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The Real Housewives of Rhode Island S01E06
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00:15Previously on The Real Housewives of Rhode Island, like those girls always have a problem with me.
00:19I kind of accepted it for what it is. I do like all of these girls, but I'm starting to
00:23get anxiety
00:24because every time I show up, I feel like I'm getting punched in the face.
00:28We're adding 5,000 square feet.
00:305,000?
00:31Yeah.
00:31Rosa, she's always exaggerating.
00:33It's not five.
00:35I'd lie.
00:36The misfits are supposed to get to him and her.
00:40I'm not doing this on camera, so I'm leaving, so come on, let's go.
00:43She said just...
00:44It's not me for...
00:45Ryan, stop f***ing saying I'm perpetuating.
00:48It's not f***ing Instagram.
00:51I've been lucky to be a lady of leisure for 10 years now.
00:55My boyfriend has allowed me to live a life of not being able to work.
00:59I'm bored in this house all by myself.
01:01Now, I'm at that crossroads where I want more for myself.
01:05I want to have kids. I want to be married.
01:07And I feel like, you know, I'll never get that where I'm at.
01:14God, you want to walk?
01:23It's so sunny today.
01:28I'm dead.
01:33Stay, stay, stay, stay.
01:36Stay, stay, stay.
01:41Oh, Jesus.
01:42Do you want to be a kid?
01:43No.
01:49Tell us the story of your breakup with your boyfriend.
01:52How did it go down?
02:08Yeah, ma.
02:15Hi.
02:15Hello, Josh.
02:16How you doing?
02:17I just read your text.
02:21I'm good.
02:22You got a lot of s*** going on.
02:24I'm good.
02:28That's always, like, my knee-jerk reaction,
02:30just to say I'm good, even though I'm not.
02:32No, I know.
02:33Listen, I just feel like the relationship has, like, run its course.
02:38There's, like, nothing more that I want to get out of this relationship
02:42that's going to, like, change and be different than, like, what it is now.
02:45Mm-hmm.
02:46It wasn't just, like, one specific moment that was, like,
02:52all right, like, I'm leaving.
02:54It was just, like, it kept building and building and building.
02:57And every time I thought it couldn't get worse, it got worse.
03:00I know in general, my relationship is very unconventional.
03:03And it was, like, a certain way at the beginning.
03:06And there was maybe one other person.
03:07But as the years went on, there was more people than I initially thought.
03:15I mean, look, I'm not surprised.
03:17I feel like I, for a long time, like, I don't know what the right thing to do is.
03:22I know it's scary coming from a point of having it all
03:25to a point of making it all on your own.
03:29It's been a long time coming.
03:31Proud of you, though.
03:32You know it wasn't easy.
03:35I want a real, solid relationship.
03:39Like, I have to make a move now for me.
03:44Did you leave on good terms?
03:46We were in bed.
03:47And I was like, okay, I feel like the relationship has run its course.
03:50And he said that he felt like I was making the right decision.
03:56He didn't even fight it.
03:58He just...
03:59Yeah, but that told you all you needed to know, babe.
04:02He thought that I was making the right decision for myself.
04:09I mean, that's what he said word for word.
04:11We fell asleep, like, hugging each other because we both knew, like, this was, like, the end.
04:18It's the beginning of the rest of your life, and I'm proud of you.
04:22Well, finding a place is first and foremost.
04:27I'm here for you.
04:28I'll help you.
04:29Yeah, I mean, I want to start maybe going through some of my stuff, if you can help me.
04:33Absolutely.
04:35I appreciate that.
04:37I only have one question.
04:39Oh, God.
04:41What?
04:41Who's going to de-seed the lemons?
04:44We should normally pick these lemon seeds to add a pearl in.
04:47First app at the house?
04:48They do.
04:50Because it ain't going to be me.
04:52I can't do the dig and flick thing.
04:55It's nasty.
05:08I got this Versace bathing suit.
05:10I love that one.
05:11I know, you know.
05:13So this is, like, my other bathing suit option, but it's, like, a little skimpy.
05:17I could wear this.
05:17I think you should try that one on.
05:18I can't remember.
05:19Rich, stop.
05:20I can't remember what.
05:21This is, like, probably too much.
05:23I'm going to bring it, depending on, like, if everybody else is wearing, like, slutty stuff.
05:28Liz and Alicia are setting up a trip for us.
05:30We're going to a Newport mansion.
05:32We're going to the largest privately owned mansion in Newport.
05:38Oh, cute.
05:40Seaview Terrace.
05:41I've never been there.
05:43Newport mansions are unlike any other mansion.
05:45Like, there's big houses, and then there's, like, the Newport mansions.
05:48They're very different.
05:49I've only ever been to the mansions, like, the breakers.
05:52I mean, look, like, I really don't care if I'm staying in a mansion or in, like, a Motel 8.
05:56I don't care about that kind of stuff.
05:58Not really.
06:00Although I am feeling a pretty big house.
06:03You have to have fun on this trip.
06:05I'm actually kind of feeling good.
06:06Like, I was feeling really weird after the whole sailboat thing, but then at polo, I was, like, I need
06:12to course crack this.
06:13Like, I'm going to be so friendly and nice, and I did that.
06:16Woo!
06:17Woo!
06:18Did you just open someone else's bottle?
06:21Do you want to come party?
06:22Let's go.
06:23Now I'm good with Liz.
06:24I'm good with Alicia.
06:25I'm good with Joellen.
06:26I'm good with Ashley.
06:27Right.
06:28You've got to work on it with Kelsey.
06:29That's it.
06:32We're friends.
06:33We're not friends.
06:34I'm trying to be your friend, and you're showing me you're not a good friend.
06:37Exactly.
06:38I'm feeling less anxiety because I feel like I'm in a good place with people, and I don't want to
06:43have fights with anyone.
06:43Right.
06:44But if they do give you a hard time, just be like, I hear what you're saying.
06:48Really looking to have a good time.
06:49And I'm sorry you feel that way.
06:50I'm sorry you feel that way.
06:51These girls are relentless.
06:53But now everybody's yelled at me, so now we can move forward, right?
06:55Shut the up.
06:56Like, you out of your mind.
06:58You've yelled and screamed.
06:59You've had your tantrum.
07:00You're a troll.
07:02Gotten it out of the way.
07:03Support people.
07:04That's it.
07:04So, like, okay.
07:05Because I don't support people.
07:07We had fun at polo, so maybe we'll have fun on this trip, too.
07:09I'm, like, turning the other cheek like nobody's business.
07:11Like, Jesus would be so proud of me.
07:13I just have to keep being myself and not freezing up and getting weird.
07:17Just don't be a weirdo.
07:18Just, like, don't be weird.
07:20A lot of people that have big on-air personalities are actually not like that in real life.
07:24If I could stop it, I would.
07:27I'm just shy and awkward, and I don't know what to tell you.
07:29Like, I'm trying my best.
07:30I can be fake if you want me to be like Joellen and just walk into the room.
07:33Hi, everybody.
07:34I'm so happy.
07:35Yeah!
07:35Like, I can do it, but then we won't make a genuine connection.
07:39So, it's, like, it's up to you.
07:40Do you want fake Rosie or do you want real Rosie?
07:41Because real Rosie is a little quiet.
07:45And awkward, honestly.
07:47I think this is going to be good.
07:49At the very least, I'll be like, oh, she's not inauthentic.
07:51She's just awkward as f***.
07:53Got it.
07:55Coming up.
07:56This is like a dream.
07:57This is, like, our story tale.
07:59Oh, my God.
08:01Stop.
08:01You were never homeless.
08:03You sold my house.
08:04We had to move back with my grandmother.
08:05You were never homeless.
08:34You were never homeless.
08:37So do you.
08:38That's a cute outfit.
08:40I could have steamed it a little bit.
08:41I did steam it, actually.
08:44It's so cute in here.
08:45I know.
08:46I want to try this on.
08:47That's really cute.
08:49Do you like this, Jen?
08:50That's pretty.
08:50I like this.
08:53It's too hot not to have something cool.
08:55Thank you so much.
08:55Thank you so much.
08:56You're so sweet.
08:57Cheers, Sissy.
08:58I don't drink.
09:00I'll drink it.
09:01I'm so excited for the strip.
09:03I look like very chic.
09:05You look ridiculous.
09:05I would get this in a heartbeat.
09:07No, I wouldn't.
09:08I feel like I need a vacation.
09:10And Newport is one of my favorite places to go,
09:13especially during the summer.
09:14How have you really been since the funeral?
09:19I don't know.
09:20It's been like a lot.
09:21How do I keep on crying even though he left a hundred years?
09:24It's so sad.
09:25He was like a second father to me when I lost my dad.
09:28Just because people don't understand until they've been through it.
09:30That awful dead dad club.
09:32And now it just happened again with grandpa.
09:34Yeah, and he was like a second dad.
09:35But like he really was always around.
09:37Like when you and I were fighting or mom, he's always like that peacekeeper.
09:42Losing my grandfather definitely brings up a lot of emotions and feelings about my childhood and my mother and our
09:48relationship.
09:49Jen and I grew up very differently.
09:52She was, I don't want to say the favorite child, but there's definitely favorites.
09:57Call a spade a spade.
09:58Like it's making me think about my kids.
10:01Like, I wish like mom felt like that, like about me.
10:05She really does.
10:06She just doesn't show it the way that you want her to show it.
10:09But she a hundred percent feels like that about you.
10:12My relationship with my mother, you want that motherly bond.
10:15I never had that in my whole life.
10:17Hi mom.
10:19Thank you for watching them.
10:21I decided to fulfill my commitment.
10:23Fulfill your commitment as a grandmother.
10:26Growing up, I wanted my mom's love.
10:28And instead she just pushed me away.
10:32Why can't she show love?
10:35That's just who she is.
10:37And you accept that?
10:38It's not that like, yes, I accept it because like, I'm just going to butt my head against the wall
10:43if I expect her to change.
10:45You know, and you're still there.
10:46But I don't expect her to change.
10:47I just have distanced myself.
10:50I don't know how to forgive her for like our childhood.
10:54I don't know how.
10:54You have such a tough exterior that like inside, like you're really hurting by like your relationship with her.
11:00My relationship with my mother has affected my marriage, my friends, my family.
11:06My friends are my source of love and affection and kindness.
11:11Gary also gives me the love that I never received as a child with my mom.
11:14He's always there.
11:16He's always kind and not judgmental.
11:18I never had that ever growing up.
11:21Tell her like why you're upset and like how you want your relationship to be in the future.
11:26I've told her.
11:27She won't take responsibility for her actions.
11:29And she'll just place the blame on, well, you did this and you did this, but you were supposed to
11:33love me.
11:34She just, I don't know.
11:36I'm really proud of you.
11:37I mean, you definitely have stopped the cycle with your kids.
11:40So I'm proud of you.
11:41Thanks, Cissy.
11:42I love you.
11:43I love you.
11:43Thanks for coming to meet me.
11:44So Women Day."
12:04Sel?
12:06Coming!
12:07Thanks for coming.
12:08Oh, thank you.
12:09I need that.
12:10How are you?
12:11Oh, what are you?
12:12All right, yeah, you're gonna need a water from helping me. It's so incredibly beautiful here quite literally leaving the
12:20comforts of home
12:21If only it didn't look this good
12:24I started
12:26Leaving this mansion. I am terrified. I lived with my parents until I met my boyfriend. I was
12:3420 and I went straight from my parents house to his house
12:38So this is like the first time where I'm like taking that step and like literally
12:43I'm gonna be solo. I am a firm believer that there are no mistakes. You're at like such a pivotal
12:50point in life
12:51You know what you want
12:53Kelsey's ex and I have known each other since high school. I'll always consider him a friend and a great
12:59guy
12:59But Billy has the same life goals as Kelsey wants kids. He wants to get married
13:05He wants to build a life together. It's a new beginning and I know it's not easy. I know I'm
13:12I'm happy
13:15I'm happy and I'm sad about it
13:18Listen, you're willing to make that first step babe. It's so commendable who would leave all of this
13:25This is what most people aim for their entire lives. You are courageous enough to step out and
13:32Forge toward your own actually got you something actually got you a little token. You know my
13:39Ignore the bag. It's not Chanel. I don't have his money
13:51No path that's why I know no light is lost you were born to begin again and blaze your own
13:55my home. That's so sweet
13:58Thank you
14:00Throughout the relationship. He was
14:03Always giving me money so I didn't have to work now that we're not together anymore
14:07I need to be more self-sufficient and hair and makeup has always been a passion of mine now. It's
14:12actually time to be an adult like
14:16It's stressful can I keep the Chanel yeah, you can keep it's worth more than the company
14:25Coming up is really gonna come this is wicked rude that she's not here. I feel like it's just done
14:42What is it are you serious? Well, yeah, I didn't know what to brag ready?
14:49We got oh god, let's see dear god. Sorry. Thank you
14:54I'm very excited to host this trip with Liz. Newport, Rhode Island is iconic luxury
15:00Castles mansions. It's where everyone wants to be in the summer 30 minutes from where I live that requires an
15:07uber driver for me
15:08I will not drive there
15:15I thought it would be so cool to take these vintage rolls-royces to this old spooky castle
15:25Oh my god, I love this look at these cars. It's almost like we're on kind of a time machine.
15:35It's pretty Gucci
15:36It's pretty cool. Has anyone heard from Rula? No, she can uber herself. We'll see you there
15:42Let's go
15:49Such history to this place it was built in the early 20s this castle
15:54I've been there several times with parties. It's beautiful. It's big. It's quirky. It's wild
16:01Not unlike us. Let me get a cracker. Hold on. You want one? Oh, thank you
16:06Listen, can I ask you something? How is Kelsey? She'll be okay
16:11It'll be fine. I feel like she needs this trip for herself. You know, I love the port
16:16Yeah, it's beautiful over here. I'm going through major life changes here
16:20I need an eat pray love trip with the girls as much as I would love to be on the
16:25French Riviera
16:26I will settle for a little Newport mansion. It's so beautiful. I know
16:32I haven't talked to Rula since polo. I have to be honest
16:35I think she needs this friggin girl's trip more than any of us right now. Should we call her? Let's
16:39call her
16:43Oh, she's not answering. I know that Rula's been through so much stress
16:48I think Rula really needs this trip, but I feel like we're gonna have fun. I'm gonna have fun. I
16:52don't know about the rest of the group actually
16:59Look at the windows Liz an actual real-life princess
17:05This is our life
17:07Celebrating today the stud with the ship. How amazing
17:15I think
17:16Sevi is one of my absolute best friends and one of her best friends owns the mansion
17:23Cheers. This is epic. Good to have you guys. I've known Sevi 40 years
17:28Longer than most of these girls have been on the planet. This is like a dream. This is like our
17:33story tale
17:34The chandelier. I'm dead. It's actually the hundredth anniversary of this house being built
17:40Pieces of the house were assembled from all over Europe originally. Oh my god
17:47Look at this
17:53The theory that's why I look at my baby doll. This is my vibe. This reminds me of you. Yeah,
17:59I love it
18:00I think I'm gonna stay here. I'm gonna take the fairy room with all the fairies
18:04We get first dibs and everyone else can figure out where they want to go and all these rooms are
18:08gorgeous
18:08They should all be happy. I'm so excited for these girls to get the royal treatment
18:12Have two butlers with champagne bottles all day long. I think Kelsey is gonna feel right at home. Kelsey's used
18:18to this
18:19Well, at least she used to be
18:24I love this
18:26Thank you
18:28Oh my god
18:30Stop
18:31Joe
18:32I can't
18:34Can I offer you some champagne?
18:35I would love one
18:36Stop it right now
18:38Isn't it unreal?
18:38You're welcome
18:40We're gonna let you girls pick your rooms
18:42Okay
18:43I am choosing a room at the exact opposite end as where Rosie is staying
18:49So there's this room with a massive mirror stunning. This is cool
18:53Are there rooms this way?
18:55Just go in the basement
18:56We call this the Queen's room
18:58Want to do this?
18:59Yes, you and me right here
19:00So we have like a really exciting thing put on like a really cute girly dolly doll tea party outfit
19:10A doll tea party?
19:12Oh god
19:13Everyone get ready
19:14Okay
19:14And then we're gonna do my eyelashes
19:24What's up with these dolls?
19:25She probably talks to them when Billie's not home
19:27I feel like you're gonna get in trouble
19:30I don't know why
19:32I just think dolls are so pretty
19:34They tell so much about a person by what doll they pick
19:36I don't let my daughter play with you
19:38Don't let Selena play with you
19:40I tell her if she does very gently
19:41As a child I knew that I loved beauty
19:44I loved clothes
19:45I loved purses
19:46I loved little high heels
19:47I liked it probably at three years old
19:48And I like it at 41
19:49She's just like everything
19:51I feel like she gets it
19:52I had to guess Rula's gonna show up eventually
19:55I think tomorrow though
19:56Really? You don't think today?
19:57I think I just got nail glue in my eye
20:01So, okay
20:01Tell me how you have been
20:03I know you've had a couple of hard days
20:05It's definitely hard
20:06But I'm doing okay
20:07To be honest with you
20:08Everything that he has taken care of for me
20:11Like that's now gonna be on me
20:13Like I need to figure out where I'm gonna live
20:15I feel like I don't know certain parts of adulthood
20:19I guess you can say
20:20Bills, mortgage payments
20:22People talk about like principal payment
20:24What? The principal of what?
20:26Like I don't know what that means
20:28I don't know
20:29I never even knew what my dad's career was
20:31All I knew was that the bills were getting paid
20:33And he bought me a car and paid for my college
20:36Corch, thank you
20:38Let's go to the store
20:42Go girl
20:42You got this
20:46Oh my god
20:48This is perfect
20:49It's like Cinderella's heart it
20:50Like carriage, cartage
20:53You girls look beautiful
20:54Oh my god, look
20:55There's little things for all the dolls
20:57Isn't this fun?
20:58Yeah
20:59I'm obsessed with this doll lunch
21:01I loved my American Girl dolls growing up
21:03Like I had all five originals
21:04Do I have all of my NSYNC Barbies?
21:07Still?
21:07Yes
21:08My Jonas Barbies, the Cape Rock era?
21:10Yes
21:11Can we offer you some champagne?
21:12Yes please
21:13Yes please
21:13Thank you
21:14Are you kidding with this carriage?
21:16I love Liz's outfit
21:18No, thanks
21:18Ah!
21:19She fell
21:20No, she didn't
21:21Holy
21:22I didn't even look at the side of these shoes
21:24Are you okay?
21:25All right
21:26We try again
21:27That's a graceful entrance
21:28No
21:29Goodness, you guys look so cute
21:30Rosie
21:31You look like a stripper
21:34That was the plan
21:37I should have just said
21:38You don't look good
21:39Okay, so let me introduce you to the bitches
21:41They're gonna come sit with us
21:42And eat this gorgeous meal
21:43I wanna know what these dolls mean to you
21:45So like with dolls, right?
21:47Like throughout the entire world
21:48For centuries or billions of years ago
21:50Billions
21:51Every girl, most of them
21:52Just connects to a baby doll
21:54Where'd you get that statistic?
21:56From a
21:57Billions of years
22:00We're gonna have lunch
22:01But everyone take their dolls
22:02And they're gonna sit next to us
22:04Okay?
22:04I remember my very first doll was Snow White
22:07I love Snow White so much
22:09If a hair was out of place
22:10I would have a breakdown
22:11And throw the doll and cry
22:13Mental
22:15It was really psychotic
22:16They go right here
22:17Look
22:17So easy
22:18You good?
22:20You a little hot?
22:21We gotta cool you down girlfriend
22:23What are their names?
22:24Whatever you feel
22:25That's the beauty part of it
22:26I play with dolls with my three year old
22:29And that's it
22:30You're not putting your doll in your chair though
22:31She deserves to be on a pedestal
22:33The way Alicia likes dolls
22:34Is the way I like Botox
22:37Excuse me ladies, would you like some tea?
22:39Sure
22:39Thank you so much, it looks great
22:41Is Rula gonna come?
22:42I have not talked to Rula
22:44Did you cry to call her?
22:46I did
22:48This is wicked rude that she's not here
22:50I just think she was kind of like beat down
22:54Choosing to believe Ryan
22:56And she's like it's it
22:57Like we're working on marriage
22:58And I don't think she wants to hear anything anymore
23:00She needs to stop blaming me
23:02I'm actually trying to be there for you
23:03And have your back
23:04I'm gonna hurt you
23:06Don't
23:06Don't
23:07And if you want this
23:09I'll figure it out
23:10I think that she questions your motives
23:13What's the motive?
23:14I don't want her to lose her husband
23:16I feel bad
23:17And I think that you guys should feel bad
23:19I totally feel bad
23:20Do you feel bad though really Jo?
23:22I do feel bad
23:22I do
23:24I don't believe Jo feels bad
23:26So it's funny to me when she says it
23:28I'm just like
23:30Okay who are you?
23:31Well who the f-
23:32Who are you?
23:33No one needs to remind her
23:34That he's a stump back anymore
23:35It's done
23:36She thinks it's from a year and a half ago Alicia
23:39Done
23:41Let's save it for when she's here
23:43I agree
23:44So
23:45Listen
23:46Tonight we're gonna have a night
23:47Black tie
23:48You can relax a little bit
23:50We'll see you down at dinner
23:51Let's get our dolls
23:52Everyone
23:53They'll watch us get ready
23:54She really looked like legit lost her leg
23:57See what it's like getting old
23:59She feels it
24:01Coming up
24:02Do you still talk to your ex at all?
24:04Like as friends?
24:05He still
24:06He's her things
24:08Now he's just a real sugar daddy
24:09Before she could at least pretend he was her boyfriend
24:22Hi
24:23Watch the pass! Watch the pass!
24:25Are we at practice?
24:26Yeah
24:26Let's go G, let's go
24:28I'm like in a swing right now
24:30Like just like swinging back and forth
24:32I'm sure you're swinging
24:34Yeah, I'm swinging
24:35Yeah, big swing
24:41It's gonna be like a diamond over there
24:43There's nothing
24:46Someone's done this before then
24:5010 cents
24:5110 cents
24:51No jewels there
24:52Okay
25:01Come in
25:04Robert, I want to deliver these to all the girls
25:07I have a nice pillow
25:08That's awesome
25:09I do
25:09And then you'll deliver them for me
25:11Exactly
25:11Planning this masquerade dinner
25:14We all kind of bring into life, you know, this mask
25:18So everyone revealing something about themselves
25:21It would bring us closer together
25:23It's like an exercise in camaraderie
25:26Or I am hoping for it to be anyway
25:30I'm gonna send this one to Rosie because she wears this big
25:34Larger than life facade, but what's deeper?
25:38I'm gonna send this to Ashley because I think that she tends to subdue
25:42It's Joellen
25:44She's the jester
25:45But I think that there's some heavier stuff
25:49Kelsey
25:50People see this dark, closed off side
25:53And those who really know her see this brighter side
25:57Alicia
25:58Puts out to the world, everything's great
26:01And then I think that there's this other side that's not always perfect
26:06Oh my god, I love this
26:07Can you have a message?
26:08Wear this mask to the ball
26:09Wear secrets rise
26:11And facades
26:13Facades?
26:15Facades may fall
26:16But truth begins when masks are gone
26:18Reveal yourself before the dawn
26:20What do we need to reveal?
26:21Like, I don't have any secrets
26:23Neither do I
26:24Oh, she's gorgeous though, this bitch
26:39What the heck am I walking into?
26:41What does Liz have in store for us?
26:45I feel like we're in the movie Eyes Wide Shut and there's like an orgy downstairs waiting for us
26:52I can't breathe in here
26:54You don't get to take it off, I don't think it has shit
26:56What am I supposed to do? Not eat and drink?
26:59This is never not gonna be funny
27:04Your mask sucks
27:06Dude, you can't even breathe through that
27:08It doesn't even have a mouth
27:09Poor girl
27:11Hello
27:11Oh, hello
27:13Oh my god
27:13That is unbelievable, Liz
27:15Perhaps what they see is the big bad wolf
27:19But what they don't know is behind this mask
27:22Is someone who is crazy sensitive
27:24I'm not the wolf in sheep's clothing
27:27I'm actually the sheep in wolf's clothing
27:30What a great job you did picking out these masks
27:33Is it uncomfortable? Are they uncomfortable?
27:36No, I really enjoy this
27:37I'm hoping we can shed the masks
27:41Show a little bit more of our other side
27:43The one that we're trying not to show
27:47All right, JoJo
27:48I can go first
27:49I know that most of you know me well
27:51There's definitely good and bad to me
27:54I think a lot of the bad comes from trauma
27:57As a child
27:59My mom sent me away to a behavioral program
28:02I remember that
28:03Yeah
28:03It was hard
28:04These behavioral programs
28:06They were for really bad kids
28:08Like children convicts
28:09And arsonists
28:10And
28:11Dabbers
28:12I don't feel like my behavior
28:14In high school was outrageous
28:16But
28:17My mother's behavior to me as a child
28:20Just felt like she didn't love me
28:21I don't want to be like her
28:23So
28:23I'm definitely trying
28:24Do you feel like sometimes you hurt people as well?
28:28Like
28:28I don't think I'm usually the one that starts it
28:30I think I'm the one that continues it
28:33And that's also like a really bad trait of me
28:35I think that I don't want to be betrayed
28:38And when somebody calls me out on something that's not true
28:41That I'm lying
28:42But he's not having a chair
28:44He is
28:45Promise on my kids
28:47Brian, stop f***ing saying I'm perpetrating
28:50It's not f***ing Instagram
28:51Yep
28:52I need to prove you're wrong
28:54And what you're saying about me is not true
28:56Because I didn't do that as a kid
29:00My mask is off
29:01Liz, tell us about you
29:03What makes Lizzie so hard?
29:05I think it kind of stems from
29:07Having such incredible loss
29:10At such a super young age
29:12I think that I'm afraid to let anyone in
29:15Because I'm afraid to lose
29:16This is like something I don't share ever with anyone
29:20I've experienced loss
29:22From my mom passing at such a young age
29:25She got sick when I was 12
29:27She died when I was 15
29:29I have abandonment issues
29:33It's not that I'm big and scary
29:35It's that like I'm probably more afraid of them
29:37Than they are me
29:40I'm hard to get to know
29:42I'm very tough
29:45Do you want to go next?
29:47Ashley
29:48Oh, boy
29:50I think that when I was going on The Bachelor
29:52I was always like, oh, I don't have a sob story
29:54I have no idea what I'm going to talk about
29:55And I think that stresses me out
29:56Because I'm always like
29:57That will happen one day
30:01You know?
30:02Because you can't like skate by
30:03Because somebody will like die, you know?
30:06That's petrifying
30:07That like that's always like to come
30:12Okay
30:13All right then, there you go
30:16Ashley's crying that she has nothing to cry about
30:18Just put the mask back on
30:20Rosie, you can go
30:21A lot of people don't know that like
30:23I have really bad anxiety
30:24I'm actually like really shy in real life
30:27When I'm being bigger
30:28It's more for like TV stuff, Instagram stuff
30:30Because I've learned to pretend
30:31And I learned to be bigger
30:32And I learned to be what everybody wants me to be
30:36Something I felt a lot growing up
30:38I was so used to having to just do whatever my mom said
30:41All the time to make her happy
30:42And you don't want to upset her
30:43You just do it
30:44And just make everybody happy
30:46So I still kind of feel selfish choosing myself sometimes
30:49So I'm just
30:50I'm working on it
30:52You know?
30:53Someday I'm going to be super selfish
30:54And you guys are going to be like
30:55Whoa, you took it too far
30:56You don't think people want to see your genuine self?
30:59Once I get comfortable
31:00I like
31:00Open it
31:01Right
31:01So it's just different
31:03Thank you
31:04Hello
31:05Next
31:06Next
31:07Kelsey
31:07Me?
31:08Oh God
31:08I think I have a very tough exterior
31:12When it comes to my relationship
31:14That is like the only thing I'm mega sensitive with
31:17Yeah
31:18Yeah
31:20Kelsey
31:21Not to bring it up
31:22But like how are you doing after the breakup?
31:26I'm hanging in there
31:27It's for the best though
31:29At the end of the day
31:30There was a standstill with my ex
31:32And it lasted 10 years
31:33So it's like how many more years am I going to do the same thing?
31:37Yeah
31:37She cries though
31:39I actually had no idea that Kelsey broke up with her sugar daddy
31:41Last I had heard she was seeing numerous people
31:44I am dating
31:45And I love the f***ing both of them
31:48She's already been bringing the new boyfriend around
31:50Why should I be surprised she's not with the old boyfriend anymore?
31:52Like it's very confusing this whole relationship
31:54Or relationships I should say
31:56How do you think Bill's different than Rex?
31:58Like he cares, he listens
31:59Have you thought about marriage with him or anything like that?
32:02He has marriage material, yeah
32:03Do you still talk to your ex at all? Like as friends?
32:05Yeah, we have a good relationship
32:08There's still a lot of things that connect the two of us
32:11But he still pays for things
32:22Do you still talk to your ex at all? Like as friends?
32:25He still pays for things
32:28Pays my health insurance
32:30Pays for my car insurance
32:33Yeah
32:34And I'm getting a place of my own
32:36And my ex like agreed to pay the rent
32:38Just so that I get on my feet
32:40Good for you
32:42I'm taking what I'm entitled to
32:44It has nothing to do with being independent
32:45Or still being on his nipple
32:47Like he said whatever I can do to help you I will
32:50If I was actually married to him for 10 years
32:52I would be walking away with a lot more
32:54Why does he do it? Just because he like loves you so much?
32:58It's the least he can do
32:58If anyone believes it's like wrong for him to pay for that stuff
33:03Just has clearly not been with the right person
33:06Leaving after 10 years and you get nothing
33:08He's like I'll pay for your apartment
33:09Yeah, I do 100%
33:11And it's like a divorce
33:13He still pays all your bills
33:14Now he's just a real sugar daddy
33:16Before she could at least pretend he was her boyfriend
33:19Alicia?
33:20You next my doll
33:22Well I guess I've seen like really dark things
33:25That no kid should have seen
33:26What kind of like dark things was it like with your dad?
33:30Yeah, I just think that like
33:32Like my life was not easy
33:34From what I remember my father left us homeless
33:38I had moved like a lot
33:40You were homeless?
33:41You were never homeless
33:42No he did, he stole my house
33:44He left, he took my home as a child
33:48That's a stretch, you're never homeless babe
33:50You have a big beautiful family
33:52No one would ever allow you to be homeless
33:55You kind of went with your grandparents for a little while
33:58Which was a very nice place
34:00Am I trying to protect her from coming across as privileged?
34:05Yeah
34:05He stole my house, we had to move back with my grandmother
34:07I will never hear you say you were homeless
34:11You were never homeless in your life
34:15I think that Liz is trying to protect my family
34:17But don't diminish like what I've been through
34:19When I first moved into my grandparents
34:22I was thrilled
34:23Because I was like oh my god
34:24I get to be with my grandparents
34:25But as time went on
34:27They were like where's my house?
34:28I was sharing a room with my mom
34:29What happened to my bedroom that was
34:31I had this beautiful car bed
34:32It was like a Corvette
34:34So in my mind, we had no home
34:36And if it wasn't for my grandparents
34:38We would have been homeless
34:39Take it off, your face is too beautiful
34:41I do
34:42Oh perfect time for dessert
34:43I want to thank you all for tonight
34:45I loved it
34:45I loved it
34:46I loved the most
34:47Rosie, I think that was the first genuine thing that came out of your mouth
34:52And I'm saying that in a nice way, not a mean way
34:54I actually felt for a second that you were telling the truth
34:59What have I not told the truth about?
35:03I'm actually trying to give you a compliment
35:05I genuinely am meaning this
35:07This is what I've been like trying to convey to her
35:09Like you haven't been honest
35:11This moment I feel like you are
35:14She's giving you a compliment
35:15And you just went right on the defensive
35:16So she's telling you like
35:17Hey, I thought you were being genuine
35:20We say thank you
35:21With her saying this refreshing
35:23Would insinuate that she's never been honest
35:30No, I do appreciate it
35:32I'm glad you feel that way
35:34Oh
35:36Backhand
35:36It was backhanded
35:37We got so close
35:39You were so close
35:39Being in the pageant world
35:41I know a bull
35:42When I see one
35:43There's a lot of fake girls around
35:44In between her talking about me
35:46Never have I ever had a polygamist
35:48Could you imagine?
35:49I thought Kelsey was that
35:50Not supporting me
35:52I appreciated you asking me to do it
35:54For a haircut
35:55You never posted anything
35:57Oh my god
35:58Oh my god
35:59I can't keep up with the ever-changing personalities
36:01Who is Rosemary?
36:04I think you guys aren't giving Rosie enough grace
36:07Because there was a little bit of sass in this air
36:12I actually think the sass came from Rosie
36:17She got a crazy backhanded compliment
36:19It made it seem like she's never been genuine before
36:23Like she's always been lying
36:24You guys think that she's always been lying?
36:27That's how I felt
36:27That's how I felt
36:28Rosie has mentioned that she would like for me to stick up for her more in this group
36:32I never expected anyone to stick up for me
36:34And that's just like been like my whole life
36:36After the whole Alicia thing
36:37It actually bothered me that you didn't stick up for me
36:39I'd have been nice
36:39I'm sorry for not sticking up for you
36:42Kelsey's reaction to Rosie
36:44It was such a blatant backhanded compliment
36:47That even I felt comfortable being like
36:51Excuse me that was
36:52That wasn't fully nice
36:54There was an ingenuineness that I felt
36:58I'm sorry if you feel like I'm not genuine
37:01Or that I lie or anything
37:02You know?
37:04Okay
37:06It's okay
37:07You know?
37:08We get it
37:08You know what's it called when the horse is dead?
37:11Beating a dead horse?
37:12It's like being a dead horse
37:13When the horse is dead?
37:14I don't know
37:16I want to thank you all for joining me on my little masquerade dinner
37:21I loved it
37:22I loved it
37:22Thank you for being open and shedding the masks
37:25Whatever we want to do tonight
37:27Have fun in the castle
37:30And let's reconvene in the morning
37:32We'll have some breakfast
37:34This is perfect you guys
37:35Lizzy this was really beautiful
37:39I thought that went well
37:43I don't know what I did that was so offensive
37:45I don't feel like what she said was a nice thing to say
37:48Like I was like
37:49What did I lie about?
37:51I don't know
37:52Wait I think I hear Rosie talking
37:53Let's go listen
37:54You made it seem like what she said wasn't a backhanded compliment at all
37:57Since she basically was alluding to the fact that you never said anything honest
38:01I also went the with me and Kelsey had long conversations
38:05She had all the time in the world at dinner to say these things to me
38:08Yet she waits till dinner room with Ashley to start talking
38:12She doesn't have balls to say it to me
38:14She sulks like a slinky
38:16Conversation with her?
38:18She accused me of talking shit about her at the picnic
38:20Hi!
38:21Yeah
38:22Come on
38:30She accused me of talking shit about her at the picnic
38:32Hi!
38:33Yeah
38:34Hi
38:36Just getting changed
38:37Come here
38:38We were just talking about
38:39I feel like what you were saying before was like a little bit of a backhanded compliment to her
38:44I felt bad because everybody kind of snapped at her
38:47No I don't think it was a backhanded compliment
38:49I feel like you're not being honest
38:51Wait wait wait wait
38:52Just be specific
38:53What is she lying about?
38:54Her house
38:56Why does she complain about my car about my house?
38:59The issues with her job
38:59You got fired
39:00You said you left for mental health leave
39:02I left for mental health because I got colitis
39:04I did have colitis a couple years ago
39:06What?
39:06Yeah that's why I quit NBC 10 because I had to wear diapers to work
39:09I don't know what you want me to do about that
39:13Why are you so upset with me?
39:15For rumors that have nothing to do with you?
39:17Like oh you got fired from your job
39:19I went on medical leave because I couldn't stop bleeding out of my butt
39:23Why would I say that when I could say that I got fired?
39:28What?
39:29She makes s*** up
39:30When you meet someone you like exaggerate things
39:32Like yeah me and Rich are building like an 8,000 square foot house
39:35Like just like blurt s*** out
39:36I have no idea why Kelsey would actually care about the square footage
39:40Or the honesty of the square footage of a house
39:42Like I have never talked to my friends about the square footage of my house
39:46We're adding 5,000 square feet
39:48The current house is 1,500
39:49And when we finish the garage into a gym
39:52It's 1,000
39:53I'm sorry if that's not a good enough answer for you
39:55The way that Kelsey is delivering this accusation
39:58She's like so certain
39:59And I'm like well what's your proof bitch?
40:02When there's smoke there's fire
40:03Just because the answer isn't what you want doesn't mean it's not true
40:06You can believe whatever you want
40:07I'm cool with that
40:10This is like another act of Rosie
40:12This is like the calm Rosie
40:14She's always telling the truth
40:16I'm not buying one word that comes out of her mouth
40:20Nope
40:21I really don't care about it
40:23You're s*** to be honest
40:24It seems like you really s*** care about it
40:25I really don't
40:26I think maybe you just didn't want to like me
40:27And that's okay
40:28I don't think you want to like me either
40:29I'm good with this
40:31Kelsey wants to discredit everything about me
40:33You're attacking my house?
40:34You don't have a house
40:35You're attacking my relationship?
40:37My husband?
40:38You don't have a husband
40:39You're attacking my career?
40:40You've had one for about a year
40:42Maybe
40:43It's a lot easier
40:44To project things onto me
40:46Than to possibly be a target of everyone talking about
40:49What's really going on in your life
40:50Shut the f*** up
40:53Thank you so much for coming in and visiting us
40:56There's the door over there
40:58Goodnight
40:59Good job
41:00At this point, believe it or the f*** you want
41:08Later, this season on The Real Housewives of Bird Island
41:12This shot is to all of us
41:16To beginnings and to ends
41:19To the end of the summer, the beginning of autumn
41:22To the end of strife, to the beginning of others
41:25Peace and war!
41:33What is that a kazoo?
41:35Is that a kazoo?
41:36How much is the rent?
41:37I'm not paying for it
41:38Your ex is paying for it?
41:39My ex
41:40That's awesome, that's up
41:42You put me through hell for long enough
41:44I just feel like we have to decide on the lease soon
41:47If she wanted you to sell it, would you?
41:49Sure, it's gonna cry
41:50Oh, no, no, no, I'm not gonna cry
41:52No, you're not?
41:52No
41:53You should've showed me how to be like respectful and kind
41:56Because now I'm not
41:58I gotta prove
42:00Holy s***
42:01This is bad
42:02Joe Ellen shows me a video
42:04Being in her house, I wanna die
42:06I feel like I'm carrying a poster, like I know
42:09I know what you did last week
42:10This shows your real colors
42:12My true colors are f***ing beautiful
42:14Stop
42:15The f***ing out of my face
42:17What did I do?
42:18Everybody f***ing in Rhode Island knows you're married men
42:21And you're a f***ing slam-pick
42:22No, we're looking for a fight
42:24You're a fight
42:26Who's tired of f***ing yelling and fighting all the time?
42:30Holy s***
42:31Do you know about the video?
42:35I don't understand about a video
42:36Ryan was arrested for tracking me
42:42I mean, obviously, like, Rula, like, what are you gonna do?
42:46Yeah, what are you gonna do?
42:49How are you gonna do that?
42:53Hello, I'm sorry
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