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The Summer I Turned Pretty - Season 3 - Episode 10: Last Year
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00:00:12Previously, on the summer, I turned pretty.
00:00:14Well, it's probably Belle you called it off.
00:00:16The wedding?
00:00:16You can take care of him, right?
00:00:17She's not with Conrad, then where is she?
00:00:19The program is completely full.
00:00:20No, I really, really need this.
00:00:22It is just not possible.
00:00:23I'm sorry.
00:00:23It sounded like you said Paris.
00:00:25Did I make a huge mistake?
00:00:27Buy yourself a ticket on the next flight home.
00:00:29Okay.
00:00:30She didn't call.
00:00:31I'm not leaving you all alone when you're hurting like this.
00:00:33You're not my mom.
00:00:34What are you trying to do?
00:00:35I'm trying to help.
00:00:36I need to do something.
00:00:37You know this isn't some problem for you to fix, Conrad, right?
00:00:39You are the problem.
00:00:40Izzo, meet my girlfriend, Max, and my friend, Celine and Bonita.
00:00:43Um, I'll be right back.
00:00:44You tracked down your stolen bike and Maldeman.
00:00:46I think you can figure out a way to stay in Paris if you really wanted to.
00:00:49I really feel like you're worth it.
00:00:51Yeah, I feel like we're worth it.
00:00:52You stayed here for no reason.
00:00:54So why don't you get the fuck out and never come back?
00:00:57I don't think I'll ever forgive me, so I give up.
00:00:58Or you're giving him space.
00:01:00Sometimes that's all you can do.
00:01:02The wedding was just, it was a bad idea.
00:01:04But that doesn't mean that things have to end.
00:01:06I'm not the same person that I was.
00:01:08What does that mean?
00:01:09I think I'm gonna stay.
00:01:22Hey, Mom.
00:01:23Happy Thanksgiving.
00:01:24Wish I could be with you guys.
00:01:26Um, I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:01:30Anyway, I gotta get started on my stuffing.
00:01:32I'm cooking for my roommates.
00:01:34Love you.
00:01:35Bye.
00:01:39Morning, Romain.
00:01:42What's this mess?
00:01:43Um, I couldn't find a stove top anywhere.
00:01:45Um, I'm making stuffing.
00:01:50Um...
00:01:51Um...
00:01:51Uh...
00:01:52Uh...
00:01:52Comment dites-on stuffing ?
00:01:55Uh...
00:02:02Lontement?
00:02:03Je suis à la bourre.
00:02:04The hot water is still in the pan.
00:02:06It's your turn to call the proprietor.
00:02:07You do it because I'm in retard.
00:02:11Hello, Manon.
00:02:13Good morning, Isabelle.
00:02:17What's this smell?
00:02:19It's a bad fish.
00:02:22Have you guys ever had stuffing before?
00:02:24It's like an American tradition for Thanksgiving.
00:02:27And I'm gonna take it to work with me to share,
00:02:29but I thought I could leave you some.
00:02:31If you wanna try.
00:02:31Eh?
00:02:32That's very kind.
00:02:33But no, thank you.
00:02:35Yeah, cool.
00:02:37What do they do with the pan, this conne?
00:02:39Ah, well, it's to celebrate their national feast, huh?
00:02:43Coffee, nice.
00:02:50Sorry.
00:02:53About a problem?
00:02:54Yeah, that's right.
00:02:55I don't know about the fiends.
00:03:02When I had the idea of studying abroad in Paris all those months ago,
00:03:06the part that secretly thrilled and terrified me
00:03:11was that I'd be doing something truly on my own
00:03:13for the first time in my life.
00:03:14It was a chance for me to test myself,
00:03:21to find out what I was really made of.
00:03:24Um,
00:03:25an hour.
00:03:26Three months in, and it turns out I'm weak and homesick,
00:03:31and I'm really bad at French.
00:03:32They said, baby, gotta fake it till you make it,
00:03:36and I did it like the camera bitch spot
00:03:38even when you wanna die.
00:03:42Every time before I speak in French,
00:03:44I practice what I'm going to say.
00:03:46I'm going to take a chocolate pan, please.
00:03:50Uh, I'm going to take a chocolate pan, please.
00:03:52Please.
00:03:53But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:03:56Anything else?
00:03:57Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:03:59No, no, thank you.
00:04:08I go to school online most days.
00:04:12And I work at the same time.
00:04:18And since working in Paris means working under the table,
00:04:21it's not one shitty job, it's two.
00:04:25A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept.
00:04:28It's like a dull ache that never goes away.
00:04:30The French 76 is with vodka.
00:04:32It's gin.
00:04:34Uh, I'm sorry.
00:04:35Repeat, please.
00:04:36The French 76 is with vodka.
00:04:38It's gin.
00:04:40The...
00:04:41Uh...
00:04:42Vodka, vodka.
00:04:43But then there are times when I feel it in my bones.
00:04:46Wait, wait.
00:04:48This way.
00:04:50A sudden wild yearning for home.
00:04:53Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet.
00:04:55For the people who know me.
00:04:57Oh, yeah.
00:04:58We forgot.
00:04:59Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:05:01Mm.
00:05:02Max, you too.
00:05:03Mm-hmm.
00:05:04You guys want some?
00:05:05Good.
00:05:05Good.
00:05:09You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment.
00:05:12Since when?
00:05:13Shh.
00:05:14Mm-hmm.
00:05:14My boyfriend made this last year.
00:05:16And it was so good.
00:05:19So, let's see.
00:05:21Pretty good.
00:05:23Last year was pretty good.
00:05:26Mm-hmm.
00:05:27You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon.
00:05:30At your home?
00:05:31No, they're all spread out this year.
00:05:32My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving with my best friend and my ex.
00:05:40Oh, my God.
00:05:42I'm so homesick.
00:05:45I'm so lonely.
00:05:47You think so lot?
00:05:48You don't?
00:05:49No, no, no.
00:05:50You know what I mean.
00:05:52Why don't you just go home for a bit then, babe?
00:05:54Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet.
00:05:58I'm still figuring it out.
00:06:00But don't you want to at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:06:03Of course I do.
00:06:05But that's the problem.
00:06:06I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet.
00:06:09And I'm afraid if I go home, I won't be able to make myself come back.
00:06:14There's something that doesn't go in the toilet.
00:06:18Toilet.
00:06:19Toilet.
00:06:22Toilet.
00:06:26Sorry.
00:06:27Please tell me this is a new one.
00:06:30Okay.
00:06:30Be brave.
00:06:31Thanks.
00:06:38Be brave.
00:06:39You can't understand my hawa, beautiful girl.
00:06:43You see, it's been the last month.
00:06:47Me too, babe.
00:06:48Be brave.
00:06:52You made the勝利 Hannah,iffe.
00:06:53You've got something to you ask.
00:06:54Oh that must be enough.
00:07:00Google Maps.
00:07:01Google Maps.
00:07:02Google Maps is 15.
00:07:04Google Maps.
00:07:04Google Maps.
00:07:14Oh.
00:07:16Oh.
00:07:16Mm-mm.
00:07:30Hi!
00:07:31Hi!
00:07:32Happy Thanksgiving!
00:07:33Happy Thanksgiving, Belly.
00:07:35Uh, did you finally talk my brother
00:07:36out of trying to deep-fry the turkey
00:07:38inside of the apartment?
00:07:39Yes, thank God.
00:07:41Um, Jer saw, like, a spatch-cocking TikTok
00:07:43and insisted on doing that instead.
00:07:45Cool. Um...
00:07:48Babe, you there?
00:07:52You okay?
00:07:55Hello?
00:07:56Uh, how's he doing?
00:08:00Um...
00:08:00He's just...
00:08:02He, uh...
00:08:03He's kind of the same.
00:08:06Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:08:07I know that this is, like...
00:08:10weird and hard.
00:08:11Excuse me.
00:08:12Don't move, don't move.
00:08:13Just look.
00:08:14Hello, Belly.
00:08:16Yeah.
00:08:17He's there.
00:08:20Um...
00:08:22Um...
00:08:22Uh...
00:08:23Did my mom...
00:08:24Uh, send you any of those church lady pots?
00:08:27Yeah.
00:08:27Three?
00:08:28I'm hiding one so I can eat it after everyone leaves.
00:08:30All right, baby.
00:08:32We got five minutes.
00:08:34Uh...
00:08:34Take your top off, leave the skirt on.
00:08:36Come on.
00:08:36Oh, my God.
00:08:37Steven!
00:08:38What, uh, Belly?
00:08:39Yeah.
00:08:39Dingus, I'm FaceTiming with your sister right now.
00:08:41Hey.
00:08:42Oh.
00:08:43Hey, uh, sorry.
00:08:44I didn't...
00:08:44I didn't know, um...
00:08:46You know, we're just, uh, doing Friendsgiving.
00:08:47Yes, I know that.
00:08:48Can you please just put a fucking shirt on?
00:08:50I'm traumatized.
00:08:52Put your shirt on.
00:08:54No, my God.
00:08:56Yeah, we'll go in my chair.
00:08:57Okay.
00:09:00I'm too tired.
00:09:02Uh, Vincent?
00:09:03Good evening.
00:09:03So, how are your, um, 54 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:09:09My jobs are not that crappy.
00:09:11And, um, my roommates are pretty great.
00:09:15I thought you said they hate you.
00:09:16No, no, no, no.
00:09:18Uh, we...
00:09:19We had coffee together this morning.
00:09:21Yeah?
00:09:21Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, Belly.
00:09:25Well...
00:09:26Belly?
00:09:26What, you don't miss us?
00:09:28No, of course I do.
00:09:29But, you know, I've been thinking.
00:09:32And, um...
00:09:36You could come to Paris for New Year's.
00:09:38All my roommates will be gone.
00:09:40And we could have a party.
00:09:45Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:09:49Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:09:51Twist my arm, babe!
00:09:52Yay!
00:09:53Okay.
00:09:54Oh, my God.
00:09:54Okay, damn, I have to go.
00:09:56But I love you so much.
00:09:57Yeah, I love you too.
00:09:58Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:10:03Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:10:05Okay.
00:10:06Bye.
00:10:07Bye.
00:10:08I hope you have a good time.
00:10:09I'm sorry.
00:10:10Come on.
00:10:11Come on.
00:10:12Come on.
00:10:13Come on.
00:10:14Come on.
00:10:17Hey, Brett.
00:10:18Um, do you mind taking your shoes off, actually?
00:10:20Yeah?
00:10:21Wow.
00:10:22Hey, Brett.
00:10:24You're a dick.
00:10:25Hey.
00:10:25Hey, don't.
00:10:26Come on.
00:10:27Don't be like that.
00:10:28Please.
00:10:28It's not like that.
00:10:29Really?
00:10:30Come on, man.
00:10:30Let's talk.
00:10:31Come inside.
00:10:31Let's eat.
00:10:32It's not really what it looks like.
00:10:34I'm leaving.
00:10:35Asshole.
00:10:35He needs serious help.
00:10:37Hey, where'd she go?
00:10:38She's probably getting her coat.
00:10:40Uh, dude.
00:10:41Stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:10:43Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:10:45Yeah.
00:10:45Maybe process your emotions and feelings.
00:10:47Uh, I don't know.
00:10:47With people we don't know?
00:10:48Yeah.
00:10:48Yeah?
00:10:49You know what?
00:10:49It's Friendsgiving.
00:10:51Two people are gone.
00:10:52Please don't shit where we eat.
00:10:54And that's the one thing...
00:10:56How's Belle anyway, Helen?
00:10:57She's living her best French girl life.
00:10:59And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:11:01What?
00:11:02For her winter break, yeah.
00:11:03Oh, my God.
00:11:04Well, you got to go.
00:11:04No, fully.
00:11:06Oh.
00:11:06She says hi.
00:11:08I don't really like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:11:10Is she gonna leave me?
00:11:11Wait, I'm gonna...
00:11:12That quickly?
00:11:13That's crazy.
00:11:15Okay.
00:11:16Uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:11:20These are all my rooms.
00:11:22Yeah.
00:11:22I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:11:27Jarrett, you can't avoid Finch forever.
00:11:28You can't.
00:11:29It's...
00:11:29I mean...
00:11:31It's not like Belley's even there.
00:11:33I mean, Belley who?
00:11:34...of five.
00:11:35Richardson there on the coverage.
00:11:37Malik Heath of the receivers, they said he's the bouncy one, he's the loose one.
00:11:42He likes to roll.
00:11:43Surprise, we haven't seen him yet.
00:11:45Face is...
00:11:46Tay?
00:11:47Mm-hmm?
00:11:48Did you...
00:11:48Did you use a hand mixer or did you use the ricer that I asked you to use?
00:11:52A hand mixer.
00:11:54Because it was faster.
00:11:55Really?
00:11:56Yeah.
00:11:56Got the job done.
00:11:57Really?
00:11:58No, you didn't because they're gluey now.
00:11:59It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate-ass dinner.
00:12:05I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:12:06So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:12:08It's ridiculous.
00:12:08Ooh, a doorbell.
00:12:09I'll go get that.
00:12:10It was my idea to use the ricer, not the hand mixer.
00:12:13Then don't ask me for help.
00:12:13Don't ask me for help.
00:12:14How about...
00:12:15Hey, D-9.
00:12:17Hi.
00:12:17Look who I ran into downstairs.
00:12:20It's her boss, Adam.
00:12:23Surprise.
00:12:23Got some champagne.
00:12:25Yep.
00:12:25Awesome.
00:12:26What the fuck?
00:12:27I have no idea.
00:12:29Do you mind taking your shoes off?
00:12:30Sorry.
00:12:30Oh, yeah.
00:12:31No problem.
00:12:31Let me get that for you.
00:12:33Hello, Jeremiah.
00:12:34Dad.
00:12:35What are you doing here?
00:12:37Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:12:39Don't ask.
00:12:40She's there.
00:12:40I'm here.
00:12:41Hey.
00:12:42Happy Thanksgiving.
00:12:43I brought champagne from my wedding.
00:12:49What do you want me to do?
00:12:50Throw it away?
00:12:53Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:12:54Sprouts are bomb.
00:12:55Turkey's bomb.
00:12:56You've done yourself, man.
00:12:58So bomb.
00:12:58You made all those?
00:12:59Uh, yeah.
00:13:00With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:13:03You're welcome.
00:13:03Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:13:05You can leave.
00:13:06I think they're great.
00:13:07And I always say, you're nothing without a good team.
00:13:10Like these two.
00:13:11My lieutenants.
00:13:13Smart.
00:13:13Ambitious.
00:13:15Loyal.
00:13:16That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:13:19So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:13:23Good times.
00:13:24No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:13:27You're finishing school?
00:13:28I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:13:31Uh, yeah.
00:13:32Yes, I am.
00:13:33Yeah, I was taking online classes and...
00:13:36Oh.
00:13:36You're gonna come by the frat house, dude?
00:13:38I'm hurt.
00:13:40I'm a dick.
00:13:41That's funny.
00:13:43Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:13:47Oh, shit.
00:13:50What I meant was that...
00:13:51Can I talk to you for a second?
00:13:53Yeah.
00:13:55Thanks, dude.
00:13:58My mashed potatoes aren't good, and then you ruined the fucking dinner.
00:14:01How was I supposed to know?
00:14:02I have been trying my damnedest to cut you some slack, but this is...
00:14:06This is too much!
00:14:07Dad, please.
00:14:08Be quiet.
00:14:09Please.
00:14:10Can we...
00:14:12So...
00:14:14You've been lying to me...
00:14:16For months!
00:14:17Yeah.
00:14:18Yeah, can you blame me?
00:14:19Excuse me?
00:14:20Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school,
00:14:23you acted like I was the biggest moron on earth.
00:14:26And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding,
00:14:28you assumed I screwed something up because that's what I do.
00:14:31I never said that.
00:14:32You never said that to my face.
00:14:34Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever
00:14:37because I had the nerve to back out of an apartment
00:14:39that I was supposed to share with my wife.
00:14:42So, yeah, I lied about going to school.
00:14:44Go ahead.
00:14:45Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am.
00:14:46Tell me how you're just burning money for my dead-end future.
00:14:49Aren't I?
00:14:51Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:14:53You're right. It's not.
00:14:56So let's take it out of the equation.
00:14:58What?
00:14:59I'm cutting you off.
00:15:00No, you gotta figure out how to do things on your own
00:15:02without a safety net.
00:15:03Are you kidding me right now?
00:15:05And it's not because I care about the money,
00:15:06it's because you've never had...
00:15:08Hey, now that you're cutting me off,
00:15:09I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:15:16He basically called me a deadbeat.
00:15:18Where does he get off?
00:15:20Yeah. I mean, you don't have a job.
00:15:22Yeah, and you did sort of drop out.
00:15:25And you don't pay rent.
00:15:26Wow.
00:15:27Wow.
00:15:30Okay, honestly, man, a job would be good for you.
00:15:33It might bring structure.
00:15:35Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:15:37Yes.
00:15:37No.
00:15:38Yes?
00:15:39Yes.
00:15:39Well, fine.
00:15:40I'll just crash at Denise's place then.
00:15:42What?
00:15:43Suck it, loser.
00:15:44Yeah.
00:15:46So, FYI, he sleep cooks.
00:15:47Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:15:49That's crazy.
00:15:49Okay, well, he wakes up in the middle of the night
00:15:51and makes food loud as hell.
00:15:53Oh, my God.
00:15:54In his boxers.
00:15:55Mm-hmm.
00:15:56Which is a plus.
00:15:57What?
00:15:59Okay, look, I know it'll be a hassle, Dee,
00:16:02but please, I don't have anywhere else to go.
00:16:10Okay, fine, you can stay with me for one week.
00:16:14Just one?
00:16:14Okay, yeah, just one.
00:16:15You sure you want to do it?
00:16:16No, just one.
00:16:17Okay, one.
00:16:18You want to help me pack?
00:16:19No, I'm not your mother.
00:16:21All right.
00:16:22Please?
00:16:24Oh, my God, I already hate myself.
00:16:25Okay.
00:16:27Fuck you.
00:16:28To you both.
00:16:29You're welcome.
00:16:30Have fun.
00:16:30Jesus.
00:16:31Mm-hmm.
00:16:34Try this.
00:16:38Hmm.
00:16:39Need salt.
00:16:42Oh.
00:16:43Oh.
00:16:45I've had heartburn all day.
00:16:48Oh.
00:16:49Did you move the Pepsid?
00:16:51No, it's in there.
00:16:54Oh, I don't see it.
00:16:56I think you moved it.
00:16:56Ugh.
00:17:01Move.
00:17:05I told you it was in there.
00:17:12Hi, Connie.
00:17:13Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:14Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:15Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:16What?
00:17:17Um, Laurel, hey, I-I got your text about Christmas.
00:17:19I just wanted to give you a call because, uh,
00:17:22I wanted to make sure that it was cool with Jer if I came.
00:17:26Have you talked to him?
00:17:28No.
00:17:30But Steven says he's fine with it.
00:17:34And Belly?
00:17:37I talked to Belly this morning.
00:17:39She is staying in Paris for the holidays.
00:17:43Oh.
00:17:45Did you say how long she was staying?
00:17:48No, but she asked me to send her more winter stuff,
00:17:50so I'm guessing...
00:17:54a while.
00:17:55Things must be going really well, then.
00:17:57That's great.
00:18:00I was thinking about...
00:18:03I don't know.
00:18:04I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:18:06Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:18:10I don't know, Connie.
00:18:11I can't speak for Belly.
00:18:13Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:18:15Yeah.
00:18:15But if you really want to know if she's ready to talk,
00:18:19you're gonna have to risk finding out for yourself.
00:18:21Oh, boy.
00:18:22You sound like my therapist.
00:18:24Always telling me I need to get better at uncertainty.
00:18:28That I need to stop trying to control everything.
00:18:31And what do you say?
00:18:33Fuck you. Uncertainty sucks.
00:18:37You're not wrong.
00:18:39Yeah, I know. Neither is he.
00:18:42So does that mean I'll see you for Christmas?
00:18:45Yeah. Yeah, definitely. I'll be there.
00:18:47Should I eat up the gravy?
00:18:48I don't know, John.
00:18:49I'm gonna let you go, Laura.
00:18:51Uh...
00:18:53Have a good night, okay?
00:18:54You too, Connie.
00:18:56Thanks.
00:18:58Bye.
00:18:59Bye.
00:19:00Bye.
00:19:13Bye.
00:19:15Bye.
00:19:15Bye.
00:19:24Bye.
00:19:28Bye.
00:19:29Bye.
00:19:40Bye.
00:19:40Dear Belly.
00:19:43Firstly, I don't even know if I should be writing you,
00:19:46if this is allowed.
00:19:48If it's not, just say so.
00:19:50I'll understand.
00:19:52And I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system, but I'd rather be writing you.
00:20:02Sometimes I try to picture what your life is like over there.
00:20:07I imagine you sitting in a little cafe, drinking.
00:20:11What does Belly and Paris drink?
00:20:17Café au lait with lots of sugar?
00:20:21Along with some disgustingly sweet pastry?
00:20:25Or maybe Sour Patch Kids?
00:20:28Do they have those in Paris?
00:20:32I bet if they do, you found them.
00:20:37Or maybe French Belly doesn't eat junk food.
00:20:41They're probably different over there.
00:20:48I bet Paris is beautiful during the holidays.
00:20:52I hear you're staying there for Christmas.
00:20:54I guess that means you're happy.
00:20:57I like picturing that.
00:21:01Well, Merry Christmas, Belly.
00:21:04I hope Paris is everything you dreamed it would be.
00:21:09Conrad.
00:21:17Hey, you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up?
00:21:20No, it's fine.
00:21:21I've watched you do it a hundred times.
00:21:23If you're sure.
00:21:24Yeah.
00:21:25Go be with your family.
00:21:27And you know, I'm kind of psyched to spend Christmas Eve on my own.
00:21:30I've got a whole plan.
00:21:31I'll have a whole plan.
00:21:33Okay then.
00:21:34Merry Christmas.
00:21:36Ciao.
00:21:39What?
00:22:09Huh?
00:23:01What?
00:23:06Harris?
00:23:09You will get us in a little...
00:23:16Hi.
00:23:17Hey.
00:23:18What are you doing here?
00:23:19Feliz Navidad to you too.
00:23:21Feliz Navidad.
00:23:25So what are you doing?
00:23:27I thought you would be open.
00:23:29What kind of bar closes on Christmas Eve?
00:23:32I thought you were going to London to see some of your friends.
00:23:34Train strike.
00:23:35Now I'm stranded in this freezing city and even my dear friend Isabel is leaving me out in the cold.
00:23:41I'm sorry.
00:23:42Come on in.
00:23:43Gracias.
00:23:44Warm up.
00:23:46You want a glass of wine?
00:23:48Uh, yeah.
00:23:49Sure.
00:23:51So this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:23:54Yeah.
00:23:56I've got a fire.
00:23:57I've got wine.
00:23:59And I've got that giant box of chocolates that Celine got me for Christmas.
00:24:06Hmm.
00:24:07What?
00:24:08Um, nothing.
00:24:09It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:24:14Uninspired.
00:24:15Okay.
00:24:15So what's your amazing plan then besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:24:22Well, the streets are empty tonight.
00:24:24And I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:24:27Huh.
00:24:30What?
00:24:31Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:24:35Are you gonna recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:24:38No, I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:24:42The poet!
00:24:43Yes, darling.
00:24:47Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
00:24:50Yo la quise a ella.
00:24:52Y ella también me quiso.
00:24:57I'm impressed.
00:24:59Do you know the rest?
00:25:00Nope.
00:25:02Usually a few verses are enough to impress American girls.
00:25:06Hey.
00:25:09Why don't you come with me tonight?
00:25:11No, no way.
00:25:12It's warm in here.
00:25:16How about we play for it?
00:25:18I win.
00:25:19You come with me.
00:25:21You win.
00:25:22I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates.
00:25:26You're on.
00:25:31No!
00:25:32No, no, no, no. Don't order nothing. Don't order nothing.
00:25:34No, you said that two games ago.
00:25:36Okay, just face it.
00:25:37You shot.
00:25:38And I win.
00:25:42I don't suck, but you're good.
00:25:49Okay.
00:25:50All right.
00:25:55Put your coat on.
00:25:57Are you seriously kicking me out?
00:25:59No.
00:26:00I'm coming with you.
00:26:03Okay.
00:26:04Okay.
00:26:16What are you doing?
00:26:17Uh, driving us to Place des Roches.
00:26:20Uh, what am I even supposed to hold on to?
00:26:23Uh, me?
00:26:25Isn't that kind of dangerous?
00:26:27It is if you fall up, so maybe don't do that.
00:26:31No.
00:26:32After all that wine you drank?
00:26:33No, thank you.
00:26:35Fine.
00:26:36We can walk if you want.
00:26:37Whoa.
00:26:39Who said anything about walk?
00:26:41Streets are empty.
00:26:43Stop snowing.
00:26:44Teach me how to drive.
00:26:46Fine.
00:26:50You got it?
00:26:51Mm-hmm.
00:26:54Easy.
00:26:55Easy.
00:26:57Okay.
00:26:58Hold on tight.
00:26:58Mm-hmm.
00:27:00Mm-hmm.
00:27:00Who told you.
00:27:03Shhhhhh.
00:27:04Shhhhhh.
00:27:06Shhhhhh.
00:27:08Shhhhhh.
00:27:08Shhhhhh.
00:27:10Shhhhhh.
00:27:10Shhhhhh.
00:27:11Shhhhhh.
00:27:15Mom, I'm starving.
00:27:16When's dinner?
00:27:17We'll eat whenever Jeremiah gets here.
00:27:19He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:27:20Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:27:23No, I forgot.
00:27:24I'll do it in a second.
00:27:25Okay, thank you.
00:27:26Yeah.
00:27:31I still think it's crazy that our dad cut Jeremiah off.
00:27:34Uh-huh.
00:27:35Yeah.
00:27:36Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:27:39Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:41Does everybody hate me?
00:27:44Do you still hate me, dude?
00:27:46What's going on?
00:27:46I don't want to do this right now.
00:27:51No, you're right. Sorry.
00:27:56Nobody hates you, man.
00:27:58Yes, Jer does. Jer hates you.
00:28:00But I don't hate you.
00:28:02I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:28:05Not with everything going on with you and Jer, you know?
00:28:09I'm good.
00:28:11I'm glad he has you.
00:28:13I just miss you two.
00:28:15I miss Jer.
00:28:17Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:28:20Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:28:26You know, ever since he got that job, he does seem better.
00:28:32Yeah.
00:28:34That's what Taylor said.
00:28:35Taylor?
00:28:36Yeah.
00:28:37Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:28:39I know.
00:28:39It's kind of a weird twist of fate that the only person
00:28:42who texts me back is Taylor Jewell, but...
00:28:44Yeah.
00:28:47You nervous, man?
00:28:49I mean, like, you don't nervous to see him?
00:28:51Let me guess.
00:28:52You have a, uh, bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:28:56Probably the list.
00:29:02What the fuck?
00:29:03What's up?
00:29:04Um, no, it's nothing.
00:29:06It's just work stuff.
00:29:07I'll deal with it.
00:29:10Um...
00:29:10Look, you guys are gonna be fine.
00:29:13Okay? You guys are brothers.
00:29:14You'll work it out.
00:29:17Thanks.
00:29:19Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:29:20I'm gonna go get those ornaments.
00:29:21Uh-huh. Yeah. Yeah.
00:29:30Um...
00:29:32Hey!
00:29:32This is Denise Russo.
00:29:33Leave a message.
00:29:35Okay, hey, Denise.
00:29:35Can you call me back, please?
00:29:37I-I have no idea what the fuck just happened, but...
00:29:39I-I don't know.
00:29:40I got an email from the guy at Dunster Capital saying
00:29:41they're stopping our funding.
00:29:42I-I-I don't understand.
00:29:44Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:29:45Please call me back.
00:29:46Oh, ho, ho.
00:29:48Everything good?
00:29:49Yes?
00:29:50Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:50Uh, just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:29:53Uh, Taylor.
00:29:54Oh.
00:29:55My mistake.
00:29:56I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Dunster
00:29:59deciding not to fund yours and Denise's little company.
00:30:02No!
00:30:03No!
00:30:04Uh, what?
00:30:05I, uh...
00:30:06Oh, no, no, no. Go ahead.
00:30:07Lie to my face some more.
00:30:10Does this...
00:30:12This means I'm fired, right?
00:30:16No.
00:30:17No.
00:30:18I'm impressed you have the balls.
00:30:20Well, actually, no.
00:30:21It was Denise who had the balls.
00:30:23Not surprising.
00:30:24All right.
00:30:25See you at work on January 2nd.
00:30:27No hard feelings.
00:30:28Yeah.
00:30:28Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:30:31Actually, Adam, um...
00:30:35I quit.
00:30:37What?
00:30:40Oh.
00:30:42You sure you want to do that, Steven?
00:30:44Yes.
00:30:50No hard feelings?
00:30:59All right.
00:31:00Let's peel some...
00:31:03...buttapos.
00:31:18...
00:31:30Jesus saves and brother scores
00:31:33A childhood you will always mourn
00:31:35You family things out on the floor now
00:31:39And you believed in every meaning
00:31:42The shallow light drove you crazy
00:31:44Tough as nails and built for breaking
00:31:48But you were just a kid
00:31:50When they told you
00:31:53You'd been born to bleed
00:31:55A little soldier
00:31:57With your garden hearts
00:31:59And a man in a boulder
00:32:01Oh, it pulled you down
00:32:04Look at you, you made it out
00:32:25Jeremiah's here
00:32:25Everyone come grab a dish
00:32:27Coming
00:32:45Hey, kiddo
00:32:47Hey
00:32:47At least turn the heat on
00:32:49It's freezing
00:33:00I really thought I could go in there
00:33:04It's okay
00:33:05It's not okay
00:33:08I can't go in that house
00:33:09Without thinking about the two of them
00:33:12They ruined it for me
00:33:14And now he gets the family
00:33:16He gets Christmas
00:33:19And I'm just
00:33:23I lost everyone
00:33:26Not everyone
00:33:28We're your family too
00:33:29And I am not going anywhere
00:33:35I'm sorry
00:33:36I was such a dick to you
00:33:37At the wedding
00:33:38It's okay, sweetheart
00:33:39I know you were hurting
00:33:42It still hurts
00:33:46That she was always the one
00:33:47That could make it better
00:33:50I know she wants to hear from you
00:33:55I'm not ready for that
00:33:59I'm not ready to go in there
00:34:04I understand
00:34:07Your dad will be sorry to miss you
00:34:09Yeah, I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day
00:34:13Hey
00:34:14Hey
00:34:15You are making it on your own
00:34:17Don't think he's not proud of that
00:34:23What smells so good?
00:34:28I mean gochujang glazed roasted carrots
00:34:31No way
00:34:33Yeah
00:34:34If Haimony were here
00:34:35She would say
00:34:36Finally
00:34:37Some food that tastes good
00:34:49You can
00:34:49You can take the carrots
00:34:51And the presents
00:34:54I'm not ready to go in there
00:34:57Okay
00:34:59Just text me when you get home
00:35:02Yeah
00:35:07Hey, I love you, Lord
00:35:09I love you, too
00:35:16Drive safe
00:35:35Is she not coming?
00:35:50It's just going to be us tonight
00:35:53Let's sit down and eat
00:36:00What are you doing here?
00:36:01What are you doing here?
00:36:02Oh, I forgot my nephew's gifts
00:36:04And there was going to be a throwdown if I didn't come back and get them
00:36:08You're wearing your sad pants
00:36:09What happened?
00:36:10Was it a total shit show?
00:36:11I don't want to talk about it
00:36:12Okay
00:36:14Well, my day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols either
00:36:18Turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company
00:36:22So he chose the day of our Lord's birth to blow it all up
00:36:26Christmas is tomorrow
00:36:28Okay, but what time is it in Bethlehem right now, huh?
00:36:31Okay
00:36:36Well, I'm sorry my dad's a jerk
00:36:38Oh, it's all right
00:36:40It'll work out
00:36:41I'm too clever to fail
00:36:43So you're going to tell me what happened?
00:36:44What did your bitch-ass brother do this time, huh?
00:36:48Don't you have to, like, do something with your family?
00:36:50I got five
00:36:50Scooch
00:36:51Come on
00:37:00What happened?
00:37:02I never made it inside
00:37:05I just sat in my car in the driveway
00:37:08You know, they're probably eating dinner right now
00:37:10Like, oh, poor Jerry, couldn't even face us
00:37:13You know, I thought I'd be okay seeing him again
00:37:14But he just makes me feel like the same 17-year-old kid
00:37:19that got dumped by Billy the first time
00:37:21You know, I know I should be figuring out who I am without her, but
00:37:25Well, your healing timeline is your healing timeline
00:37:29Breakups are like deaths
00:37:30Thank you
00:37:31You're the only person to tell that to me
00:37:34You know, this is super fucked up to say
00:37:37but I feel like
00:37:40I feel like losing Belly has been even more painful than losing my mom
00:37:45And at least with my mom, she's actually dead
00:37:48Yeah
00:37:49Belly, she's gone from my life
00:37:51But she's still out there, you know
00:37:53Well, that's why you gotta grieve it
00:37:54How?
00:38:00Oh
00:38:03Except what's happened
00:38:04Forgive yourself
00:38:06Forgive her
00:38:07Forgive Conrad
00:38:08Forgive all the people who hurt you
00:38:11You know, not because they deserve your forgiveness
00:38:15But
00:38:17Because the longer you hold on to it
00:38:18The longer it holds power over you
00:38:20And fuck other people holding power over you
00:38:26What?
00:38:27I don't know
00:38:28I was just kind of surprised
00:38:29What?
00:38:30You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:38:32Kind of
00:38:33Oh my God
00:38:33Yeah
00:38:33Yeah, like when you and Steven didn't work out
00:38:37You didn't even seem upset
00:38:38That's because
00:38:39That's because I was never really into Steven
00:38:42I don't know
00:38:44I thought
00:38:46I thought he was cute and fun
00:38:48And maybe there was a potential for something there
00:38:51But
00:38:52I never fell for him
00:38:55Trust me, when I fall for someone
00:38:57I fall hard
00:38:59Like
00:39:01Smash into a million pieces
00:39:03At the bottom of a cliff hard
00:39:12So I'm not the only romantic shit show in this apartment
00:39:15Oh, I'm so, so glad
00:39:17That my crappy dating record
00:39:19Can provide comfort in your time of need
00:39:24You know
00:39:25D, we're like really good friends, huh?
00:39:28You're gonna let me crash into your spare room for a month
00:39:31Listening to me whine about all my problems
00:39:35Oh, it's fine
00:39:36I like your cooking
00:39:38Just, um
00:39:39Stop leaving your dirty tissues around
00:39:41And we'll be good, okay?
00:39:43I, I kept them
00:39:46All right
00:39:46Come on, get up
00:39:47You're coming with me
00:39:48What?
00:39:49Yep
00:39:49No, I'm not gonna crash your family's Christmas
00:39:52Yes, you are
00:39:53My grandma will love you
00:39:54You're nice and pretty and you can cook
00:39:56You think I'm pretty?
00:39:58You're everything she wanted in me and failed to get
00:39:59Come on
00:40:00Up
00:40:02Sounds good
00:40:03Mm-hmm
00:40:04Give me like five minutes
00:40:05I wanna get ready for your grand-grand
00:40:07Yeah, never say grand-grand again
00:40:09Oh, you know you liked it
00:40:23Yeah, man
00:40:25Oh, you're very happy
00:40:30Nothing
00:40:32That's okay
00:40:33It's just like that
00:40:35More like, money
00:40:37Stacy
00:40:39That doesn't have engulf Ads
00:40:40Btw
00:40:41You're honestly
00:40:44I missed you so much, you bitch.
00:40:46We faced him yesterday.
00:40:48Yeah, it's not the same thing.
00:40:49No, I know.
00:40:50You have no idea how much I miss you.
00:40:53How was Christmas with your mom?
00:40:54It was good.
00:40:55It was the usual.
00:40:56We ordered Chinese food and watched Love Actually and fell asleep on the couch.
00:41:01Sounds kind of perfect.
00:41:02No, honestly, it was.
00:41:05It was.
00:41:06Hey.
00:41:09I love this.
00:41:10Did you get this here?
00:41:10When are we going shopping?
00:41:12Because I need the perfect look for a New Year's Eve party.
00:41:14Because I have nothing.
00:41:15Yes.
00:41:16We can go tomorrow.
00:41:17I promise.
00:41:18Okay.
00:41:18Let's go inside because it's really cold.
00:41:20Give me a bag.
00:41:21Yeah, don't take the happy one.
00:41:22Okay.
00:41:26I've had croissants before.
00:41:27Why is this better?
00:41:28This is literally my everyday year.
00:41:34Yes.
00:41:35I'm just having a moat.
00:41:37I'm having a Paris night.
00:41:38You are having a Paris night.
00:41:39Not that one.
00:41:40Not that one.
00:41:41Not that one though.
00:41:42It's like onion place.
00:41:43I'm having a...
00:41:49That's right.
00:41:50I know, right?
00:41:57Hey, come inside.
00:41:58It's cold out there.
00:41:59Bitch.
00:42:00I still cannot believe that you live here.
00:42:02Paris is sick.
00:42:07I feel like I've done the best that I can do
00:42:09with what we have to work with.
00:42:11You should see the stuff I'm pinning for Steven's apartment.
00:42:13It's actually really good.
00:42:14I can't believe you guys are moving in together after graduation.
00:42:17Yeah, real grown girl shit.
00:42:19I'm very happy for you guys.
00:42:22Okay.
00:42:24Okay, I cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends.
00:42:27Yeah, me too.
00:42:28So are they all as hot as that, like, sexy Latino Chalamet
00:42:32that we went shopping with yesterday?
00:42:33Benito?
00:42:34Yeah.
00:42:35No, he's just a friend.
00:42:37Okay, he's way too fine to be just a friend.
00:42:39No.
00:42:39No.
00:42:40I'm just saying rebounds are, like, part of the healing process.
00:42:43You get out there and you...
00:42:45Yeah, well, it's not like I've been a nun.
00:42:48You pute.
00:42:49You pute.
00:42:50How do you say pute?
00:42:52Wait a second.
00:42:53Did you consult French Urban Dictionary on the plane here?
00:42:56And so what if I did?
00:42:57There are some words that I need to know...
00:42:59Yes.
00:43:00...in order to be here and one of them is pute.
00:43:02Pute.
00:43:03Oh, hey.
00:43:04Can you get my phone?
00:43:06It's Jer.
00:43:11Answer it.
00:43:12Do you want to answer it?
00:43:12Yes.
00:43:13Give it to me.
00:43:16Hello?
00:43:17Hey.
00:43:18It's me.
00:43:21It's, um, it's really nice to hear your voice.
00:43:25How are you?
00:43:27I'm working.
00:43:28Uh, it's good.
00:43:31Taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant.
00:43:35Yeah, I'm basically, like, a glorified busboy, so...
00:43:39Gotta start somewhere, right?
00:43:42Yeah?
00:43:47So...
00:43:47How's Paris?
00:43:49I tried escargot.
00:43:50And?
00:43:53I hated it.
00:43:54I told you I would.
00:43:56Yeah.
00:44:02I'm really...
00:44:04I'm really glad that you called.
00:44:05I've been, um...
00:44:08I've been wanting to tell you how sorry I am.
00:44:12And how much I regret the way that things ended with us.
00:44:16I-I don't want to talk about the past.
00:44:18It's not why I called.
00:44:20Okay, why did you then?
00:44:23I was sick of being too afraid to call.
00:44:26And I want you to know that I'm good.
00:44:28Really.
00:44:30And...
00:44:30I-I hope you're good, too.
00:44:33I am.
00:44:34Hey, Fisher, your break under 90 seconds ago.
00:44:37It sounds like you're busy.
00:44:37I should probably let you go.
00:44:42Yeah, I should probably let you go, too.
00:44:46Happy New Year, Jeremiah.
00:44:49Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:44:59It's murder on the dance floor.
00:45:01You better not kill the groom, DJ.
00:45:05Gonna burn this goddamn house right down.
00:45:09I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know.
00:45:12About your kind.
00:45:17And something, something, something, something, something, something, something.
00:45:20I'll have to play.
00:45:25Wait, are all these people your friends?
00:45:28I invited the four people I know and then told them to invite everyone they know.
00:45:32Okay.
00:45:33Woo!
00:45:34Buenas noches.
00:45:35Hey!
00:45:38Sorry I'm late.
00:45:39They closed off half the streets.
00:45:41You look beautiful.
00:45:42Beautiful.
00:45:44I'm gonna grab you some champagne, okay?
00:45:46Hi!
00:45:47Taylor?
00:45:48Ça va?
00:45:50Uh, this was delivered for you downstairs.
00:45:54Um, I'll take this.
00:45:55I got it.
00:45:56For you.
00:45:57Yes, you madame.
00:46:00This is from Conrad.
00:46:02Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally.
00:46:05He's been writing.
00:46:07Can I open it?
00:46:08I'm gonna open this.
00:46:11Owen, Owen.
00:46:11We're from Bucketstone.
00:46:19What about you Sour Patch Kids?
00:46:21It's so sweet.
00:46:30Oh my god.
00:46:32Junior Mint?
00:46:33This is really loaded.
00:46:35Oh my god.
00:46:35This is really loaded.
00:46:41Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:46:43No.
00:46:45Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters?
00:46:48No.
00:46:49Come on.
00:46:55They're not love letters.
00:46:56They are regular, nothing notes.
00:47:00And I haven't even written them back.
00:47:01So, no.
00:47:03Conrad isn't even an issue.
00:47:04Okay.
00:47:05So then, what's holding you back?
00:47:07Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:47:10Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:47:12No.
00:47:17I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:47:20Okay.
00:47:21So then, like, what's the plan though?
00:47:23Are you just never gonna get close to anyone ever again because you might risk hurting someone?
00:47:29Babe, it's inevitable.
00:47:31Like, you know, do your best, but you're gonna have to accept that it will probably happen at some point.
00:47:41You're right.
00:47:42I'm always right.
00:47:46You know what?
00:47:46It's kind of fitting, actually, that they're both, like, reaching out to you on the last day of the year.
00:47:51If you think about it, like, it feels like that chapter's kind of closed now.
00:47:56The end of an era.
00:47:57Totally.
00:47:57The Fisher Brothers are so loud season.
00:48:00Ew.
00:48:00Get a new purse.
00:48:05Let's get out there.
00:48:06Okay.
00:48:07It's almost midnight.
00:48:08C!
00:48:09D!
00:48:10D!
00:48:13D!
00:48:15D!
00:48:16D!
00:48:16D!
00:48:18D!
00:48:19D!
00:48:20Get me trippin' on that accent off your lips
00:48:23Oh, your tongue be right
00:48:25Kiss me
00:48:26Kiss me
00:48:29Kiss me
00:48:30Under the Paris twilight
00:48:31Kiss me
00:48:33Out on the morning floor
00:48:36Kiss me
00:48:38Under the Paris twilight
00:48:44Kiss me
00:48:45Keep it in the way to the flight to the sky
00:48:47Never down, baby, check my stats
00:48:49The truth is I wasn't trying to meet nobody
00:48:52Baby, I was there to get my back
00:48:54But when I saw you, I was like, I like that
00:48:56Wasn't trying to break, baby, I fall back
00:48:58But when I hurt you, sleep, I'm sure, baby
00:49:03Kiss me
00:49:03Kiss me
00:49:05Should we like...
00:49:06No, just ignore it, I'll go away
00:49:13What?
00:49:16Parce qu'il y a une fuite là, en fait
00:49:18Lévier encore ?
00:49:19Je pensais que le propriétaire l'avait réparé
00:49:21Bah, mais là, c'est pas l'évier, c'est la salle de bain
00:49:23Ok, c'est pas...
00:49:25Putain
00:49:27Donc il y a là aussi une fuite, quoi
00:49:29Super
00:49:29C'est quoi ce bordel, il y a une fuite ?
00:49:31Ouais, regarde
00:49:32Sérieusement ?
00:49:33Ouais
00:49:33Nous sommes à moitié nus
00:49:35Ah bah tiens, regarde
00:49:36Ah voilà, problème réglé
00:49:38Non, non
00:49:39Putain, mais c'est mon café
00:49:40Bah ça va, c'est qu'un café, tu peux t'en refaire
00:49:42Ça recommence
00:49:43Euh, moi je dois me préparer pour aller au taf
00:49:47D'accord ?
00:49:48Donc, euh, si tu peux prévenir le gardien, ce serait cool
00:49:51Et puis t'as plus de shampoo
00:49:54Oh
00:49:54Stop using my shit, thanks
00:49:58Classic clothes
00:49:59Oh shit, I should go
00:50:04Wait, wait, wait, wait
00:50:05You don't have a few minutes ?
00:50:16You should keep that
00:50:17Yeah ?
00:50:17It'll be helpful
00:50:18In the balls ?
00:50:19You know, you can just store stuff in there
00:50:22Off
00:50:23Cute
00:50:24Little scarf moment
00:50:26Yes
00:50:26Guys, can you actually keep on packing ?
00:50:29I'm running out of stuff to take downstairs, yeah ?
00:50:31Yeah
00:50:31Sorry babe
00:50:32We'll be right behind
00:50:38I seriously cannot believe you're giving this place up
00:50:40It's perfect
00:50:42Well, Max's place is bigger and it's closer to work, so
00:50:48When's Benito getting here ?
00:50:50Uh, soon ?
00:50:53He, um, asked me to come to Mexico with him for his grandma's 80th
00:50:57And ?
00:50:59I can't, I have graduation that weekend and, you know, then home
00:51:05Poor Benny
00:51:06He's smitten with you, you know ?
00:51:08No
00:51:08No, no, no
00:51:09He knows the deal, he knows that
00:51:12At some point I have to go back to my real life
00:51:14This could be your real life
00:51:17Look, I've just got to say this again for the record
00:51:20I think it's crazy that you're leaving
00:51:22You should stay in Paris
00:51:26Years
00:51:26Everybody's expecting me at graduation
00:51:27Ugh
00:51:28And, I told you Clover's already rented out my room to someone else
00:51:32I know, so hear me out
00:51:35It really would be a shame to see this place go to waste
00:51:38You should take my apartment
00:51:40It's just a year lease
00:51:42Hold on, um, my mom's calling me
00:51:45Talks well
00:51:46Then think about it
00:51:47I'm gonna take this box downstairs before Max dumps me
00:51:52Hi, mom
00:51:53Hey, Bean, I'm sorry I missed your call earlier
00:51:56Hey, I've been meaning to ask you
00:51:57What day are you planning to fly home?
00:52:01I haven't, um
00:52:02I haven't figured out my ticket yet
00:52:04You're still planning to come, right?
00:52:09Actually, Gemma just offered me her apartment
00:52:12It's a year-long lease
00:52:13Oh
00:52:15I mean, I don't even
00:52:18Know if I'm gonna take it
00:52:21But if I did
00:52:22It wouldn't mean that I'm never coming home
00:52:25I just
00:52:27I feel like maybe I'm not done here
00:52:31What about your visa?
00:52:34Yeah, no, I'd, um, I'd have to think about it
00:52:36Uh
00:52:38But there's a year-long psych program at the Sorbonne
00:52:42That would give me my student visa
00:52:44And, you know, um
00:52:45There's a regular at the bar
00:52:47Who works at an international school
00:52:50And she said they need help with their sports program
00:52:54So, I mean, I
00:52:55I think if I wanted to make it work
00:52:58I could
00:53:01Okay
00:53:04Well, keep me updated
00:53:08What, that's it?
00:53:09You're not gonna, like, try to talk me out of it or something?
00:53:12Do you want me to?
00:53:13No, no
00:53:14No, what?
00:53:15I don't, I just
00:53:20I'm really happy here
00:53:22I know, Bean
00:53:23I can hear it in your voice
00:53:25You found something special out there
00:53:28And, yes, there's a part of me that wishes you found something special a little closer to home
00:53:32What, like Trenton, New Jersey?
00:53:36How about down the hallway from me where I can still remind you to wash your bras?
00:53:41I was excited for you to come home, but
00:53:46Honestly, I'll be just as excited if you stay
00:53:50Thank you, Mom
00:53:51How are you doing today?
00:53:54Today?
00:53:57Oh my God, it's the 14th
00:53:59It's the anniversary of Susanna's death
00:54:02I, I should've, I
00:54:05Are you okay?
00:54:08I'm, I'm good
00:54:09Bean, don't beat yourself up over it
00:54:11I'm sure home feels like a million miles away
00:54:15Beck would be so excited about your moving to Paris
00:54:19Gemma's apartment has a view of the Sacré-Cœur
00:54:22Just like in Sabrina
00:54:27How perfect
00:54:30Alright
00:54:32Well
00:54:33I should probably go, Mom
00:54:36I love you
00:54:38I love you too, Bean
00:54:58Belly, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:55:01Egypt?
00:55:02Italy?
00:55:04Oh my gosh, Adam and I went to Italy on our honeymoon and I ate gelato every single day
00:55:11What's gelato?
00:55:13Oh, it's like, like ice cream but better
00:55:16I want gelato
00:55:17Hey, Laura
00:55:18What if we rented a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:22That sounds expensive
00:55:24What if Adam rented us a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:27Can we leave him at home?
00:55:30We'll rent a house on the Amalfi Coast and you'll love it
00:55:33You can swim in the sea every day
00:55:35I don't want to swim in the sea every day
00:55:38I want to swim here
00:55:39With you
00:55:42And people
00:55:44People?
00:55:46Okay
00:55:47Well, come here
00:55:49But one day, when you're older, you might change your mind
00:55:53You might want to see more of the world
00:55:56No, I never will
00:55:58I know what I like
00:56:02It's true
00:56:04You've always been a girl who knows her own heart
00:56:45I didn't think you were coming
00:56:48I didn't tell anyone, I'm sorry
00:56:51I thought I'd be in and out before you got here
00:57:20I can't believe it's been five years
00:57:23This morning I realized I can't remember her life
00:57:28I can't remember her hands
00:57:33They're like yours
00:57:40Jerry, look, I know I can't make you forgive me
00:57:42Nope
00:57:42But I'm gonna try and I'm gonna keep trying to break through
00:57:48Cause I miss you
00:57:49Cause I miss you
00:57:51And I'm sorry
00:57:53I'm so, so sorry
00:57:57You really want to do this here?
00:58:01Fine, let's do it
00:58:03Let's talk about how you hung around all summer like a snake in the grass
00:58:06Pretending to help me with my wedding
00:58:08When really you were just trying to break it up and take belly for yourself
00:58:11Jerry, that's not how it was
00:58:12You're so full of shit
00:58:12Jerry, I swear to you
00:58:13That's not what was happening
00:58:14I loved her
00:58:15And you ruined it
00:58:17You don't know what it's like to be with someone that long
00:58:19What you build
00:58:21What you lose when it disappears
00:58:23She was my fucking world
00:58:25If you loved her so much, how could you go and sleep with someone else?
00:58:29We were broken up
00:58:31You wanna know why?
00:58:34Because they know about the two of you on Christmas
00:58:38Admit it, Con
00:58:40You wanted belly back so you found a way to take her
00:58:42You can't take someone, Jer
00:58:44She's not a fucking object
00:58:46And the only reason that there was any wedding to break up was because you were afraid of losing her
00:58:51As if a ring could...
00:58:54Make someone yours
00:58:56Fuck you
00:58:57Jer, I'm sorry that I couldn't stop loving her and that that hurt you
00:59:01I hate that
00:59:02But you've been that person too
00:59:06When you had the chance to be with her a month after she and I broke up, you took it
00:59:13You think that didn't fuck me up? You think that was easy for me?
00:59:17And I get it because you loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else
00:59:21I did too
00:59:33I never wanted to talk about Christmas because I knew the second I did it was over
00:59:40Can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as I could?
00:59:45No
00:59:46Dear, I tried to stop loving her
00:59:49I tried to keep my promise
00:59:51What promise?
00:59:53Before mom...
00:59:55Died I promised her that I would...
00:59:59Try and take care of you, that I would...
01:00:02Protect you from getting hurt
01:00:05I know
01:00:08Shit job
01:00:10Yeah
01:00:13Yeah
01:00:16I made her a promise too
01:00:19That I wouldn't let anything get between us
01:00:21So we both screwed up
01:00:28She would be so mad
01:00:33You know when we broke off the wedding my first thought was I need to find mom
01:00:41My second thought was I wish I could talk to Connie
01:00:44If it was your fault
01:00:46I needed my brother
01:00:49And I still do
01:00:54I'm here now
01:01:00Did Billy text you too?
01:01:02I won't hate you if she did
01:01:05No
01:01:07We haven't talked since last summer
01:01:12I've been writing her letters
01:01:19She hasn't written me back, maybe I should take that as a hint
01:01:23But...
01:01:26I never could compete with what you two had
01:01:31That connection is like a force field
01:01:35Do what you have to do
01:01:38Don't expect me to be okay with it
01:01:40But don't fucking waste it either
01:01:48Later man
01:01:49Later
01:01:53Dear Billy
01:01:56I saw Jeremiah yesterday
01:02:00We both went to visit mom's grave
01:02:03Things went better than the last time we were together
01:02:06No punches were thrown
01:02:09He told me you'd been in touch
01:02:12I might as well be completely honest here
01:02:16Because who even knows if you're reading my letters
01:02:20You might have thrown them all out without opening them
01:02:22Which is your right
01:02:25But I'll go ahead and say it
01:02:26Even though I have no right
01:02:30It killed me a little that Jer's talked to you
01:02:34Still, I don't think he hates me anymore
01:02:35Which is a good thing
01:02:41Um, excuse me, please take your shoes off in my new abode
01:02:45Keep an Asian household
01:02:47But we wore shoes in your old place
01:02:50Yeah, but that's because I didn't want my feet touching the floor
01:02:53And also I mean
01:02:55This place is all mine, you know
01:02:58Just mine
01:02:59Should we make up the bed?
01:03:01You know my mother always says that's the first thing you should do when you move into a new place
01:03:05Sure, but I'm sleeping in it alone tonight
01:03:08I've never gotten to do that before
01:03:11Whatever you say
01:03:15So now that you're not going home next month
01:03:17Will you come with me to Mexico for my grandma's birthday party?
01:03:22I promise I'm not going to propose to you in front of my entire family
01:03:26I just want to show you where I grew up
01:03:28My grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world
01:03:31You have no idea
01:03:32You have no idea, they're delicious
01:03:34We never painted by the numbers, baby
01:03:38But we were making it count
01:03:41Okay
01:03:42You know the greatest loves of all time are over now
01:03:47Yeah
01:03:48I guess you never know, never know
01:03:52It's another day waking up alone
01:03:55But we were something, don't you think so?
01:03:59Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool
01:04:02Also, in case I haven't made it clear
01:04:05I think about you a lot
01:04:07You're pretty much all I think about
01:04:10Just so we're clear
01:04:12Love, Conrad
01:04:14Dear Conrad
01:04:16I never thanked you for sending me junior mint
01:04:18So, thank you
01:04:20And thank you for all your letters
01:04:23It's sweet of you to think of me
01:04:25I finally found a permanent apartment
01:04:27This is my new address
01:04:30Hope you're well
01:04:32Would everything be different
01:04:35Today?
01:04:37Ooh
01:04:40Santa Rosa, California
01:04:42Started all three games last week
01:04:45It's Cal Poly
01:04:46You should really lock your doors
01:04:50Oh my god, it's hot
01:04:51I don't remember it being this hot last June
01:04:53It's pretty nice in Brussels right now, I've heard
01:04:56I still can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference
01:04:59I'm so much better than you
01:05:01Better luck next time, kid
01:05:04What's up? You want some water?
01:05:06Sure, yeah
01:05:10So...
01:05:12Brussels, huh?
01:05:14Quite Belgian town
01:05:15Only a one and a half hour train ride from Paris
01:05:19Subtle
01:05:20Let me see that postcard she sent you
01:05:22Agnes?
01:05:23Oh, come on, just let me see it
01:05:24I mean, how am I supposed to help you if I don't know what I'm dealing with?
01:05:27For the record, I never asked for your help
01:05:37Oh my god, you keep it in your wallet?
01:05:39Shut up
01:05:48Well?
01:05:50That's it? That's all she wrote?
01:05:53Yeah
01:05:55Yeah, you definitely shouldn't go
01:05:59Really? You don't think...
01:06:01You suck!
01:06:03Okay, really though?
01:06:05If you don't go, you might regret it forever
01:06:08If you do go, you might regret it forever too, but...
01:06:12Is this supposed to be helping?
01:06:14No
01:06:18Doctor, help thyself
01:06:21Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times
01:06:28Welcome to the final show
01:06:32Okay, Mr. Fisher
01:06:34We're able to switch your flight to the 10.45pm to Paris
01:06:39There is a $473 fare difference
01:06:42Would you still like to go ahead and rebook?
01:06:44Yeah
01:06:46Thank you
01:06:49You're awesome
01:06:50Thank you, I appreciate it
01:06:51Yeah, have a safe flight
01:06:52We never learn with you
01:06:55What do you expect this weekend for your anniversary?
01:06:58Some friends have expected a little nest for me
01:07:00Oh, that looks nice and cozy
01:07:02Yeah
01:07:10Thank you
01:07:11Are you sure you want to do that?
01:07:14Yes
01:07:16I'm ready for something new this summer
01:07:19Okay
01:07:20I'm falling
01:07:22I'm falling
01:07:24Just stop your crying, it's the sun of the times
01:07:31We gotta get away from here
01:07:35We gotta get away from here
01:07:41Just stop your crying, it'll be alright
01:07:47They told me that the end is near
01:07:51They told me that the end is near
01:07:51We gotta get away from here
01:07:55We gotta get away from here
01:07:57Just stop your crying, half the time of your life
01:08:04Breaking through the atmosphere
01:08:06And things are pretty good from here
01:08:12We gotta get away from here
01:08:14Remember everything will be alright
01:08:17Remember everything will be alright
01:08:19We can meet again somewhere
01:08:22We could meet again somewhere
01:08:23Somewhere far away from here
01:08:32Somewhere far away from here
01:08:40The bullets
01:08:43The bullets
01:08:44The bullets
01:08:45We never learn we've been here before
01:08:48Why are we always stuck and running from
01:08:52The bullets
01:08:56The bullets
01:09:01Just stop your crying, it's the sun of the times
01:09:06Just stop your crying, it's the sun of the times
01:09:07We gotta get away from here
01:09:11We gotta get away from here
01:09:15We gotta get away from here
01:09:37We gotta get away from here
01:09:38We gotta get away from here
01:09:38We gotta get away from here
01:09:38That's the bullets
01:09:38The bullet on the membesome
01:09:38Did When he snows it
01:09:46We gotta get away from here
01:09:46Who got away from here
01:09:51And you were no one
01:09:51I love you
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