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00:00Previously on 90 Day The Single Life.
00:03Michael, I love you.
00:05I could move back.
00:07I still love Natalie, but is she thinking about us
00:10or is she just thinking about herself?
00:14Hi.
00:15Hi.
00:16I'm scared to hell to see Mike's mom pray for me.
00:24We're packing up and I'm moving to Canada.
00:27Oh, wow.
00:28Seriously?
00:30I didn't think she'd move so quickly with Tony.
00:33Now with the distance between us,
00:34I'm afraid my mother and I will never
00:36have a better relationship.
00:38We believe in destiny.
00:40I mean, I was destiny when I met your dad.
00:42And this was destiny too.
00:43Yeah, that's interesting.
00:48She's in Lviv right now, but she's refused all of my help.
00:52I'm constantly worrying about Ilona, and I feel helpless.
00:55I can't go over there.
00:57It's too dangerous.
00:58If she won't even leave Ukraine while they're getting bombed,
01:02then what makes you think that she'll leave Ukraine
01:04and be with you?
01:08One thing I definitely expect us to do is sit by a table and talk.
01:14My head is all over the place right now with my situation with Ronald,
01:18with leaving my son behind.
01:19This trip really could blow up in my face.
01:23Don't know what the hell's going to happen when I see him.
01:41he's in the between.
01:47I'll keep you losing my friend.
01:47You get no Ona.
01:47Wow-
01:52It's.
01:55That's very이다.
01:58Me and Tiffany have been separated for almost a year, and it's been a really tough time.
02:05Being separated from Tiffany is really hard, but you know, being separated from Collie
02:11is even harder.
02:12It's my first born child that made me serious hard.
02:25Words cannot describe how much I missed my family.
02:29Me and Tiffany's relationship, even though we got separated, I'm hoping on this trip
02:34that we can reconcile things and be together as a family like we're supposed to be.
02:40If me and Tiffany can't fix our marriage on this trip, I have a lot to lose.
02:45My family, I lose time with the kids, I lose seeing them grow up.
02:51So, from my side, I think I will do whatever it takes.
02:56I just now said that in a few minutes, I'm going to be face to face with Ronald.
03:07I never would have seen or thought that I'd be going back to South Africa.
03:14I'm really nervous.
03:16This is going to be the first time I see Ronald in over a year.
03:19It's going to be the first time Ronald sees me after losing 75 pounds.
03:24All that's crossing through my mind is I'm going to get there and all my feelings for
03:28Ronald are going to come flooding back in and I'm just going to have to pretend they're
03:31not there.
03:54You need my help.
03:57Who's there? Don't say anything, don't say anything, don't say anything.
04:00Who's that?
04:04Who's this?
04:08Who's this?
04:10Who's this?
04:12Come.
04:14Take me.
04:15Take me.
04:16Take me.
04:16Don't leave me again.
04:21I love you.
04:23I love you.
04:24You love him?
04:26What's his name?
04:29Are you shy?
04:31She's being shy.
04:32Let her walk.
04:34No, I want to steal her.
04:36No.
04:37You're mine.
04:39You look great.
04:43Say, mommy, you look so beautiful.
04:45This one looks beautiful.
04:48Beautiful.
04:50I feel like my brain is at a million places at once and it's going like a hundred miles an
04:55hour.
04:57It's weird like seeing someone you haven't seen in so long that obviously is somebody you really care about.
05:03I'm potentially walking back into my old relationship that made me miserable.
05:13So you see a big difference in Carly since the last resort?
05:17A lot.
05:18She's growing up so much.
05:19She's talking.
05:22She knows right from wrong.
05:24She's out already.
05:25Already.
05:26That hasn't changed.
05:30Ronald suggested that I stay at his apartment to make it easier for Carly.
05:33I'm just really afraid it's going to be uncomfortable.
05:37All right, we're here.
05:39And Ronald mentioned that he wanted to talk about our relationship when we got here, but I'm not ready for
05:45that.
05:47Oh, my goodness.
05:48The garden looks really beautiful.
05:49You've really taken good care of it.
05:51And you put up my bird feeder.
05:52Exactly how I told you to.
05:55Okay.
05:56Here was nothing.
05:57Come in, Leafy.
06:00Look.
06:03Oh, wow.
06:05Look at the tree.
06:06Oh, look at our pictures.
06:07You still have our little...
06:09Look, Carly.
06:10Who's this?
06:12That's Carly.
06:13That's Carly.
06:14That's you.
06:16Yeah.
06:17And there's Dada.
06:18Spending time with my family for the first time in over here, it's something I've been craving and waiting for
06:25a long time.
06:27Do you remember, Charlie?
06:29It's you.
06:30I need you.
06:30I need you.
06:31Must just stay like that.
06:33That's my main goal.
06:35Dada's room is over here.
06:39Wow.
06:40You really...
06:41Carly, wait.
06:41You have a door, my Leafy.
06:44Look.
06:47Don't go in with your shoes.
06:48Yes, you can go in, okay?
06:50Yeah, so you see.
06:53I changed the bed.
06:57Changed the sheets.
06:59Changed the cushion.
07:01Changed the whole bed.
07:02That's the best I could do.
07:03No, I'm happy with that.
07:05I'm really happy.
07:05The whole place looks like a brand new place, like a completely different place.
07:09Do you think you'll be comfortable living and sleeping in this place?
07:12I can definitely see all the effort you put in.
07:15But that doesn't mean that everything is like 100%, you know, still the reason I'm here is so that you
07:20can see Carly.
07:22There's some stuff going on between us.
07:24I just want to make sure that we focus on the important things.
07:29Let's not jump into bed together.
07:30No, we're not jumping in.
07:32We can climb in slowly.
07:35Don't worry.
07:36Just run all time.
07:40I'm really nervous to let him, like, win me back or, like, woo me with all these gestures because he
07:46can that easily hurt me all over again.
07:48So I'm in a pretty vulnerable place right now.
07:51It's like, damn, like, give me some space to breathe so that we can, like, figure out what the going
07:54on with us.
07:56I really do appreciate everything you've done to make me comfortable.
07:59But if I don't set the boundary of saying, like, okay, but first, let's make sure we can do the
08:05co-parent thing before we blur any lines.
08:09Because I'm not ready yet.
08:13I'm going to respect you.
08:15I'm going to give you a space that you want.
08:18You want to sleep alone in that bed? It's fine.
08:21I'll sleep on this couch.
08:23But just now, you want to snuggle? I'm there.
08:29Seeing Ronald after all this time reminds me of why I was so attracted to him.
08:35We did have an intense love.
08:39I don't want to get in bed with Ronald and potentially have sex with Ronald.
08:43Because Ronald does have a lot to prove.
08:46Here! Here! Fast!
08:48Come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come!
09:01I felt like coming when you walked in.
09:05That feeling hit me like a whirlwind.
09:08I push it down, I want to show you.
09:15G5-0-Thump.
09:19hi hi I come to the wood to see Michael because I don't want divorce we're having
09:28this beautiful moment and all of a sudden Trish walks in I have a present for you oh boy
09:58oh you bought me some flowers to plant yes well thank you Natalie how are you I'm fine
10:06good I'm sort of well I'm just disappointed in how this all turned out I'm just gonna tell you
10:12right out you know I don't like the way things came with you and Michael and my question to you
10:19would be why would you even do this to Michael why did you do this Natalie hurt me she she
10:29left
10:30me and I just kind of like closed myself off the world and my mom cannot move past the fact
10:38of the
10:41broken heart from her son my mom is a tough woman she does often speak her mind my mom's got
10:48questions
10:49and it's just a matter of whether we're gonna get answers or not I'm sorry if you didn't forgive me
10:57I'm sorry I just don't know why you would pretend to love somebody so so much that you come over
11:03here you totally used Michael that's all you did was use him to get to America and then still out
11:12of
11:12the kindness of his heart because he is such a kind guy he still sends a thousand dollars to your
11:17mom
11:17and helps her and I'm grateful to Mike I'm telling you I'm grateful to him Lord and I'm sorry I'm
11:24good
11:24with him helping your mom because Michael is such a kind-hearted oh yes man but you took advantage of
11:30all of his kind-heartedness when it come to you you played with somebody else's heart somebody else's
11:34emotions and then the minute you felt like you could run off you did I want you to know that
11:42I was
11:44honest to Michael and they came with right feelings but the hell we went through with Michael and what we
11:50experienced because of all of it work didn't want anymore destroy myself so I step away I believe
12:05whatever she's telling me is not really the truth Michael's just a big teddy bear and she saw it and
12:13took advantage of it my son was hurt and that of course in turn hurts me I mean come on
12:21it's just
12:24bad news all the way around do you plan on working on a divorce I don't know what do you
12:34mean you don't
12:35know you don't even want to be here how do you not know that you that you want a divorce
12:39or not
12:40you've been gone for what two years oh yeah why would he want to stay married to you you don't
12:48act
12:48like a wife at all okay does that make sense yes I hear you I mean a wife usually comes
12:56home once in
12:56a while but you don't you're gone forever you're just gone and you're out there dating other men so
13:02why are you not filing for divorce that's all I'm asking I left Michael I didn't divorce him I started
13:14relationship with Josh and this is bad I was hurt emotionally and I'm sorry if I disappointed him
13:31you need to decide whether you're going to be married or not and if you're going to be married
13:34then you need to get your ass back here and you need to act like a wife and if you're
13:36not going to
13:37be married you need to file for divorce if Mike won't divorce with yours if Michael would like to
13:42give me a chance I would consider coming back I mean you know I was here waiting and waiting and
13:50waiting by myself you know and then like I find out you're dating you're still a married woman and you
13:58shouldn't be doing that you know I mean let's reverse roles let's then went and dated a bunch of
14:05women you would get jealous just going to dinner when I when I order from the waitress from you you
14:10know what I mean how would you feel if I wouldn't dated if you know five or six different women
14:14you
14:16destroyed us you know I just want Michael and I to be happy I'm sorry
14:35river
14:37oh
14:40I don't know
14:47oh
14:48oh
14:48oh
14:48so
14:52lo
14:53oh
14:54oh
15:15We're getting a big old sea bass steak ready on here.
15:21Worst ships in America.
15:25It's been a month since I got back from Ukraine.
15:28Since the Russian invasion, it makes me really worried that Alona is still there.
15:33And I feel helpless.
15:37What I'm seeing in the news is dangerous.
15:39I mean, there's all these bombings going on.
15:43You don't know where anything's coming from because they can just be coming from anywhere.
15:48There.
15:50Set my table up right here.
15:55Being away from her, it's been hard.
15:58But I waited so long to find her and I'm not going to give up on the love of my
16:03life.
16:18How are you doing?
16:20I'm fine.
16:21I miss you.
16:23I think about you every day when I wake up and before I go to sleep.
16:27Yeah.
16:28Me too.
16:31How are things going over there?
16:33Are you doing okay?
16:34I saw in the news Russia is getting worse.
16:37Yeah.
16:39I feel doing me most nervous.
16:44It's hard for me to talk about this.
16:50It's wild.
16:57I don't believe because we have our life, our home, our work, and one day you can get up.
17:08Now it's all...
17:11Mm-hmm.
17:13But our people want to live in Ukraine.
17:17And now they want to protect our country.
17:23Sorry.
17:24I don't know about it.
17:24No, I understand.
17:27Hopefully it'll get better over there.
17:32It scares me.
17:34She isn't safe there anymore.
17:37I'm wondering, like, is she going to be all right?
17:40You know, will I ever see her again?
17:42I'm constantly worrying about her and I'm not going to give up on my dreams of being together.
17:50I'm really sorry from the bottom of my heart.
17:53I'm hoping that we can start the process of getting your visa ready.
17:59Would you want to come to the United States?
18:06Yes, of course.
18:08Because I want to be with my man.
18:12I want to hug you, kiss you.
18:15It's very important.
18:18I appreciate you taking the time right now to spend time and for us to talk.
18:25I'm just glad to see you and I will message you in the morning.
18:29Okay.
18:33What I learned in this journey was, you know, you got to follow your dreams on finding love.
18:45I risked my savings, put myself in danger.
18:50Russia planning potential sabotage operations in Ukraine.
18:54I mean, I'm nervous as hell right now.
18:58But I did it for love.
19:00And I found somebody.
19:01My name is Alice.
19:04She is the woman.
19:06I've been waiting for my whole life.
19:12Do you want to be my girlfriend?
19:18Oh, I think he is.
19:24I hope the war ends quickly so Alona and I can be together.
19:29And I'm going to do everything I can to get Alona here as soon as possible.
19:35Okay, babe.
19:37Goodnight.
19:37Bye bye.
19:38I miss you, okay?
19:40Yeah, me too.
19:44Bye bye.
19:56Bye bye.
20:05Hey Good morning.
20:07How did you sleep?
20:08Oh, quite all right.
20:09And you?
20:10How's the bed?
20:11I don't know.
20:12It's really, really, really good.
20:13Thanks.
20:14How was Carly all right?
20:15She was good.
20:15She actually, like, went to the bed in the middle of the night.
20:18Is it?
20:18Yeah, she asked me where's Dada.
20:20Yeah, why didn't you come to Dada?
20:22She didn't know you were out here, and it was dark.
20:25I got to South Africa last night, and it's crazy being back in Ronald's apartment after
20:29not being here for over a year.
20:32So what are we doing today?
20:33I'm thinking there's a place called Groenkloof Nature Reserve.
20:37Okay.
20:38You know, there might be some animals.
20:41Oh, that's a great idea.
20:42She'll love that.
20:43Yeah.
20:45I feel like Ronald is trying to pick up where we last left off.
20:49He's also mentioned that he expects us to have this conversation about our relationship
20:53while I'm here.
20:55I don't know if I want to have this conversation.
20:56I think I want to hold off as long as I can because I just, I know how it's going
21:02to end
21:02up.
21:02I know it's going to be an argument.
21:10It's nice to be able to go out and do something with my family.
21:14Yeah.
21:15You know, we flew all this way over here, so it's nice to do something.
21:20Here we go.
21:24Are you ready to see some animals?
21:27Let me see you.
21:28You ready?
21:34Oh, my gosh.
21:35I'm not quite a look.
21:37There's a zebra.
21:39Hi, pony.
21:41I want to go pet home.
21:44That was cute.
21:46Okay, go.
21:47Look at that.
21:48Just on the road.
21:49What's up, guys?
21:52Oh, my gosh.
21:53They're so close.
21:54I'm going to pee my pants.
21:56Oh, my God.
21:59Oh, my gosh.
22:00Slow down.
22:00Slow down.
22:01Slow down.
22:01He has an ostrich.
22:02Corley, look at the big chicken.
22:04Look at the big chicken over there.
22:05It's not a flipping chicken.
22:06It's an ostrich.
22:07Damn, she's strutting.
22:10That's how they're killing bears.
22:13Here they come.
22:14Look, friends.
22:14The window.
22:14The window.
22:15Wait in the window.
22:17Oh, the ostrich is going to kick their ass.
22:20What's happening?
22:21I know I stampede him.
22:23You see them, Leafy?
22:24Oh, my God.
22:25Wow.
22:26And that ostrich is still running over there.
22:28That was cool.
22:31I see the Ronald that I remember, the one that I fell in love with.
22:34And that makes things really confusing because, you know, it's reminding me how much I do still
22:39love him.
22:39And what's the most confusing is I'm trying to keep that inside.
22:44He's not.
22:46Do you remember the first time when Daniel was here as well?
22:50We also took him to the safari just before we got married.
22:54Yep.
22:55In good old days.
22:56I remember.
22:57Yeah.
22:58It was hot as hell that day.
23:00I got the weirdest sunburn on my wedding day.
23:03I had an off-shoulder dress and I had the weirdest tan light.
23:06They look beautiful.
23:09I definitely miss having these moments with Ronald.
23:12We wanted this.
23:14We wanted this life together.
23:16So I'm taking in the happy moment, but I'm also not letting it sway me.
23:22There's still a lot under the surface that needs to be addressed.
23:28Was this out?
23:30That was a success, Ben, because that means she's tired.
23:34Yeah.
23:35Well, on that note, how do you feel about talking about us?
23:38Like about what?
23:40Specifically?
23:40Well, I mean, about us in general.
23:44Like, when will I be able to sleep in my own bed with you?
23:49Like, how are we going to fix things between us?
23:52What's happening with us?
23:56I've been actually avoiding having this conversation because my objective is to make sure that we are able to co
24:01-parent.
24:02Just how do we raise the kids co-parenting?
24:08And I'm not even part of it.
24:10I'm not trying to throw the fact that we might reconcile out the window,
24:13but I don't want to make the same mistakes we made the first time.
24:18I'm willing to do what I must to be with my family.
24:23I want to be back together with my family.
24:27My biggest fear is trying again and failing.
24:31So that's why I'm, like, trying to take baby steps.
24:34You can't put your leg halfway into the water
24:38and then want to pull it out.
24:39No.
24:42I want us, if we work on things, to have a happy marriage.
24:47But I can't make that decision, like, right off the bat.
24:50I can't just say, like, you know what?
24:52I haven't seen that anything that broke us up in the first place has changed.
24:55Definitely, at the end of the day, we need to find a middle ground, right?
24:59Yeah.
24:59I mean, you want to wait with it.
25:01You want to see how things go.
25:02But then, again, I want to know now what's happening with the relationship.
25:06That's the idea with the chat.
25:08You need to make a decision.
25:11You are married.
25:12I'm married.
25:13So either we fix this or we don't.
25:16It's not about let's see how it goes.
25:18No.
25:19No, no, no, no, no.
25:20It doesn't work like that.
25:29You're with me?
25:31Yeah.
25:36I don't appreciate the pressure that Ronald's putting in to, like, jumping headfirst into a reconciliation.
25:43I want us to both be happy.
25:46And if that's impossible, we can't get back together.
26:13Oh, I'll wrap the kitty.
26:19Okay, that should save the little pussycat.
26:30Garbage.
26:31Okay.
26:35I'm a little sore.
26:39Oh, God.
26:41What kind of stuff is here?
26:49Hey, Tony.
26:51Hey, Debbie.
26:54I'm coming up the stairs.
26:56Oh, God.
26:58Are you kidding me?
26:59I remember you don't have a bunch of stairs.
27:02Just a few.
27:05The day has finally arrived.
27:07We're leaving Las Vegas.
27:10And we're going to Canada.
27:12I can't believe it's really happening.
27:14I'm really excited.
27:16The hardest part about leaving is unsurety.
27:20Giving up my life.
27:22What's going to happen six months down the road?
27:24If Tony and I are going to have a big fight and he says, go home.
27:27Hey, Tony, where are you?
27:28I'm in the bedroom.
27:31So, it's just the unknown.
27:33It's a little frightening.
27:37Okay, I want to take this, please.
27:39What is it?
27:40It's a kitty cat.
27:42It's my kitty cat.
27:43Okay.
27:44We have a ton of stuff to pack still, and there's a lot of cleaning up to do.
27:49But Colt and Vanessa said, whatever we leave behind, they will put in storage.
27:53I'm really appreciative that Colt offered to do that because we ran out of time.
27:57Would you like to hold my hand while I sit?
28:00You may never get up again.
28:04I mean, how are you going to feel, though?
28:06Were you leaving the house?
28:07You've been here for over four years.
28:09Four and a half.
28:09So, it's not just, you know, moving out of the house.
28:13I'm leaving my whole life, and I've raised Colt for 37 years, and he and I have always been together.
28:23Yep.
28:24It's going to be totally different.
28:27I'm not going to be close.
28:29I'm not going to be able to.
28:30You're not going to be able to just jump in the car, drive a couple of blocks, and there you
28:34are.
28:35You know, leaving this house is weird because we've had really good memories here.
28:41We've had really bad memories here.
28:44Well, what do you think?
28:49You ready?
28:53Hmm?
28:54Oh, come here.
28:56It's okay.
28:57It's okay.
29:00It's okay.
29:03You're coming up to a new house, and you're going to be with somebody.
29:09It was so scary because who does this at 70 years old?
29:13Who gives up their whole life, their friends, their family, their son, their country?
29:18Oh, God.
29:21Leave everything they have, and basically live with a man that I barely know.
29:26Barely know.
29:27That is true.
29:28You could end up in your base way or something, you know, or a backyard in a cage or something.
29:33In a dungeon.
29:37We're going to be okay, right?
29:39We're going to be just fine.
29:41I think that we.
29:43We.
29:43Yes, we.
29:44We.
29:45We are going to...
29:46You and me.
29:48Okay.
29:49Here, I'll grab a bag for you.
29:51You have to take a chance.
29:52If you feel it right in your heart, you have to go with it.
29:56This can go there, huh?
29:58I'm ready to start my life over with Tony, and I want to spend whatever time we have left
30:02together, be there for each other.
30:06Perfect.
30:07Okay.
30:08Okay.
30:09Let's go back in.
30:11Make sure everything's gone.
30:15Wow, what a difference, huh?
30:17I could actually park the car here.
30:19Yes.
30:21Ready?
30:21Okay.
30:23I think I'll write it up to Colt.
30:25Okay.
30:34Dear Colt, well, I guess this is really happening.
30:38I'm going to live with Tony in Canada.
30:42We will always be connected, but now it's time for us to go our own ways.
30:48I have fallen in love with Tony.
30:50He loves me, and I love him.
30:53I wish you guys the best.
30:55Please realize I will always be there for you.
30:58It's only a two-and-a-half-hour flight.
31:01If you need me, just call.
31:09Leaving Colt is probably the second hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life, after
31:13his dad passed away.
31:17He's my son.
31:18I mean, he's my baby.
31:19I don't care if he's 36 or 106.
31:22He still would be my baby.
31:27I want Colt to know that I love him.
31:30No matter what he does, I'm proud of him, and whatever decisions he makes, I'm behind
31:34him 100%.
31:35I'll always be there for you, no matter what.
31:40It really is difficult saying goodbye to everything I know and love.
31:43I don't know what my life is going to be, but you have to move on.
31:50You ready?
31:51Yeah.
31:52Okay.
31:54I love you.
31:55Love you, too, dear.
31:59A year ago, I would have never even thought about falling in love, and if I hadn't put
32:05myself out there, I would still be sitting on my bed watching TV.
32:08So you've got to take a chance, and I'm so excited that I did, because I'm 70 years old.
32:12I'm moving to a dope country.
32:14I'm living with him.
32:15We're having sex.
32:15We're having a wonderful time.
32:17I mean, we love each other.
32:19We cuddle up, and we sleep together, and we take walks, and it's wonderful.
32:23It's just don't ever think it's too late, ever.
32:26Ever, ever.
32:28It's never too late.
32:48We out again.
32:52I came to South Africa to bring Carly to her dad, because he hasn't seen her in over a year.
32:57And Ronald's been trying to get me to talk about our relationship.
33:01But if this conversation makes everything explode, am I supposed to just stay here?
33:06I just got your coffee here.
33:12Why are you acting weird all of a sudden?
33:15I just don't understand what you mean, I'm acting weird.
33:20Because look at me getting along good, having our moments.
33:25You are here.
33:25She's here.
33:26Danielle just needs to come here.
33:28It's what I wanted.
33:30I mean, besides me sleeping on the couch, it's not what I wanted.
33:36But that's why I want to fix things.
33:40I can't fix it if there's things still unsaid.
33:44It's just a hard conversation to have.
33:47Like, I think, in my mind, even though I know it needs to happen, I'm trying everything possible to avoid
33:53the conversation.
33:55Just because I don't want to fight.
33:56I don't want to get in an argument.
33:58I don't want things to be...
33:58I don't get what you're saying.
33:59Because things that we did in the past that hurt the other one, that we must just say it and
34:07get it off our chest.
34:10You know?
34:12No, there's a saying.
34:14If you can do the three Bs, your marriage won't fail.
34:19Bold, break, bold.
34:22We build a marriage, and we broke it.
34:26So if we can build it again, you're going to have a structure that's going to stand for a very
34:31long time.
34:32Like, I realize that I have...
34:33If I decide to stay with you, I have to let go of the past and not continue to bring
34:38it back up,
34:38because that's going to break us apart.
34:42If we are going to work on this this time, there's still a lot more that we need to talk
34:46about.
34:47But I can tell you that I did go on dates, and I regret it.
34:52Fair enough.
34:53We were separated.
34:58After going on a few dates, I realized I wanted to force myself to move on.
35:05I can't really open myself up to anyone until I fully decide, am I closing this door, or am I
35:14going to work at it?
35:17Going on dates with other people made me realize how much I do love you.
35:23And how much at the end of the day, and at the end of the date, at the end of
35:26everything, all that was running through my mind is that I do love my husband.
35:30I only love you, and there's still so much for me here.
35:37If that is the case, which I hope it is, I also want to do better for you.
35:45Okay?
35:48All for one-on-one form.
35:55So come give me a hug.
35:59It's okay.
36:02It's okay.
36:03It's okay.
36:06It's okay.
36:10Min Tafnia has had so many problems in the past, but I'm pretty sure that we can save this thing.
36:20Take it easy.
36:22Take a break.
36:23It's going to be okay.
36:27I'm trying to do what's best for all of us, because I would love our happy family altogether.
36:35I do love Ronald a lot, but, like, he has hurt me in the past.
36:40He has lied to me in the past, and my biggest fear is that Ronald won't be able to change,
36:44and that'll be the end of us.
36:58Just a kiss, too late, same old time, mistakes, couldn't take the weight any longer.
37:08I'm a shadow gone, now your light's turned off.
37:13It's okay.
37:24Natalie crying.
37:26It's very heart-wrenching.
37:28It's gut-wrenching.
37:34And there is definitely just a lot of emotions that I'm trying to process.
37:41She just really generally apologized, and I am very grateful for that.
37:46But does that mean I'm going to take her back tomorrow?
37:50I mean, I don't know.
37:54I don't know.
37:58All right.
37:59Let's just take it down a notch here.
38:02We're also going to get some air?
38:03Mm-hmm.
38:13Your mom was rough.
38:17I remember me coming to scream.
38:20It was not what I expected.
38:22If I want to come back to Michael and live in the woods, I have to leave Strysh and compromise
38:28a lot.
38:30It's going to be hard for me, but I have to accept it if I want to be with Michael.
38:39I want to come back.
38:44Think on it, okay?
38:48I know.
38:51I don't know what to say.
38:52Nothing.
38:53We said the Lord, Michael, please.
38:55I just want to chill.
38:56I can't.
39:04I don't think he's sure yet if he wants to come back to me or something because he's been in
39:09a lot of pain.
39:11But Michael, he cares a lot for me, and I know it.
39:16No matter what, Michael, he gives me a feeling of security.
39:22He always did.
39:26I'm mad at him.
39:27Sometimes I want to kill him.
39:29But at the end of the day, I don't know, he's a good guy.
39:33Do you got your passport and stuff, the one I gave you?
39:36Yeah.
39:37All right.
39:42Okay, I'm going.
39:43I'm sorry.
39:45Take care of yourself.
39:46Take care.
39:47I hope your mom gets here okay.
39:49Oh my god, Risha, pray for it.
39:53Okay, let's go.
40:03Come to mom.
40:04You come to mom.
40:05Look, she comes to you.
40:06She loves it.
40:07She loves it.
40:24Safe travels home, okay?
40:31Bye, Trish.
40:32God bless you.
40:40Bye.
40:48When I got married to Michael and said my woes, I never thought that my journey would be so strange.
40:57Love is a constant choice that you make and you have to know exactly what you want.
41:05Michael, make me feel loved.
41:11She does have regrets, but I'm not going to put myself in a situation where I give her my heart
41:17again and she just rips it back out.
41:19Yeah you know.
41:19So, I'm so...
41:26I love her.
41:27I love you, Trish.
41:27On the wall, remember myם.
41:29Don't let them know who was gonna be.
41:29Call me out, no maestro Megan.
41:31Call me out, yes I'm too big.
41:32You take the first, I think you feel Designed you
41:33and I'm tough when Aarley has made me.
41:33Four but now, success please.
41:36I love you, all the way, thank you.
41:56You
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