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00:08You
00:09Previously on Love Island Beyond the Villa. Iris, what are you doing? Oh
00:15Oh fuck oh fuck
00:17You and Coco though, you know what you gotta do bro? Get some cojones. How's it going? Rock at the
00:23villa. We just slept and woke up
00:26No little no, we haven't even kissed yet tj's birthday. Yes edy's theme. Yes
00:37I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations
00:39I mean they're having a group conversation right now and none of them are asking where we are or for
00:45us to join
00:46Would you be open to like having like a conversation with like pepe and stuff? He told me lies about
00:51tj. I can't really like
00:53She passed that. Why would you want to go to L.A.? There's a lot of opportunity there
00:58So there is. Fuck Oklahoma
01:14Her name's on every 30's lips
01:16Got them at her fingertips
01:18She's a hot topic
01:20She's a hot topic
01:22She's the one you'll never forget
01:24Hi, I'm Hannah. Hey, I'm Paige. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. Where is Clark?
01:30Uh, I think she's just in the green room right now getting ready. Okay. Do you know how much?
01:35I think she said about 20 minutes. Yeah. Are you a friend of hers? Yeah, I am. I'm here for
01:40moral support, but love that
01:41Suggestion okay, I'm gonna get some test shots of me and my cat you and your cat is this you
01:47brought your cat this is
01:48Paris. Oh, hi Paris
01:50Clark wanted to get some pictures done to further her modeling career
01:56So I thought why not take some pictures of my cat? I know Clark takes a long time to get
02:00ready, so I think she'll understand
02:03Oh
02:07We're ready for our glamour shot
02:10She has about 30 seconds of patience. Okay, my mom will kill me if I don't make a christmas card
02:16sounds good
02:16Are you ready my superstar?
02:19Princess Paris Penelope I named her after my idol Paris Hilton of course. Oh my goodness. She has an outfit
02:26on she's like me
02:27She's a diva, you know, like she is my little diva. Would you mind closing that just in case? Oh,
02:34yes. Yeah, absolutely
02:40Oh my gosh
02:47Paris is on the naughty list
02:49Got her okay, okay, she got a little nervous
02:53Nice
02:54All right gorgeous
02:57Cute coming a little closer
02:58Hannah what the hell going on out here?
03:01I need to make a christmas card
03:05It's okay. I take forever wait grab her grab her grab her
03:10She's had enough
03:12So what kind of shoot do you want to do today? I think when someone visits my social media page.
03:18I want like a more professional vibe, okay
03:23Gorgeous
03:26Give us everything yeah, this looks great
03:37Do you have management? Yeah, okay, and how has it been? I mean it is hard not being in la
03:43because there's so much opportunity
03:45Do you want to live here or I'm definitely open to living here?
03:50But I think it's just the thing of weighing out my options
03:53Doing this photo shoot, you know, it makes me excited for the opportunities out here in la
03:58But in the back of my head, you know, I remind myself
04:02It's definitely gonna make it more difficult in a long-distance relationship
04:07Taylor has a ranch. She has the lifestyle figured out
04:10He knows exactly what it is that he wants to do but for me it's gonna take some figuring out
04:15I'm just gonna turn one light on over here. Sorry. Just so when we were in the car on the
04:20way to palm springs
04:21And you were saying how last christmas was not it for you not gonna lie that pissed me off a
04:25little bit
04:25No
04:27Usually celebrate Christmas with like your family and friends last year. I was alone
04:33No, I was really sad. I had a broken arm. Oh
04:36I was like damn why can't I have no Hannah last year?
04:41Last Christmas I had just gotten in a car accident
04:43So I was like kind of bedridden and my family went up to phoenix
04:47They had to take like a two-hour drive and I was not ready to be in the car yet
04:51So I just sat on the couch all day and watched Grey's Anatomy the holidays are supposed to be fun
04:56Like it would be nice to like get the gang together. I agree. What if I like threw a christmas
05:00party?
05:01But love island style like sexy like a theme. Yes. Hell yeah. Hell yeah care if taylor comes then because
05:09Girl
05:11Has it been weird living with taylor like is that your vibe?
05:15um
05:15No, no, I feel like I was okay with
05:19Spending so much long-term time with him because he was hurt
05:23But I want to make sure that I have things going for myself. You need like that security that you
05:27can be independent. Yes
05:29Since coming out of the villa clark has spent like every waking moment with taylor
05:34So I think taylor thinks that clark's world revolves around him and now is a perfect opportunity to branch out
05:41and experience more things for her career
05:43I don't want to be doing wifey things when we're not husband and wife. No wifey shit at a girlfriend's
05:48salary
05:48Period queen
05:50Exactly
05:52I
05:53I
06:07Basketball coach champ
06:09What's good with you chilling fam. Hey, how are you?
06:12Welcome to the yard. How are you?
06:13Good. Good. Come on in. Let me show you what you're going to be doing today
06:19Oh, I already see some
06:21Are we wait we're running?
06:24Well, I have an ab cramp. I'm just gonna stretch
06:31Look who it is
06:42I arrived in the villa the first week they came in with the og crew
06:50Tucker up on three
06:52Thank you. You're welcome. Jaden and I left the villa together coupled up
07:00Pretty quickly. I do feel like I was blindsided
07:04I did send you a message saying like if you were planning
07:09On dating or hooking up with other people if you could just let me know
07:13And then you didn't
07:17Hey, what you been up to them? Just been doing more content stuff
07:23Welcome home charles
07:24Time so we like reading he's right out
07:27So I'm glad that charlies and because it's easier to do it with somebody
07:31So like who you've been like kicking it like post-show and stuff like that. Yeah, charlie jeremiah
07:40I'm honestly honestly. It's whenever he has me hold his bags or something
07:44That's usually what it is. He's like man. I need an assistant for the day then like a lot of
07:48the costs of people
07:50Yeah, Grayson grace and grace and I kick it pretty often. She's cool
07:54um
07:55What's up with that face?
07:57I was listening
08:10We're gonna get some food
08:12We want that guacamole tower right here
08:14Beautiful salsas as well. Yes. Okay. I'm so excited for us to just be able to like sit down and
08:19chat
08:19Mmm, yes, yes, what'd y'all do this weekend? I just recharged after that trip
08:25Oh my gosh, that was the best trip, but that was a heavy one. Yeah, yeah
08:29Actually, honestly a very like beautiful connecting moment for all of us
08:33Yeah, and I know we were all feeling kind of in the same boat, you know feeling a little excluded
08:40and left out
08:41Yeah, yeah, I hope I'll be able to have that conversation with like some of the girls like amaya and
08:46iris and hannah
08:46Because like I enjoy being around them. We just want y'all to want us right like, you know
08:51We're all grown women like, you know, we have respect for ourselves and we respect them
08:55So it's not like we're gonna beg like please like
08:59Yeah, exactly. I want to spend time with those girls
09:02Hello
09:05Thank you
09:06You look gorge
09:11Oh, sure. Hold on. Hold on. Hannah texted me
09:14Yeah, I'm about to tear this down. So thank you so much
09:18Guys Hannah just texted me come slay with me sexy Christmas love island style by your friends a day or
09:25other islanders detail to follow
09:29Christmas party
09:32Say less
09:33Okay, so you're obviously bringing chris as your day, aren't you?
09:39Actually, no
09:41What the helly?
09:42Why do you mean?
09:43I'm just kidding
09:43Oh, I was like dead
09:44It was just so dramatic. I needed that
09:48Um, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's my guy
09:50After Palm Springs, I feel like me and chris are really on the same page in a way
09:55Just having each other to lean on was special
09:58I felt it so heavily he made me feel like he was a safe space
10:31Chris was even celibate for months
10:32Like we're good friends, like we're good friends and I don't want to cross that line
10:36I love grace in the desk. She's probably the girl I'm closest with
10:40It's not like we're hooking up every time we're hanging out because the physicality stuff fizzled out
10:45I'm more see it as like, you know
10:48friends with
10:49Two or three times benefit and also like I kind of like being a little bit of a hoe, you
10:54know what I'm saying?
10:57I don't know if Austin's a hoe, but at least bro's truthful about his shit
11:00He's saying it then go ahead, bro. Live your life
11:02He is Austin a hoe
11:04No, Austin's a slut and um, you know, we love him for it
11:06I'm enjoying my time right now. I'll be 27 in a month. Maybe we'll reevaluate then
11:13I'm really close with Austin. I don't know what's going on
11:18Kind of with us right now. Wait, I'm sorry, but to look out for you to look out for my
11:25girl
11:26Austin is also one of my best friends too. Has you not been talking to rave since july?
11:32Are they still talking to my knowledge? Yes
11:38Outside of the islanders raven is my only friend here. I know her from hawaii. We both moved out to
11:44la together
11:45She confides in me
11:47Anything to do with austin because I introduced them
11:50And to my knowledge they had made things exclusive
11:55No
12:06Wait, when you want Austin has you not been talking to rave since july?
12:11Are they still talking to my knowledge they had made things exclusive
12:17I do know that they met when we got right out of the villa
12:20I do know that a month later. He told me that he like broke things off with her like they
12:27were over
12:27That was pretty much the last time I ever talked to him about her
12:31So I never knew that there was still a relationship going on. I just know that rave talks about austin
12:37all the time
12:39I just know that you've been around him and his family
12:42Well, yeah, I have spent some time with his family
12:45And I know that she has as well
12:49I
12:54Didn't realize that there was still something going on
12:57But it's good to know and maybe that's a conversation
12:58Exclusivity is crazy. You couldn't ask him about exclusivity is crazy because I don't want to be speaking for him
13:03Austin freaking Austin what are you doing? I felt more
13:09Emotionally connected to austin than I have felt with like anyone in years i'd say
13:15We were spending so much time with each other that you could have told me you were in a relationship
13:19You know that would have cleared things up real fast
13:21How physical was your relationship with austin?
13:25I mean we did have like a physical relationship we were very affectionate with each other if you hang out
13:32with someone like
13:33You have sex more than like, you know
13:36A couple a couple times he knew me front to back
13:40I think the guys coming out of the villa are living in
13:44a
13:45Fairy
13:46Go be a rock star
13:48I know and love you yeah, and I know and love raven and then I know and love austin and
13:52that's not okay
13:53Just try not to that involved with that's not my business right until I
13:58Get there because yeah, I'm no dumbass like if I was this girl. I would be a little like red
14:06Oh, this is messy as fuck
14:16You know big cars are like girls with really big asses. I kind of don't know what to do with
14:21it
14:29Yeah, how you doing? How you doing you to
14:35She's pretty too. IRL trolling it. It's called being a man child. Berea. Take notes. Yes, sir
14:44I
14:45Can I help you find anything
14:47We have some noble fur over here douglas fur these are silver tips are quite popular
14:51What about this one? No, too big. I think we have a different opinion on crystal streets. I like this
14:58one
14:59ours
15:02It's easy to put ornaments on I just love the things that people don't love typically
15:09Like me
15:23Oh my god
15:25Yeah
15:27Let me focus hold on let me get to the wall
15:30It's cold my nose is leaking. Where am I at? Did he not hear she had to get like emergency
15:36surgery for what?
15:37Like I think she got like part of her and tested
15:42Because she had told me like a couple days ago she was feeling good in Palm Springs. No like right
15:47when we got back
15:49That has to be like the worst pain ever
15:51Damn, I didn't even know that. Amaya texted in our group chat to let us know what was happening
15:56I wish her nothing but the best and all of the healing energy because nobody wants to be alone during
16:01the holidays
16:03We need to bring her like flowers and some papayas and some shuffle pasta
16:07I'm never complaining about anything ever again. You complain when you wake up with a scratchy comb
16:37Oh my god, I'm doing way better now
16:40No, your hair looks fire
16:42Yes, Bobiana
16:44My bob is activated baby. I was like in the hospital in LA, but I'm really happy to be feeling
16:50better again
16:51I fucking hate the hospital especially when you're like not in your city and you can't have like family comes
16:57to you
16:57Yeah, it's like what is it if you're comfortable like talking about yeah, no
17:01So basically it's like it's Crohn's disease
17:03So when I get flare-ups, it's like my intestines are going into each other
17:08Which causes abdominal cramping. I've been having abdominal pains since november 2024
17:15After that my flare-ups was three more times
17:18Then the summer time I had a break snuck back on me like an ex
17:22I felt like I was gonna die right here today
17:25But I am nervous for tomorrow
17:29So if I have some battle scars in my stomach
17:32They're beauty scars
17:35It definitely was like a very scary moment for me
17:37I called 911 on my own and the EMS took me to the hospital in LA
17:43But with that time it was just a reset
17:49Because I didn't have time to be by myself for the longest of time
17:55I've been literally living on a plane whenever I'm home
17:58It took for two to three days and then boom I'm back outside
18:01I'm back not back outside partying I'm back outside working
18:04That probably was my body giving up and telling me like yo chill
18:08It was just like a reminder that if you don't have health you don't have anything
18:13Because I remember speaking to you and you were giving me so much advice
18:17And you're like bro don't overwork yourself like take it slow
18:20And look what happened
18:21Last year in the spring we were filming me on the villa
18:24And I was admitted to the hospital for like five to six days
18:28And had emergency surgeries on the kidney stones in my kidney
18:32I have a stent in my kidney
18:33So it's like a tube basically that's like allowing like helping me like pee
18:37Wait what you pee through a poem
18:40Honestly like I appreciate you so much for reaching out
18:43We were two stents of gangsters
18:46I told my mom and I told my dad
18:48I was like maybe I needed that to happen for me to just really gain
18:52My mental stability again and for me to be grounded
18:55And in a way I feel like I feel blessed that that happened
18:59If you need any help you want to go out have a wine night
19:02You know I know you always are cooking so like can you come over because
19:07Yes, yes, baby. I'm gonna come over and make some food. Love you
19:11Love you
19:20What's good man, how you doing?
19:23Good, how are you man?
19:25Not too bad, how's your day been?
19:26I'm shopping right now, bro
19:27Ho, ho, ho
19:28Long time no see though, bro
19:30No, bro
19:31Where have I been?
19:32I've been busy
19:33Uh, I've been working a lot of work, which is in Miami
19:36Which is Art Basel, which I got a lot of great opportunities coming out of that
19:40Then I'm home home for the rest of the year
19:44How was Palm Springs?
19:45Yeah, bro, I was kind of sad you didn't pull up, bro
19:47I was excited to see you and shit
19:49Where was you at?
19:50Bro, I had a whole mess of trouble
19:52I was supposed to get home from Miami the day before
19:55Yeah
19:56Flight got cancelled
19:57So then I just I got off the plane and just stayed in Miami one more night
20:01That's good, bro
20:02I understand
20:03Jasmine, I saw you go out swing, bro
20:05You gotta get right, man
20:07You an athlete for everything but that
20:10I saw the grass fly, I didn't see the ball move
20:13Um, there's a little Christmas party
20:19A little pop-up if you want to pull up, bro
20:22Okay, bet
20:23If I'm being honest with you, I'd hope that when I'm not there
20:25That there's no cloud hanging over people's heads about me
20:28And hoping we could go into the holiday party and man these things
20:33So we can be in the same rooms together
20:34Who all is going to be there? Everybody's going to show up?
20:36Yeah, everybody should be there
20:37Okay, bet
20:38I would like to talk to Iris and TJ because obviously
20:42We were all in that triangle relationship with Iris at the top
20:46All I want for Christmas is some peace
20:49Yeah, bro, we'd love to see you fam
20:51Yeah, I'll pull up
20:52So it'll be a good time, bro
21:08You know, I wanted to bring you out here when it was sunny and what not
21:12But I don't control the weather
21:25Thank you
21:26I appreciate it
21:27Okay
21:28Thank you
21:29I wish we could be together every day
21:32Me too
21:33You know that's
21:34Not realistic
21:36Not having it
21:38Thank you
21:40Me and Taylor haven't spent longer than two weeks apart from each other
21:43I'm definitely excited to have Taylor here for Hannah's party
21:48Hello
21:49What up
21:50Hannah's throwing a Christmas party
21:52So can you fly in?
21:54Yes, I will be there
21:56Okay
21:56As time goes on the time apart grows and grows and grows
22:01So it's like I need more quality time
22:04How you liking LA?
22:07I like it a lot
22:09It does remind me of a bigger Charlotte obviously
22:12Like it's very similar
22:13It's just there's more people here
22:15There's more companies and brands here
22:18More photographers out here
22:20I think I just want to
22:24Spend more time like building up
22:28My image
22:30And exploring the different ways that that could look
22:33Making appearances here and there
22:36At different brand events
22:38There's like opportunity for me to do something all the time
22:41You know
22:42I feel it
22:44If Taylor wants to live in Oklahoma
22:45That is a-okay
22:47But I definitely want to build something for myself
22:50I can see myself living here
22:54That's more of your speed
22:55Yeah
22:56The hustle culture in LA embodies who I am as a person
23:00I'm always working towards something and wanting to better myself as a person
23:04Do you like it?
23:06What? I mean it's cool periodically like for a week
23:09Two weeks?
23:11You might be pushing it
23:14What don't you like?
23:16I like the quiet life
23:17I mean it's pretty chill right here
23:21I like quietness, peace, my own space
23:27Okay
23:29Of course it's sad being apart from each other doing the long distance deal
23:33You know we both know we're busy people and we're going to make it a priority to see each other
23:36But I definitely feel me in part compromising
23:39You know me wanting to be country
23:41Her wanting me city
23:42And just finding a middle ground
23:46You think you'll be able to survive with the cost of living here?
23:50With the way you want to live?
23:54Perfect, thank you so much
23:57I appreciate it
23:59Thank you
24:00We're going to see we're going to figure it out
24:02I mean I say
24:04Go forward
24:05I'm going to support you regardless
24:08You know my eyes ain't moving here
24:10This ain't my speed but
24:14I got two more years of school
24:15So you know you can have your little time in LA
24:19My little one two
24:20Get it? One two years?
24:24Just as long as you happy, I'm happy type of beat
24:26Period
24:57You look great
24:59Sleigh party day
25:01I have a big snow globe that you can stand in
25:04You can go inside of me
25:05No
25:05Oh, shit
25:06Get in there I
25:09Have snow machine. I have spiked hot chocolate. I have a kissing booth
25:16cookies that are dressed like little Islanders
25:19They have like little folks more boobs than me
25:22We're gonna make sure that no little Grinches are stealing my Christmas. You can write your name on your nice
25:30TJ you're gonna be naughty. No
25:36You're with the candy cane
25:38How are you good to see you to see you too? What up, buddy? You good?
25:47I need a drink. You want some hot cocoa? I know you want some cocoa
25:55I feel like I'm back in love Island
25:57Hi
26:02Hey again, I can't believe how long it's been since I've seen you. You look amazing
26:19Is it no definitely it's not the same no no mine's like bathing suit material
26:23Chris looks so adorable tonight. Honestly, I helped him pick it out
26:31This is the tallest elf in LA, okay
26:37Jay money Jerry Wow Jerry you gonna get food are incredible
26:44I
26:46I
26:46Can't believe you
26:48I'm doing a jerk. Oh, and Gracie too
26:51Hey
26:52Look, we're twinning
26:54So cute. I'm so glad at least someone else did the whole Santa thing
26:58You know when Santa Claus loses his pants in the chimney. That's like greasing
27:03I would have matched to my yeah
27:05Oh your pink panties didn't come in time
27:08I'm freezing my ass off and at least I got bottoms on she definitely probably feels a draft
27:13Has anyone seen Gracie's pants?
27:16Sit down Santa. Do I take your seat Santa? No, he I could sit on Santa. Okay. Come on, baby
27:24So like Austin are kind of like going through some weird stuff right now. Yeah, he's gonna be here
27:29I believe so like I might have a conversation with him just about some things that I've heard and honestly
27:36It probably won't be like as big of a deal because you know how I am a conversation or like
27:40a confrontation
27:41It's a little of both. I'll try to keep it light, but I just want you to know like if
27:45I'm over there like
27:48Ruin this fucking party. I don't even care honestly ruin it because I'll be sitting there like yeah
27:52Get his ass get his ass and then like I find out at brunch that he has a girlfriend what
27:59he's a girlfriend
28:01Like they're dating boyfriend girlfriend like they're exclusive. I didn't even know Grayson and Austin were together
28:07This is the first time hearing of all this, but I don't slut shame around here
28:11I won't say anything about Austin because I've seen worse. I'm from Arizona guys. Keep going
28:17It's not a big deal. But anyways, I just think that like we just need to talk a little awesome
28:21doesn't have a girlfriend
28:22No, yeah, and obviously like I never wanted to go there like because we decided not to do it on
28:27camera
28:27But here we are I know nothing about Austin and Grayson of course the situation turned into friends with benefits.
28:34He's a womanizer
28:36That hurts and I know that hurts and I don't want you to think like that you deserve that. Yeah,
28:42you know
28:44They're like they're like they're like we're done with this
28:57Merry Christmas
29:00Thank you for the invite
29:04I got to see you I've been excited as hell to do this
29:07Austin shows up his abs are out kind of looks like he made his own vest if I was wearing
29:12what Austin was wearing right now
29:13I would be freezing my ass off
29:16Hey, okay
29:18But I'm right in that
29:19The cane
29:23How you doing, man? I'm Charlie
29:24Come here, come here
29:26Grayson, that's a little shit
29:27Like what?
29:29Actually, Irish you were there. Come here. What was Grayson talking about?
29:32Okay, so she wanted to have a talk tonight. I've been wanting to have a talk with her because I
29:38mean there's some stuff
29:38We need to get straight. This is my first event. You know seeing everybody supposed to be a fun night
29:44So the fact that you know Grayson doesn't have any pants on
29:48It just seems like this serious conversation should wait till you know we're both a little more appropriately clothed
29:55Are you freezing stay strong brother? What's up brother?
30:00You ripping some shots or what?
30:05How you doing Clark?
30:18Oh my gosh
30:24This is real what do you mean? It's real that shit hurts when you touch it. It's sequence
30:49Oh my god, I really don't know why he would show up tonight. It's hannah's party
30:54Walking in alone, you know what respect to the man. Yeah, I'm happy he came
30:58Last time me and Pepe were under the same roof. I called him a pussy. So I'm surprised he wants
31:04round two. Okay
31:06I've been waiting for this
31:22Pepe
31:23Pepe
31:23Pepe
31:28Great bro. You came all black
31:31Oh my god
31:34Hey, what you want me to do? I just don't want to talk to him
31:37Okay, showing up to my party though. It's crazy. That is crazy. That is pretty crazy. It's crazy
31:43I wonder who invited him. No punches
31:46I can do right this knee brace
31:49No, just knee brace. That's it. That's it, bro
31:53I'm not cool with Pepe at this point because he's nothing but her iris her tj
31:57You go to shake jeremiah's hand and it's like the tj incident all over again
32:02Allie's gonna go
32:02Kind of like a turtle
32:06I was hoping that jeremiah would it would accept it as just plain respecting but now
32:12I know the vibe we're on
32:13I don't want like my sugar to see me get mean
32:17Because i'm like so sweet. No show him hurricane hannah
32:22She's ripping through the party
32:28In the spirit of christmas, I just hope austin and I can come to some sort of understanding
32:35I think that there is like a lot of miscommunication going on
32:38You're the only other eccentrically dressed person like me here
32:43I'm gonna hear austin out before I just kick him in the jingle bells
32:47I'm a sexy elf
32:56I'm actually shocked that pepe pulled up, but i'm also proud of him and he went through that same experience
33:02with all of us
33:02And we shouldn't count him out. I know that you didn't have any ill intention. I'm not trying to be
33:08messy
33:08That's not even how you are. Maybe he came here to have hard conversations
33:13Maybe he's finally going to own up to some things. Yes
33:16I want to throw a fucking drink in his face and tell him that he is fucking chopped and unc
33:22I think pepe needs to fuck off and get out of my space
33:26Remember how we were talking about like me putting myself out there and like you know trying to like shake
33:30hands and make peace or whatever
33:31Yeah, I just tried to deal with jeremiah. What'd he say? He was like no i'm good. He's fucking evil.
33:36They're not gonna do that
33:37And i'm like get behind me. I don't know why not like as a man you can't you're not shaking
33:42a man's hand
33:42They feel their own way though and i feel my way too like you you're acting like i don't have
33:46a reason to feel the way
33:47I feel they acting like i gotta kiss their ass
33:51I think you going up to them be like yo, we got to talk
33:54They would demand much more respect
33:58But you're gonna have to bite the bullet i'm not doing it you have to
34:03I've been in pepe's shoes. I know how it is to walk into somewhere where you kind of know a
34:08lot of people probably don't want you there
34:09Early on i had the tough conversations. I put my pride to the side so we'll see how it goes
34:15for him
34:16How are you good how are you doing i'm good you cold yeah it's cold um
34:23Respect you showing up today of course i know it's a lot
34:27I think you've got some conversations to have no i don't i don't like that
34:33It's weird we're supposed to hear each other out but like nobody wants to hear my side of it so
34:37it's like
34:37Can i say something harsh yeah go for it
34:41I think that if you leave here today
34:45Without having those conversations that's you tucking your tail between your legs and that's cowardly
34:51Coming here for a second time even though the first time turned out a certain way with
34:55Hannah saying i'm a pussy and then
34:58Coming here now i took the risk
35:01Okay but you've got two feet in right now and you just need to keep taking those steps
35:08I really really really encourage you
35:11Be that man now or never
35:15I don't know if that's fully what pepe wanted to hear but i really do believe in accountability
35:22And i hope that pepe came to own up to where he went wrong
35:27Otherwise pepe
35:29You might be in some trouble
35:31Cheers to a great night happy holidays to all our fans and more
35:35Happy holidays
35:37Yeah baby
35:39How many fucking cookies is that i mean you gotta slow down
35:42You've had like five cookies
35:44At the end of the day i know austin will always hear me out but right now austin's distracted by
35:50the ginger boobs
35:51These are maligness
35:53Austin put down the cookies we need to talk
35:55Excuse me
35:57What i've been preaching
35:58What you been preaching
35:59All december what i've been preaching
36:00Don't know
36:01Mistletoe
36:03I found some let's go find some mistletoe
36:06Oh no
36:07Wait
36:08Wait what
36:10Oh my stinky little stinky
36:13You hella silly
36:14And i feel like this is the perfect time
36:16Is it
36:16Coco is gorgeous bro like she looking all
36:21Uh uh mood is right time is right
36:30See you don't want to have a special moment for the mistletoe
36:34Thank you for the special moment
36:36Boy's been pushing the mistletoe thing for
36:39I mean like since thanksgiving i'm like okay we have some mistletoe
36:55I just wanted our first kiss to be a little more intimate a little more private
36:58What do you want it so bad
37:00Here
37:00Yay
37:03Woo
37:04Oh
37:05Nah
37:05See y'all doing it
37:08Can't say it both
37:09Hey
37:09Yeah
37:12I noticed we're being very conservative with our kisses after we made out with 17 million men this summer
37:26Come on guys give us a little more
37:29They shared a first kiss
37:31Honestly i was really surprised that you invited me to this like it made me pretty happy
37:36Well you know we're probably gonna have to talk at some point
37:39Obviously he's not cool with anybody here so i think that that would take a lot for him to step
37:46into a place like this
37:48And he has expressed that he wants to have conversations if he does want to have a conversation
37:54He needs to take accountability for all the lies
37:56Absolutely
37:57But wait
37:58Can i play devil's advocate for a second
37:59No
38:00I'll fucking go up to this bitch ass
38:02TJ
38:02We're we're going together
38:04I'm gonna let him know all the bullshit and lies he said about me
38:08I got receipts
38:09I got text messages
38:10I got screenshots
38:11I feel like i studied for an exam and i'm walking in to ace this test
38:15Yo pep
38:17What's up bro?
38:17I think we got some shit to speak about
38:20We do it
38:21Yeah
38:21You want to speak here?
38:22We can all sit in for this conversation
38:25I'm going to be honest with you
38:25Can i speak with him if that's okay with you?
38:27No he's my boyfriend
38:28Okay
38:30What did you uh
38:31What you want to talk about?
38:33Um i just want to know why the fuck you're lying on my name bro
38:48Well i
38:54What did i say about your name?
38:56Okay so you told her that i told you
38:59That she cheated on you with me in koreatown that night you got caught
39:03I never once told her
39:05Yes you did
39:05You want to see the text?
39:06There's a text message
39:09Iris and you sucked TJ's dick and went to see him without
39:11That is not me
39:12Okay and here's number two
39:15Pull up your phone with the actual
39:16Glenn Bowden said
39:17Yo can we get a charger for real?
39:19Can we get a charger?
39:20He said that when her and TJ met up TJ told him that iris sucked his dick
39:26And that's why it was a cheating scandal but that never happened so TJ's like
39:30Why did you say this?
39:31And then also he told
39:34Iris that Grayson and TJ had sex
39:36Which didn't happen
39:36Which didn't happen
39:37These lies are tallying up
39:39Oh to be a fly on the wall in that conversation TJ all i gotta say is
39:46You better work
39:48Bitch
39:49I just said you know TJ
39:50And then you said number one he said otherwise
39:52And he didn't say that
39:53He said otherwise
39:54I wasn't talking about you
39:55Who were you talking about bro?
39:57I heard a lot of things from that night and I don't know any of any of this truth
40:00You told her that I had sex with Grayson did you say that?
40:04Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party was telling her
40:08I was like look I heard that he's doing his thing he's having a good time
40:11And that's it
40:12I'm not gonna let you just sit here and gaslight us and try to make us believe that you're telling
40:17the truth right now
40:17Sorry like and i'm making her upset
40:19You want to know why i'm upset?
40:20It's because you went on a podcast and you said that I had a cheating scandal
40:23Word for word cheating scandal
40:24We got off the island and she had a cheating scandal
40:28Iris did?
40:29Uh-huh
40:30Did I know that you guys were meeting up together that night?
40:33Yes
40:33No, no, no
40:34I'll show you the text
40:35No, no
40:35I'll show you the text
40:36I told you don't text him either talk to him in person
40:39So you knew
40:40But I didn't know you went that night
40:42I didn't know you went that night
40:45Did you tell pepe that you were going uh straight from the airport to meet up with tj?
40:51Yeah, I think I told i told pepe
40:56What did I tell him? I think I told him in the villa from what I understand
41:00He feels like he supported me in that situation with the scandal pepe was actually the one that said you
41:07should i'm
41:08I'm happy with whatever you choose to do and he said you should actually go meet up with him in
41:13person
41:13You want to squash this all?
41:15Apologize literally just apologize first
41:17So what are you trying to prove right now?
41:19The next day out the villa
41:20I I wanted to make sure that there was not going to be any backlash because were you not nervous
41:24about it
41:25When like tmz posted that on twitter?
41:27Yeah, I mean like it's the first time in my life. I've ever been like
41:30And so i'm over here exactly and someone would be nervous of course
41:34And so i'm trying to make sure that okay if she's nervous
41:36I don't want you to like so yeah, even though I didn't know that you went physically. You didn't know
41:41I promise you. I know you're telling me. I didn't know I didn't know this is stupid. I didn't I
41:46think the best thing to do
41:48There's a whole lot of shit bro
41:50Like we literally just showed you text messages of you trying to tell her that I told you she cheated
41:54on you and me
41:55Like let's not let's not skip over that bro. I just she said I think tonight tonight or tomorrow
42:00I'm going to talk to tj and hannah at some point whatever whatever I said up to you
42:04So we kept going okay you knew so you go hold on hold on
42:08Hold on i'm gonna walk away from this you can listen i'm gonna hold on i'm gonna tell you
42:13I'm sorry for everything that happened. You don't deserve anything. I don't deserve anything. I don't think anybody deserves shit
42:19Okay, i'm gonna tell you i'm sorry that you thought that I said anything bad about you
42:24I hope you guys are happy and I really I truly do okay, and that's literally all I have to
42:30say that's all I came here to say
42:33I'm going to walk away from this because like this is too much
42:38Yeah, I feel like pepe's apology was fake and I think he's just doing it to save face
42:42I don't think that his apology is genuine
42:48I just want to be done with this yeah, I just like I can't fucking do this like this is
42:53stressful as fuck
42:55I just don't want to do this anymore
43:00We were pretty close in the villa I don't know where you know and I'm honestly hurt because like I
43:05really thought we were fucking close bro
43:07You played the fuck out of me in the villa. That's crazy. You played the fuck out of me
43:16Okay, it's gonna be fine
43:19It's a man thing. It's like their ego. It's like obviously it's like let it go
43:24Let it fucking go like just be done good riddance bro. Like get the fuck out of here now. Yeah,
43:29I think that he just needs to leave
43:32Iris is very overwhelmed
43:34Pepe showing up really put a damper on our moods and she doesn't want to be in the middle of
43:39it anymore
43:47Come on, I'm gonna go take my fucking hair and makeup. I look like him on Anderson right now
43:54If you gotta go, I gotta go too. All right, get out of here bro
44:05I don't think there was one point in the whole conversation where he was like I fucked up
44:08I take accountability and I'm like cut the fucking bullshit you had all this time to reach out to everybody
44:12But you wait until we're on camera. We're filming this show
44:17Bullshit I did whatever I could do. I told them. I'm sorry. I told them that I hope
44:22They are happy together, but let's be honest. I wish she had like understood how I felt as well
44:27You know, especially going back to like her and TJ TMZ night. I felt like that betrayal
44:34It is what it is
44:36Iris telling me I knew she was gonna go some Tuesday. That's fucking insane. Everybody's just lying
44:47Cheers
44:48Is that water?
44:49No, this is actually a tequila shot. Really?
44:52Yeah, I needed this
44:53Not what I love about this time of year
44:55Understand me. I'm so happy when my family's here for all the reasons
45:00Hey, y'all. What? Oh lord have mercy. Hey, what is going on? What?
45:05When anybody says hey y'all, it's serious. I was gonna just bite the bros out to oklahoma, man
45:09Yes, please
45:09Oh, really? Please, bro
45:11Out of the brother
45:12Out of the brother
45:13With chill, ride some horses
45:15Yeah
45:16I rode a horse once in my life. Never again though. Taylor's a professional and he got hurt
45:21So what the fuck I look like doing it, bro
45:23Hey, you ready?
45:26Yeah
45:26We can get him a stallion
45:30I want the guys to come out to oklahoma just to be able to see my world
45:33I think they think it's just boring and so when they see it, they be like
45:36I see why you don't want to leave like this shit's hard
45:39Hell yeah
45:40Hey, you remember the tits and grits stories, Charlie?
45:43Titties
45:43Tits and grits
45:44Austin would go to the strip club for breakfast
45:46What the fuck is tits and grits?
45:48It's a brunch
45:49It's a brunch strip club
45:50Austin, Austin, tell me about tits and grits
45:52Tell me about tits and grits
45:53Tits and grits
45:56All right
45:57Grayson wants to talk to me
45:59I'm getting out of here
46:01Can everybody hear me?
46:03Can we go over by the snow globe? I want to have a speech
46:11A year ago I spent Christmas alone and I was sad
46:15Six months ago I met my best friends and I met my person and I'm happy
46:21Christmas is really important to me
46:23I want to rewrite traditions for myself
46:25I want to make memories and I've never had a white Christmas before
46:30So I thought why not bring a white Christmas to LA and
46:39Give it a second
46:45Oh my god it's so snow
46:53Can we get a little stronger?
46:58Come here baby
47:01Come stand in the snow
47:08This is my first Christmas like really being in love and I got my white Christmas
47:14Christmas and I think the holidays are such a cute and fun time
47:17Hey
47:18Hey
47:18Hey
47:18Hey
47:18Hey
47:19Hey
47:19Hey
47:20Hey
47:22Hey
47:23Hey
47:23Hey
47:23Hey
47:24Hey
47:27I'm just fine, I'm not hiding
47:31I'm just terrified of my mind, babe
47:38I'm so insecure and I don't know what it's for
47:45I'm just fine, I'm not hiding
47:50Hello
47:51I'll get a vanilla latte, yeah, please
47:54Is that for here or to go?
47:56Oh, for here
47:58Hello, hello
48:00Hi, you look nice
48:01You look nice, I was gonna say
48:03Thank you
48:04I like the dress
48:05Thank you
48:07Is it a long drive for you?
48:09Yeah, a long haul
48:11What'd you get?
48:13Um, a latte
48:17The one thing I'm nervous about is that Austin tries really hard not to hurt me
48:21So I don't want him to tell me what I want to hear or fabricate anything
48:26I need him to stand on business
48:27Like I need the full scoop right now
48:30So we can all understand what the hell is going on
48:33So?
48:34Do you want to just get into it?
48:37We can get into it, yeah
48:51Um, so like obviously we've talked here and there but every time we've talked it's been like high emotion like
49:04high pressure and in the beginning I
49:11Basically said that I was trying my best to be open and get to know other people, right?
49:17This all started because I said I care about Austin
49:21I have a connection with Austin
49:23So it's tough for me to try to be open when that's like in the back of my mind
49:29And I told you I went to brunch with Bella
49:33Andrina and Coco
49:34And you got brought up in the conversation
49:38Bella said Austin, like he has a girlfriend
49:44News to me, but continue
49:45Right
49:46Yeah
49:46News to me as well
49:47You're telling me you're not ready for commitment
49:49Which is okay
49:49But then I'm hearing you're in a commitment
49:51Which just kind of felt like a lie at the time
49:54And yeah, so it also hurt me duh, like I was like, oh, and if you would have just told
50:00me I'm seeing someone
50:01I would have been like, okay, like good for you
50:03The thing is I'm definitely not uh seeing anyone seriously like that
50:09That's why I was like
50:09It's just weird because it's like why
50:11Why is her like best friend?
50:14Like why would Bella be telling me that?
50:16I don't know why Bella would be telling you that
50:18Yes, I've spent a lot of time with Raven
50:20I'd see this is this is where Bella is completely off
50:24She's not there
50:25She knows what Raven tells her
50:26I can't thank you so much
50:28I can't control what Raven tells Bella
50:31Like I really can't
50:32And plus she knows too
50:34Like I've told you
50:35I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe
50:37Like and like it's been
50:38I've said that multiple times
50:41One thing with Grayson is I'm very honest and upfront
50:44And I told her, you know, I'm not in a place to be in a relationship
50:48Or anything
50:49So that's why I am a little bit taken aside
50:51That she's so like
50:53Like heartbroken
50:54And also the fact is
50:56Grayson and I talk so much
50:58That it's like you would know
51:00If I was in a relationship
51:02Like you would know this
51:04Like there would be no possible way for you not to know
51:07Like you talk to my sisters
51:09You talk to my mom
51:10Like bro, that's not on a romantic level
51:13That's like man, you're my fucking friend
51:14My family loves you
51:16Like Austin
51:16You seriously think that that wasn't romantic at all
51:19I, no
51:21I don't get
51:22I don't pick up a romantic vibe
51:23Of course if you
51:25And wanted to interpret it like that
51:27But no, Grayson
51:28I've been so
51:28I'm sorry
51:29I'm trying not to
51:30I'm sorry because
51:30Like I'm saying
51:31It's blowing my mind that you're sitting here and saying
51:33You're acting like there was like literally nothing between us at all
51:37Every time that we've hung out though
51:39It hasn't been a romantic time that we've hung out
51:43Like that's what I'm not understanding
51:45Okay, just because we're like not hooking up
51:47Doesn't mean it's not like romantic to me
51:49I go to dinner with Charlie too
51:51You know what I mean?
51:52But you don't touch Charlie
51:56You know what I mean?
51:58Like we obviously are affectionate with each other
52:00But that's why the dynamic of the friendship has to change
52:02Because I can't do that to myself
52:04You understand there are feelings involved
52:06You're acting like you've got no feelings involved
52:08Of course I have feelings
52:09Like there's feelings there
52:11Thank you
52:12Come on
52:13I come from a small little southern town
52:17And in my town
52:18When you go and meet the family
52:19That means something
52:21So like
52:21Honestly it kind of hurts
52:23I'm not trying to chain you to a fence post
52:26I'm not asking you to sit around
52:27That's fine
52:28I've never said
52:29I wouldn't want to start something
52:30If I know that like
52:32I couldn't put my all into it
52:33I can't be open
52:35And try to move on
52:36If I'm spending all of my time
52:39On to you
52:40So moving forward
52:42I can't do that anymore
52:43Because I have to make space for somebody else
52:46I feel bad
52:47Because I know Grayson wants
52:49To be loved
52:50And to care about someone
52:52And someone to care about her
52:53I mean she's a great girl
52:54She'll find her person
52:56I know she will
52:57It's just
52:57Right now it's not me
52:59I genuinely like do love you Grayson
53:03Like I have so much love for you
53:07It makes me sad
53:08Because I
53:09You know
53:10Fuck
53:10You had to cry
53:12And I hear it
53:12You're going to cry
53:18Why are you making it so hard?
53:20It's just because I'm not ready man
53:21I get it
53:22And that's fine
53:23Like I'm just
53:24I don't want to hurt you
53:25It hurts me even seeing you cry right now
53:28I just have a hard time going
53:30To that place
53:33I understand that
53:34That's why I get emotional
53:36Because I just
53:37I see sometimes you struggle
53:39It hurts me
53:41I want to be there for you
53:42And I know that I can't be in a way
53:43That I wish I could be
53:48I'm always going to be there for you regardless
53:52I'm always going to be there for you too
53:54No matter what
53:59Next time on Love Island Beyond the Velas
54:02I am going to surprise him
54:04I love that
54:05Oh my god
54:07What the fuck?
54:08Yeah bro
54:08You saw what we did
54:09There you go
54:10I'm about to break this horse
54:11Are you happy?
54:13Are you proud of me?
54:16If I say the wrong thing
54:18With the wrong tone
54:18Or the wrong word
54:19Like
54:20She turned into Courtney
54:21Real quick
54:25What the hell?
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