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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 15: Mayday! Mayday!
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:13Mohamed.
00:00:15Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:18and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me everything. You want my location?
00:00:36I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:50It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make that decision yet.
00:01:13Is it safe to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, I know!
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between the relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move,
00:01:26and now I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:30I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36What I like?
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:50and ended up crashing the boat into rocks,
00:01:52and he has a final warning at work.
00:01:55And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:59So are you jealous of me on our relationship?
00:02:01I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:07That offends me.
00:02:10Are you promising me that you will not go back
00:02:13to practicing same-sex?
00:02:15Daniel, I plan on marrying you for the rest of my life.
00:02:18I don't think I will continue with this relationship
00:02:20until my uncle comes.
00:02:22I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me,
00:02:26and this relationship will be over.
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:57This place is a f***ing disaster.
00:03:00Like, I'm not used to living with two men
00:03:03in, like, a frat house.
00:03:04Like, gross!
00:03:06I need you to hold me
00:03:11Like, I woke up this morning,
00:03:13like, Joshua's, like, he was gone,
00:03:15and I asked him where he was,
00:03:16and Joshua said,
00:03:17I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:19And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:22And he, like, hearted the message.
00:03:23I'm like, what the f*** does that mean?
00:03:25You just hold me
00:03:28Last night, I went out with Josh and his friends,
00:03:30and it went okay.
00:03:32I might have said some things that hurt Joshua,
00:03:35but there's something definitely off
00:03:37with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:40I mean, he has been living with Nat rent-free.
00:03:44That's her financially supporting him,
00:03:47and that's super f***ing weird to me.
00:03:50So after finding out what I found out about Nat,
00:03:55my mind is just in so many directions,
00:03:57and I'm freaking out.
00:03:59Like, where is he?
00:04:01What is he doing?
00:04:02And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:05It's, like, such high highs
00:04:06and, like, such low lows.
00:04:08I just am, like,
00:04:09this f***ing place is a f***ing disaster.
00:04:12I feel like I'm living in a f***ing frat house.
00:04:14Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:16Like, I'm going...
00:04:17I don't know what the f*** is going on with him.
00:04:20Just, like...
00:04:21I just feel overwhelmed.
00:04:23And, like, I want to go home.
00:04:29I just feel alone.
00:04:34I don't know.
00:04:35I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:37And, like, it made me feel like,
00:04:39was he at Nat's place?
00:04:41Like, where is he?
00:04:42And, like, and I just...
00:04:53What just happened?
00:04:55He left.
00:04:56He saw me cry and left.
00:05:07Why did you just leave?
00:05:10You're upset.
00:05:11So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:15You don't feel upset.
00:05:16So you just walk away from me?
00:05:19Sorry.
00:05:20Anybody need to talk?
00:05:22What are you upset about?
00:05:29I don't know what the f*** is going on right now.
00:05:34I ran off to do a few things while you're asleep.
00:05:40I've got work to run around for.
00:05:42Like, I've got to do jobs while I look after you.
00:05:45If you're asleep and you're in bed,
00:05:46perfect.
00:05:47Sleep in.
00:05:47This is the best time to get work done.
00:05:53This wasn't about a job.
00:05:55What was it about then?
00:06:22I walk in the door and I see Elise crying.
00:06:24And I sort of panicked and just thought, you know,
00:06:27I need to give her a bit more space.
00:06:31I know how fiery she gets.
00:06:33And maybe I didn't want a water bottle thrown at my head.
00:06:37I think I should have just told Elise that, you know,
00:06:39I had to work.
00:06:40But she texted me that comment about Nat
00:06:42and it pissed me off.
00:06:43So I guess I was just being a smart-ass back.
00:06:49Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:53I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:55I had work to do.
00:06:57They want me to drive a boat that I sold
00:07:01from our marina
00:07:02to get lifted up, put on a truck
00:07:04and sent to Perth,
00:07:05which is the other side of the country.
00:07:08They want me to do it
00:07:10in a few days.
00:07:11I've told them I can't.
00:07:13But I had to at least shut the keys off.
00:07:17Okay?
00:07:25I am falling for Josh
00:07:30and I want this to work.
00:07:33Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:36It's a beautiful day.
00:07:37We can forget about this.
00:07:40Okay.
00:07:45Fair enough.
00:07:47But he's given me reasons not to trust him
00:07:50because he's lied to me about living with Nat.
00:07:53And I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:14How are you?
00:08:15What?
00:08:16Jesus.
00:08:26Will you speak first?
00:08:28Yes, I have to speak first.
00:08:30I have to talk to him.
00:08:31He's my uncle.
00:08:32So I will explain everything to him.
00:08:35Daniel, what's going to happen
00:08:36if he doesn't forgive us?
00:08:38I don't know.
00:08:40I can't tell.
00:08:41Let's go there first.
00:08:44I'm still upset about Lisa telling lies
00:08:47and sleeping with her fellow woman.
00:08:49But everyone is a sinner
00:08:51and everyone can ask for forgiveness.
00:08:55I'm really, really, really, really nervous.
00:09:04I love Lisa and she promised not to do it anymore.
00:09:09So despite all her mistakes,
00:09:11I still want to marry her.
00:09:20Well, right now,
00:09:21I feel like running away from where I'm sitting.
00:09:26My uncle asked her about this lesbianism
00:09:28and she told my uncle that it was a mistake.
00:09:32She lied to him.
00:09:34I don't know how to look on his face and talk to him
00:09:37because I've disgraced myself.
00:09:41I don't know how to look on his face.
00:10:11Before you approved our marriage,
00:10:13there are some things she told me
00:10:15in which I told you
00:10:17that she had divorced two times.
00:10:20But after all the blessings,
00:10:23she told me that
00:10:24she had gotten married five times
00:10:29and she has not been divorced legally.
00:10:36So when I heard this,
00:10:38I was...
00:10:39I was shocked.
00:10:42Uncle.
00:10:43Hold on.
00:10:44No.
00:10:44Let me explain.
00:10:46Hold on.
00:10:46Let him explain.
00:10:47It's not yet time for you to talk.
00:10:50So this is what she told me.
00:10:53And she also told me that
00:10:54from 21 years now,
00:10:56that she has been in a relationship
00:11:00with several women.
00:11:04May I please explain, uncle?
00:11:06Oh, wait.
00:11:08You told me that
00:11:11you have stopped everything
00:11:12about lesbianism.
00:11:15I have.
00:11:16I have.
00:11:16But why am I hearing this one now?
00:11:20Where is the honesty?
00:11:23Up to 20-something years
00:11:24with your fellow woman.
00:11:28This is an abomination.
00:11:52I can't believe you.
00:11:58It's the truth.
00:11:58You are just telling me lies.
00:12:03Our abomination.
00:12:09I did it.
00:12:11What will the gods of our land say?
00:12:16Because of this,
00:12:17because of this here problem,
00:12:18the marriage will be over.
00:12:22Thank you, Prince.
00:12:35I feel angry about Lisa.
00:12:38I gave her my approval,
00:12:41gave them my blessings.
00:12:43But now she deceives me.
00:12:49Why is she crying?
00:12:51In spite of the offense she has committed,
00:12:55she's still crying.
00:12:58When she cries,
00:13:00that makes me more angry.
00:13:02I feel she is pretending
00:13:04just to get sympathy from me.
00:13:08That's another offense.
00:13:11I forgave her the first time,
00:13:14but now I withdraw my approval
00:13:17and my blessing.
00:13:22I have a gift for you, actually.
00:13:24You have a gift for me?
00:13:25Your book?
00:13:26Oh!
00:13:28That's so sweet of you.
00:13:30I'm here, too.
00:13:31You know, your boyfriend.
00:13:33I'm going to get to know him.
00:13:34And when I realize his motive,
00:13:37I'll be the mother****** that stops her.
00:13:43I don't know
00:13:44how this meeting is going to go.
00:13:46I mean, I have my engagement ring
00:13:48that Mohammed gave to me last year
00:13:51when he proposed.
00:13:53Putting this ring back on
00:13:54is actually bringing up old feelings.
00:13:56It actually feels nice to have it on.
00:13:59I just feel like there's a lot of things
00:14:00that were left unsaid.
00:14:26Do you like?
00:14:28Do I like this movie?
00:14:30Do I like this movie or violence?
00:14:46So, you came all the way.
00:14:52Yeah, I thought I'd check in on Laura,
00:14:55see how she's doing.
00:14:56Yeah, she's good.
00:14:57She's happy.
00:14:59She's happy?
00:14:59Okay, good.
00:15:00I'm glad to hear that.
00:15:01Yeah.
00:15:14I have a gift for you.
00:15:15You have a gift for me?
00:15:16I actually have two gifts for you.
00:15:18Oh, that's so sweet.
00:15:19Would you like me to get them?
00:15:20I would love that.
00:15:22That's a surprise.
00:15:26I'm not surprised.
00:15:27You wanted me to pick up something for you.
00:15:29I did, in fact.
00:15:30I want you to pick up something for me.
00:15:34So, one, your book.
00:15:36Oh, the second.
00:15:38And you fell in love with these the first time,
00:15:39so here's another set.
00:15:40And the packing cubes that I love
00:15:42that you got me.
00:15:42Mm-hmm.
00:15:46That's so sweet of you.
00:15:48You're so thoughtful.
00:15:50Yes, yes, I am.
00:15:53You're teaching me the gift-giving language.
00:15:56I love that.
00:16:00I'm here, too.
00:16:01You know, your boyfriend.
00:16:04He just brought me a gift.
00:16:06Yeah, I love that gift.
00:16:07Me, too.
00:16:08Yeah.
00:16:15Michael just arrived in Turkey,
00:16:17and it just feels really freaking awkward.
00:16:21I feel like beer con's being ridiculously cold to Michael,
00:16:26and really, it's so intentional
00:16:29and completely unnecessary.
00:16:32Grow up.
00:16:34Okay.
00:16:35So, Laura, how was your day today?
00:16:37How was life?
00:16:39Yeah, it's been pretty good.
00:16:40I feel like I'm, like, in vacation mode.
00:16:43You are in vacation mode.
00:16:44Yeah.
00:16:45It's a lot later nights than I'm used to.
00:16:48That's a huge contrast to what my normal day-to-day life is.
00:16:52And I try to decide if it's a compatibility thing.
00:16:56Well, I mean, if beer con were to come to the States,
00:16:58you're probably more on your schedule then.
00:17:00He'd follow more in line with you
00:17:01because he'd be his only point of contact, so.
00:17:05Maybe.
00:17:06I mean, he doesn't.
00:17:08Your friend has a point.
00:17:15Did you enjoy Turkey so far?
00:17:18Well, in the short amount of time I've been here,
00:17:20I have experienced a cab driver weave through humans.
00:17:26Hey, yeah.
00:17:26Welcome to Turkey.
00:17:27Exactly.
00:17:36So, if you want, I can show you around.
00:17:41This is my country.
00:17:42This is my city.
00:17:44And you're the friend, my love.
00:17:47So, I can make that.
00:17:51Well, I appreciate that.
00:17:53This is at least I can do.
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:59I had to be a jerk at the beginning, you know,
00:18:02because he has to know the boundaries.
00:18:06I play this game a lot.
00:18:08And this is my strategy.
00:18:10I have to get information first.
00:18:13I'm going to get to know him.
00:18:15And when I realize his motive,
00:18:17I'll be the mother and stop sex.
00:18:24After you, people.
00:18:48How much longer is the drive there?
00:18:51Just 10 minutes.
00:18:52Oh, only 10 minutes?
00:18:53Yeah.
00:18:54Okay.
00:18:56Whew.
00:18:57Getting nervous.
00:19:10It's kind of crazy that I'm back
00:19:12because I wasn't expecting to see Mohamed
00:19:16ever again after he broke up with me.
00:19:21This is a really weird turn of events.
00:19:23I came here to make a relationship,
00:19:26work with Zied,
00:19:27and build a future with him.
00:19:29So to be going to Casablanca right now
00:19:31to see Mohamed,
00:19:32it's kind of surreal.
00:19:36Like, I remember driving on this way
00:19:39to go to the mosque.
00:19:41So this is starting to feel familiar.
00:19:46I don't know.
00:19:47It's like a weird feeling.
00:19:48And like, I know Mohamed is close by,
00:19:51so I'm getting like nervous,
00:19:53like butterflies.
00:19:55Especially because I have my engagement ring
00:19:59that Mohamed gave to me last year
00:20:02when he proposed.
00:20:03I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it
00:20:07or what the plan is with that ring,
00:20:09but I do have it with me.
00:20:14I know it's a little crazy
00:20:16that I brought the ring with me to Morocco.
00:20:21There was a part of me deep down
00:20:23that thought maybe somewhere along this trip,
00:20:25maybe I would see Mohamed,
00:20:26and maybe I would have the opportunity
00:20:28to give it back to him
00:20:30or get some closure.
00:20:32But putting this ring back on
00:20:34is actually, I don't know,
00:20:36it's actually bringing up some old feelings
00:20:39and it actually feels nice to have it on.
00:20:45I don't know how this meeting is going to go.
00:20:49I don't know if it's going to go good
00:20:50or if it's going to go bad,
00:20:51if he's going to be nice to me.
00:20:56But I think him just being willing
00:20:58to come and see me for lunch or coffee
00:21:01or whatever is a sign
00:21:02that he would be open to
00:21:07potentially starting a relationship again.
00:21:15Oh, we're here.
00:21:16Oh, my goodness.
00:21:18Okay.
00:21:18Thank you so much.
00:21:22Oh, my gosh.
00:21:30Hello.
00:21:31Hi.
00:21:32I'm looking for a table for two.
00:21:35Yes, here we come.
00:21:37This one?
00:21:38Yes.
00:21:39Perfect.
00:21:40Thank you so much.
00:21:41Thank you so much.
00:21:44My heart's racing.
00:21:48I'm, like, feeling shaky.
00:21:51Like, shaky good way or bad way?
00:21:54Shaky, I'm just, like, feeling overwhelmed
00:21:56because all of the memories from my last trip
00:21:59are now replaying in my head.
00:22:01So I just feel like there's a lot of things
00:22:03that were left unsaid,
00:22:06and I really don't know what to expect.
00:22:09And I really don't know what to expect.
00:22:36I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:22:38I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:23:06I'm kind of getting nervous.
00:23:09I'm kind of getting nervous.
00:23:11I'm kind of getting nervous.
00:23:11Excuse me?
00:23:12Hi.
00:23:13Hi.
00:23:14Um, could I actually order a cappuccino, please?
00:23:17Yes.
00:23:24Oh, it says that Muhammad's online.
00:23:27He's read all my messages, and he's online.
00:23:34Oh, thank you so much.
00:23:36That looks delicious.
00:23:38You're welcome.
00:23:40I'm going to call him, I think.
00:24:07Well, he's not answering.
00:24:12Okay, it said no answer.
00:24:14Okay.
00:24:29I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:42Are you kidding me?
00:24:47A fiancée?
00:24:50He said he has a fiancée.
00:24:57Go under me.
00:25:00Stig and I had a rough few days
00:25:02dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:25:05Life is going to be tough
00:25:07being the wife or girlfriend of you.
00:25:11I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past,
00:25:15but it's got me scared.
00:25:20Babe, I want you to know.
00:25:38Smile for the camera.
00:25:42Go under me.
00:25:53What do you see?
00:25:56Um, a lot of grass.
00:25:59Really?
00:26:00That's it.
00:26:00No fish?
00:26:01No fish yet.
00:26:12Oh, my little mermaid.
00:26:21So pretty.
00:26:23It's pretty.
00:26:25I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time
00:26:28because it feels like a breath of fresh air
00:26:31after all the tough stuff we went through
00:26:33and everybody getting, like, literally.
00:26:35Literally, like, the moment you said that,
00:26:38the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:40It's a sign.
00:26:42Stig and I had a rough few days
00:26:44dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:47It was really hard and embarrassing
00:26:48for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:51But when it comes down to it,
00:26:53I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:56And we can finally relax now
00:26:58because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:27:02I know that we all have your back
00:27:03and we want the best for you.
00:27:04We love you.
00:27:05I know.
00:27:05And I love you, too.
00:27:06And I appreciate you being here,
00:27:09trying to help me out.
00:27:10All right.
00:27:13Have a safe flight.
00:27:14Be careful.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:16Don't be stupid out here.
00:27:18Okay.
00:27:18Okay.
00:27:18All right.
00:27:19All right.
00:27:23I'm glad you were able to stick it out
00:27:26through Aunt Spring.
00:27:28I know she's a lot.
00:27:29It's okay.
00:27:30I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:27:33Me too.
00:27:34Mm-hmm.
00:27:35Life is going to be tough
00:27:37being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:27:41because you, you know,
00:27:43you have some fame.
00:27:46But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:48So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:51I enjoy you, your soul,
00:27:53and everything.
00:27:55So I feel like when I first met you
00:27:58at the airport all over again.
00:27:59When I was both nervous
00:28:01and all giggly.
00:28:03Yeah.
00:28:04That's the moment I realized,
00:28:06yeah, this is real.
00:28:08Mm-hmm.
00:28:11Babe, I want you to know
00:28:14that I'm grateful to have you here in Belize.
00:28:18That you took time out,
00:28:19come all the way to my country to meet me.
00:28:22Mm-hmm.
00:28:23I'm grateful that you're staying by my side
00:28:25through everything.
00:28:26And every day was something new,
00:28:27good and bad.
00:28:29Literally.
00:28:29And all through those moments,
00:28:31like, I just kept on falling for you
00:28:34and falling for you.
00:28:36Right?
00:28:40So, if I want you to know that I love you.
00:28:49I feel like I fell in love on the shirt.
00:28:51Like, for real, for real, babe.
00:28:53I love you, too.
00:28:56Hello?
00:28:56Mm-hmm.
00:28:58Sure?
00:28:59Mm-hmm.
00:29:07I said it.
00:29:08It was a big day.
00:29:09I said I love you the first time.
00:29:11Del Vivo.
00:29:14Ooh.
00:29:18And she said it back.
00:29:19Which is good.
00:29:21That's a good thing.
00:29:23Over the past couple of days,
00:29:25with everything that we went through,
00:29:27got me scared.
00:29:29I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past,
00:29:32but I know for sure I don't want to lose Aviva.
00:29:34That would break my heart.
00:29:38I was waiting for the right moment.
00:29:39I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:29:41I know you were probably questioning it in your mind.
00:29:43I was.
00:29:45But I do.
00:29:46Mm-hmm.
00:29:46I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:51Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:53It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship,
00:29:55and it's special to me.
00:29:59But at the same time,
00:30:01I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:30:04So I am hoping that him saying I love you
00:30:07means we are closer to a proposal
00:30:10because I want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:30:13And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:30:15Tell your body
00:30:17makes me feel so sexy
00:30:22I love you.
00:30:23I love you, too.
00:30:25I love you, too.
00:30:32I love you, too.
00:31:00Close, close.
00:31:01I'm not going to have to wave.
00:31:11Is there sharks in the water?
00:31:13Could be.
00:31:14Could be.
00:31:15But we're going to be safe.
00:31:16Way, way, way out.
00:31:17OK.
00:31:18They don't like Americans.
00:31:20Perfect.
00:31:21I decided to book a surfing lesson
00:31:23for Elise and I today
00:31:24because it's Bondi.
00:31:26It's Australia.
00:31:26It's surfing.
00:31:27That's what we're known for.
00:31:29I feel like this is so ugly.
00:31:32Yeah.
00:31:33It's not the best.
00:31:36I think it'll be a good reset for us, too.
00:31:39You know, get in the water,
00:31:39do something active, you know,
00:31:41taking our mind off, you know,
00:31:42the last night and Nat
00:31:44and me living with her
00:31:45and Elise freaking out this morning.
00:31:48Let's just all wash it away
00:31:49in the waves, you know?
00:31:51I don't think I'm going to do well,
00:31:53but...
00:31:54That doesn't matter.
00:31:54As long as you're having fun.
00:32:00Oh, my God.
00:32:06Let's go, baby.
00:32:08Josh looks exactly surfing,
00:32:10catching all the waves.
00:32:12And here I look like a hot mess.
00:32:20I can't.
00:32:21Oh, my God.
00:32:28I hate .
00:32:30Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:32:32No, I've never taken a girl surfing,
00:32:34so that's a first.
00:32:43Surf cherry popped.
00:32:44Mm-hmm.
00:32:45Red for cherry popping.
00:32:53This is not my birthday.
00:33:02You want to try any fish?
00:33:04No.
00:33:04Okay.
00:33:05Well...
00:33:06I told you I don't like fish,
00:33:07and you brought me another fish, please.
00:33:09What's chicken snitchel?
00:33:10Chicken snitty.
00:33:12Oh.
00:33:12What?
00:33:12I should get that, chicken snitchel.
00:33:14Chicken burger as well?
00:33:15We have one of each.
00:33:16We'll try.
00:33:17Okay.
00:33:20Awesome.
00:33:21Can we get tomato and aioli, please?
00:33:24Like ketchup?
00:33:25Yeah.
00:33:25Oh, that's what you call?
00:33:26Ketchup, that's tomato, yeah.
00:33:28Wait, so you call
00:33:29tomato is ketchup?
00:33:31Yes, tomato is ketchup.
00:33:32What?
00:33:35So besides what happened this morning,
00:33:38today has been a really good day.
00:33:40Yeah.
00:33:42And I'm happy he's taking me out
00:33:43with something chill, something fun.
00:33:45This is, like,
00:33:45what I want my Saturday nights to be like.
00:33:49Wow.
00:33:49How do you even fight into this?
00:33:52You gotta have a big mouth.
00:33:53I have a small mouth.
00:33:54Oh.
00:33:55Yeah, right.
00:33:57I know, I swear.
00:33:58Do you?
00:33:58I do, yes.
00:34:00You just do it like this.
00:34:05Oh, my God.
00:34:06Hold it.
00:34:08It's falling.
00:34:10Oh, my God.
00:34:12Look at you,
00:34:13Mike.
00:34:17Oh.
00:34:20I am a mess.
00:34:23What do you think?
00:34:24Good?
00:34:24I think it was great.
00:34:25The biggest sandwich I've ever had.
00:34:33What's on your mind?
00:34:38I wish you could stay longer.
00:34:40Longer?
00:34:40Mm.
00:34:41I've still got another, what, eight days?
00:34:43I already don't want you to leave.
00:34:45I don't want to leave either.
00:34:46I'm good.
00:34:47I'm glad.
00:34:49What's on your mind?
00:34:51Well, I mean, I...
00:34:55I believe that you have an amazing heart.
00:34:59It just worries me that I feel like your life's unstable.
00:35:04Like, there's so many question marks.
00:35:06Like, where are you going to live?
00:35:08The job situation.
00:35:09Like, everything.
00:35:10It just scares me.
00:35:14Like, this year's been...
00:35:17It's a year to forget for me, you know?
00:35:19My son leaving, you know,
00:35:22moving up far away from me.
00:35:25That did rattle me,
00:35:26and I sort of had him to look after,
00:35:28like, a lot more than I do now.
00:35:32Yeah, you almost felt like a part of you
00:35:33probably was missing, so, like...
00:35:35Yeah, and, like, I...
00:35:37Just...
00:35:38Took...
00:35:38Went around, went about it,
00:35:40probably in a rebellious way.
00:35:45I love being a dad,
00:35:46but recently, my son and his mother
00:35:48and their family
00:35:50moved about an hour and a half away by plane.
00:35:53It was for a better family life for them,
00:35:56but I took it pretty hard.
00:35:58I started to spiral a bit
00:36:00and going out a lot.
00:36:01To take my mind off things.
00:36:03But I know I need to make a change
00:36:04and calm down,
00:36:06and I've been working on myself,
00:36:08so at least there's nothing to worry about.
00:36:11I've been in your position.
00:36:14I went on a wild streak, too,
00:36:17and I...
00:36:17I think I needed that
00:36:19to realise what I want
00:36:21and what I'm looking for,
00:36:22and, like, I needed to settle down.
00:36:26But...
00:36:26What I'm really trying to get at,
00:36:30I've been...
00:36:32taken advantage of it in my past.
00:36:35Good luck.
00:36:37This is so bad.
00:36:38Can we finish this conversation in the car?
00:36:40Yeah, I think...
00:36:41It's like...
00:36:41Yeah, happily.
00:36:49I feel like we're finally having a good conversation,
00:36:55and I want to finish it
00:36:56before we do anything else.
00:36:58Yeah, yeah.
00:37:01I have...
00:37:01My family has went through the ringers
00:37:04with my ex
00:37:06and, like, how my ex
00:37:08financially abused me and my family.
00:37:11Yeah.
00:37:11And it's like,
00:37:12these question marks make me feel like
00:37:14it's super unstable,
00:37:15and it's like...
00:37:17Like, what's going to happen?
00:37:19Like, I don't know.
00:37:20You got that final warning at work,
00:37:23and it's like,
00:37:24you, like, lied to me that you...
00:37:25about living at Nat's and the...
00:37:28You've said what?
00:37:29But, like, what am I...
00:37:29Like, you think I'm leeching?
00:37:32Nat's helping you out,
00:37:33and I've been used in the past with money.
00:37:35Like, I don't know
00:37:36if you're going to be using me for money.
00:37:38Well, why would I
00:37:39when I'm using Nat?
00:37:45It seems like you're getting so defensive
00:37:47with just, like...
00:37:48I'm just sick of the peppering
00:37:49and peppering, peppering.
00:37:50Like, you're flogging the same horse, like...
00:37:51Because when I get a f***ing warning like that
00:37:54when you send me...
00:37:55It happened,
00:37:55but now it's...
00:37:56I still have a job.
00:37:57Okay, but it makes me worried
00:37:58that you could be using me.
00:38:01Well, how would I use you?
00:38:02I don't know if you don't have a job.
00:38:04What have I made you pay for
00:38:05when you've been here?
00:38:07It doesn't matter.
00:38:08I'm just...
00:38:09Okay.
00:38:09Well, that's f***ing stupid.
00:38:12And if you think that,
00:38:14then I would not expect anything less
00:38:17than you wanting to go.
00:38:19So, please, please let me know.
00:38:22Because...
00:38:22I'm not playing that f***ing game.
00:38:24I'm not playing that f***ing game.
00:38:33They're thinking, why can't they just take care of me.
00:38:38Why can't we just take care of my concern?
00:38:42Not that much I've been doing, I think they're who I am.
00:39:18What's wrong?
00:39:19There's some wood dust just
00:39:21fell into my eye after knocking.
00:39:33Did you sleep well?
00:39:35I mean, I'm fine.
00:39:37It was a little hot, but, you know.
00:39:39I know.
00:39:40I know that.
00:39:41I'm sorry.
00:39:42I know.
00:39:44Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed
00:39:48seems like we are siblings.
00:39:50I don't know.
00:39:51We should take a shower and go join them.
00:39:55But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:40:01He's showing that he does respect my father.
00:40:05And I like that.
00:40:09Oh, baby.
00:40:10I can't believe you.
00:40:11So you're going to walk out like this?
00:40:13Make sure it's not going to fall.
00:40:15I don't see nothing.
00:40:16Look.
00:40:17I'm all covered up.
00:40:25Jesus.
00:40:27Oh, baby, this water is cold.
00:40:28Oh, you can survive.
00:40:34Oh, baby.
00:40:40Village life is definitely not the life for me.
00:40:44And I think Trisha's family is picking up on that.
00:40:48Oh.
00:40:49I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:40:55Whoo.
00:40:56Oh, OK.
00:40:57Malang ran mani.
00:41:01Malang ran mani?
00:41:02Mm-mm.
00:41:03No.
00:41:05What?
00:41:06Pandemic.
00:41:06It's fine.
00:41:08Oh, baby.
00:41:10I realized that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness about whether I want kids
00:41:18or not, but I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me, and I hope
00:41:24they can see I am a good partner for Trish.
00:41:40They're preparing something, like for the lunch, take the leaves, and that's it.
00:41:46What kind of leaves are those, babe?
00:41:48It's cassava leaves.
00:41:50You remember when we ate somewhere on the street?
00:41:53We tried, then it's a...
00:41:55Mmm!
00:41:55No, that bitter one?
00:41:59Oh, no, baby.
00:42:02Oh, no.
00:42:03Oh, no.
00:42:04Oh, no.
00:42:06Oh, no.
00:42:07No, no.
00:42:07No, no.
00:42:09Who used to talk with me?
00:42:10Can you...
00:42:11Do you know how to...
00:42:14Yeah, you should have...
00:42:16Oh!
00:42:17No, no.
00:42:18C'est là , c'est là .
00:42:24Yo.
00:42:25Yo, huh?
00:42:26Yo.
00:42:28Yo.
00:42:30Finally got one.
00:42:33Yo.
00:42:36Yo.
00:42:37Yo.
00:42:38Yo.
00:42:41Yo.
00:42:42Yo.
00:42:46Yo.
00:42:46Yo.
00:42:47Yo.
00:42:48Yo.
00:42:49Yo.
00:42:49Yo.
00:42:52Yo.
00:42:52Yo.
00:42:53Yo.
00:42:54Yo.
00:42:58Yo.
00:43:02We have a beautiful house of the world.
00:43:06We have a beautiful house.
00:43:08We have to buy some of the trees.
00:43:13We have a beautiful house.
00:43:14Inside the house.
00:43:16We have to live in this house.
00:43:22We live in and see.
00:43:25We live in our local...
00:43:27that I'm not a child.
00:43:30But I'm a young man.
00:43:34I love that.
00:43:38I love that.
00:43:40I love that.
00:43:42I love that.
00:43:46I have no idea what to do.
00:43:48I have no idea how to do it.
00:43:53I have no idea how to do it.
00:43:56When we are in the UK, when we are the UK , we have to stress, we will be of
00:44:06little
00:44:06brains.
00:44:08I think that he can do all the work I have done to do all the things I have done
00:44:16to do
00:44:16the work I have done in the UK.
00:44:35He scares me a lot, because I don't know how to convince Rick to have a baby.
00:44:44Even though he hurt me so much, it's hard for me to lose Rick.
00:44:48He's a good man, and I love him so much.
00:44:53But I love my family also.
00:44:57So if he doesn't want a child, we have to break up, and that will break my heart.
00:45:05I don't want that.
00:45:12Melora, I know, plays pickleball in the evening.
00:45:15She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:45:18You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:21So why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:45:25I don't have an answer for that.
00:45:28Yeah.
00:45:38Are you watching soccer?
00:45:40No.
00:45:41I used to watch tennis when I was younger, and then baseball, but I don't watch any sport
00:45:46anymore.
00:45:46I never understand baseball.
00:45:49It's more fun to me than soccer.
00:46:01Okay.
00:46:02It looks like we're here.
00:46:03This is my hotel.
00:46:04Tell me right back, okay?
00:46:05Okay.
00:46:07Huh.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:10Michael arrived earlier today, and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go
00:46:17and see more of the city.
00:46:19I'm glad that Birkon was willing to spend time with him.
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:25I love keeping my enemies close.
00:46:30I don't believe in their .
00:46:34But at the same time, I feel like Birkon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough guy.
00:46:39And I don't like that because not only do I want Birkon to end up liking Michael, but I need
00:46:45Michael to approve of my relationship with Birkon, and Birkon's making that really difficult right now.
00:46:53I don't think he's giving you .
00:46:55I think he's trying really hard to be nice to you so that, you know, we can all kind of
00:47:01get along.
00:47:01I think he's worried, understandably so, that you're going to make me choose between you or him.
00:47:09Look, I'm going to give that guy a chance and nothing more.
00:47:14I appreciate that, honestly.
00:47:17Okay.
00:47:28This is cute and cozy.
00:47:30Really nice.
00:47:31Yep, it is.
00:47:46So, this morning, I was acting like a bastard to you, and you didn't respond to me that way.
00:47:56You just tried to communicate.
00:47:57Mm-hmm.
00:47:58And I'm sorry.
00:48:01I appreciate that, Birkon.
00:48:02And I want you to understand what is my intentions about this relationship and to get to know each other.
00:48:12So, I can tell everything about me because I am proud of the life I live.
00:48:19How much have you told him what we've talked about?
00:48:22I mean, like, the things that you and I talked about, like the debt, he and I have talked about
00:48:28it extensively.
00:48:28Mm-hmm.
00:48:30Well, Birkon, tell me more about your debt.
00:48:35Okay.
00:48:36I had three places.
00:48:37Like this.
00:48:38Coffee.
00:48:39Okay.
00:48:40And Corona hit.
00:48:43I lost my places.
00:48:45Last four years.
00:48:46Everything just up.
00:48:48I couldn't handle because I had no connections.
00:48:51You couldn't find the right job.
00:48:53Even after I sell everything I had, I had 50K debt.
00:49:00All right.
00:49:01Yes.
00:49:01So, this isn't gambling debt then?
00:49:03Yeah, exactly.
00:49:06Gambling is only a way for me to make money.
00:49:10I get that people think about gambling is like blindly giving money.
00:49:17Mm-hmm.
00:49:18But I'm not an idiot.
00:49:21And I know the system.
00:49:24When to play, when to withdraw.
00:49:26And you say your system...
00:49:28Yeah.
00:49:29...earns you money.
00:49:30Yeah.
00:49:33I don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income.
00:49:37It's...
00:49:38It doesn't work.
00:49:39And gambling is infinitely more accessible in the States than it is in Turkey.
00:49:44We have a casino 10 minutes up the road.
00:49:47And all he needs is a car.
00:49:49And he's off to win, I guess.
00:49:52And I'm sure Laura would like help paying the rent rather than supporting him.
00:49:57I don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes.
00:50:01But I can't see it.
00:50:04I just...
00:50:04I don't see it working.
00:50:06So, I'd like to ask another question.
00:50:09I'm just kind of curious.
00:50:10Laura, you can get up at 4 a.m.
00:50:12And Vierkan, you're going to bed at 4 a.m.
00:50:16Yeah, exactly.
00:50:16How is this going to work?
00:50:17Yeah.
00:50:18Laura, I know, loves to work out at 4 a.m.
00:50:20And has done wonders for her.
00:50:22She plays pickleball in the evening.
00:50:24She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:50:27Well, you guys have your system there.
00:50:30I will try to involve every part of her life.
00:50:36The recommendation is that you marry your best friend.
00:50:39Usually your best friend is someone that you spend time with all the time.
00:50:43You have the same interests.
00:50:45You want to be with each other.
00:50:47Right.
00:50:48Okay.
00:50:50I'm going to ask just one question.
00:50:53You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:50:57Yeah.
00:50:59So, why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:06Why don't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:12I don't have an answer for that.
00:51:16Yeah.
00:51:23I don't even know how to respond.
00:51:27Because there's more to my romantic history with Michael
00:51:31than what I've told Vierkan.
00:51:33So, two people, no answers.
00:51:39But you should know that I will fight.
00:51:45And nothing can cover this relationship.
00:51:48You should know that.
00:51:54I'm so hungry.
00:51:57You have pregnancy cravings?
00:51:59Maybe.
00:52:01I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:52:04How would you feel if I was?
00:52:08Uncle, please.
00:52:09Please, sir.
00:52:11I love her with all my hats.
00:52:15What's in the program?
00:52:17What's the weekend?
00:52:18I'm lying.
00:52:19And you know the consequences.
00:52:28I'm so hungry.
00:52:41I'm so hungry.
00:52:43I'm so hungry.
00:52:45I'm so hungry.
00:52:47I'm not sure if I've been out of my hurry.
00:52:48I don't want to know her.
00:52:49I'm so hungry.
00:52:49I'm so hungry.
00:52:50I just can't get enough, oh, I got it, it's flowing in my blood, I just can't get enough.
00:53:01You're here, guys.
00:53:05We only have a few days left, sadly, but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:53:11Welcome to Casah Hill.
00:53:13My name is Marisol.
00:53:14Nice to meet you, Marisol.
00:53:15I'm hoping that the rest of the trip is not like the first half or more than half.
00:53:21So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway in San Ignacio.
00:53:27So pretty.
00:53:29Love all the trees.
00:53:32San Ignacio, the west side is amazing.
00:53:34The scenery is beautiful, it's like a jungle.
00:53:38Don't get me wrong, I love the beach, but this is really pretty, too.
00:53:42I'm in love with her, and I'm excited about the future.
00:53:48Wow.
00:53:49Here you go.
00:53:51What do you like?
00:53:52Yes.
00:53:53Aw.
00:53:54All the flowers.
00:53:55So romantic.
00:53:59I assume you said that.
00:54:01Anything for you.
00:54:03Okay, babe.
00:54:04Action on the deep now.
00:54:05Ready?
00:54:06Yes.
00:54:07Welcome to the Racha-Cha-Cha!
00:54:15Belize is very diverse.
00:54:17It's a melting pot.
00:54:18So, since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages
00:54:23to see the Mayan culture.
00:54:26I'm not Mayan, right?
00:54:27But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town.
00:54:32So, I signed me and Aviva up for a cooking class, making some Mayan food.
00:54:38Hi, good afternoon.
00:54:39Welcome to our kitchen.
00:54:41I'm Stig.
00:54:42Nice to meet you.
00:54:43Nice to meet you.
00:54:44So, we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:54:46And over here, we have the corn.
00:54:49The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:54:53There was no wheat.
00:54:54There was only corn.
00:54:55And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn.
00:55:01Okay?
00:55:01We press it, and then it breaks.
00:55:06So, that is how we start making masa.
00:55:10You can come over.
00:55:15Let me see you, Mayan.
00:55:21Okay.
00:55:25Yes.
00:55:26Exactly.
00:55:27I'll let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get the other things that we need for
00:55:33the meal.
00:55:33Okay?
00:55:34Enjoy.
00:55:37You want to try?
00:55:38Let me try with you.
00:55:39Okay.
00:55:41Teamwork makes the dream work.
00:55:42Ah, you're going to play.
00:55:43Oh, you're sorry.
00:55:45Come on, Mom.
00:55:47You're my little chef.
00:55:49Oh, okay.
00:55:50Okay.
00:55:55This is kind of turning me on.
00:55:58Oh!
00:55:59Babe!
00:56:00Oh!
00:56:03Babe, I think it's done, you know?
00:56:04Okay, I think it's done.
00:56:05Yeah.
00:56:06Oh.
00:56:08Come, come, come.
00:56:12I did not know.
00:56:13Rolling some kind of tortilla.
00:56:15Could be sexy.
00:56:17Yeah, yeah.
00:56:19My girl in front of me, rolling the little corn, making tortillas, and I'm moving right
00:56:24on.
00:56:24Right when it's done.
00:56:26You know?
00:56:27But.
00:56:28Okay, so we have the dough here.
00:56:30As I press, I turn it.
00:56:33And this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:56:36This is a clay come out.
00:56:38Perfect.
00:56:40All right.
00:56:40Let me know how it tastes.
00:56:45Mmm.
00:56:46Really good.
00:56:47Good?
00:56:48Okay, over here, we have the roasted chicken.
00:56:52Oh, my gosh.
00:56:52That looks so good.
00:56:54That looks so good.
00:56:57Babe, this is great.
00:56:59Mm-hmm.
00:57:00I never tried this.
00:57:02You never tried it?
00:57:03Nope.
00:57:04But the meat, you tried the meat, you could taste the smoke from the fire.
00:57:07From the fire, yeah.
00:57:08Yeah.
00:57:09It was super fun.
00:57:10I am.
00:57:11Mm-hmm.
00:57:12You think you could do this by yourself?
00:57:13Without help?
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:16You remember all the steps?
00:57:17Mm-hmm.
00:57:19I'm so hungry.
00:57:21Mm-hmm.
00:57:22You having pregnancy clearance?
00:57:27Maybe.
00:57:29It's possible.
00:57:31Mm-hmm.
00:57:35Babe.
00:57:36Mm-hmm.
00:57:36What does your period do?
00:57:42I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular, but it's usually around this time.
00:57:48Mm-hmm.
00:57:50Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro, we had plenty of sex without
00:57:56a condom the first few days I got here.
00:57:58And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:58:02It is scary thinking I could be pregnant, but it is what I was hoping for, and it's what
00:58:07we discussed before I got here.
00:58:09So, maybe it's a good thing.
00:58:11Mm-hmm.
00:58:11Do you want to take a test?
00:58:15I think we should.
00:58:16Hmm.
00:58:17Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:58:21Like, I at least want to know.
00:58:24How would you feel if I was?
00:58:28Honestly?
00:58:30Excited.
00:58:32For real.
00:58:33If you were pregnant...
00:58:33Would you be excited?
00:58:34Yes, I would.
00:58:35Really?
00:58:36What happened?
00:58:37You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:58:40You changed your mind?
00:58:41Again?
00:58:43Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:58:45I want a future, too.
00:58:47We're thinking about the future.
00:58:48Mm.
00:58:50I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:58:54So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:58:58Maybe we should, yes.
00:59:00Ah!
00:59:00I know, right?
00:59:01I'm nervous.
00:59:06I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:59:12There's a chance that I could actually be pregnant,
00:59:15so we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:59:18It is a big risk that we took,
00:59:20but I do take it very, very serious.
00:59:23Yeah.
00:59:38He said, leave me alone.
00:59:39I don't want to see you anymore.
00:59:40I have a fiancé.
00:59:42What the ?
00:59:43Oh.
01:00:01Well...
01:00:05What the ?
01:00:06If he had a fiancé, then why did he tell me
01:00:08to come here yesterday.
01:00:11He literally called me and said he wanted to see me,
01:00:14asked if I was there.
01:00:18He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
01:00:22I'm so done.
01:00:24I'm done.
01:00:28I'm done.
01:00:31Everything about this trip has been .
01:00:36Like, it's just a waste of my time.
01:00:38He made me come all the way down here.
01:00:39He invited me to Casablanca just to tell me he has a fiance.
01:00:44Like, what the ?
01:00:46Then why did you make me come here?
01:00:55I'm just so done with these pieces of , man.
01:00:58And I just, I deserve better than that.
01:01:00Like, how dare Zia dump me and leave me alone in the desert,
01:01:04Mohammed standing me up.
01:01:06Like, I'm just so over it.
01:01:07Such a waste of my money.
01:01:09Such a waste of everything.
01:01:11Mohammed can go himself.
01:01:13And like, how does Mohammed get engaged?
01:01:17I'm still single, but Mohammed is engaged.
01:01:20In what world?
01:01:22Literally in what world?
01:01:25I wish his fiancee luck, because I know she's probably going
01:01:28bankrupt with all the money she's sending him,
01:01:31everything she's doing to support him,
01:01:33all the gifts for him and his family,
01:01:35because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:01:36So I honestly wish her luck.
01:01:38And him.
01:01:40him, Siad, Mohammed, both of them.
01:01:44I was not meant to find love here.
01:02:03I know someone's going to meet me,
01:02:05and someone's going to love me,
01:02:07and someone's going to appreciate everything that I do
01:02:09and the person that I am.
01:02:13I just want to go home now.
01:02:19this ring, and everything that it represented.
01:02:26Because I don't need it anymore.
01:02:29And I will find love somewhere else.
01:02:32I'm done.
01:02:34Ah!
01:02:53So, give us the tea.
01:02:55What's going on?
01:02:58I've caught him in a few lies.
01:03:00He's actually living with this girl.
01:03:03Rent free.
01:03:04I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:03:06I think you should slow your roll and judge laughs.
01:03:10She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of her,
01:03:13like she's been taking advantage of the person.
01:03:15It's just emasculating.
01:03:16Like, it just pisses me off.
01:03:18You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker, or...?
01:03:25We used to talk late every night.
01:03:30Till it felt like something wasn't right.
01:03:34Oh, when you got caught waiting on the other line.
01:03:40Oh!
01:03:42Joshy.
01:03:43Hi, brother.
01:03:44How are ya?
01:03:45Good.
01:03:45What's going on?
01:03:46What's happening?
01:03:47Bit of just in time for a terrible workout.
01:03:49Ha, ha, ha.
01:03:51Ha, ha.
01:03:51Momma, in the work when he stays late night
01:03:54and he makes double pay throws.
01:03:56Where's Elise?
01:03:57Ah, yeah, she's Becky the Palmer.
01:03:59Why?
01:04:00Cranky?
01:04:01Been a bit of a quiet day.
01:04:03You know?
01:04:07it is such a mess in here
01:04:12where's josh i don't know i think he might be working out with chris
01:04:17it was last night a little rough yeah we slept in different rooms didn't have sex
01:04:23didn't speak i'm just gonna take a little breather here and try and clear my head
01:04:34last night i wanted to explain to joshua about me getting used in my past and like just wanting
01:04:39to open up and gauge where he is financially but he just got like really defensive and we didn't
01:04:45really get anywhere productive in the conversation i could tell that he was pretty offended but i
01:04:52don't know him 100 so it gives me a right to ask questions and make sure that he doesn't use
01:04:58people
01:04:58for money hi can i please order the mile high of course i'm looking for stability and right now
01:05:08his life is completely unstable and that scares me to death because i've been here before
01:05:17when i was 19 i i met the love of my life he was like really funny and smart and
01:05:25athletic
01:05:25and charming he genuinely treated me like a queen i loved him so much
01:05:33sometimes i was a bitch but like i've always loved him
01:05:38i moved to florida with him we got engaged and i was like so excited about my future and
01:05:44like getting married and having kids and um
01:05:49one morning i woke up and my life was completely shattered like completely shattered and he was gone
01:05:57he passed away from struggles that i had no idea about
01:06:08it broke me and it was so scary and hard at such a young age
01:06:12and i had just got to florida and i just got engaged and i thought like
01:06:16my forever was gone you know
01:06:22and it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again
01:06:27and now with josh between the lies and the instability it's just super scary
01:06:40hi pumpkin
01:06:41hi dad hi mom i miss you guys
01:06:46you're my little kangaroo
01:06:47i haven't seen a kangaroo yet but i'm still hoping i get to see one
01:06:52give us the tea what's going on i mean it's overall it's been really good and i really like him
01:07:00like we have this insane connection but i'm very worried about his finances
01:07:05and i've caught him in a few lies about his living situation
01:07:15what do you think he's lying about
01:07:16he told me he was living with his parents but right now he's actually living with this girl
01:07:24named nat
01:07:27oh
01:07:35hello we got we got heated in the car just about the whole you know her calling me a liar
01:07:39and
01:07:39saying that's got a financial hold on me
01:07:42you know when she really does it like she offered me a place to stay right
01:07:47i think there's something there that's sort of you know i don't think she'll be able to get past you
01:07:53know maybe that this is a nat is that the thing she might be up there there's something there
01:07:57maybe the close maybe the closeness of it you know but yeah i'm just jealous
01:08:04i feel like she's being a bit insecure and she has no reason to be
01:08:07i hate jealousy in a relationship it aided me last relationship so it really wore me down
01:08:13it really made me miserable i don't want to go through that again
01:08:16and i don't think i'm unreasonable in asking for that
01:08:20i'm not jealous of her i don't think there's sexual chemistry what i am pissed about is that
01:08:25there's an emotional connection there's something going on he told me he's living there rent free
01:08:31i think she has a financial choke hold on him like no other because i don't think you need to
01:08:37be
01:08:37drastic about it then what about if he uses me for money
01:08:42you know i hear what you're saying but it's a little early to say that you just met him
01:08:47you don't even know the facts we know you look for more negative yes i'd like to hear
01:08:54like the other stuff about him he's such a nice person like he really has a huge heart
01:09:01and you can see that like he genuinely likes me like he made me his background on his phone
01:09:06he did okay well that's right did you push him to do that no i did not i'm trying to
01:09:12get
01:09:12cool calm and collected here i swear all right we don't really sound that cool calm collected when
01:09:17you use words like i caught him in a lie you know this that the other thing i think you
01:09:22should slow
01:09:22your roll and discover more and judge less you know what you're gonna do is push him back he's not
01:09:29gonna even want to open up or tell you his thoughts or how he's feeling to you because he's afraid
01:09:34that you're gonna you know hurt him or trigger him and interrogate him interrogate or accuse him
01:09:44i'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about josh considering everything that's
01:09:50happened i mean maybe i pushed him a little bit too much last night i do have a habit of
01:09:56comparing him
01:09:57to my exes or my past relationships and maybe that is something i need to work on
01:10:01but i still feel like in my gut something's not right
01:10:09some of some of the way she's some of the things she says is just like they cut me deep
01:10:13but um when
01:10:15she said that she'd be scared that i might you know sort of take advantage of it like she's been
01:10:19taking advantage of the past and you know it's just emasculating like just the way she says it you
01:10:24know it just pisses me off it's getting to the point where just constantly like i'm a punching bag
01:10:32you reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or possibly
01:10:39you can't just deal with that for the next god knows how long
01:10:46i feel like you know she's she's projecting her past relationships onto me and uh it makes me angry
01:10:52and upset that she thinks i would use her for money she's attacking my integrity elisa's poking and
01:10:58prodding and refusing to believe me no matter what i say it's never enough i don't want to be in
01:11:04a
01:11:04relationship like that i am begging for your forgiveness because i did not mean to lie to you
01:11:16how many times i will forgive you i would do whatever you suggest to make this work
01:11:38it's okay it's okay
01:11:52it's uh crying cannot solve the problem no sir you always share crocodile tears you say one thing
01:12:02and do another thing uncle you know you're my elder she's a woman i love and i want to marry
01:12:11her
01:12:18what do i tell my people at home what do i tell them at home i cannot change the past
01:12:25i have made lots of mistakes in the past but that is not who i am anymore i won't face
01:12:32any consequence
01:12:32that must be faced oh daniel is the man i'm supposed to be with i won't leave it without daniel
01:12:50tomorrow you may go back to your vomit that's my work tomorrow i may hear another story
01:12:58no no no i can promise you i'm done lying i am done hiding truth
01:13:06this is it that's why you are here so i can tell you everything and beg forgiveness uncle uncle i'm
01:13:15not god no you're not i'm not god but i am begging for your forgiveness because i did not mean
01:13:21to lie to
01:13:22you forgiveness how many times i will forgive you i won't do it again i will do whatever you suggest
01:13:30to make this work
01:13:38uncle please please sir i love her with all my hearts i've never bring a woman to my family to
01:13:45you
01:13:46or my dad i want to spend the rest of my life with her i can go on my knees
01:13:52please
01:13:55um is there a way we can solve this please if there's a way please help
01:14:08you insist imagine here huh that's what i want please sir please
01:14:15i'm not the thief please i think you know that i know sir it's not within my powers to forgive
01:14:21a sort of abominable act because of this has mistakes we have to consult the spiritual leaders
01:14:31and the elders and they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not
01:14:39but my uncle have to be willing to go talk to them i feel nervous because as it stands now
01:14:46i don't know
01:14:47what's my uncle is going to do
01:14:55and you know the consequences
01:14:57yes
01:14:58and i don't want to go and seek advice
01:15:21uh from the elders and chief priests
01:15:45after everything that happened i'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step
01:15:52but meeting with the priest and elders what if they don't accept me and daniel being together
01:15:57what if nothing i do makes my lives better i only have one more day in nigeria and i want
01:16:05to
01:16:05leave here knowing that daniel and i can get married i'm so scared because i feel like i
01:16:11have no control over what's going to happen
01:16:18you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned he's hamill she's got zett
01:16:23this guy's a zedby just be honest tell me you love her
01:16:49good morning do you have laundry you want me to do nope i'm good are you sure i washed yeah
01:16:57you did your own yeah oh okay things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar
01:17:06michael was pretty jet-lagged so we dropped him back off at his hotel
01:17:11and before we parted ways beercon suggested that he and michael hang out today on their own without
01:17:18me and michael agreed so what are you going to do today like what are you planning on talking to
01:17:24him
01:17:25about time will tell and i can tell you before i got there and we're going to play some pool
01:17:33i wish i could go yep but sorry that's gonna happen you get the chance to one-on-one talk
01:17:41with him
01:17:42now it's my chance
01:17:52on the one hand i'm kind of glad that beercon's reaching out to michael and actually
01:17:57trying to have some conversation with him he's one of the most important people in my life
01:18:05so i'm hoping that they can find some common ground for my sake and then beercon will realize that
01:18:12he doesn't really have anything to worry about okay your body is waiting
01:18:19but i'm concerned that there's actually an underlying motive and that maybe he's trying
01:18:25to figure out more about my relationship with michael have fun be careful okay
01:18:31i haven't played pool in years
01:18:43i haven't played pool in years yeah about this as a practice
01:18:50what is your thoughts about turkey are you enjoying i am actually very nice morning very sunny
01:18:55but i'm glad we're meeting one-on-one yeah
01:19:01yesterday i asked laura and michael why aren't they in a relationship and they both couldn't answer
01:19:10makes me suspicious maybe something is going on between them
01:19:19i don't think laura will ever tell me the whole truth that's why i need to talk to michael alone
01:19:29i want to know everything
01:19:34show off
01:19:35yeah
01:19:37happens
01:19:40so i had some time to think yesterday after i got back to my hotel
01:19:45what are your thoughts
01:19:47you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned i was concerned that
01:19:53i don't know i was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions
01:19:55i didn't know you i'm like he gambles he's got that
01:19:59this guy's a zedby
01:20:03i get it i don't know i get the point
01:20:08you care about her that's why you flew all the way down here am i right
01:20:17if you want something just go for it you don't have to play games
01:20:27tell me you love her
01:20:30just be honest
01:20:41i mean i've known her a year and a half man
01:20:43yeah
01:20:43yeah if i was in love with her i would have made a move
01:20:51yeah
01:20:51yeah you did
01:20:53no
01:20:54she wouldn't meet her with you if i had made a move
01:20:57dude you made a move you blow it
01:20:59no no no no no no no
01:21:01laura made a move on me
01:21:05a very strong move on me one that you do not misunderstand
01:21:11and i told her i'm sorry i cannot reciprocate i cannot give that back to you
01:21:19she made a move
01:21:20she made a move on me
01:21:21it was long before she met you buddy
01:21:23but she made a move on me
01:21:25yeah so i have said no and i will continue to say no
01:21:29because that opportunity was there
01:21:31and i chose not to take it
01:21:41she never mentioned this before
01:21:45and that is the real problem
01:21:48and the problem is not because of you
01:21:52problem is because of her
01:22:01i wasn't expecting that
01:22:05i am thinking about sharing my life
01:22:08and you are keeping secret from me
01:22:12this is betrayal
01:22:13and that leads me to this question
01:22:17am i an alternative
01:22:20because she couldn't get what she wanted
01:22:25your car i hope you understand it isn't my intent to
01:22:28to throw a wrench as we say into your relationship
01:22:32because i want you to understand
01:22:34that i'm not here to threaten you
01:22:36i'm not here to pursue laura and take her away from you
01:22:39the point is michael
01:22:42i believe you
01:22:43that is the hard part
01:22:46i believe you and i don't believe laura anymore
01:22:49my trust is broken right now
01:22:55there is one secret
01:22:57there will be probably more
01:23:00and this
01:23:01this is more than a lie
01:23:03this is an intentional deception
01:23:05she kept something from me
01:23:08and i don't know
01:23:10what is it gonna be in the future
01:23:12or is there gonna be a future
01:23:21next time on
01:23:23before the 90 days
01:23:24last night was
01:23:25more sloppy
01:23:28than i thought it would be
01:23:30i am not a virgin anymore
01:23:31it's way better than what i thought
01:23:33okay
01:23:34me and my hand
01:23:35i'm sorry
01:23:35we're gonna have to break up
01:23:37how would you rate me
01:23:38one to ten
01:23:43i'm about to take this pregnancy test
01:23:45should we get it over with
01:23:47aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant
01:23:49but if she's not
01:23:51i'd be a little relief
01:23:55babe
01:23:56oh my god
01:24:00so much has happened in the last couple days
01:24:02i think this has shown me
01:24:04i just want something different
01:24:07before i leave morocco
01:24:08there's just one last thing that i need to take care of
01:24:15you know i'm gonna have kids
01:24:17my mom
01:24:18she left
01:24:18i was just one years old
01:24:20i know how important it is to trish and her family
01:24:24but i think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time
01:24:29i love trisha very very much
01:24:33i need more time
01:24:43the chief priest says we have to do a cleansing
01:24:46at his shrine
01:24:47are you sure this is the right way
01:24:49he can say
01:24:50that i can't be cleansed
01:24:52and i will lose daniel forever
01:25:06josh hasn't been transparent
01:25:08the nat situation has not cleared up
01:25:10and that's lingering over us
01:25:11i need to figure out once and for all
01:25:14what is going on
01:25:16you guys are emotionally tied
01:25:18yeah absolutely
01:25:19so why the am i here
01:25:21is it just
01:25:21is this just sexual
01:25:23why can i not have a friend
01:25:24i think it's weird
01:25:25i think it's weird
01:25:26hey guys
01:25:27let me ask you guys all the question
01:25:30am i crazy
01:25:31or is my guy living with a girl
01:25:33and getting financially
01:25:35supported crazy
01:25:36she's toxic
01:25:38i'm sorry
01:25:38i'm sorry
01:25:41i'm sorry
01:25:42i'm sorry
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