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00:09You
00:09Previously on Love Island Beyond the Villa
00:11Cheers to a fucking world of being in LA
00:13To the next few months of being in LA
00:14But you were scared to talk to me, you thought I was gonna flip the table on you tonight
00:17I apologize for what I put you through, the fucking gaslighting, manipulating
00:21I just want her to be as happy as she was when I first met her
00:27You can't be smiling at me like that
00:29A lot of smile at you
00:30That's like your
00:32A lot of smile
00:34Do you mean Torben?
00:37Unexpectedly
00:37And then I was like who the fuck is this guy? What the fuck is going on right now?
00:41Where should we go? Over there?
00:42No, we're chilling, we're good at it
00:44This is the point that I'm like more annoyed about than anything else
00:47Is that you artificially like brought him over
00:50No, it's not like we were fucking making out before I left
00:53Kiffy, you were fucking trying
00:55Okay bro, I'm done
00:58Yeah
00:58Why you look so cute?
01:00Why aren't Kenny and I living together?
01:02I hope you didn't tell Miguel that we both wanted space because that's not the case
01:07I wanted separation from you
01:10I got a text
01:12What?
01:12You guys
01:14We're going to Miami, it's about to get gnostics
01:18Welcome to Miami
01:20I love y'all man, let's toast
01:22Hi
01:28Maggie, baby
01:29Honey to you, face to you, everything to you
01:32Thank you, baby
01:33It's a good day to be Janae right now
01:35I do think that there's a time and place when you could have had the conversation
01:39And you chose to have it
01:41And I agree with you on that aspect because also, same thing with this motherfucker
01:45You're being a hypocrite, you're having a go at him for something you did
01:48Why do you care if I'm coming with him? Like what is your loyalty to Aaron?
01:52It's a taste of her own medicine, I'm sorry
01:54No, I'm leaving
01:55I don't want to do this
02:20Wait, wait, I'm so sorry, it is fucking freezing
02:23Kitty, I knew you did this
02:24You told me to turn it off
02:26Yeah, not to Antarctica
02:28I said Minnesota
02:32Hi
02:32Maybe
02:33Hi Kitty
02:34Hi, how y'all
02:36How y'all doing?
02:37I just wanted to turn on what you were wearing
02:38Oh, this
02:38Do you like it?
02:40I love Miami, it's so much like home
02:42So far, it has been a lot of fun
02:45Yes, girl
02:47Hey, hey, hey
02:49Hey, hey
02:50But the best part to this trip
02:53Has been Megan Thee Stallion's fashion show
02:56Yes!
02:57Oh my word
02:58Megan Thee Stallion is hot as fuck
03:01Are you doing full face?
03:03Yeah, like keen at so that I'm wearing foundation
03:05No, you look just flawless skin
03:07I look so basic
03:08And I'm like, okay, how do I do that?
03:09Every day is new
03:12Let's hit the party
03:14They're playing our famous
03:16Coming
03:17Open it up
03:19Two seconds
03:20Open it up
03:21Did you break your leg or something?
03:23Megan
03:25Biggie
03:25Lady
03:26Lady
03:27Where the hell is Leah?
03:29I thought you were gonna be like Jenae and Kenny.
03:32They're not here either.
03:32Shay swear, man, it's on time.
03:34Nah, Leah's not feeling too good, so she's just like,
03:36yeah, I told her to rest a little bit.
03:38Yeah.
03:39French toast on deck?
03:41Eggs on deck?
03:44What's up?
03:46What are you saying, man?
03:47To your house?
03:48This is my house. Welcome to my crib.
03:50This is actually your place?
03:51No, fuck with you. This is where Serena's crashing out.
03:54You can tell who won the show and who didn't.
03:56Welcome to Mikasa.
03:57This is a little nicer than my car, so this is sick.
04:02Did you get taller?
04:03What are you talking about?
04:04I can't believe you got fucking, like, two floors in here.
04:06I barely got a bedroom.
04:08Thank you so much.
04:09Why is this bacon so good?
04:10Yes, let's break up some of this testosterone.
04:14And then Kenny walks in.
04:15Oh, my God, you can't do!
04:17I'm gonna go upstairs.
04:18Look at this red.
04:19Fuck.
04:20This is sick.
04:21Wait, is everyone upstairs already?
04:23Aaron and Connor went up.
04:24I'm outside for, like, five seconds,
04:25and my nuts are already stuck to the side of my leg.
04:29This is fucking sick.
04:31You could have a party up here.
04:33I bet there's been loads of orgies.
04:35Maybe don't go in the pool.
04:37Mm, 80% semen.
04:40Janae and Kenny and Kayla just got here, too.
04:45Fantastic.
04:45I'm elated.
04:47I know you are.
04:48Is that champagne?
04:49Yes, the hell it is.
04:50I got to get in the shade.
04:52I'm roasting right now.
04:54I'm moving my ass over there.
04:56You want to move over there?
04:58What's that?
05:02I'll chill right here.
05:03I like being home.
05:05Hey.
05:06Wait, I love this thing.
05:08Everyone's upstairs.
05:10Look who decided to join us.
05:12Oh, shit.
05:13Wait, this is really nice.
05:14The fuck?
05:16Okay, today, I believe it's a beach day.
05:18Um, Cass is on her way.
05:20Okay.
05:20Say here?
05:21Cassidy, yeah.
05:22Um, she's on the way.
05:23We're gonna go and turn up at the beach.
05:25Cassidy was on our season for a short amount of time,
05:29but she was the sweetest girl.
05:31Did you get any cuddles?
05:33Like, a few.
05:35Ooh.
05:37So, while we were in the villa,
05:38Cassidy paired up with...
05:42Who did Cassidy pair up with?
05:44So, we're gonna come here a little bit.
05:50I don't know.
05:51Can you skip that?
05:51I don't remember.
05:53I just want everyone to have a good time.
05:55We're in fucking Miami.
05:56It's my favorite city ever.
05:57No, it's not.
05:58It's one of my favorites.
05:59Yay!
05:59Babe, my dad's calling me.
06:01Oh, look.
06:06Oh, my gosh.
06:12But usually, right after, he's responsive.
06:22My younger brother, Gabe, he had a series of seizures,
06:25and he's in ICU.
06:29He's in critical condition.
06:30He's intubated.
06:32He's unconscious.
06:33Yeah, I guess we just have to wait now.
06:36Praying.
06:38Is there one seeing Kenny?
06:39Nope.
06:40Sorry, but I'm gonna go check on him right now.
06:41I'll be right back.
06:45You okay?
06:47I'll be right back.
06:50I'll be right back.
06:52I'll be right back.
06:54I'll be right back.
06:54He always has seizures, but it never goes this far.
06:58It's like nine, ten minutes.
07:01Gabe is my step-brother.
07:04We've known each other since we were 11.
07:08Just one of my best friends.
07:09Gabe has epilepsy, and he's always had to deal with seizures,
07:16but he's never been to the ICU.
07:19It's never been this extreme.
07:22Oh, no.
07:24I'm so sorry.
07:26I'm so...
07:28Oh, babe.
07:30I'm so sorry.
07:36All right.
07:36We bouncing?
07:37Yeah, let's bounce.
07:38Let's head down to the beach.
07:39Let's do it.
07:40I love you so much, okay?
07:43Me too, babe.
07:46We just want to chill here for a little bit more
07:48and we go upstairs?
07:48Yeah.
07:51You guys okay?
07:52Yeah.
07:53Are you sure?
07:55Yeah.
07:56He's just having a family issue.
07:59I'm so sorry.
08:00Thanks, babe.
08:00You know, if anyone can relate, it's you.
08:02Yeah.
08:02Do you want to talk about it?
08:04His little brother is in the hospital.
08:06Aw.
08:07But he's, like, on breathing tubes,
08:08so it's, like, it went from zero to 100.
08:10Oh, my God.
08:11Yeah.
08:12I'm sorry, Ken.
08:14Just gotta pray.
08:15Yeah.
08:16Let's pray now.
08:18Everything's...
08:19Okay.
08:21Gracious Lord, Heavenly Father,
08:23King of Kings, Lord of Lords,
08:25right now we pray for Kayla's family.
08:27We know that Meemaw is with you
08:29and that she is at peace as well.
08:31But for Gabe, Father God, we know it is not done.
08:33And we pray that you get Gabe off of that breathing tube
08:35and out of the hospital
08:36in your precious holy name.
08:38Amen.
08:39Amen.
08:39Thank you, Jesus.
08:41We're good.
08:42I'm sorry.
08:43I love you, KK.
08:43Thank you, Kay.
08:44Of course.
08:46You lose a lot.
08:49Love you.
08:52I need to be here for Kenny right now.
08:54In this moment, he's being very vulnerable
08:56and I'm very grateful.
08:58It tells me that he trusts me
09:00and that means the world to me.
09:02It's like shit.
09:05Love you.
09:07Thanks to the sky right now.
09:10Toast to the high life.
09:12Oh, oh, oh.
09:13Debonette, Debonette,
09:14just in case he ain't aware like,
09:16oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
09:18Wow.
09:19Where are we sitting?
09:20Are we sitting right here?
09:21Oh, my God.
09:21We're living like the rich and famous.
09:23Umbrellas on the beach.
09:24What time's the flight?
09:26I'm not sure.
09:27Hey.
09:27See?
09:28I'm in Miami right now
09:29and everyone always asks me for an update
09:30on the lemon hack.
09:32Wait, I want to watch.
09:32Are you dyeing your hair?
09:33Yeah, it makes you like lighter.
09:35It is.
09:35This is what the magic happens.
09:40Well, hello.
09:42Oh.
09:43I'm excited to see Cassidy.
09:45She's fine as fuck.
09:47The guy's coming around with drink menu.
09:51Oh, I'm so sorry.
09:52I did not see you there.
09:53What's new with you?
09:55Um, not too much.
09:57I've just been like traveling.
09:58Uh-huh.
09:59Um, and like enjoying, enjoying life.
10:02I mean, that's the fucking thing to do.
10:04Exactly.
10:05Yeah.
10:06Just go put our feet in the water.
10:07Don't be outside.
10:10Oh, the water doesn't even feel that freezing.
10:12The water in California is literally ice cold.
10:15There you go.
10:16Kayla, did you play any sports growing up?
10:18I swam on the swim team all my life.
10:20Oh, yeah.
10:20We talked about that.
10:21I played softball, too.
10:24Shortstop.
10:25Love it.
10:36Oh, okay.
10:37Catch her.
10:38She played shortstop.
10:42What the hell did you get?
10:43Kayla has the bat.
10:44Oh, come on.
10:46No, it's not that one.
10:50You all right?
10:52Yeah, I'm fine.
10:53I'm sorry for you.
10:54I honestly don't mind.
10:55I'm, like, really sorry.
10:56I shouldn't have fucking brought you into it.
10:58That wasn't cool at all.
11:00I think I'm the person that probably understands the most.
11:02No, I know you are, but that doesn't mean that it's okay.
11:05I'm wanting to clear the air, like, selfishly, because things went left the other day.
11:09And I wasn't trying to come at you.
11:11I like the nickname.
11:12I really wasn't, and I want you to know that.
11:14Because I do care about you, and I don't want to come at you.
11:18Oh, really?
11:19Anyway, I made you get involved, and I shouldn't have did that.
11:22And also our argument the other night.
11:24I wasn't saying I want to get back together with you.
11:27No, absolutely not.
11:27But, like, your body language, when we were trying to say bye to each other and stuff,
11:30you were trying to kiss us, and I was like, no, Kayla, that's not the situation.
11:32I was not trying to kiss you on your left.
11:33Okay, bye.
11:35I'm not going to lie, you made yourself look really stupid.
11:38You also did accuse me of being jealous.
11:41You were, like, looking very depressed.
11:44The entire night you were acting was standoffish.
11:48From a respectful point of view, I'm going to be as pleasant as possible to the guy,
11:51but I'm not trying to act normal with you, especially how you were before.
11:55That's a whole separate situation, which I think was disrespectful for him.
12:01The day before, we were acting that way also because we both opened up to each other on a different
12:06type of level.
12:06Like, not because I was, like, trying to go home with you.
12:09I was being respectful, and I told you that he was coming, so it's like...
12:12No, no, no, I completely appreciate that.
12:14But there was also a lot of comments that were said that if Torian were in that situation, we would
12:18appreciate it.
12:21At Paddle Tennis, I said to her, you can come down to Venice if you just want to be grounded
12:25with a normal person.
12:26And her answer was, no, I don't want to hang out one-on-one, because if we do, then I'm
12:31going to start catching feelings.
12:32And I said, no, I won't let that happen.
12:34And she said, well, no, I already am.
12:47But there was also a lot of comments that were said that if Torian were in that situation, we would
12:52have appreciated it.
12:56So when you accused me of being weird, I was like, well, I'm not being weird, but they would make
13:00someone feel uncomfortable.
13:01I think Kayla's mixed signals is her just trying to figure out what she wants or what she can get.
13:06I just feel disappointed that I threw all of this back in my face when I know deep down she
13:10is her,
13:11and she does need someone that cares for her.
13:15I disagree with you completely.
13:19Don't bring it up.
13:22You just brought it up. You know what you're doing.
13:24Like, at this point, say what you need to say.
13:26I'm so fucking done with arguing with people, Aaron.
13:28But I don't think it was disrespectful to Torian, either, because we're at a different point now than where that
13:34was.
13:35And, like, you and I were having a conversation. I wasn't just...
13:40You're... You know what you're doing.
13:42You're very smart.
13:44Let's rewind.
13:46After paddle tennis, Aaron and I had a heart-to-heart conversation.
13:49Promise just to be friends.
13:53So that must have been, like, mixed in his brain and maybe made him feel like I was, like, confiding
13:59in him in a romantic way.
14:01But that was not the situation at all.
14:03I didn't make out with him. I didn't ask to go home with him. It was nothing like that.
14:07So don't try to imply that I'm, like, trying to, like, be in this love triangle that doesn't exist.
14:14We try to be friends.
14:16It's obvious. No.
14:17Sorry I've hurt you. I've made you feel uncomfortable.
14:19You think that I'm out here, like, being a slut or something like that.
14:23I don't really know what your intention is, but, like...
14:25I've never said that. I've never said that.
14:28If anything, I would be respectful towards you.
14:30Why not bring it up at the time after Saturday night?
14:32And I would try not to bring it up.
14:33So you bring it up now, and you know my life is crazy.
14:36Why the fuck are they fighting?
14:37Oh, shit.
14:37The exact situation that you're going through now is what I was going through ten months ago.
14:41Not to call the kettle black, but, you know, ten months ago, after the reunion, my grandfather passed away.
14:47And I called Kayla, and she said to me, I'm fully here to support you, so on and so forth,
14:54and that just didn't happen.
14:56Yeah, you were running me through the mud, you were taking this out of my looks, you were doing all
14:59these fucking things, and you knew.
15:00And the exact situation...
15:02Quit bitching at me!
15:02You've been hypocritical.
15:03What are you doing?
15:04What are you doing with the fucking bat?
15:05You've been hypocritical, mate.
15:08Like, holy shit.
15:11You're being hypocritical.
15:11You're throwing bats.
15:12Like, are you a child?
15:14Like, that's the shit that's like...
15:16I hope you have that on camera.
15:17Like, that's the weird fucking shit.
15:20But now I'm going to look like the idiot.
15:27Kayla!
15:28You okay?
15:29Yeah, I'm fine.
15:31Let's go to the cabana.
15:33Kayla is my little baby.
15:35And I see myself in her so much when it comes to, like, how naive I was in relationships,
15:39and how, like, I would let men walk all over me.
15:41Now, granted, maybe not Kayla no more, because my bitch has been standing ten toes on what the hell she
15:46wants and believes.
15:47So proud.
15:48Right when these people come with fucking pina coladas.
15:51Is that Cass?
15:54I'm going to be running!
15:56Wait, don't you?
15:58Huh?
15:59I'm not black ass.
16:01Wait, stop.
16:02You guys are stunning.
16:03Oh my God.
16:03No, bitch, you look good.
16:05I love it.
16:07You look good, eh?
16:08Yeah, you're good.
16:09You're welcome.
16:09So I've been popping.
16:10Damn.
16:11No making me look tiny on this beach.
16:12Fuck y'all.
16:13Nah.
16:14Not at all, mate.
16:15Fucking Megatron.
16:16Oh no!
16:18The sun got shook when we stepped out.
16:20Well, she's silly.
16:20Ran away.
16:21It looks like the water got murky as well.
16:25Oh shit!
16:25That was a flinger.
16:26Everything at a jet with his brother.
16:28It's just like a waiting game right now.
16:30Yeah.
16:30I'm trying to keep Kenny like distracted and have fun.
16:32I know.
16:33We don't really know what's up.
16:34So what's going on?
16:34The family just hasn't ever seen it this bad.
16:37He's only breathing too.
16:38Jesus.
16:39Yeah, no, I've never prayed so hard.
16:40So, I mean, the good thing's in the hospital, right?
16:44Where he needs to be.
16:44Two, it's Orlando, Florida.
16:46So I'm like, we can, if you want me to call the Uber,
16:48we will go right now.
16:49But I think it's just like a waiting game.
16:51So he needs to just like wait to see an update.
16:52His sister's there.
16:54I've met Kenny's younger brother, Gabe, a couple of times.
16:57He is the sweetest, softest soul.
17:00The situation we're in right now, it just, it breaks my heart.
17:04You good, my boy?
17:05I'm worried about you, brother.
17:07I'll get it, bro.
17:08She's trying to get distracted.
17:09Yeah, I'm here.
17:10Oh, fuck.
17:11I need to like reconnect with nature.
17:14Touch grass.
17:15I'm going through it.
17:18My head is throbbing.
17:21I kept trying to throw up, but I just couldn't get it out.
17:30Are you good?
17:31Yeah, I'm fine.
17:33He's just angry.
17:34I don't know why he's so angry.
17:37No, yeah, I'm just saying, honestly.
17:38Like, did you say, hey, I was fucked up.
17:40I'm sorry I said that.
17:41Like, I don't, I don't mean that, honestly.
17:42Or like, how did it escalate to get to a question?
17:45I don't even know.
17:47I just, I was hoping the best for you, too.
17:49But again, hey, I always say this.
17:51I don't think.
17:51Not everybody has to be fucking friends.
17:53Especially with your ex, you don't have to be.
17:55Like, it's not like no one's putting the gun to your head
17:57saying you gotta be friends with Anna.
17:59I just, it's really, it's super difficult right now
18:02because I'm trying to keep as cool as possible.
18:05And I don't want to be in a situation where I'm constantly
18:07with my ex and she's constantly talking about how she's
18:09with the new guys and how they're going really well.
18:12And after two weeks, she really loves him all the shit.
18:14Right.
18:14It's not a nice situation to be in.
18:16Right.
18:16Kayla is sending Aaron make signals.
18:18Like, she will be very warm to him at one point
18:20and like laughing and flirtatious.
18:23And then it will just like flip.
18:24And I don't think that's very fair.
18:26I'm just a piece of shit, apparently.
18:27So it's fine.
18:28What do you mean?
18:29I don't care.
18:30What do you mean though?
18:30What I'm saying is, Kendall, I am so done.
18:32We tried to be fucking friends.
18:34We tried to be cool.
18:35It didn't work.
18:36And I want nothing to do with it.
18:37I don't have the energy to waste on irrelevant people
18:41like Aaron in my life.
18:42What upsets me is the Kayla that I used to think I knew,
18:45which was the small town girl where she wanted to help kids
18:49with like learning difficulties.
18:51And she's like this, just chasing all these like followers
18:54and likes.
18:55The real Kayla that I remember, her one priority
18:58was just to have fun.
19:00Who wants to play chicken in the pool?
19:03Oh.
19:06Oh.
19:08Oh.
19:09That was really cool.
19:10But now that she's trying to act a certain way,
19:13so people betray her in a certain way,
19:15which is fine, I understand.
19:16But I rather the Kayla off camera.
19:19It really saddens me because I believe deep down
19:22that she's still there.
19:23And it's just upsetting because she says one thing,
19:25but her actions do something else.
19:26Yeah.
19:27It's just difficult.
19:28And I should have never put myself in a situation
19:31where like I offered even like a friendship
19:34because that's stupid.
19:37I was hoping the best for you too.
19:39But obviously like there's a lot of tension there
19:41just because you guys had a lot of feelings towards each other.
19:43Things are bound to pop off at some point
19:45and they just popped off.
19:47When it comes to having conversations with your ex,
19:49trust me, I know there's a lot of deep rooted emotion.
19:53So Kayla not wanting to really continue to put energy and effort
19:57into Erin makes sense
19:59because that's how I feel with Nicole.
20:01It's just not worth the energy and effort.
20:05Especially now that you're all into new things, new pastures.
20:09Yeah.
20:10Yep.
20:11You guys get too close to each other and you collide.
20:15Hmm.
20:16You got to keep it at a distance.
20:18Protect your peace.
20:19Always, always protect your peace.
20:28It's time to go home.
20:36I'm so tired of arguing with someone that I've argued with so many times.
20:41We should have kept our distance this entire summer.
20:43Keep, keep bleeding, love.
20:59You want to sprint to a white thing on the ground before all those people?
21:04Absolutely.
21:04Kendall?
21:05I need to be there to be like actually like the eyes.
21:08Go!
21:11Oh!
21:12Oh!
21:12Taylor's got it!
21:17Let's just wash these all over again.
21:21Pour that out.
21:23Pour that out.
21:24Don't know what to do.
21:27Don't, don't, don't know what to do.
21:29Mm-hm.
21:30Mm-hm.
21:32Know that I should leave.
21:34You're in my head.
21:36You're in my head.
21:36You're in my head.
21:36Is he there?
21:37Mama!
21:38Abuela!
21:40Hello, Madri.
21:41Ma.
21:42Oh, darling.
21:43It's so lovely to see you.
21:45Come in.
21:46Oh, sweetheart.
21:47Welcome to...
21:48Oh!
21:49You guys... tired?
21:50Missed you?
21:51Come in, come in, come in.
21:52Oh, yes, a long flight.
21:53I invited my abuela and my mum for two reasons.
21:57It's going to be my birthday, and my new goal for the year
22:01is to get my ABBA on at least four holidays.
22:03You look very glamorous, abuela.
22:04Do try.
22:05So I've done two, and I need two more.
22:07I want to get some more stamps and a passport.
22:08You look like you own, like, three businesses,
22:11and you've got, like, some estate somewhere in Italy.
22:13Oh, what a shame.
22:14And you probably have a butler as well.
22:15That sounds great.
22:17Francois?
22:18No, I would never do that.
22:19You would not click your fingers.
22:20I would never click my fingers.
22:21I think that's very rude.
22:22Yeah.
22:22To be here for your birthday as well.
22:2528.
22:25We really are thrilled.
22:2728.
22:28I'm with that little boy.
22:29Any of the others going to be there?
22:31Er, I think Kendall.
22:32Connor will obviously be there.
22:34All right.
22:34And how are things with Kayla?
22:36Er, we ended up having a fallout when we was on the beach,
22:39which is kind of what I told you on the phone.
22:41Oh, was that when you were in Miami?
22:42Yeah, that was in Miami, cos...
22:44Thank you, darling.
22:45When my mum told you about the paddle tennis,
22:47she was acting not like she had a boyfriend,
22:48and she was being probably a bit too...
22:50Bit flirty.
22:52I think that my problem with me and Kayla
22:54is, like, we're very, like, hot-headed.
22:56It's a bit of, like, a weird situation.
22:58I did invite Kayla to my birthday party,
23:00and I did say,
23:01Hi, Kay, I want you to come to my birthday on Wednesday,
23:03and I know I'd be more than happy
23:05if you invited Torrin to.
23:07I also understand if you don't want to come,
23:08but it might be the last time we ever see each other,
23:10and it would be cool for you to meet Abba.
23:12And then she just said,
23:13Thank you for the invite, Aaron.
23:15And then she gave me, like, a love-heart thing on the message.
23:18So, yeah.
23:20And I don't even know whether or not she'll even come,
23:22cos she probably feels a bit uncomfortable and...
23:24Oh, bless her.
23:25She shouldn't have been uncomfortable.
23:26I mean, that's...
23:26I was a bit upset with her after that.
23:28Well, I know you were upset after a reunion,
23:30but you wouldn't be mean to her, like, directly.
23:32No, I wouldn't be nasty with her at all.
23:36It'd be nice to meet her.
23:37Yeah, I actually want you guys to meet her.
23:39So now I just don't know whether or not she'll come.
23:46Em, I'm scared.
23:47This is a big moment for you.
23:48It's exciting.
23:49It's not me.
23:50You're in your cover girl era.
23:52Yeah, I'm going to do it.
23:53It's an Australian publication
23:54that focuses on lifestyle, fashion, beauty, and travel,
23:56and that's everything that you do.
23:59You're right.
23:59As a nice girlie and girly,
24:00so it makes perfect sense.
24:01My manager and my PR team
24:03brought this opportunity to me,
24:05and we are working to help get my name out
24:07and get the connects,
24:08and I do more magazine covers.
24:11Retreat was like,
24:12we would love to work with her.
24:13So it's so exciting
24:15because they're also an Australian magazine.
24:18You didn't realize I'm Australian.
24:20Okay, how do you want me to stand and stuff?
24:23Pretty much the whole vibe of the shoot
24:24is just, like, laid back, cool girl.
24:27I feel like an idiot.
24:29Okay, ready?
24:31Lean into that a little bit more.
24:33There you go.
24:34The next step with my career,
24:36I definitely want to get into fashion.
24:38I want to, like, explore it
24:39and see if I'm good at it.
24:40I love looking good.
24:41So I think L.A. is the place for me
24:44to jump at these opportunities.
24:47L.A., baby.
24:49Amazing.
24:50Love.
24:52Yo.
24:54Nice rocks.
24:56Oh, no, you go away.
24:58I'll get out of here.
24:58I'll go get a snack.
25:12I'll go get out of here.
25:27I'll go get out of here.
25:28I'll go get out of here.
25:29It's really weird to think about Aaron now leaving L.A.,
25:32and it's going to suck to not have him here anymore.
25:34So being able to, like, throw him a party
25:35that's kind of a send-off and a happy birthday
25:37at the same time is, like, the least I can do.
25:40Is everyone invited?
25:41Yeah.
25:42Will you be able to make it to Aaron's party?
25:44My best friend's ex's party
25:47that she's not going to.
25:53I don't feel well.
25:54Are you staying in L.A.?
25:57Yeah, I think I'm going to stay out here,
25:59see if I like it.
26:00That's so exciting.
26:01I think I'm still trying, like,
26:03go into, like, what avenue I want to do.
26:06Being on television tends to not last the longest,
26:09so I want to make the most of it,
26:11and I'm extremely grateful
26:12that I've been given this opportunity.
26:14I'm trying to work out
26:15whether I want to go down hosting
26:16or if I want to do more fashion.
26:19Life's just been good.
26:21I fucking don't want to say that
26:23because something will happen.
26:24I'll knock on wood, too.
26:25Yeah.
26:36Dad, what you been up to?
26:38Well, just working.
26:40So, no longer Dallas.
26:42What's the L.A. thing?
26:43Still trying to find my footing in L.A.
26:45and trying to find my groove,
26:47and that's why, like, Liv and I,
26:49we started that hosting classes.
26:50It was really exciting.
26:52She gave me a lot of pointers.
26:53I did not realize that you started classes.
26:55Yeah, I really want to get into this.
26:57It's a career.
26:57Yeah.
26:58Good.
26:59You got some good deals going?
27:00Is they contacting you?
27:01Yeah, so I actually got a lot of brand deals coming up.
27:05I'm doing Vegas next week for Visit Las Vegas.
27:08That's a great deal.
27:08I just got to go to Vegas.
27:09My dad is a man of very few words most of the time.
27:12I get my yapping more from my mom.
27:14But every time I'm with him,
27:16he gives me some words of encouragement.
27:18I really cherish every moment with my dad
27:20because I feel like I always have something to take away from it.
27:24That's a gorgeous view there.
27:25Look at that.
27:26I'm like this perfect seat.
27:28What happened to that?
27:30Didn't you have a talk with Nicole?
27:32Yeah, I spoke with her.
27:33She reached out.
27:34Really?
27:35And the best part about it was that I got to open up
27:38and say how betrayed I did feel from what she did to me.
27:41And you were just kind of burying your soul there.
27:45And then for that to collide and sort of implode,
27:49well, you know, it wasn't good for me to see.
27:51Yeah.
27:52You know, she's a dad.
27:53So I wanted to get on a plane right away
27:56and just come out and say,
27:56hey, where can I be?
27:58Dad, obviously, we've had tough conversations.
28:01You've gone through the divorce and everything.
28:04Like, do you have any other advice for me
28:06dealing with my split just moving forward?
28:09Well, you know, with my split with your mom,
28:12the thing that really affected me a lot
28:13was the fact that it was affecting you guys.
28:18But I, you know, I had to check on myself
28:21to make sure that I was okay
28:22and not just assume that, oh, yeah, I'm fine.
28:24No, I don't wear it. I'm fine.
28:25No, no.
28:26That's simply how I am.
28:27The whole vulnerability thing we spoke about.
28:30When I go through things like my parents' divorce,
28:33my last breakup with Nicole,
28:35these terrible situations that I go through,
28:37it puts you in a position where you feel stuck
28:40and you don't grow.
28:41I don't have any resentment or, like, hatred towards her.
28:43Right.
28:44And it was just a lot of resentment before.
28:46That's the stage where I'm at now
28:48where I'm still growing from what I've dealt with in my past.
28:51That's led me to where I am now.
28:52So that's why I feel like I'm in a better spot
28:54to pursue a new relationship
28:56or do something that's out of my comfort zone.
28:59I gotta be vulnerable again
29:00because, obviously, I got screwed last time I did it,
29:03but I gotta get back into that mindset
29:04of, like, being open.
29:06The good news is there's no rush.
29:08True.
29:08There's no rush.
29:09And when things happen, they happen naturally.
29:11Honestly, I feel like you guys
29:12are just so much wiser than me sometimes.
29:16Thanks, guys.
29:17You got it.
29:18True family hug.
29:31Uh-oh, they have Vichy Martini.
29:34Uh-oh, we're starting on drinks.
29:36Yeah.
29:37This is beautiful, though.
29:38It's so pretty.
29:39I love the lily pad area.
29:41Wow!
29:43Is this not the most beautiful place ever?
29:45I'm going to come this way.
29:46Hi, beautiful.
29:47How you doing, brother?
29:49You and your black.
29:50No, I didn't get $1.00 black.
29:53You're looking healthy, bro.
29:54You look so shiny.
29:55Oh, my gosh.
29:56I put this, like, new glitter spray on my legs
29:58that I got when we were in Miami.
30:00Hell, yeah.
30:00I don't know the brand.
30:01What did you guys do today?
30:03What's today?
30:04I had Spanish class.
30:05You went Spanish class?
30:06You were already really good at it, though.
30:08I know, but I want to be fluent.
30:09But, like, you are.
30:10I'm not.
30:11And just in case, like, they say something,
30:12like, his family said something
30:13and I don't catch on it.
30:13Do you guys speak in Spanish to each other quite a lot?
30:15Sometimes he only speaks to me in Spanish
30:17and I feel like answering myself.
30:19Really?
30:19Can she speak it better or can he?
30:21Can he?
30:22Meh.
30:23Can't me.
30:24Really?
30:25Wait, who?
30:25Guys, seriously.
30:26Really?
30:26Be honest.
30:27You're feeling so gay?
30:28Meh.
30:29Hello.
30:30Oh, no.
30:30I'm doing today.
30:31It's great to see you all.
30:33My name's Lacey.
30:33I'll be taking care of you all.
30:35Are we drinking?
30:36I'm going to get an old-fashioned.
30:37I'm going to start with that.
30:37It's the last day of school.
30:38I'm getting a filthy martini.
30:40Can I just do the cucumber one?
30:42Oh, yeah, of course.
30:43That's okay.
30:44I'm crazy.
30:45Lemon drop is fine.
30:46Bro.
30:48All righty.
30:49Thank you so much.
30:51Hey.
30:52Welcome to the party.
30:56It was such an amazing summer.
30:58And even though I'm going back to Vegas
31:00and Kenny's going back to Dallas,
31:02the good thing is that we will be together
31:04the next couple of weeks traveling for work.
31:07So at least next month we're good.
31:09The month after that, who knows?
31:12You guys, not to ruin the mood,
31:14but I leave in two days.
31:16Aw.
31:17I got to go back to the text-friendly states.
31:21Texas and Nevada.
31:23I'm a numbers girl.
31:24The numbers don't add up living in California.
31:27You have to be double rich
31:28to live a comfortable life here.
31:29I want to be double rich
31:31and just be double rich.
31:32But other than that,
31:34I love L.A.
31:35I can see how you guys live here.
31:36I love it.
31:37Mm, I ordered that one.
31:39And it.
31:40That looks fine.
31:41That salad looks so refreshing.
31:43Isn't beet purple?
31:45They come in all different shapes and sizes.
31:48Wait, someone try it
31:49because I'm so curious.
31:50Try what?
31:51This animal that we are.
31:53That's not an animal.
31:54Among us.
32:00Never heard of her in my life.
32:02Never heard of her in my life.
32:03I don't know what that is, man.
32:04I have no idea who she is.
32:04All right, man.
32:06Who is she?
32:07Some sort of, like, yam?
32:10I could see why you said yam.
32:12I don't know how Kenny and Janae
32:14don't know what a scallop is,
32:15but Serena and Cordell
32:16didn't know what dates were.
32:19So...
32:20So how's your brother?
32:22He's doing much better.
32:23Okay, hell yeah.
32:24I love it.
32:26This situation happened with my brother,
32:28so I decided to change my flight to see him.
32:30He's stabilized.
32:31He's expected to do a full recovery.
32:34Thanks to God.
32:35I feel like I had such a good start to our summer,
32:37and, like, the part two of our summer
32:39is going to be even more exciting.
32:40Yeah, honestly.
32:41We have so much going on, you guys.
32:42I think probably for me,
32:45just because of everything I was going through,
32:47like, health-wise,
32:48I think that was, like,
32:49a really big wake-up call.
32:52And also just, like, realizing
32:55what is actually important to me.
32:59Aw.
33:00My experience with everything health-wise
33:02have put a lot into perspective for me.
33:05It made me realize what I want to do
33:07in this lifetime,
33:08and, yeah, it's all been really, like, eye-okay.
33:12Oh, yeah, what you got going on?
33:14Filming.
33:16Coming back for the reasonable doubts
33:18with the Morris chestnut.
33:21Oh, my gosh!
33:24That's huge!
33:26Do you have to go back soon?
33:27I'll leave today.
33:28Go back today!
33:29Oh, my gosh!
33:30So you pop up and pop out.
33:31One Monkey don't stop the show.
33:32It is what it is.
33:33We're going to keep moving.
33:34But, like, I definitely think that
33:36I need to figure out how to do it on my own.
33:39Yeah.
33:40Cordell is traveling a lot,
33:41but we're just going to keep going
33:44in the direction that we're going
33:45because it is going amazing.
33:48As far as my anxiety goes,
33:49I am in the next steps
33:51of finding a therapist.
33:53It is a lot harder
33:54than you would think,
33:55especially when I'm not in my hometown.
33:57But, like, I'm kind of just taking everything
34:00as it comes,
34:01and we will wait and see.
34:03See, it's beautiful to see.
34:04No, congrats to all of us.
34:06No, honestly.
34:07What are y'all getting into after this?
34:09I go to Vegas for a day,
34:11repack my suitcase.
34:12I actually only have 18 hours, you guys.
34:1418 hours to repack a suitcase
34:15to go to France.
34:16Francais!
34:17Okay?
34:18Lili with France.
34:19Well, the issue...
34:20So, the France thing,
34:21I'm still waiting for the visa.
34:22So, then I'm just going to ask
34:23someone else to come with me.
34:24To what?
34:25To France?
34:25Yeah.
34:26His visa's expired.
34:28Expiring.
34:29When is it expired?
34:29When is it expired?
34:30In the process of expiration.
34:31So, my visa's now entering its end.
34:35So, if I can't get it renewed,
34:37I'd have to go back to the UK
34:38for a little bit before I come back.
34:39I have an idea.
34:40Hear me out.
34:41Hear me out.
34:42Have you ever thought of marriage?
34:43Do you pay for marriage?
34:45And then we'll do the festival
34:46and the whole ceremony,
34:47like, next year or something?
34:48Honestly, I don't know
34:49if we could be able
34:52to hold a long-distance relationship.
34:55So, it's like things
34:56you need to take more serious.
34:58You need to fix it.
34:59Just get it done.
35:02And be out here.
35:03So, the only thing I'm worried
35:04about this summer
35:05is Kenny's lease.
35:06Have you decided
35:07what you want to do?
35:08Or not really?
35:09Not yet.
35:10But where else
35:11would you want to live?
35:12New York?
35:13No, no, no, no, no.
35:14No, no, no, no.
35:15Vegas?
35:16You're not telling me like that?
35:16Vegas, Florida.
35:18Oh, so you would stay in Vegas?
35:20Yeah.
35:21I think Kenny should extend
35:22his lease for at least six months
35:23because he don't rush a decision.
35:26That's true.
35:26And we have so many things happening.
35:28Like, his schedule's similar to mine.
35:30Kenny putting it in the air
35:31that he could potentially
35:32might want to move in with me.
35:35It's cute.
35:36I respect it.
35:37He knows my timeline.
35:38But I never want him
35:40to do something
35:41that he will regret in the future.
35:43So, if that requires him
35:44to extend his current lease
35:46for an extra six months,
35:47I don't see a problem in that.
36:04Hello.
36:05I'm just here for my birthday.
36:06End of the day.
36:07End of the day.
36:08Okay, cool.
36:09You two both look like
36:10you are in a yacht.
36:13Oh, this looks nice.
36:14I remember when I first
36:15walked down the boardwalk
36:16and it was like,
36:17I was super anxious
36:18the first couple of times.
36:19And now it's my normal
36:20and then it's going to be
36:20my not normal.
36:22No, I know.
36:22You're going to miss it, aren't you?
36:24Hello.
36:26Mum.
36:26Well, Jenny, Connor, Connor, Jenny,
36:28Abuela, this is Connor.
36:29Nah, you're Mum.
36:29Hey, how are you?
36:31Hello, brother.
36:32How's it going?
36:34No, I really just got here now.
36:36It's so nice
36:37to be able to celebrate
36:38Aaron's birthday
36:38before he leaves Los Angeles.
36:41Hi.
36:41Nice to meet you, darling.
36:43You know, his grandma
36:43and his mom out there.
36:45All right, bro, how's it going?
36:46Good, man.
36:47Good to see you.
36:47Good to see you.
36:48And like all of his friends
36:50in L.A. that he's now made.
36:51Where's your day?
36:53And like, honestly,
36:54you're a dude,
36:55so you don't really know
36:55when your guy friend's birthdays are.
36:57So I'm glad that somebody
36:58gave me a heads up
36:59that his birthday was coming up.
37:00What's goody?
37:01If you rub the genie hard enough,
37:03he comes out.
37:04Yo!
37:07How are we?
37:08Kendall.
37:08Hello, my darling.
37:10How are you?
37:11So good.
37:11How are you?
37:12Yeah, it's fine.
37:13Pleasure to meet you.
37:14I know.
37:14I recognize that job, huh?
37:16Yes.
37:19When did you get back from Miami?
37:20Oh, so I got back
37:21from Miami Saturday.
37:23Everybody's going on drinks
37:24at the moment.
37:24Can I get you something?
37:25Espresso martini.
37:26Espresso martini for Kendall.
37:28That's all you ever drink
37:29and that's all I ever see,
37:30so you can't not drink this.
37:31I'll take one Espresso martini.
37:32You're fine, man.
37:34Damn, how are you all
37:37going to be doing me like that?
37:37Bro, she's all over TikTok.
37:39I love that.
37:40I know.
37:40If I ever want to know
37:42an update from Love Island,
37:43which I don't,
37:44she'll call me up
37:45and be like,
37:45you never guess what?
37:46Kendall's doing this.
37:47And I'm like,
37:48he rated it 9.2.
37:52Why is Connor cooking
37:53without a top one?
37:54I don't understand.
37:55It doesn't add anything
37:56extra to it.
37:59This show
38:00has obviously
38:01made a big difference
38:02to your lives.
38:03Yeah.
38:03Do you really enjoy it?
38:05All that's going on?
38:06Yeah.
38:06Bless for sure.
38:07I love it.
38:07It's a blast.
38:08New opportunities
38:08and new friends.
38:09I can tell you loved it
38:10when you were on.
38:11I do.
38:15I could really tell you're enjoying it.
38:19How's the situation
38:20with you and Janae
38:21then with the whole
38:22you moving somewhere,
38:24her moving somewhere else?
38:27I'm torn, honestly,
38:30toward what I should do
38:32or what I want to do,
38:34honestly.
38:34Like, you know,
38:35the situation
38:37with my brother happens.
38:38That's it.
38:39Some people can be here one day
38:40and the next day
38:41you don't know.
38:42So it's putting things
38:44into perspective.
38:45Like, I don't want him
38:47to go back to Dallas
38:48selfishly
38:49because he's one
38:49of my best friends
38:50but family is everything.
38:52Like, family over anything.
38:53You could become close
38:54with someone you love
38:55but family is the number one thing
38:57that will always be there
38:58for you no matter what.
38:59Family is always priority
39:01and that's where you're going
39:01to get your happiness from.
39:03You know that from, yeah,
39:04from the experience
39:05that you've had.
39:06At the end of the day,
39:07whatever happens,
39:08you know,
39:09if anything happens
39:09to you and Janae,
39:10you've got your family
39:12and your close friends
39:15I feel bad for Kenny
39:16in the sense that
39:17I don't believe
39:18he's as happy
39:20as he's trying
39:21to come across us.
39:22Maybe I'm wrong.
39:24I don't know
39:25what their situation is.
39:26I don't know
39:26how much commitment
39:27they've put into each other.
39:28I just want them both
39:29to be happy
39:29however their happiness looks.
39:32What's going okay?
39:33Is she coming?
39:34I don't think so.
39:36I messaged her.
39:37Just wanted to check
39:38as I've heard
39:38a couple of things,
39:39blah, blah, blah,
39:40get the invite
39:41and, yeah,
39:42just wanted you
39:43to know your vibe
39:43and she just said
39:44thank you for the invite.
39:45So you don't think
39:46she'll be coming now?
39:48Yeah, so she went,
39:49yeah.
39:50She would have probably
39:50been coming earlier.
39:52If she was coming,
39:52she'd have been here by now.
39:53They try to numb me,
39:55they try, try, try, try.
39:57They try to numb me,
39:59numb me, numb me, yeah.
40:01So I'm just numb me,
40:05they try to numb me, numb me.
40:11Wow!
40:12Damn, baby, you look good.
40:14You really outdid yourself
40:15with this one.
40:18You shouldn't have.
40:21All right, so we got pizza
40:23and wine, a little bread.
40:25Delicioso.
40:26Charcuterie, fruit.
40:27Did you cook this
40:28all by yourself?
40:29Yeah, slave to me all day.
40:30What do you think I've been?
40:31Impressive, wow.
40:33I am so lucky.
40:34I have the best boyfriend
40:35in the entire world
40:36and I'm so excited
40:37to, like, finally
40:38say it to the world
40:39because he's amazing
40:40and perfect.
40:41I'm very blessed
40:42to have Torrin in my life,
40:44especially with everything
40:45that I've been going through.
40:46He's there for every aspect
40:48of Kaler,
40:49every version of Kaler.
40:51How are you?
40:53Fantastic, couldn't be better.
40:54I'm here with you.
40:55Good answer.
40:56Yeah.
40:57Cheers to being back
40:58from Miami.
41:00Yeah, cheers to that.
41:03We got to see Megan Thee Stallion
41:05and meet her in person
41:06and that was so sick.
41:07Love her.
41:08That was, I know,
41:09you actually do love her.
41:10She gets me fired up.
41:11She's fun.
41:11Her music.
41:12Not her, her music.
41:14Okay.
41:15We went to the show.
41:16It was a good show.
41:17I went with Liv, Aaron, Kendall
41:18and it was a good time.
41:20And tonight is Aaron's,
41:21like, birthday party.
41:22Fun.
41:23He invited us to go.
41:25Ooh.
41:27Why would we go to that?
41:29No, I would never go to that.
41:30Thanks for the invite, buddy,
41:31but, like, come on.
41:33Like, imagine if we walked up,
41:34like, oh, hey, everyone.
41:36Hey, Aaron's parents.
41:37No, I would never go to that, ever.
41:40In Miami,
41:41we got a huge argument on the beach.
41:43I tried to, like, say I'm sorry to him
41:45and I just kind of want to leave it on that note.
41:48I don't want to...
41:50It's a close chapter of your life
41:52that, like, just doesn't need to be...
41:53Yeah, and, like, I wish him the best.
41:55Yeah.
41:55Aaron's not my boyfriend.
41:57You know, he's my ex-boyfriend
41:58and meeting the family is serious.
42:01I don't know how he would interpret that
42:03and I don't want to give anyone mixed feelings.
42:05I don't want anyone to feel like
42:07I'm not being straight up or honest with them.
42:09So, yeah, and ultimately,
42:11I just don't feel a need to go.
42:12New beginnings.
42:14Mm-hmm.
42:14If you met Kayla,
42:16would she be the type of person
42:17that you would have...
42:19I think it's, like,
42:20a bit of a Catch-22 situation
42:21where I would have never met
42:23if I would have never gone on the show.
42:24Yeah.
42:25So there's no way I would have ever met regardless.
42:27But then, at the same time,
42:29I think the show
42:30sort of ruined it for us as well.
42:32Not so much the show,
42:33but the people on the outside world.
42:35And, like, there's so...
42:37The unfortunate thing is that
42:38you're in that situation
42:39and you were kind of pushed together
42:42because of the situation you're in.
42:43Mm-hmm.
42:44So...
42:44Logged into an account and it's, like...
42:46We never got pushed
42:46because we were always there.
42:47I mean, I very much, like, chose Kayla
42:50because I wanted to be with Kayla.
42:52So then, like, it's difficult.
42:54Oh, I wouldn't remember.
42:55Yeah.
42:56I'll always care for Kayla.
42:59I want her to be happy.
43:00I want her to find the person
43:02that she deserves to find.
43:04I want her to feel everything
43:06that she wants in life.
43:07Shall we get to see a point?
43:08No, I probably won't ever see her now
43:10ever again.
43:18I like L.A., but it's, like...
43:20I don't know.
43:21I just need a little East Coast.
43:22And, like, being here,
43:23I just feel so far from my family, friends.
43:27And I think in New York,
43:28I'll feel a little bit closer.
43:29So today I applied for my apartment.
43:33I really hope I get it.
43:34I just think I need to experience the city,
43:36even if it's for a year.
43:37I've been wanting to move there.
43:39So I'm glad I'll have, like,
43:40some sense of stability
43:42because I have been kind of living
43:43out of a suitcase for a year.
43:45And when it comes to the future,
43:47I'm just figuring it out in 23.
43:49And I'm so lucky to have
43:50all of these opportunities
43:51and be able to be in this space
43:53thanks to Love Island.
43:54So I'm going to New York
43:56because I've been wanting to move to New York
43:58ever since I was a little girl.
43:59And now little Kayla is kicking and screaming
44:02because I finally can.
44:03I'm excited for it because,
44:05biased, I might be a little closer to you
44:07in Nashville from there to here.
44:08Yeah.
44:09I never was able to afford New York,
44:11even a little tiny bedroom with four roommates.
44:14I never had that option.
44:15I just feel at home on that side of the state.
44:17So I'm excited.
44:19Thanks for dinner.
44:20This was really cute.
44:22Very thoughtful.
44:23Of course.
44:23I'm glad you liked it.
44:24You did a great job.
44:2810 out of 10.
44:50We're almost done.
44:52There's no good all in here.
44:57For now, it's good.
44:59Wait, can you add this?
45:01The tripod.
45:02Very important.
45:04The tripod.
45:05That's how I make my money.
45:05My money maker, dude.
45:08This year has just gone by so fast.
45:10I know, but how's your brother?
45:12He's doing much better.
45:13He's out of the hospital.
45:14Oh my gosh, we love that.
45:16God is good.
45:17Oh my gosh.
45:17God is good all the time.
45:19Have you talked to him?
45:20Yeah, he texted me this morning.
45:22He thanked me for coming to the hospital.
45:25Oh my gosh.
45:26That's so nice.
45:28I'm not going to lie.
45:28I'm going to miss us being this close.
45:32I feel like it could have been so much different if we lived together.
45:38So how do you feel going back to Vegas?
45:42I'm ready where the gas prices are reasonable.
45:46My relationship with Kenny right now is very healthy.
45:50It's very solid.
45:51I enjoyed my time.
45:53I came out of my shell a little bit.
45:55You did come out of your shell.
45:56We had our ups and downs.
45:57We got to live right next door to each other, which was very humbling.
46:01I got on my workout routine too.
46:03Did you?
46:03Yeah, babe.
46:04Why not?
46:06You literally look the same.
46:09Yeah, I look the same?
46:10Yeah, but you always look the same.
46:12Built.
46:12And now you look built.
46:15Take that as a compliment.
46:24Ken, your mom's watching.
46:29Are you being dramatic?
46:31We're going to see each other in literally five days.
46:36Are you sad right now?
46:38Are you sad?
46:42I'm getting even sadder.
46:46That was my boy.
46:49Okay, well, I guess we're going to go back to seeing each other two times a month now.
46:55No, we'll see each other.
47:40All right, well, come on.
47:41I don't want to miss her flight.
47:43My flight.
47:44I don't want to miss my flight.
47:50Come on.
47:50Can you get my bags, please?
48:08Oh my gosh, goodbye, L.A.
48:11Until next time.
48:28Hey, yo.
48:29Yo.
48:30Yo.
48:30I'm in the back.
48:32I'm in the room.
48:33What are you doing?
48:33Hey, why are you packing?
48:34I've got a present for you, bro.
48:36You've got a present for me?
48:37Dude, it's...
48:38These are for the times that I beat you up paddle tennis and now, hopefully, you can maybe get...
48:42Oh, you know what we didn't do?
48:44Finish the game.
48:45We never finished the game.
48:46I know.
48:46We'll just assume I would have won.
48:47Thank you, dude.
48:49Possibly beat me one day.
48:50I always say it's not the place that makes the place, it's the people that make the place and that
48:55resonates quite a little with me right now because I made, like, so many friends and I've now absolutely grown
49:00to love Venice.
49:01How's everything going?
49:02Yeah, I don't know.
49:03It'll be a good summer, hopefully.
49:05It'll be busy, but did Kayla, like, reach out to you, like, birthday, happy birthday, anything like that?
49:11No, not at all.
49:12She didn't say anything, so it's kind of, like, sad, but...
49:16You guys came to Hawaii in the road and she went one way and you went the other way.
49:19You're like, I want to do nature videos and, like, relax, and then she's just, like, brand trips.
49:25Yeah.
49:25Mexico, LA, New York.
49:28I also know, like, if she really does like this new guy, being respectful to him.
49:33Oh, yeah, I know.
49:33To not reach out.
49:35Yeah, yeah, yeah.
49:36That's very true as well.
49:37I don't know.
49:37I know my boundaries and I think Kayla knows her boundaries, but I feel, like, a little bit bummed out
49:43about the situation because me and Kayla have a lot of history.
49:48And I think that if you gave us enough time, we could live a very, like, happy and fulfilled life.
49:54She's like a magpie.
49:55She's attracted to, like...
49:57A magpie, dude.
49:58I've never heard anyone call someone a magpie before.
50:02We've never seen magpies.
50:03They, like, go for, like, things like really shiny blue things and you go to their nest and they have,
50:06like, all these bubble caps and stuff.
50:08Rubbish analogy, but...
50:10Yeah.
50:11Yeah.
50:11But our hearts in one place and their minds somewhere else and that's really difficult.
50:15Yeah.
50:15Your brain to be telling you one thing and your heart to be telling you another because whatever way it
50:18goes, you're always gonna have been wrong one way and right another way.
50:23I wish you all the best.
50:24I think one day, once all the dust has settled, I'll probably get one text message followed by a FaceTime
50:31and then that'll be it for the rest of our lives.
50:36And then I'll be done.
50:39What are you gonna do when you get back?
50:40See the farm.
50:41Got loads of mates to meet.
50:42And then I'll be heading back to, like, the farm as well.
50:43We'll be working on that, doing a few shifts here and there.
50:45What time's your flight out tonight?
50:47Uh, at least you have to go in, like, a few hours.
50:49Thanks for offering a ride, by the way.
50:50I don't really...
50:50Yeah, of course, man.
50:52Yeah.
50:52I mean, you didn't offer one, so cheers.
50:54Yeah, do you want a ride to the airport?
50:55No, you already said that you weren't gonna take us.
50:56I was like, that's cool.
50:57Don't worry about it.
50:58I'm sorry, dude.
50:59I didn't know we were, like, married.
51:00We're the one, so...
51:01Oh, dude, it's been so good.
51:03Don't forget your rackets.
51:04Make sure you get some practice in.
51:06Thank you again.
51:06Love you, bro.
51:06Love you, dude.
51:07Thank you so much again for not offering to take me to the airport.
51:10I swear to God.
51:12Yeah, yeah.
51:13Yeah, yeah, yeah.
51:14All right, dude.
51:15See ya.
51:16Love you, bro.
51:17Love you.
51:21I'm no longer brokenhearted.
51:25So glad I came here tonight.
51:28Since coming off Love Islands,
51:29I've tried to be as true to myself as I could.
51:34Some of us are chasing fame, opportunity, and money.
51:37That's probably not the best thing to chase,
51:40and that happiness is probably the most important thing after all.
51:44Are you happy?
51:46Yeah.
51:50Um...
51:50And I can see that you're watching me come over.
51:55Talk to me.
51:56For me, happiness is being with my loved ones and my animals.
52:03I came in for love.
52:05Happiness to me is coming to terms with who I am as a person.
52:09Won't give it up.
52:11Happiness to me is seeing my friends and loved ones content.
52:16Was that a cheesy-ass answer?
52:19I came in for love.
52:21Happiness to me is having a back of mind.
52:26I won't give it up.
52:28I have so many amazing supporters.
52:30Like, I wouldn't be here without my supporters.
52:32So, honestly, making them happy is making me happy.
52:38Someone to hold me down.
52:41I don't really know what happiness is because I'm not that happy,
52:45but we're working on it.
52:47And I want you to reach out.
53:00As long as I'm staying on my path and staying true to myself,
53:05I think I'll be just fine.
53:08And I want you to reach out.
53:11I'm in it.
53:19I'm trying to keep my tongue here.
53:19You
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