- 9 hours ago
90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 18: Emergency Exit
Category
📺
TVTranscript
00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée staying.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:20I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:28not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:34that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:49Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:51I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:19that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:23But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39Let me see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:55And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:58We talk about the babies.
00:02:00The future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:08She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:13and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:15Oh, my God.
00:02:16I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:22I trust my son.
00:02:24I don't trust you.
00:02:27I'm sorry.
00:02:28I just want to need space.
00:02:48What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:51I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done, this is crazy.
00:02:56I mean, my ex was flying the plane, and I was having sex with him while he was flying a
00:03:00plane.
00:03:01Like...
00:03:02I don't want to hear that.
00:03:03You don't?
00:03:03No.
00:03:04What?
00:03:04Okay, sorry.
00:03:14I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:17It's not because I don't want to do it, but, like, I just don't.
00:03:21So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:23I found this, and we can do it.
00:03:25Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:27Anything to put a smile on your face?
00:03:30You put a smile on your face.
00:03:32Period.
00:03:33My time in Australia is almost coming to an end, and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:41After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son, and,
00:03:46like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:48It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:52But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous, and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:56So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:04:01Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:04:03I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:05I heard abs.
00:04:06I heard sailing.
00:04:07It sounded cool, so I just booked the thing.
00:04:11You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this, because it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for
00:04:15trying.
00:04:16Are you scared of hops?
00:04:17Not really.
00:04:18I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:20It'll be fun.
00:04:21Really?
00:04:22Yep.
00:04:24We're here.
00:04:26Yay!
00:04:27Let's do this thing.
00:04:30How are we going?
00:04:31Hi!
00:04:32Hey, Mitch.
00:04:33Josh, how are you?
00:04:33Nice to meet you.
00:04:34Elise.
00:04:35Elise, nice to meet you.
00:04:36Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:37Sydney.
00:04:38Sydney?
00:04:38Miami.
00:04:39Miami, wow.
00:04:40So we're going canyoning today, and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:45Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:47Yeah, you will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water, and you have to go abseil off the
00:04:55waterfall.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:56Exciting?
00:04:57Yep.
00:04:57Excited?
00:04:58Yep.
00:04:59Cool.
00:05:00Awesome.
00:05:03Here we go.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:10Well, it's stunning.
00:05:12Oh, my God.
00:05:12That's Empress Falls down there.
00:05:13So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:18Here is the cardio.
00:05:20Get that ass in check.
00:05:22Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:23Really?
00:05:24Yep.
00:05:24Keep going.
00:05:26I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:30You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:32Yeah?
00:05:35So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits, because we're going
00:05:39through rock pools.
00:05:40I don't want to do it.
00:05:41Stop.
00:05:42It's fun.
00:05:42I don't want to do it.
00:05:43It's fun.
00:05:45I don't want to do this.
00:05:47Yeah, you do.
00:05:55Come on, baby.
00:05:56You will.
00:05:58Let's go.
00:05:59Come on.
00:06:00Come on.
00:06:02Yes.
00:06:02Yes!
00:06:07If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.
00:06:12It's scary.
00:06:24It's scary.
00:06:25The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:29I'm like, the .
00:06:30Not me.
00:06:31I'm not doing that.
00:06:33Ready?
00:06:34One step down.
00:06:35Yes!
00:06:37Come here.
00:06:38But guess what?
00:06:39I did it.
00:06:40She's such a trooper.
00:06:42Thanks, fam.
00:06:44You did.
00:06:45You did.
00:06:47Oh, my God.
00:06:48I don't like this at all, actually.
00:07:00Good girl.
00:07:01Good girl.
00:07:04I'm done, baby.
00:07:05I'm so done with it.
00:07:06Hey, what am I going to say?
00:07:07What am I going to say?
00:07:08No, really?
00:07:08Yeah.
00:07:11.
00:07:11I can't feel my hands.
00:07:18Oh, girl!
00:07:31I can't feel my hands.
00:07:32How am I going to do this rope?
00:07:36I'm shaking.
00:07:37Like, this is not good.
00:07:38Hit me, Rob.
00:07:41Oh, my God.
00:07:42I'm scared.
00:07:43I'm freezing.
00:07:44.
00:07:45Do you feel my legs shivering?
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:07:48Hey, what am I going to do?
00:07:49What am I going to do?
00:07:49Who are you going to do next?
00:07:50I can't do this anymore.
00:07:51You're all right.
00:07:52You're all right.
00:07:53I can't do this.
00:07:54I want to get off now.
00:07:57Hey.
00:07:57Like, I want to get home.
00:07:59I don't want to do this.
00:08:01Hey.
00:08:01You're OK.
00:08:02You have to get down there.
00:08:04You're coming down there.
00:08:06It's all right.
00:08:08You're going to be all right.
00:08:10You're going to be all right.
00:08:11You're going to be all right.
00:08:11You're going to be all right.
00:08:13I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:16Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:21I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:24And like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:29I can't do this!
00:08:33I want to get down, but the only way to get down
00:08:36is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:41I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:43Ah! Ah! Oh, my God! Ah!
00:08:47I can't do this!
00:08:50What do I do?
00:08:51Ah! Ah!
00:08:57Ah! Ah!
00:09:00Ah! Come on, come on!
00:09:02Ah! Ah!
00:09:05Ah! Ah!
00:09:15I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:09:23Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:26You know what? I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:29I know I can live here.
00:09:39I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:45You haven't planned anything else.
00:09:46Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:51Forrest telling me that he's gonna move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:57It's not gonna work. It won't work.
00:10:01Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:10:09in on what the realities are.
00:10:14My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:21can do it.
00:10:22I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:29And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the
00:10:33window.
00:10:34And you would have to accept that.
00:10:44I need to take a breath for a bit. Sorry.
00:10:51When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive.
00:10:55I felt that I was kind of bit scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:11:00But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:11:07Have you even factored how much it's gonna cost?
00:11:11How much the bills are?
00:11:14Where are you gonna live, Forrest?
00:11:17Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:19And pay with it with her mom.
00:11:21She can't afford it.
00:11:22Pay with all your money in there, Sheena?
00:11:23I am a professional.
00:11:24I could, you know...
00:11:26You could this.
00:11:27You could that.
00:11:28You could this.
00:11:30How much is rent here?
00:11:31How much?
00:11:32900 a month?
00:11:33900 a month?
00:11:34No, you can get places for 300, 400 a month.
00:11:37How much cheaper a month?
00:11:38So she makes about $500 a month, isn't that right?
00:11:41Yes, yes.
00:11:41US dollars.
00:11:42Yes.
00:11:44So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting...
00:11:48Saying that rent is $400?
00:11:52That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food...
00:11:57Then we have...
00:11:58We have...
00:11:58I have him.
00:11:59He have me.
00:12:00Sheena...
00:12:00And I will take care of your son.
00:12:01You don't have to worry about that.
00:12:03Oh my gosh, Sheena.
00:12:04You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker, and
00:12:10being a little little house, and all that.
00:12:11No, no.
00:12:12I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:12:14Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:18Sheena.
00:12:20Mom, there's gonna be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me to live
00:12:27here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:30Yeah.
00:12:31You've never worked here.
00:12:32You've had one job in your life.
00:12:35You are on disability.
00:12:36I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:39You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:41You do have autism.
00:12:44And I want you to be able...
00:12:46I want you to get a job.
00:12:48I want you to better yourself.
00:12:49But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:54Do the right process, where you come back to the United States.
00:12:59Contact Social Security, and say that you want to start working.
00:13:04Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:13:09See what type of job and money you can make.
00:13:11See how you can save up.
00:13:13You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:17that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:21You don't know anything.
00:13:24You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:29And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:44No.
00:13:45I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:47It's been seven years, so hard for me.
00:13:49Oh, God.
00:13:50You know what, Lucy?
00:13:51I'm not sure...
00:13:52Oh, it's so hard for the seven years, I'm not even...
00:13:55Don't start the tears, Sheena, please.
00:13:55Stop!
00:13:56You don't know how I feel.
00:13:57It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:14:02It's so stressful.
00:14:11I don't know what to do.
00:14:14I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right,
00:14:21that living here in the Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge
00:14:24than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:28What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:32I can't...
00:14:33I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially...
00:14:36I just can't...
00:14:37I can't do that.
00:14:45Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:49I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:58I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:15:06I don't know my love.
00:15:08If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:15:13It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:15:16I love you.
00:15:17That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:20This ring is a promise.
00:15:23If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here,
00:15:27and I'm going to get married to you.
00:15:30I will not give up.
00:15:43This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:45Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:46Nice meeting you.
00:15:47I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:49Okay.
00:15:50We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:54I'm very happy.
00:15:56I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:58I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:16:00I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:16:04I would really put an effort.
00:16:08I brought you something.
00:16:11I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:16:17I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:21Why did you mislead me like Michael made the move?
00:16:24I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:30Can you do that?
00:16:33Can you do that?
00:16:33Can you do that?
00:16:59Can you do that?
00:17:01I'm going to put it on my side.
00:17:01I'm going to put it on my side.
00:17:01Oh, okay.
00:17:02I'm going to put you on my side.
00:17:03Ready?
00:17:04Yeah, ready.
00:17:07This is a nice door.
00:17:15Enjoy.
00:17:16Hi.
00:17:17Good morning.
00:17:18Hello.
00:17:20Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:26Good morning.
00:17:27Hi, Hannah.
00:17:28Hi.
00:17:28Nice meeting you.
00:17:29I'm Ray.
00:17:29This is my husband, Javar.
00:17:31Nice meeting you.
00:17:32I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:34Okay.
00:17:35You ready to start?
00:17:36I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:40We never had a real wedding.
00:17:44So today is very important for us.
00:17:47I'm very happy.
00:17:49Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:52The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:55When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:59But I want to stay positive, though.
00:18:03It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:18:09I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:18:11Oh, no.
00:18:12No.
00:18:13No, I'm good.
00:18:17I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:18:20You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:18:24I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day
00:18:30that she always wanted.
00:18:32But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously me and Anna have
00:18:41different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:44So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:19:03So, are you excited about today?
00:19:07Are you kidding me?
00:19:08Of course I'm excited today, very excited.
00:19:12This is just like a paradise to me.
00:19:14With the makeup, the dress.
00:19:17The center of attention.
00:19:18Yeah.
00:19:19And, you know, the photos.
00:19:22Uh-huh.
00:19:23I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:19:27I'm okay.
00:19:29Nervous?
00:19:30Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:32Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:36And, you know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:39Well, you don't have to write a long poem.
00:19:43Okay?
00:19:43It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:45Well, I'm not...
00:19:45It doesn't have to be...
00:19:46I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:48You don't have to be.
00:19:49Okay.
00:19:50It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:52You know what I'm saying?
00:19:53Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:58How I feel about doing my vows, uh, I'm just going to get it.
00:20:01Straight to the point.
00:20:03But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:20:06She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:20:10What is wrong with being expressive?
00:20:14Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens.
00:20:18Not now.
00:20:18God will take me before Him.
00:20:21That's when the time He will appreciate me.
00:20:23And He will say,
00:20:24I miss you and your big mouth.
00:20:27You know?
00:20:32I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:38Yeah.
00:20:39I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go in to see you.
00:20:42Mm.
00:20:43I would really put an effort.
00:20:46I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's effort.
00:20:49Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:52Okay.
00:20:55Huh, Bubu?
00:20:57I love you.
00:20:59I love you too.
00:21:03You know what?
00:21:05You're not even supposed to be here.
00:21:07Okay.
00:21:08You're not supposed to see my look.
00:21:11My bridal look.
00:21:12All right.
00:21:14I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:21:20And that's really disappointing.
00:21:23How would you do?
00:21:25What would you do?
00:21:35Hi guys.
00:21:39Oh.
00:21:40Oh.
00:21:54Okay.
00:22:03I know Jovon is not the most romantic guy,
00:22:08but I just wanted today to be fun,
00:22:13light, full of love,
00:22:16something that I can always look back on.
00:22:21I love him,
00:22:24but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:28I love you.
00:23:02How did it feel from spending the night here last night?
00:23:06It wasn't very fun.
00:23:08I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:23:14Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home,
00:23:17so I decided I just should suck it up
00:23:19and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:23:21and hope that our time apart would give both of us
00:23:27a little bit of time to cool down.
00:23:30But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:23:32I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:34I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:37And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:43I wish we could have talked it out last night
00:23:46instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today.
00:23:50But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:53He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant
00:24:00or if he was just angry.
00:24:02I obviously said things to him, too,
00:24:05that I really didn't mean.
00:24:06I really didn't have any intention
00:24:08of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:24:10I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:24:12And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:24:14What has he been saying?
00:24:17Yeah, I did.
00:24:18I asked him if we could talk, and he said sure.
00:24:23I will probably take a little peace offering
00:24:26and see if we can have a conversation face-to-face.
00:24:32I know that I should have just apologized
00:24:34from the beginning for hiding the history
00:24:37between Michael and me.
00:24:39I want to show him that I'm serious
00:24:41about our relationship
00:24:42and that my feelings for him
00:24:44are so much stronger
00:24:46than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:49or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:25:00To Kunguru Bejola.
00:25:03Bravo.
00:25:17Laura is keeping secret from me,
00:25:20misleading me,
00:25:22and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:25:26By spending the time in the hotel,
00:25:28I wanted her to realize
00:25:31what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:36Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:43Hey.
00:25:46Hey.
00:25:48I brought you something.
00:25:57I know you like that.
00:26:13I'm sorry that I didn't tell you
00:26:17that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:26:21I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:26:24And I'm so sorry.
00:26:26That was never my intent.
00:26:36So why did you mislead me
00:26:40that Michael made the move?
00:26:43I was worried
00:26:45that if you knew that I was the one
00:26:49who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:51that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:54that you would
00:26:57try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:27:12I did have feelings for him.
00:27:16But I want to tell you
00:27:18that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:27:22And in fact,
00:27:23the things that you do
00:27:26are so much sweeter and kinder
00:27:29and so much more
00:27:31of the type of man
00:27:33I actually want to be with.
00:27:35I want you to know
00:27:36that I do love you.
00:27:38I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:42You and me.
00:27:49You can't tell me
00:27:515,000 times in a row
00:27:52that I love you,
00:27:53but
00:27:55like you said,
00:27:58I'm into actions.
00:27:59My words.
00:28:08Honestly, I'm
00:28:11I'm scared to even say this.
00:28:17Would you feel better
00:28:20if I just cut him out of my life?
00:28:30Can you do that?
00:28:36When do you plan on
00:28:37applying for the fiance visa
00:28:39so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:42I thought you were going to apply
00:28:44for me in the U.S.
00:28:47No.
00:28:49I really wish Stig didn't wait
00:28:50like two hours
00:28:51before I'm leaving
00:28:52to bring this up.
00:28:53I just would rather live here
00:28:55and I thought that's what
00:28:56we were talking about
00:28:57this whole time.
00:28:58It's just really weird timing
00:29:00and I can't help feeling like
00:29:02is this a red flag?
00:29:26Babe.
00:29:28Yes?
00:29:28I'm going to miss you.
00:29:30I know.
00:29:31I'm going to miss you too.
00:29:32And I'm going to wake up
00:29:33tomorrow by myself?
00:29:37Same.
00:29:47Sorry.
00:29:54Babe.
00:29:56You're my fiance.
00:29:58Yeah.
00:29:59You realize that?
00:30:00It's crazy.
00:30:01You did such a good job.
00:30:02It was a beautiful proposal.
00:30:04It was everything
00:30:05I could have asked for.
00:30:07I'm going to go home
00:30:08engaged.
00:30:10I'm excited.
00:30:12Me too.
00:30:15You're my fiance now.
00:30:16I know.
00:30:17Any thoughts to give
00:30:18you would never get married
00:30:19and settle down.
00:30:20It's crazy.
00:30:21I woke up this morning
00:30:23and I was like,
00:30:24oh, got a ring on my finger.
00:30:27Yes.
00:30:27I wonder why I put a ring on
00:30:29like when I get married.
00:30:31I'm going to get you a ring
00:30:32before I leave.
00:30:35You like the ring, babe?
00:30:37Of course I like the ring.
00:30:38It's beautiful.
00:30:40You did a good job.
00:30:43When do you plan on
00:30:44applying for the fiance visa
00:30:46so I can come here
00:30:48and live here in Belize?
00:30:50I thought you were going to
00:30:51apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:52Do you want to go to the U.S.?
00:30:56No.
00:30:57What?
00:31:00What do you mean?
00:31:01The whole time we've been
00:31:01talking about me coming here
00:31:03and living here with you.
00:31:06Stig never mentioned
00:31:07wanting to move to the U.S.
00:31:09And based on everything
00:31:11that he said to me
00:31:12on the phone
00:31:12and since I've been in Belize,
00:31:15I had always thought
00:31:16that I was going
00:31:17to be the one moving here.
00:31:20I mean,
00:31:21this is the Belize
00:31:22that I plan to eventually
00:31:24hopefully move to.
00:31:25You would move to Belize?
00:31:26Yeah, I would.
00:31:27For real?
00:31:27Yeah.
00:31:29Would you move here?
00:31:30Of course I would move here.
00:31:32What?
00:31:32This is so pretty.
00:31:34I don't really want
00:31:35to ever leave Belize.
00:31:36Do you see yourself
00:31:37living in Belize?
00:31:38I mean, of course
00:31:38I would love to.
00:31:39It's beautiful.
00:31:40Yeah.
00:31:43So you want to live
00:31:44with me in Arizona?
00:31:46That's new information.
00:31:48I mean, you're more
00:31:48than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:51I'd rather live here.
00:31:56You won't be able
00:31:57to make any money.
00:31:58That's why you're
00:31:59going to be my sugar mama.
00:32:01No.
00:32:02I'm not going to be
00:32:02your sugar mama.
00:32:06I'm not going to be
00:32:06pregnant working
00:32:07and supporting you.
00:32:08I might not be able
00:32:09to make money right away
00:32:09to be able to think
00:32:10long term
00:32:11and how that's going
00:32:12to benefit both of us.
00:32:14Okay.
00:32:17Listen,
00:32:17I'm super popular
00:32:19in Belize,
00:32:19but I'm not making
00:32:20no American money.
00:32:22And the only time
00:32:23I'm able to work
00:32:24in America
00:32:25is if I have a work visa
00:32:26or if I'm a citizen.
00:32:28I want to make
00:32:28the big bucks.
00:32:29I want to give my child
00:32:30the life that I never had.
00:32:36You don't think
00:32:37maybe the U.S.
00:32:38makes more sense?
00:32:40You have family
00:32:41out there.
00:32:41I have family
00:32:42out there.
00:32:43Probably
00:32:44they have better help
00:32:45and all that.
00:32:46Sure.
00:32:47I'll file for you.
00:32:50Jeez,
00:32:51if you don't want to,
00:32:52then don't fucks.
00:32:56I don't know.
00:32:57I don't know.
00:32:59I just would
00:33:00rather live here
00:33:01and I thought
00:33:01that's what we were
00:33:02talking about
00:33:03this whole time.
00:33:05So,
00:33:06quite a switch up
00:33:08to my guy.
00:33:12I really wish
00:33:13Stig didn't wait
00:33:14like two hours
00:33:15before I'm leaving
00:33:15to bring this up.
00:33:17It's just really
00:33:18weird timing
00:33:18and I can't help
00:33:20feeling like,
00:33:21is this a red flag?
00:33:24Did he propose
00:33:25just so he could
00:33:26get to the U.S.?
00:33:28I don't know.
00:33:31Just give me
00:33:32some time
00:33:32to look into it.
00:33:33Now,
00:33:34let's take that
00:33:34seriously.
00:33:35Let's think about
00:33:35that.
00:33:36We're talking
00:33:36about family
00:33:37and how we need
00:33:38to make a plan.
00:33:38Let's make a plan
00:33:39and execute.
00:33:41Yep,
00:33:42I know.
00:33:43Okay.
00:33:50Oh, boy.
00:33:51No, no, no.
00:33:53After Trish saw
00:33:54the text messages
00:33:55between me
00:33:56and my ex,
00:33:57she refused
00:33:58to talk to me.
00:33:59But if I lose her,
00:34:01I'll be losing
00:34:02the best thing
00:34:03that ever happened
00:34:04to me.
00:34:08Trish,
00:34:10sit down.
00:34:13I gave you
00:34:14a chance
00:34:15when we were
00:34:16in Nocibe.
00:34:17Why did you
00:34:18betray me?
00:34:40coming back here
00:34:41just reminds me
00:34:42of our first few
00:34:43nights together,
00:34:45how excited
00:34:46we both were,
00:34:50how happy
00:34:51we were together.
00:34:53Oh, boy.
00:34:55No, no, no.
00:35:06You didn't know
00:35:07that being here
00:35:08was going to have
00:35:09this effect?
00:35:09Mm-hmm.
00:35:12You don't like you.
00:35:15Oh, boy.
00:35:18After Trish saw
00:35:19the text messages
00:35:20between me
00:35:21and my ex,
00:35:22she refused
00:35:23to talk to me.
00:35:27She didn't sit
00:35:28with me
00:35:29at the airport
00:35:30and she changed
00:35:31her seats
00:35:32on the plane
00:35:32and she got
00:35:34back to Tenant
00:35:35and decided
00:35:36to stay
00:35:37at her apartment
00:35:38and she's
00:35:39telling me
00:35:40that she
00:35:40has nothing
00:35:41to say
00:35:42to me anymore.
00:35:44she trusted me
00:35:45and I guess
00:35:46I kind of
00:35:47blew it.
00:35:52I didn't have
00:35:53any plans
00:35:53to go back
00:35:54with my ex
00:35:55or anything like that
00:35:56and I didn't say
00:35:57that in the text
00:35:58messages
00:35:59but I could see
00:36:00why Trish
00:36:01would be afraid
00:36:02that it could happen.
00:36:08I should have
00:36:09had the respect
00:36:09you know
00:36:11not to respond
00:36:12while I'm
00:36:13spending time
00:36:14with her.
00:36:16It wasn't
00:36:17the right thing
00:36:18for me to do.
00:36:21I think
00:36:22I responded
00:36:22to my ex
00:36:24because
00:36:24for a while
00:36:25she was the only
00:36:26person
00:36:27I could really
00:36:28count on
00:36:29to be there
00:36:30for me.
00:36:32I met my ex
00:36:34on vacation
00:36:35in Columbia
00:36:38and my feelings
00:36:40were very strong
00:36:42for her.
00:36:43It was so much
00:36:44chemistry
00:36:45sexually
00:36:46and any other
00:36:48type of way
00:36:49that you can think of.
00:36:51The relationship
00:36:52ended
00:36:52because we
00:36:53couldn't figure out
00:36:54how to make
00:36:55our future
00:36:56work together.
00:36:57It wasn't
00:36:58because we
00:36:59stopped loving
00:37:00each other.
00:37:03My ex
00:37:04blocked me
00:37:05because she
00:37:06knew that
00:37:06I was going
00:37:07to Madagascar
00:37:08to meet
00:37:09Trish
00:37:10and she
00:37:11was hurt
00:37:11by it
00:37:12and so
00:37:14it took me
00:37:15totally off
00:37:15guard
00:37:16that she
00:37:17unblocked me
00:37:18and she
00:37:19was contacting
00:37:19me at this
00:37:20time.
00:37:23I sent
00:37:24Trish
00:37:24a long
00:37:25apology
00:37:26with no
00:37:27excuses
00:37:27and asked
00:37:29her
00:37:29if we
00:37:30could
00:37:30please
00:37:31get together
00:37:32and talk
00:37:33but when
00:37:35she texted
00:37:35me back
00:37:36she said
00:37:37sure
00:37:38period.
00:37:39I don't know
00:37:40why she put
00:37:40period.
00:37:41I don't know
00:37:42if that means
00:37:42it's final,
00:37:43this is our
00:37:44final talk
00:37:46or what.
00:37:50I'm so set
00:37:52on not losing
00:37:53Trish right now
00:37:54because I've
00:37:56fallen even
00:37:57deeper in love
00:37:58with her since
00:37:59getting to know
00:38:00her family.
00:38:03and I was
00:38:04actually getting
00:38:05excited
00:38:05about the
00:38:06possibility
00:38:07of getting
00:38:08married
00:38:08and having
00:38:09a family
00:38:10together.
00:38:11I don't know
00:38:12how receptive
00:38:13she's going
00:38:14to be
00:38:15with anything
00:38:16that I have
00:38:17to say
00:38:19but I have
00:38:21to give it
00:38:21my all.
00:38:23If I lose
00:38:24her I'll be
00:38:24losing like
00:38:25the best
00:38:27thing that
00:38:28ever happened
00:38:29to me.
00:38:44Oh my God.
00:38:48Trisha?
00:38:51Hello?
00:38:54Sit down.
00:39:00Not exactly
00:39:01the greeting
00:39:02I was expecting.
00:39:04What did you
00:39:05expect?
00:39:06I'm not happy
00:39:07to see you.
00:39:13I just
00:39:14want to
00:39:14apologize.
00:39:16I should have
00:39:17told you
00:39:18about the
00:39:19message
00:39:19as soon as
00:39:20it happened.
00:39:22I had no
00:39:23intention
00:39:24of like
00:39:24keeping it
00:39:25from me.
00:39:25That's
00:39:25it.
00:39:28Four days.
00:39:29You didn't
00:39:30say anything
00:39:31for four days.
00:39:32That's too much.
00:39:34And all the
00:39:35messages
00:39:35was on the
00:39:36text
00:39:37was really
00:39:37disrespectful.
00:39:39You were
00:39:40with me.
00:39:43Why did
00:39:44you betray
00:39:44me?
00:39:46After I
00:39:47gave you
00:39:48a chance
00:39:49when we
00:39:49were in
00:39:50Nocibe,
00:39:51I forgive
00:39:52you what
00:39:53you did
00:39:54in
00:39:54Colombia.
00:39:55You're
00:39:55supposed to
00:39:56earn my
00:39:56trust back
00:39:57not to
00:39:59break it
00:39:59a single
00:40:00time.
00:40:01I didn't
00:40:02have any
00:40:02plans on
00:40:03breaking up
00:40:04with you
00:40:05and being
00:40:05with her
00:40:06or any
00:40:06of that.
00:40:07I didn't
00:40:08realize
00:40:08so if
00:40:09he was
00:40:10in my
00:40:11place.
00:40:12Yes,
00:40:12it is
00:40:12cheating.
00:40:13This is
00:40:13where
00:40:14the
00:40:14cheating
00:40:15started.
00:40:18If
00:40:19I was
00:40:19in your
00:40:20place,
00:40:21me,
00:40:22I know
00:40:23exactly
00:40:23what I
00:40:24should do
00:40:25to make
00:40:25you feel
00:40:26good.
00:40:26So you
00:40:27don't know
00:40:27because you
00:40:28can't.
00:40:28I don't
00:40:28know what
00:40:29it is
00:40:29that's
00:40:29going to
00:40:30satisfy
00:40:31you.
00:40:32Why?
00:40:33It's
00:40:33simple
00:40:33though.
00:40:35Why
00:40:35don't
00:40:35you block
00:40:36her?
00:40:38It
00:40:38didn't
00:40:39come to
00:40:39my mom.
00:40:39If that's
00:40:40what you
00:40:40wanted.
00:40:41If you
00:40:42want this
00:40:42relationship,
00:40:43make her
00:40:43understand
00:40:44that I'm
00:40:45with you.
00:40:46She already
00:40:47knows that
00:40:47I'm with you.
00:40:48She doesn't
00:40:48know.
00:40:49That's why
00:40:49she keep
00:40:50texting you.
00:40:51She doesn't
00:40:51know.
00:40:52Tell her
00:40:52to understand
00:40:53that.
00:40:56Make her
00:40:57understand
00:40:57that you
00:40:58don't want
00:40:58her anymore.
00:41:03Block
00:41:04her here
00:41:04and tell
00:41:05her.
00:41:12nothing
00:41:13to say.
00:41:14I'm
00:41:14conflicted.
00:41:17I love
00:41:18you so
00:41:18much,
00:41:19but I
00:41:21can't
00:41:22block
00:41:22her.
00:41:24Why?
00:41:26Why?
00:41:31Why do I
00:41:32want to
00:41:32go home?
00:41:34I'm having
00:41:34the best
00:41:34time of my
00:41:35life.
00:41:35get in the
00:41:36waterfall
00:41:36and I'm
00:41:37just thinking
00:41:37she's being
00:41:38a drama
00:41:38queen.
00:41:41I get down
00:41:41to the bottom
00:41:42and I see
00:41:43all these
00:41:44people
00:41:44surrounding
00:41:45Elise.
00:41:46And I start
00:41:46to think,
00:41:47oh,
00:41:48is she okay?
00:41:49die.
00:42:19love between
00:42:19love between
00:42:19Javon and
00:42:20Annalyn.
00:42:21We honor the
00:42:22journey that
00:42:23has been
00:42:23filled with
00:42:24laughter,
00:42:25challenges,
00:42:26triumphs,
00:42:26and long-distance
00:42:27calls.
00:42:28Now,
00:42:29Javon and
00:42:29Annalyn,
00:42:30it's time to
00:42:31renew your
00:42:32vows to each
00:42:32other.
00:42:41Javon,
00:42:42can you read
00:42:42your vows to
00:42:43Annalyn?
00:42:43Javon.
00:42:54I vow to
00:42:56cherish,
00:42:58love,
00:42:59honor,
00:43:00and obey
00:43:02and always
00:43:03protect you
00:43:04and be there
00:43:04for you
00:43:05and also
00:43:07learn to be
00:43:09more patient
00:43:10and put up
00:43:12with your
00:43:12sassiness.
00:43:16I love you.
00:43:21Javon delivered
00:43:22his vows
00:43:23and it may
00:43:25be not so
00:43:26dramatic
00:43:26and like
00:43:28a poetry
00:43:29but when
00:43:30I look at
00:43:31his eyes,
00:43:33I could feel
00:43:34the sincerity.
00:43:37I have
00:43:38waited
00:43:39so long
00:43:41for this
00:43:41moment
00:43:42to finally
00:43:43say this
00:43:44in person.
00:43:45I promise
00:43:46that I'll
00:43:47continue to
00:43:48be a good
00:43:49wife.
00:43:49You can
00:43:50always count
00:43:51on me.
00:43:52You'll never
00:43:53feel alone
00:43:54again
00:43:54and I'll
00:43:56continue
00:43:57to
00:43:58pick up
00:43:59your dirty
00:44:00socks
00:44:00even though
00:44:01I keep
00:44:02nagging you
00:44:03and I don't
00:44:05expect you
00:44:05to be perfect
00:44:06because no
00:44:07one is
00:44:08but I
00:44:09expect us
00:44:10to be
00:44:10together
00:44:10no matter
00:44:11what.
00:44:12I love
00:44:13you so
00:44:13much.
00:44:14Love you
00:44:15too.
00:44:20Javon and
00:44:21Annalyn,
00:44:21today you have
00:44:22renewed your
00:44:23vows and
00:44:24reaffirmed your
00:44:25commitment to
00:44:25one another.
00:44:26It is my
00:44:27great honor and
00:44:28pleasure to
00:44:28once again
00:44:29pronounce you
00:44:30husband and
00:44:30wife.
00:44:31one second.
00:44:33Do you have
00:44:33something to
00:44:34give up?
00:44:38Is that the
00:44:39one you
00:44:40wanted?
00:44:48All right.
00:44:49Now we can get
00:44:50on with it.
00:44:50All right.
00:44:52You may now
00:44:53share a kiss to
00:44:53seal your renewed
00:44:54vows.
00:45:03You did so
00:45:04good.
00:45:05Oh, great
00:45:06actually.
00:45:08You were so
00:45:09great.
00:45:13And I know
00:45:14sometimes I don't
00:45:15like it when you
00:45:16trick me, but
00:45:17this is the
00:45:18greatest trick
00:45:18ever.
00:45:20You finally
00:45:21have my wedding
00:45:22ring.
00:45:23Oh, thank
00:45:24you.
00:45:26Yeah.
00:45:28Judith!
00:45:29I miss you.
00:45:30I miss you.
00:45:32Nice to meet
00:45:32you.
00:45:32Nice to meet
00:45:33you finally.
00:45:35Hey, cousin.
00:45:37Thank you for
00:45:37coming and for
00:45:38all the efforts.
00:45:40Thank you for
00:45:40coming.
00:45:45Oh, my God.
00:45:48Oh, my God.
00:45:49You're so
00:45:50free.
00:45:53OK, guys, the
00:45:55reception is
00:45:56over there.
00:45:57Go!
00:45:58Go!
00:46:07Go!
00:46:09Go!
00:46:09Go!
00:46:10Go!
00:46:13For me, I think
00:46:14marrying someone
00:46:15online is kind
00:46:16of crazy.
00:46:17Because it's
00:46:17been a long
00:46:18time that they've
00:46:19waited to see
00:46:20each other, to
00:46:20be together.
00:46:21I know that
00:46:22Javon and
00:46:23Anna has
00:46:24difficulties in
00:46:25their relationship,
00:46:26but I've
00:46:27noticed now that
00:46:28they are just
00:46:28focusing with
00:46:29their love to
00:46:30each other, with
00:46:31how they were
00:46:32going to work
00:46:32out with their
00:46:33relationship.
00:46:34So I'm really
00:46:34happy for
00:46:35seeing that
00:46:36now.
00:46:37Cut that
00:46:38cake!
00:46:39Cut that
00:46:40cake!
00:46:41Cut that
00:46:42cake!
00:46:42Yay!
00:46:45Wow!
00:46:50It's just so
00:46:52overwhelming,
00:46:53boo.
00:46:53I feel so
00:46:53much happiness
00:46:55that I haven't
00:46:56felt before.
00:46:56Oh.
00:46:58I just feel
00:46:59so loved.
00:47:01Five, four,
00:47:02three, two,
00:47:04one.
00:47:05Yay!
00:47:07Yay!
00:47:08Yay!
00:47:09Yay!
00:47:10Yay!
00:47:10This is something
00:47:11that I will
00:47:11treasure for the
00:47:12rest of my life.
00:47:12It was the
00:47:14best night
00:47:15ever.
00:47:16I'm eternally
00:47:18grateful.
00:47:19Yay!
00:47:21Yay!
00:47:24Yay!
00:47:26Yay!
00:47:28Yay!
00:47:30Yay!
00:47:37I don't want to go!
00:47:47I want to go home!
00:47:52I want to go home!
00:47:54I want to go home!
00:48:06Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:48:10I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and you know, do it
00:48:14himself.
00:48:16I'm having the best time of my life on, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall
00:48:21in.
00:48:22You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:48:29But, um, I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elyse.
00:48:35Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:48:43And I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:48:54Oh, no, I didn't, because I couldn't see, I can hear you.
00:49:02I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold, and just like so tired.
00:49:09But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:49:13That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:49:15I thought I was gonna die.
00:49:26Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:49:29Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:49:32It's like a quality I love about him.
00:49:35That was amazing.
00:49:36My boyfriend saved the day, he really helped me.
00:49:46Oh, my God, that was crazy.
00:49:49I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure, and it becomes a complete and utter disaster
00:49:55for me.
00:49:55Well, at the best time, I'd do it all over again.
00:49:58Probably not right now.
00:50:00No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and, uh...
00:50:05Forget it.
00:50:06Yes.
00:50:07Yes.
00:50:08I can.
00:50:13Oh.
00:50:24What?
00:50:25Who is that?
00:50:26Nothing.
00:50:31What do you mean, nothing?
00:50:33Yes, don't worry about it.
00:50:35Sorry about it.
00:50:37Sorry about it.
00:50:39No.
00:50:39No.
00:50:41No.
00:50:54No.
00:50:54No.
00:50:56No.
00:50:57No.
00:51:00No.
00:51:11No.
00:51:13No.
00:51:14No.
00:51:16No.
00:51:18No.
00:51:22No.
00:51:22No.
00:51:25No.
00:51:25A few times, I have to tell you something.
00:51:27Are you okay, baby?
00:51:32We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:51:36Why?
00:51:37It's just not possible today.
00:51:40There's other people to consider as well.
00:51:43You know, him, his mother.
00:51:46Sorry.
00:51:51Wow.
00:51:53I'll let you down.
00:51:55I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:51:59So I'm sorry.
00:52:01Well, that's really upsetting
00:52:02that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:52:05Yeah, it is.
00:52:06I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:52:08I want to see into your world. I'm here.
00:52:12Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:52:15Good at disappointing people.
00:52:16So maybe that's just me.
00:52:21It's more than just a broken promise.
00:52:23Because the fact that I'm leaving here soon
00:52:25and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:52:28That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:52:33And you should be pushing harder
00:52:35than simply receiving a text on your phone
00:52:37that we can't meet your son.
00:52:40Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:52:42Like, settling for no
00:52:44doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:52:48You can just say it so nonchalantly.
00:52:49Like, I'll let you down.
00:52:50Like, well, what else?
00:52:51I'm disappointed. I'm upset.
00:52:54I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:53:03So, you're, like, okay to walk away?
00:53:07I didn't say that.
00:53:09I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:53:14I'm so cold.
00:53:15Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:53:18I'll get you my black one.
00:53:29What just happened?
00:53:30He just said to me, basically, I can walk away.
00:53:34And it's just not going to happen.
00:53:35I'm not going to meet his son.
00:53:36And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:53:38And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:53:40Like, I do. I f***ing like him.
00:53:42But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:53:44then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?
00:53:52What's going on?
00:53:54Why do you disrespect me?
00:53:56You just told me I could walk away.
00:53:58I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:54:00I don't want you to walk away.
00:54:03I don't want you to walk away.
00:54:04I don't want you to walk away.
00:54:07I'm not perfect.
00:54:07I keep dropping the ball.
00:54:09But I will try and be better for you.
00:54:17You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:54:19You say you dropped the ball.
00:54:21Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:54:23what do you want me to do?
00:54:24Like, I'm scared.
00:54:25Yeah.
00:54:27I'm really sorry.
00:54:28It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:54:30Because I'm upset about it.
00:54:31But I don't want you to think
00:54:33that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:54:35It will happen.
00:54:36You guys will play a big, big part
00:54:38in each other's lives.
00:54:43I'm in love with you.
00:54:51That's crazy.
00:54:52Yeah, it is.
00:54:56You mean that?
00:54:58I do.
00:55:03I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:55:05I literally nearly died today.
00:55:07He just told me it's OK if I walk away from him.
00:55:09And now he's telling me he's in love with me?
00:55:11I've never heard that from him before.
00:55:13And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:55:16But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:55:18right after giving me the bad news.
00:55:21It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:55:25Please, don't get angry.
00:55:26Let's figure it out.
00:55:28Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:55:30If I want him as my husband,
00:55:32I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:55:35But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:55:38And that sucks.
00:55:47So, once I leave,
00:55:50we really got to trust each other.
00:55:51When it comes to stuff like that...
00:55:54Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:55:55I have a Fiatte now.
00:55:56What are you talking about?
00:55:58You trust me, babe?
00:56:02Why are you so emotional?
00:56:25You ready?
00:56:26I guess.
00:56:27Not really.
00:56:28Now the path is split in two.
00:56:33And mine is taking me from you.
00:56:37And yours is headed towards the western coast.
00:56:40I can't follow you, hold me close.
00:56:43I feel hollow, I love you most.
00:56:46It's been a beautiful ride.
00:56:50I'm gonna miss you so much.
00:56:51Nice to meet you.
00:56:52I plan to visit you soon.
00:56:54Really?
00:56:55Yeah.
00:56:55I mean, I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this
00:56:58filing situation.
00:57:00I want to do some research first.
00:57:04This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize.
00:57:07That's kind of what we talked about.
00:57:10So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up.
00:57:13But I understand why.
00:57:14I understand why.
00:57:16I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize
00:57:18and never come back, you know?
00:57:20Yeah.
00:57:21I could see us living in the States, though,
00:57:24for a little bit.
00:57:25Making some money.
00:57:26Coming back to Belize.
00:57:28Building a nice house.
00:57:29Getting in Belize.
00:57:32Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.
00:57:35That said, I'm keeping an open mind because I believe
00:57:39love is more important than the location.
00:57:42I just feel like we are meant for each other.
00:57:45Our paths crossed for a reason.
00:57:47And I'm completely in love with him.
00:57:50I have fallen really hard for him.
00:57:54Here we go.
00:58:01Why are you so emotional?
00:58:03Yeah.
00:58:04So, I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude.
00:58:11I'm just happy.
00:58:19So, once I leave, we just really got to trust each other.
00:58:24I got to.
00:58:25When it comes to stuff like that, I got to.
00:58:26You're drunk and stupid.
00:58:27I have a fiancé now.
00:58:28What are you talking about?
00:58:30You trust me, babe?
00:58:32I do.
00:58:38What happened?
00:58:38What happened?
00:58:41You want to miss me?
00:58:43I'm so tall.
00:58:52I hate crying.
00:58:53It's okay.
00:58:57It's okay.
00:58:58I'm so tall.
00:59:02I'm so tall.
00:59:04I'm so tall.
00:59:12This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:59:19You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:59:24We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it true to that.
00:59:36I think this has been a great trip.
00:59:39I'm in love with you.
00:59:42I'm going to miss you.
00:59:55It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:59:59I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
01:00:04I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
01:00:11Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
01:00:15I better catch my flight.
01:00:17Don't ask us, baby.
01:00:20Love you.
01:00:21Love you.
01:00:32I'm really excited about the future.
01:00:34I'm really excited to get married.
01:00:38In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
01:00:44I could network with people.
01:00:46I could network with other big dancehall artists, bigger than myself.
01:00:49I know people.
01:00:51Not in Arizona.
01:00:52I don't know nobody.
01:00:55Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
01:00:59There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
01:01:01You know, my brothers are in Houston.
01:01:03I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
01:01:05I am a man who don't frighten easily.
01:01:08Who else have to guess you?
01:01:11My ex is in Houston, but they are.
01:01:16We ain't worried about her.
01:01:18Well, I don't have a ring on, but hey.
01:01:26Nah, come on.
01:01:27I'm playing.
01:01:28I'm engaged, you know what I mean?
01:01:38We had our plans.
01:01:40This is the best way for us to be together, faster together.
01:01:45You can't let mom change your mind.
01:01:47I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:01:54He's been manipulated.
01:01:56Please, I really want you to stay.
01:02:10Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:02:17Can you do that?
01:02:34If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah.
01:02:42I would do that.
01:02:47Okay.
01:02:50This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:02:53The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:03:01But BeerCon truly, genuinely loves me.
01:03:05And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:03:11Hoover.
01:03:17You know what?
01:03:20I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:03:24We can still be friends.
01:03:27He's a good guy.
01:03:29He proved he's worthy of being friends.
01:03:32I'm okay with that.
01:03:34But friends.
01:03:35Not best friend.
01:03:37Not that weird friendship.
01:03:45She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:03:49And I appreciate that.
01:03:51Because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:03:58We're good.
01:03:59We will be good.
01:04:01But we got to work on it.
01:04:03I know.
01:04:07It is always bad to lose people.
01:04:11I lost a lot of people.
01:04:13And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:04:19I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
01:04:22You know?
01:04:25I think you're talking to me.
01:04:27I'm still trying to make help.
01:04:32I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:04:37And she makes me love life.
01:04:40So I want her to be happy.
01:05:06Are you okay, babe?
01:05:08I don't know, babe.
01:05:10I'm so glad.
01:05:13I'm so glad to hear that.
01:05:14He's my glass.
01:05:16Good.
01:05:19Our last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:05:24I know, honey.
01:05:25Honey.
01:05:26Honey.
01:05:33It's the last night in the Philippines with Shayna.
01:05:36and my heart is cracking.
01:05:41The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:05:48It's very annoying when my mom is right
01:05:50because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:05:53On top of that, it hurts my heart
01:05:55seeing Sheena get so emotional
01:05:57that I'm going to have to leave her.
01:06:00But at the end of the day,
01:06:02if I do everything correctly,
01:06:04I know that Sheena and I will have a bright future.
01:06:06And I hope that she understands.
01:06:14Please, I really want you to stay.
01:06:21You can't, like mom, change your mind.
01:06:24You have to decide this on your own will.
01:06:28Sheena.
01:06:30Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:06:34We have overcome problems.
01:06:36We have struggled through so many years,
01:06:40even a pandemic.
01:06:42We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:06:46I want you here.
01:06:49And I know that this is the best way
01:06:52for us to be together faster together.
01:06:55And that's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:07:03Sheena, I can't do that.
01:07:06It's literally tearing me up,
01:07:09thinking about being away from you.
01:07:11But I think mom was kind of right.
01:07:14I want to have a bright future together.
01:07:17I mean, getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:07:23And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:07:31everything stabilized in America.
01:07:37It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:07:42It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:07:46I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:07:53But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:07:59I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:08:07But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:08:13The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:08:18And if I don't get the K-1 against 9, then I can come back here and stay here if
01:08:24things don't work out in here.
01:08:26But how about mom?
01:08:30I'm quite worried that she will try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:08:38This decision, it's not my mother.
01:08:41It's my own decision.
01:08:44But I see a bright future together.
01:08:47And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:08:49And you are my true home.
01:08:53I want to put my faith into him as my partner.
01:08:57That he would find a way to be together long term.
01:09:02But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:09:09I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:09:15And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:09:20She could break us apart.
01:09:24It's just...
01:09:28I don't know if it's hard.
01:09:41Holy...
01:09:41Holy...
01:09:42Holy...
01:09:43Holy...
01:09:43Why is everything so cold?
01:09:46Surprise, surprise.
01:09:47She's cold.
01:09:48Oh, my God.
01:09:49Thank you so much.
01:09:50Take that away.
01:09:51She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way.
01:09:54You know?
01:09:55I like that how do you feel about me I like I'm falling for you but not in love
01:10:21good morning good morning good morning it's a little chilly out here today so you're sleeping
01:10:27I was I just woke up
01:10:35time to get back to Bondi yeah let's get a little getaway mostly I feel really sad this is our
01:10:46last
01:10:47full day together we're driving back to Bondi in a little bit and then tomorrow I fly back to Miami
01:10:56did you wake up still loving me I'm asking yes I did I just have so many mixed emotions right
01:11:05now
01:11:06like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me but at the same time here
01:11:12he is again
01:11:13not living up to his promise to video chat with his son I understand there's external factors
01:11:18but if you're gonna see a future with me and maybe your wife like the fact that you didn't try
01:11:25harder
01:11:26I don't know it's just like scary I'm going home tomorrow and I have no idea what the future holds
01:11:33this is really heavy your last night
01:11:39I booked us somewhere nice tonight
01:11:44in Bondi yep I'm fine yep so let's go get changed and get home
01:12:01I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:12:06but saying I love you and then not having it heard back I am sort of wondering where she's at
01:12:11you know
01:12:11is it not as real for her as it is for me that is a bit concerning
01:12:20I've been going for too long finding my way home
01:12:26I know that I've been going for too long
01:12:31so beautiful here babe
01:12:32it's a blessing this city
01:12:34I know that I've been going for too long
01:12:40alright guys this is your table thank you
01:12:46I've got the menu for you guys
01:12:47thank you
01:12:48thank you so much
01:12:51so cold
01:12:52you're always cold
01:12:53always cold
01:12:54they did say they had blankets so I'm going to ask her for a blanket
01:12:57okay good idea
01:12:58god it's so cold
01:13:00surprise surprise she's cold
01:13:03holy holy holy
01:13:06why is everything so cold
01:13:08as soon as there's like the slightest breeze
01:13:10all the sun's down
01:13:12she's cold
01:13:13thanks for coming guys
01:13:14don't mind me I just brought some hand warmers
01:13:17I'm freezing
01:13:19I'm freezing
01:13:21wow turn on the car I'm so cold
01:13:25holy camoley I'm cold
01:13:26you'd think by now that she'd know how to dress
01:13:29you know in Sydney
01:13:30I'll wear something a bit warmer
01:13:31you okay do you want my jacket
01:13:33yeah I do
01:13:33yeah I'm shivering
01:13:35oh god it's a little nipply out
01:13:37a little nipply
01:13:38she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way
01:13:41you know I like that
01:13:44well you look stunning
01:13:46as always
01:13:47alrighty I've got the blanket for you
01:13:49oh my god thank you so much
01:13:51take that away for you
01:13:53um can we please get two spicy margaretis
01:13:56two spicy margaretis
01:13:57uh tahini if you've got it
01:13:59tahini we do yeah we do
01:14:00oh how lovely thanks so much
01:14:02thank you
01:14:03thank you guys
01:14:07last night
01:14:13how do you feel
01:14:16about what
01:14:17about me
01:14:18like in general
01:14:21yeah
01:14:23I mean like
01:14:26I'm falling for you
01:14:29but not in love
01:14:33not yet
01:14:38Josh literally tells me
01:14:40everything I want to hear
01:14:42but I feel like he sometimes
01:14:43kind of just says things
01:14:45to appease me
01:14:46like he'll say
01:14:47he's gonna do x y and z
01:14:50but there's like no
01:14:51action behind that
01:14:53you know there's one side of me
01:14:54that sees a future with him
01:14:56like getting married
01:14:56and having kids
01:14:58but then there's this other side
01:14:59of me that's like
01:15:00am I even being realistic
01:15:02with my expectations with him
01:15:03and is it just hopeful
01:15:04and wishful thinking
01:15:07I am falling for you
01:15:09I cannot imagine
01:15:11going back to Miami
01:15:12without you
01:15:15but we live in different continents
01:15:17we're a 16 hour time difference
01:15:20you have a son here
01:15:23how do you plan
01:15:24to make this work
01:15:25you know I think it's a move
01:15:27obviously it's a move
01:15:28for either one of us
01:15:29whether it be here or there
01:15:32I guess it's one pretty big con for me
01:15:34to move into Miami
01:15:36well your son
01:15:37okay yes
01:15:39however
01:15:39okay so
01:15:40if I was to move here
01:15:41where would we go
01:15:42who would pay for it
01:15:43you and I find a place
01:15:43you and I find a place together
01:15:45we live
01:15:45we move in together
01:15:49okay but like
01:15:50have you gone on
01:15:51a website
01:15:52and looked for places
01:16:00I'm confident
01:16:00I can pull this off
01:16:01more than confident
01:16:07I'm scared
01:16:08I just don't know
01:16:09if I can
01:16:09I don't know
01:16:09so am I
01:16:10you just gotta let go sometimes
01:16:13I'm just
01:16:13like I don't know
01:16:14if you're stable
01:16:19I want to make it work
01:16:21I believe
01:16:21but wanting to and doing so
01:16:23I believe that it will work
01:16:25in my eyes
01:16:26I think you
01:16:27will find excuses
01:16:29to make it not work
01:16:33why are you hesitant
01:16:34I've given you
01:16:34a solid game plan
01:16:35and you're still hesitant
01:16:36you've had a hard year
01:16:38like
01:16:40financially
01:16:40I don't know how
01:16:41you're gonna be able
01:16:42to make this work
01:16:42I don't know
01:16:44sorry
01:16:44that I can't
01:16:46you know
01:16:46I don't have a big nest egg
01:16:48you just have to trust
01:16:50because you are
01:16:51can you stop being rude to me
01:16:53like seriously
01:16:53like you are
01:16:54like yep
01:16:54Josh
01:16:55like that's your quality
01:16:56because you're being a dick to me
01:16:57I am sticking up for myself
01:16:59that's all I am doing
01:17:01I still care about you
01:17:03and love you
01:17:04and you don't know
01:17:05how you feel
01:17:06so that obviously
01:17:07throws you out in my mind
01:17:10feels a little bit like
01:17:11you don't want it to happen
01:17:13but you don't want to admit it
01:17:18you think I'm not putting
01:17:19anything into action
01:17:20but I feel like
01:17:22the ball's in your court
01:17:31I'll block you everywhere
01:17:32Trish don't do that
01:17:34I will even now
01:17:35I don't have nothing
01:17:36to do with you
01:17:37this is my phone
01:17:39I don't have nothing
01:17:40to tell
01:17:40please
01:17:44I'll just walk away
01:17:46and never speak to him again
01:17:50I wasted my time
01:18:02I love you so much
01:18:03but
01:18:05I can't block her
01:18:09why
01:18:11why
01:18:11why
01:18:28I don't know what to do
01:18:29because
01:18:31it's
01:18:32I'm in love with you
01:18:36but I do still have
01:18:38feelings for her too
01:18:44and
01:18:45no
01:18:45nothing else to do
01:18:48nothing else to say
01:18:51I love you
01:18:52no no no
01:18:53you don't love me
01:18:59I ask her to choose
01:19:01then
01:19:04you made your choice
01:19:09when Trish asked me
01:19:12to block my ex
01:19:13I realized that
01:19:15I can't completely
01:19:17shut the door
01:19:19and I wanted to be honest
01:19:21about my feelings
01:19:24so you chose your ex
01:19:26over her
01:19:27after all you guys
01:19:28have been through
01:19:30I don't look at it
01:19:31as I
01:19:31chose my ex
01:19:33over her
01:19:35what do you look at it as
01:19:40I look at it as
01:19:43just not ready to let go
01:19:45totally
01:19:48I love Trish
01:19:50but
01:19:52I mean
01:19:53love isn't
01:19:55so black and white
01:19:56it's possible
01:19:59to have feelings
01:20:00for
01:20:00two people
01:20:01at the same time
01:20:07I wasted my time
01:20:11don't look at it
01:20:12it's a waste
01:20:14I still
01:20:15I'm still willing to
01:20:16try to make it
01:20:17but I
01:20:18it's nothing to do
01:20:19anymore
01:20:20I cannot be with
01:20:22someone who still
01:20:22have feelings for his
01:20:23ex
01:20:24I'll block you
01:20:25everywhere
01:20:27Trish don't do that
01:20:28I will
01:20:28even now
01:20:29I don't have nothing
01:20:30to do with you
01:20:31this is my phone
01:20:33you didn't buy it
01:20:34you didn't do anything
01:20:35I don't have nothing
01:20:36to tell
01:20:37please
01:20:38Trish don't do it
01:20:39yes
01:20:39I am doing it right now
01:20:46I hate that it makes me
01:20:47suffer again
01:20:50you plan a future
01:20:52with me
01:20:53you told me
01:20:54that you love me
01:20:56but
01:20:56you still have
01:20:57feelings for her
01:21:03I do
01:21:04but
01:21:04that doesn't mean
01:21:06I'm going back
01:21:06to her
01:21:08my feelings for you
01:21:09are strong
01:21:11I still want us
01:21:12to go on
01:21:14I cannot do that
01:21:17I'll never be
01:21:18a second choice
01:21:19of someone
01:21:21so
01:21:21I'll take my love
01:21:23back
01:21:23and forget
01:21:25about him
01:21:29done
01:21:37don't ever bother me
01:21:38no no no
01:21:39you made a choice
01:21:45let's finish
01:21:48good
01:21:49thank you
01:21:57I'm feeling
01:21:58really
01:21:59really
01:22:00angry
01:22:01like
01:22:02I don't understand
01:22:03why
01:22:04he make me fall
01:22:05in love with him
01:22:07and
01:22:07break my heart
01:22:09like
01:22:11he shouldn't have
01:22:12come to Madagascar
01:22:13meet me
01:22:16I don't know
01:22:17what to say
01:22:17anymore
01:22:19I'll just
01:22:20walk away
01:22:21and never
01:22:22speak to him
01:22:23again
01:22:29I wish
01:22:30you realized
01:22:31that I do
01:22:32love her
01:22:33and I do
01:22:34think that she's
01:22:35special
01:22:36I want us
01:22:37to be together
01:22:38but
01:22:41I just
01:22:42wasn't ready
01:22:46that's all
01:22:47I can't see
01:22:57holy
01:22:58balls
01:22:58next time
01:23:00on before
01:23:00the 90 days
01:23:01I feel like
01:23:02I should ask
01:23:03for your autograph
01:23:05jeez
01:23:05give me your ring finger
01:23:08I'm asking you
01:23:10will you marry me
01:23:12we just
01:23:13got things
01:23:14back on track
01:23:15and I'm worried
01:23:16that as we
01:23:17go back
01:23:17to long distance
01:23:18we're only
01:23:19going to have
01:23:19more drama
01:23:20and more problems
01:23:21do you accept
01:23:24make it
01:23:25I'm in
01:23:26low shoes
01:23:28so
01:23:29today
01:23:29I decided
01:23:31to
01:23:31take a
01:23:32pregnancy
01:23:33dress
01:23:37Javon
01:23:38boo
01:23:39because that is
01:23:40what I think
01:23:41it is
01:23:42holy
01:23:43I'm about
01:23:43to be a dad
01:23:45you don't need
01:23:46to be
01:23:46it may have
01:23:48taken seven
01:23:48years to get
01:23:48here but it's
01:23:49not going to
01:23:49take seven
01:23:50years to get
01:23:50you back
01:23:50home
01:23:52I still
01:23:52don't
01:23:53completely
01:23:53trust
01:23:54Sheena
01:23:54she still
01:23:56manipulates
01:23:57here I thought
01:23:58I was coming
01:23:59to get all
01:23:59these questions
01:24:00answered
01:24:00no I have
01:24:01more questions
01:24:02you okay
01:24:05it's so hard
01:24:07to trust
01:24:07that he's
01:24:08going to
01:24:08come back
01:24:09for me
01:24:09I don't want
01:24:11people to leave
01:24:11me
01:24:15this hurts
01:24:15me deeply
01:24:16that it
01:24:17didn't work
01:24:17out
01:24:17between
01:24:18Trish and I
01:24:19and I'm
01:24:21leaving
01:24:21with no hope
01:24:22at all
01:24:32leaving
01:24:35I'm literally
01:24:36leaving for
01:24:36that you
01:24:37reported
01:24:38one hour
01:24:39and he
01:24:40just left
01:24:40like how
01:24:42can you
01:24:42tell me
01:24:43you love
01:24:43me and
01:24:43you're
01:24:44falling for
01:24:44me
01:24:44then
01:24:44you bring
01:24:45the girls
01:24:46back and
01:24:47disrespect me
01:24:48oh my god
01:24:49he stopped
01:24:49sharing his
01:24:50location with
01:24:50me
01:24:51I am so
01:24:52exhausted
01:24:53from this
01:24:53emotional
01:24:54roller coaster
01:24:55like what
01:24:56do I do
01:24:56now
01:24:59I've given
01:25:00so much
01:25:01to make
01:25:01Daniel happy
01:25:02I was so
01:25:03sure of him
01:25:04and now I'm
01:25:05just insecure
01:25:06he's not
01:25:07communicating
01:25:08with her much
01:25:09I wanted to
01:25:10find a reason
01:25:10why
01:25:11and I did
01:25:13find things
01:25:14Faith went
01:25:15on your email
01:25:15how come
01:25:17in your contacts
01:25:18you have somebody
01:25:19listed as wife
01:25:21so who is this
01:25:22wife
01:25:27tell me
01:25:28what happened
01:25:29I don't even
01:25:30know where
01:25:30to start
01:25:31are you
01:25:37questioning
01:25:38the whole
01:25:40relationship
01:25:40that goes
01:25:41away
Comments