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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know the spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Plank
00:22Jesus fuck
00:24Hold on
00:24Right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happy this room became
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow, we bury them
01:02Uh-oh-oh
01:30I'm afraid it's so many people
01:32Maybe I'm not talking to her
02:00Transcription by CastingWords
02:13CastingWords
02:32That's an elk trap right there.
02:34Oh.
02:35Oh.
02:36Look, there's another one.
02:38No, that's a moose.
02:41How can you tell the difference?
02:43If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
02:47Oh.
02:50So, do you have any questions about today?
02:55Like what?
02:57I don't know.
02:58Asking you.
03:00Well, you're going to bury them.
03:02We are.
03:03Then what happens?
03:05Uh, then they return to the land and their bodies become a part of it and their souls too, I
03:19guess.
03:19They don't go to heaven?
03:22I think this is their heaven.
03:27Heaven is...
03:29Oh, how do I explain this?
03:31Our teacher says there is no heaven.
03:33You know, I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says.
03:36Heaven is your perfect place.
03:43For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains and others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And Grandpa's heaven is here.
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine.
04:11And, well, I can't see him.
04:13And I can't talk to him.
04:16And I can't hug him.
04:17And he can't hug me.
04:18And I miss that.
04:21Yeah.
04:22I miss it too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though.
04:54As a real hug.
04:55No.
04:56It's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48No, you call.
05:48I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fuck, it's cool.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38It's going to have to do, honey. It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay, there's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:04It's okay.
07:04It's okay.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54He said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01I just said it was handled.
08:05About two hours.
08:07Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:23When?
08:24Tonight.
08:25Oh.
08:26Okay.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:29They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorer's Club.
08:46Okay, just have it at the apartment.
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53He loved that place.
08:55I already called.
08:57You find back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom.
09:10So, depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking.
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Oh, well, now you're talking.
10:13I love you.
10:14No more.
10:16Not bad.
10:17Okay.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:42Okay.
12:06Where are they?
12:08I'm coming.
12:12It's all right.
12:15It's all right.
12:16It's all right.
12:18It's all right, Miss.
12:19It's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
12:30Oh, God.
12:33Let's go.
13:05Let's go.
13:33Let's go.
14:33Let's go.
14:33Let's go.
14:34Let's go.
14:54Let's go.
15:06Let's go.
15:10Let's go.
15:12Let's go.
15:38Let's go.
15:40Let's go.
16:09Let's go.
16:12Let's go.
16:24Let's go.
16:27Let's go.
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16:40Let's go.
16:56Let's go.
16:58Let's go.
17:05Let's go.
17:11Let's go.
17:18Let's go.
17:19Let's go.
17:29Let's go.
17:30Let's go.
17:44Let's go.
17:48Let's go.
18:02Let's go.
18:10Let's go.
18:12Let's go.
18:27Let's go.
18:29Let's go.
18:29Let's go.
18:47Let's go.
18:51Let's go.
18:54Let's go.
18:57Let's go.
19:00Let's go.
19:03Let's go.
19:12pretty sneaky trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody oh i i i didn't know anyone
19:19would care i we'd like to have the funeral we will not be denied our feast
19:27when they decided to build these cabins they wanted to do it all themselves
19:30mill the wood frame it rough in the electric the whole deal look at the bottom of them they're
19:38sitting on railroad ties and i could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve
19:42and i told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter and every skunk and raccoon
19:47and god knows what else going to set up shop underneath them well preston just looked at me
19:51and nodded didn't say a word about six months later tax assessor comes by my place and says
19:58have you seen these cabins they built next door i said i had and he asked me if i'd ever
20:02seen them
20:03move i said move what do you what do you mean move tax assessor says when he tried to put
20:09a value on
20:10them your husband said they was mobile homes you pick them up with a forklift and move them and ask
20:17me if i'd ever seen them be mobile well i told them yeah they haul them all over the place
20:23and if you look at the back of that outhouse your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart
20:28and said that son of a bitch was mobile too he did not want to pay any taxes i wondered
20:35what those
20:35were for preston always had issues with authority wheels on outhouse never seen anything like it
20:42no indian tacos good stuff awesome how about some of those cookies ah good choice
20:54i was thinking like three what's your mom gonna say about that my mom's not gonna say anything
21:01because she's not gonna see me eating let's keep this between us i think that's a good idea
21:20thank you for today means more than you know someone had to do it for me i know what it
21:26means
21:28sorry it had to be done
21:32we're flying out tonight girls have missed enough school and i have exhausted my word of
21:41i'd like to come back
21:44or dare i invite you to new york well the only way you get me to new york is if
21:50it seceded from the
21:51union and i was drafted into the army to take it back okay you gotta go a little easier on
21:56my city
21:56buddy i'm not knocking it i'm just not going there fair enough then i'll come visit sure
22:06i mean it
22:09it's okay
22:13i mean it
22:20i'm a sheriff's deputy who makes fifty two thousand dollars a year
22:23i have twelve thousand dollars in the bank and i'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average
22:28rope
22:28worse three nights a week i'm gonna load them in a trailer and drag them all over montana trying to
22:33win back what i spent on him in october i'm gonna take my boys in the mountains for a month
22:37and fill
22:37our freezer with elk i ain't never land on no beach i'm never going to europe or san francisco or
22:44any city
22:45bigger than billings ever what part of that sounds good to you
22:50none of it no walk me through your life what won't you change i don't have those kind of absolutes
22:55just walk me through it
23:00macy has gymnastics every morning
23:03from there i go to pilates from pilates i go to my therapist from my therapist i go to coffee
23:09with
23:09my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave me
23:12then i pick up macy and i get bridget and we go to ballet we have recitals every friday night
23:17saturday morning we have competitions i take the girls the same parts for christmas
23:21italy for the month of july which you would love i will point out
23:30who feeds the horses isn't there a service for that you have to do it every day
23:39okay okay there is no future in this but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful you are tall
23:46and kind okay so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible
23:53until
23:54until we can yeah you city girls you spell it out don't you yeah we we we get to the
23:59point
23:59yep we do you go from wondering when we're gonna see each other to wondering when you're gonna leave
24:06i think i'd rather just miss you
24:10i'm not gone yet you know what i mean
24:13so is this goodbye
24:17i think it's best oh wow
24:22let me just clarify
24:25that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral we aren't together no no we seemed pretty
24:30together yesterday when you were lying on top of me don't fucking abby me now you want to miss me
24:36is that what you want here's your fucking chance
24:39okay
24:53so
24:54and
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:53Uh, it'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58Uh, my mother had him cremated.
26:00You know, the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um, my father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:53Um.
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over and he says to the first nun,
27:15this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it and she says, well,
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Mary.
27:35She does, sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:52say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her,
27:59throws her to the ground and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:09in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19That was very poorly chosen, I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I, it's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda, easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise, it's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person, what is your purpose when that person
29:14is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:39Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:22I'll call you clearly.
30:24I'm going to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
31:04Is this just a pause or something you want to eat?
31:46I ordered a charcuterie board from Ealy.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling out
32:13his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39Makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:46Okay.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08And so if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:38Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
33:43Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
33:46Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
33:55Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
33:55Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
33:55Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
33:55Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
33:55Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
34:01Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
34:06Oh boy, do you ever, baby?
34:14oh madison avenue how did they get the name do you think
34:22i always assumed james madison oh the president yeah of course that would make sense
34:29i suppose they named the madison river after him as well where's the madison river montana
34:39where your husband spent time
34:45is that where he died no he died on another river actually
34:51no he died on a mountain no no river involved at all
35:03how do you feel when you tell me that how do you think i feel
35:08i don't presume to know that's why i asked
35:11isn't that your job
35:14like tell me how i feel
35:17my job is to help you understand how you feel
35:21more so my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit
35:33and how would you describe my present behavior
35:39hostile
35:42hostile
35:43mistrusting
35:45which i understand
35:48you don't know me
35:51and yet here you are in theory willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings
36:01trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors
36:08to guide your decision making in the future
36:11my decision making what what decisions are we questioning
36:15i'm not questioning anything
36:16no you are the one who said it
36:18my husband died
36:19the love of my life
36:22the father of my children
36:24my center
36:25my soul
36:26is gone
36:29if you by chance
36:30have happened upon
36:32any information
36:33that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon
36:40to get rid of the pain i sure would appreciate that
36:46but i do not need you staring at me like i'm some bored housewife
36:50trying to justify her affair with her fucking tennis coach
36:54i know those women
36:55plenty of them
36:56i am not one of them
36:59i
37:01am hurting
37:03and i would like some help
37:06with that
37:08if you can
37:09if you can't
37:13then i'll leave early
37:16and you can keep the fucking change
37:25you care for a drink
37:29i would love one
37:38don't normally do this
37:40spend most of my time
37:42convincing my clients
37:43not to self-medicate
37:47don't mind whiskey
37:48i don't give a shit
37:49what it is
38:11what you need is this
38:12a lot of this
38:15a lot of this
38:16not this
38:17a lot of talking
38:19and yelling
38:20and crying
38:21a lot of it
38:22and often
38:25and in time
38:28those memories will become fond again
38:31they won't hurt to recall them
38:35and you'll
38:38laugh
38:41will you love again
38:43maybe
38:45i don't have any idea if that's something you want
38:50will you ever be whole again
38:51will you feel
38:53like you did before you died
38:58no
39:01but you know that
39:03but you will
39:04heal
39:05if you let yourself
39:07you will have as much life
39:08to live
39:10as you allow yourself
39:15or you'll have none
39:20you'll have no life
39:26does that make sense
39:30yeah
39:33okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink
39:39and let me have it
39:42seriously
39:43come on
39:43give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist
39:52you know that
39:52yeah
39:53with that
39:54smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:00i know
40:02i find it quite
40:05liberating at the moment
40:08good
40:08say it again
40:11fuck you
40:12are we gonna do trust falls next
40:13you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start
40:19come on
40:19keep it coming
40:20let's go
40:21i'm serious
40:27i'm
40:28thinking about it
40:29i'm considering it
40:32i know
40:32i know
40:33i know
40:33i'm running away
40:34running away from my problems
40:37this problem goes with me
40:38so i'm not
40:39running from anything
40:43would i miss my daughters
40:46honestly i don't
40:48i don't know
40:49and part of me thinks it would be better
40:51for them
40:52you know
40:52live their own lives
40:54maybe they could move with you
40:57i mean it doesn't sound like
40:58either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said
41:01my oldest daughter needs it
41:03i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off
41:07if she didn't
41:08that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach
41:13sarcasm
41:13and therapy school
41:14these days
41:16well if by therapist school
41:18you mean dartmouth
41:19then yeah
41:19they kind of invented it there
41:26you think i should
41:30not my place to say
41:31but
41:35i think you should consider it
41:37and i'll tell you why
41:39because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future
41:44and that's healthy
41:45that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it
41:47is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it
41:51you should consider
41:54moving to europe
41:55spend a year traveling
41:57you got the financial means
41:59no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider
42:03everything
42:06wish i could have met him
42:08must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman
42:12you know who you are
42:13and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this
42:16yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing
42:20this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:29and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38wow this has been
42:41pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater
42:45and i had very little faith in you
42:46but you
42:48you overcame it
42:49turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients
43:04and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with
43:07not begin one
43:08fine
43:09see you at happy hour
43:11and i'm happy to have a good night
43:23and i'm happy to have a good night
43:36and i'm happy to have a good night
43:40so far
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what I do I can't stay here Lily I can smell
43:47him hold on hold on is everything okay so um pages is is in bed and she won't
43:58talk and she can't stop crying and she's well she's hyperventilating and I feel
44:02like I should call an ambulance but I don't like I feel like that might make
44:06her worse you're right you're right it would I'll be there in 15 minutes call
44:09Abby okay calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:46do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top in and then just bring
44:58it to me with a spoon that sounds disgusting I wasn't asking your opinion of it Russell
45:09I got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures wrapped chocolate chips
45:14shitty ones like she likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup Russell give it to
45:20her she
45:20knows how to make it he knows how to make it he knows how much you love him and your
45:34body just
45:35doesn't know where to put all that love now okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you
45:39don't
45:39have to stop loving someone when they're gone in fact one could argue that you should love them more
45:46and here's a sad fact of life you will feel this way again yeah when I die when your husband
45:56dies and
45:57your friends and and someday your children will feel this way about you thanks mom I feel so much
46:05better I come bearing gifts I'm not hungry it's not food it is a drug it is sugar and chocolate
46:14in a
46:14mixture that only your metabolism process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips and I hate you
46:19for
46:20it I used to eat this when I was like five no you still act five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back I don't understand it it's the crunch with the cold and
46:40a
46:40mushy of the ice cream the explanation doesn't sell it page no you got her I got her but I
46:50cannot stay
46:50the night I can stay that night it was my favorite thing ever I know
47:17is she okay
47:20she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here
47:27uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:33well Soho's version of a dive bar
47:51what's this place called um I don't know I'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street
48:17something like that no name not that I'm aware of no what does your paycheck say uh xt enterprises LLC
48:25or some shit
48:28okay so bar just doesn't have a name no name what can I get you oh god I'm uh I
48:37am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini uh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so true that uh
48:46how about an irish car bomb I have no idea what that is trust me okay what about you what
48:54kind of amber
48:54ale steve that'll be two irish car bombs
48:56I have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink russell
49:07oh I didn't see that coming oh gosh apologies russell
49:12this is gonna hurt
49:16all right
49:18great
49:20you gotta
49:22yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35I have a bad gag reflex
49:38no no I'm not I'm I'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44oh life
49:47not a choices people make don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or you know aspirations might be a better word for your life for my daughter
50:08I mean what uh you know what we we just got the townhouse so yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two talked about starting a family
50:21you know page she just got down to a size zero and she worked really hard for it
50:26Russell Russell independent thoughts do you have any
50:31yeah I mean I guess I want I want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay I don't want to raise them and I want to
50:38I want to move out of town
50:39you know where they can have a normal
50:41you know trick-or-treat and and and
50:44play baseball and run out on the street you know
50:47mm-hmm no I don't know no I don't know I raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream
50:54what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59I don't know I don't know I I haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah well then you need a new dream
51:08honestly I always thought of you and Creston as the dream
51:15so did I Russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well I guess we both need a new one
51:25mm-hmm
51:28yeah
51:30yeah
51:32yeah
51:34yeah
51:40yeah
51:48me
51:49you
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