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00:06Scareckel to Scareckel
00:16Scareckel to Scareckel
00:34Scareckel
00:35Scareckel
00:36Scareckel
00:38Oh, my God.
01:23I still dream about that night sometimes.
01:27I still dream about them.
01:31Because they were there.
01:35We did everything together back then.
01:38The four of us.
01:41Separate.
01:43But inseparable.
01:51I suppose it's a bit of a shock.
01:53I mean, you get a message like that, and I really must think about, well, life, I suppose.
01:58The choices you've made, the things you've done, or, you know, not done.
02:00And I don't get me wrong looking after Mommy.
02:02Well, it's a privilege in many ways.
02:03I'm lucky I can focus on it without any other.
02:05Well, distractions, for want of a better word.
02:07And it's very rewarding in its own way.
02:09I mean, I know I won't regret it.
02:10I mean, nobody lies under death, but I think I wish I'd spent the last time with my mother, do
02:13they?
02:13Okay, there's probably some exceptions.
02:15Like, if your mother was, I don't know, Rose West, you'd probably want to keep a fair bit of distance
02:18there.
02:19I'd say it'd be advisable, if anything.
02:21But my mother, well, she's great.
02:22She's nothing like Rose West.
02:24She does have sort of similar glasses.
02:26But that's as far as it goes, really.
02:27I suppose what I'm trying to say is, even though I feel no bitterness or resentment or anything like that,
02:31the fact that you only get to do this once in this part, which I sort of find myself on,
02:34which is, as I say, no, without its blessings, it's at the same time the reason why certain things just
02:38aren't going to happen for me.
02:38And I should be allowed to acknowledge that, you know, we should be able to mourn the life we couldn't
02:41have without feeling guilty.
02:44Right.
02:46So is it just the wee flat white, then?
02:47Or...
02:48I wonder if the others know.
02:51Mummy, mummy, mummy!
02:52Stop trying!
02:53Is that a shellac manicure?
02:54Um, yeah, and can I, can I put that with the make-up?
02:57Wee wedding!
02:58Get staring at me, mummy!
02:59Sorry, one second.
03:00Stop staring at me!
03:01But he's doing breathing!
03:02Stop breathing!
03:03Hello?
03:04I'm sorry, uh, what were you saying?
03:05Because it's a wee wedding, you might want to go for a more natural date.
03:08Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
03:09Mummy!
03:09I basically want you to erase my current features and draw new features, different features, better features.
03:15Give me eggs!
03:16Like, I want, like, a totally different face.
03:18Stop it!
03:19I am sorry, love.
03:20I'm going to have to call you back.
03:21No worries.
03:21Stop it!
03:22Bye, bye, bye.
03:24What the hell is going on back there?
03:25He was staring.
03:26I wasn't staring at him.
03:28He wasn't even blinking for me.
03:29Why are you grabbing my tablet?
03:31It's not yours.
03:32It is mine!
03:33Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up!
03:35Will you please just shut up?
03:39Shut up!
03:41Shut up!
03:43Shut up!
03:46Shut up!
03:48Shut up!
03:49Shut up!
03:53Shut up!
04:01Shut up!
04:06Shut up!
04:06So, Celcia, thank you so much for this.
04:09We wanted to get you two together rather than...
04:12Oh, shit, I'm sorry.
04:14I'm so sorry.
04:16Marnie didn't want things to, you know, get lost in translation.
04:20So, the fact is...
04:22You hit the script!
04:23No!
04:24Oh, God, no.
04:25No, of course not.
04:26It's just a focus thing.
04:28A focus thing?
04:28I love playing Emma.
04:30You know, she's a huge part of my life.
04:32Yeah, mine too.
04:33But isn't it time that we pushed the boundaries of the show?
04:36Isn't it time we did something truly groundbreaking?
04:40Right, like...
04:41What if this series, there's no murder?
04:46No murder?
04:47No murder.
04:48No murder.
04:49No murder.
04:51Okay, I just, um...
04:53I mean, just so we're on the same page here,
04:55the show is called Murder Code.
04:57Mm-hmm.
04:58It's a detective show.
04:59Emma is a homicide detective.
05:00Well, that's not all she is.
05:02It's the main bit.
05:03What if we shine a light on the personal cost of Emma's career?
05:07You know, what it's done to her family, her relationships, her sex life.
05:11Her sex life?
05:12I want to see Emma have an orgasm.
05:16I'm gonna need a beer as well.
05:18Okay.
05:19I mean, it's good, isn't it?
05:20Is it?
05:20Yes, it is, Harry.
05:21So, she stopped solving murders and, well, just goes about writing people?
05:24It's feminist.
05:25It's a journey of self-discovery.
05:27It's mad.
05:27It's a detective show.
05:28That's why people watch.
05:30Fisher, no one knows better than you how entwined this show and this character have become.
05:35They are one and the same.
05:37So, in order to move forward, you're going to have to listen.
05:41Okay?
05:44Yeah.
05:46Emma is the show.
05:49I wouldn't even want to write the show without Emma.
05:52Oh, thank you.
05:53There we go.
05:54So, maybe I won't.
05:56What?
05:56What?
05:57What?
05:57Maybe I won't write the show.
05:59I don't have you say fucking childish.
06:00Putting a gun to someone's head is only a threat if you're absolutely sure they don't want you to pull
06:04the trigger.
06:06Harry, that is no way for a client to behave.
06:08Why are all actors completely insane?
06:10Writers aren't exactly a doddle either, let me tell you.
06:13Piss off, Robin.
06:14I am so annoyed.
06:16I can tell.
06:17You didn't even wait for your food.
06:18That's unprecedented.
06:19No, she's done me a favour.
06:20The show's run its course.
06:21The show's huge.
06:23Why?
06:23What even is it?
06:24It's just all, oh look, someone's got themselves murdered again.
06:26Is that, is that what I do?
06:27Is that what, I contribute to society?
06:29You entertain a lot of people, Saoirse.
06:31So do fucking clients, Harry.
06:37You know, when I started it was theatre.
06:40I wanted to write plays.
06:42What happened?
06:43You realised you'd need to buy stuff.
06:46One second, my friend is dead.
06:53My friend is dead.
07:26You were dead.
07:31You were dead.
07:37You disagreed with me.
07:38You murdered me.
07:38You were dead.
07:38You were didn't even know where he wanted.
07:40You were dead.
07:44You were dead.
07:46In the time.
07:49Dear Saoirse, Dara and Robin, my name is Gaye Harriton, and I'm afraid I have some terribly
07:55sad news. My wonderful sister-in-law, Greta, passed away yesterday. I know how close you
08:03once were. She often spoke of you fondly. If you wanted to come and pay your respects,
08:09it would really mean the world to us. She'll be awake from her home, Elm Manor, Noctara
08:16Village, County Donegal.
08:18Separate but inseparable, just like us. We're all thinking it's so difficult.
08:26Why, just forget about it. We can't continue like this. We can.
08:30Dara! That's you, Dara!
08:32Coming!
08:35Okay, so, this is what she's supposed to take when? You're sure you'll be okay?
08:40I think I can babysit my own mother, Dara, like I'm not gonna kill her. Sorry?
08:45And even if I did, she's 96, so she's had a good inny.
08:48She's 72.
08:49Ah, potato, tomato.
08:51Potato, potato.
08:51What's a potato?
08:52I don't know. Jimmy, this is important. Mammy's very fragile.
08:55For for sake, Christ, is she not away yet? Just hadn't I, Mammy?
08:59Well, on you go. Out the buck. You've my head fried.
09:03Okay then. If there's anything you don't understand, just call me.
09:06We'll be grand. Just go. Enjoy yourself.
09:11Well, that's my friend's week.
09:13Happy days.
09:17Oh! And if...
09:21We're dying now? That's it? Is it? That's the latest?
09:24Apparently.
09:25We should not be dying. We're 34 years of age, for Christ's sake.
09:30We're 38.
09:34Did you manage to find a hotel?
09:35Indeed I did. It has a spa and everything.
09:37I don't think I'm in the mood for a spa.
09:39I mean, is it even appropriate considering?
09:41Well, excuse me for trying to make this experience a little less horrific, Dara.
09:44I didn't mean.
09:45Do you think I'm not devastated?
09:46I didn't say that.
09:47Because I am, Dara.
09:48I am devastated. I've been in bits since you called me.
09:51I just...
09:53The future highlights, then.
09:56Yeah? When?
09:57Uh, don't know. Recently.
09:59Like, how recently?
10:00What do we see?
10:01Like, since we heard about our dead friend recently.
10:03Look, Dara.
10:04You can be in bits and have your highlights done.
10:06The two things aren't mutually exclusive.
10:07Fine. Barely keeping it together here.
10:09Okay? Oh, I'm sorry.
10:11Oh, my God.
10:12Listen.
10:13What?
10:15That's her song.
10:16They're playing Greta's song.
10:17Jesus Christ, Emily.
10:21How freaky is that?
10:22Do you think it's a sign?
10:25Like, she's telling us not to worry? Like, that she's okay?
10:29Yeah.
10:32кое Questo
10:33That's her!
10:36It's getting hot in here, so take off all your clothes...
10:41That I am feeling so high, so take off all your clothes...
10:50That I am feeling so high, so take off all your clothes...
10:53Do you wanna drink with snacks?
10:55Do you wanna drink with snacks?
10:57Do you wanna drink with snacks?
11:00Any drinks or snacks?
11:03Can I tell you a secret?
11:05Jesus Christ.
11:09Any drinks or snacks, madam?
11:14Can I get a white white, please?
11:32Why does she live for everything?
11:34Look, she's probably collapsed from exhaustion.
11:36It's not that far.
11:37We're in a different fucking time zone, Dara.
11:38I'm sorry, but that airport car park was extortioned.
11:41I'd have paid.
11:42It's not the point.
11:43It's a matter of principle, Robin.
11:45Oh, here she is.
11:49What an undercarriage is she wearing.
11:52I'm not sure.
11:56We're dying now.
11:58Nightmare, isn't it?
11:58The whole thing's just awful.
12:01She was so young.
12:02I was talking about your outfit.
12:03Are they pajamas?
12:04They're treasures.
12:05They look like pajamas.
12:06Well, they're not.
12:07I just can't believe she's dead.
12:08I mean, I think a part of me always hoped would, you know, reconnect.
12:13Yeah.
12:13Yeah.
12:14Look, I know I was in two minds about all this,
12:16but I am so glad we're doing this now.
12:18Like paying our respects properly.
12:19It's only right.
12:20And also, I could be down with a bit of a break myself, to be honest.
12:24Robin.
12:24But things between me and Patrick have been quite difficult lately.
12:30He's become very controlling, very possessive.
12:34Lots of mind games, gaslighting, that sort of thing.
12:39Is he not outgoing?
12:39He's one and a half, therecha.
12:41And he knows what he's doing.
12:46People always talk about
12:48All the things they're all about
12:54Write it on a piece of paper
13:05Shit.
13:06I hate these big cars.
13:08It's just weird.
13:10I think it's this one.
13:11You'd think she would have told us what happened.
13:14The sister-in-law me.
13:16Do you have to do that here?
13:17Oh, I got Nutella on it.
13:19Like, in the email, she didn't say if Greta was ill or anything.
13:24She'll not be thinking straight.
13:26Cash only.
13:27I've got to buy my Euro purse.
13:29I didn't have any sympathy cards, so I had to just grab a blank one.
13:31It has like a watercolour effect.
13:33It'll do the job here.
13:34Look, careful.
13:35It'll burn the mouth off you.
13:36Oh, so mad.
13:37What's so mad?
13:38Did you fill her up?
13:39Don't do that.
13:40Don't call your car her.
13:41You know, it creeps me out.
13:44My contact isn't the first place.
13:46It's been 20 years.
13:4820 years.
13:49And we never once reached out here.
13:50Not once.
13:51Well, she moved away.
13:52We lost contact.
13:53That suited us.
13:54Didn't it?
13:55I put a deposit down in those dresses I told you about.
13:58What?
13:58I'm not having bridesmaids.
13:59I don't want bridesmaids, Robin.
14:01I don't want bridesmaids, Saoirse.
14:03What kind of weirdo doesn't have bridesmaids?
14:06I just want a simple, straightforward, low-key...
14:09Shite wedding.
14:10What?
14:10Is this not supposed to be my day?
14:12No.
14:13No.
14:13Let me get one thing clear, okay?
14:16Myself and Dara here are going to be walking down the aisle behind you,
14:18wearing matching frocks, with or without your consent.
14:23What was that?
14:24I don't know.
14:25I filled the tank up.
14:27I want diesel or anything.
14:30Diesel.
14:36I am so sorry, Robin.
14:38I thought you said petrol.
14:40I could have sworn you said petrol.
14:41Why would I have said petrol when the thing runs on diesel?
14:44It's an easy mistake to me.
14:45How would you know you've never so much as had a driving lesson?
14:48I live in London.
14:48You don't live in London.
14:50Please, no.
14:50I do live in London.
14:51You work in Belfast.
14:52Your TV film is made in Belfast.
14:55You're in Belfast about eight months of the year.
14:57Six, seven, and a bunch.
14:58Why can't you just admit to the fact that you live in Belfast?
15:00Well, because then I'd be somebody who lives in Belfast.
15:02Not that there's anything wrong with that.
15:05Oh, Christ.
15:06Where is this guy?
15:07He's getting late.
15:08What if he doesn't come?
15:09What if nobody comes?
15:11What if we die out here?
15:12We're not going to die out here.
15:13Well, I hope for your sake that we don't.
15:15Because when they discover their bodies,
15:16they're going to have to record the fact that you're wearing pyjamas
15:18and that's fucking mortifying.
15:20They're not baj...
15:24Oh, thank God.
15:26About time.
15:41Good evening, ladies.
15:43No, not really.
15:44What's happened here, then?
15:46Right, well, what happened here is Dara.
15:48This is Dara.
15:49She was supposed to put diesel in the wee hole thing,
15:52but she accidentally put petrol in the wee hole thing in the car.
15:55I didn't enjoy that.
15:56No.
15:57Well, it wouldn't.
15:58Christ, it's Jim.
15:59It's all I need.
16:00Hello, love.
16:01Yep, all good here.
16:02I'm going to sit in the car.
16:04Let's have a look, then.
16:07You girls from Belfast?
16:10It's been a long time since we were girls.
16:12Oh, come on now.
16:13But we were from Belfast, yes.
16:15Right.
16:18What?
16:19Well, it's not like you lot to waste petrol.
16:21Oh, I see.
16:22A rioting joke.
16:23Very good.
16:25Very retro-interesting, considering you're, what, 12?
16:29I'm 26.
16:30Right.
16:31Such a great accent.
16:34Are you serious?
16:36No one's ever said that before.
16:37No one's ever thought that before.
16:39I love it.
16:40Sounds hard to dangerous.
16:42That's a good thing.
16:44It can be.
16:46No.
16:46And look, there's a pile of stuff at the foot of the stairs.
16:49I haven't left it there for decoration purposes.
16:51You know, it's not like a piece of modern art I'm working on.
16:54It's a pile of everyone's shit that I want put away.
16:57Okay?
16:58Bye.
16:58Bye-bye-bye.
16:59Love you.
16:59Well?
17:00You started the engine so it's been contaminated.
17:03The entire fuel system needs changed.
17:05How long will that take?
17:06Hard to say.
17:07Oh, God, I'm so sorry I'll pay for it.
17:09You're not paying for it, Dara.
17:11I am.
17:11You're not?
17:12I am.
17:13You're not.
17:13It's fine.
17:14It's not.
17:14It is.
17:15It's not.
17:16Christ.
17:18Fucking freezing.
17:20Uh, what do you take it?
17:22You'll be needing a lift.
17:23Yeah.
17:24Yeah.
17:26Yeah.
17:52There's something sort of creepy about this place, isn't there?
17:55Not when you live here.
17:57Oh, no.
17:57I didn't mean, like, bad creepy.
17:59Ah, you meant the other creepy.
18:01Like, the goat creepy.
18:02Atmospheric.
18:03Creepy.
18:04You know, like, sort of spooky, but not necessarily.
18:06Stop talking.
18:07Yeah.
18:07You might know her friend.
18:08She lives in Oktara.
18:09I actually moved here quite recently.
18:11Well, she lived in Oktara prior to her becoming dead, which she now is, unfortunately.
18:16Uh, Greta Heaney?
18:18Not Greta, her own name.
18:19Uh-huh.
18:19Yeah.
18:20Heaney with her maiden name.
18:22We're here for her week.
18:23Her husband Owen, he's me boss.
18:26God, I am so sorry.
18:30Jesus, it was terrible.
18:32What happened?
18:34What did happen?
18:36You don't know.
18:38Oh, God, aye.
18:39Fell down the stairs, the poor thing.
18:41God rest her soul.
18:42There was drink taken, I do believe.
18:44Perhaps she had a problem on that front.
18:46Who knows?
18:47A man he's a devil does.
18:48Look, it's no age to die.
18:50No age to die at all.
18:52Newspaper?
18:53Um, their, their house.
18:55Is it walking distance?
18:56It's a couple of miles outside the village.
18:58Turn right at the end of this road.
19:00Straight on until you reach the bookies.
19:02Take a left, a right.
19:03A left that sort of feels like a right.
19:05Directly opposite you, there's a field.
19:07Look for a scarecrow with one arm.
19:09Dressed a bit like...
19:10Could you, maybe just call us a car?
19:12I can see how Pat's fixed.
19:15But I'll make no promises.
19:16For he's normally flat out on a Friday night.
19:19Pat?
19:19He'd be the taxi driver here in Loughdara.
19:21Taxi driver?
19:22Singular?
19:23That's right.
19:23Fantastic.
19:24Would you not head in the morning, girls?
19:26Settle yourselves here.
19:27Have a bite to eat.
19:28Good night's sleep.
19:29The car might be fixed.
19:31What do you think?
19:32It makes sense.
19:33Great stuff.
19:35You think of the spa's closed?
19:36It is indeed.
19:37Since 2016, if I remember rightly.
19:39What?
19:40Turned it into a soft play area.
19:42A soft play area?
19:43The mommies need somewhere to dump the kids while they're getting themselves pampered.
19:46Not if there's no spa, they don't.
19:48Oh, sure isn't it.
19:49Only desperate.
19:50We didn't think it through at all.
19:52Come here to me.
19:53It's a bit of entertainment, you're after.
19:57We do a different theme every month.
19:59The young ones come from Letter, Kenny and Donegal town by the busload.
20:02Mad crack altogether.
20:04Great.
20:06Nothing like throwing a few shapes while reminiscing about your dead friend.
20:09Good woman yourself.
20:12I'm not being unromantic.
20:13We're working together, baby.
20:15They're breathing down my neck for the new draughts.
20:17Except I think, considering what's happened.
20:20What do you mean, what's happened?
20:21Did you not read my miss?
20:23I didn't actually send it.
20:25What's going on?
20:26Oh, it's grand.
20:28My friend died.
20:29Christ.
20:30Who?
20:30Not Robert?
20:31No.
20:31Dara?
20:32No.
20:33They're both here and very much alive.
20:35A girl we went to school with.
20:38Oh, okay.
20:38We hadn't seen her in any age.
20:40Thought we should pay her respects or whatever.
20:42I'm going to be in Donegal for a few days.
20:44Donegal?
20:45I could have come with you.
20:46You don't like dead bodies, Seb.
20:48Who likes dead bodies?
20:50Yeah, but the scripts, they're coming.
20:53And, okay, you spoke to Marnie.
20:54How was she?
20:55She fell down the stairs.
20:56Marnie did?
20:57Oh, no.
20:57What? No.
20:58I wish.
20:59My friend, that's how she died.
21:00Oh, that's awful.
21:02Yeah.
21:03Even if you weren't close, that's rough.
21:04He said we weren't close.
21:06We were very close.
21:09Once.
21:41Hello?
21:46Hello?
21:47Hello?
21:49Hello?
22:17Hello?
22:25Hello?
22:25I'm going to tell you a secret.
22:31Oh, my God.
22:32I remember when this was taken.
22:34It was sports day, wasn't it?
22:37Well...
22:38We haven't even looked it.
22:39We'll let you know when we've decided.
22:41I'll be right over there.
22:42On the edge of my seat.
22:44No, wait.
22:45We should order drinks, at least.
22:47Fuck.
22:47Christ, I'm doing this one-year-no-beer thing.
22:50So boring.
22:51You're not drinking for a year?
22:53I'm not drinking beer.
22:54I'll have wine or whatever.
22:57And I bought this one.
22:59Fine.
23:01Aren't any gall people supposed to be friendly?
23:03Is that not their thing?
23:04Have you seen this?
23:08Oh, God.
23:09Maybe we could put it in the coffin.
23:11That's a lovely idea.
23:12Is it?
23:13Just to let her know we're thinking about her.
23:14She's dead.
23:16I mean, let's be honest.
23:17The Greta we knew died back then.
23:19All these girls did.
23:20What are you on about?
23:21Those 20 years, they happened.
23:23And they changed us.
23:26Close enough.
23:27Who would like to try?
23:32That'll be grand.
23:34But this Greta,
23:36she became a whole different person.
23:38A person we know fuck all about.
23:41Saoirse, are you all right?
23:43It falls down a flight of stairs.
23:46Dither death.
23:47Who does that?
23:47What do you mean?
23:48It just seems so fucking avoidable.
23:50Well, there's no good way to die at 38.
23:52I feel like there's bad ways, though.
23:54And falling down the stairs might be in the top three.
23:57Well, that's not in my top three.
23:58Right.
23:59Don't even think it's in my top ten.
24:01Good to know.
24:01What are you saying?
24:02I just keep thinking about the paths we take in life
24:04and the shifts in our direction of travel.
24:06Because those shifts, they happen so subtly, so gradually.
24:08What percentage is that?
24:09What if what happened hadn't happened
24:11and we hadn't fallen out?
24:12If we were still friends,
24:13would that have influenced our life, our choices?
24:16Would it have changed her direction of travel
24:17ever so slightly?
24:18So she didn't die.
24:20Yes.
24:20No.
24:21That's not how it works.
24:23Exactly.
24:24We have no control over God's plans.
24:26Well, I wouldn't go that far,
24:28Sister Mary Clarence.
24:30Yeah, maybe you're right.
24:31Maybe it wouldn't have made a difference.
24:33And maybe putting a photo in her dead hands
24:35will make us feel better about everything.
24:37It was just an idea.
24:38I know, smoke.
24:50Hey.
24:53Yes, you were a mechanic earlier.
24:55Now you're a cop.
24:56When do you do the rest of the village people?
24:58It's the family business, the garage.
25:00My uncle owns it.
25:01He doesn't keep well, so I help him out a bit.
25:03That's why I moved here, actually.
25:05Suit you.
25:09See ya.
25:10It's all sorted.
25:11Oh, thanks.
25:12You, thank you.
25:13How was the week?
25:14We are going to go first thing instead.
25:16Right.
25:17I should probably have myself at some point.
25:19When you said your boss was Greta's husband,
25:21I take it, that means he's a guard rather than a mechanic.
25:24But you never met him?
25:25No, Greta and us.
25:26We were sort of, um, we were estranged.
25:31I see.
25:32What's he like?
25:33Oh, and he seems well-liked.
25:35He's quiet.
25:36Private.
25:38Did you know Greta?
25:40Yeah, I met her once.
25:47You're not too bothered by the odd awkward,
25:49silences, are you?
25:50Is that one of your interrogation techniques?
25:52There's not much call for interrogation around these parts,
25:54and I don't think it's awkward.
25:55It is.
25:56Really?
25:56Absolutely.
25:57Should I say something else?
25:58Please.
25:58Why aren't you wearing your ring?
26:00Oh, shit.
26:04I'm forever doing that.
26:07The eye, I, uh, not really a big jewelry person.
26:11It takes a bit of getting used to.
26:17Where'd she go?
26:19Yep.
26:27Baby, you're all that I want
26:30When you're lying here in my arms
26:33I'm finding it hard to believe
26:37We're in heaven
26:48What's this?
26:50The bill.
26:53You're not letting us off the hook there, then?
26:56Your accent's not that sexy.
26:58We're in heaven
27:13I had that top
27:15And those jeans
27:17Oh, and that bandana
27:18I still wear that hoodie
27:19Have it with me
27:21Well, you could be right back there
27:23I think about that party sometimes
27:28There was a party that night
27:31Here, remember those, uh, 70s nights at the limelight?
27:34Try not to
27:34One time, me, her and Greta
27:36I don't know where you were
27:37Choir practice, probably
27:39No way
27:39I was always at choir practice
27:40We go to the 70s disco anyway
27:42And I'm wearing these tight purple flirts
27:45With massive turnips, remember this?
27:47Yep, yep
27:47And David Ryan was there
27:49Who obviously
27:49Like his ride in Belfast
27:50Not anymore, God bless him
27:52Anyway, so I'm on the dance floor
27:53Smoking a cigarette
27:54Inside, good day
27:55And I see David looking over at me
27:57And at this stage
27:58I've had a couple of Vagartney breezers
27:59So I am feeling fly
28:00And I flick my cigarette away
28:03All dramatic
28:03I walk straight up to him
28:04And say
28:05All right, David
28:06And he goes
28:07You're smoking
28:08So I'm like
28:08Thanks, I want
28:09And he goes
28:10No, you're smoking
28:11Like there's smoke coming off you
28:12And I look down
28:14And sure enough
28:14My leg is on fire
28:16What?
28:17I flick the cigarette
28:19Turn up over first
28:20This is wobble
28:21More hands and knees
28:22You know, I'm sort of
28:23Pat my leg
28:24Trying to put it out
28:31Christ, but we were aged
28:32Yeah
28:33Shit
28:34Where's that wee bitch?
28:36I'll just go over
28:39Excuse me
28:40I can't believe I've never heard that before
28:42Excuse me
28:43Well, she's definitely told it before
28:44More than once
28:45I mean, it's not what happened
28:48I did the thing with the cigarette
28:49I almost set fire to a pair of jeans
28:51Robin was there
28:52David Ryan wasn't
28:53And it wasn't a 70s disco
28:55That was a different night
28:55Different story
28:56She's, uh
28:58She's got mixed up
28:59Somewhere down the line
29:00And you haven't said anything
29:01Oh, it's funny the way she tells it
29:03Here's no fucking mad
29:04The way we edit our memories like that
29:05I mean
29:06We don't even know we're doing it
29:08But we're building these versions
29:09Of events that suit us
29:10That don't challenge
29:11Who we think we are
29:13Well, that's all a bit over my head
29:16I don't think that's true
29:18Saoirse
29:18It happened
29:19It's not the time
29:20It did happen
29:21And it's the real reason we're here
29:23When I got that email
29:25My first thought was
29:28After all these years
29:29She's still talking about us
29:31And I was worried
29:32Dara, I was worried
29:33About what she might have said
29:35You are too
29:36So's Robin
29:37No, we haven't come to pay her respects
29:39We've come to make sure
29:41She didn't tell anyone
29:43So we can all keep pretending
29:46But it did happen
29:48You
29:48Right
29:49This is the last
29:51We gotta go to a wake
29:52First thing
29:53We cannot
29:54Under any circumstances
29:56Get hammered
29:57The night
30:14We can all keep
30:22We can be
30:30I know why they hate on us
30:32It's been fabulous
30:33I'ma be real on us
30:35Nobody got nothing on us
30:37Cause we all on us
30:38From London back down to the US
30:40We rockin' every pain
30:42It's long even if I run
30:44Just confess it
30:45Girl, let me see
30:46Oh, let's say I won't take you anywhere
31:06It just goes through you like a ghost
31:14And only half of this is everything
31:21Everything you are
31:23And all you love the most
31:30So even if I showed you everything
31:38Every fear and every scar
31:46Maybe try to outrun all of them
31:51We're still out here unfurled
31:57So we won't get far
32:04Fuck me
32:04My skin hurts
32:05This is bad, this is bad
32:06My eyes feel dry
32:07I have dry eyes
32:08Is that normal?
32:09I can't do this
32:10You have to
32:10Can't be good
32:11I mean, did I drive here?
32:12Because I can't fully remember
32:13Let's just focus one thing at a time
32:16One thing at a time
32:16This size of this place
32:18How much do guards earn these days?
32:20What?
32:20The husband of the dead
32:22One of her dead friend
32:22Of the dead friend
32:23A greta?
32:24He's a guard, yeah
32:24Who told you that?
32:26The man from the village people
32:28Jesus Christ, I'm gonna be sick
32:31No, it's grand
32:31It's grand
32:32I'm grand
32:40Is anybody coming?
32:42How would I know?
32:45It's open
32:51Hello?
33:05Wow, this place is really creepy
33:16Hello?
33:19Hello?
33:20Is anyone home?
33:25Hello?
33:27Excuse me
33:34What's going on?
33:35Where is everyone?
33:37I don't know
33:37What shall we do?
33:39But don't look at me
33:56We couldn't come back
33:57Come on, Mike
33:59This place is freaking me the fuck out
34:02I'm very sorry to hear that, brother
34:07Jesus
34:08Mrs. Heaney?
34:10Long time, girls
34:16Well, you three haven't changed a bit, have the man?
34:20That's a good thing, is it?
34:21Change is essential
34:23That's very true, Mrs. Margo
34:25Mrs. Ma'am
34:25Mrs. Heaney
34:26Always getting your mother in the trouble this lot
34:28Yeah
34:29You were always grassing her up
34:31Sure, what are we brothers for?
34:32I'm just so very, very sorry
34:35This is awful
34:36Thank you
34:37You were close then?
34:40You and my wife?
34:41When we were younger
34:42Yes
34:42We lost touch when we left school
34:45I think Greta simply outgrew them
34:47Okie dokie
34:48I don't remember her ever mentioning you
34:52Oh
34:54Well, it was just, well, it was Gay that reached out to us
34:59Gay?
35:00Your sister
35:06My sister reached out to you?
35:08Mm-hmm
35:09Yeah, she, um, she emailed us
35:13I see
35:16So
35:17We thought we'd come and
35:20Pay our respects
35:24And say how incredibly sorry
35:34Bon voyage
35:43What a lovely sentiment
35:48We had to have a closed casket
35:51I'm not sure if you heard what happened
35:53But, um
35:56How did it happen?
35:57That's what I don't understand
35:58Well, she'd been sleepwalking
36:01At least that seems the most likely explanation
36:05You remember how bad she was?
36:07I'm sure
36:17And then, uh, I'll leave you to it
36:24You both okay?
36:25No
36:26Obviously not
36:27Right, I forgot how intense her mum was
36:29Her brother's not exactly a walk in the park either
36:31Why is there nobody else here?
36:33You never get a crowd for a closed casket
36:35This is all very weird
36:36This feels weird
36:37Is it weird?
36:38I mean, I can't tell what's weird and what's hangover
36:40I don't understand
36:41We were fine when we woke up
36:43We were still drunk
36:44We were still drunk
36:50What do we do now, eh?
36:52Should we say a wee prayer?
36:53Wax up
36:54Can I get you a cup of tea?
36:58Sure did
37:01Oh, Jesus
37:02Well, I am going to throw this down
37:05Don't do it in here
37:08I'm sorry
37:09I'm sorry, excuse me
37:10It was wrong
37:12What Daddy said
37:14Sorry?
37:16She did talk about you
37:18At least to me she did
37:20She talked about you all the time
37:23The four of you, the friendship
37:26She said it was the best time of her life
37:56She said it was the best time of her life
38:19Oh, it's fine, I'm proud
38:22I'm proud
38:25Oh, Christ
38:32Can I tell you a secret?
38:35A secret?
38:55My father doesn't have a sister
38:57What?
39:01I don't have an aunt, kid
39:03Christ
39:08Shitballs
39:09Oh, shit
39:11Fuck
39:13Fuck
39:25What the hell are you doing?
39:28Let's get you out of here
39:29But, Granny
39:30Come on now
39:31I'm so sorry
39:32I was just trying to put a photograph into
39:34Help me with this
39:36I just
39:37I just prized it open
39:38Just a little bit
39:39Just a crack
39:40Just enough so I could
39:42A photograph?
39:44We should leave
39:46No
39:48Wait
39:49Wait
39:50Wait!
39:53What's going on?
39:54I don't know
39:56I was just on a steak
40:01It's fine
40:01You don't have to leave
40:03Oh, thanks
40:04But it's a long drive
40:05So
40:05I have a cat
40:08She haven't had your tea yet
40:11I made a lemon drizzle cake
40:13Well, we don't like lemon drizzle cake, so
40:15Stay
40:18Please
40:19I won't take no for an answer
40:22Sorry
40:23No
40:30It's open
40:31It's open
40:31Oh, my God
40:41What is it?
40:43Just go
40:43Just go
40:44Just start the car
40:46Jesus Christ
40:47What are you doing?
40:48What's going on?
40:50Just drive
40:50Go, go, go
40:52Go, go
40:52The whole thing is mental
40:54You don't even have a cat
40:55That's true
40:56Well, you like lemon drizzle cake
40:58I have seen you
41:00Eating lemon drizzle cake
41:01That is not my favourite
41:02If I had to break a favourite
41:04It would be Red Bell
41:05That's a beautiful
41:06Now that I'm
41:07I can just stop
41:08Don't stop
41:08Don't stop the beat
41:09I can't stop
41:10I can't stop the beat
41:31Fucking hell
41:32Why is he following us?
41:37It's not her
41:38What?
41:39In the coffin
41:40It's not Greta
41:40What do you mean it's not Greta?
41:42What do you mean?
41:42What do I mean?
41:43It's not her
41:45Then who is it?
41:46I don't know
41:49What?
41:50How did she learn to drive like this?
41:51She's going to run
41:54The woman who sent us the email
41:55She doesn't exist
41:57What?
41:57That's what the girl said
42:02Fucking hell
42:10I still dream about that night sometimes
42:14I still dream about them
42:17Because they were there
42:21We did everything together back then
42:24The four of us
42:27Separate
42:29But inseparable
42:49I still dream about that
43:23I still dream about that
43:45I still dream about that
43:50When and his death
43:56I still dream about that
43:57And this is another
43:57Separate, but inseparable.
44:54To be continued...
45:25To be continued...
45:54To be continued...
46:26To be continued...
46:27To be continued...
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