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Paradise - Season 2 - Episode 04: A Holy Charge
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00:02If anyone is receiving this, my name is Xavier Collins.
00:05I'm flying to Atlanta to find my wife, Dr. Terry Rogers Collins,
00:08who sent a radio transmission from somewhere near the city center.
00:14Everyone said time would help.
00:16It's not helping.
00:17Time is actually making it worse,
00:19because it's taking me further away from when he was here.
00:25Annie, I really, really want you to come with me.
00:28I can't.
00:29Annie, come on.
00:30Lane, come on.
00:31Let her go.
00:32You're the one who's been going on and on about this bunker and the fate of the world.
00:36This is not the time to be catching feelings.
00:47I'm okay.
00:48I'm okay.
00:51Uh-oh.
00:53Where are you taking me?
00:54I need to find her.
00:56Who?
00:57Terry.
01:05I need to get to Atlanta, so if you could please just listen to me.
01:09No, you listen to me.
01:11You're not going to Atlanta.
01:15You're taking us to Colorado.
01:17Wait.
01:18Wait.
01:19Come on.
01:28All right.
01:29All right.
01:29Thanks.
01:30Yeah, man.
01:30Fuck.
01:31Fuck.
01:32Fuck.
01:32Fuck.
01:34Fuck.
01:35Fuck.
01:36Fuck.
01:37Fuck.
01:37Fuck.
01:37Fuck.
01:38Fuck.
01:38Fuck.
01:38Fuck.
01:39Fuck.
01:55Cinderella, time to wake up.
01:58Snow White.
02:01She was a sleeping one.
02:03Sleeping Beauty was a sleeping one, dipshits.
02:07Bad news.
02:09Where he just came in, the train is still too late.
02:11Oh, fuck.
02:12How long?
02:13Who knows?
02:14Want to wait?
02:18No.
02:19Nothing went in.
02:21Let's go find this fucking bunker.
02:23Fuck you.
02:24Let's do it.
02:25Want to have a handle?
02:30Hey!
02:32We're moving out!
02:33All right, people, you heard it.
02:35Let's go, move it!
02:37Hurry up!
02:39Hey, come on!
02:39We're coming back!
02:55I'm coming back!
03:10THE END
03:26I need to start moving a little
03:33Come on
03:35Come here
03:52Where am I?
03:55It's not obvious
04:01Seriously?
04:07How far along are you?
04:09You know it's rude to assume that a woman is pregnant
04:12Haven't you ever seen a sitcom?
04:16Jesus, can you stop staring?
04:18When's the last time you saw a pregnant lady?
04:31What?
04:32We got the call. It's happening. Luisa Moreno. The pregnant lady. She's gonna be the first woman to give birth
04:41down here.
04:41I know where she is. I'm wondering why you think it's a reason to burst into my office.
04:46That wasn't really a burst. It was more of an amble.
04:49But look, this is a big moment. We've been down here for five months. This is my first chance to
04:53give people a reason to smile. A chance for everybody to see that we have a future here. This is
04:57hope.
04:59Should I ask her to name the baby Hope?
05:01It's a big heavy hand. It's a long nose, sir.
05:04I have a meeting this afternoon about the reactors. And you know, Mr. President, it wouldn't kill you to learn
05:09what keeps this place running.
05:11Right. The aquifer. And the 3D printers. And the modular nuclear reactors. Yeah.
05:21Sorry. Look, Sam. I've realized why this might be difficult for you.
05:27I said I have work to do, sir.
05:33Okay. I just thought it was a good opportunity to bring the community together and celebrate something positive.
05:41They're gonna wipe the baby off a little. Right. Before I kiss it.
05:43I'm sure they will, sir. It's a pre-wiped baby, sir.
05:51The thing is, I have to get to it.
05:53Atlanta. Yes, I know. I've heard. About 10,000 times.
05:57Various states of consciousness. Your wife is there. She sent a radio transmission.
06:0233.7, blah, blah, latitude, blah, blah, longitude.
06:07I know.
06:08Thing is, you're not going anywhere. Any time soon. I had to put six stitches in your spleen.
06:13You a doctor or something?
06:15Closest thing you get.
06:17Why were you coming from Colorado if your wife is in Atlanta?
06:22That's where she was when everything happened. Atlanta. I was already on my way to Colorado.
06:28To the bunker.
06:31Oh, come on. The rumors were everywhere. And you had to get that plane somehow.
06:36Wow. So it's real.
06:38He was right.
06:40Who was right?
06:41No one.
06:43Yeah. It's real.
06:46What's it like?
06:48It's like before. Only creepier.
06:58You're gonna need at least two weeks for those to heal.
07:05Even a stitch abscess could get infected and then you're looking at sepsis.
07:10Listen, I know that you have been inside snug as a bug, but out here, the little things will kill
07:16you.
07:18A good rule of thumb is if it hurts when you touch it, it means it's not healed.
07:24Once you do heal, you're taking me to Colorado.
07:29I'm going to Atlanta.
07:34The toilet is there. I will bring you water. I hope you enjoy rat for breakfast.
07:41You got two weeks to get stronger. I'm Annie, by the way.
07:47Xavier.
07:59You ain't nothing but a hound dog. Crying all the time.
08:08You ain't nothing but a hound dog. Crying all the time.
08:17You ain't never caught a rabbit. You ain't no friend of mine.
08:26You ain't nothing but a hound dog. Crying all the time.
08:28You ain't never caught a rabbit. You ain't no friend of mine.
08:33You ain't nothing but a hound dog. Crying all the time.
08:41Be gentle. Alliance.
08:45Oh, it's fine.
08:46Yeah, it's not bad, is it?
08:48Crying all the time.
08:50I know.
08:53You ain't never caught a rabbit. You ain't no friend of mine.
09:01You ain't never caught a rabbit. You ain't no friend of mine.
09:18Shouldn't be on your feet all the time like that. When my wife was pregnant, she had this terrible nausea.
09:23Yeah, I get it. You knew a pregnant woman once.
09:26Hey, now that you're getting stronger, I could really use some help around here.
09:29Yeah, sure. What do you need?
09:31Tea.
09:33Coming right up.
09:34All right.
09:36All right.
09:44It's warm.
09:46Yeah.
10:00I haven't seen the real sunset in years.
10:04What did you use for lights down there?
10:07Uh, fake sky, fake mechanical sun.
10:12It looked so real at first.
10:15But the longer we were down there, the more the...
10:19I don't know, the more the scenes began to show.
10:29Strong enough to travel now.
10:32I know.
10:36I appreciate you saving my life.
10:40And I do owe you for the care that you've given me.
10:44But I cannot take you to Colorado until I find my wife.
10:48It's a non-starter.
11:14I don't know.
11:17It's a theme park because I was scared.
11:21Which I guess isn't exactly new for me.
11:27It's normal to be scared.
11:29Mm-mm.
11:30Hell, I was scared shitless when I had a baby.
11:32And that was when the world was still intact.
11:36I was scared of every damn thing.
11:39Fevers, strangers, rental cars, car seats.
11:45And the older those babies get, the fears never really go away.
11:48They just change.
11:51But it's the highs that make it worth it.
11:54You'll be more tired than you've ever been.
11:56And you'll still be scared shitless.
11:59But you will not believe the joy.
12:04You'll be playing with your kid, watching them splash around in the bath.
12:09Or play soccer for the first time.
12:13And sometimes, Annie, I swear it feels like your heart might fucking explode.
12:22There's no soccer anymore.
12:25There will be.
12:27Yeah, sure.
12:28I'll be using animal heads as soccer balls.
12:34You'll still feel the joy when they score.
12:50I've been alone for a very, very long time.
12:56I get that.
12:58I didn't trust people before the world ended.
13:05We go find your wife in Atlanta.
13:08And then you'll take me to him in Colorado?
13:16Yeah.
13:20Yeah.
13:32No.
14:05You good?
14:28Hey, doctors.
14:30Hello.
14:31How are you?
14:33Hi, everyone.
14:34Lovely smiles today.
14:36Hi.
14:38CBC looks good.
14:39Show me also.
14:40Knock, knock.
14:41Hey, the woman of the hour.
14:43How are you, doctor?
14:45Mr. President.
14:46Oh, cow, please.
14:47How are we feeling?
14:48Feeling good?
14:48Excited?
14:50Any nerves?
14:51Any regrets about the cost of college education in 2043?
14:56Sorry.
14:56Sometimes I just can't turn it off.
14:58No, I think this baby's ready.
15:00Listen, I know this has been an incredibly difficult time for you.
15:04It's okay, Mr. President.
15:05We don't need to do all that right now.
15:07I want you to know I'm here for you.
15:08Anything you need, okay?
15:14Luisa, your boy is going to be the first child born down here.
15:17Do you believe that shit?
15:19Think about it.
15:20The rest of us, all of us, all our memories, all our stories are from out there.
15:24He will be the first person whose entire story will take place here.
15:29He's the first.
15:30The first of this world.
15:32How fucking wild is that?
15:35I'm not naming him Hope.
15:37Ah, they told you.
15:40All right.
15:41I'll be outside if you need anything.
15:43Yeah.
15:44Or if you change your mind.
15:46Thank you, sir.
15:51You know what I'm craving right now?
15:53Hmm.
15:54Waffles.
15:56What I would give.
16:11Is that, um...
16:14Yup.
16:15That's him.
16:20What?
16:21Nothing.
16:24Who was he?
16:27Uh...
16:28Just someone passed me through.
16:37I've been having these dreams.
16:41Maybe not dreams.
16:43Um...
16:44Almost like memories of things.
16:47But they're things that haven't happened.
16:51You almost certainly had a concussion.
16:54I imagine you're going to have sleeping troubles for a while.
17:01Here, you should take this.
17:03You're still recovering.
17:04I'm good, Doc.
17:10No arguments.
17:16Yes.
17:18Yes.
17:20Yes.
17:20Yes.
17:21Yes.
17:22Yes.
17:23No, ma'am.
17:46No, ma'am.
17:53Come on, let's keep moving.
17:56There's nothing wrong with having a little trust.
17:58Especially in times like these.
18:03Don't make eye contact.
18:05Don't say anything.
18:06Just keep going.
18:15Xavier, they're not your friends.
18:17Don't say anything.
18:18Howdy.
18:19How y'all doing?
18:44How y'all doing?
18:45Xavier, when your kids were born, what'd you do to celebrate?
18:47You don't strike me as a cigar guy.
18:49I fed, I burped, I swaddled, I got right to work.
18:52Oh.
18:52Not even a quick trip to the strip club, huh?
18:54That's the problem with hospitals, sir.
18:56There's no place to get seniors.
18:57Oh, it's okay.
18:58This is fun.
18:59Babies are fun.
19:00All right, let's prep pro R2.
19:04What's going on?
19:05The baby's heart rate dropped.
19:06It's been a prolonged D cell.
19:08Prep for Mrs. Browner for the O.R.
19:09We need to do an emergency C-section.
19:11Success.
19:12Watch behind.
19:15Go up, coming through.
19:18Stay with me.
19:19My dear.
19:21Where's your father?
19:22He was a staffer on a plane-carrying Congress.
19:27I'm gonna go in there with her.
19:29Doctors have got this.
19:30Let them do their jobs.
19:31Sir, I can't allow you to go in there undiscorted.
19:33Okay, well then scrub the fuck up, Xavier.
19:35Stay here.
19:49Why don't we take a break?
19:51No, no, it's okay.
19:52We can keep going.
19:53No, no, no.
19:55That's enough for today.
19:56Come on.
19:59Hey.
20:01Said you wanted waffles.
20:04Come on.
20:08Come on.
20:42Still mad I said hey to those folks?
20:45I was never mad.
20:46I-I told you.
20:48I'm just not good at...
20:48Trusting people.
20:49Yeah, I heard.
20:51But I think you're great with people, Annie.
20:54You almost told that joke that one time.
20:56Don't be lame.
20:58Well, now you sound like my daughter.
21:01And you roll your eyes like her, too.
21:04Hey, has anybody ever talked to you about swaddling the baby?
21:08Swaddling?
21:09Hell yeah, swaddling.
21:10First time you swaddled a baby, you think you're gonna break them.
21:13But you gotta pack that sucker in tight.
21:18Like a burrito.
21:19Well, the trick is, you always make it tighter than you think you should.
21:27Right?
21:35I'm just gonna turn it up.
21:41Fold and tuck.
21:44I think I'm gonna break his little flower body.
21:47Just remember the rule.
21:48It's always tighter than you think.
21:53You said you were scared when your daughter was born.
22:02If anybody tells you they're not scared, then they're straight up lying.
22:06When you leave the hospital, everybody thinks the same thing.
22:09I can't believe they let me walk out of here with a brand new baby.
22:13No tests and nothing.
22:15I feel like you just robbed a bank full of babies.
22:20Okay.
22:21We're getting there.
22:26My dad used to say,
22:29if you're lucky, you got a few moments where you got to experience life at full volume.
22:35That's how he put it.
22:37Life at full volume.
22:39Those moments when you're completely present,
22:44and everything slows down,
22:46and all the textures and colors and sounds,
22:50they all go
22:53like high def.
22:57When they lay your baby on your chest for the first time,
23:01and you know that they're safe,
23:02that they've made it to the world,
23:05that'll always be one of those moments.
23:14You know, like, six months ago,
23:18I woke up in the middle of the night because there was a sound.
23:21So I went up to the roof to see what it was,
23:24and then the lightning hit.
23:27It was a tornado the size of a city.
23:30I mean, I'd seen crazy weather,
23:32but this was so big that the lightning was inside of it.
23:37I saw that uncontrolled power,
23:41the destruction.
23:47That's the world my baby is coming into.
23:52No life at full volume.
23:53Just pain and loss and death
23:56and all of the storms to come.
23:59But the joy will come, too.
24:02It will come, I promise you.
24:04Yeah.
24:05It just may be surrounded by the storms.
24:08That's what I mean by believing in people, Annie.
24:11And it's not naive.
24:14You can guard against the worst of people
24:16while still believing in their best.
24:19Just remembering that we're all capable of great change.
24:23Great love, of great promise.
24:27That's a holy charge.
24:32A holy charge?
24:35Kind of like that.
24:37It's good, right?
24:38It's okay.
24:50We should get going.
24:51We should get going.
25:05Good morning.
25:15Fuck.
25:18No.
25:21I don't know if you're early.
25:21It's like you're a whole bunch of people.
25:28You're the same.
25:29You're the same.
25:30You're the same.
25:30I'm the same.
25:30You're the same.
25:31You're the same.
25:32I don't know if you're any,
25:36and you're the same.
25:36Come on.
25:38Hey, come on.
25:40You okay? Let's just get you back inside.
25:42No, it's not okay. It's not okay.
25:45My blood pressure is too high.
25:49I have swollen ankles and blurred vision.
25:53It's called preeclampsia.
25:55It's very threatening to me and the baby.
25:58It's gonna be okay. Come on.
26:01I'm sorry. I thought if I told you, you wouldn't take me.
26:04It's just the little things, you know?
26:06Yeah.
26:06It's the little things out here that will kill you.
26:08All right, look at me.
26:09Let's just go back inside and we'll figure it out, okay?
26:13Come on. One step at a time. Here we go.
26:15Come on. Come on.
26:17There you go.
26:30What are we gonna need, Doc?
26:31To deliver this baby here now, what do we need?
26:34Uh, um, clean towels.
26:37Okay.
26:38And, um, we need to suction the baby's mouth,
26:41so maybe like a liquid dropper or something.
26:44Liquid dropper?
26:44We need something to tie off the umbilical cord.
26:47Oh, shit. Oh, goodness.
26:56Hey, hey, hey.
26:57Here you go, sir.
27:00How we doing?
27:02I'm here, okay?
27:19Hey, Annie.
27:20Yeah?
27:21I gotta go get help.
27:22If not help, then at least a few supplies will help you deliver.
27:25No. No.
27:25You're not gonna have this baby anytime soon, right?
27:27Your contractions are still very far apart.
27:30They only come rocketing out in the movies.
27:31I-I-I-I can't.
27:33You can't. Look at me.
27:34I can't.
27:34I will not allow you to have this baby alone.
27:36Just...
27:36I'll be so quick, Doc.
27:38No, Xavier.
27:39The people that we saw are just over the hill, all right?
27:42They'll have what we need, or they'll know where to get it.
27:44No, we do not know those people.
27:46We don't know what they're capable of.
27:47They're just people, Annie.
27:49And we're not gonna be scared of them, right?
27:51So you just keep walking.
27:52Keep breathing through your contractions.
27:54I'll be back in 15 minutes, okay?
27:56Xavier.
27:56Take this.
27:57No.
27:58Please.
27:59Please don't.
28:00Xavier.
28:01I'll be right back, okay?
28:01Xavier.
28:02Xavier, Xavier, please don't go.
28:04Xavier.
28:31What are you doing?
28:33What are you doing?
28:35You're.
28:36Yeah.
28:41Hey.
28:42What are you doing?
29:11Hello? Hello, anyone?
29:14I'm approaching on the arms. I got a situation. My friend, she needs help. Hey, I got a pregnant
29:23young woman that's having a baby and I need help. Please, anyone, hello? Hey. Hello? Hello? Hello?
30:06Don't you fucking move.
30:18I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry. This is my friend. She's in labor. She's pregnant. I just need
30:23supplies. Hey! Please. Get the fuck away from my boy. Sweet, sweet. Who are all these people?
30:32No. You're all specialists, okay? It's a good thing. You couldn't be more covered.
30:41You know, right after my son Jeremy was born, the day my wife and I were driving home from
30:46the hospital, we got rear-ended badly. And Jeremy was in that car seat just shrieking.
30:53So we turned the car around, headed right back to the hospital. Of course, the doctor didn't
30:58blink an eye. He took one look at Jeremy and he said, I want you to remember one thing.
31:03Babies are built to survive. They are resilient. They've been found in the rubble of earthquakes
31:11three days after the fact, alive and well. I promise you, first time that little boy smiles,
31:20it's not just going to change you, it's going to change our entire world. For good.
31:25I'm good. I'm good. I'm good. I'm good. I'm good. I'm good. I don't have anything. I don't have any.
31:44No.
31:55You okay? Yeah. I don't have anything. I don't have anything. I don't have any.
32:10I don't have anything to lose.
32:11That's right. Here we go. Your body's just getting ready.
32:17It's good. It's good. Okay. I'm impressed.
32:22Okay?
32:24Hang in.
32:25Hang in there.
32:26She can't even close.
32:27It'll be just fine, okay?
32:29Yeah?
32:30Mm-hmm.
32:31Yeah, yeah, yeah.
32:32Move the catheter over to her right side, please.
32:34I put it on the seat, doctor.
32:38Let's get her measurement.
32:40You're okay.
32:41It's gonna be fine.
32:45Scalpel.
32:51Can I help?
32:52Yes, prop this table up over there.
32:55Watch your fingers.
32:59I saw a rollout over there.
33:05What a ton?
33:06Yeah.
33:13I'm making my first incision.
33:15Just above the pubic symphysis.
33:20Bobby?
33:21I'm pushing through the subcutaneous tissue to the fascia.
33:24I'm on fascia.
33:25Retractive.
33:27This is the doctor.
33:33That's right.
33:34There you go.
33:35That's good.
33:37You're doing great.
33:38That'll be fine.
33:39I've located the bladder.
33:41Gently shifting now.
33:44Almost there.
33:45Okay.
33:46Okay.
33:51There's the uterus.
33:53The top hand is the fetal vertex.
33:56Scalpel.
33:57Deep breaths, Annie.
33:58Deep breaths.
34:01I can see the head.
34:03Okay.
34:04Come on, Annie.
34:05You got this.
34:06Come on.
34:08I can't.
34:09Amniotic sac.
34:10He's already ruptured.
34:13Retract.
34:13Suction.
34:15A lot of pressure.
34:17God.
34:17One last push.
34:18Oh, no.
34:19No.
34:20One last push.
34:23Yeah.
34:23Okay, I can see that.
34:25There we go.
34:27Touch me.
34:30One more thing about you, please.
34:35Get.
34:36Get.
34:38Get.
34:39Get.
34:40Get.
34:42Get.
34:42Get.
34:45Get.
34:51Get.
34:53Get.
34:53Get.
34:53Get.
34:54Get.
35:03Get.
35:04Get.
35:06Get.
35:08Get.
35:09Get.
35:12Get.
35:18Get.
35:19Get.
35:19Get.
35:21Get.
35:22Get.
35:22Get.
35:22Get.
35:24She's beautiful, she's perfect.
35:58Hey, you see this?
36:00They're leaving because there's nothing else to do in here.
36:03Baby's okay.
36:05Everything's okay.
36:09Don't just arrive.
36:14Hey, you're okay.
36:19Oh!
36:21Mom!
36:21No!
36:24Oh!
36:26Oh!
36:26Whoa, whoa, whoa.
36:27You're okay?
36:30You're okay?
36:31You're okay?
36:34What is it? What's happening?
36:39The placenta won't come out, and the bleeding won't stop.
36:42So what do we do?
36:45What do we do? What can we do?
36:47No.
36:49Nothing.
36:50There's nothing.
36:51Nothing we can do.
36:53There's nothing we can do.
36:55Mom!
36:56Okay.
36:57Stop, please.
37:00Stop, please, stop, please, stop, please, stop, please, stop.
37:03What do we do?
37:04Stop!
37:05Stop!
37:06Stop!
37:09It's okay.
37:09It's okay.
37:18It's okay.
37:30It's okay.
37:33You all right?
37:40It's for her.
37:48You all right?
37:49Yes.
37:50Yeah.
37:56Give this to her.
37:58What?
37:59She's old enough.
38:00I mean, what are you doing?
38:01Can you come back over here?
38:03Can you keep going?
38:07Find the...
38:09You...
38:15It...
38:16It has to be you.
38:20And her father...
38:21He was leading a group to...
38:24To the bunker.
38:26To start the world.
38:28That you will not...
38:30Let her be afraid of people.
38:35Promise me...
38:36Xavier.
38:43This is...
38:45Your holy charge.
38:52Okay?
38:54Okay?
39:02Okay.
39:07I'm not scared anymore.
39:22No more.
39:25It's okay though.
39:29It's okay.
39:29Babe.
39:37No.
39:43Please...
39:43No.
39:44Honey!
39:44You...
39:44No.
39:48No.
39:53No.
39:54I'm not with you
40:41You know anything else about her last name year she was born we didn't know each other that long
41:01I tried to give everyone we found out there some dignity some grace
41:52Up
42:18Goddamn it, I said let's go.
42:31What did you do before all this?
42:36Chemistry teacher, high school, but then the world went ass over tea kettle and I realized
42:45there was a real deficit of people willing to get their hands dirty.
42:52We could take the baby, we don't have much, but we could find a way.
43:03It's a promise I can't break. Babies are built to survive, they're resilient.
43:10They've been found in the rubble of earthquakes three days after the fact, alive and well.
43:19The night before Annie died, she was telling me about this storm she saw. In the last few
43:28nights, I can't stop thinking about it. She said she was afraid of what storms will come. That's how she
43:39put it, what storms will come.
43:47I've been doing a lot of reading these past few years. I read this one book where 72,000
43:56years ago there was this volcano that went off in Sumatra. Drove the human population of the
44:02entire planet down to just a thousand people. So you, me, everyone we have ever met, we are
44:11all descended from that same thousand people who just happened to survive.
44:17I think my wife and I had about a quarter of that number at our wedding alone.
44:24Wild to think about, huh?
44:29At least that time it wasn't our own fucking fault.
44:35Yeah, I look at Tony sometimes and I think, I cannot god damn believe I'm his grandma.
44:43It seems like just yesterday I was sneaking off under the bleachers at the football games
44:49trying to get laid with my first boyfriend. Now, here I am, an old woman, looking after
45:01a snotty little boy with my same eyes, wondering what he'll have to live through.
45:11How did it all happen? Just like...
45:16We all forget how close we are in time. How quickly our sins become our children's burdens.
45:26You should give that thing a test drive.
45:39That's okay. Don't.
45:47How the hell am I gonna do this? Come on.
45:56Where are you going?
45:58Let's komme on a narrow surrounded by fire and cows.ыеыеыеыеыеыеыеыеыеыеые
46:18иныеыеыеыеыеыеыеыеыеыеыеыеые
46:34Hi. Hi. My name... I'm Samantha Redmond. Of course. I mean, I know who you are. How can I help
46:45you?
46:45Oh, I brought. Oh, thank you. I know it's just a choking hazard now, but trust me, when he gets
46:54a little older, he's going to love them. Thank you. Everybody has been so kind. Of course. Of course. I
47:02just wanted to come by and say congratulations. And if you ever need anything at all, please don't hesitate to
47:10reach out.
47:12Hi. What did you end up naming him? Oh, this is Calvin. Hi, Calvin. Is he sleeping well? My son
47:25Dylan was a terrible sleeper. Oh, he sleeps like a dream. I, however, have not slept since he was born.
47:33Yeah.
47:35You wouldn't by any chance mind. Does he need to be fed? Yeah. And burped and changed. Yes, I would...
47:44Yes, why don't you lie down? I'd be happy to take him for an hour or two. Yeah? Yes.
47:51Hi. Here we go. Hi, Calvin. Hi, baby. Oh, I bet. I bet. Who is this?
47:59Yes. Boy, you really are gorgeous.
48:18Can I tell you a secret, gorgeous boy? Something no one else knows down here.
48:27Some day, you're going to see the real sky.
48:32You'll feel how warm the sun can be on your skin.
48:40You'll know what the moon looks like in all its faces.
48:45You'll see how the constellations travel across the sky at night.
48:54I swear, Calvin, I have a plan.
49:00For you.
49:02For all of us.
49:10Someday you'll see real stars.
49:27Hello, darling.
49:29If you're reading this, I'm sorry that we never got the chance to meet.
49:38I don't know how old you'll be or who you'll be with.
49:42All I know is that you were born into a hard world.
49:48And I hope you can feel the love that I have for you.
49:52Especially in your darkest moments and the longest nights.
49:58There are good people in this world.
50:03There always have been.
50:05And there always will be.
50:11I trust that you've become one of them.
50:14I trust that love travels across death.
50:17Across time.
50:21That it bridges impossible distances.
50:24And binds people who've never known each other.
50:27Come back.
51:00I will always imagine you grown and brave and beautiful.
51:05I love you so much, my beautiful baby.
51:08Love, your mama.
51:11You must be Xavier.
51:14Hey.
51:14Who are you?
51:17I'm a friend of your wife's. I'm a friend of Terry's.
51:20Where is she?
51:21Easy.
51:22Is she here?
51:24She sent a radio broadcast from here, so where the hell is she?
51:28How the fuck do you know my wife?
51:30How do I know your wife?
51:34For the last three years, Terry has been my best friend, my partner.
51:40The closest thing I have to a sister.
51:43She's my favorite person left in this godforsaken world.
51:47And she's been taken from me.
51:54So that's how I know your wife.
51:58Oh, no.
52:00Oh, no.
52:02Oh, no.
52:04Oh, no.
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