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Temptation Island - Season 5 - Episode 08: Are You Serious, Hall?
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00:02Previously on Temptation Island, you're going to have an opportunity to record a 30-second video message.
00:10Singles, you will have the option to send a message as well.
00:14What?
00:21I'm really feeling this, and you know, every day our bond grows more and more.
00:29The last bonfire just makes me want to explore my connection with Bryce a little bit deeper.
00:35Bryce, you don't even know what to do with all these buns, man.
00:39Are you ready?
00:40I'm having a conversation. Can you give us a second?
00:42This is our make-or-break right now.
00:44It's you causing the extra shit that doesn't need to be happening, and you're involving me, and it's messy and
00:49ghetto.
00:53I'm, like, having deja vu because, like, we already broke up once.
00:55If we break up again, it's like, what?
00:57Till I get back with him.
00:58I love you so much, and I miss you so much.
01:01Can I please talk to Caitlin?
01:13Can I please talk to Caitlin?
01:27Because you're not gonna tempt me.
01:34So much to say about the way a smoking gun can burn all day.
01:47I've got to talk to Caitlin, or I can't make it much longer.
02:05What are you doing here?
02:08What are you about to say?
02:10I have to talk to you.
02:12No, hon.
02:13Just sit down and listen.
02:18You don't know how to say to me how I don't do this thing.
02:23Just please listen to me, okay?
02:27Just please listen to me.
02:30I have always been lost.
02:33Oh, my God, it's a joke.
02:34It's a joke.
02:39Just say it.
02:40What do you want to say?
02:43I have never had a real emotional connection with you.
02:49And I have tried my entire life to find that connection.
02:54You were the best person that I've ever met in my entire life.
02:58So I forced myself to go back to you.
03:05And I have been lying to myself.
03:07And Tate.
03:08You absolutely.
03:10I know that.
03:13But I also never saw true love in your eyes to me.
03:17What do you mean?
03:18I feel like I've been working myself on this emotional thing.
03:20And this is what we needed, a deeper connection.
03:22The day I proposed to you, I never saw true love in your eyes.
03:26Come on, Hall.
03:27This is so ****.
03:29Why come back into my life?
03:32Because I thought you were the one.
03:34Selfish.
03:35This is what you're being selfish.
03:37My biggest fear is hurting you.
03:39And you've done it twice now.
03:42But I have to be happy.
03:46This is real.
03:47I think you're really done.
03:48This is real.
03:52Wow.
03:54But I'm not the one for you.
03:56You deserve so much better.
03:59What do you mean what to say to you?
04:02That's okay.
04:04That's okay.
04:05It's literally deja vu.
04:07That's what you did before.
04:08Now you're just going to leave again?
04:10I know.
04:11So you found someone in the house?
04:12I have found.
04:16You're welcome for bringing you here, Ben.
04:17I'm so happy for you.
04:18You know I was not looking.
04:21I'm just going to give you the ring back and everything right now?
04:23That does not be you.
04:26I can't believe it.
04:27I gave that to you.
04:29But I know that we are not meant to be together.
04:34So why did you propose all?
04:36Because I thought that was the right thing to do.
04:38I wanted to protect you.
04:40I didn't want to break your heart again.
04:45Um, I don't know what else to say.
04:50I cannot believe this.
04:54I'm thinking here to come and be like, let's get married.
05:05I know I do.
05:24I think I've always known I do.
05:26I just want to be with him.
05:28I want to make it work.
05:31But like, he clearly doesn't care about me.
05:35So I need to focus on myself.
05:38And what I want is just selfish.
05:45I can't believe this.
05:47And all the years, like paper lanterns, shine their light and move away.
05:58I cannot believe this.
06:00What am I supposed to do right now?
06:01What?
06:02We're done.
06:03Hal's literally out there right now.
06:04What do you mean?
06:04What do you mean?
06:05What?
06:06Hal's literally out there right now.
06:07And just said he fell in love with someone else.
06:09And then we're done.
06:09You're lying.
06:10Are you serious, Hal?
06:13What in the world?
06:16No way.
06:17I mean, the girl literally on the video was like, thank you for bringing him here.
06:20Like, I found my person.
06:21Like, I fell in love.
06:22I'm actually connected.
06:24And like, I don't even have tears to give anymore.
06:26I'm like, what the f***?
06:27Oh, my God.
06:28I'm so sorry.
06:30Oh, my God.
06:33Oh, I'm so sorry, Caleb.
06:38Oh, my God.
06:40I'm so sorry.
06:40I'm sitting here thinking he's going to come up and be like, I want to leave.
06:42Like, I don't want to be here.
06:43Like, you didn't even do anything.
06:47Caleb, I'm so sorry.
06:49I'm so sorry.
06:52I just feel so hurt for her.
06:55That's not fair.
06:57That's not fair.
06:58I just hate how selfish men can be sometimes.
07:02That's not fair.
07:03You can't treat somebody like that.
07:06I mean, how did he even look sad?
07:08He was just like, I know what I want, and this is me about me, me, me.
07:11Like, it always is.
07:12How did he fall in love with him for f***ing two weeks?
07:14The girl that we were like, oh, she's a friend.
07:17Unbelievable.
07:19It was even harder than I imagined.
07:22She was not expecting for me to say that.
07:26I know.
07:27I know.
07:33I'm like, so you actually found someone here?
07:35He's like, thank you for bringing me here.
07:36I found someone.
07:38That's all it f***ing took.
07:40I'm Michaela.
07:41That's it?
07:43Okay.
07:44I hope his family loves her, and they have a f*** great life.
07:52She'll never really know that I did come into this island expecting to marry her and be with her.
08:13I'm so glad you worked on yourself.
08:15You're so selfish, as always.
08:27I'm so glad you worked on yourself.
08:31I'm so selfish, as always.
08:53I'm so selfish, as always.
09:02She has a lot to change to fix our relationship, and it's like, I don't think she's going to change
09:07it.
09:07Okay.
09:08Yeah.
09:08Seeing that message is confirmation that everything that I thought, everything I accused her of, I was right.
09:15I'm happy I didn't send her a message.
09:17Once you cheat, you can never go back.
09:19Like, once you have sex with somebody, the relationship is never the same again.
09:23What's up?
09:23Great.
09:24So do you feel like you guys, you could work it out, or like, what was her message to you?
09:28She's trying to say that I should get my act together and come back to her.
09:31That's what it sound like she was saying.
09:33I think she's manipulating you.
09:34I'm just focused on my journey and what I'm doing.
09:38Where's Hall?
09:39Where's Hall?
09:41Does anyone know where he is?
09:43I don't know.
09:45Do you think he feels confused?
09:47Because the thing with him was, like, if she's learning how to be more emotional and open,
09:51then that was one thing that they needed.
09:54You all good, Mikaela?
09:55You okay?
09:57I just definitely know Hall's going through it because he's not out here.
10:01And I just feel guilty.
10:03Don't feel guilty, babe.
10:05Don't feel guilty.
10:06You just, you've been yourself this entire time.
10:09And Hall likes you.
10:11And even before you came in the picture, he knew that he didn't want to be with her,
10:15you know?
10:15So you can't put that blame on yourself.
10:17Okay.
10:18They listened to the video message and all of the boys came out, but Hall has not came out.
10:25I'm just, like, thinking, like, where is he?
10:29What's he thinking?
10:30Is he avoiding me?
10:32I don't know where he is.
10:35Like, I know he's going through it, Hall, and I just feel guilty.
10:38And I'm like, maybe I should tell him, like, we're just friends.
10:44He's broke her heart once and it killed him.
10:47So if he thinks he's going to do that again, like, he's going to be torn up.
10:50Like, just seeing him happy and not confused would make me happy.
10:55And I think that's why I'm like, oh, I actually do have love for him because you just want to
11:01see that person happy, even if it's not with you.
11:03Yeah.
11:03And I just want him to be happy.
11:06Like, I really let my walls down and I'm letting myself be in this position.
11:12And, like, I just feel guilty.
11:16I knew that he was engaged, but I couldn't help it.
11:22I just feel bad.
11:45Oh, we're getting lit tonight.
11:48That's not the solution, guys.
11:50That's what she was trying to do.
11:51She wants to have fun, so we got to support her.
11:53I need a distraction.
11:54What the f*** am I going to do?
11:57How we doing?
11:59We've been better.
12:00I don't know how we're doing.
12:02We are just going to have a great night, guys.
12:05And we're going to cheers to new beginnings.
12:07And we're going to cheers to new beginnings.
12:09New beginnings to a single f*** lady.
12:11Yes.
12:12Caitlyn is single.
12:18Paul came here.
12:19He basically came over to say,
12:22Deja vu.
12:24You know, broke with me once and, like,
12:27he just wants me to find my person.
12:30I don't know what Hall's thinking.
12:32He's not a man.
12:34Everything he's done up to this point has been cowardice
12:37and just inhumane towards someone that he should love.
12:41I'll give you a blessing in disguise, though.
12:43Yeah, definitely will be.
12:44I think you're going to be fighting the right person
12:47relatively soon, so, yeah, I'm sorry.
12:50I mean, he's selfish.
12:51He always will be selfish.
12:51I wish him the best of luck.
12:53Yeah.
12:54Good riddance.
12:55Good f***ing riddance.
12:57Cheers to that.
12:59He just let go of a girl that's not only beautiful,
13:02but she has her s*** together.
13:04She's smart.
13:04She's funny.
13:05Her personality is amazing.
13:06So, like, yeah.
13:08I don't even want to talk about him.
13:09F***ing him.
13:10He's a loser.
13:12I'll talk after.
13:14Okay.
13:20Honestly, I was expecting Christopher to, like,
13:23send some real manipulative, you know, how it is.
13:28I'm actually grateful in a way
13:30that I didn't have to see a message from Chris.
13:32I am free to live life however I desire,
13:37and I will never let anybody tell me what to do ever again.
13:56Come over here.
13:57How you so far?
13:58You're a son of a ride.
14:00I'm coming, my baby.
14:03Oh, everybody's in relationships here.
14:05I love that.
14:06Once again, Tia gets hit by a straight bullet.
14:08It's fine.
14:09I ain't.
14:11Baby, I am worn now.
14:15Coming in the house, I mean, I am so worn out.
14:18I've had every emotion today imaginable.
14:22I've had love, happiness, sad, scared, frustrated, upset,
14:28angry, happy again.
14:30I am exhausted.
14:33And all I want to do is just talk to Mikayla.
14:38That's all I want to do.
14:40Knock, knock.
14:41Knock, knock.
14:41I'm putting cheese on mine, too.
14:43Knock, knock.
14:44Oh, my God.
14:44Oh, hi.
14:45Oh.
14:47Finally, bro.
14:48What's up, brother?
14:49I miss y'all.
14:50I miss y'all.
14:51You've been paying high to see.
14:52We never found you.
14:53You never found me.
14:55Come take a sign.
14:55No, no, no.
14:56Before I do anything,
14:57I'm going to take my lady for a talk.
15:01Like, I really feel like the feelings that I have are mutual
15:05because, like, I've never felt this way in my life,
15:08and there's no way that he doesn't feel the way I feel.
15:11But could the guilt get to him?
15:14I don't know.
15:14Like, I literally cannot imagine leaving this island
15:19not walking out with him.
15:21But I don't want to be naive.
15:25And so I'm just scared.
15:29I'm just scared.
15:33I watched the video of Caitlyn,
15:35and it was exactly what I expected.
15:38She wants for me to make a decision,
15:41so I needed to go have a conversation with Caitlyn myself.
15:45I told her that we are not meant to be.
15:52You have shown me what I've been missing.
15:57I'm no longer engaged.
16:01No pressure on you
16:04because we are having the time of our life
16:06getting to know each other.
16:08I am sorry I put you through that,
16:10but I had to handle...
16:12I had the opportunity to talk to her.
16:15I have no second guesses on my decision,
16:18even if you were not here.
16:20Are you feeling a little bit better now?
16:24I still feel bad,
16:26but I'm really trying to just follow my heart,
16:29and I can't control what the heart wants.
16:33And so I do feel guilty,
16:34but I need to learn to not feel guilty.
16:39Come on through that battle with you.
16:42Today was a tough day,
16:45and to come back to someone like Mikayla
16:50makes me even more confused
16:52because I'm like,
16:53how am I this happy
16:56when 30 minutes ago I just did the hardest thing in my life?
17:00that should not make any sense at all.
17:04But Mikayla makes me so happy
17:06that I can't help but smile.
17:09I know I did the right thing tonight.
17:13And Mikayla and I,
17:15we can now start building something special together.
17:18Shall we?
17:19Yeah.
17:24Oh, what did I get myself into?
17:44Well, guys,
17:46I think we should turn the f*** up.
17:48We're going to have a little party.
17:50The theme is Pirates and Mermaids.
17:54Let's f***ing sing it.
18:07To finding the treasure
18:09at the end of this experience.
18:11Oh, no.
18:15So after what I just went through tonight,
18:17I have, like, no words, no feelings.
18:19I'm so numb.
18:20But, like, thank goodness
18:21the girls and the boys in my house,
18:24they're here to just
18:25try to forget about everything that just happened.
18:27Like, we're just turning up.
18:36Okay.
18:37Okay.
18:37Okay.
18:39Okay.
18:39Okay.
18:39Okay.
18:39Woo!
18:40Woo!
18:40Woo!
18:42Woo!
18:44Woo!
18:45Woo!
18:49Woo!
18:51Woo!
18:51Woo!
18:52I was in the pool with Sebastian.
18:54We were swimming together and he, like, went for the kiss.
18:58Like, you know, we had a little swim.
19:04Woo!
19:07Woo!
19:08Woo!
19:10Woo!
19:11Woo!
19:11Woo!
19:12Woo!
19:12Woo!
19:13Woo!
19:26So, are you going to sleep on the other side of the bed with me?
19:30Sure.
19:31I know.
19:33I'm so happy.
19:35Yeah, I'm so happy.
19:38I'll go get ready for bed.
19:39I'll go get ready for bed.
19:40Yeah, it's been like four plus years since I have invited someone else in my bed other
19:49than Caitlyn.
19:50I'm a little nervous.
19:51I'm a lot nervous.
19:53I'm definitely going to give her some southern lips tonight.
20:03I'm a cheese ball.
20:05I'm going to stay all night.
20:09I'm going to stay all night.
20:14Ain't nobody leaving.
20:16Ain't nobody killed my life.
20:21What's wrong with you?
20:22Oh, shit.
20:25I don't even give a f***.
20:26Yeah, exactly.
20:27I mean, probably hope I'm being like, you're single.
20:30Let's have sex.
20:31She'll be good.
20:32She's in good hands.
20:33Oh, Lord.
20:34Is she trying to stay tonight tonight?
20:36You are?
20:38I feel bad for Caitlyn, obviously, with her situation.
20:42But at the same time, obviously, there's like a weight lifted off my shoulders.
20:44Like, yeah, now I can explore this connection fully without wondering if she's going to go
20:49back to him or not.
20:50Because I think like now that for sure, like, that's closed.
20:53And she can just like be open with me.
21:09I mean, I'm single, I guess, at this point.
21:13So, I like don't know what to feel.
21:15I'm going to just cut off my engagement.
21:17It's been a night.
21:21I think I'm going to wake up in the morning being like, what the f***?
21:24But until then, ask me tomorrow.
21:30Because tonight, I'm fine.
22:00Do you want to talk real quick?
22:03Yeah, let's just go.
22:05Yesterday was a lot.
22:06With that being said, I kissed Sebastian.
22:10And we were like cuddling.
22:11We only cuddled.
22:12So, I need to talk to Mike.
22:15And like, I don't want him to feel like I, you know, used him along the way.
22:19I'm so grateful for everything.
22:20Like, you know, and I don't take it for granted.
22:22I don't want you to feel taken for granted.
22:24I just feel like after yesterday, I'm like, I'm not looking to jump into anything serious.
22:28I'm not looking.
22:29I have no idea.
22:31But I don't want to hurt you.
22:32We do have this connection.
22:34I'm just like, like, I want to be friends.
22:38I want to be your friend as well.
22:41And like, I understand.
22:43Like, you're allowed to do whatever you want to do.
22:44Caitlin sits me down and basically she friendzones me.
22:47That sucks.
22:48But if she's taking a step back, I need to follow suit and see how it plays out.
22:53Can I have a hug?
22:54Of course.
22:58I appreciate you.
22:59I appreciate you.
23:05So, do you think you want to, like, leave this island by yourself?
23:08Have you thought about that?
23:11I'm tired of just telling him how to act.
23:14I'm tired of just accepting it.
23:17And then, like, making excuses for it.
23:19Because that's all I do.
23:20And it doesn't change.
23:22I hope that you remember what space feels like here.
23:26And now that you've experienced it, I hope it's so powerful that you're like,
23:31nah, I'm not conceiving this time.
23:33At the end of the day, I do feel a lot for you.
23:35And I love what freedom feels like.
23:40I love, like, just how nice and refreshing it just feels.
23:46Just, like, you're going to have a lot of opportunities after this.
23:49And for yourself.
23:51Not like a lesson I am.
23:53I don't care anymore.
23:55I don't care anymore.
23:57Because you're broken and I'm bleeding and I'm searching for a reason.
24:04Tell me anything to make it make sense.
24:08Cheers to no more gray area.
24:13Just being open.
24:14Open and honest.
24:15I like that.
24:15Yeah.
24:15To being open and honest.
24:16Yeah.
24:18Oh, this is perfect.
24:19After watching Rob's video message, I feel mixed emotions.
24:23It sounds like he still wants to make this work, but part of him feels like he deserves better.
24:29So, it's refreshing having a little bit of additional TLC from Bryce.
24:34As of now, I would still leave the island with Rob.
24:40However, I still have a little bit of time left here.
24:43And so, you know, things can change.
24:46Where do we go from here?
24:47What do you think?
24:48Whether I leave by myself, whether I leave in a relationship, or whether, you know, you care to join me.
24:53Like, I just want to make sure that I make the best decision for me.
24:57Definitely.
24:58That's why you're here.
24:58And you're very supportive in that regard.
25:00So, I appreciate that.
25:01I'm going to paint either my future or our future, and what that looks like to me, and you can
25:08do the same.
25:09Then, at the end, maybe our futures will match up.
25:12I love to paint, and the fact that I have a chance to go on a date with Tajik makes
25:16me feel very happy,
25:17because I feel like it's going to help our connection be stronger.
25:21Okay, so this isn't the best painting in the world, but I see myself in the future moving to Miami
25:28with you.
25:28So, I painted this house, which is a really big house, and that's the ocean.
25:34We're going to have a beachfront, you know what I'm saying?
25:36It's going to be dope, you know what I mean?
25:38I know she wants to move to Miami, so I painted our house in Miami.
25:44And I wanted to let her know where my head is at, as well, with our future.
25:54So, cheers.
25:56Cheers.
25:56Cheers.
25:57This is the world's strongest margarita.
25:59World's strongest margarita.
26:01Ooh, I have a date today with Cristian, and I know anything we do, we kind of just make it
26:08fun, we make it sexy.
26:09So, anything we do, I'm sure it'll be hot.
26:12You want to learn how to bachata with me?
26:14I'd love to.
26:15I'm a bailar.
26:17What does that mean?
26:18Let's dance.
26:18So, you're teaching me Spanish and dancing.
26:21Vamos.
26:22A bailar.
26:23So, it's going to go.
26:25One, two, three, four.
26:28One, two, three, four.
26:31I'm a ballerina.
26:33My dance is like this.
26:40He has a cute dance, too.
26:42He's just like, it is like, yeah.
26:48This is fun.
26:49Well done.
26:50Temptation Island.
26:54I've been walking under ladders, painting 13 in the streets.
26:59Breaking mirrors in my hotel room, leaving pieces in the sheets.
27:03Then I found you.
27:07Then I found you.
27:08One, two, three, four, five, six.
27:13Dave, we are going to have an impromptu choreography lesson.
27:18Going to make sure we sweat, and I'm going to end it with a nice little sexy cool down.
27:23Four, five, six, seven, eight.
27:26If I had known that Maricela would break things off with me and her message, I would have dove in
27:35headfirst with Alexis.
27:36Because our initial vibe was just beautiful.
27:40You did a great job.
27:41You did a great job, too.
27:42You're an amazing teacher.
27:44She's so stupid.
27:45It's not me.
27:47I mean, it's not you.
27:48It's me.
27:51So do you know how to bake?
27:53I do not know how to bake, so this is going to be interesting.
27:56Yeah, they're vegan cookies.
28:00Okay.
28:00Getting alone time with Dez is so important, because we have a limited time on this island,
28:04and it's nice to get that one-on-one time, really get to know her more,
28:08and, you know, develop more of that connection with her.
28:12I think you should try it before we move on to the next step.
28:16That's actually really good.
28:18Fuck!
28:20Okay, so now you want to do that.
28:22I can't...
28:23Hey, come on here.
28:26Oh, man.
28:27Okay, well, we can't waste too much of it, because we need it for the cookies,
28:31but here's just some.
28:36You're going to have to lick this off.
28:37What are you going to do?
28:39Are you going to be real quick?
28:39Just don't mess up the cookies.
28:43Oh, no!
28:44Just, just, just...
28:46Oh, my God.
29:05You are beautiful.
29:07Wow.
29:07I love it.
29:08Can I, can I give you a hug, please?
29:09Don't knock off my, my leaves.
29:13Today, I am taking great on a little date at the house to show him how I get down with
29:20some paint.
29:21You are beautiful, by the way.
29:23Wow.
29:26I see you smiling more and running your guard down a little bit.
29:31Out here, with leaves on, guard is down.
29:34Are you ready to see their masterpiece?
29:36Ta-ta-da-da-da-da-da-da.
29:38Oh, my God.
29:39You did so good.
29:42You did amazing.
29:43You did really good on my face, though.
29:45Nafisa is 100% my temptation on this island, and I am happy with that type of temptation.
29:50I am happy with that.
30:26I think I'm still feeling numb about the current situation.
30:29I mean, I've literally been here before, and I think this time, hearing it again, I'm like,
30:37this is it.
30:38I feel like he cares about himself, and I need to care about myself.
30:43Good evening, ladies.
30:44Good evening, Mark.
30:47Ladies, welcome back to Bonfire.
30:49How's everybody doing?
30:50I'm anxious.
30:51You're anxious.
30:52Yeah.
30:53Okay.
30:53Yeah.
30:54Okay, so let's just do this.
30:56We'll jump in together.
30:57We'll chop it up.
30:59Just like we do.
31:00Okay.
31:00Okay?
31:01Yeah.
31:01Take a look, Vanessa.
31:02Here we go.
31:05I'm not ready to let Vanessa go because I still love her, and then I hope she can change
31:11and grow from this.
31:14And, you know, my head is telling me one thing, and my heart is telling me another, and it's
31:20like, which one do I follow?
31:22I do feel like she needs a man like me, and I hope she does find it, but I don't
31:27want it
31:27to be me because I've just dealt with her for so long.
31:31You know?
31:31It's like, it just drains me, bro.
31:34She just .
31:34I'm going to cry.
31:36It just drains me.
31:38Do you need a hug?
31:39I'm gonna cry.
31:41Dude.
31:41Dude.
31:42Dude.
31:42Dude.
31:43Dude.
31:44Dude.
32:02my life he came through for me he finally came through for me in what way did he come through
32:11for you he just remained solid and i understand that he's hurting but he didn't allow that hurt
32:18to drive him into the arms of someone else he didn't look for comfort and peace with someone
32:23else and i'm proud of him i'm so proud of him for like the first for like the first time
32:28i can look
32:28at him and say like yo you made me proud you made me proud i'm seeing this reaction to this
32:35clip
32:35and yet there's room where you can work on you and you don't have to work on him all the
32:40time
32:40which is the second half of that clip you didn't hear rob saying i'm tired i can't live up to
32:46it
32:47that's pain i hear him i know you do i hear him which means that while he may be young
32:53and in some
32:54ways immature compared to what you think maturity is there's wisdom in the youth there's wisdom
33:02now the question is when you reach the final bonfire will you be able to show this version of you
33:11dangerously to rob and will that be enough i understand i know you do paris
33:20yes i have a lot i want to talk to you about let's watch the clip and then we'll talk
33:23about it
33:23oh what is this what is this what what the what the is this what is this
33:47this is all the things you said before that you're feeling it's the same bullshit again mark
33:53it's the same again like i'm tired of this year i know you're hurting and you want this to go
34:00differently it's like i chose not to in the house because because because i respect great
34:10and i'm i'm here watching him doing all this bullshit have you done anything with
34:14tajik no besides kissing no but you've kissed that's it but i mean great said you spent the
34:22night yes but there was no sex right so but if i'm great and i saw those clips what would
34:28i think
34:29i saw i saw this thing the morning when i'm with the tajik i don't moan i'm not arguing with
34:35you
34:35whether or not he had sex i'm saying you're collapsing physical with emotional connection
34:42i just think like at this point i don't have a normal answers for gray like i'm sorry i don't
34:50i don't mean to but it's like every bonfire it's always the same again here's the beauty about this
34:57at the final bonfire you can tell him anything you want to tell him okay okay
35:03you're sitting there just like an angel waiting for your turn are you ready okay let's take a look
35:11i know that mighty seller will try to come crawling back but it's too late for all that
35:16shit you know you you made your choice now you have to live with it and i hope it was
35:21worth it
35:25i'm not going to be crawling back and i don't need to please others or worry about how i come
35:33across
35:34which is something i struggled with way too long how about the other people in your life who have
35:39you felt like you needed to not be fully you in front of i've realized that
35:46i felt like oh if i just act a certain way and i do right by them at all times
35:52that will make them
35:54happy but what i've realized is i was um neglecting a lot of myself along the way i've
36:02let my past control my present i've let my family control my my my energy and i've just regained
36:12all control you know who you need to clean it up with whoever is still weighing heavy on your heart
36:18yeah so the answer to that question is you don't know anybody anything but if it's weighing heavy on
36:24your heart you get to get rid of the burden either way you complete either way caitlyn let's do it
36:35like what age do you want to start having kids so i've already been like i've already changed my mind
36:45about this um obviously with caitlyn i wanted kids if we're going to have kids we need to have them
36:51now because we've been together for eight years right and again i'm just putting in my head that
36:57she's the one she's the one she's the one now that i know she's definitely not the one this it's
37:06all
37:06about building a partnership and building on our love like whenever the timing's right and i want you
37:12to do everything you want to do in life when you're ready i'll be ready yeah say no more no
37:22more yeah
37:25first of all how does it feel to hear him say to this new person everything you have been asking
37:31him to say to you i think i'm angry i'm disappointed like i was fighting for this relationship that he
37:37didn't even care about like i feel relieved i feel like as much as at first i was like oh
37:44my gosh this
37:45is my fault that we came here and what our family's gonna think and all this stuff like i'm relieved
37:50i know
37:50now the reason you chose to come here may may not have come out the way you had expected but
37:56it has
37:56served a purpose yeah that i think you're seeing you spent a lot of time trying to fit in other
38:02people's boxes and you shouldn't fit in a box you should wait for somebody to build a throne i like
38:07that
38:10i'm overwhelmed by all four of you and congratulations before you go there's one more thing
38:16tonight back at your villa you're gonna pick your final dates other thing to remember is that the
38:22people that aren't picked for these final days the singles will be going home this was your last
38:28bonfire together your next bonfire will be the final one where you'll reunite with the people you
38:34came to the island with and that's all i have for you uh thank you all head on back to
38:40the villa and make
38:41sure you pick those final dates it disappointed me so much that i i have no words right now gray
38:53i'm the
38:53bad guy oh great's embarrassing bro
39:25going into this bonfire it's a surreal moment i know for sure that maricella is
39:34a single woman so it's definitely a change of course but i'm ready to embrace
39:40a transition and see what i need to see so that i can move forward with my life
39:49what's up fellas hey mark nice to see you always yeah it's always fresh
39:56thank you sir appreciate you king we're gonna start with you christopher
40:03i do feel a lot for you and i i i i love what freedom feels like
40:09you're gonna do it now
40:09you're gonna do it now
40:12you're gonna do it
40:21Look at you.
40:23Look at you.
40:32Maricela is embracing her singleness.
40:36It looks like she has formed a connection that she likes.
40:40So she's entitled to have the freedom that she wants.
40:46I've realized that my relationship lacks a lot of the things that I like.
40:53Seeing, like, these qualities in Alexis,
40:57it just reminds me of what I've sacrificed with my time with Maricela.
41:02Does this new space that you've discovered feel good?
41:06It feels great. I've neglected myself so much.
41:08Okay. While there's still plenty of things to learn,
41:11I'm impressed with what you've shared tonight that you did learn.
41:14I feel better now after talking to you, Maricela.
41:17Really?
41:17Yeah, you always get me where I need to be.
41:19Well, I got love for you, pal.
41:21Love you too, man.
41:22All right.
41:23Rob?
41:24Bring it on.
41:25Bring it on. Let's take a look.
41:27I have no idea, like, how to proceed and if I'm capable of, you know,
41:36just healing and forgiveness and vulnerability.
41:39Like, I'm just really working on being vulnerable.
41:41I don't want to be so guarded all the time.
41:46I don't want to be like that anymore.
41:47That's not, that's no way to live.
41:50What do you think about that?
41:52It's kind of like the audacity because that is how I feel.
41:57I don't express my opinion because I know it's going to lead to a fight
42:00and that fight is not going to end unless I say I'm sorry.
42:04I don't like to say it, but almost a hatred for her because I let,
42:09I always take the L even when I know I'm right.
42:12I take an L and it's like, it's just the audacity seeing that clip.
42:17Could that clip be her saying, I've learned that I need to be vulnerable?
42:21Part of me wants Vanessa to have experienced this change
42:24and wants our relationship to be better and grow from this.
42:28But then part of me is like, it's been so mentally exhausting.
42:31And it's like, do I want to put up with this?
42:34Do I want to continue with this when it's like, it's put me down so much
42:37and being apart for her, I feel so much more happier.
42:40And that's just a battle right now.
42:43It's a battle that when you say it out of your mouth to the person
42:46that you once loved and possibly still do, you can have a discussion.
42:49Yeah.
42:51I like where you're at.
42:53All right.
42:54You ready?
42:56Yes, sir.
42:56Okay, great. Let's take a look.
42:59Here we go.
43:15Okay, let's talk about that.
43:17Um, I saw a single girl just, you know, doing single things.
43:21I would feel like they're actually connecting, you know.
43:24But I just see him just messing around and having fun.
43:27Could the reason she's not connecting be because she's still in love with you?
43:33I haven't thought about it like that.
43:35There's something for you to also look at.
43:37How much of this relationship you're having now is out of response or reaction to what you've seen?
43:45Definitely not, Mark.
43:46Okay.
43:47Compared to my experience, I'm doing similar things, but I'm actually like connecting with a person that I'm doing that
43:53to.
43:53Maybe that's because she can't make a real connection because the real connection is with you.
43:59And then when she sees a clip of you making a real connection, now that hurts her.
44:02Mark, she was in the bed with the guy, Mark.
44:05Were you in the bed with a girl?
44:07There was a reason for that one though, so it's different.
44:09While it hurts and you would prefer that this didn't happen, and maybe they did have sex and maybe they
44:15didn't have sex,
44:16but you said yourself, for whatever reason, you don't think there's a connection there.
44:19So you have a lot to talk to Harris about, if in fact any part of you ever loved her
44:25at any point.
44:26Okay.
44:29Paul, bring us home.
44:31Let's do it.
44:32Let's take a look.
44:36Second time.
44:37Kelly, why would he want to leave you for a girl that he just met?
44:40I know.
44:41I wish him the best.
44:42I mean, he didn't even look sad.
44:44He was just like, I know what I want and this is me about me, me, me.
44:47Like it always is.
44:49Just don't.
44:50Oh my God.
44:53I'm so glad you worked on yourself.
44:54You're so selfish as always.
45:09What are you feeling?
45:12Uh, the first part of the clip hurt me more.
45:16The second part of the clip is hopefully her starting to move on from me.
45:20In the clip, she called you selfish.
45:23What do you say to that?
45:24I have never been first to Caitlyn.
45:27Ever.
45:28Uh, who was in front of you?
45:30Her business, her, her family, our dog.
45:36And then, then you.
45:37Then me.
45:38I can go on for days, but I don't want to talk bad about, I don't want to talk bad
45:42about her.
45:43It's not talking bad.
45:44It's talking about how you felt.
45:46Yeah.
45:46Which is, by the way, we are in this bonfire, I'm hearing this for the first time.
45:50Yeah.
45:50That gives me a lot of information.
45:51Yeah.
45:52That I can understand.
45:52But now that you have this joy that you've discovered, there's an opportunity, if you're
45:57man enough to have this, to hold space for Caitlyn to get complete on the pain that she's
46:04had, not once but twice.
46:05Yeah.
46:06All right.
46:07That's all I got for you.
46:08Couple things before you go.
46:09Tonight, back at your villa, you're going to pick final dates.
46:15Now, this is an overnight date.
46:17So, think about who you really want to continue building a relationship with.
46:21Remember, it's those relationships that are going to help you open up and find the answers
46:26you're looking for.
46:28Also, there are going to be no more bonfire clips or temptation light moving forward.
46:34I'd like you to just focus on your final dates and the rest of your time here on the
46:38island.
46:40Okay?
46:41Head back to the villa and I'll see you soon.
46:43Thanks, sir.
46:44All right, boys.
46:46I don't know why Caitlyn says I'm selfish.
46:49I don't know.
46:52Because I have not been selfish.
46:54I've done so much for her.
46:57And her calling me selfish makes me look like a bad person.
47:02It's not fair to me.
47:04Great.
47:11Thank you,스�sy.
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