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00:00It's huge.
00:00You've got an idea what it is, don't you?
00:02It's chemical.
00:03The patients are reacting adversely to treatment.
00:05We need to isolate each case, locate the source.
00:09It's all hands on deck today, I'm afraid.
00:11Sorry it's your first shift back.
00:12I was excited to be back, but just, babe, D-I-A.
00:15Why are you calling them by the letters?
00:17Just treat them like human beings.
00:19Hi there, we've got another preterm delivery.
00:21Another one?
00:21He's with Nico at the moment.
00:23They've managed to get his heart started.
00:25The best team are looking after him.
00:27Zach.
00:28His name is Zach.
00:30I'm so sick and tired of everyone walking around telling me it's not my fault, she's dead.
00:34Yeah, well it is, okay?
00:34Yeah, I know that, Matty, okay?
00:37I know I'm guilty.
00:38As my line manager, I have a duty to inform you that Matty, he's my son.
00:43I will take care of him.
00:44I'll keep him on the right path.
00:55Albie?
00:57Albie, are you there?
01:00Can anyone hear me?
01:01Can anyone hear me?
01:03Albie, what's happened?
01:05Can anyone respond?
01:06Albie, what's happened?
01:32Albie, what's happened?
01:35I'll just grab everybody quickly, tell me to bring any new information straight to you, okay?
01:39Guys, just a quick update, obviously we've had a massive reduction in the number of respiratory patients,
01:44so the army's been stood down, but we are still dealing with a backlog and unexplained symptoms,
01:48so please remain vigilant. We know it's not a virus now, it's a toxin, but we don't know what the
01:52toxin is
01:53or where it's coming from. Dr. Keogh has spoken to health protection, so any leads or any information that you
01:58get,
01:59please take it straight to him, and meanwhile, business as usual. Thanks.
02:05Hey, Danny's on break.
02:07Hey, this is Eve 19, she's a known epileptica with a seizure 45 minutes ago.
02:12Okay, recess one, please.
02:13Right, she hit her head on a table leg, she's been in status since our arrival, which was 20 minutes
02:17ago.
02:18Okay, four.
02:18Sats 96 on high flow, but we're struggling to keep on, and she's had 20 milligrams of diazepam.
02:22Right, with no effect?
02:23No. All right, let's get across when we're ready.
02:26Cross on slide, ready, steady, slide.
02:29Okay, thank you guys. Are you dad? What medication does she use it in?
02:33Uh, 215 milligrams levotiracetam twice a day.
02:37Okay, thank you.
02:40Okay, she's still in status.
02:43Let's get an IV up and running, please, of levotiracetam.
02:47Um, how often does she seize?
02:49Last one was 14 months ago.
02:51Right.
02:52Why didn't they give her a cushion?
02:54Right, okay, let's, uh, let's prep on our SI, guys.
02:57And, uh, really, when you're ready, just keep an eye on stats for me.
02:59Yeah, no worries. I'll check boxes as well.
03:02You should never have let her go to university.
03:06So, Jessica, I've, um, I've got some good news.
03:09I'm happy to discharge Arthur.
03:12Really?
03:13Yeah.
03:13Really.
03:14I'll go and swap the paperwork.
03:16Oh, just, just watch his head.
03:19You're so lighty.
03:20It's weird.
03:23Let's get you playing football as soon as we can.
03:26Yeah, Luke will play on home.
03:29It'll be our little thing, cos Mummy don't like football.
03:32No, Mummy hates football.
03:34Right.
03:35I am gonna go and get a coffee.
03:37Um, I'll see you in a wee bit.
03:38Yeah, won't be long.
03:41Laura, do you, do you wanna join me for a coffee?
03:45Uh, maybe I should just stay here.
03:47I, I can get a coffee later.
03:49Look, Joe's got a mini, seems fine.
03:51Look, come on, you haven't had a break in hours.
03:55Cool.
03:56Yeah, come on, it'll do you good.
03:58Okay.
04:01Okay.
04:06So you've seen your dad tonight?
04:08Perfect timing.
04:10Be paramedic, man, that's a big deal.
04:11I mean, someone who asked Ian's on paternity.
04:13Yeah, he was so.
04:14I'm sure he'll be glad.
04:15Hope so.
04:16Ten years since I've seen him, so who knows?
04:20Shavon.
04:21Look, I, I am no good at sweet-talking the bed managers.
04:23I haven't got anyone moved on.
04:24I'm clogging up the entire department.
04:26Cam, Cam, listen to me.
04:27I need someone on that corridor.
04:28And that someone is you.
04:30Sorry.
04:31Mr. Turner, please.
04:33Could you come with me?
04:35Did you hear about Dr. Keane?
04:37Oh, yeah.
04:38Quite as angelic as he is.
04:39I hope to see.
04:45I try to be honest with people.
04:46I hope that's okay.
04:48Er, yeah.
04:49No, it's fine.
04:50In other news, I'm going to make some phone calls,
04:52see if we can get to the bottom of whether this toxin's been discovered in any other hospitals.
04:55Do you want to help?
04:56Er, you know what?
04:57I'm, I'm really busy, but, er, it's great, it's great that you're doing that.
05:03Hey, look, that's fine.
05:04We just, next time, try suggesting more exciting father-son bonding activity.
05:12Stevie?
05:13Uh-huh.
05:14Er, ECT scans have just come back.
05:16Plead on the brain.
05:17Must have been a very nasty fall.
05:18Erm, okay, I'm going to call Neuro Mavi.
05:20Rita, can you prepare her for surgery, please?
05:21Yep.
05:22Thanks.
05:26Ruby, is she excited about being her big sister?
05:30Yeah.
05:31Yeah.
05:31I bought her, like, a life-size doll so she could practise not dropping him.
05:35She's been feeding it and singing it songs, putting it to bed.
05:41Sweet dreams, precious boy.
05:42She's going to be so good.
05:44Yeah, I'm not sure how she'll feel when you're screaming the house down, but...
05:47No, no, that's a different matter, innit?
05:50Erm...
05:50Yeah, my eldest two were so jealous when I broke the car.
05:56What is it? What's happened?
06:02Okay, let's aspirate the air and get a chest strain in.
06:07What's happened?
06:08He's got air in his chest or something.
06:11They said he had stiff thumbs cos he was so early.
06:13He's developed a pneumothorax.
06:14What?
06:16Er...
06:17So, Dr. Mattam is trying to get the air out so that he can breathe properly.
06:21Okay?
06:22Okay.
06:24Has it worked?
06:25Okay, just give him a minute.
06:28Yeah, there we go.
06:30Yeah, it's worked, it's worked, okay?
06:31Okay.
06:31Okay.
06:33Okay, great.
06:34Let's get the chest strain in and what...
06:37Heart rate's dropping.
06:39It's below 50.
06:40He's arresting.
06:41Let's get the crash trolley in.
06:42Someone start CPR.
06:44Okay, erm...
06:44So, they're gonna have to help him breathe.
06:47Come on.
06:47Just move out the way and let the crash trolley in.
06:49It's alright.
06:50You see how she's helping him breathe?
06:53Okay.
06:54It's alright.
06:54It's in the best hands.
07:07Look, I know this is scary, okay?
07:09But it is a significant bleed.
07:11The neuro team have reviewed her scans.
07:13They want to operate straight away.
07:14But there's no theatres free, so that's what we have to do here.
07:16We have to do it now.
07:18Okay, now when Mr Hutton arrives, that's our neuro consultant.
07:20He is going to remove a bit of Eve's skull.
07:23So he can get to the blood clot that's been building up.
07:27Remove the skull?
07:29But aren't there any other options?
07:31No.
07:32No, without surgery.
07:33She won't survive.
07:35Er, yeah.
07:36Mr Sallow, if you come with me, I promise we'll keep you updated.
07:39I promised her mum I'd look after her.
07:41She's in good hands.
07:45Are you alright?
07:47Yeah.
07:49Yeah, um, I haven't been in theatre since med school, so I know it's not quite the same,
07:55but...
07:55Just remember the training.
07:57You've just got to think, what's the surgeon going to need next?
08:02Morning, all.
08:03Morning, Alistair.
08:08Scalpel?
08:12Yeah, so pulmonary edema, rashes, um, respiratory issues.
08:18If you have any similar presentations, I'd love to hear about them.
08:22All I'm saying is, I wouldn't mind getting a look at the mother.
08:28We've got a newbie starting at the control centre and he sees God's gift.
08:34Are you alright?
08:36Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.
08:38Fine.
08:39Yeah.
08:40That's what we say when we're not fine, isn't it?
08:43If you ever need to talk, you know where I am.
08:47Why would I need to talk?
08:51Indy saw you at the prisoner.
08:54And my son, Ross, is in prison.
08:57And I know...
08:58Jan, Jan, you know nothing, okay?
09:00And tell your needs to mind your own business.
09:10Okay, er, let's get back on the chest.
09:13Let's administer another 0.2 mils per kilogram of one in 10,000.
09:17Adrenaline through the UVC, followed by a five mil flush.
09:22How long has it been?
09:28Is he dying?
09:30Are we all just watching him die?
09:32Are we all just watching him die?
09:59Doctor Nash.
10:00You're up to the last one?
10:04Yerke?
10:05Yes.
10:14It's too hot.
10:16Matty.
10:28Good work.
10:32Now let's prep the craniotype.
10:34Okay.
10:52You're and Joel, as you both know, we've been performing CPR on Zach for 40 minutes now.
10:59But I'm afraid his lungs aren't developed enough to function alone and his heart isn't beating for itself.
11:06But I was with him all night and he was fine.
11:08He became critically unwell very quickly.
11:12Now we've been breathing for him.
11:14We've given him lots of medication to try and start his heart again, but it isn't working.
11:23We have done everything we can, but his heart isn't beating.
11:28No.
11:29No.
11:30No.
11:30I'm so sorry.
11:33He has died.
11:34No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
11:36Sorry.
11:36No, please.
11:37Please, please.
11:38Please, we can't stop.
11:39Please don't stop.
11:40He's my little boy.
11:41Please, please.
11:42We've tried everything we can.
11:44I'm sorry.
11:49We're going to stop now.
11:51Okay?
11:54I'm so sorry.
12:12I'm sorry.
12:25Admirable achievement, Dr Neisch.
12:28Right.
12:29This is the tricky part.
12:31Suction.
12:36Another vessel dropped yet.
12:37We've got minutes until this is catastrophic.
12:51Suction.
13:00Yeah, she's debilizing.
13:01Um, your CS is ready, Mr. Hutton.
13:04Oh, excellent timing.
13:05Close her up upstairs.
13:06You can have your recess back.
13:09Can you update Dad for me, please?
13:11All right, let's cover.
13:13And somebody get me some O'Neg ready upstairs, please.
13:16Thank you, Dr. Nesh.
13:18The ED space and talents, much appreciated.
13:21Absolute pleasure.
13:32Are you ready?
13:48Emily can help you take handprints and footprints.
13:52You can take photos and, of course, you can hold him for as long as you want.
13:59Whatever you need to say goodbye.
14:11Oh, God.
14:13Joan.
14:13Joan.
14:14Joan.
14:27You did well in there.
14:28Kept us cool.
14:28Um, yeah, I, um, I was glad of your support.
14:36Um, Dr. Lindlaker, what happened the other night was a rare and brief lapse in my professional judgment.
14:48So, it will not happen again.
14:51I have my career to think about, so.
14:56Yeah, okay.
14:59I mean, I didn't think it was happening again, to be honest.
15:02Well, not that it was bad.
15:03It was, you know.
15:05But, um, I've got my career to think about, too.
15:12Okay, then we're agreed.
15:14No one needs to know.
15:22Yeah, and that sends the ambulance to the limit.
15:24No, that tells the clinical validator to intercept and triage.
15:28Same thing.
15:29Now, what if I need to add some off-script stuff?
15:32Me, no.
15:33So, I'm really good at reading people, right?
15:35So, what if I realise that they're faking it or downplaying it because there's someone intimidating them?
15:41Where do I put that?
15:42You follow the script and put everything they say in the log.
15:45And remember, we can always pay back the calls should you make any mistakes.
15:50Oh, I won't make mistakes.
15:52We all make mistakes, mate.
15:53Call for you, Jan.
15:56Yeah, that's my noise.
15:58Aw, hard to keep up with technology, isn't it?
16:01Big breath.
16:02My name's the same.
16:05It's okay.
16:06I'll keep an eye on him.
16:07It's all good.
16:10Okay, can you just take him inside and I'll see what I can do?
16:12Thanks.
16:18I am so sorry.
16:19What were you and that doctor whispering about when Zach was born?
16:21One minute you thought he had a virus, then it's you weren't fussed about it.
16:25We're just trying to figure out what was going on.
16:27Well, did that doctor make a mistake?
16:29Or is it because the ambulance didn't come fast enough?
16:31Is that it?
16:31Sorry, sorry.
16:32Is something the matter?
16:33Yeah, I'm trying to find out what happened to my son before he went to NICU.
16:35Well, I can assure you Nurse White doesn't have the answers.
16:38Siobhan, can you just give us five minutes and I'll take Mr. Beach back on the stairs?
16:41If you do have a problem with the ambulance response times, then you can make a complaint
16:45to Jan Jenny in the control room.
16:48And otherwise, I would suggest you head back to NICU.
16:51Be with your boy, Jodie.
17:01Doctor, where's Brian?
17:03He said he'd be here by now.
17:05I'm so sorry, Beryl, I don't know.
17:06And actually, I'm a nurse.
17:07I'm Nurse Micklethwaite, OK?
17:08I need my Brian.
17:11Perhaps he hasn't got change for the parking machine.
17:14Maybe, maybe, yeah.
17:15I can ask reception, OK?
17:17Yeah, Alan, I'm coming now.
17:19All right, Mr. C.
17:20Yes.
17:21The house was dead.
17:22Been dead for years.
17:24She just forgot.
17:27Hello, do you want to get into bed for us?
17:30That's it.
17:32Just realised who you are.
17:35You're Eileen Micklethwaite's grandson, aren't you?
17:39I am, yeah.
17:40Did you know my mum?
17:40Yeah, for years.
17:42You live in a house, right?
17:44I'm a club of 42.
17:46Oh, wow.
17:47Cam, sorry.
17:48Yeah.
17:48Yeah, listen, I can re-jig things and put you over in cubicles, if that's what you want.
17:53Um, actually, do you know what, Sean?
17:55I feel like I'm OK.
17:56I think I'm getting the hang of this.
17:57OK.
17:58Cam, put your mind up, please.
18:02Oh, Beryl, you dropped your pictures.
18:04I'll get them for you.
18:11Here you are.
18:24Oh, Laura.
18:30I just want to say how sorry I am.
18:33I saw Joel downstairs.
18:36Is he coming back?
18:39I don't know.
18:43I don't know if I can do this without him.
18:46Um, I can stay for a bit.
18:50You should go back and be with your baby.
18:53It's OK.
18:53I can stay.
18:55Well, I can, do you want me, I can stay.
18:56It's fine.
18:57Yeah?
18:57Yeah.
19:00I can also come in with you if you want, Laura.
19:07Yeah.
19:07All right.
19:14We all know what it's like.
19:15Unfortunately, some people are just time wasters.
19:18All right.
19:19See you later.
19:27Hiya, mate.
19:28You OK?
19:31Can I help?
19:35What is the ambulance control room?
19:37It's round the corner, but, um, it's not open to the public.
19:42All right.
19:45Have you got someone inside?
19:47It might be best to sober up a bit before you see them.
19:52There!
19:54There!
20:00There!
20:19You must have been absolutely terrified.
20:22Right, don't, don't be nice to me.
20:24Don't, because I'll just fault if we see, um...
20:27What's going on with you? Change the subject.
20:29Uh, okay. I slept with someone I shouldn't have.
20:34Oh, good subject. Who?
20:37Just a guy from one of those stupid apps.
20:40Right, why shouldn't you have slept with him? What's he like?
20:43He's, um, yeah, he's attractive. He's a decent human being.
20:48His sex was good.
20:53He sounds hideous.
20:54He's 25.
20:56Oh.
20:56It's ridiculous. I'm, I'm ridiculous.
21:00Why, why, what's the big deal?
21:02It's not like you haven't slept with younger guys before.
21:05It's...
21:05No.
21:06No.
21:07It's just that my, um, my pain meds haven't been working as well.
21:14And this is the first guy that I've been with since all the cancer stuff.
21:19And I just...
21:21I'm just not feeling very confident in my body.
21:24Please stop. Come on.
21:26Now you're being ridiculous, right?
21:27Because you're gorgeous.
21:29Look, you absolutely deserve to have fun, don't you?
21:35Come.
21:37I mean, don't complicate things, Stevie, because...
21:41Life's complicated enough.
21:42Oof.
21:43Yeah.
21:44For sure.
21:45Yeah.
21:47I think I'll, uh, have to add this one to the things slash man's TV should never have done list.
21:54Hmm.
21:55Yeah.
21:55It's a long list.
22:01Okay, Ginny, ambulance should be with you really soon, okay?
22:03Low rush, dear.
22:05I'm fine.
22:06Is there anything else you can see around you?
22:09It might help us find where you are.
22:12Just trees and grass and mud are deviated from that usual route.
22:26I'm fine.
22:30I'm fine.
22:31John Jenny.
22:33Which one of you is John Jenny?
22:35That's me.
22:36Who are you?
22:37I need to speak to you about a 999 call.
22:40Are you from another station?
22:41Can I see your ID?
22:42I need to know why you didn't send me an ambulance.
22:45I can't describe when I wandered off my usual route if that would help.
22:51Uh, yes, please, Ginny.
22:52Look, uh, you can't just barge in here.
22:55You need to contact the patient experience team.
22:59I'll give you a phone.
23:00I don't want to farm, you stupid bitch!
23:02I want answers!
23:04Everyone, hand off now!
23:05Nobody touches the phones.
23:07No one calls for help.
23:08Have you got it?
23:40You're busy here?
23:42Yeah, well it's a toxin, isn't it?
23:43I think the symptoms are developing so fast it's impossible to know which of the patients
23:47are affected.
23:48Yeah, we've got a lot of prem babies on the ward at the moment too.
23:51More than we've ever had at one time, in fact.
23:56But Laura presented as a toxin patient, right?
23:59Mm-hmm.
24:00So what if all my prem babies are toxin patients too?
24:06Okay, you need to find out everything that the mother's have in common.
24:10Yeah, please.
24:24I told her she was too early.
24:26But you all thought I was a time waster, yeah?
24:30And nobody like my baby didn't matter.
24:35Where is she?
24:37The one I spoke to.
24:40She isn't here.
24:41Anyway, it's not the call handler's fault.
24:44Trust me, we always want to send an ambulance.
24:46Trust you?
24:47I had to drive in with Laura screaming beside me.
24:51She had him surrounded by ill people.
24:54Surrounded by chaos.
24:56She put Zack in one of those incubators.
25:03And today,
25:06he died.
25:09So whose fault is it?!
25:32I am so sorry for your loss.
25:38You're sorry?
25:41Well, that makes me all better then, doesn't it?!
25:46I understand why you're angry.
25:51But there are people you can talk to who will help.
25:59Do you think I care about talking?
26:01About help?
26:03I just want you to feel the pain that I'm feeling.
26:07You recall the calls, don't you?
26:11So play it to me.
26:17I can't do that.
26:20Play.
26:22Me.
26:23The call.
26:35I'm sorry, man.
26:41No, it's great.
26:43It's so cold.
26:44I don't know.
27:00She's only like 26 weeks. It's too early.
27:03I know it's worrying, Joel. Can you see any part of the baby?
27:06No.
27:07Okay, that's good. What you need to do now is time how long the contractions last and how far apart
27:12they are.
27:14No!
27:17No!
27:48I'm so sorry, Zach.
27:53I'm so sorry.
27:54I'm so sorry.
27:58My little boy.
28:04I know we only had a few days together.
28:12But I know.
28:14I know what a special boy you were going to be.
28:19I'll think about you every day and what you might have been doing.
28:32The ambulance will be with you really soon.
28:37It's not long ago. It'll be alright.
28:39I know.
29:07I know.
29:08I know.
29:09I know.
29:14I know.
29:15I know.
29:23I know.
29:24I know.
29:24Sweet dreams, precious boy.
29:46Joel, I've got some bad news I'm afraid. The ambulance has been diverted.
29:50What?
29:51We should have time before baby arrives,
29:52so if you can safely get Laura to hospital, that's what I recommend.
29:55What does that mean?
29:58We could take him.
29:59That's a bit stupid.
30:00Just do what he says.
30:02We have strict protocols.
30:04We have to send the ambulances to the cases where the greatest risk to life.
30:11So we've got my son's ambulance then?
30:18It was more important than my boy with his whole life ahead of him.
30:22It doesn't matter.
30:24It matters to me!
30:27If you'd wanted to do that, you would have done it already.
30:32And us being here like this, it's stopping other people getting ambulances.
30:40Like Zach.
30:41Don't you dare say anything!
30:43Ow!
30:44Drop it!
30:46Drop it!
30:48Drop it!
31:00Take him!
31:00Stay with us, you're still…
31:02Are we not kidding it?!
31:03It's just that.
31:08We need proper equipment.
31:10I just wanna find out what happened to my son.
31:18It's okay.
31:19I got you.
31:20You've nicked the femoral artery. He's going to bleed out.
31:23I'm taking it in. I'm going to pack that wound, okay?
31:28And then I'm going to use my belt as a toner. It's going to really hurt.
31:32Don't let me die.
31:36That's it, Jack.
31:38One, two, three.
31:43Police. I need armed police now.
31:47There's at least one person injured.
31:50No, we don't have five minutes. We do not have five minutes.
31:58If you do want to ask any questions, Dr. Masson can pop over.
32:02Is that okay? Yeah, yeah, of course.
32:09Zach deserved so much better.
32:14We tried everything we could. I...
32:17Not you. Me.
32:23I drink.
32:26I'd given up when I got pregnant with Ruby.
32:29But then six months ago, I...
32:32Joel doesn't know.
32:36When I found out I was pregnant with Zach, I tried to stop.
32:39I...I did.
32:40I...I just didn't manage straight away.
32:42Oh, Carla. Lauren, listen. Listen to me.
32:44You cannot blame yourself for this.
32:46Okay?
32:48Zach died because he came so early.
32:51As long as they just weren't developed enough to work.
32:55Yeah, yeah. Look, you've seen how many prem babies we've got in there.
32:58Not all the mums drank.
33:00Okay?
33:05I'm sorry it took so long to find you, Ginny.
33:08Nonsense.
33:09Shouldn't have wandered off the path, should I?
33:12Oh, sorry. Sorry.
33:15I'll stick to my usual route the next time.
33:22Sorry.
33:23I'm buying a house today.
33:25Well, putting a deposit down. Supposed to be.
33:29What's holding you back?
33:31Not sure about the place?
33:32No, no. It's lovely.
33:34It's just...
33:35It's a lot of money.
33:38I can afford it now, but...
33:41You don't know what's going to happen, do you?
33:43No, you don't.
33:44But you're young.
33:46Go for it. That's what I see.
33:48I'll be back in a sec.
33:52Tell me again about this fall, Judy.
33:54Snag my trousers.
33:56Silly.
33:57Hatch me up and I'll be out your way.
34:00We'll do just that.
34:04I would like an x-ray.
34:06Really?
34:07Rita said there was no external rotation or shortening.
34:10It's the cot that's hurting her.
34:11Come on, Nicole.
34:13There's a cue on Milo.
34:14We need the bed.
34:16I would like an x-ray.
34:19OK.
34:27Deep breaths.
34:28You're going to be fine.
34:29You're going to be fine, OK?
34:30Deep breaths.
34:35Deep breaths, OK?
34:37What are you doing?
34:38I was only trying to help.
34:40Yeah, you didn't.
34:41Argh!
34:42That's it.
34:45Analyzing patient.
34:47No shock advised.
34:48I'm just trying to keep him alive.
34:50Continue CPR.
34:52It's you.
34:54You're the reason my son's dead.
34:56It wasn't your fault, Joel.
34:58Of course it wasn't my fault.
34:59Called 999.
35:00You did what you were told.
35:01You drove your wife in.
35:03What happened to Zach?
35:05That's not on you.
35:07But if Kian dies, that is.
35:10I was just trying to impress you.
35:13I didn't think he'd actually do it.
35:19Give me that.
35:20Give me that.
35:21I promise I'll tell them what happened,
35:24that he came at you.
35:29How can I get up in the morning?
35:33How can I live without him?
35:37I don't know.
35:40Losing a child.
35:43Human beings weren't built to do it.
35:47Kian?
35:48Can you hear me?
35:50Can you open your eyes?
36:30Kian, buddy.
36:31Kian, mate.
36:32Kian, buddy.
36:33Think about Zach.
36:35Think what he'd want you to do
36:38What sort of father he'd want to have?
36:50I've let him down
36:55Was he always hopeless?
36:59Was he never gonna survive?
37:01Why did they let me hold him?
37:07Oh
37:07If I was never gonna be able to love him
37:08I'm not sure what...
37:29I'm not sure how to do that
37:33I'm not sure how to do that
37:41What about supplements? Did you take anything unusual during pregnancy?
37:45Folic acid, obviously, and some ashwagandha and echinacea.
37:51Yeah, I mean, I was just more of vitamins and folic acid as well.
37:56Can you just give me a minute?
38:01You don't think there's something wrong with my baby too, do you?
38:05No, no, I think there might be a reason he was so prem, but Arthur is doing really, really well
38:11now.
38:12He's good to go home.
38:13Yeah?
38:13Yeah.
38:21There we go.
38:23Do you want his real name?
38:24Mm-mm.
38:29Sir, it's a good name, Arthur. Solid.
38:34It's after my dad.
38:38Um...
38:39You should have all this stuff.
38:41I'd like Arthur to be able to play with that.
38:57All okay, Beryl?
38:59Are you caught in, Doctor?
39:02Yeah, I am, actually.
39:04Um, my girlfriend, Indy, she's a paramedic.
39:07I don't know if she brought either of you guys in, but, um, listen, I came to do something for
39:12you.
39:12Uh, this photo, this is of you and Brian, isn't it?
39:14Yes.
39:15Yeah, we look really happy together.
39:17What I'm gonna do, is I'm gonna put him on the wall so he's with you.
39:20Yeah?
39:21Aw, thank you.
39:22You're very welcome.
39:24No, he'll always be with me.
39:26Yep.
39:28Your name was always saying how kind you are.
39:32She'd be proud.
39:52I'm sorry.
39:54Neither of us deserved it.
40:05The guy whose baby died in Neku took the entire control centre hostage.
40:09Can you manage down here?
40:11Yeah, yeah, of course.
40:12Sure.
40:12Uh, Maggie's gonna help you out, okay?
40:13Sure.
40:14Where's Jan?
40:14She's coming.
40:15Is she okay?
40:18Apparently you need someone's pass.
40:20This is Kian, 22, who was stabbed in his right anterior thigh about 30 minutes ago.
40:23Erm, I've done a makeshift tourniquet, er, and I've tried to stem the arterial bleed with...
40:29I mean, you're gonna see.
40:30Cross on left.
40:31Rid it.
40:31Stead it.
40:32Lift.
40:33Thank you, guys.
40:34Erm, Marcel, can you go on in these, please?
40:37I'm gonna check out this leg.
40:40Andy, you okay?
40:41Hey.
40:41Yeah.
40:41Hey.
40:42Yeah, she was incredible.
40:43Yeah, I'll second that.
40:45Teddy was great as well.
40:46My first day.
40:48Not sure lead paramedic suits me.
40:50Oh, you were great.
40:51This wasn't your fault, was it?
40:53Do you want me to get some blood leak?
40:54No, no, no, no, no, no.
40:55Er, as nifty as this little device is, the BP rises, it's gonna come off.
40:59Okay.
41:00Er, let's get some artery forceps, please.
41:03Yeah?
41:10Ah, thank you.
41:36So, Jessica just told me she works at the same place all the other mums live.
41:40You two don't have any connection to the Wyvern Hill estate, do you?
41:43Any reason you'd go there?
41:45Yeah.
41:45Yeah, that's where Fierce Mum lives.
41:47Yeah, I'm there all the time.
41:54Right, I'm gonna remove the clips, so stand by with the gloves, please.
41:57Yes, boss.
42:00Okay, go.
42:01Ooh.
42:02Pressure.
42:06Right.
42:06Yeah.
42:10You're really doing the surgeon's job for them today, aren't you?
42:18Right, okay, er, Rita, let's, er, let's run that blood through.
42:21Yeah, will do.
42:22Yeah, I'll, er, I'll get another unit ready.
42:27Right, er, that should hold.
42:29Let's get him upstairs as soon as possible.
42:36Nicole.
42:37You were right about Ginny.
42:39Unusual presentation, but fractured nough nonetheless.
42:43I've referred her to trauma and orthopaedics.
42:45I heard about that as well, Nicole.
42:46It was a good spot, well done.
42:48You'll be a consultant before you know it.
42:52Erm, I've got to go and do something, but I'll, I'll come and check on her in a minute, okay?
42:56Well done.
43:03Hiya, it's Nicole Piper.
43:06Sorry I didn't get back into it sooner.
43:12Yeah, I'm sure.
43:14Transfer the money.
43:19Make me a homeowner.
43:30Thank God you're okay.
43:32Let me see.
43:34Okay.
43:36This is all my fault.
43:37I gave that Joel your name.
43:39Where you were.
43:40I had absolutely no ideas, baby.
43:42You'd just died.
43:42I've already had to talk down one person today.
43:45Please don't make me do another.
43:48How are you really?
43:51I'm fine.
43:52You're fine?
43:53No.
43:56Oh, love.
43:57Come here.
43:58Okay, just breathe.
44:00Just breathe.
44:01Come on, in out.
44:03You know the protocol.
44:04You're alright.
44:05Sorry, it's a shock.
44:07It's okay.
44:07It's understandable.
44:10Also, I'm...
44:11I'm sorry for biting your head off this morning.
44:13No, that was my fault.
44:15Sticking my nose in.
44:16No.
44:16No, no, you didn't.
44:18You didn't at all.
44:19Erm, it's just that...
44:20Well, to be honest...
44:22I wasn't visiting family at the prison.
44:25I, er...
44:27I went to see the man that raped me.
44:33Oh, I'm so sorry, love.
44:35I didn't know.
44:36I should have told you, I know.
44:38But, er, yeah.
44:39It's, er...
44:39Well, it's...
44:40It's not easy to talk about.
44:42Is it?
44:46Onwards.
44:48Right.
44:51How's he doing?
44:52Yeah, he'll live.
44:53He'll live.
44:53You sure?
44:55I'm fine.
44:58So, I'm calling a cab for Jan.
45:00And you're seeing your dad,
45:01so I'm guessing you don't want to go home before, right?
45:04Erm, I'll have you discharge as quickly as I can.
45:06Okay?
45:06Thanks.
45:11You okay?
45:12Yeah.
45:13Alright.
45:15Boss man, Danny.
45:37That was a challenging day.
45:39Yeah.
45:40I can say that again.
45:43You know, if, erm, if you wanted, we could...
45:46We could grab a quick five-minute debrief.
45:51Mr. I hear that.
45:53We wouldn't want anyone to see us debriefing.
45:56I know you're quite a bit.
46:05It's still a bit...
46:09I know you're quite a bit.
46:10But, um, a lot of times we're asking about...
46:10Um, it's the words...
46:10But, um...
46:10Um, it's a joke.
46:17But, um, it's been a joke.
46:18It's been a joke.
46:18Got a joke.
46:18Who could have a joke?
46:19Oh, look.
46:19Good.
46:19So, we can't get a joke.
46:20So, we've got a joke,
46:21estate. Laura and Joel live there. Faith's mum lives there. Four very sick premature
46:26babies I've got in Neeku all live there.
46:31Hold on, hold on. What's exploded?
46:36Okay, okay. Alright, we'll be ready. Thank you.
46:41Hey, um, have you got the, uh, the controller to you?
46:45Yeah, thank you.
46:49As you can see, there are thick plumes of smoke rising above the Wyvern Hill estate in Holby.
46:54The cause of the fire is still unknown, and we are awaiting further updates.
46:59But there are unconfirmed reports of a large explosion.
47:03We don't yet know if anyone is injured or what damage has been caused,
47:08but as soon as we have any further information, we will bring it to you.
47:16Details of organisations offering information and support with bereavement or end-of-life care
47:22are available on the BBC Action Line website,
47:26where you can call free at any time to hear recorded information on 08000 158 707.
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