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The Only Way is Essex Season 36 Episode 5
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00:00I'm 24 all right nice. We're 19. Let's cut this out. Who's a better looking one out of the two
00:05of you?
00:05Who pulls more? Who pulls more? All I'm interested, who pulls more?
00:10The girls are sad, do you know what I mean?
00:17Ella sat there on the plane next to me and Cogney and said I'm surprised that Freddie's so far up
00:23Saffron's ass
00:23because it wasn't that long ago that he was saying really derogatory horrible things about Saffron.
00:27Did she say what was meant to you? Yeah, but I'm not going to tell you because it's nasty.
00:37No, Freddie's gone home. Who's gone home?
00:39Freddie's gone home. Has he? What?
00:41You can't give it and not take it at the end of the day.
00:53It has shocked me. Listen, with, like, other people, I can go and see you later then.
00:58I don't need no new friends. I know, it's hurtful.
01:01I love Freddie. Like, I have got a good friendship with him.
01:11Elmer clearly is running around and talking.
01:15I don't know if he's talking our business. I hope he's not talking our business.
01:18To me, personally, a friend to all is a friend to none.
01:38Sir?
01:39Hey, come in.
01:40Hello.
01:42It's been a while.
01:44I know, it's been ages. How are you?
01:46New air, Fred?
01:48New air. I've had a Britney moment, sir.
01:49Oh, you're a...
01:50Fred, you look like a different person. I've not seen you for three words.
01:53I've shaved it all off.
01:55What's gone on?
01:56Oh.
01:58Being armed was just...
02:01something else. All of it.
02:02It was terrible.
02:04Obviously, I've not seen, I've not heard from you.
02:06The last I heard you was getting on a plane and that was it.
02:08I know. We haven't seen each other in ages, have we?
02:11Erm...
02:12Obviously, we need to address the...
02:14Elephant in the room.
02:16Well, not even that, just the situation.
02:18Yeah.
02:18..is...
02:19I was told something by Elmar.
02:22I'm assuming it got back to your...
02:24Yeah.
02:24..that what was said.
02:25Yeah.
02:26And what's your stance on it?
02:30To be honest, Saf, when I found out and I heard it, I was shocked.
02:33I can assure you now that the things that Ella's saying,
02:37that is accusing me of saying about you,
02:39is 100% not true.
02:40Me and you have never even had crosswords for me to say such disgusting things
02:46about you behind your back, Saf.
02:47Mm.
02:48And I love you and I think me and you haven't just got a surface-level friendship.
02:53It goes deep.
02:54It's very difficult for me, Fred.
02:55It's your word against hers.
02:57Mm-hm.
02:57I'm never going to know the truth.
02:58No, I know.
02:58But through...
03:00What I do stand on is I wouldn't have you round my dinner table with my family.
03:04I wouldn't have you in my house if I didn't think a lot of you.
03:08So I'm choosing to draw a line under this because of the sake of our friendship.
03:13Mm.
03:13I'm not going to sit here and go, Ella's this, Ella's that,
03:16and I don't believe her and that, because, Fred, I'd look stupid to do that.
03:19As well as saying, I know you're telling the truth,
03:22because I'd like to think you're telling the truth.
03:24I promise you I am.
03:25I promise you.
03:25Yeah, listen, Fred, I'm not going to let something so pathetic ruin what we've got.
03:31Mm-hm.
03:31We know what our friendship is, so I'm not going to feed it.
03:34That... It ends here, but obviously...
03:36And I'm sorry that your name's been brought into the crossfire.
03:40I'm gutted by all of this. I am.
03:42But where are you at now?
03:43Like, what's going on?
03:46Because obviously you have been quiet.
03:47Erm.
03:56Fred, you need to talk.
03:58If you feel...
04:02I think...
04:07Fred, it's never as bad as it seems, you know.
04:10It really ain't.
04:11And I know that's hard to understand,
04:12but me and you are going to be all right,
04:15and that's probably the icing on the cake that sort of sent you sideways.
04:21Well, it is, I think...
04:23I've just had time to reflect about what is going to make me happy,
04:28and I think leaving Essex for a while is something that I need to do.
04:34You will?
04:35I just think being around certain people, Saf, isn't good for me,
04:40and this isn't me running away from...
04:42What do you mean, leaving Essex?
04:47I'm going to take some time out
04:51and go to Tenerife.
04:54What's going to Tenerife going to solve?
04:58I'm going to a retreat in Tenerife.
05:00But for what?
05:02What is it... What does it do?
05:04Well, it's like a healing retreat
05:05about me having to deal with, like,
05:08traumas that I've been through in my life
05:09that I think I'm very much covering up.
05:12And I just think the only way that I can become me again
05:15and that happy person
05:20is by taking some time out for me.
05:25That's a lot.
05:28Can I have a cuddle?
05:30Yeah.
05:33You just need to get straight, I'm afraid,
05:35and be happier again, because you are.
05:38Mm-hmm.
05:48Oh, my God!
05:50Don't make me go send off, it's scary.
05:52Don't make me go send off, it's scary.
05:54Again!
06:01Woo!
06:02Yeah, I can't do it, I'm too scared.
06:04Oh, God, I just mashed my ears.
06:06Woo!
06:08Woo-hoo!
06:09Woo!
06:11Yeah!
06:14What did you think?
06:15I'm exhausted.
06:16How do we do...
06:16How have we gone from going out...
06:19Literally...
06:19...to drinking, to soft plays and catch up?
06:21This is my life.
06:21Soft play dates.
06:23Going down the slides.
06:24So?
06:24Terrified for my life, and then having to do it,
06:26and, like, pretending.
06:27Yeah!
06:28I love it, it's like being a kid again.
06:29I know.
06:29It is good, though, for them, I think.
06:31It is.
06:31They love it, and how close are they?
06:33I know.
06:33They love each other.
06:34Do you know what it was?
06:35The summer.
06:36Oh, no.
06:37When we was always down the gym.
06:38Oh, no.
06:39Sunbathing round the pool.
06:40She always goes,
06:41Mum, where's Sunny?
06:43Oh, that boy.
06:44I think she's got a soft spot for him.
06:47They're so cute.
06:49Are you all right?
06:49So what's been going on, yeah?
06:51Yeah, babe.
06:52So I've gone for dinner.
06:53Yeah.
06:53Me, Saf, Sophie and Amy.
06:56Saf's dropped it.
06:58I was like, well, Harry, Joe and Janae
07:00are all doing shots.
07:01They're all hanging out of each other.
07:04Like, not just, like, high and via,
07:05like, having pictures.
07:06No.
07:07Yes.
07:08Having pictures?
07:09Having pictures.
07:09It ain't just...
07:10You're joking.
07:10It's proper, like, hanging out.
07:12Listen, I get he wants peace
07:14with the whole situation,
07:15but there's peace,
07:17and then there's doing that.
07:19Joe said it.
07:20Joe was like...
07:21What?
07:21It is a bit weird.
07:23Did he?
07:23Like, I don't mind being called in,
07:24but I don't want to hang out with him.
07:25Janae's all for it.
07:26It's more Janae.
07:27Do you think Janae's missed Harry, then, maybe,
07:29as being best friend?
07:30I think Janae's missed his friends.
07:32Yeah.
07:32And with losing Harry,
07:33lost a lot of other people.
07:35What he did,
07:37he cut ties with everyone.
07:39He's got what he wanted,
07:40but it come at a price.
07:41Of course, babe.
07:42So I feel like...
07:43Hated.
07:44Not hated,
07:44but everyone disliked her.
07:46He's had a terrible time.
07:47But I feel like now,
07:48he...
07:49If Harry's all right,
07:50then everyone else is going to be all right,
07:51and that's what he wants.
07:54In Vietnam,
07:55I don't know what air they are breathing in,
07:57but everyone...
07:58Has lost their minds.
07:59All the groups are completely changed.
08:01I can't believe it.
08:01Fred's flown home.
08:02I don't.
08:03I feel so sorry for Liv at the minute.
08:04What is going on with Liv?
08:06Oh, babe,
08:06she's just in a proper drama.
08:09Why?
08:09Because, babe,
08:10everyone,
08:10she just feels like she's on her own.
08:12She had a bit of a row with Dani.
08:14Yeah, I heard.
08:15And Courtney and Elma
08:16was at the table.
08:18And listen,
08:18the thing with Liv,
08:19she gives 100% to everyone
08:21in friendship.
08:22But she just felt like
08:23with Courtney and Elma,
08:25they could have had her back
08:25a little bit more.
08:26And they didn't.
08:26They didn't get involved.
08:27And they didn't.
08:27No, they didn't get involved.
08:29I'm so glad we're here.
08:30Not in Vietnam.
08:31We're here with our little babies
08:32who are having a bowl.
08:34MUSIC PLAYS
08:42Ooh,
08:43breast milk.
08:45Jordan,
08:46the job!
08:47Yeah, okay.
08:48Important one to do.
08:50Important one.
08:53Oh, my God.
08:55Bring it in.
08:56Bring it on this one.
08:57Upstairs, please.
09:02MUSIC PLAYS
09:04There is just so much stuff.
09:06We need, like...
09:08We need...
09:08Well, this is now reinstating to me.
09:10The nursery needs to be done.
09:11Yeah.
09:11Dan and Diags need to get back from Vietnam.
09:13Back, yeah, agreed.
09:14Because they've got to help me
09:14get that nursery done.
09:15Yep, we need the uncles, yeah?
09:16Like, you farted?
09:19You farted?
09:19It smells so bad.
09:20You don't need to do that.
09:21The doll?
09:22That ain't more deliveries.
09:23It could be.
09:24Quick, get it.
09:25Not again, man.
09:25Can't miss these deliveries
09:26because it takes ages
09:27to get them back.
09:29Oh, hello.
09:30You all right?
09:30Can't get rid of me.
09:31Yeah, it's a small delivery this time.
09:34A little one.
09:35Oh!
09:36Amber!
09:37I know the way in.
09:38You've kept my perfect timing.
09:40Hello, my girl.
09:41You're a good old one.
09:41Darling, look at all this.
09:43Oh, my bloody God.
09:43It's actually starting to feel really real.
09:45There's a lot going on.
09:47Oh, no.
09:47Can you work this out?
09:49Right, I reckon you put that on your nipple.
09:51Yeah, but it doesn't work.
09:52The bottle goes on the bottom.
09:54Yeah.
09:55What?
09:56Oh, my God.
09:57You're doing that wrong as well.
09:58No, lid off.
09:59Screw on.
09:59Yeah.
10:00Screw on.
10:01Screw on.
10:01It's a lot to learn.
10:02It's like learning a new profession.
10:03Um, never mind chinwagon.
10:05Come on.
10:05Yeah.
10:06Things to do.
10:06White noise.
10:07White noise.
10:08White a handful of white noise.
10:09Yes, and also, up there,
10:10you need to start emptying things out.
10:12Anything else, dear?
10:13Erm.
10:13Get him working.
10:14That'll be all until five minutes.
10:17Flemming up.
10:18I need updated on what the hell's been going on out there.
10:21I've got a lot of updates.
10:23Great.
10:23Keep me entertained because I'm telling you now, Amber,
10:25I'm bored.
10:26There's not really much going on in my life.
10:28Obviously, Ella's accused Freddie of slagging off Saffron.
10:31I've called in her names.
10:32Freddie's then denied it.
10:33And then Freddie's obviously, Freddie and Ella are like,
10:37I don't know, because I think it was just verbal.
10:39Verbal.
10:40But who knows?
10:41I mean, that's a lot to go home.
10:42But if it was a lie, you wouldn't come home.
10:45But maybe he's not gone home because of the lie.
10:47He knows the Rafa Saff ain't lovely.
10:51I spoke to Liv, and she basically just said she doesn't really feel like the girls have had her back.
10:56Do you think it's because Elmar and Courtney live with each other, so they're just quite clicky?
11:01They are.
11:01And they also are not massively argumentative people.
11:03Yeah, I know, yeah.
11:04And they're friends with Danny, and they're friends with Freddie.
11:06Yeah.
11:06So it's always going to be difficult because you can't expect the girls to not be friends with them,
11:09but she sort of feels like they're kind of picked aside without saying it.
11:12Oh, really?
11:13Because they're spending more time with them.
11:14Oh, really?
11:15See, that's not nice.
11:16It's hard because I'm obviously hearing Liv so upset, and I love Liv.
11:20I was kind of expecting everyone to have everyone's back and just be supportive for everyone.
11:24But I feel like Courtney's sometimes in her own world a little bit,
11:26and she doesn't want to have any drama with anyone.
11:28Listen, we know girl band.
11:29When girl bands aren't together, yous will always support each other.
11:32Everyone picks everyone up.
11:33Yeah.
11:33So it doesn't sound like that.
11:35It doesn't sound like that at all.
11:35There's no girl band anymore.
11:37The girl band...
11:37But girl band is not there.
11:38It's not there.
11:43It's not there.
11:44The only way is I can get used to this
11:52Tonight I satisfy my every morning
11:55I can get used to
11:57Come on, baby
11:58Yeah, I can get used to this
12:01Yeah, I can get used to this
12:06Yeah, I can get used to
12:11Summer in that garden.
12:13And we need it.
12:15Nice, isn't it, though?
12:16Nice tea around the island.
12:17With a cup of tea.
12:18Catching up again.
12:19I mean, it's been days.
12:20What's gone on?
12:23Well, I was a bit not upset with Harry.
12:25I wasn't.
12:26Oh, of course, because I told you that, didn't I?
12:28What happened, Dave?
12:29Well, you made a bit...
12:30You was like, right, sit down.
12:32Well, I thought it was a big thing, eh?
12:34Yeah, it is a big thing.
12:34I mean, we spoke about it for two years.
12:37I think where Harry was at...
12:39Have you asked Harry?
12:40Yeah.
12:40Quite long to be short.
12:41He was like, look, I...
12:43He's basically going through this healing process, he was saying.
12:46He said, Aime, I've got...
12:48I had so much negative hate towards them.
12:50Don't want that anymore.
12:51No.
12:51I don't know if he was playing it down to me.
12:53He said, Aime, I've made it so clear that we are not mates.
12:56I said, but you make sure you've made that clear.
12:58I promise you now.
12:59I think he was embarrassed.
13:01But when I spoke to him, he said, Aime,
13:03I feel in a better place now.
13:04I can say hello to him.
13:05And I feel like Harry's in a better place now, doing it.
13:08I've protected Harry for two years, Seth.
13:10And a lot of people fell out over that, which rightly so.
13:14Like, they had Harry's back, and that's what you do.
13:16It's loyalty, and everyone thought it was wrong.
13:17But I'm just wondering now what the energy is with everyone else.
13:21Because if he's all right with them, is it now that we're all...
13:24Like, listen, I'm all right with them.
13:25Yeah, but I'm not.
13:25I won't.
13:26I said, Harry, you talk to him.
13:28I would never talk to him.
13:29I won't even make eye contact with them.
13:30I'm a real person, Seth.
13:32Do you know what I mean?
13:32And you dealt with the aftermath of it all.
13:34Exactly.
13:34It was a lot.
13:35I spoke to him last night.
13:35He said, Aime, it's just really weird out here.
13:37I just don't really feel...
13:39But...
13:39Aime, Fred's gone home.
13:40I know.
13:41I saw it on social media.
13:42He's flown home.
13:43Oh, you don't know much about it.
13:45So, basically, I had a video call with Elma.
13:48She's basically, in a nutshell, told me that Ella's turned around to her and company
13:52and said that Fred's been slagging me off.
13:55Throughout the friendship, apparently.
13:57But this is prior.
13:59Was this lately, or was this...?
14:00First timestamp was last year, when we was very close.
14:05Then it turned the story, and it was years ago, when we didn't know each other.
14:08And people say things about each other.
14:10A lot of people on First Oppression say a lot about me until they get to know me.
14:14It ain't no new news.
14:15But, of course, it upset me because it is Freddie, because I'm close to him.
14:19And you don't think...
14:19You don't expect that.
14:21But Elma, she's not long just texted me, saying she feels like she wants to come home.
14:26Have you heard much?
14:27What's gone on?
14:28So, I spoke to Harry yesterday.
14:29He said, Elma's really funny with me.
14:31Elma's been really off with me.
14:32There's an atmosphere.
14:33See, she said the same to me.
14:35She said, Livy and Harry have not really spoke to me and Courtney much.
14:39And her and Courtney have been, like, staying in the room, staying out of people's way.
14:42They're acting off, but I can't work it out.
14:45But I think he thinks someone is, like, not speaking, but someone is, like...
14:51You're joking.
14:52And I think he thinks it's Elma.
14:53She does love a ghost, Elma.
14:55Yeah, but who don't?
14:56Who don't love a ghost?
14:57As long as she's not telling personal business and overstepping that, she hasn't bad-mouthed
15:02Livy or Harry to me once, cracks are clearly showing, aren't they?
15:06I said to Harry two months ago, love Elma, love your friend to you, but just be careful
15:11what you say to her.
15:12Oh, so you felt that already?
15:13I felt that.
15:14I just said that to Harry two months ago.
15:15Oh, really?
15:16But not because I'm being horrible.
15:18No, no, no.
15:18You just would just be...
15:19Because I know, Saf, from you, she's ringing you up.
15:24Don't try not.
15:25No, I'm saying, you've said, you've come up to me in front of the kitchen and said about
15:28Vietnam, she's told you, listen, if you can come to me.
15:30Yeah, yeah, yeah.
15:31Likewise, a lot of people have, but, listen, if Harry does feel that way, Elma really does
15:36need to know.
15:37I agree.
15:38Because I don't want to be the one telling her.
15:39No, of course not.
15:40Do you know what I mean?
15:41My loving, holding me, kissing me, my loving, now you're feeling this regret, my loving,
15:49holding me, kissing me, my loving, to what it is again, my loving, oh, yes.
15:57Lovely, lovely, lovely.
15:58Is that a free plate for me?
15:59I think it might be.
16:00Oh, is that chicken on there?
16:08What is that?
16:09Is that chicken?
16:13You do like a pickle and a bit of salami.
16:15Oh, my God.
16:16That's literally what I was going to say.
16:18Can you get some pickles and salami?
16:19You're not my best friend for no reason.
16:21Stunning.
16:24I think this table's all right for me, yeah?
16:33I feel like we're stuck so far away from everyone.
16:35I know, same.
16:37What the hell is it?
16:40It's huge.
16:42He's going to quick.
16:44I always get anxiety when I'm like in a group.
16:47No, I do.
16:48Why is that?
16:49Because we never know what's going to happen.
16:52You never know what's going to kick off or when it's going to kick off.
16:55Great day, though, I'm going to be honest.
16:57Oh, my God, I see you.
16:58I see you with your besties.
16:59I see you.
17:00Your fucking besties.
17:01Oi, that was a bit awkward, actually.
17:02How is it?
17:03Well, I was kind of prepping them for you to come over
17:06because I thought you was going to come over.
17:07So I was going, Elma, maybe you should just have your conversation now.
17:10Get out of the way, calm, civil convo,
17:13and then you just carried on walking.
17:14I thought, thank the fuck for that.
17:15No, do you know what?
17:16When I've spoken to Jo and Jermaine about it,
17:19there's nothing more I can say that they haven't already said.
17:22I know what you mean, yeah.
17:22Yeah, I know what you mean.
17:23Do you know what I mean?
17:23And it's like, I'm just going to be repeating what she's already heard
17:27and I can't fucking be bothered.
17:28For me, it's just stay out of my way.
17:30Yeah.
17:31What's her chat?
17:32They were just a bit shocked at the way Jermaine and Jo went at them.
17:36And to be fair, I am.
17:38Because I literally spoke to them not that long before
17:41and they were like, we've not got a problem, like, whatsoever
17:44when it comes to Elma.
17:45I think it's more so because things are being misconstrued.
17:49Everything's getting twisted, everyone's talking shit,
17:51everyone's saying he said this, she said that, he said this, she said that.
17:55At the end of the day, if you ain't heard it from the horse's mouth itself,
17:58then just wait for it.
17:59Do you know what I mean?
18:00Stop hearing what everyone else has got to side-bait each other.
18:03Coming at it, I think it's been good.
18:05Us players have been able to get to know each other.
18:06I broke it up.
18:07Yeah.
18:07You three getting here, it broke up.
18:09We was in a thing where it was like, everything was getting fucking heavy.
18:13Like, new people to speak to, new people to get to know each other.
18:14Do you know what I mean?
18:15Like, it was needed, 100%, when you just got here, when you did.
18:18Peaceful for a day and then it kicked off again.
18:21You look amazing tonight.
18:22Thanks, I do.
18:23You look amazing.
18:24Thanks, I do.
18:24You do, you look really well, babes.
18:26I feel like we need to run off a drink.
18:27Do you know what I honestly think, and this is coming from your gay BFF,
18:31you look fucking unbelievable.
18:33Really?
18:33I would turn fucking straight for you.
18:36Look how sexy you look.
18:38I know, I don't see you.
18:39That's what you need to start remembering.
18:40There's people that love you.
18:42Yeah.
18:42There's people that hate me.
18:44Who's that coming down?
18:46I don't know.
18:47That Elmo?
18:48Who's that?
18:49Courtney.
18:50Courtney.
18:52There has been, like, an awkward vibe in the air.
18:55There's obviously a weird vibe with Elms and Colt at the minute.
18:59Like, I'm not quite sure.
19:00I still need to, I feel really, I haven't seen them.
19:01Have you, by the way?
19:03Not since this morning, and obviously I feel like even then the energy was a bit off.
19:07I just feel like, see, if I'm with my friends, I never want to be worrying about what am I
19:11saying?
19:11What am I thinking?
19:12Should I, can I say that out loud?
19:14I don't think before I speak, and I don't want to have to around people that, especially like Elm,
19:20that I've known her for 14 years, is I'm more upset by him.
19:23I just do feel like, as much as I've had her back, I don't know if it's been reciprocated in
19:28this situation as much,
19:29and I do feel hurt by it.
19:31Like, I just think I'm just all about loyalty and all of that.
19:37Oh, Coltina!
19:38You okay?
19:39Yeah, are you?
19:39Yeah, I'm good.
19:40Where are you going?
19:41Over there?
19:41Yeah, just going to go sit over here.
19:45She's not sitting on her own, is she?
19:49Is she sitting on her own?
19:51Elm will be joining her, surely.
19:54Where's Elm are?
19:56I'm not sure.
19:57She must be coming.
19:58Courtney can't be sat on her own.
20:00I don't know.
20:01I just don't like that.
20:03I said.
20:06So do you reckon Elm has not come because she's, she can't handle it?
20:10Because I think she's probably got herself in a bit of a situation.
20:14If you talk shit about people and you're saying untrue things, what do you expect?
20:19Should we go over?
20:20All right, we'll go over.
20:21Come on either way, anyway.
20:22Can I break your heart and still feel broken?
20:26Because I cried so hard.
20:27At least it's not us once.
20:29Thank God.
20:31Don't speak too soon.
20:33I know I hurt you, but can I hurt you, can I break your heart and still feel broken?
20:40All right, cool.
20:41Hello.
20:42How are you?
20:43Good, how are you?
20:44So we see you're just walking on your own.
20:46Elm was coming down, but she's staying in her room.
20:49What?
20:49I know I hurt you, but can I hurt, can I hurt you?
20:55Ooh.
20:58The only way is you.
21:00And it's something that I can't fall in.
21:04Failing like the pictures.
21:07It's a few gone around in my head.
21:10It's written on my chest, the words I never said.
21:14It's something that I can't fall in.
21:17Where's that one?
21:18I'm not sure.
21:19She must be coming, but it can't be sat on her own.
21:22I don't know.
21:23It's written on my chest, the words I never said.
21:26It's something that I can't fall in.
21:28What's that sound, by the way, all the other day?
21:29I think they're frogs.
21:31This is what I do spend my time doing.
21:33I've tried to look up on YouTube what the sound of this animal is.
21:35Yeah.
21:36It's really loud, though, isn't it?
21:37What was your source?
21:38You know?
21:39Geckos.
21:39No, I tried to do Shazam.
21:41Yeah, I did.
21:42And it's something that I can't fall in.
21:49You're OK.
21:50You're OK.
21:54All right, Cole.
21:55Hello.
21:57How are you?
21:57Good.
21:58How are you?
21:58Sorry, we see you're just walking on your own.
22:00Elma was coming down, but she's staying in her room.
22:03Why?
22:04Because she just feels like it's getting a lot.
22:06What is?
22:06Like, a lot of finger pointing at her, and, like, she just feels like she can't do right from wrong,
22:10and it's just a lot for her to come down.
22:12What situation?
22:13Just in, like, um, why are you staring?
22:17I'm listening.
22:18I'm listening to the conversation.
22:19You need to?
22:20Hmm?
22:20Yeah.
22:21It's got nothing to do with you.
22:23Didn't say it was.
22:24She's right.
22:24She said, why are you staring?
22:25Just listening.
22:26It's creeping me out.
22:28It's creepy to listen in the public plays.
22:30She's just finding it hard, because, obviously, you see them two, Jimmy and Joe, yesterday.
22:38I've only heard little bits.
22:39I don't know what's actually been said.
22:41Pssst!
22:42What's being said?
22:44Can't hear.
22:44They lowered the tone.
22:45Keep talking like us.
22:46They're going, oh, we can't hear.
22:48It was, like, very pointing the finger at Elmar, as if she's done something wrong.
22:52Like, granted, the timing was a bit off, but if someone says something about your friend,
22:57you're going to tell them.
22:58And when it's a comment like that...
23:00What was said?
23:01Well, about Safra and Freddie comment.
23:02Yeah.
23:03And she just feels like she's getting it from all angles.
23:05Which is sad, because I don't want her to feel like that.
23:08Mate, I wish I had just massive earwigs.
23:11Is that the right word?
23:12Earrings?
23:13Massive ears.
23:14Not like, you know what you can hear for.
23:16Yeah.
23:16Is that big earwigs?
23:18Earwigs?
23:18What?
23:19Oh, earwiggings.
23:20Is that when you're earwigging?
23:21Listen, we all know we're all good friends.
23:23Like, proper, real, typical friends.
23:25At the end of the day, just with me, I just feel like, see, since being out here, I don't
23:30feel fully, fully supported.
23:31Because with the whole Freddie and Danny thing, I understand you just want to be friends.
23:36And I'm never going to sit here and say to you, like, oh, you can't be friends with.
23:40Yeah, yeah, yeah.
23:40I would never.
23:41However, if I feel like someone's really upset me in this situation, to the point of saying three detrimental things
23:47to me, which I have said bad.
23:49You know what Elmer's like.
23:50You know she likes to get away from everyone.
23:51I love Elmer to pieces, you know I love Elmer, but I think she's come out here and downplayed a
23:58couple of times her friendships with people.
24:00But I feel like it's been so played down how much she fucking wants to be Freddie's friend and be
24:06friends with Freddie.
24:07I just thought we were closer.
24:10You are.
24:10You are.
24:11You are her person.
24:13She would never repeat anything you say.
24:17Ever.
24:17Ever.
24:18I don't know whether it's true or whether I've got this right, but I think the problem over there, and
24:27the fact that Elmer's not come downstairs, is because they've made up with me and Freddie.
24:34That's what I think, because I caught wind of it, and there was, I kind of noticed that Courtney and
24:40Elmer were keeping their self to self, and Liv and Harry were keeping their self to their self.
24:44So, I'm thinking, me and Freddie have spent a lot of time recently, the past two days before he flew
24:49home, obviously, with bloody Courtney and Elmer, and I feel like maybe that's rubbed Libby up the wrong way, and
24:56Harry, I nearly fell out of Elmer, down to how much she had Libby's back.
25:00Yeah.
25:01So, if they're thinking that Elmer's not having their back, I don't want that being the case, because then, she
25:06has, in all fairness.
25:08She come to my door, knocking on my door, telling me I was in the wrong.
25:11She very much had Libby's back.
25:12I feel like it was very evident that she was taking Libby's side overnight.
25:15So, there is no need for there to be a problem with that if it is over that.
25:20Do you know what I mean?
25:21Everyone at home knows every single part of detail of this whole trip.
25:27Seems like someone's ringing home a lot.
25:29Like, I could ring Saffron right now.
25:31I could go to her right now, wait, where's the gym?
25:33And she'd go, right, leave block six outside your hotel room, take ten steps down on your right, and you'll
25:39be there in five minutes.
25:40Well, she wanted to.
25:42That's how much she knows about this whole trip.
25:44She knows every single little detail that's gone on.
25:46She'll know in 2.5 seconds that we've had a chat, and then the girl band will probably fall apart.
25:50It's just creating a bit of offness.
25:51Yeah, no, I do get that.
25:53I do get that.
25:53It's just hard.
25:54It's like navigating two different friendship groups, do you know what I mean?
25:57But it shouldn't be hard.
25:58If someone's your best friend, so you've either died, then you've got friends or acquaintances, which I do in this
26:02group.
26:03I think it's been a lot for all of us, and you've left your baby at home.
26:06It's been a hard trip for you.
26:07Don't think that I don't understand that, and I probably could have done more.
26:12Do you know what?
26:13I just, like, it's all right.
26:17I just feel like I have a style of, like, my only happy being after the trip is being around
26:22you.
26:23Yeah.
26:23I mean, I was, like, so excited to be away with you, and, like, that's just what I feel so
26:28hurt.
26:29Just because I just feel like, because I did see us all in such a strong fucking group.
26:34Well, I'm sorry I let you down.
26:35I honestly didn't mean to, like, you know I would never purposely upset you.
26:39I hate, I hate, like, I don't, do you know what I mean?
26:42Like, that's why I'm in a consideration.
26:43I just don't want any of us that are all around.
26:44We're all fine, yeah.
26:45Yeah, we are.
26:46We're all fine, no bad part.
26:47I think that's all our main part.
26:49We're all friends, we're all friends, and this is the right way to talk, isn't it?
26:53And that's why we're all friends, because we can all talk, and we can all listen to each other, and
26:56we can all understand each other, and that's the best way to be.
26:59Shall we just go and get a wine?
27:00Absolutely.
27:00I think we need him.
27:01Go on.
27:02All right.
27:03I am...
27:04I am...
27:05Yeah, let's have a hug.
27:06I love you.
27:06I was going to wear the outfit you gave me tonight.
27:09Oh, you can wear it matching, because I've got another one.
27:11I love you.
27:12I love you.
27:13I love you.
27:14Can you tell Elma we love her as well?
27:16Yeah.
27:16I will, I will.
27:18We love you.
27:18We'll see you in a bit.
27:31We'll see you.
27:40I'll take Johnny under my wings tonight.
27:43Where are you scum in?
27:44We're going like...
27:45I'm taking Johnny and Joe to bed.
27:47Are you going out?
27:48I'm going to take these to bed first.
27:49You're taking them to bed?
27:50It's time when you come back, you're lonely, I'll tell you how to take that, to take it to the
27:58sky.
27:59You just need me to love, you just need me to love, you just need me to love.
28:05Hey, Colt.
28:06Hey, do you want to calm down?
28:07Everyone's there.
28:08Yeah, I'll calm down.
28:10Calm down.
28:10All right, I'll see you in a sec.
28:11Bye-bye.
28:12You just need me to stop, you just need me to love.
28:21Hey, Precious.
28:23You OK?
28:24You OK?
28:26Have us your dinner.
28:30How was your dinner?
28:34No, I didn't actually have time to eat, because Harry and Liv came over, bearing in mind I was sat
28:39here on my own.
28:40I'm sorry.
28:40I had to walk past Joe and Junaid.
28:42Did they say anything?
28:43No, but he kept staring, it was creeping me out.
28:45What, as in, OK, what, is it in a bad way or in a good way?
28:48Just wanted to hear my conversation.
28:50Anyway.
28:50OK.
28:50Anyway, that's besides the point.
28:52Harry and Livy came over, and Livy was saying, like, you're her, like, best friend, and she just feels like
29:00she hasn't had our support.
29:02It was basically about our both of us, but she was like, obviously, you and her are very, very close.
29:05And I said to her, like, listen, I promise you, like, Elmer has had your back.
29:09I feel like that, no, I feel like that's just all clutching at straws, to be honest.
29:14That's basically saying you can't be friends with the people you want to be friends with.
29:17That's Baudelaide giving me an ultimatum.
29:19I think I've made it very clear from the beginning that I will always have a friendship with Fred, and
29:22I'll always have a friendship with Danny.
29:24I don't think that's been a secret at all.
29:26No, that's why I said she's never played down friendships with me, but I think your main priority is yours
29:31and Livy's.
29:33Yeah, but why is Harry piping up?
29:38I wouldn't even worry about Harry right now, but I think it's just purely because we've been hanging around with
29:43Freddie and Danny.
29:45That's what I think it is.
29:46Maybe if they didn't stop so much contact with us, we probably would have been able to spread ourselves evenly.
29:51Yeah, but I said that. I said, like, you stopped talking to us for a couple of days, and we
29:53were like, might as well hang around with other people,
29:55and not just hang out with just me and you.
30:01I've literally got nothing to say.
30:03But I feel like you need to have a conversation with Livy.
30:07Yeah, I will.
30:07But it's not like Aggie.
30:08No, I will have a conversation with her.
30:11I think she just needs reassurance.
30:13Yeah, I know that. Liv does.
30:15Because she says I'm a very sensitive, and because yous are very close.
30:20I'm starting to doubt that now with everyone, though, to be perfectly honest.
30:22If we're that close, why have you not spoken to me for two days?
30:25Do you know what I mean?
30:25Yeah.
30:28This is terrible.
30:30I'm in shock.
30:31If I speak, I'll be in big trouble.
30:32I'm just going to keep my mouth shut.
30:33I think you're just very, like, to your end of your tear fire.
30:36Yeah.
30:40But it's going to be fine.
30:41I can't believe I've gone blue in the face arguing and defending people for them to sit there
30:45and say that my friendship and my loyalty is not ideal.
30:48I can't win.
30:48Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
30:50Honestly.
31:12Oh, it's so pretty.
31:13It's like we're in Wonderland.
31:17Sorry, that is not cute.
31:19That's actually quite scary.
31:23Say fairies.
31:24Fairies.
31:26I feel like we are actually real-life fairies, though.
31:34It's so pretty.
31:35I actually feel very grateful to be here.
31:37Oh, my God, it is.
31:38You're the fishies?
31:39I'm loving it.
31:40I don't know about you.
31:41I like being one with nature.
31:49Oi, this is mad, this is.
31:52It's like your legs go like jelly, don't they?
31:54I don't want to get on here.
31:55All right, mate, just come out here.
31:56What's up, lads?
31:57Yay!
31:59Get him on here!
32:00No!
32:03Please!
32:03Get in there.
32:05No, he's fine.
32:11What a lovely experience.
32:14What fairy would you say you are?
32:16I don't even know fairies.
32:17No thing.
32:19Oh, she comes with a bite.
32:20Right, you've got sprats, which are tiny nature spirits, pixies, which are playful and childlike
32:25tricksters.
32:26That's me, childlike.
32:27You've got a puka, shapeshifter, sometimes helpful, sometimes not.
32:32Okay.
32:33I feel like that could be me.
32:36And then flower fairies protect gardens, light fairies glow like fireflies, that's probably
32:40you.
32:41That's like you.
32:41I'll be honest.
32:42I'd never even knew there was types of fairies.
32:44Do you believe in fairies?
32:45Do you believe in fairies?
32:48Do you actually believe in them?
32:49No, come on.
32:50Surely not.
32:51Two fairies, when you used to live 50 quid, I was going to be like.
32:53Oh, my God, the two fairies.
32:54That's the girl used to get, is she?
32:56It's like me, I used to get a pound.
32:57Your two fairies was rich.
32:58What the hell?
32:58No, my two fairies was really nice, actually.
33:01I'd like to go back to dooms times.
33:03Oh, my God.
33:04Sorry.
33:05It's only a leaf.
33:06It's a lot.
33:06It is so pretty here, though.
33:08It is.
33:08It's actually lovely.
33:09I feel like I'd like to take my kids here if I had any.
33:11Yeah.
33:13Well, I woke up a cougar this morning.
33:15Yeah, she's in a cougar area, this one.
33:17I heard a rumour.
33:18Oh, my God, what did you hear?
33:19Well, did you kiss?
33:21Yeah.
33:22Did you do more?
33:22No, no, no, no.
33:23Did you stay in a room?
33:25Yes.
33:25No!
33:26Daddy!
33:27Daddy!
33:27I didn't know that!
33:29I was knocking on the door!
33:30I didn't know that.
33:31So, what one was it that I...
33:32Like, what one was it?
33:34What one was it that I actually...
33:35Was it Johnny?
33:36Johnny.
33:37This is terrible.
33:37Johnny.
33:38I mean, lovely boys, but did I think that I would be kissing one of them?
33:42No.
33:42What's a kiss between two friends?
33:44It's true.
33:44What is a kiss between two friends?
34:00Piss off.
34:01We're always two men, LR.
34:02Yeah, but listen, I'm all up with my ex.
34:03I'm not going to be playing tonsil tennis with one of the new boys.
34:06And I suppose it's, like, a bit strange because they are, like...
34:09Mini dance.
34:09Mini dance.
34:10Yeah.
34:10Everywhere I go, there's a look-alike, there's a look-alike, and then there's a real deal.
34:15I know, I know.
34:16I just would rather walk around with a bag on me head.
34:18But I feel like it's harmless.
34:19Little flirt, little kiss.
34:20Would it happen again?
34:21Probably.
34:22Yeah.
34:23It was weird vibes, though, last night.
34:25So weird.
34:25Because Elmer didn't end up coming.
34:28Why didn't Elmer come?
34:29I don't know if I'm 100% right, but the vibe I'm getting is I feel like maybe Livy and
34:34Harry
34:35have got a bit of a problem with Elmer and Courtney, more so Elmer, for maybe making up with me
34:40and Freddie
34:41and being so friendly with us again.
34:42But, like, see, that, to me, baffles me.
34:44Like, why would you not want your friends to be friends with everyone?
34:46Yeah, I don't get it.
34:48I don't get it.
34:48If we all didn't speak to people our mates, it, like, none of us would speak.
34:52There's problems everywhere in Essex, do you know what I mean?
34:54It makes me feel a bit awkward as well, because it's like, I don't want her getting a hard
34:57time from her friends for being friends with me, do you know what I mean?
35:00And it's, like, over something that's just not deep.
35:03Like, mine and Livy's row is not that serious.
35:05No.
35:06Like, obviously, it's hard for me to sit here and stick up for her, because I don't like her.
35:09I think she's a really big shit-stirrer.
35:12But for her not to come down, she must have been rubbish about something.
35:16Yeah, she was.
35:17It's really hard.
35:18I know, but I don't think she did anything wrong, do you know what I mean?
35:20But me and Elmer are still going to be friends, so...
35:23Get over it.
35:23Get over it and move on.
35:25Let's go look for some fairies.
35:26Yeah, I'm excited.
35:28Yeah?
35:28I really want to find one.
35:30What twin am I going to kiss tonight, do you reckon?
35:32Jo?
35:33Johnny?
35:33Both.
35:34Maybe I'll have the both of them.
35:35Who knows?
35:51I'd love to give you, like, a makeover day.
35:53Like, full, like...
35:54Well, listen, guys, there's boundaries, isn't it?
35:56There's steps.
35:56What do you mean?
35:57No, there's steps to it.
35:59There's steps to it.
36:00There's steps to it.
36:00Guys, sorry, let me just talk to my guys.
36:02Go on, carry on.
36:04Yeah, it's just like...
36:05That's today, yeah.
36:07Do you know what I call James all the time?
36:09Do you not think that when his hair goes a bit messy,
36:11he looks like the male version of Tracy Beaker?
36:14Do you not think it does?
36:16Do you know, like, his hair's nice now, right now.
36:17He's all slicked it back,
36:18but sometimes when he goes a little bit messy,
36:19he goes a bit more, like, fuzzy, like...
36:22Don't agree with that little...
36:23He's a good shout.
36:24He does not look like Tracy Beaker.
36:25When his hair is curly, he's a good shout.
36:28How good is it, though,
36:28seeing these three now back talking a little bit now?
36:30Do you know what I mean?
36:30What is going on?
36:32No, this is...
36:32Can I be honest?
36:33This is really nice.
36:34Do you know, I'm really...
36:35I'm glad that we've got to this point,
36:37I'm going to be honest.
36:37Yeah.
36:38This would never have happened,
36:39I don't think it was for Jodie,
36:40and I feel like,
36:40because of the way the dynamic of the group
36:42has gone on this trip,
36:43I think that's what's made it happen.
36:45I feel like the timing's right.
36:47A lot has been passed,
36:49and I feel like it has to get to that point now
36:51where we all can just sit in a room.
36:52Listen, you had it right at the time to be annoyed,
36:54and you all knew that,
36:56and we all spoke about it,
36:57but in the end,
36:58you're only hurting yourself,
36:59do you know what I mean?
36:59It's done now.
37:00Like, you can see they're happy.
37:02They want you to be happy,
37:03you want them to be happy,
37:04because at the end of the day,
37:05that's what we want for each other,
37:06do you know what I mean?
37:06We all just want peace.
37:07Yeah.
37:07And I feel like we've finally got to a point
37:09where we can actually be peaceful
37:10with the situation.
37:11That's what I keep in on this,
37:12Solid E's Zen.
37:13I've actually really enjoyed
37:14spending time with the boys.
37:15I know this is the first time we've actually...
37:16It's the best thing ever.
37:17It is.
37:17But, like, I feel like this whole trip,
37:19I've been a bit like,
37:20there's been so much drama,
37:21there's been so much going on,
37:22and do you know what,
37:22just to actually come out with the boys,
37:24has actually been my little bit
37:25breath of fresh air.
37:26Guys, we've got to cheers to the gays, I think.
37:28Come on.
37:29To the boys down, come on.
37:30And to the straights.
37:33Thanks for the boys.
37:35How are you getting on there, Dan, those?
37:36Yeah, all right.
37:37A few more days in.
37:38Yeah, I'm looking forward to going home,
37:39to be honest.
37:40You seem happier today, Dan.
37:41Yeah, a bit more.
37:42What do you mean, Dan?
37:43You want to go home?
37:43You want to get away from us?
37:44I'm really offended.
37:45No, listen, don't take it personal, but...
37:47It's been a lot for you out here.
37:48It's been a bit of a mad trip, yeah.
37:51Are you OK with Ella?
37:52It's ours.
37:53Well, we're not, we just sort of,
37:55obviously, we're around each other,
37:56but we've taken a step back from interacting.
37:59I think it just thought a bit much
38:00of all the he said, she said,
38:02and it was just a bit like, look,
38:03let's just take ourselves out of the situation.
38:06Yeah.
38:07And I think that's what the most important thing,
38:08you are a good guy, Dan.
38:10I appreciate that.
38:10You're a nice guy, Dan.
38:11You are.
38:25You are.
38:26Ooh, you're my super-line.
38:29Hey.
38:30Yeah.
38:32You're my super-line.
38:34Hi.
38:35You're OK?
38:37You're my super-line.
38:40She's outside.
38:41Yeah.
38:42How are you?
38:43I'm all right.
38:44How are you?
38:45I'm OK.
38:45I'm sad that you didn't come down this day.
38:47I couldn't be asked, to be honest.
38:49What's happening?
38:50I spoke to Courtney last night,
38:53and she said that you both got the up with me.
38:55No, I just feel like, with me, bubs,
38:58like, obviously, the last few days,
39:00I've found it a little bit hard to be completely around you,
39:02only because I can't be signed.
39:04Do you know what I mean?
39:05I just feel like I've had your back through and through,
39:09and would have your back through and through,
39:10because we've been friends since 40.
39:12Like, I do look at you, like, when my nearest and dear is.
39:14Whereas, like, the other night,
39:16we've all arranged, like,
39:17let's meet down at Ocean Bar,
39:19let's go get a little sang sweet, have a drink.
39:21Like, you've walked over with Freddie and Danny, babe.
39:23You ain't even giving me the heads up.
39:24I've kept myself away from everyone on purpose,
39:27because I don't want to be around her.
39:28And then for my friends to be bringing them over.
39:30Well, I apologise for that.
39:31I thought because I had the conversation with Danny and Freddie prior,
39:35and, again, that's my answer.
39:36I'm sorry for not giving you the heads up first.
39:38Do you know what it is with me?
39:39I don't like middle people.
39:41I feel like you're either with me or you're not.
39:42But that's always how I've been here.
39:43Which I understand, babe.
39:44I thought we were closer than you are to them.
39:46Do you know what I'm trying to say?
39:47Yeah, and we are.
39:49But they're still also my close friends.
39:51I'd say Freddie's still a close friend of mine.
39:54OK.
39:56Listen, I don't want to fall out with you at all.
39:58It's the last thing I want to do.
39:59But, like, it's upset me that I don't feel so supported,
40:02and I don't feel like the energy that I give,
40:04which is ride or die,
40:06I don't personally think I've received that back.
40:08OK, well, I'm sorry that you don't feel like that,
40:09but I feel like I'm the only person out of everybody here
40:11that has actually had your back.
40:13Because I am friends with everyone,
40:14it's like there isn't enough of me to almost share and make...
40:17Yeah, it's like spreading yourself thin.
40:19Yeah, and I am, and then I'm not leaving time to myself,
40:21and then it's affecting me, and I'm getting upset,
40:22but I don't even want to get upset.
40:23Because I don't want to...
40:24Because I didn't want to ever fall out with you.
40:25I don't want to fall out with you.
40:27But it's been shit for the last three days, Liv.
40:29I feel like this whole holiday's been shit.
40:31It has, it has.
40:32I feel like I'm not doing enough,
40:34and then I feel like I'm doing too much,
40:35and then I'm trying to rein it in.
40:37I'm also trying to look after myself.
40:38I don't understand what more I could do.
40:40I am the only one that's had your back.
40:42There's other people that should have had your back
40:43and didn't say fucking two words.
40:45I'm finding it really difficult.
40:46I'm so sorry for my heart.
40:48I'm really sorry.
40:48I would never want to upset you,
40:49and I'm sorry that you've taken three days for us to speak about it.
40:52I shouldn't have brought them down.
40:53I didn't think it was going to be anything that deep.
40:55Like, I just, in my head, it was just everyone just,
40:57when we've always done it,
40:58when we're going away,
40:59it's where everyone just ends up being together.
41:01Like, it just is what it is.
41:02But just because I've got a friendship with Danny and Freddie
41:04doesn't mean that that is my sole friendship
41:06and that you're caught on the side.
41:08I'm just, I'm really just, I'm finding this so difficult.
41:11It's been a lot this holiday.
41:12I think all our heads are gone, to be completely honest.
41:14I'm ultra sensitive at the minute
41:16because I feel like I've been attacked at every angle.
41:18But I've not let people attack you,
41:19and that's what's, like, you doubting me as a person
41:22is actually upsetting me more than anything
41:23because I've not let that happen.
41:25Yeah.
41:26I feel like we've both said that we want to say,
41:28like, I don't want it to go any further.
41:30I feel like the Harry thing,
41:32there's just been these Essex whispers,
41:33and he's just, like,
41:35what's been started off as an egg
41:37has ended up with an emu,
41:38and I feel like with Harry,
41:40he's just sensitive at the minute as well.
41:41He said last night, like,
41:42Saffron would know how to get to the gym from our room.
41:45Like, she knows so much stuff.
41:47But then I feel like Saffron's saying otherwise.
41:49She's saying, you're on the phone 24-7
41:51every second of the day.
41:52I've not spoke to her once.
41:54So I don't know why, again, that's being pinned on me.
41:55I feel like it's just very easy.
41:56I've been used as such a scapegoat,
41:58like, it's actually fucking me off.
41:59Do you feel like half your age is as an scapegoat?
42:01No, because I feel like your points are valid,
42:03but I also feel like
42:06you would know me better.
42:07No, and I thought I did,
42:08and that's why I was so upset.
42:10I don't feel like there's a big problem
42:12between me and you.
42:13I just wanted to just say how I felt.
42:15I missed the day when we were fresh about each other.
42:20Now you're just someone that will never recover.
42:26Next time.
42:26The dynamics of the friendship groups
42:29are wild right now.
42:30Strange.
42:30There's nothing more that I wanted
42:32other than to be happy with you.
42:33I can't bear to see you like this.
42:36You do love to get in, like, and talk to everyone.
42:38I do feel like everyone's just jumped on the scapegoat.
42:47We're not going to shit-star.
42:50Right, Mum.
42:51Let's go.
42:52She did go on to say
42:53I warned Harry about Elmer a little while ago.
42:56That's such a lovely thing to say.
42:58Like, that's actually me.
43:02The only way is up, baby
43:10For you and me now
43:13The only way is up, baby
43:17For you and me now
43:20The only way is up, baby
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