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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 04
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29:11so it's like a lose-lose for me it feels good to obviously just get like different perspectives
29:16from you know other girls but i'm always in a constant state of like surveillance and like
29:23when's the next bad thing she's gonna get mad about and that's like you don't want to live like
29:27that i'm just tense all the time you obviously love her so much i think you guys could have
29:33something really wonderful it's just a matter of like working through those issues
29:41where do you think it is what's up everybody hello how are you want to have a chat ladies
29:49sure come on let's uh go over these chairs fellas it'll only be a minute what's up guys oh
29:59i'm here tonight to tell you what's coming up so tonight it's time for another bonfire
30:11i was not expecting that i thought i thought something else was gonna be coming our way oh
30:16god that was fast look the whole point of the bonfire is to inform you not so much of what's
30:23going on on the other side of the island but how you feel about what you see at this point
30:26of the
30:27journey you've now had plenty of time to be an individual the information you may see i don't
30:32know what it is could be harder now but who you are now is different and i want to remind
30:37you that
30:37when i met you you came here as a couple and as much as you love the guys you came
30:42with it wasn't
30:44firing on all pistons so looking at the clips may be difficult but are you feeling any different
30:52about yourself having been an individual for a while i'll see you tonight okay all right thanks mark
30:58i'll see you soon i just can only imagine what we're about to see honestly oh god i think we're
31:09going into this one with a different mindset we're not in denial of our issues anymore but it's still
31:15scary it's so scary well we got each other you know yeah i need a drink i also would yeah
31:24me too
31:26all right all right let's go i don't know dude i feel like coming in here like you know i
31:33did break
31:34my boundaries overall you know i came here wanting to leave with cheyenne i just know like
31:38based off what i've already done here you put that at jeopardy yeah i like that once
31:45fool twice
32:02going into this bonfire i have a different mindset if i see jack having fun that's okay
32:09being here i haven't kissed i haven't touched i haven't done any of that and i should be able to
32:15let him experience what i'm also experiencing but still be in a healthy relationship
32:29i'm 29 years old i'm not at a place where i want to be wasting any time cole and i
32:35came here for a
32:36reason and i'm just really hoping that he is putting in as much effort as i am to get to
32:41the
32:41bottom of our problems to grow and come out stronger
32:57my anxiety from one to ten i'm gonna rate it at a hundred right now it's shitty to say but
33:02you know
33:02i really hope that she's done something similar that i have because maybe it wouldn't make me feel
33:07so bad i remember how the first bonfire went and i feel like scared shitless like i don't know what
33:19what she's doing and can't talk to her so like i'm definitely like worried
33:32i'm gonna break free it's not gonna break me not gonna break me
33:38like i just feel uneasy my heart tells me that kaylee hasn't done anything that would really hurt me but
33:45i know i've done things that kaylee's not gonna love to see
33:56i'm scared that she's gonna press the limits to the point where there is no return
34:01and that's gonna hurt and i don't want to believe that she doesn't care about me
34:06what's up fellas what's up what's up what's going mark how we living
34:13well you look good feel good good let's get into it we'll start with jack
34:19okay jack you ready uh as much as i can be all right buddy let's take a look
34:25you and jack came here for a reason so do you feel like you are truly happy with him no
34:31no i don't feel
34:32like we are truly happy i don't trust him he knows how bad he hurt me too like whenever he
34:37went that
34:38far with her and so it's like i just don't it it almost makes me feel like he's just been
34:42filling my
34:43head full of this relationship so it is so toxic but it's just because we've been together for so long
34:52so it's like that comfort
34:56i'm realizing that i am okay without jack i'm having so much fun not worrying about him spending
35:02the time apart that we have spent apart i'm feeling good i'm feeling like i'm having a blast honestly
35:13um you know seeing that clip i'm really not caught by surprise at all i feel like you know she's
35:18speaking
35:19her emotions and you know over the course of five years we've had a rough patch and you know i
35:24feel
35:25like that that honeymoon stage has faded in our relationship and the happiness has kind of faded as
35:31well and you know what she is saying uh it's hard to hear um but i can't agree um with
35:39a little bit of
35:40that be more specific what did you hear that you can agree with that's hard to hear we're not happy
35:44in the relationship
35:47what i've learned while being here is how to be myself again i've talked to the girls in the house
35:53and i feel like you know they've kind of made me feel a certain way about what i've been through
35:57and
35:57kind of where what i'm missing um in myself and i overall you know they've been really honest with me
36:03about you know that i probably lost myself i feel like i have lost myself you know is there any
36:08any one particular person jack you know i think carter is a big one um it's something i didn't
36:15expect and uh yeah it's a little bit scary too just because you know i've been in a relationship for
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36:21long so uh i think overall like what i really have noticed is there's no judgment i feel like you
36:27know
36:27in my relationship i've you know been judged in weird ways you know these guys are getting me through
36:32it as well you know having these bonfires and kind of seeing the way that she's opening up and
36:36talking about me that just seems unfixable to me like that's kind of what i'm realizing
36:42i'm sure it's hard to hear you know the person you came to the island with kind of run you
36:48down a
36:48little bit and then in true jack form you take responsibility for it yeah i feel like i've just
36:57kind of been walked all over and i'm just i'm just tired of it
37:05okay that's rough and i'm i'm happy you're discovering things about yourself and reigniting
37:12ways of being that you'd forgotten about all right cole let's see what's going on in your world
37:21i just want him to prove to me so badly that he can be open so then even if it's
37:27something
37:27little i just like lose my yeah i do think cole needs to open up just a tad me too
37:33because that's
37:34like a part of our relationship where we are truly disconnected you know my friends have said it's just
37:40like really hard to get to know him i noticed that i mean in the few like interactions i had
37:45with him
37:45like he would just be like yeah cool this is fun yeah because we're just like the same i know
37:52we get
37:53you get me i think i've learned the most about myself through bradley being here
37:59we do have great conversation and that is something that i want in my relationship
38:11i mean it makes me feel sad we came into this island you know with a relationship that what i
38:19thought and what she's expressed to me that you know feel was really good obviously we had our
38:24problems but i have been a very loyal boyfriend and um you know before coming here i have hundreds of
38:30letters from her saying how much she loves this relationship and you know how much i mean to her
38:35so yeah i mean i think that video just made me kind of sad that's what i can say about
38:40that but
38:41maybe these are the questions to ask the girls in the house why do i think things are cool and
38:46she
38:46doesn't seem to think they're cool what can you tell me about me that i may not know about me
38:52yeah and then be willing to hear it you know i've realized some things in our relationship that
38:56you know obviously i want to fix but there was some things of you know her being half in half
39:01out early in the relationship obviously she broke up with me the first time i think it really damaged
39:06you know my confidence and sense of worth which i think could have fed into like some of the white
39:11lies that then proceeded out of out of fear you know so now that you're starting to see why your
39:19behavior might be connected to a feeling of insecurity or not feeling supported now let's look at
39:24the gap between your perception of how things are and her perception of how things are
39:33it sounds like things are stirring up for you and that's the start of the process cole so good for
39:38you yeah all right mikey what's up what's up how you feeling feeling good how you feeling so good all
39:47right let's take a look two three oh like i'm super comfortable you make it so easy no i like
40:05it
40:05yeah no you make it pretty easy too we're dating like you know we're exploring we're experiencing
40:14i'm experiencing new feelings i don't know is it smooth if i go again
40:21i love how you ask yeah now i'm big on this meeting a guy like xavier has just like opened
40:29my eyes to all of the possibilities of what like love should look like what a relationship should look
40:36like what a man truly looks like okay
40:45she looks beautiful by the way first and foremost i love that girl i miss that girl and i'm gonna
40:51be
40:52real nothing i saw made me uncomfortable i mean you told us that we supposed to be in here to
40:59figure out
41:00some things we got some questions and if that's the guy for her i commend her on that and if
41:06i'm not
41:06the guy for her i have to understand that and i mean that okay it's a little bit of a
41:14change from the
41:14last time i saw you which is like you know if i lose her i'll be devastated kind of vibe
41:20seeing
41:21everything right here i have no problem with it she's living in her truth and that's all she can do
41:26what if her truth ends up being that she needs to be with him and not you what can i
41:30say i'm happy
41:31for her like that's my best friend so i support her right or wrong and if that's right for her
41:36i support that straight talk it doesn't feel like you're feeling much like you're cool with it
41:42it's fine and that wasn't the emotional guy i saw about a week ago and if you see the girl
41:48you
41:49say you love to death like you do and it looks like she might be feeling somebody else and maybe
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41:53gone i'm surprised that you're just like whatever i mean what can i do you could feel something
42:02i grew up with a mother that said don't want nobody that don't want you so the day gotta go
42:08on
42:08the sun gonna come up the sun gonna go down so look i don't disagree with anything you're saying
42:15right i just think there's something to explore about the fact that you're seeing the girl you came
42:20here with saying we're dating with some other guy and you're like i'm happy for her it's all good
42:28truthfully i wish that was me i do i i wish i was experiencing these moments with sydney
42:35and but i'm not and that's something i gotta live with um well that that statement you just said was
42:41the closest thing to something i'll buy that you've said that feels real to me yeah everything else feels a
42:47little bit like if i don't acknowledge it i'm gonna be cool right oh no not at all i'm gonna
42:53be
42:53honest if i felt if i felt some time i can't hide my emotions yeah that's true i can't hide
42:59them that's
43:00true um and yeah that just that just didn't do it for me like i'm sorry like no don't be
43:07sorry that's
43:07a huge answer to a question oh yeah i'm growing for real i i i know when to be serious
43:12when it's time
43:12to be serious i know how to joke when it's time to joke okay and big shout out india for
43:17helping me
43:18through that like my journey would not be where it's at right now if it was not for india so
43:22well
43:22that's great i'm cool okay summit yeah hopefully i can be as cool i don't know let's take a look
43:35do you want him to be something other than what he is i just want him to like be a
43:40good
43:40boyfriend yeah like you want your partner to like love you and accept you for all of you
43:45at some point you have to realize like you are enough though like at what point does the breaking
43:50point happen because i mean all the disrespect i mean it builds up like no one should feel like their
43:56their partner is like belittling them i i don't understand like why he does it like i don't know what
44:03he
44:03gets out of like making me feel bad about myself is this person really the father of my kids or
44:11like
44:11i don't know it just messes with my head like with the father of my children like make me feel
44:20this way
44:29um yeah i mean obviously it's on theme with the clip i got at the first bonfire this theme of
44:38me not making her feel as amazing as she is and deserves to feel
44:44and it it sucks that clearly i'm not making her feel that way it's almost like just so frustrating
44:50because i i guess i don't fully understand like what i'm doing to make her feel so unsupported
44:59like am i really such a shitty boyfriend i i guess i i have a hard time acknowledging that
45:06i think you're on the right track i think the fact that you say i don't know why she feels
45:11this way
45:13is in essence asking the question so let's talk about it it's i'm just like a very independent
45:22person i feel like and i like to do my own thing and like we don't need to like be
45:28together like be
45:29each other's absolute rock 24 7 7 days a week i i don't maybe i'm just not ready for a
45:37relationship
45:37still i don't find that may be oh i didn't think you would say that but you're you're on the
45:43right
45:43track and you know what i love about you you're trying so hard i'm trying mark buddy i get that
45:50it's foreign to you because you've had two relationships give yourself a break
45:56what relationship in your life uh parents or others have you witnessed that you thought
46:02they've got it together it wouldn't be my parents i i was raised by a single mom um yeah no
46:11dad
46:12do you have a relationship with your father do you mind me asking i do not my mom's my everything
46:17she's my rock she's mom and dad super mom my hero anytime anyone asks like who is your role model
46:23who
46:24are you the most proud of in your life it's always my mom but as children we take our cues
46:31from what
46:31we've we've witnessed you haven't really seen an example of a love relationship other than the love
46:37relationship of a mother to her son and vice versa right yeah however if you reframe it you can use
46:45what you know to create a good relationship with a girlfriend your relationship with your mom
46:50was this fair to say you'd do anything for her absolutely yeah is it fair to say you don't
46:54criticize anything even when you see things that aren't really so great yeah me and my brothers
46:58joke all the time there's things about it like i can't believe mom's nuts but you don't want to say
47:02mom i really you know what you know what the type of mom i want i want a mom like
47:06that mom oh i would
47:07never right but you're doing that with kaylee yeah so she's not saying you're a shitty boyfriend maybe
47:14those are the words but what she may be sharing is what she needs that she's not getting from you
47:20and how much she loves you and wants you to give her that because that's a healthy relationship
47:29okay thank you mark okay thank you buddy all right i think we're done for the night you made it
47:37through another bonfire guys tomorrow and coming up will be more dates so think about who you want to
47:42go on dates with when you go back to your villa tonight you will see an addition to your villa
47:48it's
47:49called the temptation haven it's an area where you can go whenever you want with whomever you want
47:56there are no cameras in there it's a chance for you to further experience temptation or connection
48:05without everybody's eyes on you there's a temptation haven in the other villa as well
48:12whenever anyone goes into the haven a light goes on in the other house to let everybody know that
48:19somebody has entered the temptation haven you will not know who or what's going on but you'll know
48:24that something's going on and vice versa got it got it we appreciate you i appreciate you guys man
48:32this is not easy it's not it's not easy and i acknowledge that so give yourselves a bit of a
48:37break head on out and i will see you soon love you martin thank you they say the window opens
48:47whenever her door closes
48:50for her to question you know if i should be the father of her children like those are just such
48:55intense
48:56words i hate this tough it's so tough not to gas my own tires but like i know someone out
49:03there would
49:03like love me so much for me and appreciate me so much for me so if she doesn't appreciate me
49:09for me
49:10and everything i bring to the relationship i don't really know what we're doing here
49:21the bonfire was tough for some of us
49:25you know i expect her to be having a good time but i have not would not be saying that
49:31you know about
49:31scarlet so i guess that's maybe what sucked the most from what i'm hearing from her side she's
49:38coming to the realization that she doesn't really need me anymore it changes my overall thought process
49:43on like where me and her stand i see that sydney has found somebody that she cares about and i
49:50want to
49:50respect it
50:12this is hard to watch
50:18I just thought Sidney loved me, and I thought that her love for me would have been stronger
50:24than this experience.
50:29That's all I've been with.
50:54Whatever we are shown, it's like that is maybe the truth that we're looking for.
51:00It's for a reason.
51:01Yeah.
51:01Yeah.
51:02Exactly.
51:04I'm more scared for this one than the first one.
51:07I feel like Cole maybe hasn't gone this deep with his emotions and feelings.
51:12I'm just bracing myself.
51:15Guys, I get nervous thinking about all of each other's bonfire experience.
51:20It makes me feel even more stressed and just emotional.
51:24It just doesn't even feel real.
51:27It doesn't.
51:27Not at all.
51:29I hope Summit remembers that I am on the other side of things, and I am going to see what
51:34he does.
51:35If I see something that I'm really uncomfortable with, I'm going to need to take a step back
51:40and reevaluate how I move on with the process.
51:56I just want to know that we're still choosing each other every day, and we're not just going
52:02through the motions.
52:07I don't know how I'm going to feel when I see my key pop up on the screen, but seeing
52:12what I saw last time, this time I'm like, I expect the absolute worst.
52:17I just want to know, did I waste my time on something real or was it all fake?
52:30Hello, friends.
52:31Hi.
52:32Hi.
52:32How you doing?
52:34Good.
52:34Pretty good.
52:36Welcome to your next bonfire.
52:38At this point, you're in it.
52:40Hopefully, you've learned some stuff about yourself.
52:42Hopefully, you've had some chance to reevaluate what's working in your relationship and what's
52:47not working.
52:50I know that sometimes looking at these clips can be painful, but we'll get through it together.
52:58Here we go, ladies.
53:00We're good.
53:02We're going to start with you, Scarlett.
53:04Let's take a look.
53:11I give her a lot of grace, I feel like.
53:13She then needs to, like, just come to terms with, like, the past and we need to forgive
53:16each other.
53:17Yes.
53:17And she knows that I'm apologetic about it and it is, like, a big deal.
53:20If she just let her guard down and let me be free, I would be more comfortable knowing.
53:24I'd be like, yeah, babe.
53:25Yes.
53:25Like, I went to the beach and there was ten girls there.
53:27Like...
53:27She'll get mad at me for the truth sometimes.
53:29Because she doesn't believe me.
53:30So now I'm like, I tell the truth, you're mad.
53:32I lie, I'm mad.
53:32So it's like a lose-lose for me.
53:35When we do end up coming back together, it's like, we've got to figure out how to clean
53:38up these, like, trust issues.
53:40But it's like, if you can't get over the past, I can't make you trust me, no matter if I'm
53:43honest to you or not, you know?
53:45Right.
53:45Right.
53:45You have to just let it go and, like, it's like, we can't keep going back on it, you know?
53:59I think it's hard to let it go when it's happened as recently as the week before we got here.
54:08He says, you know, trust issues that are in the past, but we've never worked through them.
54:13So they're still present.
54:15Can you tell me what happened recently?
54:17He told me he was going to the track with his friend.
54:21And that was it.
54:22That's all I ever heard of it.
54:23I just had a feeling.
54:25And so I said, who's going to the track?
54:27And he said, well, this girl DM'd me.
54:31And, you know, I told her that we were going to the track.
54:33Someone going to the track, that's fine.
54:35But when we're already in such a fragile state, and then it seems like that information was
54:40being withheld, it's like, I'm just tired of asking.
54:43I don't want to have to ask to hear these things.
54:45This is a tough question to ask you, but do you think trust can ever be earned?
54:50I do.
54:51I just need the consistency of transparency.
54:56You know, of course there are traits that I wish Cole had.
55:00More depth, deeper conversations.
55:02Then I also question, you know, would anyone ever check all 100 of my boxes?
55:09And I'll let you in on a secret.
55:12There are people that check all the boxes.
55:15And part of it is because they check more boxes.
55:18And there are a bunch of boxes that you don't even need to have on your page anymore
55:21when you have that connection.
55:24Do you understand?
55:27What I don't want to see you do is return to what you had.
55:30Because you're going to end up talking to your girlfriends every day about it.
55:33I don't know where he is.
55:34And you're going to need something.
55:35And he's going to need.
55:36I don't know why she's always on my back.
55:38I don't cheat on her.
55:39I don't cheat on her.
55:39She's always on my back.
55:40And that's not a relationship.
55:42Right.
55:44So get your soul filled up.
55:48Okay.
55:48I appreciate you.
55:53Hello, Cheyenne.
55:55Hello.
55:55Are you ready?
55:57I think the clips will speak for themselves.
56:00So I'm just excited to just, just to see what he's been up to.
56:05I don't know.
56:05Just hearing his voice makes me happy.
56:07So I'm like, turn it on.
56:09All right.
56:09Well, let's look.
56:10Here we go.
56:13Do you feel like our connection, like, scares you at all?
56:18I mean, yeah.
56:19I'll be, yeah.
56:20I'll be honest.
56:20It's just weird how, how easy it is to talk to you.
56:23You know, things are moving so fast and I feel like we've known each other forever.
56:26Yeah.
56:27I think we both know what our connection is and how it's like different from anything else.
56:34No, yeah, it is.
56:36But.
56:36You know, that is truthfully how I feel like.
56:38Yeah.
56:38I feel like I don't really have to act a certain way.
56:39Yeah.
56:44Yeah.
56:56Yeah.
56:58Yeah.
56:59Yeah.
57:00Yeah.
57:11Yeah.
57:17Yeah.
57:18Yeah.
57:18Yeah.
57:19Yeah.
57:33Yeah.
57:37Yeah.
57:39Yeah.
57:44Yeah.
57:45What the fuck does close the blinds mean?
57:53This is what I mean.
57:56I have given this man so many times to redeem himself and prove to me that he wants to be
58:05with me and this five years, five years, five years to fucking publicly humiliate me.
58:15It's one thing to know about it.
58:18It's another thing to see it.
58:19And he did it knowing that I was going to see it.
58:23He's a piece of shit.
58:26I'm, I'm off.
58:27Like I'm done.
58:28I'm sorry.
58:29I'm sorry.
58:30I'm fucking leaving.
58:32Is this real fucking life?
58:35No.
58:36Is this real life?
58:40Like, is this real fucking life?
58:44Ugh.
58:46In the dark, you made up your mind.
58:52Were you ever mine?
58:54Cause it's looking like you went too far.
58:58So don't try to lie.
59:03It's all come to life.
59:05What you did in the dark.
59:29What happened?
59:29You're not the right way.
59:30I'm the mate.
59:30I'm whether you're dead.
59:30I'm what's going on?
59:31Because of your soul.
59:31You weren't the right.
59:31You didn't?
59:31I know everything you're not.
59:31I was no.
59:32You're a northing.
59:32I, when you're keeping someone home with self-уки,
59:32We're all amazing things.
59:32You already know the truth of the Institute.
59:33But it's only that created from there.
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