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01:46Well, there's lots of chatter online about Hannah's tapes. People are worried it's going to affect the trial.
01:52Well, I'm not concerned. I mean, it still doesn't serve the school to admit them into evidence any more than
01:57it does us.
01:57But couldn't it work in our favor to have Hannah's story out there in her own words?
02:03Or will it bias the jury against us?
02:05How? How could it do that? To hear what happened to her?
02:08It's a complicated story, Liv.
02:37Oh, today is going to suck.
02:43What do you mean? Because of...
02:46I mean, it's like the first day of school or something.
02:49But like in some weird alternate universe where like everyone's been talking about me for months.
03:07Hannah was the kind of person that made you want to be better. The kind of person who left an
03:14impression on everyone she met.
03:19This is weird, right?
03:24Um...
03:25Yeah?
03:38This is about me, isn't it?
03:42Yeah. Must be.
03:56Helmet.
03:58Hate to say I told you so, but...
04:01Or did we just not think this part through?
04:03I'm curious. What happens to Jessica now? Or Alex? Or Justin? Or you?
04:12Clay. Did you not get any of my texts?
04:16Clay. Did you not get any of my texts?
04:38Tell you? Maybe he doesn't even know.
04:41Know about what?
04:42They're out. Someone posted them online. Everyone listened all last night.
04:46What?
04:46Yes.
04:46Are you fucking serious?
04:49Jensen.
04:50Did you know about this?
04:56I, um...
04:57Yeah. I-I kind of... I guess I knew. But...
05:03Okay. I-I gotta go.
05:05What?
05:05Jensen?
05:06Hey, Clay.
05:08Where the fuck are you going?
05:13We're having a meeting, by the way.
05:16She always saw the best in people, even if they couldn't see it themselves.
05:20Figure this out.
05:21But when she walked through those doors at Liberty High, that's not the girl they made her out to be.
05:26My-my future is at stake here. What if Harvard finds out?
05:29What happened between you and Hannah? She didn't keep you out of Harvard, Marcus.
05:33You don't know that. This could-this could blow my entire life.
05:35Wait, look. We'll figure out a strategy when we meet, okay?
05:38Everyone's confirmed.
05:40Except I didn't tell Jessica. I didn't know what to say to her.
05:45You know what? Tell her, dude. There's somebody out here trying to fuck up our lives.
05:49When people looked at Hannah, they saw what they wanted to see.
05:53They made assumptions. They spread rumors.
05:55Hey, Jess.
05:56Hey.
05:58What the hell is wrong with everyone today?
06:00Shit. You haven't heard?
06:01Heard what?
06:03Maybe we should get out of here. You want to skip school?
06:06Why? What's going on?
06:08Tell me.
06:09The tapes. They're out.
06:12What?
06:15Oh, my God.
06:17I know. I'm so sorry.
06:19This is...
06:20It's so fucked up.
06:21When I think of her walking the halls with those kids...
06:24It's, uh, the ribbon cutter.
06:26...those eyes on her.
06:27So, like, with a giant pair of scissors and all that?
06:29How the fuck does...
06:30I see you cut ribbons scatting.
06:31What? I don't know.
06:32I've never been to something like this before.
06:34It's not that big of a deal.
06:35But bring your appetites.
06:36My dad promised food trucks.
06:38Oh, my goodness.
06:40Hey, you're coming today, right?
06:42What? Yeah, no. Totally.
06:44Yeah.
06:44All right.
06:48Hey, who did this?
06:49Well, get the fuck back...
06:51Hey, relax. It's fine.
06:53Well, come on.
06:56It's a stupid fucking prank, right?
06:58Dude, that's pretty fucked up.
07:00Should we do something?
07:01What would we do?
07:03It's messed up.
07:04I'm not worried about it.
07:06You want to call it rape, call it rape.
07:08If you want to be me,
07:11she's directly begging you to fuck her.
07:13That's rape,
07:13and every girl is just...
07:14Where the fuck did you get that?
07:17What the hell was that?
07:19Was that you?
07:20Yeah, it was me.
07:21What do you want us to do?
07:21Do you want me to go after him?
07:24How the fuck did this happen?
07:27Someone posted the tapes online.
07:29Last night.
07:31Someone?
07:34Anonymously.
07:35It's fucked up.
07:36Hey, what are you gonna do?
07:43I just need to think for a minute.
07:46I should call my dad.
07:55Off!
07:57Fucking left told you!
07:59I knew you were a fucking pervert.
08:01Oh, my...
08:03Hey!
08:04Hey, you fucking assholes!
08:06Come on!
08:07But even if Hannah couldn't trust her classmates,
08:09she should have been able to trust the school itself,
08:12especially since we'd chosen Liberty
08:14specifically because of their emphasis on safety and support.
08:18So, when you enrolled Hannah at the school,
08:20did you ask about their policies regarding bullying?
08:24Explicitly.
08:25We let them know that Hannah had some problems at her previous school.
08:28Girls being mean, that sort of thing.
08:30And we didn't want her to have to go through that again.
08:33And when you asked about those policies, what were you told?
08:36They said they had a zero-tolerance policy,
08:38that they took that kind of thing extremely seriously,
08:40and that she was in good hands.
08:42But then they just stood back and let everything happen.
08:48If the school had just stepped up and paid attention,
08:50then things never would have gone as bad as they did for her.
08:54And she'd still be that same happy, hopeful kid she always was.
08:59I know.
09:00Did you hear what he said on the last tape?
09:02Okay, but how could she be dating him if you really did it?
09:04Unless she didn't know.
09:10Chloe.
09:11Hey.
09:12The ribbon cutting today, I might be late.
09:15Are you still going?
09:17Yeah.
09:18Why wouldn't I be?
09:19Okay.
09:20Yeah, well, we'll see you later.
09:22Okay, bye.
09:24Bye.
09:49Bye.
09:50Bye.
09:52Bye.
09:55Bye.
09:58Bye.
10:01Bye.
10:02Bye.
10:05Bye.
10:07Bye.
10:09Bye.
10:09Bye.
10:11Bye.
10:11Bye.
10:19Oh, my God.
10:45Here you are.
10:47You know, I was starting to think you were avoiding me today.
10:49What? No.
10:51No, I, uh...
10:53Actually, I got locked in.
10:55I know.
10:56I had to move the chair.
10:59You don't know why.
11:02I kind of do.
11:05Kind of everyone does.
11:07Oh.
11:10Oh.
11:12I understand if you changed your mind about the movies.
11:16I didn't.
11:19Tyler, you promised me a date.
11:20You're not getting out of it that easily.
11:23Well, can't you tell Warren to handle it faster?
11:26It's a shit show around here.
11:29I, I, I gotta go.
11:36I heard your confession.
11:38You feeling okay, brother?
11:40You didn't look so good the other day.
11:42You're going down, Bryce.
11:44How do you see that happening, exactly?
11:46Without you going with me.
11:49I will do whatever I have to.
11:53To make you fucking pay.
11:56I'm not going to pay for a goddamn thing, Justin.
11:59I've got a legal team working for me around the clock.
12:02I've got state fucking senators that will talk about what a fine citizen I am.
12:06What have you got?
12:07A junkie mom and a deadbeat dad?
12:11Oh, shit.
12:12Wait, that's right.
12:13You don't even know your dad, do you?
12:16You never met the guy.
12:17You're just a white trash piece of shit, Justin.
12:21Nobody's going to listen to your truth.
12:23Nobody in this world gives a shit about you.
12:26You've got nothing and nobody.
12:43Hey, Jess.
12:46Yeah, I'm just...
12:47Yeah, I'm at home.
12:51Yeah, I had to split.
12:54And my mom called me super early.
12:57She got in a fight with meth, Seth, so...
13:04Are you...
13:07Okay?
13:09I mean, you were...
13:10You were pretty out of it last night.
13:13I mean, we both were.
13:23I mean, you...
13:28Do you not...
13:29Do you not remember?
13:34Shit.
13:35Yeah, we were both pretty trashed.
13:37I'm sorry, I mean, yeah, you seemed like you were pretty into it last night.
13:46No, we must have just both passed out after.
13:52Yeah, it was a fucking great party.
14:08What the hell?
14:11I will destroy you.
14:12Hey, back off!
14:13Get the fuck off!
14:13Hey!
14:16You took pictures of my sister?
14:17What?
14:18You followed her? You took fucking pictures of her?
14:20No!
14:21You took them and you put them in my locker.
14:22What the fuck is wrong with you?
14:23This isn't me! I didn't fucking do this!
14:25It's fucking you, isn't it?
14:27What?
14:27First you put the rat in my locker, now this? What the fuck do you want from me?
14:30You put a rat in your locker?
14:32Someone's fucking with you, too?
14:33Yeah! You!
14:34Why, because of fucking last night?
14:35No, that's not...
14:36Fuck, dude, it's gotta be Bryce.
14:38It's fucking Bryce.
14:38He's trying to keep us quiet.
14:39Okay? It happened to me, too.
14:43It's not me, I swear.
14:48Zach.
14:51Come to my sister and I'll murder you.
14:53You hear me?
15:16I'll murder you.
15:16So what do you want?
15:17An eighth?
15:18I got a really great hybrid right now.
15:19No, no, I...
15:20I need something stronger.
15:23You got any oxy?
15:25Shit, man.
15:26I can get you oxy.
15:27It's a box, dude.
15:29I got the supply choked off.
15:30Okay, what can I get right now?
15:33I need to get really fucking high and I've got 20 bucks.
15:37I got some H.
15:39And if you really want to get blind, you gotta shoot.
15:41I...
15:44I mean, I...
15:45I don't got works or anything.
15:48I can hook you up.
15:53Mr. Baker, you're currently dating someone by the name of Valerie Hampton.
15:57Is that correct?
15:59Yes.
16:00My wife and I...
16:03were separated.
16:04Is it not true that you first began dating Miss Hampton in April of last year?
16:09Prior to Hannah's death and prior to your separation?
16:13It's not something I'm proud of, but yes, we saw each other for about a month, then I ended it.
16:17Uh, we didn't reconnect until after Hannah's death.
16:21After my separation.
16:22But if Hannah was alive when you first started dating Miss Hampton, isn't it possible she knew about the affair?
16:27Objection.
16:28Speculation.
16:29Your Honor, it's necessary to establish a timeline so that we can take into account all possible effects on Hannah's
16:34mental state.
16:35Overruled.
16:36Proceed.
16:36Mr. Baker, is it not possible that Hannah knew, given the timeline, regardless of whether the two of you ever
16:44discussed it?
16:48Unless you...
16:51You did discuss it.
17:05Okay.
17:05Okay.
17:09I'll call you when I can.
17:22Oh.
17:45Hannah?
17:50How could you do that?
17:51I love you, mother.
17:52a lover with all my heart, I swear to you.
17:54But a marriage.
17:55Honey, honey, a marriage is a complicated thing.
18:00It's a terrible moment when you realize
18:03that your parents aren't perfect.
18:05Don't try and turn this into a life lesson for me.
18:09I'm sorry.
18:12Look, I will end it.
18:14I'll end it tonight.
18:16And you'll tell Mom, okay, or I will.
18:34I told my wife about Valerie immediately.
18:38We dealt with it, and afterwards,
18:40it wasn't a problem anymore.
18:42Hannah knew that.
18:43She also knew that you had cheated on her mother,
18:46and she committed suicide less than six months afterwards.
18:48No, we move forward as a family.
18:50Thank you, Mr. Baker.
18:51No further questions.
18:52No, her problems were with the school.
18:54With us, she was always a happy girl.
18:56She was hopeful.
18:56She was upbeat.
19:02Why can't we explain what actually happened?
19:05Why can't we make a statement?
19:06It's not the time.
19:07When is the time?
19:08Everyone knows what she had to say about it.
19:09You wouldn't want it to sound like
19:11you were attacking this girl to the press.
19:13I just don't want people to think I'm hiding from this.
19:16I want them to hear my sign.
19:16They will, as soon as you testify.
19:19In the meantime, just block out the noise.
19:22Now, let's try and enjoy this damn thing, shall we?
19:24We've got a lot of eyes on us today.
19:26You have some fans, dear.
19:34We saw the girl.
19:35Are we worried about her?
19:37The girlfriend?
19:38No.
19:39She seems harmless.
19:40No, not that Chloe.
19:42She's a trifle.
19:44The girl on the tape.
19:46At the party?
19:47We don't even know if there was anyone at any party.
19:49It's just a story.
19:51Is that the position you're taking
19:52or something you truly believe?
19:56These kids, Nora,
19:59they want what Bryce has.
20:02You don't think your son
20:03could do these kinds of things?
20:05Of course not.
20:07Jesus, do you?
20:11I know the boy we raised.
20:14Are you sure?
20:15What's up, man?
20:24Excuse me?
20:25Excuse me, Mr. and Mrs. Walker.
20:27What did you have to say for yourself
20:29and your son?
20:30Excuse us.
20:31Everybody knows what he did to Hannah Baker.
20:33How can you let him be celebrated like this?
20:35We've got everything.
20:36You should be ashamed of yourself, Mr. Walker.
20:39The school is at fault.
20:41The school.
20:43These are children in their care.
20:47If they know something is wrong,
20:49they should take action.
20:57Zach.
20:58Hey.
21:00Did anything...
21:01Did anything happen to you at school today?
21:04Like, but...
21:06The field looks great.
21:07The news is here.
21:09What an occasion.
21:12We're not staying.
21:15Why not?
21:17Do you know why the news fans are here?
21:20Do you know about the tapes?
21:23I know that she didn't say anything about you
21:25that you hadn't already said yourself.
21:27That's not it, Monter.
21:27At a time like this,
21:28your friend Bryce needs you to stand by him.
21:34Let's go, man.
21:35Zachary, don't see.
21:36If you are not here,
21:37what are people going to say?
21:40These kids are going through so much,
21:43and parents don't know.
21:59Good afternoon.
22:01I'm Marcus Cole, student body president.
22:08Happy to be here.
22:10Happy to be here today.
22:14Since 1913, Liberty High has been committed
22:16to helping students achieve academic excellence
22:18in a safe, supportive environment.
22:24But in recent years,
22:25our values have...
22:30gone to shit.
22:34I'm part of the problem.
22:35I lead a group called Enguidant,
22:38which is supposed to be for enlightened guys.
22:43But today I'm...
22:46officially resigning from that group
22:49because I'm a hypocrite.
22:51How can I say
22:52that I care about protecting girls
22:55when I've been protecting...
23:03a rapist like Bryce Walker?
23:07Bryce Walker should pay for what he's done.
23:10Hannah Baker was a victim of Bryce Walker.
23:13Liberty needs to change the culture of their children.
23:15Yeah, okay, okay.
23:16Not protect a child.
23:20Well, our students are playing some sort of prank.
23:24Um, one that's in very poor taste, obviously.
23:27But let's move ahead with our program.
23:30What the hell is going on in this school?
23:32The young man clearly felt burdened by something.
23:35He needed to make a confession.
23:36It's blackmail.
23:37Someone's got something on it.
23:39We are so thrilled to be here.
23:41Excuse me, can we have some quiet, please?
23:45We're thrilled to be here.
23:48Would you please join me?
23:49You know this is all bullshit, right?
23:52It's all lies.
23:54Barry.
23:54Yeah, of course.
23:56I know.
23:56Parents of our team captain, Bryce Walker.
24:08I can't believe he actually fucking did it.
24:12Like the fucking puppet masters of the school.
24:15You can get anyone to do anything.
24:20All right.
24:27Mmm.
24:28Nice.
24:29You're getting good.
24:30Well, success builds confidence.
24:36Tranking the president.
24:40Pulling the ladies.
24:41And by ladies, I mean my sister.
24:44Kinsey told me you guys are going on a little date this weekend.
24:47I was going to tell you about it.
24:49You know, I just, I don't want it to be weird.
24:51I just want to.
24:52No.
24:52It's all good.
24:53I mean, I trust you.
24:56As long as you're not actually some crazy stalker
24:58who follows girls around with camera.
25:15Holy shit.
25:24Shit.
25:26Hey!
25:27Yo, dude.
25:29Dude, come look at this.
25:32Did you hit it?
25:43Dude.
25:45Look at it.
25:46It was like,
25:48it was like flying like 30 seconds ago.
25:50And now it's just,
25:53I mean.
25:59Parents don't know what happens at school.
26:08Damn it, Clay.
26:08Pick up the phone.
26:10Do you have any idea what you fucking did?
26:12And where the hell are you right now?
26:20What the fuck did you just do?
26:22Hey, look, I came to you for help and you didn't do shit, man.
26:25They're still blackmailing me.
26:26They may even say the fuck.
26:26Who the fuck is that?
26:27I don't know.
26:28How do I know?
26:30Look, if that video gets out, man, it's out forever, okay?
26:34And I still have a future.
26:36But for you, the tapes are out.
26:39I didn't say anything that hasn't been said already.
26:42Big mistake.
26:43Big fucking mistake.
26:55There are limits to what we can do to help another person.
26:59No matter how much we wish there weren't.
27:01We need to take these tapes to the police.
27:04We need to get these boys that did this to her.
27:07Noelle, I don't care what she wants.
27:10She's here.
27:11I'll call you back.
27:12Yes, I promise.
27:14I'll call you.
27:14Hey, Dad.
27:16Hey, baby girl.
27:17Let's talk.
27:20What?
27:21I don't want to talk.
27:23Honey, your mom and I want to be there for you.
27:25Whatever you need.
27:26I'm fine.
27:28I just...
27:28I have a lot of homework, okay?
27:31Ms. Baker called for you a while ago.
27:38What did she want?
27:40To check in on you, see how you're doing?
27:44I just...
27:45I need to be alone, okay?
27:50So there's a limit to what we can do to protect them.
27:54And there are some things you just can't protect them from.
28:00I couldn't be there every time someone judged her or shamed her.
28:04I didn't always have the answers.
28:07I didn't always know all the right things to say.
28:18After everything that happened at Liberty High, well, I think it was just too much for Hannah.
28:26After all that, it was just too much.
28:29And did anyone at Liberty inform you of the issues happening on campus?
28:35The hot or not list being circulated?
28:38The suicidal poem being read aloud?
28:41The anonymous question specifically about suicide?
28:44No.
28:46No.
28:47No, they never...
28:47I mean, had they sent out some kind of notification to all the parents, we could have talked to Hannah.
28:53We could have started a conversation, but they never informed us about any of it.
28:58So the administration was either ignorant of the problems under their own roof,
29:02or they were aware and did nothing?
29:05Exactly.
29:07Thank you, Mrs. Baker.
29:12Mrs. Baker, were you aware that Hannah knew about your husband's affair?
29:17I...
29:19No, I was not aware, but I...
29:21You never picked up on any signs from her that she may have known or might have been in distress?
29:45Hey, Mom.
29:47Hey, sweetheart.
29:49Are you okay?
29:50Are you?
29:51Your father and I just had a little argument, that's all.
29:55Are they serious?
29:59How was school?
30:00School is school.
30:02Here, I, um, got you something.
30:08Irises?
30:10They're my favorite.
30:13But what's the occasion?
30:14Nothing.
30:15I just saw them in the window on my way home and remembered how much you like irises.
30:19Aww.
30:20I know I never give you anything unless it's, like, Mother's Day or something,
30:23but I just wanted to say thank you for being a great mother.
30:27Every day.
30:28Hannah.
30:30Honey.
30:34You're so thoughtful.
30:43No, I never noticed anything.
30:46So even you didn't notice the signs that Hannah was in distress, and yet you expect the school to have
30:51done so?
30:52Objection.
30:53Argumentative.
30:54Withdrawn.
30:54Mrs. Baker, you say that you didn't notice whether Hannah was in distress.
30:59But is there anything in your family history to suggest that Hannah may have had a predisposition to any mental
31:05health problems?
31:06There have been some issues with anxiety on my side of the family, but nothing serious, and Hannah never showed
31:14any signs.
31:15And were any of these issues ever serious enough to require treatment?
31:19Well, yes, I've seen a therapist on and off over the years during stressful periods.
31:25So you've received treatment from a mental health care professional, but you never thought that your daughter might require similar
31:30care?
31:30She was just a child, and again, she never showed any signs.
31:34Did you, or did you not, take Hannah to see a therapist, Mrs. Baker?
31:41No, I never did.
31:51Hey.
31:52Hey.
31:52You made it.
31:54Yeah, I did.
31:56Hi.
31:57Hi.
32:00It's, it's, it's so good to see you.
32:02You look, you look great.
32:04For a person in a mental health facility?
32:07No, no, just for a person in the world who always looks great.
32:13Stop, I'm kidding.
32:15And thank you.
32:17I was, um, really glad you called back.
32:22Oh, I, I just got my phone privileges.
32:24I haven't been dodging you.
32:26Wait, so you just got all those messages at once?
32:28I hope you skip some.
32:29I listen to everyone.
32:30Okay, guys, we're starting yoga in here in a few minutes for whoever's interested and who won't be making fun
32:36of the poses.
32:37Then we've got our small group sessions.
32:40Bring your shared journals or pay the price.
32:45Cool.
32:50This, uh, this place seems really nice.
32:53Come on, I'll give you the VIP tour.
32:57Like, everyone's brain chemistry is different, so I might take them a few tries before they can find the right
33:02combination of meds.
33:06Wait, is this too much right now?
33:09No.
33:10No, no, no, no.
33:11It's, it's just...
33:14Look, are they sure it's bipolar?
33:17I mean, it feels like kind of a blurry line between someone being manic and also just, you know, being
33:22in a really good mood.
33:26Clay, I tried to jerk you off in front of your parents.
33:30I mean, that wasn't just a good mood.
33:34Yeah.
33:36Yeah, yeah, point taken.
33:37That's pretty fucked up.
33:43But the meds and everything.
33:46I mean, what if that all changes you?
33:50I hope it does.
33:53Look, the person that I was, it wasn't really working for me.
33:58Like, the good moods, they could be amazing, but I was, like, dancing on the edge of a really high
34:07cliff.
34:08And the fall was just really fucking hard and far.
34:17I'm sorry.
34:19Wait.
34:22You know it's not your fault, right?
34:26No, I, I know.
34:30I don't know if you do.
34:52I don't know if you do.
34:58I don't know how to talk to you anymore.
35:01I didn't know how to tell you that I needed to, need, feel loved and held and I needed to
35:10be needed.
35:11Oh.
35:12Oh, so this is my fault.
35:14It's not your fault.
35:15It's not your fault.
35:15I'm not blaming you.
35:16I'm blaming us.
35:17We should have communicated.
35:18We should have noticed that our baby girl was suffering.
35:20We should have done something.
35:21Don't you dare.
35:23Okay?
35:24Don't you dare make me feel like I failed my daughter.
35:27Okay?
35:27If we lose this trial, it's your fault.
35:29If we win this trial, it's my fault.
35:31How can you not see that?
35:33How can you not feel that sitting on that stand?
35:35That's all it took?
35:36This, this lawyer gets in your head and then suddenly we're on trial?
35:40I never wanted to go to trial.
35:41I never wanted to, but deep down I thought we had a case.
35:45I believe that the school, the bullies, that monster were responsible for our losing Hannah,
35:50but we're in this too, Liv.
35:55We're part of it too, Liv.
36:00And if you can't see that now, I don't think you ever will.
36:14I don't want to fight anymore.
36:17I don't want to fight.
36:18I don't want to fight with you and not in this courtroom.
36:22I think this case is better off without me.
36:30And so are you.
36:45So when do you come home?
36:48The thing is, my mom doesn't want me to go back to Liberty.
36:52She wants me to transfer schools.
36:57Like, East County?
36:59Like another state.
37:02I'm going to live with my aunt and uncle.
37:07Wait, you're never coming back?
37:10I need to hit the reset button.
37:13The reset button?
37:14To, like, delete everything that came before?
37:16No, not what I mean.
37:18Not delete.
37:20Not you, not our friendship.
37:22But I need to move on.
37:25They're making you do that?
37:27No.
37:27I'm doing it.
37:30I can't keep pretending like I'm okay,
37:34like I don't need to work to get well,
37:36like it's everyone's fault but mine.
37:42I want to live a better life than that.
37:57You're going to forget me.
37:58Oh my God, I never could.
38:00I'm just going to be this one guy you knew one time.
38:07I can let you go and still love you.
38:14I'll always love you.
38:20I'm going to miss you.
38:23I'm going to miss you too.
38:43I'm going to miss you.
38:54You're a good person, Clay, and you can help people.
38:59Just maybe not help you think they need to be helped.
39:22Clay?
39:28Clay!
39:28Hey!
39:31I need to talk to you.
39:36Clay, why aren't you answering your phone?
39:40Justin.
39:41Hey, dickhead, where's Clay?
39:45Justin.
39:50Justin.
39:51Fuck.
39:57Justin.
39:58Hey, wake up.
40:00Wake the fuck up!
40:01Hey, wake up!
40:02Justin!
40:04Roll over!
40:08Justin, I can't roll you!
40:15Fuck!
40:21Fuck!
40:22Fuck!
40:23Fucking bite.
40:24You died.
40:26Fuck!
40:27Fuck!
40:30Fuck!
40:33Fuck!
40:47We don't always get second chances
40:51To help people
40:54To be there
40:57In the right way
40:59To love them
41:06Hi
41:08My dad said you called
41:09And I heard what happened in court today
41:12And I don't know, I just wanted to reach out, you know
41:15To see if there's anything I could do
41:19Come in
41:22I think it's a tolerance thing
41:23I don't know
41:26I've only ever shot up a couple times
41:28You could have fucking died
41:31Like anyone would even care at this point
41:33Dude, don't joke about that
41:37Shit
41:39Sorry
41:43Hey
41:44Hey
41:45Drink this
42:04Where's the scar?
42:06Oh, it's
42:08They're scars
42:10But they're under my hair
42:12That's why I grew it out
42:16Yeah, I remember how it used to be
42:19When you first started at Liberty
42:22Some of the guys were like
42:24That hair makes him a fag
42:26But
42:27I was like
42:30That's fucking stupid
42:33Well, that's super kind of you
42:36Yeah, well
42:40Whatever
42:47You're still in love with Jessica, aren't you?
42:51It doesn't matter
42:53Look at you
42:54It clearly does
43:01What the hell happened?
43:03He shot up
43:05And then he almost choked on his own cuke
43:07What the fuck is wrong with you, Justin?
43:09You were just clean
43:10Leave him alone, okay?
43:12What? Now you're defending him?
43:14Yeah, what the hell were you thinking with the tapes, Clay?
43:17Do you have any idea what you did to Jessica?
43:18Yeah, I was trying to get justice for Hannah
43:21And I'm sorry if it hurt Jessica
43:23But maybe it's time for her truth to come out, too
43:25The fuck gives you the right to decide what needs to come out?
43:31Look
43:33I've done everything I can
43:36Everything I can think of to make things right
43:40But I can't do it alone
43:45Okay?
43:46Look, I'm sorry about the tapes
43:48But it's gonna get worse before it gets better
43:52And I need you guys
43:55Turn your hands
43:56There you go, good hand
44:01Wow
44:02You did need to come in
44:03Yeah, I feel better already
44:06Well, the night is young
44:07It could get even better
44:08Oh, yeah?
44:09Yeah
44:09What you got on mine?
44:11Oh
44:12Hey
44:14Hey
44:14Hey, I didn't know you were coming in today
44:16Lucas
44:17This is Tony
44:17Tony, this is Lucas
44:18Oh, hey, man
44:19Good to meet you
44:21Yeah
44:23Yeah, man
44:24It's...
44:25It's good to meet you, too
44:28I'll talk to you later
44:29I should get out of here anyway
44:30I'm pretty tired
44:32Hey
44:34Have we trained together before?
44:36No, I don't, uh...
44:37I don't think so
44:40Have a good night
44:45We don't always know everything a kid is going through
44:51Hey, buddy, we agreed, door open, yeah?
44:53It was open
44:55No, it was almost closed
44:56No, it was almost closed
44:56We agreed 45 degrees open all the time, okay?
44:59But then last month we negotiated down to 30
45:02It was at 3 just now, so keep it open, alright?
45:06Wait, Dad, I'm really sorry about last night
45:09I didn't mean to ruin the party
45:13Ah, buddy
45:18You didn't
45:19And I feel like I owe you an apology
45:22Cause I... I think I've been pushing you too hard
45:26No, I think maybe
45:28It's a good thing
45:30Cause today I, like...
45:32I really pushed myself
45:33And it kinda turned out okay
45:35That's great
45:36Yeah, my memory's getting better
45:39Good, well, the doctor didn't say you were stuck, right?
45:42He said that your recovery would be unpredictable
45:46But there's always hope
45:48Yeah, yeah
45:49Um, so, last night with that video game
45:53It actually started making me remember this other one, Desert Duty
45:57So, I was thinking, um, just maybe if I play that one again
46:02It would actually help me remember more
46:05It's a shooter game, Desert Duty?
46:06Yeah, I know, Dad, but it's not...
46:09It's not like that
46:09I just...
46:12There's something that I gotta remember
46:17Yeah, pretty good
46:18I don't know
46:22Yeah, I know
46:24I get it
46:26It's probably stupid, anyway
46:31I should probably get some sleep
46:33Alright
46:34Yeah
46:35Night
46:36Night
46:36Night
46:40But kids
46:43They don't always tell you everything they're feeling
46:56I'm saying that the house is on fire and all I know how to do is write poems
47:01All I know how to do is arrange flowers on the table of a burning home
47:05I am pressing against the frame, I am chanting the right words
47:10I am gripping my fists and letting them go
47:14Wow
47:16Hannah wrote that?
47:18I must have read it a million times the whole time I thought it was about that school
47:23The suffocating, oh my God, it's right there in front of me
47:26The burning home
47:28The flowers
47:31It was about her dad's affairs
47:32It was about her dad's affair
47:34And there she was trying to comfort me when I should have been the one trying to comfort her
47:37I mean, why didn't I see it?
47:38Olivia, you can't blame yourself, this is Andy's fault
47:41Look, Jackie, please don't tell me how to feel right now
47:44Look, I'm sorry
47:50You're right
47:51No, I'm sorry, it's just, it's more complicated than that
47:55I didn't mean to overstep
47:59You know, I think maybe I should head to bed
48:01No, no, no, it's been a long day, really
48:05I need to get some rest
48:07It was nice meeting you, Jessica
48:22Oh, my God
48:29You must think I'm an idiot
48:31Wanting to protect a man who doesn't deserve it
48:35I get it
48:37I mean, I really get it
48:41You love him, right?
48:43Despite everything, and it's crazy, but
48:46You love him
48:50I do
48:53Even though he hurt you so bad
49:05You know, Jessica, if there's
49:09If there's anything you ever want to talk about
49:14Sometimes I think if Hannah would've come to me
49:20Maybe things would've been different
49:24Maybe it was too painful for her to talk about it
49:31Maybe she kept it all in to protect herself
49:37I'm not good at that
49:40The more I think about it
49:43She's really brave
49:44Oh, but honey, we both know
49:47That didn't work
49:49Keeping it in
49:52That's not brave
49:53Feeling the pain facing it
49:57That takes courage
49:59It's okay to let it out
50:05It's okay
50:19It's okay
50:20Not a day passes during this trial
50:23It's okay
50:24In the months it took to get here
50:26That I don't wish I could've wrapped my arms around her
50:29And told her it would be okay
50:32But I never had that chance
50:35Why didn't you tell us he was on drugs?
50:38He was getting better, okay?
50:40Anyway, I didn't even know about the drugs when I first brought him here
50:43Should we call social services?
50:44No, Dad
50:45Call social services, he disappears into the system
50:47He doesn't testify
50:48Jesus, is that what we care about?
50:50No, I care about keeping the kids safe
50:52Which is hard to do when they're both fighting against us
50:54How am I fighting you?
50:55The register called me today, Clay
50:57Those audio files were watermarked
50:59You stole them from my computer
51:00You told me you weren't working on the case
51:02That's no excuse
51:03You told Sonia about Zach texting Hannah
51:06That's how they knew everything
51:07Is that true?
51:08She's a colleague, I pointed her in a direction
51:11It's hardly the same thing
51:13It's worse
51:13You endangered my job
51:15My license
51:16Our livelihood
51:17You ruined my fucking life
51:18Jesus, you sound like children
51:19And there's just one child here
51:21What is that supposed to mean?
51:23Clay needs us to be his parents now
51:24I don't need anything from you guys
51:26Clay, go to your room
51:27What?
51:29How is that fair?
51:30Go to your goddamn room
51:32Now!
51:43He's coming from us
51:44Mom!
51:46One attitude
51:47But he is a child
51:55How can you fix something if you don't know what's broken?
52:00Hannah didn't tell us
52:05Clay
52:10I...
52:10No.
52:13You don't talk.
52:14You don't get to say anything.
52:16This is your fucking fault, Hannah.
52:18This mess started with you.
52:20I put out the tapes, and that was stupid.
52:22But you made them.
52:24You fucked up people's lives.
52:26I know. I'm sorry.
52:28Are you?
52:30Are you sorry? Because that doesn't do a fucking bit of good,
52:33because you are gone!
52:34You killed yourself!
52:36And you didn't fucking care!
52:38I did! No, you didn't!
52:40Or you never would have done it!
52:41I was hurting.
52:43And I didn't think about who I might hurt.
52:45You did an evil thing.
52:52Get the fuck out.
53:11The problem comes to keeping me he wins...
53:18But I know I'm getting nowhere.
53:23And all the feeds out yesterday have really helped to pave my way!
53:30Oh, there's no one in me now
53:36How come everyone can touch me?
53:39Hi, Mom.
53:42You see the torture on my brow
53:45Will it's tonight or in or now?
53:49Watch me bleed
53:50Be forever
53:54Watch me bleed
53:57Be forever
53:58For help finding crisis resources
54:00Visit 13reasonswhy.info
54:09I'll make no noise
54:11I'll hide my pain
54:12I'll close my eyes
54:14I want to play
54:15I'll lie right back
54:17And take the blame
54:18And try to tell myself
54:21I'm living
54:21And when it's all been said
54:24The thought
54:24Where do I go
54:26And do I run
54:27But it's left of me
54:29Or everyone
54:30Will we deny the hurt to you?
54:39Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
54:43Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
56:31Well done, Ed.
56:33Well done.
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