnar i himlen eller i helvetet.
48:01Jag har ingen aning.
48:02Det Àr inte upp till mig.
48:03Det Àr upp till Gud att sÀga vart ni hamnar.
48:06AlltsÄ det gÀller inte bara homosexuella. Det gÀller alla.
48:08TÀnker du dÄ att de homosexuella kommer att komma till helvetet?
48:12Jag har gett mitt svar.
48:13Att det Àr inte upp till dig det Àr upp till Gud?
48:15Ja.
48:16Och för mig Àr det ett svar som fÄr söka.
48:18Men dÄ kanske inte vi ska skaffa barn du och jag.
48:20För att jag vill ju kÀnna att man Àlskar sina barn oavsett vad.
48:24Jag skulle sÀga att jag skulle nog Àlska mina barn oavsett vad de Àr.
48:27För jag Àlskar alla personer.
48:30Det spelar ingen roll sexuell lÀggning.
48:32Det spelar ingen roll hur de identifierar sig.
48:34Vad jag tror pÄ Àr vad jag tror pÄ.
48:36Och det Àr för mig inte.
48:37Jag tvingar inte pÄ nÄgot annat.
48:39Du kommer brinna i helvetet.
48:41Du kommer inte komma till himlen.
48:42Det Àr inte nÄgonting som jag lÀgger ens reflektion pÄ.
48:46Det Àr dÀrför jag ger dig de hÀr svaren.
48:48Och just nu sÄ har vi inte barn.
48:50Och om de skulle bli homosexuella.
48:52Eller om det skulle bli nÄgot.
48:52Det skulle vara typ 20 Ă„r i framtiden.
48:55Det finns saker som Àr nÀrmare till.
48:57Okej det hÀr Àr nÄgonting som vi kommer kunna sÀga nej till.
49:00Ăn nĂ„gonting som kanske hĂ€nder 20 Ă„r i framtiden.
49:02Om vi inte tÀnker livet ut.
49:04DÄ mÄste vi tackla saker som Àr vÀldigt tunga och vÀldigt stora.
49:08Och vi har den tiden hÀr nu.
49:09Och det ser ingenting emot.
49:10Nej men du sa.
49:11Det finns vissa saker som Àr viktiga som hÀr nu.
49:14De hÀr sakerna kan vi ta sig.
49:15Som Àr avgörande för att om vi kommer sÀga ja eller nej vid altaret.
49:19Ja och det hÀr Àr en sÄn sak för mig som Àr avgörande.
49:23Kan du förstÄ det?
49:25Du blir vÀldigt upprörd.
49:26Ja det Àr klart jag blir upprörd.
49:27För mig kÀnns det som att du bara trycker ner vad jag tycker.
49:32Det Àr inte viktigt för det hÀr nu.
49:34Och jag blir frustrerad.
49:35De missfolkade du bara försöker sÀga.
49:37Jag blir jÀtteförusterad.
49:38Ge mig ett specifikt sÀtt dÀr jag kan förstÄ vad du menar.
49:42Jag kan inte.
49:45Men...
49:49DÄ behöver vi inte diskutera mer idag dÄ.
49:51DÄ Àr det skitsamma.
49:52Ja.
49:53Ja tack.
50:33Just now, I miss my mother.
50:41She always loves me.
50:48And...
50:52It's a bit what I want to feel.
50:55If you love who you are just now,
50:57then it's just a shock every time I try to get up for me.
51:27Make your heart.
51:32Let's turn to ashes now.
51:37Just leave me here to burn.
51:58Put your heart.
52:03You need to know the pain.
52:03Just leave me here.
52:03Keep your heart on your heart.
52:20And then you're gonna leave me here.
52:22I don't believe it's just a story.
52:22Let it go.
52:22I'm going to go to your heart.
52:22Let it go.
52:24You're gonna be losing it.
52:24You're gonna be losing it.
52:27I'll be losing it.
52:27And now, let's go.
52:33You
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