00:28You
00:31You
01:11You
01:30You
01:42You
01:43You
01:43You
01:43You
01:43You
02:36I'm so sorry you had to say that, the shock of it.
02:42I just feel so guilty.
02:48I'd been driving the cure this morning at the sawmill.
02:55When I saw the state he was in, I thought it would be best to bring him home.
03:01We'd just lost it, trying to grab the steering wheel and force us off the road.
03:11So I'd just stop the cure, and he'd push me out.
03:23I'm sorry, I should never have let him drive.
03:30It's not your fault.
03:31I'm sorry, I should never have let him drive.
04:01Are you sure I'm allowed here, with the old woman, like?
04:05Yeah, yeah, it's fine.
04:08Listen, it's probably best if you don't say anything about what you overheard.
04:14About Rosie meeting Isaac?
04:16Yeah.
04:17I think they were having a bit of a thing.
04:22Right?
04:23It's probably why she was meeting him.
04:42I just don't want to get anyone into trouble.
04:44Oh.
04:45Oh.
04:45Oh.
04:55Oh.
05:21Just listen, that man, you don't know who he is.
05:25You never have to be frightened of me, Rosie.
05:28He's not Sam Carter, his name's Sam Devlin.
05:41I don't know who he is, but I don't know who he is.
05:45I don't know who he is, but I don't know who he is.
06:01I don't know who he is, but I don't know who he is.
06:31You are stripped of your leadership.
06:35You are to remain in your home, forbidden to attend meetings, communicate in any way
06:43with any brother or sister, or set foot in any fellowship business premises.
06:48Please, Adam, I don't remember anything.
06:50I...
06:51Your husband's shame is his own.
06:56You are welcome to attend my brother's funeral.
06:58I don't know who he is, but I don't know who he is, but I don't know who he is.
07:27Okay, yeah, coffee, tea, squash, blue and finger food, okay?
07:33And flour and sugar.
07:34I don't know who he is, but...
07:39I don't know who he is.
07:41I don't know who he is.
07:43Okay, dad.
07:43I'm sorry.
07:51I don't know what he is.
07:51I'm kind of a good one.
07:59I don't know who he is right now.
08:17Checking up on an ex.
08:19We've all done it.
08:20Sorry?
08:23They're display models, so you can't Google.
08:26Google.
08:29I need to find out about someone.
08:32Please.
08:37I'm not really supposed to shop for, but...
08:41What's he called? I'll find him on socials.
08:44Sam Devlin.
08:45He's from Ireland.
08:47The North.
08:49Anything else?
08:50He's been to prison.
08:56Is that him?
08:58He's been to prison.
09:03He's been to prison.
09:07Yeah.
09:11He's been to prison.
09:15He's been to prison.
09:19I'm not too old.
09:24He takes care.
09:26I'll see you next time.
10:10I'll see you next time.
10:28Why would he want to do that?
10:32Because of what we did.
10:35Because he saw us.
10:37And what if Isaac's paying the price for our sin?
10:42Listen, Adam, I, uh...
10:47About what happened by the fire, I, um...
10:52I've been thinking about why I went along with it, and...
10:55You went along with it?
10:58I thought you weren't...
11:01I don't know, I think I just felt vulnerable.
11:08I don't understand.
11:10Well, you know, with my situation here, and...
11:15With the work and everything...
11:17Your job?
11:18Well, it's not just my job, though, is it?
11:20I rely on you for everything.
11:24Somewhere to live, to stay safe.
11:30But at least...
11:33You thought if you turned me down...
11:35You're my boss?
11:38My leader?
11:39No, I didn't.
11:40I wouldn't...
11:43Believe me, I don't...
11:44It's okay, don't worry about it.
11:45I, uh...
11:48I just wanted to explain.
11:52You know, from, um...
11:54From my side.
12:02Look, Adam, I know this is really hard.
12:04But you need to go into that meeting.
12:08They need you to lead them.
12:13And you need to bury your brother.
12:43And you need to bury your brother.
13:17I used to be so jealous.
13:24My brother...
13:25Always seemed to find things easier.
13:29And do things quicker.
13:32Every race around the garden.
13:36Every tree we'd climb.
13:39He's the first to drive.
13:42And to marry.
13:44Build a family.
13:51And now he's first to go on his final journey.
14:05Isaac was lost in sin.
14:09Dragged away by his own desire.
14:13But he died...
14:14But he died...
14:16On the road back to us.
14:19And we know what that means.
14:21He was coming home.
14:24To us.
14:26To his family.
14:30And the road to redemption.
14:33And for that...
14:36We can rejoice.
14:41Hallelujah.
14:43Hallelujah.
14:44Hallelujah.
14:45Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
15:23You have to leave.
15:26Why? What's happened?
15:30Lucy, what's going on?
15:32Why are you so upset?
15:34Don't touch me.
15:36I know what you did.
15:38The girl, the other prisoner, you killed them both.
15:44How do you know that?
15:48Who told you?
15:50I trusted you.
15:52Listen.
15:54Listen to me.
15:55I risked everything for you.
15:57I sinned for you and you lied.
16:00You're a murderer.
16:01Would you just give me a chance to explain?
16:03Rosie.
16:04Rosie.
16:10Rosie, please.
16:11If you don't leave us, I'll call the police.
16:14I thought you didn't trust them.
16:17You mustn't.
16:20You mustn't do that.
16:23Not for me.
16:25For your sake.
16:27I'd hate for you to get into any trouble.
16:28You want trouble.
16:31It's called perverting the course of justice, Rosie.
16:38You lied to the police.
16:42Covered from hate.
16:44It's serious, you know.
16:46People who go to prison for things like that.
16:50Lose their kids.
16:54I care about you so much.
16:57And I know how much you care about Grace.
17:04I don't think you're with that time.
17:07I don't think you're with that time.
17:08I don't think you're with that time.
17:31But I'm going to be in that time.
17:32I don't think we're with that time.
17:35I don't know.
17:43I don't think we're with that time.
17:48I don't think we're with that time.
17:51I want to be with that time.
17:57A lot of times.
18:01Can I come in?
18:05I know you're there.
18:12I've heard about Dad.
18:15The accident in the paper.
18:18Mum, just open the door.
18:22Please.
18:41Mum, are you okay? You look...
18:48Mum, I'm so sorry.
18:51I want to help you.
18:54Please.
18:57Just let me in.
19:01No one's looking.
19:04No one has to know.
19:10Please.
19:47Excuse me.
19:48Thanks.
19:50Which one have you asked for a chair?
19:59Sure you don't want anything?
20:03You should try and eat. Just a little.
20:06Mummy.
20:08Do you want some of my cake?
20:12Mum?
20:14Mummy's just a bit tired, sweetheart.
20:16Why don't you two go and play outside?
20:18Come on.
20:25Of course, when Noah's a bit bigger, you can join us on a Wednesday.
20:29Widow's club?
20:30Yeah.
20:30Yeah.
20:30Do lots of things. Lots of activities.
20:32Mm.
20:33And cross-stitch.
20:36It's been very good.
20:37It's been very good.
20:38It's been very good.
20:39It's been very nice to see you.
20:41What are you doing?
20:43Oh, thank you.
20:44I'm saying.
20:45Ha, ha, ha.
20:48OK.
21:07Juha.
21:14Adam, I need to talk to you.
21:24And when the police came and we found out he'd escaped from prison,
21:29you were worried.
21:31And you were right.
21:33About?
21:34Some.
21:36It's my fault.
21:37I made a mistake bringing him into our lives.
21:41Adam, we need to find a way to get rid of him.
21:53Adam.
21:54Adam.
21:58Adam.
22:20Wait here.
22:41Why does it quote these?
22:44He didn't know when or if he'd ever see them again.
22:48And I thought that they, as children, should have them.
23:04Thank you for coming, bringing these.
23:09Must have been difficult.
23:11Where's Adam?
23:12Could you?
23:13Yeah, of course.
23:15I'll show you, Adam.
23:17I'm sorry.
23:21Sorry.
23:27I'm all right.
23:29I'm all right.
23:30Sure.
23:33She was...
23:37She was nice.
23:40She was nice.
23:42She was nice.
24:02I'm all right.
24:23Oh, my God.
25:03Oh, my dear.
25:06Poor sweet girl.
25:08There's no judgment here, from us or from God.
25:14We'll pick you up, sit with you in your pain.
25:19And we give thanks.
25:21Thanks to God for sending Sam to us.
25:25He's working through you, Sam.
25:28I see him.
25:30And we're going to be okay, aren't we, big man?
25:32Yeah.
25:34Just take a few deep breaths, all right?
25:37Here, have a wee drink of water.
25:40Who's that lady?
25:41You don't need to worry about her, Gracie.
25:44The men have dealt with her.
25:45We need to get her home.
25:50Grace, look at me.
25:51You need to do something for me, okay?
25:54Anthony's really sad.
25:56And it's your job to look after him.
25:58Try and cheer him up, okay?
26:00Like a game?
26:01Exactly.
26:02Yes.
26:03Come on.
26:07We're going on a devil hunt, me and Anthony.
26:10Really?
26:11You're off to find old Nick?
26:12You're going to have to make yourselves a map.
26:15Follow Jesus.
26:16You're always on the right track.
26:19Yeah.
26:19You should listen to your granny here.
26:22Come on.
26:32Rosie, would you just wait one second?
26:37God gives each of us chance after chance.
26:47Meeting all one hour.
26:54Meeting all the time.
27:23Meeting all the time.
27:53We haven't even really found a place that I call her.
27:58I never stick around quite long enough to make it.
28:03I apologize once again.
28:06I'm not in love.
28:09But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking.
28:14It's just a thought.
28:17Only a thought.
28:19But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy.
28:31Well, I deserve nothing more than I get.
28:38Because nothing I have is truly mine.
28:43Where's the devil?
28:45I always thought that I would love to live by the sea.
28:48He might be anywhere.
28:50Yeah.
28:50I don't know where he is.
28:51To travel the world alone is more simply.
28:55I have no idea.
28:58I have no idea what's happened to that dream.
29:01But there's really nothing left here to stop me.
29:06It's just a thought.
29:09Only a thought.
29:11If my life is for rent and I can't.
29:20And I don't want to go.
29:24To deserve nothing more than I get.
29:36I deserve nothing more than I get.
29:49Oh, my God.
30:20Mince and potatoes, 180, 20 minutes.
30:24You might need peas with it.
30:32Miriam, please.
30:38Please.
30:39I'll stop.
30:40I will, Miriam.
30:41This time I mean it.
30:46You always do.
31:17You always do.
31:19You always do.
31:21You always do.
31:41The van, that woman.
31:44It was nothing.
31:45It was brave.
31:48The man offered her money, but she didn't want anything.
31:52Just wanted to get away.
31:55Guilty, I guess.
31:56Hey, I'm sorry.
31:58This is for a brother.
32:01Northampton Communities, he owns a fellowship business.
32:03It's building supplies.
32:08You want me to leave?
32:12I told him you're a good worker.
32:15And you can call him from here.
32:21I think it's for the best.
32:24I see.
32:27So I get sent away when I'm not the problem?
32:30Please, I just...
32:31I want you to...
32:33Just a fresh start.
32:36Away from me.
32:42You know, I think you underestimate yourself, Alan.
32:48Your faith is strong.
32:50Strong.
32:52Strong enough to overcome this...
32:56Temptation, you're feeling.
33:08I believe in you.
33:09I think I'm NOT?
33:13Oh, no.
33:14It's okay.
33:15I didn't get to them.
33:15I then come.
33:21You know...
33:24You know what?
33:25I know.
33:28I think I actually...
33:29You know?
33:29I just can't even say you knew...
33:29You be...
33:29You know?
33:30It's the best one huh?
33:31Wow...
33:31You're talking.
33:33No, not me.
33:37Something else is fun.
33:39Oh, God.
34:20No.
34:27You wanted to explain, so I'm here.
34:30But you have to tell me the truth.
34:32You can't lie to me, not in here.
34:36I swear.
34:39The truth.
34:42All of it.
34:49Her name was Aisling.
34:51Aisling Quinn.
34:54We were at school together.
34:58Met when we were 14.
35:01She was my first real girlfriend.
35:05And, uh, and I loved her.
35:12Anyway, the last year of school, they all went on a trip together.
35:17My class.
35:18Canoing and camping.
35:20I couldn't go.
35:22We didn't have the money for that sort of thing.
35:25So, um, when they came back, that's when I, when I heard the rumors that Aisling had got with someone
35:37else.
35:38One of the other lads in the class.
35:41And, uh, so I invited her back to the farm just to, just to talk about it, you know?
35:54I, uh, I got drunk.
35:57I fucking had wasted.
35:59And, uh, I confronted her.
36:05Asked her, asked her if it was true.
36:09And she said what it was.
36:10And she wanted to finish things with me.
36:15And I, I remember shouting and she was crying and I had my hands around her neck.
36:30I was just a fucking kid.
36:34I've never forgiven myself.
36:37That's why I did this.
36:39In prison with a broken pen.
36:44So it didn't spit and fuck me.
36:46It hurt like hell.
36:49But I wanted it.
36:50I wanted the, the pain, the punishment to remind me of what I did.
37:01It's not a birthday.
37:02It's a death day.
37:07Oh.
37:13I'm the prisoner.
37:22He was Australian's cousin
37:23He was inside for some other crime
37:28I didn't even know he was there
37:29But he must have
37:31Recognised me
37:32Jumped me, tried to kill me
37:35I swear Rosie
37:36I swear it was self defence
37:40I was so fucking close
37:45That served my sentence
37:48Weeks, not even fucking
37:50Days away from being set free
37:52And now because of what happened
37:54I'm right back where I fucking started
37:56And I just went out
38:00Out from this
38:03Pain, this
38:05Shame
38:22Will you please?
38:27It's not my place to forgive you
38:31It's God's
38:36What do I need to do?
38:39What do I need to do?
38:57Hi
39:03I don't know what to say
39:21Hold it in your heart
39:24If you mean it, God will hear
39:50I felt it
39:54Him
39:55Come on, this way
40:16I'm scared
40:18It's okay
40:20I'll look after you
40:45Good night, Mr. Phillips
40:46Good night
40:47Good night
41:17Good night
41:18No, he's gonna quit
41:18No
41:23No
41:24No
41:24No
41:24No
41:25No
41:35This way
42:01Devil.
42:05Run!
42:06Wait, what?
42:11It was you.
42:13You killed Isaac.
42:14I can't...
42:20No!
42:49Hello, Chris.
42:52You may run on for a long time.
42:55Great God Almighty is going to cut you down.
42:58You can run on for a long time.
43:01Run on for a long time.
43:04You can run on for a long time.
43:07I tell you, God Almighty is going to cut you down.
43:09Good God Almighty is going to cut you down.
43:14You may throw a rock and hide your hand.
43:18Working in the dark against your fellow man.
43:20But sure as God has made it the day and the night.
43:23What you do in the dark will be brought to the light.
43:26You may run on for a long time.
43:29Run on for a long time.
43:32You may run on for a long time.
43:34Wait, God Almighty is going to cut you down.
43:37Go till that long-time liar.
43:40Go till that midnight brighter.
43:42Tell the gambler, the rambler, the backbiter.
43:46Go down, Almighty is going to cut you down.
43:48Wait, God Almighty is going to cut you down.
43:51Wait, God Almighty is going to cut you down.
44:29Go till that midnight lighter.
44:35You may come to cut you down.
44:48But for a long time Francis Lee's 2020
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